A love you deserve (Ricky Olson) - Part 16 of ?
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We helped each other to get dressed faster, in case someone would knock on the door. Thanks God it did not happen. Now we were sitting across from each other and I saw how Ricky’s expression changed drastically.
“I actually wanted to talk to you about something that I’ve been kind of afraid to say.”
“You know you can tell me anything. What is it about, Ricky?”
“I hate the fact that no one knows about us and we have to hide our love behind close doors. Maybe we can tell the boys, for the start. If you want to, of course.”
For a second I thought how funny this situation is. In the past, he was the one that wanted to keep us a secret, and now he wants the whole entire world to know. I thought about it for a second before I would give him an answer.
“I think it’s a great idea. At least our close friends deserve to know.”
Ricky took me in his arms and kissed me passionately. This was his way of thanking me for giving him exactly what he wanted. At that moment, I forgot about every bad thing in my life, focusing only on the man who was holding me tight in his arms.
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It was the time for Motionless in White to leave for tour, and I had mixed feelings about it. Of course, I was happy for them, but I hated the fact that Ricky would not be here with me for the next few months.
We also prepared for the big reveal of our relationship. This was the best moment to announce what we hope it was a secret.
Every time one of my bands would leave for tour, I would meet with them to wish them good luck. I always felt we were all a big family, as cliché as it sounds, and I tried my best to show each one of them how much I cared.
It was time for them to leave, so I put my phone in a place where no one could see it. Of course, I wanted to have this moment forever with me.
I went first to hug Justin and then Ryan. Vinny came running to me as a happy little child to get his hug. When it came to Chris, he looked down at me for a second, before he would get me up and spin me around.
“Okay, just put me down now!”
“It’s not my fault you’re so little.”
Then it was Ricky’s turn, and it was our plan to leave him last. We wanted to be sure we had their attention.
I hugged him, as I did the others, and then backed off a little just so I could see his face.
Then he kissed me, right in front of them. They were all shocked and speechless, besides Vinny.
“I knew it! I told you there was something going on with them!”
“Are you kidding me? I lost count of how many times I saw you talking in a corner or looking at each other like you were about to fuck right in that spot.”
That was unexpected, and we were all laughing, except Chris. His eyes had no emotion in them while he was looking at me. That’s when he left us to go on the bus, without saying a word.
I left Ricky’s embrace, telling him I had to do this alone.
“For how long has this been going on?”
“A couple of months… but officially together for almost 2 months.”
“I thought I was your best friend, Lexus. What happened with that?”
“And you still are! But I was afraid you’ll be judging me for choosing Ricky once again.”
“If he would’ve been the same, I would clearly do that. But he is a good friend of mine now, and I know he will never hurt you again. Are you happy with him?”
“Yes. I’ve never been happier. Blair loves him too.”
“Wow, you moved pretty fast with that. I guess Corey isn’t happy with this whole situation.”
“No, he’s not. But I really don’t care. Both Blair and I deserve someone that would make us feel loved. It’s not our fault he couldn’t do it.”
“That’s true. You know, I hated you for a second back there when you two kissed. I truly had no idea, and it was clear it was happening for some time.”
“Believe me that I really wanted to tell you, but I couldn’t. I was afraid he might leave me again.”
“And now you’re sure it’s not going to happen?”
“Yes. Even though we haven’t told each other the magical three words yet, I know the feeling is there.”
“Then I’m happy for you both.”
He hugged me and put his head on mine, and that’s how Ricky found us. The big smile on his face reflected mine, knowing that we both needed to share our secret with the ones we love.
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The next 3 months passed very slowly, and I tried everything to keep myself busy. I was more present at the studio than ever, and no one thought this could even be possible. The only times I was home was when Blair was there, keeping me company. I never thought she would miss Ricky as much as I do, but we tried to communicate when he got some free time.
I was so happy for them, the tour was going amazing. Almost every show was sold out, and some venues called me to ask if I could add some more dates to the list. Even though I didn’t want to have to wait even more, I asked them every time what they thought about this idea. I was glad to hear them all say they have enough shows to perform for the moment.
Today I felt like I needed a day for myself, staying at home, watching a film, maybe reading a book. I need to live for myself for at least a day, not thinking about how much time I have to wait for Ricky. And I couldn’t choose a better day, as Blair was going to sleep at one of her friends tonight.
I decided to go for a book first and to leave the film for later. While I was searching for something to catch my eye, I heard my phone ring. A big smile appeared on my face, thinking that Ricky made some time for me. But when I checked, I saw it was actually Corey.
“Hi, Lexus. I hope your day is going well.”
“Um, hi? It was until you called. What do you want?”
“I just wanted to ask if you received any specific letter?”
“Just go and check. I’m sure it’s there already. I told you that you’re going to regret it.”
And with that, he ended the call. My heart was racing as crazy as I went to the kitchen. I got a lot of letters to look at on the table, but not one second I thought something important was on there. While I was moving them like crazy, my attention was caught quickly by a sender: the courthouse. I opened the letter as fast as I could, and I tried to find the important part of why was this sent to me.
“No! You can’t do this to me!”
I started to cry uncontrollably, and my hands were shaking, making the letter fall on the ground.
Corey wants full custody of our daughter.