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synopsis: Your relationship with Soobin has been perfect, until now. With the responsibilities of a loyal and productive leader, Soobin tends to neglect you for everything else (and everyone) in his life. You know he loves you, but when heâs never there, is it really enough?
warnings: angst, smut, oral, penetrative sex, crying, cursing, self doubt, probably a bunch of stuff but I canât remember! Let me know if I should add something. Also, not proofread so đ
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Things between you two were amazing. He made you feel special and loved, and like you were the only person in the world.
Well, in the beginning anywayâŠ
Being Soobinâs girlfriend was wonderful, but it also has its downsides. Soobin, being the ever responsible leader and attentive man that he is, started putting everything else first. Which also meant he started to pay less attention to you. You always knew that he puts others first before himself, but unfortunately, that also meant he would put others before you as well. Between work and family/friends you barely see him anymore. Tours were busy, and sometimes youâd be lucky to see him in your makeup chair. Dates didnât exist and if you did make plans, they were usually broken to go attend to something else. At this point, you havenât really spent alone time with Soobin in 5 months. You knew he was busy, and that he had his stresses. Of course you knew that, but it didnât hurt any less knowing that he just didnât have time make time for you.
So when you both started fighting, you couldnât hold back anymore.
âIâm sorry bunny, I just have to help do thisâŠâ Soobin hangs his head in shame, canceling on you for the upteenth time in a row.
âWhat the fuck Soobin!? Are you serious?â You almost yell at him, only refraining because youâre at work.
âI just have to help with the-â
âI honestly donât give a fuck about what you have to help with Soobin! I havenât seen you in MONTHS! All I asked for was a night, just us, and you canât even do that?â
âY/N Iâm sorry itâs just that Iâm-â
You cut him off knowing exactly what heâs going to say. ââIâm the leader and I need to help wherever I can. This is such an important time for us Y/N, and Iâm so sorry. I promise Iâll make it up to youâ, right?â You mock his voice saying his exact words full of bitter disappointment, looking deep into his eyes.
âY/N Iâm sorry. I love you and I want to be with you. I just.. I have to do thisâ He reaches out for your hand, but you pull it away, leaving him in shock and hurt.
âSave it Soobin. Go do whatever it is you have to do. Iâll be in my room, ALONE, as alwaysâ and you walk away from him, trying not to cry in front of him. Not wanting to show him how much youâre hurting.
He chases after you, grabbing your arm and turns you around. He then sees the tears streaming down your face and feels like absolute shit. âY/N.. Fuck baby Iâm so sorry, I didnât know you were hurting like this. I never wanted to upset you.â pulling you into his arms in a tight hug, kissing the top of your head.
You cry into his shoulder unable to hold it back. âI just want to spend time with you Soobin. I havenât been alone with you in months. I justâŠâ you sob harder, unable to control it.
âFuck Y/N Iâm so sorry. I didnât realize Iâve been hurting you this bad. I.. I promise Iâll make it up to you! Iâll try to finish this as fast as I can and then Iâll come to your room okay?â He lifts your red face to look at him, wanting you to know he means it. His thumbs caress your cheekbones to try to soothe you.
âItâs already late though and you have an early schedule tomorrowâŠâ
âI donât care, I miss you too baby. So, so much. Iâll be there as soon as I can!â He leans down to kiss you and wipes away your tears. âIâm so sorry Y/N. Please, wait for me tonight?â
You nod, still sad but wanting to believe he will show up.
âThank you! Thank you so much! I love youâ he kisses you again and runs off in the opposite direction saying âIâll be there soonâ as he jogs away..
âI hope soâ you say to yourself under your breath.
Unknown to you, Yeonjun had been watching the whole conversation from down the hall, hidden by a wall. It breaks his heart to see how Soobin hurts you whenever he leaves you for something else. Yeonjun knew where Soobin was coming from and knew how Soobin felt about his responsibilities but, youâre his responsibility too. His most important one. Giving you a minute to calm yourself down, Yeonjun waits in the hall before he goes to talk to you. Not wanting to bombard you while you were crying. He knows how much you hate that.
Yeonjun, like Soobin, quickly became your friend. Arguably he became your best friend. You talk to each other everyday and you see him more than Soobin at this point. So much so that most people think you two are dating. Not that Yeonjun minds that misunderstanding. Like you fell for Soobin, Yeonjun fell for you. Seeing you walk into the green room on your first day took his breath away. He had never seen or met someone quite like you. An infectious smile, hilarious sense of humor, and a voice that soothed his heart with just a word. You took his breath away, and heâs been hooked on you ever since. He however wasn't lucky enough to be on the receiving end of your affection. He watched in awe as you and Soobin got closer and even helped Soobin ask you out for the first time (even though it killed him). Your happiness was more important to him though, and he knew how much you liked Soobin, so being on the sidelines as a friend was enough for him. As long as you were happy.
But, youâre not happy. Not anymore. And it breaks his heart everytime he sees you crying over that big idiot of a leader. Seeing youâve calmed down, he determines he can talk to you now without you feeling too embarrassed.
âHey Y/N! What are you still doing here?â
âYeonjun!â you say startled by his appearance âHey, umm what are you doing here?â Subtly trying to steady your voice and wipe away your last tears
âOh I just finished recording⊠What about you? I thought you and Soobin had plans?â
You look up to meet his eyes, chewing on your cheek âumm, he uh, he had something he had to doâ
âOh Y/N, againâŠâ he pulls you into a hug seeing youâre about to cry again. âIâm so sorry. Can I do anything?â
âNo Junie, Iâm okay. Thank you though, Iâm just gonna have a bath and relax I guess.â
âSeriously if you want to hang out and just watch a movie or something Iâm free.â he adds hoping youâll accept.
âActually, yeah that would be nice.. I donât really want to be alone. Movie?â
âAbsolutely beautiful. Your choiceâ
âOkay, my room in 20?â
âItâs a date,â Yeonjun teases, nudging your shoulder. Excited to spend time with you, if Soobin wonât take it, he sure will.
Making your way to your room, you canât help but think about Soobin, and what you could be doing if he actually came. Making you sad again. When you reach your door, you get a text from Soobin. Youâre heart races, hoping he can come see you sooner, but you also know in reality heâs probably telling you he wonât make it. So with a weary heart you open the text
Binnie đ„°đ°đ
Baby! Good news we finished up super quick
Iâm on my way now! Do you want anything to eat?
My treat
Your heart beats faster, excited and overjoyed that heâs finally going to spend time with you. Now you need to rush and get ready! You text him back
Y/N
OMG REALLY?! I canât wait to see you babe!
Whatever you want to eat is fine with me.
Youâre my treat đ
You facetime Yeonjun, excited to tell him the news but also break off your movie date.
Junnie đŠ
Hey pretty, what's up?
Y/N
Best news! Soob is already done and coming over! JUN I CANâT BELIEVE IT!
But that means I have to cancel our movie date⊠sorry *you pout*
Junnie đŠ
Finally! Itâs about time that big oof finally spent time with you! And itâs fine, you just owe me a movie night. *he winks at you trying to play off his disappointment*
Y/N
Thanks Junnie! What should I wear? godâŠ
now I'm nervous. I want it to be perfect. JUN YOUâRE GOOD WITH FASHION! One sec.
*you sprint into your closet and look for the items in your head. Finding them you prop up your phone and hold them out for Yeonjun to see.*
Which one? Sexy or cute?
*completely taken off guard, Yeonjunâs face turns bright red as you hold up two lingerie sets. One a sexy black lace set, and the other a cute sheer set with daisies on it. His brain is on overdrive picturing you in both sets laid out on a bed beneath him.*
Snapping out of his thoughts he blinks and responds to you
Junnie đŠ
Sorry yeah⊠bad connection.. Umm Iâm not sure? What does he usually like?
Y/N
Umm.. Iâm not really sure? I havenât done this in so long. I'm not sure what he likes anymore..
Junnie đŠ
Iâm sure his taste hasnât changed- WAIT A MINUTE- what do you mean you havenât done this in so long?
Y/N
Exactly what it sounds like YeonjunâŠ
Junnie đŠ
HUH?! When was the last time you had sex?
Y/N
Oh god Yeonjun⊠i donno like⊠*you count on your fingers trying to place it even though youâre very aware of how long itâs been* like 4.. Maybe 5 months
Junnie đŠ
*his jaw drops open* how??? You still see each other just not for dates?
Y/N
Yeah Jun, but he gets called away for so much shit and then when he does have time with me heâs usually tired and just passes out. I donnoâŠ
Junnie đŠ
YOUâRE TELLING ME THAT MAN HASNâT FUCKED YOU IN 5 MONTHS?!
Y/N
SHHHHHH! *you whisper* but yes⊠So help me pick! I want him to just lose his shit and fuck me stupid so.. *you hold up both sets again* what one?
Junnie đŠ
Lace.. do the black lace. I wouldnât be able to resist you in that. Well i wouldnât be able to resist you in either but, the lace just sets the mood more⊠Iâd want to ruin you⊠*he drifts off in thought again before he catches himself* I mean if i were SoobinâŠ
Y/N
Yeah? Okay thanks Junnie Youâre the best! Love you but I gotta go get ready!
Junnie đŠ
Yeah yeah of course! Have a good time tonight đ donât get pregnant! although I would be the sexiest uncle if you do đ
Y/N
YEONJUN! Youâre ridiculous. Youâre not wrong though, can see all the girls lining up to see hot uncle yeonjun
Junnie đŠ
RIGHT?! Anyways.. Go get ready and have a good time tonight. Give me all the deets later.. Well maybe not all the deets. I donno if I wanna hear about Soobinâs dick.
Y/N
Shut up of course you do you perv! LOVE YOU BYE *blows him kisses as you hang up*
Yeonjun canât help the pain that radiates throughout his heart. Heâs happy that Soobin is finally making time for you but, that means he doesn't get to see you. He just tells himself as long as you're happy heâll be happy.
You sprint around your hotel room, trying to clean quickly and get yourself ready. You quickly freshen up and apply body cream and the perfume you know he loves. Applying a quick natural but seductive makeup. Your hair was already loosely curled from this morning so you quickly pulled it back in a loose messy bun low on your neck. Lastly you slip into the black lace lingerie set Yeonjun suggested. You look yourself over in the mirror, adding a matching sheer black robe over your shoulders. As you look at yourself there's a knock on your door. Butterflies fill your stomach before you walk to open the door. When you reach for the door handle you take a steading breath. Pulling it open, you step behind it for Soobin to come in.
âHey I couldnât really decide on what to get so I just picked a bunch of snack food and thought we could order a-â Soobinâs voice dies in his throat as you walk out from behind the door to shut it. âYou.. You look incredible, baby.â His voice was shaking with nerves as if heâs never seen you that way before. But it had been so long, honestly he forgot you were this stunning outside of work.
âYou think? Itâs just a little something I had laying aroundâ you joke acting nonchalant when inside you were nervous and shaking like a leaf.
Soobin drops the bags and stalks over to you, wrapping his arms around your waist to pull you close, nuzzling into your neck and smelling your perfume that he loves. âI know what Iâm eating tonightâ he whispers into your ear, nibbling the lobe and kissing down your neck.
âThank godâ you breathe, wrapping your arms around his neck, tangling your fingers into his hair.
âIâm so sorry Iâve been neglecting you baby, Iâll be better. I promise.â
âIâm gonna hold you to that, but for now.. Please turn off your phone, and fuck me all night. Please Soobin.â Gripping his shirt as you plead with him.
He immediately takes out his phone and turns it off in front of you. Then picks you up by your thighs, Kissing you as he carries you to your bed. âYouâre so beautiful you know that? Iâm so lucky youâre mine.â
âNot as lucky as meâ You remove his glasses and put them on the bedside table âIâve missed you so much Binnieâ
âIâm so sorry bunny, Iâll be better. Wonât neglect you again.â He kisses his way down your body until heâs in front of your heat. Kissing you over the black lacy thong youâre wearing. Taking in your scent he groans âfuck Iâm so stupid leaving you alone all this time. Missed you so badâ he continues to apologize as he kisses and licks your core over through your underwear.
âJust donât ditch me all the time. Work isnât all that mattersâ You lift his chin to look into your eyes âI matter too Bin.â
âYouâre all that matters and Iâm an idiot. âM Gonna make it up to you baby, promise.â he says, lifting your panties and pushing them to the side exposing your needy pussy to him. Groaning a quiet âfuckâ under his breath as heâs in awe, like heâs seeing you for the first time again. He kisses your clit, taking his time with you to show you how much he does truly love you. Soobin alternates between kisses and licks as he savours you. Tasting your juices from every fold, and crevice. Gripping your hips as your hips buck, holding you down to continue pleasuring you. He adds his fingers to stretch you when you beg, wanting more, knowing youâd need to be prepped after itâs been so long to be able take him. He adores you, watching your face and you come undone around his fingers, kissing your thighs as he works you through it.
Youâre barely finished when you beg for him. âSoobin please, I need you..â looking into the eyes of the man you love so much, aching for him.
He quickly removes his clothes, pumping himself a couple of times before lining himself up with your entrance âneed you to bunny. I love you. Love you so much.â
âI love you too, Soobinâ Youâre big doe eyes, looking up to his longingly. As he pushes into your entrance your head tips back further into your pillow and a string of moans radiate from both of you. Soobinâs, low and guttural in his chest while yours are higher and melodic. Together mixing to make the perfect harmony of sounds you've both missed hearing so much. Soobinâs length reaches your sweet spot almost immediately and on instinct to make you wither and moan beneath him. Taking in the sight of you unraveling beneath him and committing it to memory so he never forgets you, how perfect you look beneath him. Silently promising to you that heâll never do this to you again. That heâll never neglect you like this again.
Soobin leans forward to kiss you, whispering against your lips âIâm sorry Y/N. So, so sorry, Iâll be better, I promise. Iâll make time for you everyday love. I promiseâ
You hold him closer to you, your arms wrapping around his neck, as you say back to him âThatâs all I want Soobin. To spend more time with you. I love and miss you so much.â Pulling him into your lips to kiss him.
The night is perfect, and everything youâve been missing from him. You stay tangled together all night, uninterrupted and absorbed in each other. Things go back to the way they used to be. You were so happy again that you even moved into the dorms with him and the boys. Soobin makes time for you and turns back into the boyfriend he used to be.
Or he does for a while.. And then thereâs a new comeback, and he gets busy again. Between recording, dance practices, and regular scheduling.. He barely has time for anything, let alone you. And youâre right back where you started that day. Except now itâs worse. Instead of just cancelling plans, you catch him avoiding certain subjects, or people. Catching him in little lies or half truths. Youâre aware heâs probably trying to protect your feelings because itâs Soobin, but⊠It just ends up hurting you more if anything.
So when you walk in on him having a conversation with the members about an upcoming event heâs emceeing with Arin, you lose it. Soobin knows how you feel about Arin, youâve met multiple times and it hasn't been great. He has no romantic feelings for Arin, he just sees her as a friend, but he doesnât see what you do. You know how Arin truly feels and that she's willing to do anything to make Soobin hers.
Youâre infuriated knowing that he has known this for weeks but still hasnât mentioned it to you. Once again catching him hiding and lying to you. You walk up quietly behind him asking in a calm but hurt tone âso when is it?â
They all jump at your sudden entrance but Soobin looks horrified. You had caught him lying. Again. âY/N I-â
âDid you ever plan on telling me Soob? Or was I just supposed to find out when we were on set?â you ask him
âI⊠Y/N Iâm so sorry, Iâve been trying to but I just didnât know.. How..â
âI hate that you do this to me! I hate that you hide things from me!â tears welling in your eyes
âI just didnât want to hurt you bunny. I know how you feel about Arin butâŠâ
âBut what? THIS is why Soobin. THIS is why I feel that way! You keep hiding shit from me. Lying to meâŠâ
âIâm sorry, I wonât hide anything else from you I promise! Iâll tell you everything right away. Every schedule, everything I do Iâll tell you bunny, but please⊠please forgive me.â
âFineâ you take a breath and wipe your eyes âYou better make up for it tonightâ You look up at him with a half smile, only to see his face morphed into confusion.
âWhatâs going on tonight?â
âSoobin come onâ you hit his shoulder laughing which comes to a halt from his remaining look of confusion. âYou forgot⊠You forgot date night didnât you?â
Soobinâs wide eyes answer your question and ignite more rage inside of you
âLet me guess, you completely forgot the ONE night I have been begging to have with you for weeks! and youâve promised Arin you would practice with her tonight. Right?â anger seething from your lips
âY/N Iâm so so sorry Iâll cancel with her right now-â
âDonât bother Soobin. She's more important to you than I ever was. Forget it, Iâll sit home. alone waiting for you like always.â you turn on your heels and walk away, slamming the door behind you before he could react.
âFuckâ he muttered under his breath.
âYou canât be fucking serious Soobin? How could you forget?â Taehyun asks angrily
âI-I don'tâ know?â he stutters out
âWhat do you mean you donât know? Do you know how excited sheâs been for tonight? Itâs all sheâs been talking about for weeks broâ Beomgyu snaps
All of his fellow members wanted to kill him right now. You were important to all of them. You fit in with the group immediately, like you were the missing piece they needed. They loved you.
âThatâs not good enough Soobin.â Yeonjun says quietly, rage coating his words. Heâs had enough of watching him hurt you again and again. âYouâre pathetic.â
âHyung I-â
âI donât want to hear your stupid excuses. That woman is in love with you Soobin. You claim you love her to but all you fucking do is hurt her. Do you not get that?â Yeonjun spits his words out, getting up in Soobinâs face âDo you not know how fucking lucky you are for her to love you like she does? The fuck is wrong with you?â pushing his shoulder as he asks his final question.
âDo you think I donât get that? That I literally fuck up everything with her?â Soobin raises his voice
âNO I DONâT THINK YOU DOâ Yeonjun raises his voice louder in frustration âYouâre not the one who sees her everytime you hurt her like this! I am- we all are Soobin.â gesturing to the guys behind him âshe cries on our shoulders asking why sheâs not good enough for you? When in reality sheâs too good for youâŠâ
âYou think I donât know sheâs too good for me? You think I donât care when I fuck up like this? That I don't care when I see her hurt by what I did!? It fucking kills me Yeonjun!â
âTHEN STOP DOING IT!â Yeonjun yells, snapping âor youâre going to lose her. We all willâ he lowers in voice making sure the message hits home.
âHow are you gonna fix this hyung?â Kai asks wearily, breaking the silence in the room
âI donât know⊠I donât know if sheâll even talk to meâŠâ
âWhat were you supposed to do tonight anyways?â Taehyun asks
âWe were just supposed to be together, and marathon the anime weâre behind on. Honestly I was really looking forward to it with her when we planned it. How the fuck did I forget?â hanging his head in his hands as he starts to well up with tears remembering how excited you were to plan such a simple evening with him. He really was an idiot. All you wanted was to spend time with him, yet he couldn't even give you that..
âIâve got an ideaâ Beomgyu pipes up
âMe toâ says Kai happily
âWhat if you just turn the dorm into a giant fort!â Gyu says excitedly
âYeah with pillows and blankets everywhere! Iâll even lend you some of my Stuffies to make it super cozy!â kai adds
âIâll set up the projector so you can watch anime on a big screen! Get all her favourite foods, and snacks.â Gyu beams
âPut candles all around and fairy lights to make it romanticâ Taehyun adds in
âThat is an amazing idea! But how am I gonna do all that so quicklyâŠâ Soobin asks processing all the work that has to be done
âWeâll help you!â
âYeah?â
âOf course we will! Right hyung?â Tae asks Yeonjun
â...yeah weâll help. But Iâm not helping for you, Iâm helping because Y/N deserves moreâ
âThank you! Thank you so much guys! I promise Iâll make this up to her!â
âYou betterâ was Yeonjunâs final warning.
Quickly the guys gathered as much as they could to make the idea come to life. Taking every pillow available in the dorm to Soobinâs room. Beomgyu sets up his projector with Soobinâs laptop. Taehyun and Yeonjun found all the candles and fairy lights they could at a nearby store while Kai went to buy all the snacks and foods he knew you liked.
Soobin was a mess and all over the place. Trying to help out with everything but ultimately just getting in the way.
Finally Yeonjun stopped him and said âLook, we have this⊠just focus on getting ready and prepare how youâre actually gonna apologize to her.â
âI donât know what to say⊠I love her so much Yeonjun but I, ⊠I keep fucking it up.â
âJustâŠâ Yeonjun groans in annoyance that heâs this stupid âtell her that. Tell her how sorry you are for everything and show her you love her as much as we all know you do. She just wants to know you care about her. Enough to put her first for once Soobin.â
Soobin nods as he listens to his senior âI do care about her. I care about her so fucking much but i- I just keep fucking up⊠But Iâm going to fix it. I promise.â
Yeonjun stares him down again, still unimpressed, but nods before he walks away returning to help set up with the others. Leaving Soobin to get ready alone while picking out the clothes he knows you love. Fixing his hair while he thinks of how to properly apologize to you.
You unlock the door and enter the dark apartment. You throw down your keys and a bag filled with ice cream and snacks to eat your feelings. You planned to just watch anime with Kai instead. Heâs always a great friend to you and gives good snuggles when youâre sad. Plus his giant collection of plushies always makes you happy.
âKai? You home? Wanna watch anime with me and eat my feelings?â You walk to the fridge to grab a couple of sodas
NothingâŠ
âKai?â You stand up straight, shutting the fridge door
SilenceâŠ
âJun? Gyuuu?â
Still nothing.
What the fuck? Where is everyone?
âTerry?â You whine hoping heâs home. But once again youâre met with silence.
âGreat⊠all alone to drown my sorrowsâŠâ you mutter to yourself, picking up your bag and walking to your room. Passing Soobinâs on the way you notice a flickering light. Stopping you prop open his door curious cause you know heâs not home. Heâs not supposed to be anyways.
When you open the door you see him sitting in the middle of the coziest looking blanket fort, flicking through crunchroll to pick your anime to watch. Candles and fairy light flickering around the room in the comforting scent of vanilla. Your favourite pillows and blankets spread out with all your favourite treats and a pizza box.
Soobin finally looks to your eyes, apologetically smiles and quietly says âhiâ
âHi?â You look around at his room and then back to him as your eyes start to water. âWhat are you doing here? Arenât you supposed to be with Arin?â
He stands up to meet you at the door, taking the bag and cans from you so he can take your hands instead. He feels awful. Especially when he gets a closer look at your pink puffy eyes and pink nose. One of his hands travels to cup your face as he leans in closer and looks in your eyes. âI wouldn't want to be anywhere else right now. Iâm so sorry bunny. Iâm so sorry for forgetting. For not giving you the time and love like you deserve.â His voice wavers as he looks into your eyes, wanting you to know how truly sorry he is.
âBinâŠâ your voice cracks as the dam gives way to your tears. His other hand cups your face as he starts wiping away your tears.
âShhh baby. Iâm so so sorryâ He leans in and kisses your tears away. âIâm so sorryâ pulling you into his chest as he hugs you tight, kissing the top of your head. Your hands tangle into his hoodie, pulling him in close, fearing this isnât real and heâll just disappear.
âYouâre really gonna stay?â you look up at him with glassy puppy dog eyes, happy and doubtful all at once.
âIâm staying baby. Iâm here and Iâm staying with you. Right here, where I belong.â he kisses your forehead to punctuate his statement. You wrap your arms around him and squeeze him tightly.
âThank youâ your voice is a soft whisper âand Iâm sorry. Iâm sorry I got so upset-â
He cuts you off with a soft kiss to your lips âno, you deserved to be mad. I fucked up. And I need to make it up to you.â His eyes are full of sincerity and you know he means it. You know Soobin like the back of your hand and you know heâs upset. You know he feels like shit for treating you this way. Thatâs all it takes for your anger to melt away.
âSo what are we gonna watch, Binnie?â You ask him softly, leaning into him. You watch the smile you love so much spread across his face as he hugs you tightly, lifting you up into his arms and spinning you around. It causes you to giggle, and hold onto him tightly.
Moments like this are what make you remember why you fell for him in the first place. His boyish charm and how he wears his heart and emotions on his sleeve. You kiss his dimple softly and he lets you down before taking your hand to sit with him in the pillows spread on the floor of his transformed room. The blanket walls of the fort make the room even cosier, making the space feel like your own oasis with him. You rest your head on his shoulder as you watch him pick the new romance anime youâve been waiting to watch with him. You canât help but smile as you turn into him trying to hide how happy it made you that he remembered.
âReady?â his voice low and soft as he looks down to you to see if youâre ready to start watching. Smiling when he sees the soft blush and smile on your beautiful face. You nod, ready to finally have some time with him. Ready to sit there, in his arms, feel his warmth and relish in finally spending time with him.
He pulls you in closer to him, holding you tight as you start watching the show. However all you can focus on is the sound of his heart beat under that sweater you love and how good he smells. He also canât take his eyes off of you. Not even trying to hide that heâs not paying attention to the anime at all. His fingers slowly tracing shapes on your side just underneath your hoodie. The gentle touch of his fingers igniting a fire along your skin. Every one of your nerves is aching for his touch, like they have been for months. Craving the man you love so much. You turn to look up at him, only to see heâs already looking at you. âSoobin..â you whisper his name before he leans in whispering in a desperate plea âplease, please bunny⊠Can I kiss you?â you nod and immediately meet his lips. You hand wrapping around the back of his neck to quickly tangle into his hair at the nape of his neck. The intensity of your kiss quickly picks up. You straddle his hips as his hand grip your waist, pulling you in closer to him. With the anime long forgotten, lost in each other, you hear a faint buzzing behind him. You try to ignore it but it's relentless and breaks you from the moment. Pulling away you look around and see Soobinâs phone buzzing, the screen lighting up with Arinâs name. You huff in annoyance and get off of him.
âArinâs calling you.â irritation very evident in your tone as you sit in your original spot, crossing your arms and pouting.
Soobin looks over and silences his phone before turning back to you, âbaby Iâm sorry, please..â but you brush him off and watch the show. âItâs fine.â
However, the fine annoyance of buzzing doesnât stop as Arin continues to call and text him. He tries to ignore it, you can see him trying. You can see how each buzz eats away at him, anxiety and guilt washing over him. You finally snap, âjust answer her Soobin.â voice cold and devoid of any emotion besides anger.
âY/N..â he whispers in sadness
âJust answer her.â you snap without looking at him, pulling your knees into your chest and resting your chin on them, inevitably knowing where this is leading.
âBunny please I-â
âSoobin.. Just answer her. I know you wonât be able to relax until you see what she wants. So, please. Just answer her.â you look at him finally with glassy eyes.
âI-â he gets cut off by his phone ringing again. You look away from him and back to his laptop screen. He exhales knowing youâre right, answering the phone and walking a little farther away from you. You however can hear everything he says.
âArin, I told you I canât. I have plans-â
âNo Arin, Iâm not coming. Youâll have to practice alone.â
âArin I have plans with-â
âYes Iâm choosing my girlfriend for once!â
âArin thatâs not fair..â at this point you can hear his voice waver. And you know within the next couple of sentences, sheâll have guilt riddled him into either eating himself alive or on his way to the practice room.
âArin, please.. We can run through the dance before the show.â
âArin I-â
âFine..â
You can hear him slowly and quietly walking over to you, sitting down, not quite as close as before. His legs shaking with anxiety as he picks at his nails. His voice is quiet as he says your name. âY/N IâŠâ
âYouâre going arenât you?â you respond flatly without looking at him.
âBaby, I-â
âJust go Soobin.â you curl into yourself again. Unable to hide the disappointment in your voice. Barely holding back the tears.
âY/N I- Iâm just going for an hour. Iâll be right back! Maybe even quicker. I just have to run through the dance with Arin and then Iâll be back. Bunny I promise-â you cut him off.
âItâs okay.â you turn to him with a smile that doesnât quite reach your eyes. âI get itâ
Heâs wary, he can see youâre trying to hide that youâre hurt. âY/N..â
âSeriously Soobin, itâs okay. Work is important too. And you canât half ass a performance. Youâll only be an hour right?â You hide your hurt better now. Making it seem like youâre okay. âGo, Iâll be here. Waiting.â you give him one last soft smile.
He looks at you. His heart is uneasy, but he pushes past it to go rehearse with Arin. He grabs his bag quickly and kneels in front of you, giving you a soft kiss, trying to convey how he loves you, before he walks to his door, pausing before he leaves. âIâll be back in an hourâ you nod, acting like you believe him. âI love you Bunnyâ
âI love you to Binâ you say as your heart breaks watching him leave. Knowing that was the last time you will probably say that to him. You wait until you hear the front door click shut before you finally let yourself cry. Because as you watched him leave, watched him slowly give way to Arin and agree to leave you, you knew it was over. You knew you didnât matter to him anymore. And although you believed he loved you, it wasnât enough anymore. It hurt too much to be left by him, to be alone again and again. You canât take this heartache anymore. So for your own good, you decide this was it. You get up and pack some of your things in your room, leaving some of the memories of you together behind, too painful to keep yourself. Once you think you have enough you text Yeonjun.
Y/N
Jun where are you?
Junnie đŠ
The Enhypen dorms. Why?
Everything okay?
Yeonjun instantly feels dread run through his body. He knows you wouldnât be texting him in the middle of date night with Soobin unless something was wrong.
You however donât answer Yeonjun. Taking one last look around the dorm and Soobinâs room, you place your key on his laptop and walk out the door. You walk down to the Enhypen dorms with your bags, texting Sunghoon to see if heâs home. Sunghoon is someone else youâve become quite close to. After working with him for some events and press you managed to break through his quiet and cold demeanour. Not to mention he also grew quite fond of you, connecting with you on levels he didnât think would be possible.
Y/N
Hoon are you in the dorms?
Hoonie âïž
Yeah why whatâs up?
Y/N
Can I come over?
Hoonie âïž
ofc youâre always welcome here! But, is something wrong? I thought you were with hyung
Y/N
Iâll be there in a minute
Sunghoon walks out of his room and over to everyone else, looking specifically to the txt boys asking âdidnât you guys say Y/N is with Soobin hyung? Sheâs asking if Iâm home..â he looks at his phone worried.
Yeonjun looks at him and stands, âshit, she texted me too but wouldn't answer after I asked her if everything was okay.â Yeonjun runs his hand through his hair as he stresses out worrying about you.
As they all try to process what may have happened, thereâs a soft knock on the door. You knuckle barely hitting the wood.
Sunghoon answers, unable to hide his worry âY/Nie? Whatâs going on? Are you okay?â
âHey Hoon.. can I come in?â you ask him with a scratchy voice, raw from crying.
Sunghoon notices your red puffy eyes. âYeah, of courseâ he steps aside and lets you in, hugging you because he knows something is wrong. And you break open again. Crying into his arms.
âAhh shit. Sâokayâ Sunghoon rubs your back holding you tightly, looking over to Yeonjun âwhat happened pretty?â
Yeonjun rushes over to you, taking you from Sunghoon âY/Nâ his voice full of compassion âY/N, baby girl, what happened?â
You pull back to look at him with fat drops falling down your cheeks. âHe went to herâ your voice barely audible. âHe left.â
âWhat?â Yeonjunâs voice is a mix of disbelief, anger and sympathy. Anger starts to win over the other emotions. âHe what!?â The other members stand up to come to you.
âShe.. Arin wouldnât stop calling and texting him. So I told him to answer her. She did what she does best⊠and now heâsâŠâ your voice wavers and lips quivers before you can say it. âgone.â you wipe your tears in the sleeve of your hoodie, looking at Yeonjun, feeling Sunghoonâs hands on your shoulders trying to comfort you. Beomgyu, Taehyun and Heuning immediately make their way to you. âI-â you hiccup from sobbing âI canât do it anymore. I canât just sit there and be an after thought to himâ you sniff and wipe your eyes again âit hurts too much Junâ
Yeonjun pulls you in tighter, rubbing your back as you cry. Beomgyu wraps his arms around you with Yeonjun while Tae and Kai stand close trying to comfort you, placing a hand on your arm or shoulder. They stand there with you, their hearts breaking with each sob that leaves you.
âHeâll be back Y/N, just give him another chance. When he comes back heâll see you're gone and will come looking for you. I know he will..â Kai says trying to reassure you but even you can sense the doubt in his voice.
âHuening.. You know he wonât be back. Not in an hour.. Not with herâŠâ
âYes he will Y/N he loves you! He knows he fucked up-â
You canât help the bitter chuckle that leaves your throat, cutting him off âand yet he still went to her. He was trying to make it up to me, telling me heâs âexactly where he wants to beâ⊠and he still left.â You swallow thickly trying to keep it together. âI knew this was coming. I just canât do it anymore, you know? It hurts too muchâ your eyes well up again and Yeonjun brings you into his chest, stroking your hair and gently shushing you in comfort.
âJust give him one last chance.â Beomgyu begs, his voice wavering. You can see how upset he also is.
You nod, agreeing to give the man you love an hour to come back to you. An hour to prove you actually mean something to him. An hour to show you you matter.
You sit in the Enhypen dorm, watching them play video games and try not to tear yourself apart. You try to give Soobin the benefit of the doubt but your brain isnât so forgiving.
âMaybe he will come back in an hour.â
âMaybe Iâm being over dramatic. I mean it is for work. He should rehearse.â
âYeah right⊠I bet he hasnât thought about me for a second since he entered that practice room.â
But as you watch the graphics of the game on the tv, you can almost hear the clock tick. An hour passes, which turns to two. And then three hours have passed. Itâs 2 am and he left you 4 hours ago.
4 hours ago⊠4 hours and he hasnât even tried to text you. Nothing. He just left you to be alone again while heâs off with someone else. Her. You stand up and grab your bag, causing the only people still awake to look at you. Beomgyu, Heesung and Sunghoon turn to you and see itâs too late. âY/NâŠâ Beomgyu stands to come to you as you stand up from sitting next to Yeonjun, who reluctantly fell asleep, and Sunghoon.
âIâm gonna go..â you whisper and smile at him fighting back tears âin case anyone asks Iâll be at my apartment okay?â
âWait youâre leaving!? No Y/Nie please stayâ
âI donât really wanna see him. And itâs his place, you know?â You shrug with an awkward half smile as you chew on the inside of your lip.
âBut itâs our place too, and we all want you there. Please Y/N donât shut us out!â
âIâm not Beomie.â You hug him, patting his hair âPromiseâ
He pulls back to look at you and he starts to tear up âIâm so sorry heâs done this to you. That heâs treated you like this.â
âMe toâ you sniffle trying to hold back your tears. âLove youâ you part after kissing his cheek, turning to hug and thank Heesung and Sunghoon, who offer to help with anything you may need.
âSeriously Y/N, Iâm just a text or call away. Anytime, any place.â Sunghoon holds onto your hand when you try to pull back, letting you know heâs there for you.
âThank you. Truly.â you give him one last sad smile âIâll see you laterâ turning and shutting the door behind you. Sunghoon turns as the door shuts, nudging Yeonjun awake. He knows they canât leave you alone like this.
You head down to the main floor, knowing the best rehearsal room is there. You know because youâve spent countless hours in there with the guys, while they rehearsed late into the night for an upcoming performance or tour. You sat there against the mirror watching them, but mainly Soobin. Watched him dance, laugh, curse in irritation when he struggled, and fall back against the floor in exhaustion. You watched him sweat, even bleed while he worked to perfect something.
You walked down to that room because you knew thatâs where Soobin would be. You knew it would hurt, but at the same time you needed to see it. You needed to see him with her. Needed to see him while you werenât even a thought on his mind. You needed confirmation that you were never truly a priority for him. Because if you were, he wouldnât have left.
As you walk off the elevator, loud steps and a door slamming open catch your attention, causing you to look, only to see Yeonjun and Sunghoon panting for breath as they chased after you.
âWhat are you- why?â You stutter out as you see them. âWhyâd you come after me?â
âI canât leave you alone, not like this.. stay with us. Stay with me.â yeonjun runs to you, enclosing you in a tight hug again.
âDonât goâ he gently strokes your cheek with his thumb.
âIâm not leaving forever Jun. I justâŠ. I need some time. You know?â
Tears trickle down his cheek. Itâs killing him to see you so upset. Especially over how stupid his best friend is. But he nods as you mimic his gesture, moving into your palm. âAt least let me walk you to your car thenâ
âThatâs okay, I need to-â he cuts you off, knowing you too well.
âYou were going by the studio werenât you?â
You bite your lip trying not to cry anymore, but it makes it worse âI just need to seeâ
Youâre back into his chest sobbing now as he coos, trying to calm you down.
âShhh. Princess please. Youâre breaking my heartâ you can hear his voice tremble as he almost breaks at your heart ache.
âWhy not me Jun? Why donât I matter to him? Why!? Why am I not enough?â You sob gripping onto his shirt.
âYou do! Oh fuck Y/N, you mean the world to him. He loves you heâs just-â he stops, breathing uneasily, struggling with how upset you are âheâs just a fucking idiot!â He looks into your eyes through your tears making sure you hear him, âYouâre incredible and he talks about you all the time. We love you so much, we all do. I love you Y/N! Soobin loves you heâs just a dumb fuck who doesnât show you. And you are enough. Donât ever think youâre not enough for anyone, let alone him. Youâre perfect and everything anyone could ever want in a partnerâ He holds your face close between his hands âyouâre perfect Y/N and you deserve better than this.â
Sunghoon watches from close behind, his hand touching your shoulder leaning in, speaking softly âhe's right Y/N. Youâre amazing, and you deserve someone who will appreciate you. Someone who will love you the way you should be.â
You nod in Yeojunâs hands, knowing theyâre both right. That even though you love and want Soobin, maybe he doesnât deserve that love anymore.
You let the both of them hug you for a moment while you calm down. When you finally can catch your breath and stop crying for the nth time tonight, you look to them, steady yourself and look towards the practice room.
âI- I just need to see⊠one last time.â You look from Yeonjun to Sunghoon. âThen Iâll know for sure itâs done.â
They both nod, Sunghoonâs hand on your lower back as he guides you towards the room âweâre coming with you then. Then weâll get you home. Okay?â
You look up to meet Sunghoonâs eyes, nodding and leaning on his shoulder as you walk towards the studio window. Yeonjun holds your hand, supporting you as you get close enough to see but not be seen.
There he is. Dancing with her. Skin glossy with sweat as they move with each other, smiling in the mirror as if there were nothing else in the world. Like you didnât exist.
The cracks in your heart grew larger. Yeonjun is fuming. He would punch that stupid smile off of Soobinâs face if he could. Seeing how much this was hurting you. He records them so he can show and hurt Soobin later. Show him how stupid he is and what he lost. Sunghoon can see you curl into yourself and he pulls you in closer to him, but straightens your back. His own way of saying donât let Soobin break you.
While watching, they seem to finally get a complicated move, Arin turns and jumps up into Soobinâs arms to hug him as he grips her waist and spins around. That was it. That was all you could take. You felt sick now, seeing him with her like that. The smiles and happiness while you die on the inside. Your voice is weak and low, âIâve seen enough, can we go? Please?â You ask the boys before you break down completely.
Pissed Yeonjun swipes to his contacts and calls Soobin, wanting him to see exactly what heâs done to you. How broken you are because of him. âYeah letâs go, but come âere firstâ he pulls you in to hug again. Feeling the shaking in your body he rubs your back. Hearing commotion in the room as Soobin rushes for his phone. He answers seeing Yeonjunâs contact, grabbing his stuff as he runs towards the door. Stopping dead in his tracks when he sees you in Yeonjunâs arms, meeting Yeonjunâs death glare and the even icier one Sunghoon. Yeonjun mouths âyou fucked upâ dripping with disgust. Sunghoon stands in front of the both of you with his arms crossed, daring Soobin to move towards you.
Yeonjun says âletâs get goingâ and you nod, turning while wiping the tears from your raw eyes to get one last look at the man you love, only to see him frozen in place at the door. Remorse painting his face but youâre so numb you donât care. You just turn and walk towards the door.
âY/N wait! Pleaseâ full of panic Soobin chases after you and Yeonjun as you walk, âbaby please Iâm SO sorryâ grabbing your wrist trying to turn you to face him. Reality setting in, knowing he fucked up beyond repair this time. Seeing you, walking away with Yeonjun, and your dead, emotionless eyes, blood red and swollen from crying. Nose red and sniffling from wiping away at it. His heart breaks knowing he did this to you. Still holding your hand he falls to his knees, begging you to stay âY/N please. I fucked up. I really fucked up, I know I did. And Iâm so sorry- but please bunny donât leaveâ he sobs at your feet.
âLet go Soobinâ you whisper, pulling your hand weakly from his grasp. Sunghoon is immediately at your other side, as if he was waiting to make sure this is what you wanted. Soobin looks up to you, meeting your emotionless eyes âyou made your choice⊠now go to her. She means more to you than I ever did.â Your voice breaks as you say it. Youâve known it for a while but it doesnât hurt any less.
âThatâs not true! Y/N I love you! More than anything I love you so much-â standing, he pulls your face into his hands, needing you to hear how sorry he was.
âThis isnât love Soobin.â You look right into his soul saying his name âlove doesnât hurt like this. Love is putting your partner first. Giving them everything because you want to make them happy. Not thisâŠI am NEVER first with you. I have never been first with you. You have never done something just for me. I donât even know if youâve ever really cared about meâ
âThatâs not true! I-â you cut him off with a bitter and scorned laugh.
âDonât you dare say you put me first. When was the last time you put me first Soobin? Huh? Before the group? before practice? before her? Huh? Before you even? When soobin?â Tears start dripping from your eyes again and he tries to wipe them away but you pull away again. Thinking he honestly canât remember the last time heâs put you first. Youâre always the first thing on his mind but⊠when actually putting you first in a situation, he canât remember if he ever has.
âBesides work Soobinâ you look up and blink away tears, wiping away the ones rolling down your cheeks with your sleeve pulled over your hands, already soaked from all the previous tears. âBesides me sitting you in a chair and applying makeup on your face, you wouldnât even see me. You spent more time with me before we started-â gesturing back and forth between the both of you with your hand, âwhatever the fuck this is! This wasâŠâ you voice goes soft as you say it. Firm, but soft.
âWas?â You can see his emotions while processing your words flash across his face. Confusion turns to realization and shock, then dread and pain, realizing heâs actually losing you. âNoâŠNO bunny please donât end this! Please!â He falls to his knees again, tears streaming from his eyes now. âIâm so, so fucking sorry! Iâm an idiot! I know I donât deserve it butâ he chokes on a sob as he begs you for another chance. âPlease let me try again. Please let me fix this! Y/n please.. I love youâ he cries, and for once his profession of love doesnât affect you. Because you donât believe him anymore.
âSoobin⊠this isnât the first time. Itâs not the last. I canât do this anymore.â You lean over to be face to face, cupping his cheek with one hand as you gently rub your thumb across his cheek bone, wiping away his tears. Remembering how his skin feels for the last time. Your voice soft as you look in his eyes, âI love you. I really truly do.â You rest your forehead against his and take a deep breath, readying yourself for what you're about to do. âI love you so fucking much it hurts. But, I canât do this anymore, Choi.â No longer using his given name as you close the chapter of your love story with him. You kiss his cheek goodbye as he begins to sob âGoodnight Choi Soobin.â And you turn and walk out the door closely followed by Yeonjun and Sunghoon.
âNo please. Y/N! Donât go! Please donât go!â He tries to run after you but falls to his knees again, âplease.. donât leave meâ whispering his final plea.
But he watches you get in the car with Yeonjun, Sunghoon following behind in your car.
Leaving the man you love, broken and sobbing over the biggest mistake heâs ever made.
You voted and drunk Soobin unable to resist eating you out won so here it is! Let me know what else you wanna see
Summary: After a drunken night out with your long time crush and best friend Choi Soobin you crash at his place. Little do you know he feels the same way about you. And when he sees you passed out on his bed in his shirt and no pants, he doesnât know if he can resist anymore.
Soobin exits the bathroom, hair wet, towel around his waist. Entering his room and looking up from the floor as heâs drying his hair with the towel around his neck, heâs met with your plump rear. You're asleep on your stomach, hands under your pillow with your head to the side. One of your legs is bent, bringing it higher towards your waist. Your pussy is on display between your spread thighs. Only covered by the tiny thin fabric of your thong.
Fuck. Soobin swallows hard, unable to break his eye contact with your core.
Why⊠why isnât she wearing pants? On my bed? Is she asleep? Walking over to see your state, noticing yours out cold.
Intrusive thoughts surround his brain as he makes his way back to the end of the bed.
One look wonât hurt. Right? Fuck her ass is so nice. Wonder how soft it is? I should have my face buried in between her cheeks is what I should be doing. What I would do to taste her. I bet she tastes like heaven.
Subconsciously making his way closer and closer to you. Reaching out to touch you softly. Testing the waters as he traces his fingers gently up your thighs. A small tremble runs through you as they gently shake.
Fuckkk. Is that nice? Getting a little braver he runs his fingers higher to the tops of your thighs, running them back down on the inside. A small whine leaves your parted lips, and you wiggle into his touch.
She likes this. Good. Let me touch you, baby. Please Let me feel you for once. Christ I just wanna touch you once. He fully grabs your ass, massaging and spreading your cheeks to see your core even better.
Fuck youâre so perfect, baby. So so pretty. Wanna see your pretty pussy too. Wanna taste you.
Soobinâs desire is starting to take over. Heâs rock hard as he touches you unknowingly. He knows itâs wrong. But with every sound you make, makes him crave more. Laying down between your legs, heâs eye level with your pussy. Drooling at the prospect of tasting you.
Did you plan this? Only wearing this and putting yourself fully on display for me y/n? Fuck I hope so.
Rubbing his thumb in a long swipe along your labia.
Fucking hell baby youre wet. Did I do this? Are you wet for me? Feeling your slick through the thin fabric of your underwear. Pushing lightly over your opening, making you moan. He pulls away scared youâll wake up. Wiggling at the loss of contact.
âFuckâ he breathes out replacing his thumb, rubbing up and down. You spread your legs further apart to allow him in as he starts rubbing your clit. Heavy breathing and soft moans leave your lips. Unconsciously lifting your hips to feel more pleasure.
Fucking hell you really like it huh? What if I just.. Soobin hooks a finger under your thong and pushes it to the side. Revealing your core to him. Sticky with your slick he canât help but groan at the sight. Heâs pictured your pussy so many times but it was nothing compared to the real thing.
So pretty. Want to taste you so bad baby. Rubbing his thumb against your bare lips now, feeling how wet you truly were. Oh fuck youâre so wet. Need it. Need you so bad y/n. Your moans grow louder now, thinking you're having the wet dream of your life. It feels so real. Lifting your hips again to ask for more.
Look at you, showing yourself to me like that. You want it too, God, I hope you do. I want you so bad y/n. Canât help it. Soobin brings his face closer to your burning center, aching for more. Thinking for a second before one final wiggle makes him cave, diving in to taste your sweet slick.
He moans into you, the vibrations making you arch your back in pleasure. Tastes so good. Fuck. Soobin starts thrusting against the bed. Unable to hold back from how good this is. I wish you were awake. God, I wanna see you underneath me. See what pretty faces you make. Wish youâd let me.
Soobin devours you, bringing you closer and closer to your high. Focusing on your clit, sucking and licking around the swollen bud. Starting to stir you from your sleep. The sensations are overwhelming for a dream. Still in the light grasp of sleep, you turn yourself over, giving him more access to you.
Gonna make you come. Fuck youâre so perfect. Just wanna see all of you. He slowly pushes his shirt up your torso.
wanna see them
until he finally reaches your breasts, pulling the fabric above them. Your nipples are hard, making him hold his breath as he stares at them.
"Why are you so fucking perfect?" he says under his breath.
Feeling the chill hit your skin you arch your back again, looking for the warmth that was touching you moments ago. Soobin took it as a sign. Moving his hand between your legs again he moved the fabric to the side, rubbing your clit as he lowered his head to take your pink, hardened nipple in his mouth. Running his tongue around it, your back lifts higher off the bed. A soft âmoreâ is whispered from your lips. He pops off of that breast just to attach himself to the other. Sucking harder and dragging his teeth along it, speeding up his movements on your clit.
âUggghhHh fuck⊠Binnieâ you whisper softly
Soobin immediately stops, staring at your face, frozen in fear of being caught. But, your eyes are still shut, and you donât seem awake.
The fuck? How does she know itâs me?
âBinneeâ you whine louder âDonât stop pleasee- need youâ Your hips moving on their own searching for release.
HOLY FUCK IS SHE HAVING A WET DREAM ABOUT ME!?
Soobinâs cock twitches, blood rushing to his length making him harder. Moving his fingers towards your hole, Soobin presses against it without entering you, leaning up to your ear and quietly asking in his deep voice âWhat do you want baby? Tell meâ
His warm breath against your neck awakens your senses more.
âWanna comeeeâ you groggily whine
âYeah? Wanna come on my tongue pretty girl?â Rubbing light circles on your clit.
âPlease! Please Binnie let meâ Your eyes start to open, waking from your slumber.
This feels too real to be a dream. Fuck what is wrong with me?!
Soobin slowly crawls back down your body, leaving wet kisses in his trail to resume his work on your needy cunt. Unknowing that youâre slowly regaining your consciousness. âThen cum for me Y/Nâ giving his permission before lapping at your clit once again, thrusting his middle and ring fingers into your dripping hole.
Your eyes shoot open and your back arches high from his bed. Your saccharine moans bouncing off his bedroom walls shoot straight through him as he grinds down on his sheets harder. You reach down and grab his hair, when the reality of the situation sinks in. Looking down at the soft dark locks of the man youâve been in love with, devouring you whole
It wasnât a fucking dream!? Heâs actually doing this?
âCumMINGâ you barely get the word out before your legs stiffen around Soobinâs head, pulling his hair and clenching around his fingers as your cum coats his face.
You had never come that hard before and your body was vibrating.
What in the actual fuck just happened? Did he really just⊠WAIT DOES HE WANT ME!? I mean he must be right? He just gave me head while I was sleeping? THE FUCK IS HAPPENING!? Should I keep-
âThatâs a good girlâ Soobin coos, licking his lips of your remains essence âgood bunnyâ leaving a feather light kiss on the apex of your slit, right above your throbbing clit. âWish you were awake thoughâ he whispers to himself.
âI amâ you say, sitting up and pulling him into a deep lustful kiss.
Soobinâs eyes nearly pop out of his head at your action. Quickly giving into you and opening his mouth to your kiss. Until he realizes what is happening and pulls you off to apologize to you.
Synopsis: when a regular shooting of TO-DO has a hitch, the director is left begging his staff to fill in the parts of the models who failed to show up. What could go wrong when you get paired up with Soobin, the man youâve been crushing on for months?
Warnings: oral (male and female receiving), penetrative sex, cum talk, fingering, handjob, fantasy play, inappropriate photos, bunny suit, let me know if I miss something!
Word Count: 10K
Tag list(open btw): @sooluving
The day started simple enough. You showed up to work ready to film the TO-DO episode scheduled for today. Setting up the props and getting everything organized before the guys show up for makeup, when you are approached by the director.
âY/N! We need your help!? PLEASEEE PLEASE SAY YOUâLL DO IT!?â falling to his knees and bowing in desperation.
âOh god! whatâs going on?!â
âThe male models that were supposed to show up today for the episode are a no show! We have no idea where they are and we have to begin shooting in 20 minutes. The guys are already fully booked for the rest of the day so we canât hold them upâ
âOkay so what do you want me toâŠ.ârealization washes over you of what heâs about to ask you âOH NO! NO! Nonononono NO WAY am i wearing those things in front of THEMâ you refute his pleading. There was no way in HELL you were modeling those costumes for the 5 men you considered your friends. Your relationship with the members developed into quite the friendship from sitting in your chair. You hang out with them outside of work and there is no way you are giving them that leverage over you. You would never live it down, especially as long as Beomgyu was alive.
You see, todayâs episode was supposed to consist of the guys drawing live models in their respective animal suits. Only it was supposed to be male models in pretty revealing Halloween versions of said animals. You know, corsets, masks, ears, and very short skirts (if you were ever so lucky).
âY/N PLEASE! You will only have to model 1 and it will be in a private room so the others won't even see you. We will also blur your face when it airs so no one can see you. Actually it will probably be your whole body. PLEASE! pleasepleasepleaseplease PLEASE WE ARE DESPERATE!â
You think it over. âI want what the models were being paidâ
âOF COURSE Iâll give you double! Pleaseâ
You turn around and mull it over again in your head. To be honest the only two you wouldnât want to model in front of were Beomgyu and Soobin. Beomgyu for obvious reasons. The menace would torture you afterwards and never let you breathe peacefully without bringing you up in that âbearâ costume (if you could even call it that). Soobin on the other hand⊠it wasnât because he would be disrespectful or anything, honestly he would probably be the easiest one to model for. But, the fact that youâre completely head over heels for the man and the idea of him seeing you exposed like that makes you want to die. Picturing his eyes on you at all would make you a complete mess.
âIâLL GIVE YOU A RAISE! PLEASEâ the director breaks you out of your thoughts.
Fuck you could really use the raiseâŠ.âhow will the outfits be chosen?â you ask, trying to convince yourself to do this for the money.
âRandom draw. No one really wants to do this and that seems like the fairest way.â
âFine.â you exhale, unable to believe you're actually gonna do this. âIâll do it. But you're also buying me lunch for a month!â
âDONE! You are an absolute godess you know that!â
âYeah yeah.. Let's get this over withâ
You walk over to the other staff who were going to do this with you, seeing a couple of your work friends also in the circle.
âHe got you too, huh?â one of the producers asks you
âYeahâŠâ you say defeated
âFigured he would. Especially since you and the guys are so closeâ another says from the styling department
âYea but this is too much⊠fuck! if i get Soobin or Gyu iâm gonna off myselfâ you sigh
âYea i canât imagine you in front of Soobin, especially in that bunny girl fit. Youâre so in love with him it's crazy he hasn't noticed yetâ one of the junior assistants teases
âSHHHHHHH! Can you not! What if he pops up and hears you!â you cover her mouth
âOmg they're not even here yet. You know they let us know as soon as they enter the building over the walkies'' the stylist teases
âUghhhh.. Can we just do this? Put me out of my miseryâ
âOkay but we have to promise no switches after we pick! Keep it fair! We all know no one wants to be with Beomgyu because of the teasing we will have to endure from him for the rest of our lives. So no whining, just do it!â one of the senior writers says, putting her hand in the middle to signify making a pact.
âFine!â you place your hand on top of the others showing you agree. The hat is grabbed by your senior and she holds it in the middle âon 3 we all reach in and pick oneâ everyone nods â1â she starts
âI mean my odds are 3 out of 5â
â2â she side eyes you continuing the countdown
âSo it's not that bad. â you continue trying to reassure yourself
â3â
âItâs only 2 names I don't really want so what are the chances..â you continue rambling while you all reach in for the costumes.
Everyone opens their slips at the same time and you feel your blood turn cold, âfuckâ you say under your breath.
Everyone goes around saying their costume
âFox/ Yeonjunâ
âPenguin/ Kaiâ
âFucking bearâ the stylist says annoyed âkill me nowâ
âCat/ Taehyunâ
Which only leaves you. Everyone staring with Giant grins plastered on their faces at your horror..
âBunny⊠Soobi-â
âTheyâve arrived everyone in positionsâ blasts over the walkies.
âFuck. fuck. FUCKKKKK!â plays over and over again in your brain as you walk to the dressing room, set with your suit.
Opening the door, you see the white satin, corseted one piece. With matching white fluffy ears and wrist bands. Accompanied by white pumps and white thigh high tights, each having white fur on them as well. You also assumed there was a large fluffy white tail on the back of your suit.
The director knocks on the door
âCome inâ
âOh itâs you⊠see you got the bunny suitâŠâ he cringes for you
âYeahhhhâŠâ you say barely above a whisper
âThis will be interestingâ he silently chuckles to himself, resulting in you death glaring him
Clearing his throat âanyways⊠can you just put your hair up in a high ponytail with some curls? For makeup keep it light but add some extra blush on your nose to look like a âbunny noseââ
All you can do is nod
âYouâll be fine. Soobin is a gentleman, which youâre more than aware of. Youâll be in safe handsâ he says, patting you on the shoulder before he walks out.
Getting ready is a blur to you. 9284692161 thoughts running through your head about how bad this could go. Youâre not ugly by any means but that doesnât mean youâre not self conscious. Youâre on the curvier side, with a full bust and hips, and a pretty juicy ass. This suit is so tiny you can see every roll and ripple from your stretch marks and extra skin. Not to mention it barely covers your womanhood with how small this gusset is. âHow the fuck were the men gonna hide their dicks in these?â you think to yourself.
âKill me now,â you say outloud with a heavy sigh to your empty room.
A knock at your door breaks you out of your self loathing enough to go open it.
âHey, how are you?â your work bestie asks you as your head peaks though the tiniest hole crack you can manage. You grab her arm and pull her through.
âHow do you think I'm doing? This was the BIGGEST MISTAK-â She cuts you off abruptly as she takes in the sight of you.
âHoly shit babe you look incredibleâ
âHahahahha funny. You donât need to say that. I know how ridiculous i lookâ
âNo no I don't think you understand. You mustnât be seeing yourself cause Soobin is gonna lose his fucking mind when he sees youâ
âYeahhhhh riiighttt..â you stretch out your words
âYeah babe, he will. Speaking of! I came here to tell you he was asking about you the whole time he was in hair and makeup.â
âWhat? Why?â
âHe said he was worried you were sick or something. Said you also werenât answering his texts. He sounded pretty bummed actually. When he walked in you could see his head spinning looking for youâ she says raising her brows at you suggestively.
âThat's just Soobin. That's how he acts with everyoneâŠâ
âNo babe.. Itâs not. He said it was weird without you there. He missed you, I could tell.â
âYeah just as a friend though! He was just worried âcause he couldn't reach me and his anxiety filled ass though I hated him or something.â
âYouâre hopeless, you know that?â she scrunches her eyes at you, disgusted at how you wont believe that Soobin could possibly like you as much as you like him. After all, she sees the way he looks at you everyday.
âModels gather in the common roomâ the walkie relays
âFuck! kill me please?â you beg holding your hand in front of your chest as you plead with your bestie.
âNah hon.. Someones gotta see how hot you look besides meâ
âBitchâ
âLove you too! Now off you go! Say hi to Binnie for me!â she blows you a kiss as you walk to the door. Opening it and flipping her off while you close it.
Whistles and cheers can be heard from the minimal staff present as the 5 of you make your way to the common area.
âYeah yeah everyone pipe downâ the director instructs
âFirst off! Thank you to the 5 amazing ladies who stepped in at the last minute to save our asses! You all look incredible and nothing would be possible without you.â Everyone claps for you all. And all you can think about is how you wish you would turn into an ant and be stepped on. âWe are going to bring the guys in shortly and fill them in on todayâs task. They however won't know it's you modeling until they enter your private rooms. We will let them in to talk to you first and break the shock. As funny as it would be to release that⊠I don't think itâs wise for others to know who you are when it airs.â everyone sighs and nods in agreement âso after a very short interaction, we will ask them to leave and we will refilm their âfirst lookâ. After that we will leave you all alone. No mics, no cameras besides the polaroids they can use for reference photos. In editing we will blur your faces and bodies so you will not be identifiable.â more sighs of relief were released by the five of you. âso, any questions?â no one says anything so you rap it up. âAlright then! Let's get you ladies to your rooms and have a great shoot! FIGHTING!â everyone repeats him and goes their own ways.
Once in your room, your anxiety worsens. Your heart beats 1000 miles a minute. Sweaty palms and itâs hard to breathe. Pacing back and forth across the little floor space there was left from the giant easel in the corner. âWhat am I doing?! This is insane! I canât do thisâ you say to yourself. When you hear the doorknob twist. Panic shooting through all the nerves in your body. You stand up straighter, fix your hair to make sure nothing is sticking up and flatten out the suit across your stomach. Turning back on because you donât think you can face him right away.
The door shuts and you hear Soobin shyly say âannyeonghaseyoâ his voice getting higher at the end.
You say it back to him quietly and slowly turn around âannyeonghaseyoâ, grabbing your arm with the other reaching across the front of your body, looking at the ground. You wish you could curl up in a ball and die.
âOh Y/Nâ he sounds breathless
âHey Binnie..â you slowly look up to meet his eyes, lifting the hand from your held arm to wave, awkwardly smiling.
âYou⊠you-â he clears his throat âyou look-â
âRidiculous I know..â you cut him off, hanging your head in your hands, slightly pushing your breasts together âPlease donât tell the guys. I canât live with Gyu torturing me for eternityâ
âNo, no. NO!â panic fills his voice âI was gonna say you look incredibleâ he says and immediately turns bright red
âReally?â You ask shocked he would say that
âYes! You really do. Wait, so this is why you werenât in hair and makeup today? I was worried! I thought you were-â he walks over to you and grabs your arms, rubbing up and down them when he cuts himself off, looking down into your eyes as you look up into his shining brown ones. "I thought you were sick or something. You wouldnât answer my texts.â
âSorry this morning has been kinda crazyâ unable to hold back the smile spreading across your face. This whole situation was just too ridiculous..
Soobin however, was fighting every instinct in his body to not kiss you. Walking into the room and seeing your plump ass with the bunny tail was enough to make him hard. He knew it was you as soon as he saw it. Afterall, he does ogle your body everyday. Wishing he would get the chance to see you in all your glorious perfection one day. If only he could break out of his annoyingly nervous self when heâs around you and tell you how perfect you are.
Seeing you turn around with the complete outfit fulfills all of his fantasies. Fuck you looked so hot standing before him. How the fuck is he gonna get through this shoot?
Thereâs a knock on the door, signaling them that the crew was there to film his reaction to seeing you.
âAre you both ready?â The director asks, internally applauding himself for this moment. Heâs not stupid he sees the way you both look at each other.
âYeah I guess.. you good Soob?â You ask him, he hasnât broken eye contact with you
âYeah sureâ he finally looks at the director.
âAlright letâs do this thing! Weâll be right back Y/Nâ he winks at you. Soobin looks at you over his shoulder the whole time he walks out of the room. All you can do is supportively smile at him, tilting your bunny ear clad head to the side. His heart is pounding so hard right now heâs pretty sure everyone can hear it. And heâd be right. The crew all chuckled under their breath at how flustered he was.
âHey Soobinâ the director nudged his arm drawing his attention to him. âDonât let this opportunity slip awayâ leaning in to whisper his last words of advice âmake your moveâ
Soobinâs eyes widen unsure if he heard him right, âwhat?â
âYou heard me, donât waste it Soobinâ he winks at him before clapping his hands together to get everyone ready to proceed filming.
Soobinâs âintroâ goes as well as it can with how awkward he is in this situation. They wrap up the quick take, letting you know they will be back in an hour, and you are both left alone once again. Tension lays thick in the air. Who would talk first? Better yet how you were both going to make it through this. Unable to take the silence anymore, you ask âhow do you want to do this?â
âHmm?â he asks, lost in his own mind about what the director meant.
âWhat do you want me to do Soobin? How do you want me to pose for you?â
âOH right.. Umm just do what feels comfortable to you i guess?â rubbing the back of his neck as he walks over to grab the polaroid camera left on the table.
âSoobin⊠absolutely none of this is comfortable! I look like I just walked out of a teenage boys wet dreamâ
âItâs gonna be my wet dream tonightâ Soobin canât help but think to himself.
âYeah, right⊠Ummm.. how about, I mean since youâre already dressed like that, you pose like a bunny girlâŠ?â deciding to shoot his shot because this opportunity will not present itself again.
âWhat, Like this?â channeling your inner Bunny Girl popping your hip out hard to the side. Your head tilted the same way while pulling your bottom lip between your teeth with big doe eyes.
âYeah, just like that! Donât moveâ Soobin picks up the camera to capture you in that pose.
âKayâ you shyly say, not budging from your position as Soobin takes the picture.
You continue posing for him in whatever way you can imagine. And when you run out of ideas, Soobinâs thorough knowledge of anime and manga comes into full use, directing you in poses you would have never thought of.
However, as time passed, Soobinâs pervy side was getting the best of him, taking the photos he would never ever use, and just keep for later. Like as soon as filming was over and he was alone, left to think of you all night.
Soobin maneuvers himself in all different positions. Eventually making his way between your legs, wanting to get a photo of you looking down at him.
While sliding through your legs, his eyes land at the apex of your thighs, staring at your barely covered pussy. The white satin laying tightly over your core. So tight, he could see the shape of you through it. âFuck fuck fuck this is insane. I shouldnât be looking but FUCK WHY DOES IT LOOK SO GOOD. fuck I want her on my tongue. Just a tasteâŠâ Soobin internally fantasizes about you moving the fabric to the side, exposing your soaking wet folds, glistening in your slick and begging to be cleaned by his mouth. His jeans start to feel tighter- âFUCK NO! STOP BEING A PERV YOU LOSER!â
You seem to be off in another world though and completely unaware of his position. âMaybe I could⊠No no I can't, that's so wrong. Sheâd hate me if she ever found out. But⊠thatâs IF she finds out. If.. if is good.â
Soobin picks up the camera, focusing on the white piece of shiny fabric barely covering your pussy, making sure itâs perfect before he clicks the shutter button to capture you on film. Only for him to see. He shoves the picture into his shirt pocket and pushes his way through to finally see your face.
You look down over your breasts, bending slightly at your hips, to look down at Soobin. â kay so what now?â batting your eyelashes.
âUHH-â trembling over his words âFUCK WHY IS SHE LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT!!! I swear ro god she's doing this on purposeâ he swallowed thickly âumm that looks good! Yes, just lean over a bit more and that perfectâ horny Soobin is fully taking over. He wants YOU so badly.
For some reason you kept feeling more and more confident around him too. The way he would praise you throughout this whole ordeal was making you feel a type of way. You could feel the tingling in your stomach migrate its way throughout your whole body. Leading you to be more forward than you usually would. His eyes on you make you more confident by the second. âFuck why is he looking at me like that? He looks so goodâ thinking to yourself as you admire the way Soobinâs hair falls back off of his forehead. Watching the way his tongue darts out to lick his lips while he focuses the camera on you.
What catches Soobin's attention though, is the way your thighs start to rub together. Grinding together and making your hips sway slightly. âFuck this is impossibleâ he thinks while trying to maneuver to make his jeans not feel so tight.
âThis okay Binnie?â you softly ask, squeezing your breasts together with your arms
âYeP!â He squeaks, taking the picture quickly, and moving to get out from underneath you.
You notice something fall to the ground from his pocket as he shifts. Noticing itâs a polaroid you move forward and bend down to pick it up. Curious, you turn it around to look at it while you speak up.
âHey Bin you dropped th-â the word dies in your throat as you see the picture. The photo is solely of the apex between your thighs. Front and center is your pussy, barely covered, by the tiny amount of white satin fabric, you can even see through it a little bit (all thanks to how wet you currently were).
When Soobin sees you holding the photo, and the red flush covering your face, he knows immediately what photo it is, tapping his chest pocket to confirm his nightmare is coming true.
âY/N I-... Le-Let me explain! Itâs not what you think! Itâs uhhh⊠i uhh- â Seeing him panic with wide eyes and a crimson face that rivals your own, fills you with the sudden urge to toy with him. Falling to your knees, you crawl over to him, showing off the assets you know he loves most. Youâve always known Soobin was a boob man. He rarely passed the chance to size up your chest when he was presented with it. Straddling his hips, you put on your best innocent face. Big doe eyes and pouty pink lips, glossy after just licking them. âBinnie baby..â you lean forward, pushing your tits to his face as your breathily whisper into his ear âif you wanted your own pictures, all you had to do was askâ punctuating your statement by pressing a kiss to his pulse point. He stops breathing, his cock instantly hardening underneath you, while his hands shoot to your hips to hold you there. Thumbs digging in roughly.
âY/N wait⊠fuck- â he curses as your lower yourself on him âfor real?â
âMmmmhmmmâ you seductively agree, biting your lower lip while you look him in the eyes.
âAnything I want? The question barely audible while his eyes lower to your lips.
You bring your face into his, feathering his lips with your own as your whisper to him âanything you want Soobinâ
Soobin instantly reaches for the camera but you stop him. You push yourself into him as you reach down his thigh and into his pocket as you reach for his phone in his pocket. âUse yours insteadâ holding it out to him.
Soobin snatches the phone from your hand at light speed and instantly takes photos of you, just as you are right now. Photos of your chest, your face, as many as he can grab. He quickly switches to video, not wanting to miss a second of this as he simultaneously snaps pictures of you in motion.
You give into his every want and need. Moving as you think he would like, letting him guide you into the positions he wants. Even allowing him to take down your ponytail, releasing your curls along your shoulders.
Unable to take this position any longer, Soobin wraps his arm around your waist as he flips you onto the floor making you softly gasp. Your hair spreads out across the cold tile beneath you, bunny ears still standing straight up on top of your head. Soobin is about to combust looking at you spread out below him on the floor, while his legs straddle either side of you. âSheâs so fucking cute right now. Her pink nose is adorable, especially when she's shy like this. Sheâs even blushing all down her neck and -â Soobinâs eyes widen as he is stopped in his thoughts. As his eyes are trailing down your body, he notices one of your breasts has vacated your corset and is perked up, looking back at him. Your pretty pink, hard nipple making him salivate, begging to be taken into his mouth. Fantasizing about getting you completely out of that bunny suit, you interrupt his thoughts.
âSoobin?â your voice is meek and quiet âIs something wrong?â you ask, starting to curl into yourself, feeling self conscious for the first time under his gaze.
âWhat..â he asks confused until he realizes he was eye fucking you as you watched him âNO! Nothing is wrong! Itâs just your.. Your umm..â Soobin clears his throat, âyour boob is outâ
âOH!â you look down to see you were in fact exposed. âOh god, sorry I didnât even noticeâ being too caught up in the moment you didnât even realize your tit was out. You reach to fix yourself when Soobinâs large hand grabs yours to stop you. He brings your hand above your head, looking into your eyes trying to gauge how you feel right now. âSoobin..â you breathe, shock and nerves creeping in. Feeling the mutual tension, Soobin makes his decision.
Soobin breaks eye contact to look at your exposed chest again. Bringing his free hand up, pulling down the top of your suit completely revealing your chest to him as you gasp in shock.
âSo prettyâŠâ looking at you in the most adoring way âprettiest tits Iâve ever seenâ whispering his compliments through shallow breathing. He releases your hand, kneading a breast in each of his huge palms. âSo pretty Y/N, so perfectâ Pulling hushed moans from you as he leans down and takes one of your nipples into his mouth, swirling his tongue around your peaked bud. Pulling away as he grazes his teeth across it, causing you to hiss a quiet âfuckâ as the sensation does too much to you. Your melodic sounds go straight to his dick.
Soobin continues sucking on your chest, leaving purple marks in his wake. His hands roaming your exposed skin, traveling lower towards your hips. You need more. You need him to give you more. Your desire takes over, pushing your hips up to meet his, whining as you move against him.
âMoreâ you whisper
âHmm?â he barely heard you too caught up in his actions
âMore Soobin, pleaseâ you whine
Unable to stop the smirk on his lips, he has to tease you a little bit. He wasnât going to give up this chance to fluster you âwhat was that? I canât hear you Y/N did you say something?â
You grab his face, pulling him in closer to you and whine between bated breath âBiiNn- More, touch mee- Uhh more PLEasseeâ Your eyes glossed over with need.
âFuck Y/N what are you doing to me?â Finally meeting your lips, Soobin pulls you up to sit in his lap, moving the fabric to the side so he can finally touch your soaked cunt. Soobin groans into your mouth, mixing with your moans. Having his long fingers rub along your sensitive folds, circling your clit, making your brain short circuit, losing all sense of control and reason previously holding you back.
You grip his shirt by the neck, pulling him closer to you deepening your kiss. âTake it off.â punctuating your demand by biting his lower lip.
Soobin moves at light speed, pulling his shirt over his head, to reconnect your lips. Not wanting to waste any moments he can be connected to you. Migrating to your neck where he makes quick work to leave his mark. Purple splotches popping up along your collarbone and chest. Relishing in the pretty moans leaving your mouth. Kissing down your chest he reaches your suit again.
Trying to pull down your suit, heâs met with resistance. The zipper gets stuck as he fumbles with irritation.
âFuckâ he grumbles before he turns you around âas hot as you are in this suit, I really fucking hate it right now.â fingers struggling to unzip you.
You get impatient too, âhere!â wrapping your arm around to pull the zipper down
âStand up baby, take it off pleaseâ he motions for you to stand up, holding your hips as you do.
On your feet, you look down at Soobin, his eyes sparkling with desire as you shimmy out of the satin suit you were so self conscious in moments ago. While the lust is fogging over your thoughts, you freeze realizing he can see everything. Anxiety begins to crawl back into your stomach. Butterflies swarming in the pit as you see him size you up from top to bottom.
Lost in the sight of you fully on display for him, Soobin canât help but stare and take in every inch of your body. It was everything he ever dreamed and more. Practically salivating at the thought of having you all to himself. Eyes between your thighs to your breasts, landing on your stomach. Youâre holding your breath when he gently says âso pretty. Youâre beautiful y/n. So so beautiful.â you can hear the love and sincerity in his words, making the butterflies and unease fly away. Still praising your body with his gaze, Soobin moves forward, bringing himself closer to your dripping sex, trailing kisses along your thighs. âNeed to tasteâ he says, more so to himself as he lifts his head, running his smooth tongue from your opening to your clit in one deliciously slow stroke. His tongue feels unreal, soothing the tension building inside you. Moaning as he continues to lap up your arousal. Soobin lifts your leg over his shoulder to get more access to you, his plush lips kissing your clit.
Soobin leaves no part of your core untouched. His tongue travels the length of your slit, swirling your clit and sucking it between his lips, holding you steady with a tight grip on your ass. Groping your cheek as he guides you along his tongue.
âeughâ You run your finger through his hair, gripping tightly so he canât escape from the pleasure heâs giving you. Flattening his tongue along your folds slick with his saliva. Sucking on them until they slip out with a loud âPOPâ as he groans from your intoxicating taste. You push your hips forward and Soobin takes the hint, swirling his tongue around your dripping entrance before he thrusts it in.
âFuck Bin!â you gasp as pleasure buzzes throughout your body. âUghhh- Yes keep.. Keep goingâ your breathing ragged and interrupted by the moans you canât hold back.
Soobin moans against you, âyes baby- fuckkkâŠ- come for meâ he pleads between breaths. His large hands pull you in closer to him, allowing him to dive deeper into you. His nose brushes against your clit with every movement.
Pulling back for a second, you groan in disappointment, dropping your head back on your shoulders until you hear and feel the wetness of Soobin spitting on your clit. The surprise and vulgarity of the sounds echoing around the room tighten then knot in your stomach more and more while Soobin immediately returns to burying himself in your cunt. Your hips move on their own. Bouncing and grinding on Soobinâs tongue. You can feel him smile against you, as he begins to help you. Lifting you by your ass and dropping you down on his tongue so he can get even deeper. Vibrations flutter along your folds from his groans, drinking the sweet nectar flowing from you, thighs trembling signaling how close you were.
âSo good⊠fuck princess -so hotâ Soobin mewls against your clit. Distracting you while he adds two fingers along with his tongue. Reaching your spongy spot while his tongue licks your gummy walls alongside his digits. Your body is on fire, nerves overfiring with every tiny movement Soobin makes along you. The way his nose brushes your clit every time he moves his tongue or wraps his fingers to reach your g spot. The way his Grip is tightening on your ass in the most deliciously painful way, sure to leave bruises of his fingertips for tomorrow, all while pulling you closer into him.
âFuck- UGH- Iâm gonna- SooB-â your words stumble out as you try to warn him. But Soobin just nods eagerly, not stopping for even a second to breathe. With one last thrust of his fingers inside and his nose gently brushing against your clit, the tension in your body finally snaps, and your orgasm crashes over you. You shake and tremble as your arousal coats Soobin's hand and face, but he stays right there. Continuing to hold and support you while you ride out every wave of pleasure until your climax subsides.
You collapse to your knees, breathless and trembling in front of Soobin. He wipes the remnants of release from his face, unable to reach it all with just his tongue. Watching him lick your cum off of his plump bunny lips that youâve fantasized of so often almost has cumming again.
âSoobin I-â you start before he pulls you close by the back of your neck, kissing you with a passion and intensity unlike anything youâve ever experienced before. The taste of yourself on his lips only reignites your desire for him. You wanted to taste him, feel his heavy length on your tongue and make him cum deep in your throat.
Moaning into his kiss, you waste no time in undoing his belt. Ripping it off and throwing it across the room before moving onto his pants. He can barely comprehend what's happening as you pull them down his thighs in one fluid motion.
âWoah- Woah Y/N slow dowNNnN-â he moans against your lips, while trying to push you back slightly. âFuuuckâ It not that he didnât want this - because he does, He REALLY FUCKING wants it. BAD. But he didnât want you to overwhelm yourself after how hard you just came.
âBaby-Fuck bun- stop for a- ahhh- a secâ he tries to convince you
âUGGHHH why?!â you say irritably, wanting nothing more and to suck his cock right then and there. Palming him through his briefs, you run your fingers over the wet spot on his briefs, feeling the precum soaking through the fabric. Knowing he wants it just as badly as you do. Rubbing your thumb over his leaking tip through the fabric makes Soobinâs resolve start to crumble.
âFuck bunnyâ- i- i just donât wan- faaawwk-â cutting himself off with a loud moan.
âUpâ you simply state
âHmm?â he asks, confused but unable to resist your commanding tone, his pupils dilate from pleasure.
âStand. Up.â you command simply. Taking his arms and forcing him to stand up.
You look up at him moving in closer to his still covered bulge
âI wanna taste youâ not breaking eye contact as you lick the wet spot sitting atop his aching tip. His salty essence makes you moan loudly and your eyes roll to the back of your head from the delectable taste. Lost in your desire for him, you migrate lower, kissing his length.
Eliciting heavy breathing and groans from Soobin.
âfuck Y/Nâ he pants before being taken over by his deep, raspy moans, tangling his fingers through your hair to ground himself. Fighting hard to not instantly cum down your throat as you tease him through the soaking wet fabric.
Desperate for more of him, you remove Soobin's briefs and reveal his mouth-watering cock. A silent gasp escapes your lips as it slaps against his abs. You already knew he was big, but fuck.. seeing him fully exposed was mind-blowing. His member was thick with plump veins that would glide deliciously against your walls. And the length...it could easily hit every one of the pleasure points deep inside you. The sight of it made your mouth water with anticipation. Not to mention, his dick was actually pretty. The tip was a deep shade of pink, glistening in the wetness from your previous teasing, practically begging to be taken into your mouth.
Craving more, your tongue reaches out, gliding along the underside of his cock slowly, swirling your slippery tongue around the tip. Savoring the taste of him, you moan as you envelope him with your lips. Your moans radiate throughout his body, causing him to tighten his grip on your hair.
âGahh-y/n fuck your mouth feels so goodâ Soobin moans, unable to stop his hips from moving deeper into your throat. Drool drips down your chin, gagging on him as he pushes against the back of your throat. Hollowing your cheeks you allow more of his length in, using your tongue to stimulate his tip when Soobinâs hips pull back. Gripping his thigh with one hand for balance, your free hand moves to grope his balls. Massaging and lightly squeezing them while Soobin whimpers words of praise to you. âFeels so goodâ, âfuck yes bunnyâ, âsuch a good girl for meâ
Every word shoots to your core, making you drip with need. Pulling off his cock, still attached by a string of spit from your lips to his tip, creating a sinfully pornographic scene between the both of you. Panting and flushed, you watch Soobinâs dick twitch, as if begging for more attention. Humming in approval, your hand encloses around his length, pumping up and down while you look up at him. When Soobinâs brown irises lock on your playful ones, you kitten lick his tip teasingly while you watch him squirm to control himself.
âYouâre too fucking cute Binnieâ feigning innocence while biting your bottom lip, drifting closer and closer to the base of him. Smiling as you run the flat of your tongue along his taint, running all the way to his head.
Soobinâs groan was possibly the best sound you have ever heard. Greedy, you wanted to hear more. Wanted to hear how good you were making him feel. You spit on his shaft, jerking him off while returning to his balls. Licking and kissing all over before popping one into your mouth, massaging it with your tongue.
Soobinâs knees start to shake, becoming too stimulated while trying to hold himself back. He falls back and leans against the table behind him, unknowingly giving you even more access to him. Humming in satisfaction against him, you bring him closer and closer to the edge.
âFuck Y/N Iâm so closeâ heâs a moaning mess.
âCum for me Soob! Want your cumâ you beg, pumping your fist along his shaft faster, and twisting. Sucking and twirling your tongue around his tip. âCum binnieâ
âGahHhH-â cumming on your tongue, Soobinâs grip on your hair tightens, pulling you further down his length so he can pump his cum down your throat.
You canât help but moan around his length, swallowing every last drop while you continue to milk his cock.
Both of you are panting and out of breath. Licking your lips, you stare up at the man youâve been in love with for months, head thrown back and adam's apple bobbing as he tries to collect himself. Effortlessly beautiful as he always is, but this time itâs different. He looks like sex. Literal sex. His hair is damp and slightly messy from running your fingers through it. His skin softly glistens with the light sheen of sweat covering his body. His muscles are taught as he leans against that table, tensed from the orgasm you gave him moments ago. Soobin turns his head to look at you, his eyes lazy but full of desire.
âCome âereâ he softly demands, holding out a hand to you.
Raising to your feet you walk to him taking his outreached hand. With a light tug he pulls you into his chest, enveloping you in a tight hug. âYouâre incredible, you know that?â he asks into the top of your head.
Pulling back you look up at him âYeah? Youâre not so bad yourselfâ pulling him down by his chin, catching his lips with yours. The intensity increases quickly, both of you still craving more of one another.
Softly groaning into your lips, Soobinâs hands travel down to grab your ass, kneading your round cheeks with his large hands, pulling you closer and closer. But itâs not close enough. With your arms wrapped around his neck and hands tangled in his hair, Soobin lifts you up finally getting the closeness he craved. You let out a startled yelp from his sudden action, causing you both to laugh into the kiss. âYou good?â still laughing at how cute he found you.
âNever betterâ you retort before capturing his lips again, resuming your heated kissing. Pulling yourself up his body and rubbing your slick folds along Soobinâs hardened length. Whining with need and want, pushing yourself a little farther everytime. His sensitive tip hooking and sliding just past your dripping opening. Both of your moans are sinfully pornographic and echo off the walls surrounding you.
âFuck Y/N-â
âBiNNiEâ you whine against his lips, moving your hips to slip him inside you again, but he holds your hips tight, not letting you move like you wish.
âWhat? Are you that needy bunny?â he smirks, a confidence washing over him from your efforts
âMmhmmmâ you quickly nod âplease Binâ
âYou really are a filthy bunny arenât you? Just dying for me to fuck you right?â Youâve never seen or heard Soobin act like this, but fucking hell⊠this new side of him is so incredibly hot you can feel your essence stream out of you and along his cock. His chocolate brown eyes are almost black now and his gaze makes you want to submit to his every word.
âJust a bunny, your filthy bunny, Binnie I need you PLEASEâ
âFuckâ he exhales, collecting the little restraint he has to complete this fantasy heâs always had. Letting you down he flips you over, pressing your ass against him, lightly pulling you back by the bunny ears still attached to your head to say his next words into your ear. His hot breath raising goosebumps all over your body. âGonna let me fuck you stupid like the bunny you are? Gonna let me breed you? Fuck you full of my cum? Hmm Y/N? Is that what you want?â
Heâs turned you into a complete mess underneath him. And he hasnât even touched you yet. You're a moaning whiny mess, pressing yourself harder and harder against him, craving the fullness you want so bad.
âYes, fuck yes Binnie! Want it, want it so bad. Give me your cum Soobin pleaseE!â
âYeah bunny? You wanna be full of my babies?â Pushing your chest into the table, teasing you as he rubs his tip along your folds, teasingly pushing against your hole waiting for your answer.
âFUCK SOOBIN yes! Wanna be so full, wanna have your babiesâ Itâs like he had you hypnotized. The thought of him pumping every last drop of his cum in you to have his babies had you clenching around nothing, desperate for him. âPlease Binnieâ you beg looking over your shoulder at him, â Fuck your bunny, pleaseâ
With a soft moan, he confesses, âGod damnit Y/N youâre gonna be the death of meâ as he slowly sinks into you. Both of your Moans harmonize as he thrusts deeper, finally fulfilling both of your wants and desires. Savoring every moment of his perfectly sculpted length moving within you, stretching you in the most illustrious way.
âPussy feels so goodâ he pants into your ear, fully sheathing his length inside you. Kissing along your shoulder he continues to praise you âso wet for me to baby, feels so goodâ, âyouâre perfect, so fucking perfectâ, âmore than I ever dreamedâ punctuating every statement with a kiss down your spine.
âFuck Soobin please moveâ you plead, meeting his eyes over your shoulder again, watering with need. Soobin wraps an arm around your torso to palm one of your breasts, bringing you to his chest so he can kiss you. His other hand guides your leg up to rest on the table, opening you up more for him as he begins to drag himself along your walls before he begins to thrust back into you.
âOh my fuck-KiNG GawwDdâ you gasp into his mouth, his thick cock hitting the sweet spot inside you with knee buckling percision as you wrap your arm up around his neck to keep your balance. âSo good- mm- fuck Soob so good!â Sloppily kissing him as he literally fucks you stupid. Your brain has completely stopped working, too stimulated to focus on anything but how perfect Soobin is fucking your right now. They way he moves in and out of you so smoothly, as every vein and ridge fits along you so well. Tears fall from your lashes as he brings you closer to climax.
âSo good for me babyâ pulling back from your lips, Soobin flips you around to face him, leaning you back against the table. Positioning himself between your legs, pulling you in by the back of your neck to meet your forehead to his, bangs pushed back slick with sweat. Locking onto your tear glistening eyes, while his free hand travels to wipe away the tear falling down your cheek, smiling as he tells you exactly what youâve been feeling âyou're made for me Y/N. Weâre made for each other.â as he locks onto your lips while simultaneously sliding back into your fluttering entrance without needing to use his hands to guide him. Fully inside, your walls clench around his length, moans ripping through your throat as you come undone, his skilled fingers moving to circle your clit. Voice soft with affection, Soobin confesses his intentions, declaring âYouâre mine, my bunny y/n. No one else gets to have you like this. Please?â Soobin hips donât stop, fucking you through your climax, nodding to what he says while you moan and whine. His sentiment pushing you over the edge, snapping the tightly wound knot inside you. âJust want you. Fuck want you so bad. Please be mineâ begging between thrusts. âBe all mineâ
âYours-mmm- âm all yours Binnie! Your bunny- jusâ yoursâ choking on your words as you mewl from the intense orgasm wrecking your body. Soobinâs movements become erratic, ready to cum.
âGonna cum- fuck baby- â
âCum Soobin- cum for me- want itâ excitement rings through your voice
âWant my cum? Please baby let me cumâ he pleads in a deeper, raspy voice, trying to hold back
âCum bin, cum in me- claim me- wanna be yoursâ wrapping your fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck, you pull Soobin in to Kiss him, capturing his moan as he paints your insides white with his semen. Soobin pulls you in as close as he can, pushing deeper into you, pressing against your spongy core.
As he releases the last drops of his seed, releasing your lips but keeping you close, his gentle voice quietly declares âyouâre mine. All mine y/nâ
âMmmmâ you hum in agreement and he pulls out of you, covered in both of your fluids, small moans released from how overstimulated you both are.
Feeling empty now, anxiety creeps back in, making you ask âAre you mine too?â You ask with a slight waver in your voice, uncertain of his answer.
Soobin canât help the stupid grin plastered on his face, thinking how could he not be? âAlways have been Y/Nâ speaking against your lips before kissing softly.
âHuh?â eyes wide as if he had just told you the craziest thing, and didnât just fuck your brains out.
âIâm yours Y/Nâ he chuckles, holding your face in his hands, nose to nose âI want to be with youâ
âSoobin- I-â you start to stutter, your brain rapid firing âwait he likes me?â âFor real for real?â âHoly fuck I love himâ âwait is he just saying that cause he thinks he needs to?â âWhatever I can take friends with benefitsâ âhis dickđ„”â âbut I actually like himâ âno he said it he likes you backâ⊠all at once overwhelming you, and unable to finish your sentence.
âItâs okay, if you donât want to be with me I get it. We can just ignore this but-â
âWHAT NO!? NO nonononono no Soobin Iâm pretty sure Iâm in love with you that.. thats not what is happening here. I just donât want you to say that because you think you have to cause all of this happened and Iâm really in my head right now because why in the fuck would you ever pick me over literally anyone else in the world? But I Donno if I can-â
âWooahh woah Y/N slow down. Backtrack for a second, did you just say youâre in love with me?â
âHmmm? Did I what now?â You panic freaking out in your head again âWHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU YOU FUCKING IDIOT YOU JUST SAID YOURE IN LOVE WITH HIM! FUCK ME!â
âDo you love me?â
âI do. I mean yes of course I do but should I tell him that right now? Like what if I ruin all of this? Oh no⊠nooo donât look at me like that with your stupid cute face and puppy dog eyes. I do really love himâ your heart is beating out of your chest at your decision.
âYes I do.â You look up into his chocolate eyes and everything calms down. The warmth he radiates through them at this moment pushes you forward. âIâm in love with you, Choi Soobinâ His plush bunny shaped lips part in subtle shock that you actually just told him you love him. âBut you donât have to say anything, itâs totally fine I get it if you donât feel the same way. We can just pretend I didnât say anything-â
Soobin cuts you off slamming his lips back to yours, not wanting you to finish that statement because it couldnât be farther from the way he truly feels for you. He doesnât like the flash of doubt that washes over your face while you diverted your eyes from his. When he feels you melt into him and reach for him he gently breaks from your lips.
âIâm in love with you Y/Nâ
âWait-â
BANG BANG BANG
âTHIS YOUR 5 MINUTE WARNINGâ The director shouts through the door
Panic takes over the both of you as you rush around trying to find your clothes and put yourselves back together⊠well somewhat anyways. Praying to god everyone would be oblivious to what happened between you two or at least act like they were. Your lipstick was smeared all over Soobinâs face and neck, purple splotches decorating the both of you. At least his could be hidden, you were struggling to get the stupid bunny suit back on.
âHere let me helpâ Soobin ironically does up the zipper he struggled with earlier. Running his fingers along your spine as you put your hair back up in the ponytail. Leaning in to whisper, knowing the staff could barge in any second, he tells you âI meant it. All of it.â
âMe toâ
âTonight, your placeâ
âOkayâ
âI wanna-â
âWeâre hereâ the door flies open as the whole filming crew comes in. Soobin steps in front of you, somewhat keeping you out of sight. You stay back on hoping they just leave you be, reaching for the robe you entered with. While tip toeing to the robe, something catches your eye on the floor. Picking it up you see itâs the Polaroid Soobin took between your legs. Laughing to yourself you pull on the robe and see a pen. You write a quick note on the back before you return to hide behind Soobinâs tall frame and slip the photo in his back pocket, leaving a little treat for later.
You pull the bunny ears off and pull up the hood on the robe in a last attempt to hide yourself. Reliving everything that happened just moments ago as you twirl the ears in your fingers.
âY/N! Hey? You good?â The director snaps you out of your daydream.
âHmm? Oh yea Iâm good. Iâm greatâ red flushing your cheeks, unable to hold it back
âAlright well youâre free to go. Again thank you so much for doing this!â He bows to you
âYeah okay. Iâll ummm.. Iâll goâ
The look on everyone's faces was pure confusion. Considering how you were earlier they thought you would rip into the director. But youâre oddly calmâŠ
Before leaving you turn to Soobin and tell him to duck down, placing your bunny ears on top of his damp and messy hair. âThere, right where they belongâ
He whispers âtonight?â And you nod back repeating him âtonightâ smiling before you turn to leave. Passing the still bowing director as you walk through the door.
Smiling to yourself the whole way back to your dressing room. Finally arriving you walk inside and close the door leaning on it before your release every giddy squeal youâve been holding back.
âTell me everything NOW!â Youâre bestie all but screams after seeing you, scaring you half to death
âHOLY FUCK WARN A WOMAN WOULD YOU!? Fucking gave me a heart attackâ
âYea sorry whatever TELL ME EVERYTHING!â
âWhere do I begin?â
âAt the beginning obviously no detail to be spared! Now spill!!â
âOkay okay!â You laugh before you start reliving the past hour of your dreams.
Somewhere in another room âŠ
âSooooOoOooOooo How was everyoneâs shoot?â Beomgyu asks raising his eyebrows in the most immature childish way
âIt was fine, awkward but fineâ Kai says first
âYea I mean this whole idea was ridiculous, I just hope - is okay. I hope she wasnât too uncomfortable.â Taehyun adds in, scratching his temple in thought
âYea I know right? They must have felt so vulnerable. They are hella courageous though, props to them.â Yeonjun proudly says.
âIt would have been hilarious if it was male models thoughâ Kai says laughing maniacally âcan you imagine dudes in those tiny tiny costumes?â
They all laugh together except Soobin, who hasnât heard a word of the conversation. Thinking about you and how you felt on his -
âSoobin youâre awfully quiet⊠whatâs up man?â Yeonjun notices, breaking Soobin out of his thoughts.
âHmmm? Nothing- no Iâm- Iâm good sorryâ
âWho was your model by the way?â Beomgyu slides over to him, trying to get the information from him
âIâm not sayingâ
âCome ON! Letâs all just share who it was! Mine was -â Beomgyu starts
âI already said who mine wasâ Taehyun reminds everyone
âI had -â They all looked at Yeonjun confused, no idea who he was talking about âthe new junior..â
âOhhhhâ realizing who she is
â- was really nice. Honestly I was probably more nervous than herâ Kai fondly says
âCome on Soobin! Tell us who was in that bunny suit for you?â
Shaking his head he refuses to say your name
âTell usâ Beomgyu continues his taunt
âTell us tell us tell usâ the other 3 eventually join in as well
âIt was y/nâ whispering your name so quietly it would barley be audible to a fly on the wall
âWhat? Who was it?â
âY/Nâ saying your name only slightly louder, still inaudible to anyone
âHmmm?â
âY/Nâ
âOH FOR FUCK SAKES SOOBIN WHO WAS IT!?â Beomgyu yells at him frustrated.
âIT WAS Y/N! Y/N! THERE ARE YOU HAPPY NOW!?â
He yells back unable to control his temper with his junior
All eyes were the size of balloons, mouths hanging open, as if hearing the most shocking news of the century. Which, fair enough, when it came to Soobinâs gigantic crush on you, it was to them.
âWhat? So now youâre not gonna say anything?â Soobin snaps in irritation at them
âSo how was it?â Taehyun breaks the silence first
âHow do you think it was?â Soobinâs eyes squinting as he gets more irritated the more they ask about you. This needs to stop now because he canât tell them what happened until you both talk. Tonight. At your place. Alone.
âOuuu so it was bad?â
âNo it was great, sheâs a fucking goddess dressed in a bunny suit fulfilling my biggest fucking fantasy.â Sarcasm lacing his sharp words until he thinks about how perfect you looked and his voice softens âShe looked.. fuck you know what I canât talk about this.â
âItâs alright buddy we get it. Must of been brutal seeing her like that but not for the reason your really wantedâ yeonjun comforts him
Little did they know he made that very fantasy real and it was more than he ever dreamed it could be
Turning to walk back to the set, Beomgyu sees something sticking out of Soobinâs back pocket. âHey Soobin thereâs something hanging-â grabbing the photo from his back pocket, Beomgyuâs words die in his throat. The photo you so kindly left Soobin as a present.
Turning around in annoyance, Soobin sees Beomgyu holding a photo that has black writing on the back. Barely making out a âtonightâ and a little heart with an S next to it.
âWhat are youâŠâ panic runs through Soobinâs body as he realizes thatâs a photo and itâs probably the exact one he hopes itâs not, but judging by Beomgyuâs face, itâs exactly what he thinks it is âGIVE THAT TO ME NOW!â Just missing the photo as Beomgyu pulls its away from him
âYou dirty perv, taking photos of your best friend like this without her knowingâ Kai and Taehyun look over Beomgyuâs shoulder to look at it and Soobin dies a little more inside
âWhat is it? Let me seeâ Yeonjun walks over to see taking the photo from Beomgyu. âO-ohhh- oh um this is yours⊠thereâs a note on the back btwâ Yeonjun hands it to Soobin
âNOTE! What does it say!?â
âNone of your fucking business thatâs what!â Soobin snaps
âI literally just saw your picture of her pussy, tell us what it says or I tell her I saw it NOW!â Beomgyu wastes no time with his ultimatum
Soobin lets out the deepest breath and rubs his palms into his eyes in frustration. Pulling on his bangs and scrunching his face âFINE FUCK! Donât tell her you seen this itâs literally they only thing she asked of me and I canât belive I fucked up so quick! If she finds out I will kill youâ
âLips are sealed. Now what does it say?â Beomgyu puts on his happiest smile in Soobinâs mortification
Turning over the photo in his hand Soobin turns bright red as he reads what youâve written
âNow you owe me one! đ
See you tonight
â€ïž -S
xoâ
After wrapping for the day Soobin goes to immediately text you, wanting to see how you were and talk about tonight. âWhere the fuck is my phone?â He looks around desperately, patting his pockets but coming up empty handed. âHas anyone seen my phone?â He asks the group
âNo man sorry! Maybe itâs in the room?â Yeonjun suggests
âFuckkkkkkkkkkkkâ it hits Soobin thatâs exactly where it is. Totally forgetting how all of this started. âHmm maybe Iâll go check! Thanks Junâ
He calmly walks out the door and when he thinks itâs safe he sprints as fast as his long unathletic legs will carry him. Bursting through the door, he looks all over for the phone. Finding it face down on the floor next to the table. Flipping it over he sees âstorage fullâ indicating that it had indeed been filming everything.
Smiling like an idiot, he canât help but think about what might have actually been captured between the both of you.
Opening his messages he finds your contact, sending your a quick message
âCanât wait to see you later đ«¶â
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Synopsis: being the Halloween lover that you are you ask Soobin to dress up with you as your favourite anime couple. However after he avoids you for two weeks and forgets to dress up with you, Yeonjun steps in to make the both of you see how much you both want each other. Which results is his best friend becoming jealous and angry when anyone goes near you.
Warnings: jealously, anger, slut shaming(only slightly), lingering touches and gazes, oral, nipple play, unprotected sex (donât do that, wrap it up, be safe), degrading talk, costume (itâs Halloween duh)
Features Soobin (of course), Yeonjun, Beomgyu, Taehyun, and Kai plus a special appearance from Heesung and Sunghoon from Enhyphen.
Also if you donât know My Dress Up Darling give it a quick search just to get an idea of what Marin looks like.
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Halloween is your favourite time of the year. You embraced every second of it and lived for spooky season. You decorate your entire apartment, you bake fall and Halloween treats, you watch all of your favourite Halloween movies and of course you dress up on the big day.
Even though it wasnât so popular in Korea, you didnât miss out. Making the people around you celebrate with you. Including the members of Tomorrow x Together, who you work for but are also your good friends. In particular, Choi Soobin, your best friend who you essentially spend all of your free time with.
So when Soobin agreed to dress up with you this year you couldnât be more excited. Your best friend (your incredibly sweet, nerdy and sexy best friend who you wanted to climb) agreed to be the Wakana Gojou to your Marin Kitagawa. You both love watching My Dress Up Darling together so the couple's costumes were perfect.
You picked out the perfect costume, thanks to Yeonjunâs help, adding your own little twist on Marinâs classic High School uniform, wanting Soobin to notice you.
However, after showing him the costumes, Soobin became distant. You werenât sure why, everything seemed fine until now, chalking it up to stress for the upcoming release.
But Soobin wasnât stressed about the comeback. He was freaking out about you in that uniform and having to be around you in it. Because like you, Soobin also wanted you. This exact scenario has played out in his head a couple of times, ending with you being bent over a desk as he fucks your brains out. So, how in the fuck is he supposed to be around you all day dressed in the same uniform and not pop a massive hard on.
Being the idiots you both are, you had no idea that the other felt the same way about you. On the other hand, everyone else did, much to their dismay at how stupid you both truly were.
Halloween comes, and Soobin still hasnât been answering your texts or calls, you get extremely irritated.
âIf he didnât want to do it he could have just said so instead of ignoring me!â You complain to Yeonjun
âHe wanted to do it, I know that. I Dunno whatâs going on with him y/n Iâm sorryâ
âItâs alright, you didnât do anything. I just donât know what I did to make he act this wayâ
âI donât think you did anythingâ Yeonjun says reassuring you, knowing exactly whatâs going on with his best friend. âI think itâs just the comeback. Weâre all kinda stressed, you know?â
âYeah, I get that. I just wish he would talk to me instead of cutting me offâ you say solemnly
âHey, forget Soobin! Dress up and have fun all day like you had planned! If he bails on everything, Iâll be you Halloween dateâ he nudges your arm and wiggles his eyebrows
Unable to resist, you smile and laugh lightly at his antics âyouâre on Choi! If you ditch me though, Iâm moving back to *your country*â
âI would never!â He says, holding his hand to his chest as if your words caused him serious pain.
âI know. Youâre the best Junnieâ you hug him
âAnything for my best girlâ hugging you back and kissing your head
âSo should I still dress up as Marin?â
âYes! Just make her sexier, make Soobin regret ditching youâ
âYou think itâll work?â
âOh it will, trust meâ
âOkay? So, any suggestions?â
Bringing his hand to his chin in thought, Yeonjun smirks âI have an ideaâ
While you are lost in the discussion of your upgraded costume with Yeonjun, youâre completely unaware that Soobin had been watching your whole conversation from right outside the room. Jealousy seething through him as he watches you laugh and talk to Yeonjun. Seeing you hug him and Yeonjun kiss the top of your head was what really got to him though. That was your thing.
Yeonjun however had known Soobin was there the whole time, his plan working out perfectly. Soobin was jealous, and you were going to look like walking sex tomorrow. If the both of you donât end up together after tomorrow, then thereâs no hope.
The next day, you walk into Hybe in full costume. Adding Yeonjunâs suggestions, tying your shirt around your waist, turning it into a crop top, hiking your skirt up a little higher to reveal just the curve of your ass, and the white thigh high socks and black converse paired with Marinâs pink contact lenses. Nothing too drastic, but enough to make it sexy.
Yeonjun was already there, wanting to give you a pep talk before Soobin arrived. They were having a photo shoot today, which was another reason for the easy costume. It didnât require any makeup besides Gojouâs mole under his eye. That is if he even remembered to dress upâŠ
When you enter the room Yeonjun grabs your hand raising it above your head ây/n! Fuck you look good! Give me a spinâ
While you spin, Beomgyu and Taehyun enter.
Beomgyu whistles and Taehyun compliments you as well âyou look greatâ
âGreat? Fuck if she wasnât so into Soobin Iâd make a move right now!â Beomgyu compliments âyou look sexy y/n. And if he doesnât take you, I willâ he winks
âYeah, youâd have to go through me firstâ Yeonjun adds in
âThanks you guys but stop, you donât have to do thatâ
âDo what? Iâm dead seriousâ Beomgyu insists, Yeonjun nodding in agreement
âYou guys are ridiculousâ you laugh at them
Kai walks in and sees your costume instantly recognizing it âMarin!? Y/N you look amazing! I like the additionsâ
âThanks Kai!â
âSo that just leaves SoobinâŠâ
âI swear to god this man.. if he doesnât finally fess-â Beomgyu starts but Taehyun quickly covers his mouth
âShut up!â He angrily whispers âthatâs for him to tell her, not you!â
âTrue, doesnât make it any less frustrating though. Soobin is dense as hell sometimesâ Yeonjun adds
âI'm gonna start setting up so we donât run behind! You guys feel free to do whatever!â You say to them while you set up your station at the vanity. They all head to the couch and relax. It was still 5am after all and they were working themselves to the bone.
They sit on their phones and some shut their eyes. Yeonjun notices the time and Soobin should already be here. âAnyone hear from Bin?â
âNopeâ terry responds âheâs lateâ
âIâll text himâ Yeonjun opens their conversation which was already spammed with worried messages from the last week and a half
âSOOBIN!
Where the fuck are you?â
âI canât comeâ
âThe fuck?â
âIâm sorry hyung i can'tâ
Yeonjun mutters under his breath âthis mother fuckerâ dailing his number
âListen-â Soobin answers
âNO YOU LISTEN!â Yeonjun whisper yells at him hoping you donât hear him. âGet your sorry ass down here now before I beat the living shit out of you. Iâll bring Taehyunâ threatening his leader
âHyung you donât understand!â
âI DO UNDERSTAND! FUCK! Iâve been sitting here looking at her and yeah I get it, itâs really hard to not wanna fuck her, not gonna lie. But Soobin I swear to god if you donât get your ass here in the next five minutes sheâs fair game!â
âHyung n-â Yeonjun hangs up on him
âYou serious?â Beomgyu asks
âNo, but heâll be here. Speaking of, let's give him a little push, hey?â
Mischievous smirks take over Beomgyu and Yeonjunâs faces, Taehyun looking kinda scared while Kai has no idea as he peacefully sleeps.
Moments later you walk over to the 4 men on the couch, âwe should probably start getting you ready. Who wants to go first?â you ask,
âIâll go firstâ Taehyun pops up
âOkay come over when you're readyâ you smile at him before going back to your station, gathering the products you need for him.
âOkay Tae, youâre setting the pace, make sure when he comes in your-â
âYeah, yeah I know. Iâll be lightly flirting. This feels wrongâ
âJust turn on your big boba eyes and smile at her, that's enough to set him offâ
Taehyunâs eyes widen before he turns and walks over to your station, sitting down and turning on his charm. Bright smile and big eyes looking at you with full attention, not even bothering to look at the door when he hears it open. Laughing and talking to you trying to keep your eyes from looking at Soobin to begin their plan. Heâs mostly successful, you only turn to look at him for a split second, confirming it was him walking through the doors and then turning your attention back to Tae. You were mad at Soobin after all, heâs been ignoring you for weeks and you donât even know why. What really ticks you off though, is that he didnât end up wearing the costume after all. Confirming to you that your best friend really didnât care about you in the way you had hoped for, and maybe not at all. So wanting to show him you were unbothered, you continued feeding into Taehyunâs weird flirty behaviour and flirted back. Leaning in a little closer than usual, laughing a little too much, hoping Soobin would notice and see you were completely unbothered.
Yeonjun leans over to Beomgyu to whisper in his ear before Soobin makes it to the couches, paused in his walk over staring at you and Taehyun flirting with each other. âYou text Heesung?â
And Beomgyu nods âhe bringing anyone?â
âYep, Sunghoon.â
âPerfectâ Yeonjun sits back, smiling that his plan is coming to fruition. Chirping out to Soobin to bring him over âyouâre lateâ
Soobin looks over his shoulder at him, then back at you, then at Yeonjun before making his way to the couch, looking at you over his shoulder the whole time.
âWhat is Taehyun doing?â he asks concerned
âWhat do you mean?â Kai asks, he was quickly filled in on the plan. Now playing along with his role.
âHeâs, I donno... Heâs flirting with Y/Nâ
âHow? He seems normal to me..â Beomgyu taunts
âNo he definitely is. Heâs using his full endearing charm on her right now. Look, I don't think his eyes could get any bigger and he wonât even blink. The fuck is going on I didnât even think he thought of her like that?â Soobinâs tone increased in anger as he analysed you two.
âI think youâre overreacting Soobâ Kai says âHeâs just being himself.â
âPft. yeah. Right. Sure.â he huffs and plops down on the couch next to Yeonjun, folding his arms and pouting
âIf you would have told her how you felt already this wouldnât be happening right now.â Yeonjun teases.
Soobin shoots him a look of disgust because he knows heâs right. He then returns his sights to you, noticing Taehyun holding you by your hand and lingering his fingers on yours, before coming over to sit down with his members. âHuning sheâs ready for youâ he says before sitting down next to him.
âThanks Hyungâ Kai smiles and basically skips over to you, giving you a huge hug, lifting you up and making you laugh âKai stop!â
Soobin immediately scowls and turns to Taehyun, asking âwhat the fuck was that?â
âHi to you too Soobin. What are you talking about?â He asks with just as much bite
âYou know exactly what I'm talking about. What was that with Y/N?â
âNothing? We were talking and stuff like we usually do..?â
âDonât give me that bullshit you had your cute, and charming Taehyun act on with your big ass eyes and smile.â Soobin is seething, and Beomgyu and Yeonjun canât help but smirk at how well this was working already, knowing itâs only gonna get worse.
âSoobin, you need to chill. Youâre being paranoid. I wasnât doing shit. Youâre just jealous because she looks incredible right now, and you havenât done anything about it yet.â Taehyun spits the facts at him, looking dead into his eyes before sitting back and crossing his arms knowing he won that argument. Even if Soobin was right and he was flirting with you.
Soobin can only sulk in annoyance at the truth. Looking over he sees you and Kai laughing about god knows what. But you were always like that with him. Maybe he was just over reacting. Starting to settle down a bit, the door shoots open revealing two people he definitely didnât want seeing you in that outfit.
You and Kai both look at them, you smile and wave at them to greet them âhey!â
Just as Beomgyu asked them to, the Enhyphen members totally ignore them sitting on the couch, and walk directly over to you, even ignoring Kai.
Heesung leans against the vanity enclosing you between the chair, Sunghoon and himself. Putting on his best seductive face and says âHi Y/N. You look nice all dressed up todayâ
You laugh at him and tuck a loose hair behind your ear acting shy âReally? You think so Hee?â
âMmhmm. You look real goodâ
âYeah you look incredible y/nâ Sunghoon says, running his hand along your arm before you enclose him in a hug
âThanks Hoonieâ
You and Sunghoon were actually friends outside of work, much to Soobinâs dismay. Park Sunghoon was prince level gorgeous and Soobin knew that. He was always jealous of Sunghoon because he knew if Sunghoon asked, you would be his and honestly Soobin couldnât blame you. If Sunghoon asked Soobin to date him, heâs pretty sure even he would say yes. So when you oh so happily hug him as his hands drift lower and lower down your back, squeezing you in tight, Soobinâs knuckles turn white from how tight heâs clenching his fists.
âHoonie?â He asks in disgust âThanks Hoonieâ mimicking your voice under his breath
âHmm? What was that?â Yeonjun asks hearing fully what he said
ânothingâ Soobin huffs, his legs shaking up and down fastly in annoyance.
âSureâ Yeonjun teases before he stands up and walks over to their visitors, Beomgyu and Taehyun right behind him. âCanât be rudeâ
Soobin just watches in disgust as Heesung and Sunghoonâs eyes never leave you. Scanning your body up and down when you're not looking, then looking oh so intently at your eyes and lips when you were talking to them. Soobin has indents from his nails in his palms from trying to hold back his anger. Everyoneâs circled around you while you work, taking in and ogling your body as you slightly bend over to attend to Kaiâs makeup. Bending over causes your skirt to rise even more, revealing the curve of your ass. Soobin wants to just carry you away and hide you from everyone's sight. Keeping you all to himself
âAlright Kai youâre all done my sweetâ
âThanks y/nâ
âWhoâs next?â You ask turning around and smiling, bumping into Yeonjun whoâs right there
âMeâ he says, keeping eye contact while you both turn around until heâs sitting in the chair.
âI was gonna ask for a turnâ Heesung laughs
âAnd what could I ever do with your pretty face Hee?â You tease, grabbing his chin and shaking his head slightly, making him blush unexpectedly.
âMaybe we should request you for our next shoot, you are are really good Y/Nâ Sunghoon suggests
âYes, you totally should! Iâd love to work with you guys at least once!â You excitedly respond
âAwesome Iâll tell our manager to request you then!â
âHey hey hey! No one said you could steal our makeup artist. Sheâs ours!â Beomgyu pipes up
âHey she said she would so maybe she needs a new group that will treat her rightâ Sunghoon winks, taking your hand and kissing it
âOh my god Hoon stopâ you giggle âMy txt boys treat me just right thank you. Doesnât mean I wouldnât work with you thoughâ blowing him a smooch of appreciation
âSay the word pretty and we will take you in a heartbeatâ
The flirting with Sunghoon has become too much and Soobin has to leave the room before he punches his stupidly pretty perfect face in.
âHey! Where are you going Hyung?â Kai asks noticing him leave
âTo pissâ he snaps back. His tone not being missed by anyone, Kai follows after him
âHyung!â Kai has to run to catch up to him âSoobin wait up!â
Soobin turns and snaps at him âwhat do you want?!â
âWoah what is wrong with you? Iâm just checking on youâ
Soobin feels bad and releases a loud exhale âitâs just⊠Ughh fuck everyone is all over y/n and Iâm gonna punch someoneâ rubbing his hands down his face
âSo doesnât that tell you everything? Just tell her how you feel! God Soobin, if youâre that jealous of everyone around her you clearly love her. Tell her before she goes with someone elseâ Kai states sincerely
âBut-â
âBut what? You donât think she likes you back? Soobin.. UGHH-â Kai says in annoyance âfor fucks sake sheâs literally dressed as Marin Kitagawa right now. Why do you think that is?â
âDid you just curse?â
âYeah I curse when Iâm extremely frustrated FOCUS!â
âCause she like My Dress Up Darlingâ he says completely clueless
Throwing his arms up and head back, Kai almost screams, holding it in with tight lips.
âHyung you have to be the densest person I knowâ patting him on his shoulder before he turns to walk back to the room.
âThe hell does that mean?â
Exhaling deeply, Kai turns back to him âif you think she likes that anime just because itâs âgoodâ, you truly are an idiot. She likes it so much âcause she watches it with you. And how similar you both are to Marin and Gojou.â
âWhat are you talking about?â Soobin asks literally having no idea what Kai is talking about.
âFigure it out your fucking self!â Waking away
Soobin is left alone, thinking over what Kai said. Not piecing any of it together. Sure Gojou likes Marin and he likes you but⊠making the most literal assumption about the characters, he can only think he doesnât make clothes and you donât cosplay. Not thinking that you could ever like him the way Marin likes Gojou.
He goes to the bathroom and splashes cold water on his face trying to cool his temper. Taking deep breaths the whole way back before he enters, and sees Yeonjun, Beomgyu, Heesung and Sunghoon closely huddled around you. Yeonjun leaning forward gliding his fingers up and down your exposed thighs to the hem of your skirt.
Immediately returning to his enraged, jealous self as you look over to him with not a bit of emotion on your face. Only to return to Yeonjun with the largest smile on your face at something he said, applying something to his lips.
Sunghoon places his hand low on your back as he pretends to lean in to observe your work.
âKay Junnie youâre all done! Beomgyu your turnâ
âHey y/n can you give me some of that too?â Heesung asks, moving a piece of hair from your shoulder, twirling it around his finger.
âWhat? The lip balm? You literally have itâ
âYeah but I donât have it on me and my lips are feeling dryâ he playfully pouts
âYeah, mine too, would you mind? Please?â Sunghoon asks sweetly
âUmm.. yeah sureâ you grab your lip applicators and turn to Heesung, whoâs sitting on the vanity to come to your height. Parting his lips, looking into your pink coloured eyes with his seductive gaze. Honestly making you lose your breath for a minute. You apply the balm to his lips making them even plumper and more enticing than before. You turn to sunghoon âHoon can you come a bit lower? I canât really reachâ
âNo worries pretty, I got youâ grabbing your waist to steady you as you raise up on your tiptoes to reach his plump lips. Gazing into his eyes once again hitching your breath. These men were doing something to your head and you were starting to lose your composure. diverting your eyes back to his lips, you swipe the last of the balm on his lips. Sunghoon rubs them together before smiling his pointy canine smile simply saying âthanks prettyâ lowering you to be flat on your feet.
âN-no problemâ you stutter and turn to Beomgyu âready Gyu?â
âNever been more ready y/nâ smiling while gazing into your eyes
âOookaayy?â You draw out the word. Wondering what is going on.
Yeonjun leans in on the side opposite of Soobin staring at you, making sure he would see, and whispers in your ear sensing your confusion âjust go with itâ looking at him with confusion he winks at you, and you just nod.
You move to start applying makeup to Beomgyuâs face, but Heesung cuts in âHey, weâre gonna head out. Our schedule starts soon.â
âOh already? It was great to see you, Hee!â you give him a hug and he squeezes you tightly around your waist, nuzzling his head into your neck.
âGreat to see you to Y/N! Iâm serious about you working with us thoughâ
âThen make it happenâ you wink, turning to Sunghoon âBye Hoonie, it was so good to see youâ giving him a hug as well, but Sunghoon lifts you off the ground spinning while he holds you tight. Lifting you above his face saying âGood to see you too, Pretty. Let's hang out soon, yeah?â smiling as he lowers you back to the ground.
âYeah, that would be great! I miss youâ
âI miss you to y/n. Catch up over dinner?â
âDealâ you smile. Your hand lingers in his and Sunghoon brings it up to his lips, placing a soft kiss on it before letting go and turning to walk away.
âLater guys!â
âSee you on league later?â Beomgyu asks
âDefinitely! Laterâ Heesung raises his hand in a goodbye before walking past Soobin, bumping into his shoulder.
Sunghoon walks right behind him, and looks at Soobin before letting out a small chuckle, seeing the rage on his face.
You return to your job, and begin on Gyu. Laughing and talking the whole time as usual. But knowing how angry Soobin is you start to get concerned as you watch him storm over to the drink table.
âWhat is going on with him?â You whisper, asking Beomgyu.
Leaning forward, he whispers âDonno, but heâll get over itâ he begins to run his fingers along the top of your thigh high socks, dipping his fingers just underneath, nestled between your skin and sock. Gently gliding across your skin as he continues his mindless act. This wasnât anything new for Beomgyu. He tends to mindlessly do this to everyone who has some sort of exposed skin but, you can tell something is different from the way he is looking at you. But trusting Yeonjun you just go with it, knowing they wouldnât do anything to hurt you.
As Soobin walks past you he stops dead in his tracks, watching Beomgyuâs hands ghost over your exposed thighs. You could practically see the steam coming from his ears.
The other three men on the couch started to get concerned, with Kai asking âyou guys sure this is okay? He might murder Beomgyuâ
âIâve never seen Soobin look so angry,â Taehyun added. That is until Beomgyu looks over at Soobin while you grab a product from the table and gives him Soobin a shit eating grin.
âI take that back! Now Iâve never seen him look so angryâ Kai stands up to pull Soobin to the couch âhyung, breathe.â
âIâll breathe after I fucking kill himâ Soobin seethes
âNo you wonât! Just calm downâ
âCalm down?! Calm down? Are you serious right now? Iâve been watching the fucking lot of you touch and flirt with her all day! Youâre all lucky I havenât snapped yet! But now, now he diesâ he starts move but Taehyun grabs him and shoves him onto the couch
âCalm downâ Taehyun demands as he holds Soobin on the couch.
âFuck off and let me goâ
âNo you need to calm downâ
âLike fuckâ
âYouâre gonna scare her so calm down!â
âWhatâs going on!?â You cut them off, concern evident in your voice
Soobin instantly freezes enough for Taehyun to let go of him.
Yeonjun speaks up ânothing! Soobin is just a little⊠sensitive todayâ
âEveryone nods except Soobin who canât take his eyes off of you. Jealousy and anger are still very present inside him.
âokay⊠well Iâm ready for you Soobinâ
âEveryone outâ Soobin calmly demands
âWhat?â Yeonjun asks
âEVERYONE OUT!â The leader yells, shocking everyone âNOW!â
They all stand to leave but not before telling you they wonât be far if you need them. Questioning if they pushed him too far.
âWoah Soobin, whatâs up?â
âWhatâs up?â He laughs manically âwhatâs up!? Are you fucking serious right now?â
âSeriously, what is going on with you right now?â
He stands up leaving no room between your bodies, looking down at you âyou! You and everyone all over you. This is what you wanted right? everyoneâs attention? Wearing this fucking excuse for a costume, youâre basically asking for it.â
âEXCUSE ME?!â You raise your voice at him, livid at his accusations, taking a step backwards.
âOh like you donât fucking know. Hiking up your skirt, leaving your buttons undone, and adding those fucking thigh high socks. Itâs a far cry from Marinâs uniform! Looks like you clearly after somethingâ spitting his words at you in anger he tried to get closer but you continue to step backwards until you hit the wall behind you. Caging you in, he raises his arms to rest on either side of your head.
âChoi Soobin I know youâre not slut shaming me right now over a fucking costume!â You yell
âDamn right I am y/n! What the actual fuck were you thinking?â
âWhy the fuck does it matter to you Soobin!? what I do is none of your business! Besides you havenât even talked to me in the last two weeks!â
âIâm your fucking friend and Iâm trying to look out for you!â
âNo your just jealous because other people noticed me and had enough balls to actually make a moveâ
âI know what theyâre like Y/N theyâd just use you for their fun and then everything would be fucking ruinedâ
âWHAT IF I WANT TO BE USED SOOBIN? HUH? Ever think of that? Ever think I wanna be fucked?â
âGO FUCK THEM THEN!â
âYouâre actually ridiculous you know thatâ scoffing at him
âWhat the fuck is that supposed to mean y/n?â
âSince you think you know everything I actually wore this for YOU. I thought Iâd try to make you fucking notice me for once. We were actually supposed to dress up as Marin and Gojou together, but you forgot about that! I wanted to dress up together so maybe once you would actually see me as more than your friend. Someone youâd like to fuck. So no Soobin I didnât do this to randomly fuck someone or for anyone else to notice me. I WANTED YOU!â Anger and hurt flow through your words at everything heâs just said to you, slamming your hands into his chest.
Soobin freezes, staring at you in shock as all the anger starts to fade. His voice barely audible as he asks âwhat?â
You just stare back at him, your eyes darting between his as you try to gauge what heâs thinking right now. âI want you to notice me. I want you Soobinâ almost on the verge of tears but calmly telling him how you feel.
Soobinâs eyebrows are furrowed in confusion and his eyes are wide, as his mouth hangs open. His brain runs blank of words to say. Just repeating your last words over and over again. Silence hanging between you for too long and you waver.
âI get it, you donât see me that way. I just thought Iâd just take a chance⊠forget what just happened and that I said anything. Sit down, I have to do your makeupâ you side step under one of his arms, removing yourself from the cage his arms enclosed you in. Walking to your makeup station, grabbing your brush belt and getting the products for his application. Busying yourself to stop the tears from spilling down your cheeks.
He stands there. Still and not moving, leaning against the wall, just stuck in a loop repeating the words you said over and over. But the longer he stands there the harder your words hit him. He finally knows you want him the way he wants you.
âSoobin! Please just forget everything and let me do this. Youâre gonna be lateâ continuing to organize the things you will need.
Making up his mind, Soobin turns, and takes long strides toward you.
âSoobin please-â as you turn around he crashes his lips into yours cradling you face in his hands
âSoobin- what- stopâ you make out between kisses
âShut upâ he demands, picking you up by your plush thighs, walking to the mirror and sitting you on the desk. Not once stopping his attack. His hands roam your thighs and hips, squeezing and caressing as he pleases.
Migrating his kissing down your neck, needing to taste more of you.
âSoob- what.. mmhmm- what are you doing?â barely making out the words as your brain fogs with desire.
âNoticing you, like I have been since I fucking met youâ he quickly says before attaching back onto your neck.
âWha-â
Groaning, he grips your hair at the base of your neck, tugging back to make you look up into his eyes, âI noticed you. I notice you the second our eyes lock, and everytime youâre remotely near me. Iâve always wanted you Y/N. That's never been a questionâ Soobin states, eyes locked on yours leaving no room for doubt.
âWell youâve never shown it!â you snap, angry again because how has he been able to hide this from you for so long.
âI didnât think you wanted me. Iâm not going to pressure you into doing something you donât want. Especially if it meant losing you and not having you at all.â
âSoobin I-â
âIâve always wanted you Y/Nâ he cuts you off and pushes his hips into yours. Showing you how much he means it, grinding his hardened cock against your soaked core. Both of you are panting heavy trying to catch your breath, looking at one another, darting between your eyes and lips.
You breathlessly whisper âthen take meâ
Soobin lips crash back onto yours before the final syllable leaves them. The kiss is heated, messy, and all over the place. Teeth clash as your tongues fight for dominance. Months of built up sexual tension between you two, finally being released in the most heated way possible. Both wanting more as your hands roam each otherâs bodies, pulling on the fabric covering your skin, needing as much contact as possible.
Soobin makes quick work of your shirt, untying the bottom and ripping open the only button you had fastened, eliciting a shocked gasp from you.
Chuckling he says âyouâll be fine, you barely had it on anywaysâ kissing your collarbone
âThat a problem for you?â
âOnly when others can see youâ Biting your skin to punctuate his statement. Leaving a purple mark in its place.
âJealous are we?â You taunt
Coming back to eye level he states âI donât like people touching what's mineâ
âAnd Iâm yours?â you slyly question
âYou are nowâ he says, pulling your bra down to reveal your breasts, groping them with his large palms. âYouâre mine Y/Nâ pinching your nipples when he says your name, claiming your lips with his. You start grabbing at his clothes, pulling his loosely tucked shirt out of his pants, sliding your hands underneath to feel his skin. Running your hands along his abs and slim waist isnât enough for you, âoffâ âoff nowâ you whimper during the short break of kissing. But he doesnât hear you, continuing to kiss you roughly. Pushing him back off of you, seeing the hunger in each other's eyes you command him âtake off your shirtâ. The fabric is pulled over his head and on the floor in a split second, and he tries to resume his previous work. But you stop him, holding out your hand to his chest. âLemme see youâ
Itâs not like you havenât seen him shirtless before, but itâs different. Watching his chest rise and fall quickly, the light sheen of sweat coating his skin. His abs flex as he tries to control himself, allowing you to see what you want. As you admire him you reach around your back, quickly undoing your bra and throwing it at him. Leaning back, you tilt your head and bite your lower lip, beckoning him to come to you as you curl your index finger in.
âFuck youâre so hotâ pouncing back on you as fast as he can. Hands enveloping your bare chest, as his lips attach to your neck, wanting to cover you in marks. Your fingers tangle in his hair as your head falls back, your moans and whimpers leading him further and further down your torso, a trail of wet, open mouthed kisses left in his wake. One he meets your navel, he looks up at you, giving your approval with a slight nod. His palms ride up your thighs until he reaches your skirt, flipping it up to show your soaked core. Your white panties basically see through from your slick, clinging to your folds.
âOh fuck youâre soaked baby. Need to taste.." His words trail off as he leans in and firmly glides his tongue over your heat through your panties. A low groan sounds from deep in his chest, savouring the sweet taste of you on his tongue. Pushing the tip of his tongue against your folds, running it up and down excruciatingly slowly. Youâre saccharine moans fueling him to tease you even more, slowly driving you crazy.
âSoonin pleaseâ you plead
âHmmm?â he hums against your still covered core, the slight vibration ringing through your clit that heâs currently attending to.
âMore please bin! Pleaseâ you plead again, irritation starting to build inside you. It felt good but you wanted more, you wanted to feel his tongue on you.
He ignores you, content where he is. Building speed but still over your drenched garment.
You still call to him, wanting more from him âBin.â âBin pleaseâ âmoreâ âfuck Soobinâ âSOOBIN!â
Irritation runs hot through your body, needing to punish him for his neglect and his actions earlier. He wants to be a brat, so be it.
You glide your fingers through his hair on the top of his head, starting soft and almost petting him leaving no room to suspect anything from you. When you feel heâs relaxed enough, you grip his hair harshly, pulling a loud hiss from him, and pull him off you.
âWhat the fuck?â he barks at you
âYou donât listenâ scolding him while still pulling his hair firmly, knowing it hurts. âIf you listened I'd be coming on your face right now, but you had to be a greedy brat.â You push your panties to the side with your free hand and start circling your clit while his face is mere inches away. Eyes glued to your fingers while you please yourself ââm sorry, please let go baby, pleaseâ weakly begging without ever looking at your face
âI donât think soâ bringing his face closer but just out of reach of his tongue being able to touch you. âThat's a pathetic excuse for an apologyâ you glide your fingers down and plunge your middle and ring fingers inside your pulsing hole. Sinfully moaning at how good it feels. Taking them out you show him how wet they are âsee Binnie. Could have been you instead but, you had to be a greedy bratâ returning to rub your clit in front of him.
Whining he apologizes again âoh fuck, Y/N iâm so sorry, let me taste you again. Please!â
âHmmm, i donno.. I feel pretty good right now, maybe I don't need youâ moaning as you speed up your fingers.
âPLEASE Y/N! Won't do it again please! Wanna make you cum.â his eyes finally come up to yours and theyâre watering as if he might actually cry if he watches you cum by yourself and not because of him. Without uttering a word you pull his hair crashing his face back into your cunt. The most beautiful moan rips from Soobinâs chest when he tastes your bare skin. His tongue immediately finding your clit, wanting to make you cum. He lifts one of your legs over his shoulder, giving even more access to you and slides your panties off âthese need to goâ he exhales, still captivated by your bare pussy in front of him. Quickly returning to your heat, his tongue prods at your dripping opening, devouring every last drop he can find before plunging the muscle in. Your grip tightens on his hair, pulling him in even more, moaning as he finally gives you what you want.
âGood boy Binnieâ you praise, unknowing what that would do to him. Soobinâs eyes roll into the back of his head, his deep groans sending pleasure through you as his tongue is still inside you. His already hard cock gets even harder, twitching against his pants, begging to be freed. Soobin replaces his tongue with three long fingers, finding the perfect rhythm against your spongy spot while deliciously stretching you. His mouth attached to your clit, sucking the sensitive nub relentlessly. Wanting to hear those words come from your mouth again heâs willing to do anything.
Your words are almost incoherent through you moaning âOh fuck Bin! So good-â âoh fuck donât stopâ and he has no intention of stopping until you cum, even if he stops breathing. He would love nothing more than to die this deep in your pussy. âAghh- Fuck- mm- Gonna- gonna cumâ Light headed, Soobin doesnât stop, craving your orgasm just as much as you were. With one final high pitched moan, you come undone. Your juices cover soobinâs fingers, dripping down his hand, while your essence covers his face. Sucking and licking up every last drop of you until you're clean, sucking off whatâs left on his fingers and hand. Looking up and smiling at you as he does so âmmm all cleanâ
You canât help but compliment him âgood boyâ
His face and chest flush deep red, as his breathing stops. You swear you can see the chill run down his spine. âYou like that, Binnie? When will I call you a âgood boyâ?
He nods stiffly, until the can verbally assure you âyesâ
âWell, how about my good boy come over here and get his treat?â You bring both of your feet to the top of the desk, keeping your legs open, spreading your folds with your fingers to show him your needy hole.
âFuckâ he exhales as he comes to you, cock throbbing to be inside you already. He quickly undoes the button on his pants, along with the zipper, dropping them to his ankles. Before removing his briefs he looks at you, making sure this is what you want.
Sitting up and tilting your head to the side you canât help but smile at him, a slight chuckle behind your question âwhat's wrong Binnie?â
âAre you sure you wanna do this?â he hesitantly asks, if you say no he might die. Heâs not sure he can live after this if you say no.
âDo you want this Bin?â you question back, smiling kindly at him as you sit up. Radiating kindness in your eyes, you reach for his hands.
âFuck iâve never wanted anything more in my life Y/Nâ he avoids your hands, insteading holding your head to his. Hoping you can feel how sincere he is.
âSoobin, I want this. I want you. I want you to fuck me. Right here. Right now.â your hands reach for the waistband of his underwear, hooking your fingers around it and pulling them down as you say against his lips âI want you to fuck me like Iâve always wantedâ ending the sentence with a kiss to his lips as you let his briefs fall around his ankles with his pants, fully exposing his member to the cold air surrounding you. Parting from his lips, you look down to finally see the dick youâve fantasized about for so long. âHoly fuckâ you gasp under your breath, wrapping your fist around his thick shaft. âBin youâre huge..â your voice drifts off as you oggle him, stroking him up and down, rubbing your thumb over his precum covered head. You let a drop of your spit fall from your mouth, using it to lubricate your hand.
âMmm fuck- alright enough of that!â Soobin removes your hand from his member, pushing you to your back and aligning himself with you. âYou ready love?â lightly pushing his tip against your opening.
âGod yes Soobin please!â You whine desperate for him to be inside you.
âThank god! I donât think I can hold back any longERâ gliding past your opening, slowly sheathing himself fully inside you. Rubbing every nerve along your sensitive walls.
Both of you moaning in harmony, finally together as you both fantasized about. Soobinâs cock was not for the weak. It reached so deep inside you, you could see it bulge through your stomach, while his girth stretched you so sinfully good that tears came to your eyes.
âyou okay Y/N?â Soobin asks, concerned after seeing the wetness on your lashes.
ââM good Binnie, So fuckkingg goodâ you moan in response
âMmkay pretty, Can I move then?â he chuckles lightly at how fucked you are right now
âPlease. Fuck Binnie pleaseâ you beg
Sliding his hips back you both hiss in pleasure. Pulling back until his tip is all that remains inside you, he thrusts back into you.
âUGhh Binâ his hips pick up speed, his tip pressing against your cervix with every thrust.
âFuck baby you feel so goodâ
âFill me-uuughh- so goodâ
âPerfect pussy. So perfect. My pussy all mineâ Soobin massages your breast with his hand, his other gripping tightly onto your hip. Praises are spit out in between the erotic sounds being made.
âClose Bin- fuck iâm so closeâ
âMe to baby me toâ
âWant you to cum insideâ You can feel Soobinâs cock twitch inside you, causing you to clench around him.
âOh fuck!â He moans âyou serious Y/N?â
âYes! Want your cum Soo-BINâ your voice hitches as his hips harshly slap into yours.
âWant my cum? Want me to fill your pretty pussy?â His voice takes a different tone, sounding deeper and sexy, dominant. Feeling your clench around him as he spoke to you this way pushed him further. Pulling out, he flips you around, pushing back in, his hips slap against your ass a couple of times before he bends forward. He lifts your leg up onto the desk, resting your weight on your knee while he wraps his long arms around your chest and stomach lifting you up. You can see everything. Youâre smudged lipstick, black smudges of mascara, his messy hair pushed off of his forehead as he smirks at you. The way his fingers are working quick circles around your clit while the other is toying with your breast, squeezing and pinching your nipple. But your eyes are locked lower on the mirror. Locked on the sight of Soobinâs cock sliding in and out of you. The visual has you shaking in his arms, drooling at how good his cook looks filling you, anticipating what it will look like when his cum is shooting inside you, dripping out when he pulls out of your throbbing cunt.
âLook how sexy you are, Y/N. See how well you take my cock baby?â
âSo gooood-â
âMy pretty girl canât talk? My cock making you stupid?â
âMmhmmâ you whine âwan- wanna cumâ
âYou wanna cum baby? Wanna cream all over my cock?â he teases, biting your neck. You can only moan in response. âIâll take that as a yesâ he chuckles against your skin, before whispering âCum for me Y/Nâ giving you one last deep thrust to push against your sweet spot, and you crumble. The band inside you snaps, hard, pink coloured eyes rolling to the back of your head as you clench around his length as your cum coats him.
âGood job baby. So good for meâ he praises you, kissing your shoulder as he works you through the last ripples of your orgasm. Completely spent, your head falls back against his shoulder, only being held up by Soobinâs arms wrapped around you.
âHoly fuck binâ you breathlessly say
He chuckles âwhat?â starting to slowly glide into you again
Moaning, already overly sensitive from just cumming, you tell him âyouâre fucking cock, jesusâ
âMmm? What about it, Y/N?â he hums in your ear, upping the intensity of his movements ever so deliciously. Dragging along your gummy walls
âohH fuucckkâ
âWhat about my cock Y/N?â
âSo good- cockâs so goodâ you cry out, Soobinâs cock hitting deeper inside you again, searching for his own orgasm now.
âYou need to be more specific, baby. Tell me what is it about my cock that you like so muchâ
You have no idea where your usually shy and bashful best friend is right now because the man fucking you right now is very different. Different in the sexiest way possible. âNever knew you were so dominant Binâ
He laughs, deeply in his chest âTalking back now are we?â
You look at him through the mirror and smirk, raising your eyebrows in a challenge wanting to push him even further.
âAlright thenâ he lets go of your body, and pushes you down flat to the desk âfine, be a bratâ.
The slapping sound echoes throughout the room, the stinging pain where his hand made contact with your ass caused you to cry out. Fucking you harder than he had before, using you for his own need, taking out the remaining frustration he has from earlier.
âGonna talk now?â
âWhy would I do that, Binnie?â you pant between breathes as he fucks into you harder and faster.
Your reddened cheek is met with another harsh slap, making you arch your back and clench around his cock, âfuck!â
âOh you like that. Not such a good girl afterall. Baby likes it rough huh?â Giving you another slap, you confirm everything he just said. âMmm my baby likes it rough. You like it when I spank you, pretty girl? Like it when I'm rough?â spanking you on the other cheek now you cry out in pleasure. âFuck youre so hot you know that? Squeezing my cock like thatâ
âFuck Soobin, need you to cumâ you whine. âWant your cum Soobin please!â
âYou want me to cum? Tell me what you like about my cock first Y/N. Be a good girl and Iâll fill you up.â
âFuck Soobin. Youâre cocks huge - so big, fills me so good. Ahhh-hits so deep inside. Fuck! stretch me so good. Makes me feel soo good Binnie, fuck- PLEASE!- PLEASE BIN- cum in meâ
âYou want it?â he teases one last time, as you say the words that make him crumble
âPlease Soobin! Fill me with your cum! Make me yours- Claim me Binnie-â
Soobin fucks you hard and fast, chasing his orgasm to do exactly as you begged for.
âMine baby- FUCK- gonna make you mine. Make sure everyone knows it too. Fill you with my cum baby- Drip down your thighs for the rest of the day- squirm everytime you feel it remembering my cock deep inside you. Make you feel better than anyone ever could. Youâre mine Y/N-mine!â
His hips stutter and you feel his cock twitch inside you as his hot white cum starts to paint your insides. The feeling of finally being with Soobin and being claimed by him, is so overwhelming, you can't help but cum with him. Kissing down your spine while you both come down from your highs, you turn over your shoulder leaning for a kiss. When he connects his lips to yours itâs heaven. The anger and desperation are absent this time, letting you both feel your emotions. Feeling how you both belong together.
It felt so right, like all of your missing pieces had been found. You found your home, and it was Soobin.
âY/Nâ
âMmhmm?â You smile at him pulling away from his lips
âI- I..â
âCome on Soob donât be shy nowâ you tease him
âIâm just⊠fuck Iâm just so happy right nowâ
âMe to Soobin. So so happyâ
âI love you Y/Nâ he confesses
Your eyes widened, shocked that he just spoke the words you dreamed of hearing one day. Too stunned to speak. Sure you just fucked each other and admitted that you both wanted each other but love!? You knew you loved him but hearing him say those three words made your heart explode.
âItâs okay if you donât feel that way. I just,â he rubs the back of his neck embarrassed âI just really wanted to tell you.â
The biggest smile spreads across your face unable to contain your glee. âHeâs so fucking cute I canât handle itâ you think to yourself before you respond to him âI love you to Soobin!â
His eyes light up as he engulfs you in the tightest hug. âGod I love you so much. Can I keep you to myself now? Can you be mine? Only mine? Please!?â He asks
âSoobin you goof! I was already yours!â You giggle at how adorable he is. âYouâre so fucking cute I canât handle you!â
âStop!â He blushes and hides in your neck at you calling him cute
âI canât help it, Bin! Look at you, this is the CUTEST!â You squeal at him
He pokes out of your neck at looks up at you with big brown puppy dog eyes as he rests his chin on your chest and pouts, whining âstop teasing meâ
âYOU THINK THIS IS BETTER!? My heart is gonna explode from cuteness overload! Youâre like a big puppyâ you rubs his head, emphasising your point.
âOkay okay!â He laughs before taking your hand off of His head and kissing your palm. âYou really are like Marin when I think about it. You sounded just like her just nowâ
âIâll take that as a compliment. Marin Kitagawa is bae. However, can we talk about how jealous you were earlierâ
Hanging his head in his hands Soobin pleads âyeah⊠can we forget that? Please?â
âWhy? Are you embarrassed?â You tease him, making him groan. âYou know, itâs was kinda hot thoughâ
Soobinâs head springs up âyeah?â
âYeah, it was pretty hot seeing you get so mad when the guys were talking to me.â
âThey werenât talking, they were all over you! Touching you and shit! I-â
âSoob! Calm down. You won babe, Iâm all yoursâ kissing him to shut him up.
âYeah⊠youâre mine. My girlâ
âAnd youâre my manâ
âY/n?â
âMmhmm?â you hum sweetly
*Knock knock knock*
You both jump, startled and try to cover yourselves as you watch the door crack open a tiny bit
âHey guys, itâs just meâ Yeonjun quietly says through the door âI donât know what youâre both up to but Soobin the shoot starts in 15 minutes you need to get ready.â
âOkay! Thanks hyungâ Soobin responds awkwardly as Yeonjun shuts the door, leaving you two to fix yourselves up and get ready for the shoot.
You both scramble around, scouring the floor for your clothes. Quickly putting back on your underwear, and bra, and tying your shirt around your waist and fixing your skirt. You grab your brush belt and prepare as fast as you can, while Soobin walks back over to you, fastening the button on his pants.
âSitâ you smile at him and point to the chair
As he takes his seat you look him over and immediately regret attaching onto his neck so hard earlier. Covering the purple and red marks was going to take longer than you hoped. So you dive in right away, not wasting a single second. Concentrating so hard that you donât even talk.
Soobin takes in your appearance. The love bites that he left to decorate your neck and chest make him feel warm inside, knowing everyone will see them. His eyes wander to your face and he can't help the swelling of his heart as he watches your eyebrows crinkle as you concentrate on trying to cover his hickeys. Finding the way you bite your lip and lick your lips as you work is adorable. Heâs watched you work so many times before, and seen these faces both while you work and when itâs just the two of you gaming or working on something, but this time itâs different. Knowing that you love him the way he loves you makes everything about you that much cuter. He speaks before he even processes what heâs going to say
âY/N?â
âMmm?â Humming in response, words taking too much effort at this moment
âCan I take you on a date? Like a proper one?â
Your whole body freezes as you finally look at him, not just the marks on him. âWhat?â You ask quietly
âWill you go on a date with me?â
âYes. YES! Of course I will!â You smile and hug him before giving him a quick peck.
âIs tomorrow okay?â
âYeah that sounds goodâ you say excitedly as you return to your work, finishing covering the last of his marks, moving on to the rest of his face. âGod I hope youâre wearing something that covers most of this! Iâm gonna be in so much shit!â referring to the million marks you had left on him.
âY/N itâs okay thatâs what editing is forâ chuckling as he rubs your arm in support
âI just got so carried away⊠wanted to show everyone your mineâ
âLike Iâm one to talk! Have you seen yourself?â Laughing at how desperate you both were to claim each other.
âStill!â You apply concealer around his eyes and blend it into the rest of his makeup. Combing through his brows with a gel and adding a light tint to his already swollen lips. âYour lips are even more pouty now. Fuck youâre gonna look to good in this shoot. I can see the edits nowâ despair shooting across your face as you tip your head back.
âHey! Who cares about edits? Iâm all yours babyâ
âBut everyoneâs gonna see how sexy you lookâ you pout
âAnd who did that to me?â Soobin raises his eyebrows and you flush a little âexactlyâ he smirks and pecks you quickly
You blend out the subtle blush you applied and then look him over, making sure everything looks okay. Which of course he does, his skin is flawless and he always looks gorgeous. âOkay Iâm doneâ
Standing from the chair he looks in the mirror and fixes his hair âyouâd never know I was covered in hickeys a minute agoâ
You slap his arm and he laughs âkeep it that way bin!â
âAlright alright!â He turns to you, grabbing your hands gently with his huge ones and looks into your pink tinted lenses as you look up at him. âIâll text you after the shoot okay?â
âKayâ you softly respond.
Taking your hand up to his lips, Soobin places a soft kiss on the back of it before saying âI love you Y/Nâ
âLove you to Binâ
He gives you one last kiss, his hand cupping your ear as his thumb rubs your cheekbone. He reluctantly lets go and jogs to the door. Before exiting, he turns back to you and smiles.
âIâll see you later?â
You nod and he leaves with a smile plastered on his face. Walking down the hall to the shoot, he sees the guys. All staring him down with intense eyes.
âWhat?â Soobin asks tentatively
âWHAT!? Bro you need to spill NOW!â Yeonjun demands
âAhhh- wow look at the time we have to start yeah? I think they just called my nameâ he points with his thumb over his shoulder as he quick walk turns into sprint to wardrobe to escape this conversation.
âCHOI SOOBIN! Get back hereâ Yeonjun chases after him, not willing to let him off the hook until he hears every last detail of how well his plan worked out.
Yeonjunâs phone pings notifying him of a new text message. âDonât think this is over Soobin!â He yells at him, stopping to take out his phone, seeing the notification with your name. Opening your message he smirks proud of his two idiot best friends.
âThank you â€ïžâ is all your text said but he knew exactly what you were referring to
âYou're welcome pretty! but you owe me đđâ
synopsis: Your relationship with Soobin has been perfect, until now. With the responsibilities of a loyal and productive leader, Soobin tends to neglect you for everything else (and everyone) in his life. You know he loves you, but when heâs never there, is it really enough?
warnings: angst, smut, oral, penetrative sex, crying, cursing, self doubt, probably a bunch of stuff but I canât remember! Let me know if I should add something. Also, not proofread so đ
word count: 9.3k
Likes, comments and reposts are always super appreciated! My taglist and asks are always open as well đ€
Things between you two were amazing. He made you feel special and loved, and like you were the only person in the world.
Well, in the beginning anywayâŠ
Being Soobinâs girlfriend was wonderful, but it also has its downsides. Soobin, being the ever responsible leader and attentive man that he is, started putting everything else first. Which also meant he started to pay less attention to you. You always knew that he puts others first before himself, but unfortunately, that also meant he would put others before you as well. Between work and family/friends you barely see him anymore. Tours were busy, and sometimes youâd be lucky to see him in your makeup chair. Dates didnât exist and if you did make plans, they were usually broken to go attend to something else. At this point, you havenât really spent alone time with Soobin in 5 months. You knew he was busy, and that he had his stresses. Of course you knew that, but it didnât hurt any less knowing that he just didnât have time make time for you.
So when you both started fighting, you couldnât hold back anymore.
âIâm sorry bunny, I just have to help do thisâŠâ Soobin hangs his head in shame, canceling on you for the upteenth time in a row.
âWhat the fuck Soobin!? Are you serious?â You almost yell at him, only refraining because youâre at work.
âI just have to help with the-â
âI honestly donât give a fuck about what you have to help with Soobin! I havenât seen you in MONTHS! All I asked for was a night, just us, and you canât even do that?â
âY/N Iâm sorry itâs just that Iâm-â
You cut him off knowing exactly what heâs going to say. ââIâm the leader and I need to help wherever I can. This is such an important time for us Y/N, and Iâm so sorry. I promise Iâll make it up to youâ, right?â You mock his voice saying his exact words full of bitter disappointment, looking deep into his eyes.
âY/N Iâm sorry. I love you and I want to be with you. I just.. I have to do thisâ He reaches out for your hand, but you pull it away, leaving him in shock and hurt.
âSave it Soobin. Go do whatever it is you have to do. Iâll be in my room, ALONE, as alwaysâ and you walk away from him, trying not to cry in front of him. Not wanting to show him how much youâre hurting.
He chases after you, grabbing your arm and turns you around. He then sees the tears streaming down your face and feels like absolute shit. âY/N.. Fuck baby Iâm so sorry, I didnât know you were hurting like this. I never wanted to upset you.â pulling you into his arms in a tight hug, kissing the top of your head.
You cry into his shoulder unable to hold it back. âI just want to spend time with you Soobin. I havenât been alone with you in months. I justâŠâ you sob harder, unable to control it.
âFuck Y/N Iâm so sorry. I didnât realize Iâve been hurting you this bad. I.. I promise Iâll make it up to you! Iâll try to finish this as fast as I can and then Iâll come to your room okay?â He lifts your red face to look at him, wanting you to know he means it. His thumbs caress your cheekbones to try to soothe you.
âItâs already late though and you have an early schedule tomorrowâŠâ
âI donât care, I miss you too baby. So, so much. Iâll be there as soon as I can!â He leans down to kiss you and wipes away your tears. âIâm so sorry Y/N. Please, wait for me tonight?â
You nod, still sad but wanting to believe he will show up.
âThank you! Thank you so much! I love youâ he kisses you again and runs off in the opposite direction saying âIâll be there soonâ as he jogs away..
âI hope soâ you say to yourself under your breath.
Unknown to you, Yeonjun had been watching the whole conversation from down the hall, hidden by a wall. It breaks his heart to see how Soobin hurts you whenever he leaves you for something else. Yeonjun knew where Soobin was coming from and knew how Soobin felt about his responsibilities but, youâre his responsibility too. His most important one. Giving you a minute to calm yourself down, Yeonjun waits in the hall before he goes to talk to you. Not wanting to bombard you while you were crying. He knows how much you hate that.
Yeonjun, like Soobin, quickly became your friend. Arguably he became your best friend. You talk to each other everyday and you see him more than Soobin at this point. So much so that most people think you two are dating. Not that Yeonjun minds that misunderstanding. Like you fell for Soobin, Yeonjun fell for you. Seeing you walk into the green room on your first day took his breath away. He had never seen or met someone quite like you. An infectious smile, hilarious sense of humor, and a voice that soothed his heart with just a word. You took his breath away, and heâs been hooked on you ever since. He however wasn't lucky enough to be on the receiving end of your affection. He watched in awe as you and Soobin got closer and even helped Soobin ask you out for the first time (even though it killed him). Your happiness was more important to him though, and he knew how much you liked Soobin, so being on the sidelines as a friend was enough for him. As long as you were happy.
But, youâre not happy. Not anymore. And it breaks his heart everytime he sees you crying over that big idiot of a leader. Seeing youâve calmed down, he determines he can talk to you now without you feeling too embarrassed.
âHey Y/N! What are you still doing here?â
âYeonjun!â you say startled by his appearance âHey, umm what are you doing here?â Subtly trying to steady your voice and wipe away your last tears
âOh I just finished recording⊠What about you? I thought you and Soobin had plans?â
You look up to meet his eyes, chewing on your cheek âumm, he uh, he had something he had to doâ
âOh Y/N, againâŠâ he pulls you into a hug seeing youâre about to cry again. âIâm so sorry. Can I do anything?â
âNo Junie, Iâm okay. Thank you though, Iâm just gonna have a bath and relax I guess.â
âSeriously if you want to hang out and just watch a movie or something Iâm free.â he adds hoping youâll accept.
âActually, yeah that would be nice.. I donât really want to be alone. Movie?â
âAbsolutely beautiful. Your choiceâ
âOkay, my room in 20?â
âItâs a date,â Yeonjun teases, nudging your shoulder. Excited to spend time with you, if Soobin wonât take it, he sure will.
Making your way to your room, you canât help but think about Soobin, and what you could be doing if he actually came. Making you sad again. When you reach your door, you get a text from Soobin. Youâre heart races, hoping he can come see you sooner, but you also know in reality heâs probably telling you he wonât make it. So with a weary heart you open the text
Binnie đ„°đ°đ
Baby! Good news we finished up super quick
Iâm on my way now! Do you want anything to eat?
My treat
Your heart beats faster, excited and overjoyed that heâs finally going to spend time with you. Now you need to rush and get ready! You text him back
Y/N
OMG REALLY?! I canât wait to see you babe!
Whatever you want to eat is fine with me.
Youâre my treat đ
You facetime Yeonjun, excited to tell him the news but also break off your movie date.
Junnie đŠ
Hey pretty, what's up?
Y/N
Best news! Soob is already done and coming over! JUN I CANâT BELIEVE IT!
But that means I have to cancel our movie date⊠sorry *you pout*
Junnie đŠ
Finally! Itâs about time that big oof finally spent time with you! And itâs fine, you just owe me a movie night. *he winks at you trying to play off his disappointment*
Y/N
Thanks Junnie! What should I wear? godâŠ
now I'm nervous. I want it to be perfect. JUN YOUâRE GOOD WITH FASHION! One sec.
*you sprint into your closet and look for the items in your head. Finding them you prop up your phone and hold them out for Yeonjun to see.*
Which one? Sexy or cute?
*completely taken off guard, Yeonjunâs face turns bright red as you hold up two lingerie sets. One a sexy black lace set, and the other a cute sheer set with daisies on it. His brain is on overdrive picturing you in both sets laid out on a bed beneath him.*
Snapping out of his thoughts he blinks and responds to you
Junnie đŠ
Sorry yeah⊠bad connection.. Umm Iâm not sure? What does he usually like?
Y/N
Umm.. Iâm not really sure? I havenât done this in so long. I'm not sure what he likes anymore..
Junnie đŠ
Iâm sure his taste hasnât changed- WAIT A MINUTE- what do you mean you havenât done this in so long?
Y/N
Exactly what it sounds like YeonjunâŠ
Junnie đŠ
HUH?! When was the last time you had sex?
Y/N
Oh god Yeonjun⊠i donno like⊠*you count on your fingers trying to place it even though youâre very aware of how long itâs been* like 4.. Maybe 5 months
Junnie đŠ
*his jaw drops open* how??? You still see each other just not for dates?
Y/N
Yeah Jun, but he gets called away for so much shit and then when he does have time with me heâs usually tired and just passes out. I donnoâŠ
Junnie đŠ
YOUâRE TELLING ME THAT MAN HASNâT FUCKED YOU IN 5 MONTHS?!
Y/N
SHHHHHH! *you whisper* but yes⊠So help me pick! I want him to just lose his shit and fuck me stupid so.. *you hold up both sets again* what one?
Junnie đŠ
Lace.. do the black lace. I wouldnât be able to resist you in that. Well i wouldnât be able to resist you in either but, the lace just sets the mood more⊠Iâd want to ruin you⊠*he drifts off in thought again before he catches himself* I mean if i were SoobinâŠ
Y/N
Yeah? Okay thanks Junnie Youâre the best! Love you but I gotta go get ready!
Junnie đŠ
Yeah yeah of course! Have a good time tonight đ donât get pregnant! although I would be the sexiest uncle if you do đ
Y/N
YEONJUN! Youâre ridiculous. Youâre not wrong though, can see all the girls lining up to see hot uncle yeonjun
Junnie đŠ
RIGHT?! Anyways.. Go get ready and have a good time tonight. Give me all the deets later.. Well maybe not all the deets. I donno if I wanna hear about Soobinâs dick.
Y/N
Shut up of course you do you perv! LOVE YOU BYE *blows him kisses as you hang up*
Yeonjun canât help the pain that radiates throughout his heart. Heâs happy that Soobin is finally making time for you but, that means he doesn't get to see you. He just tells himself as long as you're happy heâll be happy.
You sprint around your hotel room, trying to clean quickly and get yourself ready. You quickly freshen up and apply body cream and the perfume you know he loves. Applying a quick natural but seductive makeup. Your hair was already loosely curled from this morning so you quickly pulled it back in a loose messy bun low on your neck. Lastly you slip into the black lace lingerie set Yeonjun suggested. You look yourself over in the mirror, adding a matching sheer black robe over your shoulders. As you look at yourself there's a knock on your door. Butterflies fill your stomach before you walk to open the door. When you reach for the door handle you take a steading breath. Pulling it open, you step behind it for Soobin to come in.
âHey I couldnât really decide on what to get so I just picked a bunch of snack food and thought we could order a-â Soobinâs voice dies in his throat as you walk out from behind the door to shut it. âYou.. You look incredible, baby.â His voice was shaking with nerves as if heâs never seen you that way before. But it had been so long, honestly he forgot you were this stunning outside of work.
âYou think? Itâs just a little something I had laying aroundâ you joke acting nonchalant when inside you were nervous and shaking like a leaf.
Soobin drops the bags and stalks over to you, wrapping his arms around your waist to pull you close, nuzzling into your neck and smelling your perfume that he loves. âI know what Iâm eating tonightâ he whispers into your ear, nibbling the lobe and kissing down your neck.
âThank godâ you breathe, wrapping your arms around his neck, tangling your fingers into his hair.
âIâm so sorry Iâve been neglecting you baby, Iâll be better. I promise.â
âIâm gonna hold you to that, but for now.. Please turn off your phone, and fuck me all night. Please Soobin.â Gripping his shirt as you plead with him.
He immediately takes out his phone and turns it off in front of you. Then picks you up by your thighs, Kissing you as he carries you to your bed. âYouâre so beautiful you know that? Iâm so lucky youâre mine.â
âNot as lucky as meâ You remove his glasses and put them on the bedside table âIâve missed you so much Binnieâ
âIâm so sorry bunny, Iâll be better. Wonât neglect you again.â He kisses his way down your body until heâs in front of your heat. Kissing you over the black lacy thong youâre wearing. Taking in your scent he groans âfuck Iâm so stupid leaving you alone all this time. Missed you so badâ he continues to apologize as he kisses and licks your core over through your underwear.
âJust donât ditch me all the time. Work isnât all that mattersâ You lift his chin to look into your eyes âI matter too Bin.â
âYouâre all that matters and Iâm an idiot. âM Gonna make it up to you baby, promise.â he says, lifting your panties and pushing them to the side exposing your needy pussy to him. Groaning a quiet âfuckâ under his breath as heâs in awe, like heâs seeing you for the first time again. He kisses your clit, taking his time with you to show you how much he does truly love you. Soobin alternates between kisses and licks as he savours you. Tasting your juices from every fold, and crevice. Gripping your hips as your hips buck, holding you down to continue pleasuring you. He adds his fingers to stretch you when you beg, wanting more, knowing youâd need to be prepped after itâs been so long to be able take him. He adores you, watching your face and you come undone around his fingers, kissing your thighs as he works you through it.
Youâre barely finished when you beg for him. âSoobin please, I need you..â looking into the eyes of the man you love so much, aching for him.
He quickly removes his clothes, pumping himself a couple of times before lining himself up with your entrance âneed you to bunny. I love you. Love you so much.â
âI love you too, Soobinâ Youâre big doe eyes, looking up to his longingly. As he pushes into your entrance your head tips back further into your pillow and a string of moans radiate from both of you. Soobinâs, low and guttural in his chest while yours are higher and melodic. Together mixing to make the perfect harmony of sounds you've both missed hearing so much. Soobinâs length reaches your sweet spot almost immediately and on instinct to make you wither and moan beneath him. Taking in the sight of you unraveling beneath him and committing it to memory so he never forgets you, how perfect you look beneath him. Silently promising to you that heâll never do this to you again. That heâll never neglect you like this again.
Soobin leans forward to kiss you, whispering against your lips âIâm sorry Y/N. So, so sorry, Iâll be better, I promise. Iâll make time for you everyday love. I promiseâ
You hold him closer to you, your arms wrapping around his neck, as you say back to him âThatâs all I want Soobin. To spend more time with you. I love and miss you so much.â Pulling him into your lips to kiss him.
The night is perfect, and everything youâve been missing from him. You stay tangled together all night, uninterrupted and absorbed in each other. Things go back to the way they used to be. You were so happy again that you even moved into the dorms with him and the boys. Soobin makes time for you and turns back into the boyfriend he used to be.
Or he does for a while.. And then thereâs a new comeback, and he gets busy again. Between recording, dance practices, and regular scheduling.. He barely has time for anything, let alone you. And youâre right back where you started that day. Except now itâs worse. Instead of just cancelling plans, you catch him avoiding certain subjects, or people. Catching him in little lies or half truths. Youâre aware heâs probably trying to protect your feelings because itâs Soobin, but⊠It just ends up hurting you more if anything.
So when you walk in on him having a conversation with the members about an upcoming event heâs emceeing with Arin, you lose it. Soobin knows how you feel about Arin, youâve met multiple times and it hasn't been great. He has no romantic feelings for Arin, he just sees her as a friend, but he doesnât see what you do. You know how Arin truly feels and that she's willing to do anything to make Soobin hers.
Youâre infuriated knowing that he has known this for weeks but still hasnât mentioned it to you. Once again catching him hiding and lying to you. You walk up quietly behind him asking in a calm but hurt tone âso when is it?â
They all jump at your sudden entrance but Soobin looks horrified. You had caught him lying. Again. âY/N I-â
âDid you ever plan on telling me Soob? Or was I just supposed to find out when we were on set?â you ask him
âI⊠Y/N Iâm so sorry, Iâve been trying to but I just didnât know.. How..â
âI hate that you do this to me! I hate that you hide things from me!â tears welling in your eyes
âI just didnât want to hurt you bunny. I know how you feel about Arin butâŠâ
âBut what? THIS is why Soobin. THIS is why I feel that way! You keep hiding shit from me. Lying to meâŠâ
âIâm sorry, I wonât hide anything else from you I promise! Iâll tell you everything right away. Every schedule, everything I do Iâll tell you bunny, but please⊠please forgive me.â
âFineâ you take a breath and wipe your eyes âYou better make up for it tonightâ You look up at him with a half smile, only to see his face morphed into confusion.
âWhatâs going on tonight?â
âSoobin come onâ you hit his shoulder laughing which comes to a halt from his remaining look of confusion. âYou forgot⊠You forgot date night didnât you?â
Soobinâs wide eyes answer your question and ignite more rage inside of you
âLet me guess, you completely forgot the ONE night I have been begging to have with you for weeks! and youâve promised Arin you would practice with her tonight. Right?â anger seething from your lips
âY/N Iâm so so sorry Iâll cancel with her right now-â
âDonât bother Soobin. She's more important to you than I ever was. Forget it, Iâll sit home. alone waiting for you like always.â you turn on your heels and walk away, slamming the door behind you before he could react.
âFuckâ he muttered under his breath.
âYou canât be fucking serious Soobin? How could you forget?â Taehyun asks angrily
âI-I don'tâ know?â he stutters out
âWhat do you mean you donât know? Do you know how excited sheâs been for tonight? Itâs all sheâs been talking about for weeks broâ Beomgyu snaps
All of his fellow members wanted to kill him right now. You were important to all of them. You fit in with the group immediately, like you were the missing piece they needed. They loved you.
âThatâs not good enough Soobin.â Yeonjun says quietly, rage coating his words. Heâs had enough of watching him hurt you again and again. âYouâre pathetic.â
âHyung I-â
âI donât want to hear your stupid excuses. That woman is in love with you Soobin. You claim you love her to but all you fucking do is hurt her. Do you not get that?â Yeonjun spits his words out, getting up in Soobinâs face âDo you not know how fucking lucky you are for her to love you like she does? The fuck is wrong with you?â pushing his shoulder as he asks his final question.
âDo you think I donât get that? That I literally fuck up everything with her?â Soobin raises his voice
âNO I DONâT THINK YOU DOâ Yeonjun raises his voice louder in frustration âYouâre not the one who sees her everytime you hurt her like this! I am- we all are Soobin.â gesturing to the guys behind him âshe cries on our shoulders asking why sheâs not good enough for you? When in reality sheâs too good for youâŠâ
âYou think I donât know sheâs too good for me? You think I donât care when I fuck up like this? That I don't care when I see her hurt by what I did!? It fucking kills me Yeonjun!â
âTHEN STOP DOING IT!â Yeonjun yells, snapping âor youâre going to lose her. We all willâ he lowers in voice making sure the message hits home.
âHow are you gonna fix this hyung?â Kai asks wearily, breaking the silence in the room
âI donât know⊠I donât know if sheâll even talk to meâŠâ
âWhat were you supposed to do tonight anyways?â Taehyun asks
âWe were just supposed to be together, and marathon the anime weâre behind on. Honestly I was really looking forward to it with her when we planned it. How the fuck did I forget?â hanging his head in his hands as he starts to well up with tears remembering how excited you were to plan such a simple evening with him. He really was an idiot. All you wanted was to spend time with him, yet he couldn't even give you that..
âIâve got an ideaâ Beomgyu pipes up
âMe toâ says Kai happily
âWhat if you just turn the dorm into a giant fort!â Gyu says excitedly
âYeah with pillows and blankets everywhere! Iâll even lend you some of my Stuffies to make it super cozy!â kai adds
âIâll set up the projector so you can watch anime on a big screen! Get all her favourite foods, and snacks.â Gyu beams
âPut candles all around and fairy lights to make it romanticâ Taehyun adds in
âThat is an amazing idea! But how am I gonna do all that so quicklyâŠâ Soobin asks processing all the work that has to be done
âWeâll help you!â
âYeah?â
âOf course we will! Right hyung?â Tae asks Yeonjun
â...yeah weâll help. But Iâm not helping for you, Iâm helping because Y/N deserves moreâ
âThank you! Thank you so much guys! I promise Iâll make this up to her!â
âYou betterâ was Yeonjunâs final warning.
Quickly the guys gathered as much as they could to make the idea come to life. Taking every pillow available in the dorm to Soobinâs room. Beomgyu sets up his projector with Soobinâs laptop. Taehyun and Yeonjun found all the candles and fairy lights they could at a nearby store while Kai went to buy all the snacks and foods he knew you liked.
Soobin was a mess and all over the place. Trying to help out with everything but ultimately just getting in the way.
Finally Yeonjun stopped him and said âLook, we have this⊠just focus on getting ready and prepare how youâre actually gonna apologize to her.â
âI donât know what to say⊠I love her so much Yeonjun but I, ⊠I keep fucking it up.â
âJustâŠâ Yeonjun groans in annoyance that heâs this stupid âtell her that. Tell her how sorry you are for everything and show her you love her as much as we all know you do. She just wants to know you care about her. Enough to put her first for once Soobin.â
Soobin nods as he listens to his senior âI do care about her. I care about her so fucking much but i- I just keep fucking up⊠But Iâm going to fix it. I promise.â
Yeonjun stares him down again, still unimpressed, but nods before he walks away returning to help set up with the others. Leaving Soobin to get ready alone while picking out the clothes he knows you love. Fixing his hair while he thinks of how to properly apologize to you.
You unlock the door and enter the dark apartment. You throw down your keys and a bag filled with ice cream and snacks to eat your feelings. You planned to just watch anime with Kai instead. Heâs always a great friend to you and gives good snuggles when youâre sad. Plus his giant collection of plushies always makes you happy.
âKai? You home? Wanna watch anime with me and eat my feelings?â You walk to the fridge to grab a couple of sodas
NothingâŠ
âKai?â You stand up straight, shutting the fridge door
SilenceâŠ
âJun? Gyuuu?â
Still nothing.
What the fuck? Where is everyone?
âTerry?â You whine hoping heâs home. But once again youâre met with silence.
âGreat⊠all alone to drown my sorrowsâŠâ you mutter to yourself, picking up your bag and walking to your room. Passing Soobinâs on the way you notice a flickering light. Stopping you prop open his door curious cause you know heâs not home. Heâs not supposed to be anyways.
When you open the door you see him sitting in the middle of the coziest looking blanket fort, flicking through crunchroll to pick your anime to watch. Candles and fairy light flickering around the room in the comforting scent of vanilla. Your favourite pillows and blankets spread out with all your favourite treats and a pizza box.
Soobin finally looks to your eyes, apologetically smiles and quietly says âhiâ
âHi?â You look around at his room and then back to him as your eyes start to water. âWhat are you doing here? Arenât you supposed to be with Arin?â
He stands up to meet you at the door, taking the bag and cans from you so he can take your hands instead. He feels awful. Especially when he gets a closer look at your pink puffy eyes and pink nose. One of his hands travels to cup your face as he leans in closer and looks in your eyes. âI wouldn't want to be anywhere else right now. Iâm so sorry bunny. Iâm so sorry for forgetting. For not giving you the time and love like you deserve.â His voice wavers as he looks into your eyes, wanting you to know how truly sorry he is.
âBinâŠâ your voice cracks as the dam gives way to your tears. His other hand cups your face as he starts wiping away your tears.
âShhh baby. Iâm so so sorryâ He leans in and kisses your tears away. âIâm so sorryâ pulling you into his chest as he hugs you tight, kissing the top of your head. Your hands tangle into his hoodie, pulling him in close, fearing this isnât real and heâll just disappear.
âYouâre really gonna stay?â you look up at him with glassy puppy dog eyes, happy and doubtful all at once.
âIâm staying baby. Iâm here and Iâm staying with you. Right here, where I belong.â he kisses your forehead to punctuate his statement. You wrap your arms around him and squeeze him tightly.
âThank youâ your voice is a soft whisper âand Iâm sorry. Iâm sorry I got so upset-â
He cuts you off with a soft kiss to your lips âno, you deserved to be mad. I fucked up. And I need to make it up to you.â His eyes are full of sincerity and you know he means it. You know Soobin like the back of your hand and you know heâs upset. You know he feels like shit for treating you this way. Thatâs all it takes for your anger to melt away.
âSo what are we gonna watch, Binnie?â You ask him softly, leaning into him. You watch the smile you love so much spread across his face as he hugs you tightly, lifting you up into his arms and spinning you around. It causes you to giggle, and hold onto him tightly.
Moments like this are what make you remember why you fell for him in the first place. His boyish charm and how he wears his heart and emotions on his sleeve. You kiss his dimple softly and he lets you down before taking your hand to sit with him in the pillows spread on the floor of his transformed room. The blanket walls of the fort make the room even cosier, making the space feel like your own oasis with him. You rest your head on his shoulder as you watch him pick the new romance anime youâve been waiting to watch with him. You canât help but smile as you turn into him trying to hide how happy it made you that he remembered.
âReady?â his voice low and soft as he looks down to you to see if youâre ready to start watching. Smiling when he sees the soft blush and smile on your beautiful face. You nod, ready to finally have some time with him. Ready to sit there, in his arms, feel his warmth and relish in finally spending time with him.
He pulls you in closer to him, holding you tight as you start watching the show. However all you can focus on is the sound of his heart beat under that sweater you love and how good he smells. He also canât take his eyes off of you. Not even trying to hide that heâs not paying attention to the anime at all. His fingers slowly tracing shapes on your side just underneath your hoodie. The gentle touch of his fingers igniting a fire along your skin. Every one of your nerves is aching for his touch, like they have been for months. Craving the man you love so much. You turn to look up at him, only to see heâs already looking at you. âSoobin..â you whisper his name before he leans in whispering in a desperate plea âplease, please bunny⊠Can I kiss you?â you nod and immediately meet his lips. You hand wrapping around the back of his neck to quickly tangle into his hair at the nape of his neck. The intensity of your kiss quickly picks up. You straddle his hips as his hand grip your waist, pulling you in closer to him. With the anime long forgotten, lost in each other, you hear a faint buzzing behind him. You try to ignore it but it's relentless and breaks you from the moment. Pulling away you look around and see Soobinâs phone buzzing, the screen lighting up with Arinâs name. You huff in annoyance and get off of him.
âArinâs calling you.â irritation very evident in your tone as you sit in your original spot, crossing your arms and pouting.
Soobin looks over and silences his phone before turning back to you, âbaby Iâm sorry, please..â but you brush him off and watch the show. âItâs fine.â
However, the fine annoyance of buzzing doesnât stop as Arin continues to call and text him. He tries to ignore it, you can see him trying. You can see how each buzz eats away at him, anxiety and guilt washing over him. You finally snap, âjust answer her Soobin.â voice cold and devoid of any emotion besides anger.
âY/N..â he whispers in sadness
âJust answer her.â you snap without looking at him, pulling your knees into your chest and resting your chin on them, inevitably knowing where this is leading.
âBunny please I-â
âSoobin.. Just answer her. I know you wonât be able to relax until you see what she wants. So, please. Just answer her.â you look at him finally with glassy eyes.
âI-â he gets cut off by his phone ringing again. You look away from him and back to his laptop screen. He exhales knowing youâre right, answering the phone and walking a little farther away from you. You however can hear everything he says.
âArin, I told you I canât. I have plans-â
âNo Arin, Iâm not coming. Youâll have to practice alone.â
âArin I have plans with-â
âYes Iâm choosing my girlfriend for once!â
âArin thatâs not fair..â at this point you can hear his voice waver. And you know within the next couple of sentences, sheâll have guilt riddled him into either eating himself alive or on his way to the practice room.
âArin, please.. We can run through the dance before the show.â
âArin I-â
âFine..â
You can hear him slowly and quietly walking over to you, sitting down, not quite as close as before. His legs shaking with anxiety as he picks at his nails. His voice is quiet as he says your name. âY/N IâŠâ
âYouâre going arenât you?â you respond flatly without looking at him.
âBaby, I-â
âJust go Soobin.â you curl into yourself again. Unable to hide the disappointment in your voice. Barely holding back the tears.
âY/N I- Iâm just going for an hour. Iâll be right back! Maybe even quicker. I just have to run through the dance with Arin and then Iâll be back. Bunny I promise-â you cut him off.
âItâs okay.â you turn to him with a smile that doesnât quite reach your eyes. âI get itâ
Heâs wary, he can see youâre trying to hide that youâre hurt. âY/N..â
âSeriously Soobin, itâs okay. Work is important too. And you canât half ass a performance. Youâll only be an hour right?â You hide your hurt better now. Making it seem like youâre okay. âGo, Iâll be here. Waiting.â you give him one last soft smile.
He looks at you. His heart is uneasy, but he pushes past it to go rehearse with Arin. He grabs his bag quickly and kneels in front of you, giving you a soft kiss, trying to convey how he loves you, before he walks to his door, pausing before he leaves. âIâll be back in an hourâ you nod, acting like you believe him. âI love you Bunnyâ
âI love you to Binâ you say as your heart breaks watching him leave. Knowing that was the last time you will probably say that to him. You wait until you hear the front door click shut before you finally let yourself cry. Because as you watched him leave, watched him slowly give way to Arin and agree to leave you, you knew it was over. You knew you didnât matter to him anymore. And although you believed he loved you, it wasnât enough anymore. It hurt too much to be left by him, to be alone again and again. You canât take this heartache anymore. So for your own good, you decide this was it. You get up and pack some of your things in your room, leaving some of the memories of you together behind, too painful to keep yourself. Once you think you have enough you text Yeonjun.
Y/N
Jun where are you?
Junnie đŠ
The Enhypen dorms. Why?
Everything okay?
Yeonjun instantly feels dread run through his body. He knows you wouldnât be texting him in the middle of date night with Soobin unless something was wrong.
You however donât answer Yeonjun. Taking one last look around the dorm and Soobinâs room, you place your key on his laptop and walk out the door. You walk down to the Enhypen dorms with your bags, texting Sunghoon to see if heâs home. Sunghoon is someone else youâve become quite close to. After working with him for some events and press you managed to break through his quiet and cold demeanour. Not to mention he also grew quite fond of you, connecting with you on levels he didnât think would be possible.
Y/N
Hoon are you in the dorms?
Hoonie âïž
Yeah why whatâs up?
Y/N
Can I come over?
Hoonie âïž
ofc youâre always welcome here! But, is something wrong? I thought you were with hyung
Y/N
Iâll be there in a minute
Sunghoon walks out of his room and over to everyone else, looking specifically to the txt boys asking âdidnât you guys say Y/N is with Soobin hyung? Sheâs asking if Iâm home..â he looks at his phone worried.
Yeonjun looks at him and stands, âshit, she texted me too but wouldn't answer after I asked her if everything was okay.â Yeonjun runs his hand through his hair as he stresses out worrying about you.
As they all try to process what may have happened, thereâs a soft knock on the door. You knuckle barely hitting the wood.
Sunghoon answers, unable to hide his worry âY/Nie? Whatâs going on? Are you okay?â
âHey Hoon.. can I come in?â you ask him with a scratchy voice, raw from crying.
Sunghoon notices your red puffy eyes. âYeah, of courseâ he steps aside and lets you in, hugging you because he knows something is wrong. And you break open again. Crying into his arms.
âAhh shit. Sâokayâ Sunghoon rubs your back holding you tightly, looking over to Yeonjun âwhat happened pretty?â
Yeonjun rushes over to you, taking you from Sunghoon âY/Nâ his voice full of compassion âY/N, baby girl, what happened?â
You pull back to look at him with fat drops falling down your cheeks. âHe went to herâ your voice barely audible. âHe left.â
âWhat?â Yeonjunâs voice is a mix of disbelief, anger and sympathy. Anger starts to win over the other emotions. âHe what!?â The other members stand up to come to you.
âShe.. Arin wouldnât stop calling and texting him. So I told him to answer her. She did what she does best⊠and now heâsâŠâ your voice wavers and lips quivers before you can say it. âgone.â you wipe your tears in the sleeve of your hoodie, looking at Yeonjun, feeling Sunghoonâs hands on your shoulders trying to comfort you. Beomgyu, Taehyun and Heuning immediately make their way to you. âI-â you hiccup from sobbing âI canât do it anymore. I canât just sit there and be an after thought to himâ you sniff and wipe your eyes again âit hurts too much Junâ
Yeonjun pulls you in tighter, rubbing your back as you cry. Beomgyu wraps his arms around you with Yeonjun while Tae and Kai stand close trying to comfort you, placing a hand on your arm or shoulder. They stand there with you, their hearts breaking with each sob that leaves you.
âHeâll be back Y/N, just give him another chance. When he comes back heâll see you're gone and will come looking for you. I know he will..â Kai says trying to reassure you but even you can sense the doubt in his voice.
âHuening.. You know he wonât be back. Not in an hour.. Not with herâŠâ
âYes he will Y/N he loves you! He knows he fucked up-â
You canât help the bitter chuckle that leaves your throat, cutting him off âand yet he still went to her. He was trying to make it up to me, telling me heâs âexactly where he wants to beâ⊠and he still left.â You swallow thickly trying to keep it together. âI knew this was coming. I just canât do it anymore, you know? It hurts too muchâ your eyes well up again and Yeonjun brings you into his chest, stroking your hair and gently shushing you in comfort.
âJust give him one last chance.â Beomgyu begs, his voice wavering. You can see how upset he also is.
You nod, agreeing to give the man you love an hour to come back to you. An hour to prove you actually mean something to him. An hour to show you you matter.
You sit in the Enhypen dorm, watching them play video games and try not to tear yourself apart. You try to give Soobin the benefit of the doubt but your brain isnât so forgiving.
âMaybe he will come back in an hour.â
âMaybe Iâm being over dramatic. I mean it is for work. He should rehearse.â
âYeah right⊠I bet he hasnât thought about me for a second since he entered that practice room.â
But as you watch the graphics of the game on the tv, you can almost hear the clock tick. An hour passes, which turns to two. And then three hours have passed. Itâs 2 am and he left you 4 hours ago.
4 hours ago⊠4 hours and he hasnât even tried to text you. Nothing. He just left you to be alone again while heâs off with someone else. Her. You stand up and grab your bag, causing the only people still awake to look at you. Beomgyu, Heesung and Sunghoon turn to you and see itâs too late. âY/NâŠâ Beomgyu stands to come to you as you stand up from sitting next to Yeonjun, who reluctantly fell asleep, and Sunghoon.
âIâm gonna go..â you whisper and smile at him fighting back tears âin case anyone asks Iâll be at my apartment okay?â
âWait youâre leaving!? No Y/Nie please stayâ
âI donât really wanna see him. And itâs his place, you know?â You shrug with an awkward half smile as you chew on the inside of your lip.
âBut itâs our place too, and we all want you there. Please Y/N donât shut us out!â
âIâm not Beomie.â You hug him, patting his hair âPromiseâ
He pulls back to look at you and he starts to tear up âIâm so sorry heâs done this to you. That heâs treated you like this.â
âMe toâ you sniffle trying to hold back your tears. âLove youâ you part after kissing his cheek, turning to hug and thank Heesung and Sunghoon, who offer to help with anything you may need.
âSeriously Y/N, Iâm just a text or call away. Anytime, any place.â Sunghoon holds onto your hand when you try to pull back, letting you know heâs there for you.
âThank you. Truly.â you give him one last sad smile âIâll see you laterâ turning and shutting the door behind you. Sunghoon turns as the door shuts, nudging Yeonjun awake. He knows they canât leave you alone like this.
You head down to the main floor, knowing the best rehearsal room is there. You know because youâve spent countless hours in there with the guys, while they rehearsed late into the night for an upcoming performance or tour. You sat there against the mirror watching them, but mainly Soobin. Watched him dance, laugh, curse in irritation when he struggled, and fall back against the floor in exhaustion. You watched him sweat, even bleed while he worked to perfect something.
You walked down to that room because you knew thatâs where Soobin would be. You knew it would hurt, but at the same time you needed to see it. You needed to see him with her. Needed to see him while you werenât even a thought on his mind. You needed confirmation that you were never truly a priority for him. Because if you were, he wouldnât have left.
As you walk off the elevator, loud steps and a door slamming open catch your attention, causing you to look, only to see Yeonjun and Sunghoon panting for breath as they chased after you.
âWhat are you- why?â You stutter out as you see them. âWhyâd you come after me?â
âI canât leave you alone, not like this.. stay with us. Stay with me.â yeonjun runs to you, enclosing you in a tight hug again.
âDonât goâ he gently strokes your cheek with his thumb.
âIâm not leaving forever Jun. I justâŠ. I need some time. You know?â
Tears trickle down his cheek. Itâs killing him to see you so upset. Especially over how stupid his best friend is. But he nods as you mimic his gesture, moving into your palm. âAt least let me walk you to your car thenâ
âThatâs okay, I need to-â he cuts you off, knowing you too well.
âYou were going by the studio werenât you?â
You bite your lip trying not to cry anymore, but it makes it worse âI just need to seeâ
Youâre back into his chest sobbing now as he coos, trying to calm you down.
âShhh. Princess please. Youâre breaking my heartâ you can hear his voice tremble as he almost breaks at your heart ache.
âWhy not me Jun? Why donât I matter to him? Why!? Why am I not enough?â You sob gripping onto his shirt.
âYou do! Oh fuck Y/N, you mean the world to him. He loves you heâs just-â he stops, breathing uneasily, struggling with how upset you are âheâs just a fucking idiot!â He looks into your eyes through your tears making sure you hear him, âYouâre incredible and he talks about you all the time. We love you so much, we all do. I love you Y/N! Soobin loves you heâs just a dumb fuck who doesnât show you. And you are enough. Donât ever think youâre not enough for anyone, let alone him. Youâre perfect and everything anyone could ever want in a partnerâ He holds your face close between his hands âyouâre perfect Y/N and you deserve better than this.â
Sunghoon watches from close behind, his hand touching your shoulder leaning in, speaking softly âhe's right Y/N. Youâre amazing, and you deserve someone who will appreciate you. Someone who will love you the way you should be.â
You nod in Yeojunâs hands, knowing theyâre both right. That even though you love and want Soobin, maybe he doesnât deserve that love anymore.
You let the both of them hug you for a moment while you calm down. When you finally can catch your breath and stop crying for the nth time tonight, you look to them, steady yourself and look towards the practice room.
âI- I just need to see⊠one last time.â You look from Yeonjun to Sunghoon. âThen Iâll know for sure itâs done.â
They both nod, Sunghoonâs hand on your lower back as he guides you towards the room âweâre coming with you then. Then weâll get you home. Okay?â
You look up to meet Sunghoonâs eyes, nodding and leaning on his shoulder as you walk towards the studio window. Yeonjun holds your hand, supporting you as you get close enough to see but not be seen.
There he is. Dancing with her. Skin glossy with sweat as they move with each other, smiling in the mirror as if there were nothing else in the world. Like you didnât exist.
The cracks in your heart grew larger. Yeonjun is fuming. He would punch that stupid smile off of Soobinâs face if he could. Seeing how much this was hurting you. He records them so he can show and hurt Soobin later. Show him how stupid he is and what he lost. Sunghoon can see you curl into yourself and he pulls you in closer to him, but straightens your back. His own way of saying donât let Soobin break you.
While watching, they seem to finally get a complicated move, Arin turns and jumps up into Soobinâs arms to hug him as he grips her waist and spins around. That was it. That was all you could take. You felt sick now, seeing him with her like that. The smiles and happiness while you die on the inside. Your voice is weak and low, âIâve seen enough, can we go? Please?â You ask the boys before you break down completely.
Pissed Yeonjun swipes to his contacts and calls Soobin, wanting him to see exactly what heâs done to you. How broken you are because of him. âYeah letâs go, but come âere firstâ he pulls you in to hug again. Feeling the shaking in your body he rubs your back. Hearing commotion in the room as Soobin rushes for his phone. He answers seeing Yeonjunâs contact, grabbing his stuff as he runs towards the door. Stopping dead in his tracks when he sees you in Yeonjunâs arms, meeting Yeonjunâs death glare and the even icier one Sunghoon. Yeonjun mouths âyou fucked upâ dripping with disgust. Sunghoon stands in front of the both of you with his arms crossed, daring Soobin to move towards you.
Yeonjun says âletâs get goingâ and you nod, turning while wiping the tears from your raw eyes to get one last look at the man you love, only to see him frozen in place at the door. Remorse painting his face but youâre so numb you donât care. You just turn and walk towards the door.
âY/N wait! Pleaseâ full of panic Soobin chases after you and Yeonjun as you walk, âbaby please Iâm SO sorryâ grabbing your wrist trying to turn you to face him. Reality setting in, knowing he fucked up beyond repair this time. Seeing you, walking away with Yeonjun, and your dead, emotionless eyes, blood red and swollen from crying. Nose red and sniffling from wiping away at it. His heart breaks knowing he did this to you. Still holding your hand he falls to his knees, begging you to stay âY/N please. I fucked up. I really fucked up, I know I did. And Iâm so sorry- but please bunny donât leaveâ he sobs at your feet.
âLet go Soobinâ you whisper, pulling your hand weakly from his grasp. Sunghoon is immediately at your other side, as if he was waiting to make sure this is what you wanted. Soobin looks up to you, meeting your emotionless eyes âyou made your choice⊠now go to her. She means more to you than I ever did.â Your voice breaks as you say it. Youâve known it for a while but it doesnât hurt any less.
âThatâs not true! Y/N I love you! More than anything I love you so much-â standing, he pulls your face into his hands, needing you to hear how sorry he was.
âThis isnât love Soobin.â You look right into his soul saying his name âlove doesnât hurt like this. Love is putting your partner first. Giving them everything because you want to make them happy. Not thisâŠI am NEVER first with you. I have never been first with you. You have never done something just for me. I donât even know if youâve ever really cared about meâ
âThatâs not true! I-â you cut him off with a bitter and scorned laugh.
âDonât you dare say you put me first. When was the last time you put me first Soobin? Huh? Before the group? before practice? before her? Huh? Before you even? When soobin?â Tears start dripping from your eyes again and he tries to wipe them away but you pull away again. Thinking he honestly canât remember the last time heâs put you first. Youâre always the first thing on his mind but⊠when actually putting you first in a situation, he canât remember if he ever has.
âBesides work Soobinâ you look up and blink away tears, wiping away the ones rolling down your cheeks with your sleeve pulled over your hands, already soaked from all the previous tears. âBesides me sitting you in a chair and applying makeup on your face, you wouldnât even see me. You spent more time with me before we started-â gesturing back and forth between the both of you with your hand, âwhatever the fuck this is! This wasâŠâ you voice goes soft as you say it. Firm, but soft.
âWas?â You can see his emotions while processing your words flash across his face. Confusion turns to realization and shock, then dread and pain, realizing heâs actually losing you. âNoâŠNO bunny please donât end this! Please!â He falls to his knees again, tears streaming from his eyes now. âIâm so, so fucking sorry! Iâm an idiot! I know I donât deserve it butâ he chokes on a sob as he begs you for another chance. âPlease let me try again. Please let me fix this! Y/n please.. I love youâ he cries, and for once his profession of love doesnât affect you. Because you donât believe him anymore.
âSoobin⊠this isnât the first time. Itâs not the last. I canât do this anymore.â You lean over to be face to face, cupping his cheek with one hand as you gently rub your thumb across his cheek bone, wiping away his tears. Remembering how his skin feels for the last time. Your voice soft as you look in his eyes, âI love you. I really truly do.â You rest your forehead against his and take a deep breath, readying yourself for what you're about to do. âI love you so fucking much it hurts. But, I canât do this anymore, Choi.â No longer using his given name as you close the chapter of your love story with him. You kiss his cheek goodbye as he begins to sob âGoodnight Choi Soobin.â And you turn and walk out the door closely followed by Yeonjun and Sunghoon.
âNo please. Y/N! Donât go! Please donât go!â He tries to run after you but falls to his knees again, âplease.. donât leave meâ whispering his final plea.
But he watches you get in the car with Yeonjun, Sunghoon following behind in your car.
Leaving the man you love, broken and sobbing over the biggest mistake heâs ever made.
I know I made some promises about a certain fic (cough Choi pussy eating comp cough) but Iâm gonna be honest. Ya girl has struggled hard on it and thatâs why Iâve been mia for like a year..
Is it still in my list? Yes! Iâm just struggling on the format of it. The ideas are all there I just canât put it in wordsâŠ
However!
I have an angsty fic thatâs almost finished. Itâs about Soobin neglecting you as his girlfriend for everything else.
have an out of control bratty girlfriend? call 1-800-hoon and snag a limited time deal for a minimum of $1000 per hour for every taming session provided by yours truly orâŠ. jayâs girlfriend is out of control and he goes to the only person he knows can help, his own best friend, sunghoon
pairing ËËË brat tamer!sunghoon x bsfâs spoiled girlfriend fem!reader ËËË
genre: smut minors do not interact, brat tamer au, p with no plot, jay is fed up with his girlfriend so he ask his best friend for the biggest favor
word count: 10.8k
content warnings: profanity, jay is readerâs rich bf and sunghoonâs best friend, everything is consented, unprotected sex, mean hard dom brat tamer!sunghoon, he is also incredibly hung (big dick!hoon), use of toys, oral (m rec.), degradation, orgasm denial, fingering, spit, headlocking, consented recording, dacryphilia, creampie, overstimulation, pussy slapping, spanking, face fucking, petnames (brat, bad girl, good girl, sweetheart, princess, slut)
Being self aware of a power you hold is revolutionary. But itâs an even greater feeling seeing your bank account balance go up each time you put a brat in her place. Ask Sunghoon, heâd know better than anyone.
While you should never ask a person how or where they get their money from, people never seem to listen and it wasnât long until people realized the magical touch of Sunghoonâs hands that took care of those bratty attitudes from snarky girlsâtaken by relationships or not.
Sunghoon has more of an interesting business per se than most people do at his age. It all started with a one time favor for a friend and receiving said friendâs small payment for his 'service' made him realize this could be something big.
Then when another call came in with an even larger payment offering for his service after being referred to him. It spiraled from there on out that he couldn't keep track anymore of the incoming calls and money being deposited into his account.
It was only then that he realized life was finally starting to look up for his money struggling self to the point that if anyone had a bratty girlfriend with an attitude out of this world, send them to Sunghoon and he would be more than happy to help.
That was until he hit a stump when Jay called late at night declaring a frantic code white.
He doesnât even know how to begin to react now that his very own best friend was in dire need of his âservice' for you, Jay's very much pampered girlfriend.
It wasnât rocket science to know what had to be done in order to put you in your place. All it takes is fuck you the way you want to be fuckedâ which is like the spoiled rich brat and all should be done.
Well, it was easier said than done.
Having Jay calling him dead of night repeating the sacred protocol was quick to snap him off the drowsy high horse and with a gruff voice could only mutter, âBring her overâ before cutting the call off with no room for argument
At first Sunghoon wondered how his best friend would get you to come to his place so late but you werenât his problem. You will be Jayâs up until youâre standing in front of him instead, kneeling to the floor, looking up at him with wet eyes and a quivering lip as you beg for him.
There was no rule against his books of helping out with his best friendâs girlfriend but, there was just one rule that he wonât ever cross.
He will never sleep with any of his clients. No exceptions to this policy.
Until now that you become the one anomaly in his clean streak.
It took less than 30 minutes before his best friend stumbled through his door with you trailing behind him with folded arms and a reluctant huff.
âA knock wouldâve been okayâ Sunghoon is startled out of his room, almost falling back asleep when he hears the ruckus in his living room
âSorry. Itâs just that⊠This is urgentâ Jay whispers as he peeks behind his shoulder, seeing you plop yourself to the couch while you scroll through your phone with a cheerful smile after adding another item to the online cart
âSo I heardâ Sunghoon takes a look to see you laying on your stomach on his coach like you lived here, âYou used our special code for thisâ Youâve only been over his place a handful of times so you definitely donât have the comfortability of acting like you pay the bills
âMind filling me with what happened?â That question alone made the vein pop from Jayâs neck as he sucked in a sharp breath and took a lap around in a circle, âOr not? I donât want you popping a vessel, blood will be such a hassle to get out of the floorâ
âShe spent nearly 20 grand. Two zero fucking thousand dollars on my card today just like thatâ Jay snapped his finger in a scoff, âCan you believe that?â
âDid she buy herself a car?â Sunghoon blinked harshly with a hushed response making sure you didnât hear their conversation
âI donât even want to know- I havenât even checked, thatâs how bad it is. All I know is that the payment wonât go through without my authorizationâ His best friend rubbed his tensed forehead and Sunghoon almost felt sorry for him
Emphasis on the word almost, âYou do know this is because of your doing right?â Jay snapped his gaze towards him at the brutal slap to the face but not once did Sunghoon flinch at the hard glare from his friend
âLook what I mean is, youâve spoiled her badly ever since you guys started dating. Even before that you were pampering her like a dollâ
He could see his best friend not having his words. He sighed heavily and put his hands up in defeat. âAll Iâm saying are two things. One, I very much told you so, from the start Jayâ Sunghoon points towards his friend whoâs attention drifted away in guilt, âNow itâs coming to bite you back in the ass and thereâs nothing you can do about itâ
âAnd the second thing?â Jay gruffed through gritted teeth because if there was anymore he hated than being wrong, it was being proven wrong by Sunghoon
âWhatâs my limit?â
There was silence. Jay knew what the question meant. The permission of how far his best friend could go with you.
Many thoughts crossed his mind but one thing for certain was that you wouldnât mind letting Sunghoon have his way with you. The only thing was that you wouldnât know what you were getting into until it was too late.
âAnything that stops her from acting out like this anymoreâ
Sunghoonâs jaw clenched when he heard his best friendâs words. âDo you know what that means? Because I can promise you, I have a clear idea how to deal with this but you might not like itâ
âHow much do I owe you Sunghoon?â Jay was already taking out his wallet and flipping through cards before pushing one out to the other who shook his head instantly
âI have a deal going on where the helpless cases are free of charge, you being my first and last customer on that dealâ Sunghoon pushed the card back, âPlus are you even sure you can cover it if I did charge you?â
Putting his card away with a smug smirk and pocketing the wallet, Jay looks back up at Sunghoon with a laugh, âOh please her careless expenses barely put a dent into my pocketâ
âMaybe you should look into becoming a deadbeat to save your money and the hassle of being put through this againâ Jay shakes his head as he walks past his friend towards you who looks up with sparkling eyes
âSeongie! Look! They have this cute new set I think you will like a lotâ You pushed the phone in his face but frown when he pushes it down and places a soft kiss to your forehead
âDoll, I need to do a few things and Iâll come back and get you in the morningâ The pads of his finger crease your cheek but you tilt your head to the side to shake him off, âOh love donât be like thatâ
âWhy are you leaving? I didnât do anything wrong!â
âI know you havenât, itâs just that Hoon here is going to have a talk with you is allâ But youâre already shaking your head no at your boyfriend in rejection
âGo ahead Jay. I can take it from hereâ Sunghoon interjects with a hand on his shoulder to make his friend reluctantly pull from you
âThis is unfair, I didnât even waste a lot of money! You make that back in a dayâ There was a moment of confliction flickering over Jayâs eyes and with the only chance Sunghoon had, he kicked Jay out of his place
The other male took one last glance at you who still refused to look at him now when the door closed shut. Jay sighs heavily and could only hope this means the end of your bratty attitude.
âSunghoon, bring him back here right nowâ You kick the couch but donât even attempt to chase after your boyfriend
âNow thatâs not a nice way to ask meâ Sunghoon rubbed his eyes to wake himself up before running a finger over his thick eyebrows
âWell good thing Iâm not asking youâ The roll of your eyes made Sunghoonâs hands twitch at his side instantly, âIâm telling you to get himâ
âYouâre cute if you think this is how itâs going to workâ The dark chuckle leaving past the rosy plush lips made you hold back but failed when he took a large stride over until he was right in front of you
His face is closer to you than any other time youâve been within the same vicinity as him, âIâm not your boyfriend who you can just order aroundâ
Your face burns under your skin as your frown grows, âGood thing you arenât. I wouldnât want you as my boyfriend anywayâ You point a finger to his chest and try to ignore the firmness of it, âYou wouldnât know how to handle meâ
Watching the corners of his lips tug upwards into a smirk, his hand hovering over your skin softly now harshly grabbed your jaw making you squeal and he let out a rumbling laugh. âPlease your own boyfriend canât even handle youâ
The pads of his thumb softly crease your cheek as he stares at your lips before looking up to catch your wavering eyes, âIâm the only one that can take so much of your bullshitâ
You grunt when you push his chest to break free from the hold but it is futile when he grips harder at your chin. Your gaze flickers around and you finally take notice of his outfit. A fitted black tee that every crevice of his muscles popped through, some form of gray sweatpants, slightly tussled bed hair and his sleepy eyes replaced with a burning gaze.
âWhat did you waste it on?â
âWaste what?â The words slurred between your squished cheeks as he held you
âJayâs money. Nearly 20 thousand dollars in what?â Sunghoonâs smirk grew wider when you stayed silent at first, you avoided his lingering gaze and he knew he already had you, âWas it worth it?â
âScrew you, I just needed to buy a few thingsâ Your anger taking over you, âJay doesnât complain when he sees what Iâm buyingâ
This makes him laugh out loud, you frown at the hard laughter bouncing off the walls. âSo you waste Jayâs money in what? Bras? Lingerie sets that heâs going to rip off you either wayâ
As you try to hide the warmth under your cheeks, Sunghoon digs his fingers into the hollowness of your sucked face. His eyes no longer warm and welcome like how they usually were.
He managed to see right through you that there was no point in denying the obvious.
âAlright letâs see themâ
âWhat?â You stare at him in shock when he lets go of your face to walk away
âIâm asking to see what the big fuss is aboutâ Sunghoon motions with a finger towards your still figure, âThese panties better be covered in some exotic lace with gold embroidered into themâ
You laugh in his face after trying to hold it in from the moment he opened his mouth. Which was very clear he didnât appreciate thatânot in the slightest.
âWhy would I give the luxury of showing you?â Your tone of voice growing more confident and sure you had the upper hand
âI knew itâ Sunghoonâs brows crease in confusion when you point at him again, âYou have the hots for meâ
The preplanned words die on your tongue when you finally catch Sunghoonâs glare straight on you. He took a seat on the couch, his back leaned back to the cushion as an arm extended on top of the leather and a leg kicked over his knee with a sly smirk.
âYou sure you want to keep going?â He groaned and your thighs unconsciously squished together watching him pushing out his hips, legs spreading out where you unmistakenly notice something you definitely shouldnât have
However, you saw the way he looked at you now, such an unexplainable shimmer. âHow messy of you to look at me that way Hoonieâ Your grown confidence was thrown out the window just like how you were thrown over his lap in a blink of an eye.
âDonât go around throwing out that nickname if you arenât ready for the consequences- Oh wait! Consequences donât count to you, right princess?â Sprawled over his lap, you were rigid. The instinct fight or flight response diminished into nothing when you felt his hand ghost over your shoulders
The warmth radiating off of Sunghoonâs hand trailing over your back made goosebumps rise everywhere. It was daunting the way he hasnât even laid a single finger on you, yet, somehow manages to burn you.
âYou can run, you knowâ He whispers softly just enough for you to hear, âJay will be bursting down my door if you callâ You on the other hand donât make any attempt
Oh. Oh.
He says it with no ill intent but has a revelation when you stay silent.
âGuess youâre out of luck todayâ His tone of voice drops lower as his hands finally land on your lower back
Sunghoonâs slender fingers trail over your waistband in a teasing manner, you tense up over his lap when he applies pressure of his finger to slip under the elastic but never fully doing it.
Shaking your lower half didnât achieve the outcome you wanted when he pulled his fingers away to hook under your chin. Met with his devilish grin, that looks like he can do all the wrong in the world, âYou keep moving sweetheart, scared?â
Flickering your eyes to the side just enough to catch a glimpse of him in the corner of your eyes to him looming over you. âDo I have to be?â Your voice became meek and soft in that instant
He didnât reply but instead tapped the side of your cheek with his index finger, craning your neck just a bit more to have you facing him. Eyes narrowed at you with a certain glint and a permanent smirk that never seemed to leave.
âCan I?â The question was imposing where his fingers lightly trace at the start of your pants, slightly pulling up to reveal the tag of them and hooking his finger there to tug on
âHoon-â
âWhat did I say about the nicknames? Donât use them if you arenât ready for the consequencesâ Sunghoon cuts you off making you thin out your lips out to keep quiet
His thumb softly creases the exposed skin from your shirt riding up and allows you to pull your head away to watch you dip it right in between your shoulders, away from his gaze.
âHoonieâ Sunghoon raised a brow when you called him a foreign nickname, he let go of the pantsâ tag and it aligned itself back to where it was before, nestled into your lower back
You bury your head further down and hide away from the burning glare but his presence grew more ominous when you felt his breath graze the side of your face to your ear. âDonât worry there sweetheart⊠Jay gave me permissionâ
âNow do you?â
âYes! Yes!â Your shriveled cry accompanied by your rapid nodding filled his chest with an unexplained pride
Hooking his finger to gather every inch of fabric on your lower body and yank it down without much of your help, quickly exposing you.
Listening to his silent hiss as he traces the lace of your panties was what filled you with pride.âThis is what the big fuss is about?â Sunghoon pulls at the side and allows it to smack against your skin when he lets go. your pride was snapped away instantly. âTheyâre cute I guessâ
âExcuse me?â A wave of distastefulness from his comment made you mad, âTheyâre way better than just cute. And you were the one so desperate to see them either wayâ You tried to inch off his lap and onto the couch to face him but didn't manage to move an inch as he plunged his fingers into your flesh
The tight grip on your hips burned as he tugged you back to him, forcing your body harder on his lap to keep you in place while adjusting his own position. The crinkling sounds of the couch under your moving bodies faded away when a slap echoed off in the living room instead.
âAh!â You screech while your legs flail behind, unable to escape from the palm of his hand at your middle back pushing you down, âSunghoon-â
âCountâ His strict tone cut you off that didnât leave any room for arguing
Having to swallow down the nerves from showing, you didnât want to test Sunghoonâs patience. There was no saying he wouldnât think twice of calling Jay to come pick you up. Which shouldnât sound so bad right? He was the one that left you here.
Another slap directly to the other cheek of your ass made you squeal loudly, âI said countâ He sneered to remind you that you were in territory that wouldnât take your shenanigans
â2â Your voice cracks but another slap to the opposite side made a strained cry slip through your lips
âWrong, itâs oneâ He runs a palm to soothe to ache for a second, âAnytime you miss a number, we restartâ
âThatâs unfairâ You tried to perch yourself off him but roughly he pushed your head back down to the cold leather with a flat hand
âNow life is unfair because you arenât getting what you want?â He chuckled causing you to tense up, âI knew you acted out but damn I didnât know how much of a brat you areâ
âIâm not a brat!â You deflect but when another slap directly to your burning skin, you instantly bit harshly down on your bottom lip and screwed your eyes shut, âO-oneâ The way your voice cracks satisfies him enough
Sunghoon doesnât say another word. The corners of his lips twitch upwards as he softly runs another hand over both ends of the burning skin. âUh huh keep telling yourself thatâ He breathlessly laughs
Unable to defend yourself for even a second, Sunghoon strikes your right cheek watching the recoil of where his hand and the ends of your ass met, âTwoâ The strained reply overjoyed him
Letting his eyes roam over where he was spanking to notice the small discoloration from how hard he was hitting. Instead of being worried, he grins before drawing back his hand and landing a slap in the same place from before.
Your head pushed further into the leather, mouth hanging wide open as a faint whimper fell from your quivering lips. He tilts his head in order to drink in the appearance right before him. Slightly parted legs, the lace panties riding up in the middle, your upper body squished on his couch as you looked at him with wet eyes.
His grin suddenly falters seeing the whitening claw marks on his leather couch, it wasnât some cheap leatherette he had, it was real leather imported from Italy.
âNow donât be a bad girl and ruin my leather sweetheartâ Sunghoon says while simultaneously peeling his hand from the back of your head to slide it under your clawed one, âWouldnât want to spend your money- well technically Jayâs money on fixing it now would weâ
He runs a rough pad of thumb on the back of your hand before tightening his grasp to the point where his nails were digging into your knuckles just enough to not hurt you, but just enough to warn you
âStop messing aroundâ You grit through clenched teeth in annoyance
This caused Sunghoon to laugh abruptly, âHah youâre telling me? Oh no thatâs not how this is going to workâ He pulls your arms behind your back and pins it against the middle, his freehand after letting you go of your hand smacks against your flesh harshly enough for it to echo off the living room walls
â3â Your strained answer couldnât be any less of the truth, it was clear, you swallow down the lump in your throat, âItâs already burnin- 4!â He snickered, not wasting another second to send another slap towards your ass
Another smack, then another followed by another, then one more which was supposed to be the last until 3 more followed after. Youâve lost count of how many spanks you received in the past 5 minutes.
All you did know was your bottom was sore and burning to the point that you were subdued to small whines having Sunghoon laughing at your state.
âSunghoonâ You whimpered when his calloused hand ran over the sore skin teasingly
With a careful persona, Sunghoon slightly adjusted your panties over your burning skin. He brings them to their original state that barely covers anything. The lace beautifully against the sensitive flesh that any touch to it had you shivering.
âUse your wordsâ
âHoonieâ The same nickname used with the hint of desperation in your breath now made Sunghoon tighten his hand on your arm and hummed softly in response
âNowâ His stern voice made it clear what he was aiming for. He knew what he wanted from you and you knew exactly what you had to give to make it stop.
âDo somethingâ You spat in a grimace which happened to be far from the right response. In a flash you can feel his finger running down the slit of the thin undergarment and ripping it easily in a second
You scream in shock, âWhat the fuck?!â Peering over your shoulder to look at the male who hasnât looked away the moment he caught your gaze, âYou just ripped my underwear!â The last word fell into a gasped moaned when Sunghoon grazed a finger between your slicken slit
âYouâre drippingâ His finger twirled past the perfectly ripped center enough to expose your wet heat, âDidnât know Jay also had a slut as a girlfriend"
âIâm not a slutâ Sunghoon wasnât amazed with this retort but instead was impressed how you managed to soak right through your underwear
He dug two fingers dead center of the small tear in your underwear to rip it open even more, âYouâre going to pay for thatâ You try to come off stern but fail when Sunghoon doesnât even respond
With the pad of his thumb, he runs it over your swollen bud, Figures eights against your clit causing you to melt into his touch.
He had that type of power that was unimaginable until now.
âNo Iâm notâ He chuckles before spreading your folds open and teasing the muscles with the tips of his fingers, âLooks at this⊠practically begging for meâ
âShut up-â The words died on your mouth when you feel his finger teasing your entrance before finally sliding through
Sunghoon painfully drags his finger in and out with a gentle pump, settling on a slow pace that wouldnât satisfy anyone and surely not you. âSure about that?â He spoke when you clench around him the moment he curls up into the gummy walls
âHoon, Not-â Your sentence cut short when you feel him pull out fully only to quickly push back in, âEnoughâ Wrenching the end of your sentence made him smile
Your hands attempt from behind to grab his wrist but he rips his finger out of you to send another harsh smack against your already burning skin.
âUngrateful and impatient?â Emphasis on the âandâ made the burn on your cheeks match the burn on your lower body, âHow does Jay even put up with it?â
âBy putting up with itâ Sunghoon laughs at your sneer, he shakes his head with the laughter dying down
He pulls you off his lap to the side without discard leaving you confused, stingy and vibrating with a need that he purposefully started that you very much needed him to end.
âYeah not for long princessâ His tone was almost playful but much so more mocking than not
Peering behind, you watch Sunghoon dusting off his clothes from the remnants of you. The corners of your lips tugging down when you see him walking off without even looking back at you.
âWhere are you going?!â You readjust yourself to sit up on his couch, not caring if you were dampening the leather. You werenât used to being left behind, especially when you were so needy
It didnât matter where it would be, if you were needy, you were always taken care of.
âBe a good girl and stay thereâ He didnât even bother to fully look at you only merely looking behind his shoulder to the side until he rounded the corner and disappeared
You scoffed in disbelief because there was no way you would stay, especially not by the word of Sunghoon.
With hurried steps, you stand up with weak knees that you almost fall over. You grumble under your breath silently and put a hand against the burning skin behind in hopes to ease the pain after each step you take.
It was up until then when you saw the slightly ajar door that stood out from the rest of closed doors. Your body didnât hesitate to drag you down that path and carefully walked into the dark room.
Each hesitant step after the other, you looked side to side just to see a closet and bed against the wall with a nightstand off to the side. Knitting your brows and inching closer to the bed with an extended hand but nearly jumped out of your skin when the door slammed shut.
âI thought I told you to stayâ Sunghoonâs voice sinister and menacing loomed in the shadows making your skin crawl
It was a test. To see if you would stay and follow his words but he knew you wouldnât and he stands corrected.
It was time for the plan he never prepared physically but always mentally for when the day came.
âI-Iâ There were no words applicable enough to defend your case so, you face him and stand your ground, âNo. I wasnât going to just stay there because you said soâ You snapped back
For a second, you believed you got him when he didnât respond, so you continue the tangent. âListen, itâs one thing to slap my ass but itâs another to stick a fucking finger in me and not finish what you startedâ
âIs that why you didnât even bother to put your pants back on?â Sunghoon took a stride towards you, his step filled with purpose until he was in front of you, âBecause you need me to fuck you like a slut to make you happy?â
His eyes burned through you that it felt like he could head every waking thought you had. You squirmed under his gaze and was the first to break eye contact making him lazily smile. âNot using your words?â He asked but was met with no response again
Abruptly his hand flew to your neck and held it, âGood girls use their wordsâ His eyes roam over your body as if to examine your state. With a smack against his teeth, he shakes his head, âDonât know why I expect you to knowâ
âClearly you have no shameâ
In a flash, you grab his wrist holding you and dig your nails into his flesh. You believe it would have done something but nothing. Sunghoon laughs in your face when his freehand grabs your hand and with one hard squeeze, immediately makes you unwillingly let go.
âNow letâs try this againâ Sunghoon lowly hums and brings your face closer to the point where his breath fans over, âWant to use your words properly or are you still going to keep making noise to get what you wantâ
âFuck you Sunghoonâ
âAttaâ girlâ He smirks and with each step he takes, you take a step back until the end of the bed hits the back on your knees forcing you to sit down on at the edge
You look up at Sunghoon and he moves his hand from your throat to cup your jaw and run the pad of his thumb over your cheek with a growing gentle smile.
As his gaze focuses on your bottom lip, he runs a thumb over it to wipe all moisture from it.
Without second guessing, he slips in his creasing thumb and pressing flat on your tongue. Unable to stop the small gagging noise from it, he encouraged it more when he pressed harder down.
Instead of pushing him away like he anticipated, you fully wrap your lips around it and sucked on his thumb softly. Sunghoon watched how your eyes flutter close, a soft hum rumbling out as the crack of a smile on your face.
âHe spoils you way too muchâ He breathlessly says out loud under his breath when he realizes Jay must do this often with you
You peek open your eyes and bash them when you look up to the male in front of you, his thumb pressing down on your tongue loosened and you messily run all over the flesh in your mouth easily.
A dark cloud casts over his eyes but not enough to dim the sparkle in them as he watches you. He doesnât even try anything to stop you. The corners of your lips twitch up to the side and he could tell youâre growing confident again.
âHoonieâ Your slurred speech was like a bucket of cold water drowning him, he snapped out of the moment and yanked his hand away
âCareful there princessâ Sunghoon leans your head back while simultaneously stretching out your mouth with his index and thumb, âYouâll catch something in that mouth of yours you might not wantâ Your brows crease in confusion when he hovers over your tilted head
With what took perfect calculation to align his head above yours, the glob of spit trickling down from him to your jared mouth. Inching out your tongue out to receive it, he squeezes your cheeks with a stern grip, âSwallowâ And without hesitation as he closed your mouth for you making a low hum rumble out of your chest
âYou liked that?â He asked once realizing the loopy smile you on and the dazed nod you gave, âSuch a nasty girlâ
âAnd if I admit I am?â You fluttered your eyes up at him who was already looking down at you with a narrowed gaze of lust
âThen weâre finally making progressâ He says before he letting go of the deadweight you became in his hand and pushes you on the bed
You squeal when your back meets the mattress, not expecting him to walk over to the closet instead of climbing onto you.
âI really hate being kept waiting you knowâ You push yourself up on elbows to look at his back with a frown. Each time he moved, the fitted shirt moved, the back muscles youâve seen from afar but never up close shifting every time he moved even a little
You tilt your head to the side as you rake over his body, âAnd I donât really like to be gawked at but here we areâ He sharply turns around instantly catching you off guard, âGuess we donât get what we wantâ
Fully turning around, he held a container that made his biceps flex through the short sleeve which caught all of your attention. All to forget to see whatâs inside of it and only hear the clattering mess inside of it.
Without even a word uttered, just Sunghoonâs presence in front of you made a dwell of embarrassment arise and you fall back and cover your body to the best of your ability.
âNo donât do thatâ He switches the box into one arm while the freehand grasped your wrist and bounded them over your head
Instinctively licking your lips when catching sight of his muscles again that bulged through the fabric, perfectly filling in the sleeves with each flex.
You swallow down the lump and turn your head to the side when what he was carrying plopped beside you. Hearing clutter spilling out and a sudden poke to your side, you peek down at the sight of the silicone toys scattered at your side.
âWhat theâŠâ Words died on your tongue as your mouth fell agape when he grabbed a random one and pressed it against your cheek
âLetâs play a gameâ He smirks wickedly leaving you frozen in place, he shooed away most of the toys to the floor with a cringy sound
His nails dig into your wrist, the fake tip teasingly dragging around your cheek before trailing down your neck, âDonât make a single sound and you get a prize. If you do then you get punished, easy right?â
âAnd what type of punishment would it be if I don't follow your little rules?â There is a sleaze to your words, somehow you were still prideful and you were proud of that
âLetâs find outâ Not even given a chance to retort, in a split second the toy by your cheek was soon pushing past your glistening hole and you mewled once it plunged right into entrance through the ripped opening
You loudly gasped when Sunghoon immediately began thrusting the toy in and out without a missed beat or even letting you adjust to the stretch. You flailed your body to break from his hold and instead only made it grow tighter.
âI thought we agreed on no soundâ He darkly snickered watching your withering body each time he pulled out, leaving you empty, just to shove it back into you, âI want to be able to hear youâ
Sunghoon didnât actually mean you. He wanted to hear the squelching noises from where you and the toy met messily.
It didnât stop there. With the perfect positioning of the toy, each time he pushes it inside of you, it will lightly graze the swollen bundle of nerves that crumbled you in a blink of an eye.
Biting down on your bottom lip to silence the sounds daring to slip out to follow through with the rules. You weakly shake your head, not really sure what you were denying but it must have meant something since Sunghoon actually stopped with the toy deep inside of you.
He looked down to catch your teary gaze, quivering lips as you tried to keep quiet. Menacingly the corner of his lip twitched up, it was a sight he didnât realize he would ever experience.
âWhatâs wrong? Cats got your tongue princess?â He leans and presses forehead to forehead making you pull back the moment his breath grazes yours
âFucking move the dildo betterâ You snapped with malice in your voice making him heartily chuckle which only enraged you more, âWhat are you laughing at? Thereâs nothing funny about thisâ
âNo youâre rightâ The hold on your wrist fell to be replaced with a tight grip at your jaw keeping you still for him as his hands to unravel you. âThis is fucking hilariousâ
âYou humor me when you actually think Iâll listen to youâ You feel the drag of the slicken toy slip out with a plop once itâs fully out, an abrupt groan fell through your swollen lips at the emptiness, âSo a brat that doesnât listen to me will get someone who wonât listen to herâ
âAnd who gives you that power to do so?â Sunghoon didnât flinch when you snapped back, instead he yawned as if he were used to this, âAre you yawning right now? What is your problem?!â
Yet, instead of answering, he just pushes back the toy into your fluttering hole with an unphased expression. The air in your lungs gets caught in your throat from how quickly it fills you up, a strained gasp ripped from your chest when he set a brutal pace. It was fast and abrupt, no longer the familiar slow and weak one.
Your head was thrown back, chest heaving when the tip of the toy was poking into your gummy walls but nevertheless still unfulfilling for your desire. âSunghoo-Hoonâ With the way you yearned his name, he knew you didnât want more, you needed it
Your eyes rolled to the back of your head with a soft moan leaving your swollen lips, âHoonie-â You were cut off the moment something firm and plastic-like ran over your licked lips before forcing itself into your mouth
Hastily looking down to your parted lips around another variation of a toy he had laying around. You gagged around the fake shaft when he pressed further down your throat, muting your sounds to nothing but loud gargles and chokes.
One slipped out of a wet hole, another would slip into the other and vice versa until you were muted to nothing. Only the sounds of your pussy squelching around the toy and your vibrating cries around the fake shaft were bouncing off the walls.
âSee isnât it just so much better when youâre quiet and not running that mouth of yoursâ Sunghoon was tailoring to you with false sweetness when there was no way of being able to respond. There were no tender touches, it was brutal and rough. Sunghoon was making a statement.
You wailed around the silicon lodged into your throat, you put your hands on his shoulder as support, not to move him off you like he expected. You were leaving him there to watch and listen how you took everything he was pushing into you.
Trailing his eyes down your body from the tears slipping each time you squeezed your eyes shut, your legs spreading even wider giving him perfect sight of your stretched pussy. He examined closer for a precision to brush your clit simultaneously ripping a loud moan out of you.
Your nails dug into his shoulders blade when the pace grew faster, each thrust led to a teasing nudge something in you that only Jay has ever touched and now his best friend found it too.
He kissed the roof of his mouth realizing that was your sweet spot from how much sobbed on the toy.
It was amusing how never once Sunghoon missed a beat in any of his shoves into your holes. Lathering the dildo into your mouth, with accumulated spit that seeped from the corner of your lips and dribbling down your chin.
The toy was almost lightweight on your tongue when it moved to peak inside the tighter confinement of your throat. You tried to suck on it the only you knew how to. Weakly bobbing around the moving shaft to meet Sunghoonâs shoves into your throat.
It was messy, it was nasty, it was straight filth with all kinds of bodily fluids leaking out of you and it still somehow became Sunghoonâs greatest motivation.
He could see it in your eyes that you were conflicted with something, the way you avoided his gaze to keep them trained on the ceiling.
âWhatâs wrong? Mhm?â His tone taunting that through the haze you scratched over the shirt enough to leave marks later on, âGoing to come?â
âSunghoonâ Your broken wails were almost ineligible making him go harder. Every single time, the toy would slip fully out before being pushed right back in to itâs highest point hilt within the warm wet heaven of you
It was right there that you could almost taste the pleasure past the plastic gliding in your throat. Up until it was all ripped away from you with loud pops.
âSunghoonâ You whined in a loud breath once you gained a somewhat stable breathing
âBad girls donât get to come sweetheartâ A loud huff and wiggle of your body, trying to deny his reasoning but a smack to your thighs made you stop
âNot a bad girlâ You swallowed down harshly knowing he preferred when you spoke instead of relying on just sound
You felt Sunghoonâs smooth hands running up the back of your thigh like he was admiring you, âWhat was that?â Sunghoon tilted his head and shrugged off your arms from his neck making them fall to your side
A tingling sensation burns your lips from how long they were parted for, you bring up your hand to wipe the droll basically covering you. You knew you looked like a mess but Sunghoon grabs your wrist and pins it down before you wipe anything away, âI asked you somethingâ
âIâm not a bad girlâ You blabbed, not fully comprehending how your body was being contorted to his liking. It was only then you realized how your head leaned back and off the bed with how it bobbed, âYouâre so mean Hoonie. I didnât even get to comeâ
The male scoffs in amusement, âWhen is it going to stick that your actions will have consequences?â He buzzed when you finally raised your eyes up to the eye level bulge in front of your face, âGirls who misbehave get punishedâ
Even upside down, it was obvious how it begged to be free from its restraint. âYou look pretty bigâ You point out trying to reach out and touch but he stops you with a gentle grab, âSeeing me like this gets you that hard?â He lets out an airy laugh at the dazed question
âYouâre never going to learn are you?â
You lull your head to the side and giggle frantically while shaking your head with a bitten lip, âWhatâs the fun in that?â He pokes the inside of his cheek with his tongue in annoyance watching how there is a mischievous glimmer in your eye
Your tease left unanswered from the sound of him fiddling with his sweats but not in the way you expected. Sunghoon didnât even bother to pull them down instead he was slipping out the clear hard-on through the small opening of the pants, âAnd never explainâ You murmur the imprint on the center of his sweats before being met with the hang of his shaft before your eyes
âYouâre really bigâ You stated in assurement, he was hung that it was mind blowing he was hiding all of this underneath. The slight curve from the weight holding him down
You pursued your lips out and softly pecked the leaking tip, having him jerk back from your tease. You smirk and look up at him through eyelashes to see his unamused face.
Sunghoon grabbed himself and slowly stroke to cover his length with the precum that leaked, âHoonâ You called out again which he ignored
He gripped your chin, forcing your mouth open as he leaned down enough that he could let the accumulated spit spill from his to land into yours. You lightly choked when the hand holding you slipped down to your throat and tightened, making your gasp just enough for Sunghoon to guide himself in.
Nothing could have prepared you for the wider, heavier, wet and warm stretch to your mouth. Instantly the moment the tip slipped through, you coughed loudly as it slipped past further down your throat.
âOnly way to shut you upâ Sunghoon groans when you instinctively attached your lips around him to keep him in you
With one swift motion, he filled your mouth up where you could feel him teasing the down back of your throat just by his tip alone. You weakly pressed your hand behind for support but he roughly gathered your wrist and binded them with his own and held them to your chest.
âDonât try to speak with your mouth fullâ He laughed when his cock vibrates from your weak blabs, âYou can get hurt like that if you arenât careful enoughâ Not even fully bottomed out in your throat, he holds himself from simply ramming into the warm confinement
Through the ineligible whimpers ripping from the small crevices that werenât full of him which wasnât much to begin with, he managed to string them together to the best of his ability. You forget the hand around your throat until it squeezes tighter, lightly constricting the air in your body.
A lightheaded feel flooded your head with a wail just as Sunghoon pushed the entirety of his cock into your mouth. He lets out small groans each time you gagged at him being lodged right in the tight captivity.
Thus without sparing a moment, he drags himself out leaving only his tip resting against your lips, giving you the chance to suck in a harsh breath until he shoves himself back into you. From the small time your head and the way Sunghoon fucks your mouth just like how he did with the toy, hard, uncaring and somehow pleasuring.
The blood rushed to your head even faster. Unable to run your tongue over any surface from how fast Sunghoon was rutting into your mouth, you could only stay in that position. Each drag in and out of your mouth managed to make you feel how his cock bulged out of your throat each time he thrusted up.
The length and tip outlining out of your throat and into his followed with your full mouth. He squeezes his hand around your neck to make it tighter around him. Wet lewd sounds fell through swollen lips as you could only take what was being given to you.
Droplets accumulated in the corners of your eyes as you screwed them shut each time you felt the poke down your throat and into his hand. Forced to claw at your shirt for support, you gargled unimaginable sounds.
âThatâs better isnât itâ He grunts when he feels you trying to suck around his cock, he pushes himself against your face for a split second before pulling out fully with a loud pop
You choked on air as you tried to accumulate any type of form of coherency. However, you werenât quick enough to respond to Sunghoon. He lets go of your wrist and pries open your legs to the side and slaps dead center on your pussy.
You squeal loudly but not loud enough to block the lewd slap to your wet core. âI asked you, isn't it better when you arenât talking nonsense?â You mewl weakly, hands uncontrollably shaking as your mouths open and closes failing to reply, âAnswer meâ
âYesâ Your response was hoarse and wet, you gulped down to clear your throat but couldnât when your mouth was flushed open again with his cock filling your mouth in one swift thrust
âGood girlâ Your head grows full of the first ever praise of the night, he sends another slap and then another onto your sensitive core, the uncleaned arousal spilling around and ruining the sheets under you
The male hovers over your entire body, one of his arms holding himself up, while the other one never lets go of your throat. He thrust into your mouth without a care, his only mission is to stop you from speaking nonsense anymore.
Head aligned perfectly with your entrance that he spits directly onto your clit and watches how it slides down the slit, slightly mixing with your arousal coating your folds. You squirm underneath him and try to reach a hand down to run over the bundle of nerves for extra stimulation.
Each time he slapped himself into your mouth, the tighter his grip became around your throat. His hand gripped the sheets in support as he could feel his abdomen clenching, his thrust growing unrhythmic and the sounds he tried to hold back couldnât be contained.
Your face met with his pelvis each time he was making you take him deeper and deeper until every breath became of him. Screaming his name with a full mouth was impossible to understand when your fingers found the right pace running over your clit
âYou get off on that?â He spat through gritted teeth, âWhen I use your mouth? Finally shutting you up mhm?â All the response he got were your weak gargles and fluttering eyes rolling to back of your head
Your back arching off the bed and withering each second that passed by. You were moaning uncontrollably around his cock as though blurred vision, all that was burned into your mind was the words âAnd never explainâ.
âHoon. Hoon. Hoonâ Was all that could leave your filled mouth, you were chanting his name like a prayer that disarmed you into nothing to be put back together by your savior, âSunghoon!â You gargled thinking this would be it
However, as quick as your orgasm was about to come, the faster it was to be ripped away from you again for the second time tonight. With a swift motion, you regained your obstructed breath when he let you go.
Grabbing your moving wrist that you couldnât put much of a fight into when your mind was so muddled and dizzy. Dazingly youâre heaving trying to regain your breath, it was a blur of pleasure that was breaking you bit by bit. Through wet eyes, you catch Sunghoon looming over you, his eyes darkened and a smirk that couldnât be wiped off.
His hand reaches up to crease your face, he smooths out his palm carefully. Uneven blinks are what he receives and unable to do anything but smile at it, he leaves you there to walk to the opposite side.
Rolling your back head to catch a glimpse of Sunghoon over your shoulder before he is climbing onto the bed himself. You pushed your arms out to peel your body off the mattress but instead your head is pushed back down to the mattress.
âSunghoonâ Your sentence incomplete when two fingers slid right back into the wet confinement of your heat making you squeal and claw at the sheets
âYeah?â The smug of his tone bleeding off and seeping through the cracks of your just right where he was all you could ever think of, âYou were just so empty, was just begging to be filled upâ
You weakly try to reach behind and grab him to fasten the pace but even trying to grapple with him was a loss as he bends your arm and presses it into your back.
âUh-Uh. You know better now or do I still need to engrave it into your head?â He stops all movement completely and you lightly flailed your legs in annoyance
âJust do something! Iâm sick of this!â You squealed as you tried to chase after the pleasure with every wither of your body
Sunghoon couldnât help but laugh at your attempts, deciding that sticking in another finger would be better. You loudly gasp at the bigger intrusion, Sunghoon slowly pumps out the squished three fingers and then right back in.
Burying your head into the plush of the comforter as your mouth hangs open to spill out the accumulated muffled sounds. His thumb rubbing near your clit makes you see stars.
However, it only lasts at least three or four pumps or even more, youâre not sure since youâve lost count when he rips away yet another orgasm from you right when it was about to come.
âSunghoonâ Your voice cracks when you call his name, âShunghoon!â Yet, this time youâre squealing his name for another reason when a slap to your pussy tingles all of your senses
You grip the edge of the bed when your core twitches by even the smallest breeze. Then, when you feel a sticky substance smacking against your own slicken core, you crumble instantly.
The lewd sound bounces off when his own length hits against you in a repeated manner. How much each splat flew when skin on skin met was unclear, the liquids youâre not even sure came from was ruining the sheets but it didnât matter.
With the choice to coat his cock but glides it in between your slit, each time his tip would protrude your entrance only to slip out. He was giving you a taste until you couldnât take it anymore.
Your patience snapped the moment more than just his tip was pushing into you, âHoon- Hoonie please! I need it. Need youâ You whimpered
Even though you couldnât see his face, the sheer cockiness was getting omitted from him. He leaned down and pressed his chest to your back, while there was no direct contact, you still felt his warmth.
âWhatâs wrong sweetheart? What do you need?â He slurs in the shell of your ear, âTell meâ
âNeed me to fuck you straight?â At his lowly chuckle, youâre quick to nod your head in response, not caring if you needed to beg on your knees
âAnythingâ You rasped out making Sunghoon chuckle, his body on top of your was the least suffocating thing
âAww why didnât you just say soâ Without a moment to spare, your eyes roll to back of your head when Sunghoon finally breaches through in a swift motion
âS-Sunghoon!â The wail melted into a sucked breath as he pushed through your gaped hole
âShhhh itâs okay princess. Youâll get what you deserveâ He whispers, your contracting walls attempting to get adjusted to the large intrusion
You breathed heavily through your nose and mouth trying to even it out as he slowly glides himself out just a little before pushing back into you.
Instantly you feel the emptiness seeping away from every inch you were being filled by from Sunghoon. He couldnât keep himself from pushing himself further to stop once you met with the base.
Nestled right into the welcoming confinement, he weakly laughed and shook his head as he stared at where you two connected. âYouâre taking me well sweetheart⊠Like you were made for thisâ
âWere you? To be shut up like a brat and fucked like a slut?â He murmured directly into your ear with a grin when you didnât respond
âMhm? Not answering me?â Your were too dazed out but it was only when a bulging sensation wrapped around your throat were you brought back to your senses, âUse your wordsâ He threatened once your head was up from his yanking it up by his biceps
You knew what it meant and behind the facade, he had already broken you, âY-yes! I am! Please just move! Let me comeâ You sniffled as your head craned back from his biceps crushing under your chin
Constricting the airways again still managed to have every sense full of him. It felt like you were being split into half, normally how you felt with Jay, but this time it was different.
There was no extensive care and love. Sunghoon was on a mission and that was to straighten you out.
Your body jolted forward from the first actual thrust. Gripping onto the crumbled sheets harder as you didnât even attempt to minimize your noise.
âHoon. Hoonâ Youâre chanting his name when his thrust becomes frequent and repetitive. A concentrated force that is drilled into your body
Moving his hips in long, hard and calculated thrust, it was easy to get lost in the sense of you. He tried shaking his head from the clouding daze but with the way you wrapped around himâtook him in like nothing, it was addictive.
Every precise move always left you empty only to be full the next second. His tip cut into your g-spot once he found it, the noises growing louder as you begged for your ultimate victory.
Gargled and squeezed breaths escaped your lips and your head in his arms felt like you were soaring through a cloud. Your ears rang and felt like you were submerged into a wave of Sunghoon and you relished in that.
âWhat happened to that attitude of yours mhm?â Your arms ran up to his arms and scratched themâeasily marking them up with red streaks in its wake but it didnât phase him, âWhatâs in your mind now sweetheart?â
âLet me come please! Iâll be good. Promise. Pleaseâ Your broken pleas somehow managed to make Sunghoon ram into you, his thrust growing rougher each time
Every thrust melted your further into the mattress, feeling you clamp around him was more of a reward than what you would be getting. âLet me hear you princessâ He chuckles lowly
The screeching of the bed squeaked in synchronization with your own. Sunghoon felt fulfilled with the state he has you in, every breath you took consisted of broken wails of need. Anytime he asked you something, you responded well.
Like something had been easily rewired in your brain by his own hands. Slowing down his own pace so that you could feel everything that he could touch anything and everything imaginable in you.
Sunghoon peered down to see the recoil of where you two met. Watching how you sucked him in, how beautifully you wrapped around him. It made him dizzy once a desire in him flickered hot.
âYouâre going to take it right? Be a good girl for me and take it?â Sunghoon grunted and jerked your head up to look at him
He stopped his thrust completely to admire the unfocused eyes, droll trickling down the corners of your lip down your chin, blown out pupil, you were gone and high off the adrenaline. âAnswerâ
âYesâ
He let go of your neck, dropping it back to the mattress and you gasped loudly. The waft of his smell filled your head that every crevice in you was full of him.
Sunghoon held the ends of your hips with a death grip and picked up the slow pace into something almost carnal. Obscene noises only grew louder the harder he was chasing after you in his bed.
As much as he tried to conceal his own sounds, there was no escaping the small groans he let out when you clenched around him just right.
âGood fucking girlâ He grumbled under his breath when there was no way that you could form any coherent sentence or even thought
All you could let out were moans and whines when his tip would tease inside your gummy walls and repeatedly hit your g-spot that shattered you.
Sunghoon snaps his hips against your back, his triceps flexing from his grip and strength holding him up. The more you clamped around him, the more impossible it felt that you would let go of him and drag out his first orgasm of the night.
âIsnât your mind at rest now that you arenât thinking so much?â He questioned knowing he wouldnât get a proper response but he managed to string together what you were blabbing about, âOh youâre happy now?â He laughs out loud
His thrust became erratic and unrhythmic as he was chasing his high. However, when he could feel the familiar clench around him, he drags himself out of you with a plop and a loud whine when you don't come around his cock.
âSunghoonâ You mewled breathlessly when youâre flipped onto your back and the wind gets knocked out of you as your legs are pushed up to your chest
âMessy Messy slutâ Lifting his hand to slap your exposed self making you shriek
âHoonâ You gulped the lump in your throat as your grip on the sheets never faltered, âPleaseâ
âPlease what?â He slowly runs his shaft over the slicken crevice but never pushing in
âIâll be good. I wonât act up. Not anymore. Promise. Just pleaseâ Your sentences was broken up while trying to catch your breath that he couldnât barely understand
âSpeak up properlyâ He stops once he was aligned at your entrance
âPlease make me comeâ Slowly shaking his head, grabbing the base of his cock and dragging apart your folds and stroking himself to his liking
âI thought it would make sense to you that⊠You arenât getting what you wantâ He smacked his tongue against the roof of his mouth, âBrats donât get rewardsâ
You wiggle your body in an attempt to chase after the fulfillment Sunghoon gave you but he pressed down on your body to stop you. He lets out low groans and his eyes never move away from where he rested.
âAh- Take it. Fucking take itâ He groans loudly, watching at your gaped hole and how his tip nearly could slip in if he moved an centimeter more
His hand was cramping but he didnât care, he continued to coat your essence all over to not leave a single trace empty of you.
âHoonieâ You turned your head to the side, an acceptance casting of you that you would never get what you wanted, at least not tonight and definitely not from Sunghoon
Your mouth fell open in awe when a warmth splat all over your entrance and Sunghoon shook above you. His chest rose up and down as he tried to catch his breath, his cum seeping all over, some even falling inside of the cavern and sliding into you.
Letting go of his semi-hard cock and watching how it hangs and pokes your clit making you jolt slightly at the slight stimulation.
While he believes that he doesnât make a lot of mistakes or regrets, this one mustâve been his worst one when he looks up to your face and sees it masked in an unsatisfied afterglow.
Your mouth hanging open and forming a small frown, your own body rising and falling, eyes clouded with dripping tears, saliva dried and wet from the corner of your mouth.
Bring his attention back down to where he made a mess on you. His cum seeping and falling through even crevices and crack, some falling to the bed and some inside of you.
Sunghoon chuckled as he reached over to his phone in the room and opened the camera and began recording with the flash of your state. He zooms in the area he knows Jay would love to see.
He spreads your folds apart to show the white surrounding it and slightly pushes some of it into your hole. In the background your whine is heard but looking past it to focus on your swollen bud.
Running a thumb over your sensitive bundle of nerves, you wither over and crinkle the sheets even more, body slightly arching off but he softly pushes you back down and you comply.
He trails the flash all the way up to your face and chuckles at the squinted eyes as a whimper falls through your raw lips from how much you kept nibbling at them.
âYouâre on videoâ Your eyes fell close in a loud huff at Sunghoonâs taunt, âSmile for the cameraâ
Instead of disobeying, you weakly flash a weak smile at the rolling video before it ultimately cuts just like your attitude the moment you walked through this door where it remains left behind.
áŻâ
As you loudly huff, you plop onto the couch with folded arms and roll of your eyes. Jay trailing behind you with a loud gruff, âBaby. I already told you why we canât go out this weekendâ
âNo I donât want to hear it Jay. Itâs whatever. I donât care. Focus on your oh so important job moreâ You crossed your legs over and ignored the presence of your boyfriend who was beyond fed up
Jay runs a hand through his hair, tussling its usual slick back with a heavy sight, âDonât make me call sunghoon againâ The sentence held a heavy weight to it nowâ no longer feeling the way it used to feel
Instantly, you fixed your act and sat straight up. Your cheeks burning under your skin because youâre supposed to be afraidâ not soaking through your panties right now at the thought.
You didnât even come and you couldnât go through the torture but the problem was, you wanted to.
âI dare youâ You sneered through chattering teeth without thinking and a sick smirk plastered on Jayâs face as he laughs and nods his with a poke of his tongue to his inner cheek
âYou asked for itâ He sternly said before picking up his phone and dialing the number meant for out of control girlfriends
Unable to control the corners of your lips inching upwards realizing that everything was going according to plan because to you, it would certainly take more than one session to get rid of that entitlement.
And it somehow seems like it would take more than just Sunghoon to get it out of you because once a brat, always a brat.
So call 1-800-HOON and get the attitude fucked out of your girl today at a pricing deal of free only limited to his best friendâs girlfriend.
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for @bambiihee who gave this idea to feed the brat tamer hoon agenda
You voted and drunk Soobin unable to resist eating you out won so here it is! Let me know what else you wanna see
Summary: After a drunken night out with your long time crush and best friend Choi Soobin you crash at his place. Little do you know he feels the same way about you. And when he sees you passed out on his bed in his shirt and no pants, he doesnât know if he can resist anymore.
Soobin exits the bathroom, hair wet, towel around his waist. Entering his room and looking up from the floor as heâs drying his hair with the towel around his neck, heâs met with your plump rear. You're asleep on your stomach, hands under your pillow with your head to the side. One of your legs is bent, bringing it higher towards your waist. Your pussy is on display between your spread thighs. Only covered by the tiny thin fabric of your thong.
Fuck. Soobin swallows hard, unable to break his eye contact with your core.
Why⊠why isnât she wearing pants? On my bed? Is she asleep? Walking over to see your state, noticing yours out cold.
Intrusive thoughts surround his brain as he makes his way back to the end of the bed.
One look wonât hurt. Right? Fuck her ass is so nice. Wonder how soft it is? I should have my face buried in between her cheeks is what I should be doing. What I would do to taste her. I bet she tastes like heaven.
Subconsciously making his way closer and closer to you. Reaching out to touch you softly. Testing the waters as he traces his fingers gently up your thighs. A small tremble runs through you as they gently shake.
Fuckkk. Is that nice? Getting a little braver he runs his fingers higher to the tops of your thighs, running them back down on the inside. A small whine leaves your parted lips, and you wiggle into his touch.
She likes this. Good. Let me touch you, baby. Please Let me feel you for once. Christ I just wanna touch you once. He fully grabs your ass, massaging and spreading your cheeks to see your core even better.
Fuck youâre so perfect, baby. So so pretty. Wanna see your pretty pussy too. Wanna taste you.
Soobinâs desire is starting to take over. Heâs rock hard as he touches you unknowingly. He knows itâs wrong. But with every sound you make, makes him crave more. Laying down between your legs, heâs eye level with your pussy. Drooling at the prospect of tasting you.
Did you plan this? Only wearing this and putting yourself fully on display for me y/n? Fuck I hope so.
Rubbing his thumb in a long swipe along your labia.
Fucking hell baby youre wet. Did I do this? Are you wet for me? Feeling your slick through the thin fabric of your underwear. Pushing lightly over your opening, making you moan. He pulls away scared youâll wake up. Wiggling at the loss of contact.
âFuckâ he breathes out replacing his thumb, rubbing up and down. You spread your legs further apart to allow him in as he starts rubbing your clit. Heavy breathing and soft moans leave your lips. Unconsciously lifting your hips to feel more pleasure.
Fucking hell you really like it huh? What if I just.. Soobin hooks a finger under your thong and pushes it to the side. Revealing your core to him. Sticky with your slick he canât help but groan at the sight. Heâs pictured your pussy so many times but it was nothing compared to the real thing.
So pretty. Want to taste you so bad baby. Rubbing his thumb against your bare lips now, feeling how wet you truly were. Oh fuck youâre so wet. Need it. Need you so bad y/n. Your moans grow louder now, thinking you're having the wet dream of your life. It feels so real. Lifting your hips again to ask for more.
Look at you, showing yourself to me like that. You want it too, God, I hope you do. I want you so bad y/n. Canât help it. Soobin brings his face closer to your burning center, aching for more. Thinking for a second before one final wiggle makes him cave, diving in to taste your sweet slick.
He moans into you, the vibrations making you arch your back in pleasure. Tastes so good. Fuck. Soobin starts thrusting against the bed. Unable to hold back from how good this is. I wish you were awake. God, I wanna see you underneath me. See what pretty faces you make. Wish youâd let me.
Soobin devours you, bringing you closer and closer to your high. Focusing on your clit, sucking and licking around the swollen bud. Starting to stir you from your sleep. The sensations are overwhelming for a dream. Still in the light grasp of sleep, you turn yourself over, giving him more access to you.
Gonna make you come. Fuck youâre so perfect. Just wanna see all of you. He slowly pushes his shirt up your torso.
wanna see them
until he finally reaches your breasts, pulling the fabric above them. Your nipples are hard, making him hold his breath as he stares at them.
"Why are you so fucking perfect?" he says under his breath.
Feeling the chill hit your skin you arch your back again, looking for the warmth that was touching you moments ago. Soobin took it as a sign. Moving his hand between your legs again he moved the fabric to the side, rubbing your clit as he lowered his head to take your pink, hardened nipple in his mouth. Running his tongue around it, your back lifts higher off the bed. A soft âmoreâ is whispered from your lips. He pops off of that breast just to attach himself to the other. Sucking harder and dragging his teeth along it, speeding up his movements on your clit.
âUggghhHh fuck⊠Binnieâ you whisper softly
Soobin immediately stops, staring at your face, frozen in fear of being caught. But, your eyes are still shut, and you donât seem awake.
The fuck? How does she know itâs me?
âBinneeâ you whine louder âDonât stop pleasee- need youâ Your hips moving on their own searching for release.
HOLY FUCK IS SHE HAVING A WET DREAM ABOUT ME!?
Soobinâs cock twitches, blood rushing to his length making him harder. Moving his fingers towards your hole, Soobin presses against it without entering you, leaning up to your ear and quietly asking in his deep voice âWhat do you want baby? Tell meâ
His warm breath against your neck awakens your senses more.
âWanna comeeeâ you groggily whine
âYeah? Wanna come on my tongue pretty girl?â Rubbing light circles on your clit.
âPlease! Please Binnie let meâ Your eyes start to open, waking from your slumber.
This feels too real to be a dream. Fuck what is wrong with me?!
Soobin slowly crawls back down your body, leaving wet kisses in his trail to resume his work on your needy cunt. Unknowing that youâre slowly regaining your consciousness. âThen cum for me Y/Nâ giving his permission before lapping at your clit once again, thrusting his middle and ring fingers into your dripping hole.
Your eyes shoot open and your back arches high from his bed. Your saccharine moans bouncing off his bedroom walls shoot straight through him as he grinds down on his sheets harder. You reach down and grab his hair, when the reality of the situation sinks in. Looking down at the soft dark locks of the man youâve been in love with, devouring you whole
It wasnât a fucking dream!? Heâs actually doing this?
âCumMINGâ you barely get the word out before your legs stiffen around Soobinâs head, pulling his hair and clenching around his fingers as your cum coats his face.
You had never come that hard before and your body was vibrating.
What in the actual fuck just happened? Did he really just⊠WAIT DOES HE WANT ME!? I mean he must be right? He just gave me head while I was sleeping? THE FUCK IS HAPPENING!? Should I keep-
âThatâs a good girlâ Soobin coos, licking his lips of your remains essence âgood bunnyâ leaving a feather light kiss on the apex of your slit, right above your throbbing clit. âWish you were awake thoughâ he whispers to himself.
âI amâ you say, sitting up and pulling him into a deep lustful kiss.
Soobinâs eyes nearly pop out of his head at your action. Quickly giving into you and opening his mouth to your kiss. Until he realizes what is happening and pulls you off to apologize to you.
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Synopsis: being the Halloween lover that you are you ask Soobin to dress up with you as your favourite anime couple. However after he avoids you for two weeks and forgets to dress up with you, Yeonjun steps in to make the both of you see how much you both want each other. Which results is his best friend becoming jealous and angry when anyone goes near you.
Warnings: jealously, anger, slut shaming(only slightly), lingering touches and gazes, oral, nipple play, unprotected sex (donât do that, wrap it up, be safe), degrading talk, costume (itâs Halloween duh)
Features Soobin (of course), Yeonjun, Beomgyu, Taehyun, and Kai plus a special appearance from Heesung and Sunghoon from Enhyphen.
Also if you donât know My Dress Up Darling give it a quick search just to get an idea of what Marin looks like.
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Halloween is your favourite time of the year. You embraced every second of it and lived for spooky season. You decorate your entire apartment, you bake fall and Halloween treats, you watch all of your favourite Halloween movies and of course you dress up on the big day.
Even though it wasnât so popular in Korea, you didnât miss out. Making the people around you celebrate with you. Including the members of Tomorrow x Together, who you work for but are also your good friends. In particular, Choi Soobin, your best friend who you essentially spend all of your free time with.
So when Soobin agreed to dress up with you this year you couldnât be more excited. Your best friend (your incredibly sweet, nerdy and sexy best friend who you wanted to climb) agreed to be the Wakana Gojou to your Marin Kitagawa. You both love watching My Dress Up Darling together so the couple's costumes were perfect.
You picked out the perfect costume, thanks to Yeonjunâs help, adding your own little twist on Marinâs classic High School uniform, wanting Soobin to notice you.
However, after showing him the costumes, Soobin became distant. You werenât sure why, everything seemed fine until now, chalking it up to stress for the upcoming release.
But Soobin wasnât stressed about the comeback. He was freaking out about you in that uniform and having to be around you in it. Because like you, Soobin also wanted you. This exact scenario has played out in his head a couple of times, ending with you being bent over a desk as he fucks your brains out. So, how in the fuck is he supposed to be around you all day dressed in the same uniform and not pop a massive hard on.
Being the idiots you both are, you had no idea that the other felt the same way about you. On the other hand, everyone else did, much to their dismay at how stupid you both truly were.
Halloween comes, and Soobin still hasnât been answering your texts or calls, you get extremely irritated.
âIf he didnât want to do it he could have just said so instead of ignoring me!â You complain to Yeonjun
âHe wanted to do it, I know that. I Dunno whatâs going on with him y/n Iâm sorryâ
âItâs alright, you didnât do anything. I just donât know what I did to make he act this wayâ
âI donât think you did anythingâ Yeonjun says reassuring you, knowing exactly whatâs going on with his best friend. âI think itâs just the comeback. Weâre all kinda stressed, you know?â
âYeah, I get that. I just wish he would talk to me instead of cutting me offâ you say solemnly
âHey, forget Soobin! Dress up and have fun all day like you had planned! If he bails on everything, Iâll be you Halloween dateâ he nudges your arm and wiggles his eyebrows
Unable to resist, you smile and laugh lightly at his antics âyouâre on Choi! If you ditch me though, Iâm moving back to *your country*â
âI would never!â He says, holding his hand to his chest as if your words caused him serious pain.
âI know. Youâre the best Junnieâ you hug him
âAnything for my best girlâ hugging you back and kissing your head
âSo should I still dress up as Marin?â
âYes! Just make her sexier, make Soobin regret ditching youâ
âYou think itâll work?â
âOh it will, trust meâ
âOkay? So, any suggestions?â
Bringing his hand to his chin in thought, Yeonjun smirks âI have an ideaâ
While you are lost in the discussion of your upgraded costume with Yeonjun, youâre completely unaware that Soobin had been watching your whole conversation from right outside the room. Jealousy seething through him as he watches you laugh and talk to Yeonjun. Seeing you hug him and Yeonjun kiss the top of your head was what really got to him though. That was your thing.
Yeonjun however had known Soobin was there the whole time, his plan working out perfectly. Soobin was jealous, and you were going to look like walking sex tomorrow. If the both of you donât end up together after tomorrow, then thereâs no hope.
The next day, you walk into Hybe in full costume. Adding Yeonjunâs suggestions, tying your shirt around your waist, turning it into a crop top, hiking your skirt up a little higher to reveal just the curve of your ass, and the white thigh high socks and black converse paired with Marinâs pink contact lenses. Nothing too drastic, but enough to make it sexy.
Yeonjun was already there, wanting to give you a pep talk before Soobin arrived. They were having a photo shoot today, which was another reason for the easy costume. It didnât require any makeup besides Gojouâs mole under his eye. That is if he even remembered to dress upâŠ
When you enter the room Yeonjun grabs your hand raising it above your head ây/n! Fuck you look good! Give me a spinâ
While you spin, Beomgyu and Taehyun enter.
Beomgyu whistles and Taehyun compliments you as well âyou look greatâ
âGreat? Fuck if she wasnât so into Soobin Iâd make a move right now!â Beomgyu compliments âyou look sexy y/n. And if he doesnât take you, I willâ he winks
âYeah, youâd have to go through me firstâ Yeonjun adds in
âThanks you guys but stop, you donât have to do thatâ
âDo what? Iâm dead seriousâ Beomgyu insists, Yeonjun nodding in agreement
âYou guys are ridiculousâ you laugh at them
Kai walks in and sees your costume instantly recognizing it âMarin!? Y/N you look amazing! I like the additionsâ
âThanks Kai!â
âSo that just leaves SoobinâŠâ
âI swear to god this man.. if he doesnât finally fess-â Beomgyu starts but Taehyun quickly covers his mouth
âShut up!â He angrily whispers âthatâs for him to tell her, not you!â
âTrue, doesnât make it any less frustrating though. Soobin is dense as hell sometimesâ Yeonjun adds
âI'm gonna start setting up so we donât run behind! You guys feel free to do whatever!â You say to them while you set up your station at the vanity. They all head to the couch and relax. It was still 5am after all and they were working themselves to the bone.
They sit on their phones and some shut their eyes. Yeonjun notices the time and Soobin should already be here. âAnyone hear from Bin?â
âNopeâ terry responds âheâs lateâ
âIâll text himâ Yeonjun opens their conversation which was already spammed with worried messages from the last week and a half
âSOOBIN!
Where the fuck are you?â
âI canât comeâ
âThe fuck?â
âIâm sorry hyung i can'tâ
Yeonjun mutters under his breath âthis mother fuckerâ dailing his number
âListen-â Soobin answers
âNO YOU LISTEN!â Yeonjun whisper yells at him hoping you donât hear him. âGet your sorry ass down here now before I beat the living shit out of you. Iâll bring Taehyunâ threatening his leader
âHyung you donât understand!â
âI DO UNDERSTAND! FUCK! Iâve been sitting here looking at her and yeah I get it, itâs really hard to not wanna fuck her, not gonna lie. But Soobin I swear to god if you donât get your ass here in the next five minutes sheâs fair game!â
âHyung n-â Yeonjun hangs up on him
âYou serious?â Beomgyu asks
âNo, but heâll be here. Speaking of, let's give him a little push, hey?â
Mischievous smirks take over Beomgyu and Yeonjunâs faces, Taehyun looking kinda scared while Kai has no idea as he peacefully sleeps.
Moments later you walk over to the 4 men on the couch, âwe should probably start getting you ready. Who wants to go first?â you ask,
âIâll go firstâ Taehyun pops up
âOkay come over when you're readyâ you smile at him before going back to your station, gathering the products you need for him.
âOkay Tae, youâre setting the pace, make sure when he comes in your-â
âYeah, yeah I know. Iâll be lightly flirting. This feels wrongâ
âJust turn on your big boba eyes and smile at her, that's enough to set him offâ
Taehyunâs eyes widen before he turns and walks over to your station, sitting down and turning on his charm. Bright smile and big eyes looking at you with full attention, not even bothering to look at the door when he hears it open. Laughing and talking to you trying to keep your eyes from looking at Soobin to begin their plan. Heâs mostly successful, you only turn to look at him for a split second, confirming it was him walking through the doors and then turning your attention back to Tae. You were mad at Soobin after all, heâs been ignoring you for weeks and you donât even know why. What really ticks you off though, is that he didnât end up wearing the costume after all. Confirming to you that your best friend really didnât care about you in the way you had hoped for, and maybe not at all. So wanting to show him you were unbothered, you continued feeding into Taehyunâs weird flirty behaviour and flirted back. Leaning in a little closer than usual, laughing a little too much, hoping Soobin would notice and see you were completely unbothered.
Yeonjun leans over to Beomgyu to whisper in his ear before Soobin makes it to the couches, paused in his walk over staring at you and Taehyun flirting with each other. âYou text Heesung?â
And Beomgyu nods âhe bringing anyone?â
âYep, Sunghoon.â
âPerfectâ Yeonjun sits back, smiling that his plan is coming to fruition. Chirping out to Soobin to bring him over âyouâre lateâ
Soobin looks over his shoulder at him, then back at you, then at Yeonjun before making his way to the couch, looking at you over his shoulder the whole time.
âWhat is Taehyun doing?â he asks concerned
âWhat do you mean?â Kai asks, he was quickly filled in on the plan. Now playing along with his role.
âHeâs, I donno... Heâs flirting with Y/Nâ
âHow? He seems normal to me..â Beomgyu taunts
âNo he definitely is. Heâs using his full endearing charm on her right now. Look, I don't think his eyes could get any bigger and he wonât even blink. The fuck is going on I didnât even think he thought of her like that?â Soobinâs tone increased in anger as he analysed you two.
âI think youâre overreacting Soobâ Kai says âHeâs just being himself.â
âPft. yeah. Right. Sure.â he huffs and plops down on the couch next to Yeonjun, folding his arms and pouting
âIf you would have told her how you felt already this wouldnât be happening right now.â Yeonjun teases.
Soobin shoots him a look of disgust because he knows heâs right. He then returns his sights to you, noticing Taehyun holding you by your hand and lingering his fingers on yours, before coming over to sit down with his members. âHuning sheâs ready for youâ he says before sitting down next to him.
âThanks Hyungâ Kai smiles and basically skips over to you, giving you a huge hug, lifting you up and making you laugh âKai stop!â
Soobin immediately scowls and turns to Taehyun, asking âwhat the fuck was that?â
âHi to you too Soobin. What are you talking about?â He asks with just as much bite
âYou know exactly what I'm talking about. What was that with Y/N?â
âNothing? We were talking and stuff like we usually do..?â
âDonât give me that bullshit you had your cute, and charming Taehyun act on with your big ass eyes and smile.â Soobin is seething, and Beomgyu and Yeonjun canât help but smirk at how well this was working already, knowing itâs only gonna get worse.
âSoobin, you need to chill. Youâre being paranoid. I wasnât doing shit. Youâre just jealous because she looks incredible right now, and you havenât done anything about it yet.â Taehyun spits the facts at him, looking dead into his eyes before sitting back and crossing his arms knowing he won that argument. Even if Soobin was right and he was flirting with you.
Soobin can only sulk in annoyance at the truth. Looking over he sees you and Kai laughing about god knows what. But you were always like that with him. Maybe he was just over reacting. Starting to settle down a bit, the door shoots open revealing two people he definitely didnât want seeing you in that outfit.
You and Kai both look at them, you smile and wave at them to greet them âhey!â
Just as Beomgyu asked them to, the Enhyphen members totally ignore them sitting on the couch, and walk directly over to you, even ignoring Kai.
Heesung leans against the vanity enclosing you between the chair, Sunghoon and himself. Putting on his best seductive face and says âHi Y/N. You look nice all dressed up todayâ
You laugh at him and tuck a loose hair behind your ear acting shy âReally? You think so Hee?â
âMmhmm. You look real goodâ
âYeah you look incredible y/nâ Sunghoon says, running his hand along your arm before you enclose him in a hug
âThanks Hoonieâ
You and Sunghoon were actually friends outside of work, much to Soobinâs dismay. Park Sunghoon was prince level gorgeous and Soobin knew that. He was always jealous of Sunghoon because he knew if Sunghoon asked, you would be his and honestly Soobin couldnât blame you. If Sunghoon asked Soobin to date him, heâs pretty sure even he would say yes. So when you oh so happily hug him as his hands drift lower and lower down your back, squeezing you in tight, Soobinâs knuckles turn white from how tight heâs clenching his fists.
âHoonie?â He asks in disgust âThanks Hoonieâ mimicking your voice under his breath
âHmm? What was that?â Yeonjun asks hearing fully what he said
ânothingâ Soobin huffs, his legs shaking up and down fastly in annoyance.
âSureâ Yeonjun teases before he stands up and walks over to their visitors, Beomgyu and Taehyun right behind him. âCanât be rudeâ
Soobin just watches in disgust as Heesung and Sunghoonâs eyes never leave you. Scanning your body up and down when you're not looking, then looking oh so intently at your eyes and lips when you were talking to them. Soobin has indents from his nails in his palms from trying to hold back his anger. Everyoneâs circled around you while you work, taking in and ogling your body as you slightly bend over to attend to Kaiâs makeup. Bending over causes your skirt to rise even more, revealing the curve of your ass. Soobin wants to just carry you away and hide you from everyone's sight. Keeping you all to himself
âAlright Kai youâre all done my sweetâ
âThanks y/nâ
âWhoâs next?â You ask turning around and smiling, bumping into Yeonjun whoâs right there
âMeâ he says, keeping eye contact while you both turn around until heâs sitting in the chair.
âI was gonna ask for a turnâ Heesung laughs
âAnd what could I ever do with your pretty face Hee?â You tease, grabbing his chin and shaking his head slightly, making him blush unexpectedly.
âMaybe we should request you for our next shoot, you are are really good Y/Nâ Sunghoon suggests
âYes, you totally should! Iâd love to work with you guys at least once!â You excitedly respond
âAwesome Iâll tell our manager to request you then!â
âHey hey hey! No one said you could steal our makeup artist. Sheâs ours!â Beomgyu pipes up
âHey she said she would so maybe she needs a new group that will treat her rightâ Sunghoon winks, taking your hand and kissing it
âOh my god Hoon stopâ you giggle âMy txt boys treat me just right thank you. Doesnât mean I wouldnât work with you thoughâ blowing him a smooch of appreciation
âSay the word pretty and we will take you in a heartbeatâ
The flirting with Sunghoon has become too much and Soobin has to leave the room before he punches his stupidly pretty perfect face in.
âHey! Where are you going Hyung?â Kai asks noticing him leave
âTo pissâ he snaps back. His tone not being missed by anyone, Kai follows after him
âHyung!â Kai has to run to catch up to him âSoobin wait up!â
Soobin turns and snaps at him âwhat do you want?!â
âWoah what is wrong with you? Iâm just checking on youâ
Soobin feels bad and releases a loud exhale âitâs just⊠Ughh fuck everyone is all over y/n and Iâm gonna punch someoneâ rubbing his hands down his face
âSo doesnât that tell you everything? Just tell her how you feel! God Soobin, if youâre that jealous of everyone around her you clearly love her. Tell her before she goes with someone elseâ Kai states sincerely
âBut-â
âBut what? You donât think she likes you back? Soobin.. UGHH-â Kai says in annoyance âfor fucks sake sheâs literally dressed as Marin Kitagawa right now. Why do you think that is?â
âDid you just curse?â
âYeah I curse when Iâm extremely frustrated FOCUS!â
âCause she like My Dress Up Darlingâ he says completely clueless
Throwing his arms up and head back, Kai almost screams, holding it in with tight lips.
âHyung you have to be the densest person I knowâ patting him on his shoulder before he turns to walk back to the room.
âThe hell does that mean?â
Exhaling deeply, Kai turns back to him âif you think she likes that anime just because itâs âgoodâ, you truly are an idiot. She likes it so much âcause she watches it with you. And how similar you both are to Marin and Gojou.â
âWhat are you talking about?â Soobin asks literally having no idea what Kai is talking about.
âFigure it out your fucking self!â Waking away
Soobin is left alone, thinking over what Kai said. Not piecing any of it together. Sure Gojou likes Marin and he likes you but⊠making the most literal assumption about the characters, he can only think he doesnât make clothes and you donât cosplay. Not thinking that you could ever like him the way Marin likes Gojou.
He goes to the bathroom and splashes cold water on his face trying to cool his temper. Taking deep breaths the whole way back before he enters, and sees Yeonjun, Beomgyu, Heesung and Sunghoon closely huddled around you. Yeonjun leaning forward gliding his fingers up and down your exposed thighs to the hem of your skirt.
Immediately returning to his enraged, jealous self as you look over to him with not a bit of emotion on your face. Only to return to Yeonjun with the largest smile on your face at something he said, applying something to his lips.
Sunghoon places his hand low on your back as he pretends to lean in to observe your work.
âKay Junnie youâre all done! Beomgyu your turnâ
âHey y/n can you give me some of that too?â Heesung asks, moving a piece of hair from your shoulder, twirling it around his finger.
âWhat? The lip balm? You literally have itâ
âYeah but I donât have it on me and my lips are feeling dryâ he playfully pouts
âYeah, mine too, would you mind? Please?â Sunghoon asks sweetly
âUmm.. yeah sureâ you grab your lip applicators and turn to Heesung, whoâs sitting on the vanity to come to your height. Parting his lips, looking into your pink coloured eyes with his seductive gaze. Honestly making you lose your breath for a minute. You apply the balm to his lips making them even plumper and more enticing than before. You turn to sunghoon âHoon can you come a bit lower? I canât really reachâ
âNo worries pretty, I got youâ grabbing your waist to steady you as you raise up on your tiptoes to reach his plump lips. Gazing into his eyes once again hitching your breath. These men were doing something to your head and you were starting to lose your composure. diverting your eyes back to his lips, you swipe the last of the balm on his lips. Sunghoon rubs them together before smiling his pointy canine smile simply saying âthanks prettyâ lowering you to be flat on your feet.
âN-no problemâ you stutter and turn to Beomgyu âready Gyu?â
âNever been more ready y/nâ smiling while gazing into your eyes
âOookaayy?â You draw out the word. Wondering what is going on.
Yeonjun leans in on the side opposite of Soobin staring at you, making sure he would see, and whispers in your ear sensing your confusion âjust go with itâ looking at him with confusion he winks at you, and you just nod.
You move to start applying makeup to Beomgyuâs face, but Heesung cuts in âHey, weâre gonna head out. Our schedule starts soon.â
âOh already? It was great to see you, Hee!â you give him a hug and he squeezes you tightly around your waist, nuzzling his head into your neck.
âGreat to see you to Y/N! Iâm serious about you working with us thoughâ
âThen make it happenâ you wink, turning to Sunghoon âBye Hoonie, it was so good to see youâ giving him a hug as well, but Sunghoon lifts you off the ground spinning while he holds you tight. Lifting you above his face saying âGood to see you too, Pretty. Let's hang out soon, yeah?â smiling as he lowers you back to the ground.
âYeah, that would be great! I miss youâ
âI miss you to y/n. Catch up over dinner?â
âDealâ you smile. Your hand lingers in his and Sunghoon brings it up to his lips, placing a soft kiss on it before letting go and turning to walk away.
âLater guys!â
âSee you on league later?â Beomgyu asks
âDefinitely! Laterâ Heesung raises his hand in a goodbye before walking past Soobin, bumping into his shoulder.
Sunghoon walks right behind him, and looks at Soobin before letting out a small chuckle, seeing the rage on his face.
You return to your job, and begin on Gyu. Laughing and talking the whole time as usual. But knowing how angry Soobin is you start to get concerned as you watch him storm over to the drink table.
âWhat is going on with him?â You whisper, asking Beomgyu.
Leaning forward, he whispers âDonno, but heâll get over itâ he begins to run his fingers along the top of your thigh high socks, dipping his fingers just underneath, nestled between your skin and sock. Gently gliding across your skin as he continues his mindless act. This wasnât anything new for Beomgyu. He tends to mindlessly do this to everyone who has some sort of exposed skin but, you can tell something is different from the way he is looking at you. But trusting Yeonjun you just go with it, knowing they wouldnât do anything to hurt you.
As Soobin walks past you he stops dead in his tracks, watching Beomgyuâs hands ghost over your exposed thighs. You could practically see the steam coming from his ears.
The other three men on the couch started to get concerned, with Kai asking âyou guys sure this is okay? He might murder Beomgyuâ
âIâve never seen Soobin look so angry,â Taehyun added. That is until Beomgyu looks over at Soobin while you grab a product from the table and gives him Soobin a shit eating grin.
âI take that back! Now Iâve never seen him look so angryâ Kai stands up to pull Soobin to the couch âhyung, breathe.â
âIâll breathe after I fucking kill himâ Soobin seethes
âNo you wonât! Just calm downâ
âCalm down?! Calm down? Are you serious right now? Iâve been watching the fucking lot of you touch and flirt with her all day! Youâre all lucky I havenât snapped yet! But now, now he diesâ he starts move but Taehyun grabs him and shoves him onto the couch
âCalm downâ Taehyun demands as he holds Soobin on the couch.
âFuck off and let me goâ
âNo you need to calm downâ
âLike fuckâ
âYouâre gonna scare her so calm down!â
âWhatâs going on!?â You cut them off, concern evident in your voice
Soobin instantly freezes enough for Taehyun to let go of him.
Yeonjun speaks up ânothing! Soobin is just a little⊠sensitive todayâ
âEveryone nods except Soobin who canât take his eyes off of you. Jealousy and anger are still very present inside him.
âokay⊠well Iâm ready for you Soobinâ
âEveryone outâ Soobin calmly demands
âWhat?â Yeonjun asks
âEVERYONE OUT!â The leader yells, shocking everyone âNOW!â
They all stand to leave but not before telling you they wonât be far if you need them. Questioning if they pushed him too far.
âWoah Soobin, whatâs up?â
âWhatâs up?â He laughs manically âwhatâs up!? Are you fucking serious right now?â
âSeriously, what is going on with you right now?â
He stands up leaving no room between your bodies, looking down at you âyou! You and everyone all over you. This is what you wanted right? everyoneâs attention? Wearing this fucking excuse for a costume, youâre basically asking for it.â
âEXCUSE ME?!â You raise your voice at him, livid at his accusations, taking a step backwards.
âOh like you donât fucking know. Hiking up your skirt, leaving your buttons undone, and adding those fucking thigh high socks. Itâs a far cry from Marinâs uniform! Looks like you clearly after somethingâ spitting his words at you in anger he tried to get closer but you continue to step backwards until you hit the wall behind you. Caging you in, he raises his arms to rest on either side of your head.
âChoi Soobin I know youâre not slut shaming me right now over a fucking costume!â You yell
âDamn right I am y/n! What the actual fuck were you thinking?â
âWhy the fuck does it matter to you Soobin!? what I do is none of your business! Besides you havenât even talked to me in the last two weeks!â
âIâm your fucking friend and Iâm trying to look out for you!â
âNo your just jealous because other people noticed me and had enough balls to actually make a moveâ
âI know what theyâre like Y/N theyâd just use you for their fun and then everything would be fucking ruinedâ
âWHAT IF I WANT TO BE USED SOOBIN? HUH? Ever think of that? Ever think I wanna be fucked?â
âGO FUCK THEM THEN!â
âYouâre actually ridiculous you know thatâ scoffing at him
âWhat the fuck is that supposed to mean y/n?â
âSince you think you know everything I actually wore this for YOU. I thought Iâd try to make you fucking notice me for once. We were actually supposed to dress up as Marin and Gojou together, but you forgot about that! I wanted to dress up together so maybe once you would actually see me as more than your friend. Someone youâd like to fuck. So no Soobin I didnât do this to randomly fuck someone or for anyone else to notice me. I WANTED YOU!â Anger and hurt flow through your words at everything heâs just said to you, slamming your hands into his chest.
Soobin freezes, staring at you in shock as all the anger starts to fade. His voice barely audible as he asks âwhat?â
You just stare back at him, your eyes darting between his as you try to gauge what heâs thinking right now. âI want you to notice me. I want you Soobinâ almost on the verge of tears but calmly telling him how you feel.
Soobinâs eyebrows are furrowed in confusion and his eyes are wide, as his mouth hangs open. His brain runs blank of words to say. Just repeating your last words over and over again. Silence hanging between you for too long and you waver.
âI get it, you donât see me that way. I just thought Iâd just take a chance⊠forget what just happened and that I said anything. Sit down, I have to do your makeupâ you side step under one of his arms, removing yourself from the cage his arms enclosed you in. Walking to your makeup station, grabbing your brush belt and getting the products for his application. Busying yourself to stop the tears from spilling down your cheeks.
He stands there. Still and not moving, leaning against the wall, just stuck in a loop repeating the words you said over and over. But the longer he stands there the harder your words hit him. He finally knows you want him the way he wants you.
âSoobin! Please just forget everything and let me do this. Youâre gonna be lateâ continuing to organize the things you will need.
Making up his mind, Soobin turns, and takes long strides toward you.
âSoobin please-â as you turn around he crashes his lips into yours cradling you face in his hands
âSoobin- what- stopâ you make out between kisses
âShut upâ he demands, picking you up by your plush thighs, walking to the mirror and sitting you on the desk. Not once stopping his attack. His hands roam your thighs and hips, squeezing and caressing as he pleases.
Migrating his kissing down your neck, needing to taste more of you.
âSoob- what.. mmhmm- what are you doing?â barely making out the words as your brain fogs with desire.
âNoticing you, like I have been since I fucking met youâ he quickly says before attaching back onto your neck.
âWha-â
Groaning, he grips your hair at the base of your neck, tugging back to make you look up into his eyes, âI noticed you. I notice you the second our eyes lock, and everytime youâre remotely near me. Iâve always wanted you Y/N. That's never been a questionâ Soobin states, eyes locked on yours leaving no room for doubt.
âWell youâve never shown it!â you snap, angry again because how has he been able to hide this from you for so long.
âI didnât think you wanted me. Iâm not going to pressure you into doing something you donât want. Especially if it meant losing you and not having you at all.â
âSoobin I-â
âIâve always wanted you Y/Nâ he cuts you off and pushes his hips into yours. Showing you how much he means it, grinding his hardened cock against your soaked core. Both of you are panting heavy trying to catch your breath, looking at one another, darting between your eyes and lips.
You breathlessly whisper âthen take meâ
Soobin lips crash back onto yours before the final syllable leaves them. The kiss is heated, messy, and all over the place. Teeth clash as your tongues fight for dominance. Months of built up sexual tension between you two, finally being released in the most heated way possible. Both wanting more as your hands roam each otherâs bodies, pulling on the fabric covering your skin, needing as much contact as possible.
Soobin makes quick work of your shirt, untying the bottom and ripping open the only button you had fastened, eliciting a shocked gasp from you.
Chuckling he says âyouâll be fine, you barely had it on anywaysâ kissing your collarbone
âThat a problem for you?â
âOnly when others can see youâ Biting your skin to punctuate his statement. Leaving a purple mark in its place.
âJealous are we?â You taunt
Coming back to eye level he states âI donât like people touching what's mineâ
âAnd Iâm yours?â you slyly question
âYou are nowâ he says, pulling your bra down to reveal your breasts, groping them with his large palms. âYouâre mine Y/Nâ pinching your nipples when he says your name, claiming your lips with his. You start grabbing at his clothes, pulling his loosely tucked shirt out of his pants, sliding your hands underneath to feel his skin. Running your hands along his abs and slim waist isnât enough for you, âoffâ âoff nowâ you whimper during the short break of kissing. But he doesnât hear you, continuing to kiss you roughly. Pushing him back off of you, seeing the hunger in each other's eyes you command him âtake off your shirtâ. The fabric is pulled over his head and on the floor in a split second, and he tries to resume his previous work. But you stop him, holding out your hand to his chest. âLemme see youâ
Itâs not like you havenât seen him shirtless before, but itâs different. Watching his chest rise and fall quickly, the light sheen of sweat coating his skin. His abs flex as he tries to control himself, allowing you to see what you want. As you admire him you reach around your back, quickly undoing your bra and throwing it at him. Leaning back, you tilt your head and bite your lower lip, beckoning him to come to you as you curl your index finger in.
âFuck youâre so hotâ pouncing back on you as fast as he can. Hands enveloping your bare chest, as his lips attach to your neck, wanting to cover you in marks. Your fingers tangle in his hair as your head falls back, your moans and whimpers leading him further and further down your torso, a trail of wet, open mouthed kisses left in his wake. One he meets your navel, he looks up at you, giving your approval with a slight nod. His palms ride up your thighs until he reaches your skirt, flipping it up to show your soaked core. Your white panties basically see through from your slick, clinging to your folds.
âOh fuck youâre soaked baby. Need to taste.." His words trail off as he leans in and firmly glides his tongue over your heat through your panties. A low groan sounds from deep in his chest, savouring the sweet taste of you on his tongue. Pushing the tip of his tongue against your folds, running it up and down excruciatingly slowly. Youâre saccharine moans fueling him to tease you even more, slowly driving you crazy.
âSoonin pleaseâ you plead
âHmmm?â he hums against your still covered core, the slight vibration ringing through your clit that heâs currently attending to.
âMore please bin! Pleaseâ you plead again, irritation starting to build inside you. It felt good but you wanted more, you wanted to feel his tongue on you.
He ignores you, content where he is. Building speed but still over your drenched garment.
You still call to him, wanting more from him âBin.â âBin pleaseâ âmoreâ âfuck Soobinâ âSOOBIN!â
Irritation runs hot through your body, needing to punish him for his neglect and his actions earlier. He wants to be a brat, so be it.
You glide your fingers through his hair on the top of his head, starting soft and almost petting him leaving no room to suspect anything from you. When you feel heâs relaxed enough, you grip his hair harshly, pulling a loud hiss from him, and pull him off you.
âWhat the fuck?â he barks at you
âYou donât listenâ scolding him while still pulling his hair firmly, knowing it hurts. âIf you listened I'd be coming on your face right now, but you had to be a greedy brat.â You push your panties to the side with your free hand and start circling your clit while his face is mere inches away. Eyes glued to your fingers while you please yourself ââm sorry, please let go baby, pleaseâ weakly begging without ever looking at your face
âI donât think soâ bringing his face closer but just out of reach of his tongue being able to touch you. âThat's a pathetic excuse for an apologyâ you glide your fingers down and plunge your middle and ring fingers inside your pulsing hole. Sinfully moaning at how good it feels. Taking them out you show him how wet they are âsee Binnie. Could have been you instead but, you had to be a greedy bratâ returning to rub your clit in front of him.
Whining he apologizes again âoh fuck, Y/N iâm so sorry, let me taste you again. Please!â
âHmmm, i donno.. I feel pretty good right now, maybe I don't need youâ moaning as you speed up your fingers.
âPLEASE Y/N! Won't do it again please! Wanna make you cum.â his eyes finally come up to yours and theyâre watering as if he might actually cry if he watches you cum by yourself and not because of him. Without uttering a word you pull his hair crashing his face back into your cunt. The most beautiful moan rips from Soobinâs chest when he tastes your bare skin. His tongue immediately finding your clit, wanting to make you cum. He lifts one of your legs over his shoulder, giving even more access to you and slides your panties off âthese need to goâ he exhales, still captivated by your bare pussy in front of him. Quickly returning to your heat, his tongue prods at your dripping opening, devouring every last drop he can find before plunging the muscle in. Your grip tightens on his hair, pulling him in even more, moaning as he finally gives you what you want.
âGood boy Binnieâ you praise, unknowing what that would do to him. Soobinâs eyes roll into the back of his head, his deep groans sending pleasure through you as his tongue is still inside you. His already hard cock gets even harder, twitching against his pants, begging to be freed. Soobin replaces his tongue with three long fingers, finding the perfect rhythm against your spongy spot while deliciously stretching you. His mouth attached to your clit, sucking the sensitive nub relentlessly. Wanting to hear those words come from your mouth again heâs willing to do anything.
Your words are almost incoherent through you moaning âOh fuck Bin! So good-â âoh fuck donât stopâ and he has no intention of stopping until you cum, even if he stops breathing. He would love nothing more than to die this deep in your pussy. âAghh- Fuck- mm- Gonna- gonna cumâ Light headed, Soobin doesnât stop, craving your orgasm just as much as you were. With one final high pitched moan, you come undone. Your juices cover soobinâs fingers, dripping down his hand, while your essence covers his face. Sucking and licking up every last drop of you until you're clean, sucking off whatâs left on his fingers and hand. Looking up and smiling at you as he does so âmmm all cleanâ
You canât help but compliment him âgood boyâ
His face and chest flush deep red, as his breathing stops. You swear you can see the chill run down his spine. âYou like that, Binnie? When will I call you a âgood boyâ?
He nods stiffly, until the can verbally assure you âyesâ
âWell, how about my good boy come over here and get his treat?â You bring both of your feet to the top of the desk, keeping your legs open, spreading your folds with your fingers to show him your needy hole.
âFuckâ he exhales as he comes to you, cock throbbing to be inside you already. He quickly undoes the button on his pants, along with the zipper, dropping them to his ankles. Before removing his briefs he looks at you, making sure this is what you want.
Sitting up and tilting your head to the side you canât help but smile at him, a slight chuckle behind your question âwhat's wrong Binnie?â
âAre you sure you wanna do this?â he hesitantly asks, if you say no he might die. Heâs not sure he can live after this if you say no.
âDo you want this Bin?â you question back, smiling kindly at him as you sit up. Radiating kindness in your eyes, you reach for his hands.
âFuck iâve never wanted anything more in my life Y/Nâ he avoids your hands, insteading holding your head to his. Hoping you can feel how sincere he is.
âSoobin, I want this. I want you. I want you to fuck me. Right here. Right now.â your hands reach for the waistband of his underwear, hooking your fingers around it and pulling them down as you say against his lips âI want you to fuck me like Iâve always wantedâ ending the sentence with a kiss to his lips as you let his briefs fall around his ankles with his pants, fully exposing his member to the cold air surrounding you. Parting from his lips, you look down to finally see the dick youâve fantasized about for so long. âHoly fuckâ you gasp under your breath, wrapping your fist around his thick shaft. âBin youâre huge..â your voice drifts off as you oggle him, stroking him up and down, rubbing your thumb over his precum covered head. You let a drop of your spit fall from your mouth, using it to lubricate your hand.
âMmm fuck- alright enough of that!â Soobin removes your hand from his member, pushing you to your back and aligning himself with you. âYou ready love?â lightly pushing his tip against your opening.
âGod yes Soobin please!â You whine desperate for him to be inside you.
âThank god! I donât think I can hold back any longERâ gliding past your opening, slowly sheathing himself fully inside you. Rubbing every nerve along your sensitive walls.
Both of you moaning in harmony, finally together as you both fantasized about. Soobinâs cock was not for the weak. It reached so deep inside you, you could see it bulge through your stomach, while his girth stretched you so sinfully good that tears came to your eyes.
âyou okay Y/N?â Soobin asks, concerned after seeing the wetness on your lashes.
ââM good Binnie, So fuckkingg goodâ you moan in response
âMmkay pretty, Can I move then?â he chuckles lightly at how fucked you are right now
âPlease. Fuck Binnie pleaseâ you beg
Sliding his hips back you both hiss in pleasure. Pulling back until his tip is all that remains inside you, he thrusts back into you.
âUGhh Binâ his hips pick up speed, his tip pressing against your cervix with every thrust.
âFuck baby you feel so goodâ
âFill me-uuughh- so goodâ
âPerfect pussy. So perfect. My pussy all mineâ Soobin massages your breast with his hand, his other gripping tightly onto your hip. Praises are spit out in between the erotic sounds being made.
âClose Bin- fuck iâm so closeâ
âMe to baby me toâ
âWant you to cum insideâ You can feel Soobinâs cock twitch inside you, causing you to clench around him.
âOh fuck!â He moans âyou serious Y/N?â
âYes! Want your cum Soo-BINâ your voice hitches as his hips harshly slap into yours.
âWant my cum? Want me to fill your pretty pussy?â His voice takes a different tone, sounding deeper and sexy, dominant. Feeling your clench around him as he spoke to you this way pushed him further. Pulling out, he flips you around, pushing back in, his hips slap against your ass a couple of times before he bends forward. He lifts your leg up onto the desk, resting your weight on your knee while he wraps his long arms around your chest and stomach lifting you up. You can see everything. Youâre smudged lipstick, black smudges of mascara, his messy hair pushed off of his forehead as he smirks at you. The way his fingers are working quick circles around your clit while the other is toying with your breast, squeezing and pinching your nipple. But your eyes are locked lower on the mirror. Locked on the sight of Soobinâs cock sliding in and out of you. The visual has you shaking in his arms, drooling at how good his cook looks filling you, anticipating what it will look like when his cum is shooting inside you, dripping out when he pulls out of your throbbing cunt.
âLook how sexy you are, Y/N. See how well you take my cock baby?â
âSo gooood-â
âMy pretty girl canât talk? My cock making you stupid?â
âMmhmmâ you whine âwan- wanna cumâ
âYou wanna cum baby? Wanna cream all over my cock?â he teases, biting your neck. You can only moan in response. âIâll take that as a yesâ he chuckles against your skin, before whispering âCum for me Y/Nâ giving you one last deep thrust to push against your sweet spot, and you crumble. The band inside you snaps, hard, pink coloured eyes rolling to the back of your head as you clench around his length as your cum coats him.
âGood job baby. So good for meâ he praises you, kissing your shoulder as he works you through the last ripples of your orgasm. Completely spent, your head falls back against his shoulder, only being held up by Soobinâs arms wrapped around you.
âHoly fuck binâ you breathlessly say
He chuckles âwhat?â starting to slowly glide into you again
Moaning, already overly sensitive from just cumming, you tell him âyouâre fucking cock, jesusâ
âMmm? What about it, Y/N?â he hums in your ear, upping the intensity of his movements ever so deliciously. Dragging along your gummy walls
âohH fuucckkâ
âWhat about my cock Y/N?â
âSo good- cockâs so goodâ you cry out, Soobinâs cock hitting deeper inside you again, searching for his own orgasm now.
âYou need to be more specific, baby. Tell me what is it about my cock that you like so muchâ
You have no idea where your usually shy and bashful best friend is right now because the man fucking you right now is very different. Different in the sexiest way possible. âNever knew you were so dominant Binâ
He laughs, deeply in his chest âTalking back now are we?â
You look at him through the mirror and smirk, raising your eyebrows in a challenge wanting to push him even further.
âAlright thenâ he lets go of your body, and pushes you down flat to the desk âfine, be a bratâ.
The slapping sound echoes throughout the room, the stinging pain where his hand made contact with your ass caused you to cry out. Fucking you harder than he had before, using you for his own need, taking out the remaining frustration he has from earlier.
âGonna talk now?â
âWhy would I do that, Binnie?â you pant between breathes as he fucks into you harder and faster.
Your reddened cheek is met with another harsh slap, making you arch your back and clench around his cock, âfuck!â
âOh you like that. Not such a good girl afterall. Baby likes it rough huh?â Giving you another slap, you confirm everything he just said. âMmm my baby likes it rough. You like it when I spank you, pretty girl? Like it when I'm rough?â spanking you on the other cheek now you cry out in pleasure. âFuck youre so hot you know that? Squeezing my cock like thatâ
âFuck Soobin, need you to cumâ you whine. âWant your cum Soobin please!â
âYou want me to cum? Tell me what you like about my cock first Y/N. Be a good girl and Iâll fill you up.â
âFuck Soobin. Youâre cocks huge - so big, fills me so good. Ahhh-hits so deep inside. Fuck! stretch me so good. Makes me feel soo good Binnie, fuck- PLEASE!- PLEASE BIN- cum in meâ
âYou want it?â he teases one last time, as you say the words that make him crumble
âPlease Soobin! Fill me with your cum! Make me yours- Claim me Binnie-â
Soobin fucks you hard and fast, chasing his orgasm to do exactly as you begged for.
âMine baby- FUCK- gonna make you mine. Make sure everyone knows it too. Fill you with my cum baby- Drip down your thighs for the rest of the day- squirm everytime you feel it remembering my cock deep inside you. Make you feel better than anyone ever could. Youâre mine Y/N-mine!â
His hips stutter and you feel his cock twitch inside you as his hot white cum starts to paint your insides. The feeling of finally being with Soobin and being claimed by him, is so overwhelming, you can't help but cum with him. Kissing down your spine while you both come down from your highs, you turn over your shoulder leaning for a kiss. When he connects his lips to yours itâs heaven. The anger and desperation are absent this time, letting you both feel your emotions. Feeling how you both belong together.
It felt so right, like all of your missing pieces had been found. You found your home, and it was Soobin.
âY/Nâ
âMmhmm?â You smile at him pulling away from his lips
âI- I..â
âCome on Soob donât be shy nowâ you tease him
âIâm just⊠fuck Iâm just so happy right nowâ
âMe to Soobin. So so happyâ
âI love you Y/Nâ he confesses
Your eyes widened, shocked that he just spoke the words you dreamed of hearing one day. Too stunned to speak. Sure you just fucked each other and admitted that you both wanted each other but love!? You knew you loved him but hearing him say those three words made your heart explode.
âItâs okay if you donât feel that way. I just,â he rubs the back of his neck embarrassed âI just really wanted to tell you.â
The biggest smile spreads across your face unable to contain your glee. âHeâs so fucking cute I canât handle itâ you think to yourself before you respond to him âI love you to Soobin!â
His eyes light up as he engulfs you in the tightest hug. âGod I love you so much. Can I keep you to myself now? Can you be mine? Only mine? Please!?â He asks
âSoobin you goof! I was already yours!â You giggle at how adorable he is. âYouâre so fucking cute I canât handle you!â
âStop!â He blushes and hides in your neck at you calling him cute
âI canât help it, Bin! Look at you, this is the CUTEST!â You squeal at him
He pokes out of your neck at looks up at you with big brown puppy dog eyes as he rests his chin on your chest and pouts, whining âstop teasing meâ
âYOU THINK THIS IS BETTER!? My heart is gonna explode from cuteness overload! Youâre like a big puppyâ you rubs his head, emphasising your point.
âOkay okay!â He laughs before taking your hand off of His head and kissing your palm. âYou really are like Marin when I think about it. You sounded just like her just nowâ
âIâll take that as a compliment. Marin Kitagawa is bae. However, can we talk about how jealous you were earlierâ
Hanging his head in his hands Soobin pleads âyeah⊠can we forget that? Please?â
âWhy? Are you embarrassed?â You tease him, making him groan. âYou know, itâs was kinda hot thoughâ
Soobinâs head springs up âyeah?â
âYeah, it was pretty hot seeing you get so mad when the guys were talking to me.â
âThey werenât talking, they were all over you! Touching you and shit! I-â
âSoob! Calm down. You won babe, Iâm all yoursâ kissing him to shut him up.
âYeah⊠youâre mine. My girlâ
âAnd youâre my manâ
âY/n?â
âMmhmm?â you hum sweetly
*Knock knock knock*
You both jump, startled and try to cover yourselves as you watch the door crack open a tiny bit
âHey guys, itâs just meâ Yeonjun quietly says through the door âI donât know what youâre both up to but Soobin the shoot starts in 15 minutes you need to get ready.â
âOkay! Thanks hyungâ Soobin responds awkwardly as Yeonjun shuts the door, leaving you two to fix yourselves up and get ready for the shoot.
You both scramble around, scouring the floor for your clothes. Quickly putting back on your underwear, and bra, and tying your shirt around your waist and fixing your skirt. You grab your brush belt and prepare as fast as you can, while Soobin walks back over to you, fastening the button on his pants.
âSitâ you smile at him and point to the chair
As he takes his seat you look him over and immediately regret attaching onto his neck so hard earlier. Covering the purple and red marks was going to take longer than you hoped. So you dive in right away, not wasting a single second. Concentrating so hard that you donât even talk.
Soobin takes in your appearance. The love bites that he left to decorate your neck and chest make him feel warm inside, knowing everyone will see them. His eyes wander to your face and he can't help the swelling of his heart as he watches your eyebrows crinkle as you concentrate on trying to cover his hickeys. Finding the way you bite your lip and lick your lips as you work is adorable. Heâs watched you work so many times before, and seen these faces both while you work and when itâs just the two of you gaming or working on something, but this time itâs different. Knowing that you love him the way he loves you makes everything about you that much cuter. He speaks before he even processes what heâs going to say
âY/N?â
âMmm?â Humming in response, words taking too much effort at this moment
âCan I take you on a date? Like a proper one?â
Your whole body freezes as you finally look at him, not just the marks on him. âWhat?â You ask quietly
âWill you go on a date with me?â
âYes. YES! Of course I will!â You smile and hug him before giving him a quick peck.
âIs tomorrow okay?â
âYeah that sounds goodâ you say excitedly as you return to your work, finishing covering the last of his marks, moving on to the rest of his face. âGod I hope youâre wearing something that covers most of this! Iâm gonna be in so much shit!â referring to the million marks you had left on him.
âY/N itâs okay thatâs what editing is forâ chuckling as he rubs your arm in support
âI just got so carried away⊠wanted to show everyone your mineâ
âLike Iâm one to talk! Have you seen yourself?â Laughing at how desperate you both were to claim each other.
âStill!â You apply concealer around his eyes and blend it into the rest of his makeup. Combing through his brows with a gel and adding a light tint to his already swollen lips. âYour lips are even more pouty now. Fuck youâre gonna look to good in this shoot. I can see the edits nowâ despair shooting across your face as you tip your head back.
âHey! Who cares about edits? Iâm all yours babyâ
âBut everyoneâs gonna see how sexy you lookâ you pout
âAnd who did that to me?â Soobin raises his eyebrows and you flush a little âexactlyâ he smirks and pecks you quickly
You blend out the subtle blush you applied and then look him over, making sure everything looks okay. Which of course he does, his skin is flawless and he always looks gorgeous. âOkay Iâm doneâ
Standing from the chair he looks in the mirror and fixes his hair âyouâd never know I was covered in hickeys a minute agoâ
You slap his arm and he laughs âkeep it that way bin!â
âAlright alright!â He turns to you, grabbing your hands gently with his huge ones and looks into your pink tinted lenses as you look up at him. âIâll text you after the shoot okay?â
âKayâ you softly respond.
Taking your hand up to his lips, Soobin places a soft kiss on the back of it before saying âI love you Y/Nâ
âLove you to Binâ
He gives you one last kiss, his hand cupping your ear as his thumb rubs your cheekbone. He reluctantly lets go and jogs to the door. Before exiting, he turns back to you and smiles.
âIâll see you later?â
You nod and he leaves with a smile plastered on his face. Walking down the hall to the shoot, he sees the guys. All staring him down with intense eyes.
âWhat?â Soobin asks tentatively
âWHAT!? Bro you need to spill NOW!â Yeonjun demands
âAhhh- wow look at the time we have to start yeah? I think they just called my nameâ he points with his thumb over his shoulder as he quick walk turns into sprint to wardrobe to escape this conversation.
âCHOI SOOBIN! Get back hereâ Yeonjun chases after him, not willing to let him off the hook until he hears every last detail of how well his plan worked out.
Yeonjunâs phone pings notifying him of a new text message. âDonât think this is over Soobin!â He yells at him, stopping to take out his phone, seeing the notification with your name. Opening your message he smirks proud of his two idiot best friends.
âThank you â€ïžâ is all your text said but he knew exactly what you were referring to
âYou're welcome pretty! but you owe me đđâ
Itâs been a hot minute as always but I just got back from vacay and honestly I have so many ideas. But since Soobin is on a bit of a health break there is one idea I really want to write to completion.
Iâll throw a poll down below and vote for what you want to read most and Iâll go from there. I know I have some previous ideas that were popular as well so I add those to!
If you want to be added to a tag list please just comment here or send me a message â€ïž
Option 1: you go to a Fansign and notice Soobin doesnât seem like himself. When itâs your turn you ask to touch his dimples and notice his hands trembling. Instead of poking his dimple cup his face and hold it. He melts into your hand and starts to tear up as you stroke his cheek. He ends up breaking down. You offer to hug him and jump over the table and he wonât let go of you. Finding peace in your embrace. đ«
Option 2: angst with boyfriend Soobin who tends to put everything and everyone else before you. Forgetting a long awaited date night to rehearse a surprise show with Arin. He tried to make it up to you but his attention is elsewhere. đ
Option 3: soobin offers to help you by massaging out the kink in your neck. However all you can do is picture his large hands wrapping around your throat⊠and the rest of your body đ”âđ«
Option 4: accidentally sending soobin a porn link and not realizing til the next day when he acts weird during your hang out session đ
Option 5: smut soobin accidentally sending you a hentai link you offer to help him out đ
Option 6: remember that frat boy Soobin AU from FOREVER ago based off How To Exit A Room by The Maine. Yea that one cause it still lives in my brain but it would probs turn into a novel đ€Ł
Option 7: Soobin and Yeonjun decide to use you as the judge to see which one of them eats Pussy the best đ
Okay so clearly YeonBin Pussy Eating comp wins (Iâm not surprised btwđ€€)
But hereâs the
thing
Since Iâve posted this poll itâs become a full fledged thing in my head and Iâm thinking of making it multiple parts. I know some people donât like that but Iâm being honest and gonna put this out there⊠if I wait to post it all at once, this will take me probably take me months and I might not post it at all because Iâll be too in my head about it..
OR
I can release it in parts, and Iâll try to release both Soobinâs and Yeonjunâs parts within a couple days of each other
So it would end up being maybe 4-5 parts? But I have a part in mind for after said compâŠ
Tagging
@ttaesoob , @yunlazia , @lixpixstix because you asked to be tag for this one specifically so vote please đ
What Do You Want
1 mega long part I donât care if it takes forever
yeonjun who adores covering you face and tits with his thick ropes of cum. he thinks of it like art, decorating your face and swollen tits with his release, smearing it against your flushed cheeks just because he likes how degrading it is. when you give him head his hands are pulling so hard on your hair, wrapped around his palm in a makeshift bun, jerking your head up and down. and every time you suck him off it always ends with him face fucking youâ he apologizes, he canât help it. your throat feels so nice, the sight of tears brimming your eyes is just the cherry on top. he only gives you air to breathe when heâs cumming; he splatters all of him all over your flushed, disheveled face, panting with a dazed smile as it begins dripping down your chin and onto your plush tits. muttering about how pretty you are like this as his hands rub the load over your lips and chest.
soobin whos big cock stretches you out every night because heâs so addicted to your pussy. like, genuinely canât get enough. heâll switch between fucking you in a mating press to eating his own cum out of your lovely, fluttering hole. all the while you mewl his name sleepily because youâve cum more times than you can count; he doesnât care, though. heâs enraptured by your pussy. he takes his frustrations out on your holes, he pours all his love out while fucking you, he spells his name on your clit just because he wants to taste you one last time before heading to bed. by the end of the night youâre sore, aching thighs wrapped around his as he kisses you to make it better... though, that might get him hard again.
beomgyu whoâs the type to fuck you in your childhood bedroom. your parents are home, and what was once an innocent dinner and night with beomgyu finally meeting your family was now evolving into the most delicious fuck of your life. the bed is squeaking as you frantically claw his shoulders, telling him to slow down, to be quiet. he mocks you so meanly, only raising your thighs onto his shoulders to get a deeper reach in your leaky pussy. maybe heâll even stuff your face into the bedsheets to hide those slutty moans because you have zero self control; even better if he hands you your old plushie to moan into, stuffing your face into the soft fabric and crying tears of pleasure. beomgyu makes you cum once, twice, thrice all while your family is in the other room, whispering to you that youâre such a slut for doing thisâ for letting him do this to you. which you deny but a small part of you knew he was right, he knew it too.
taehyun who never sends dick pics. ever. well, maybe sometimes the urge consumes him so deeply and youâre not there to help fix his problem in his tightening pants. discarding them as he sits in front of a big mirror, aching cock flushed and flat against his stomach. its embarrassing but he takes the picâ multiple âand sends them to you, pretty body vulnerable and on display for you to see. your reply is always immediate, offering to call him and help him out. though it always ends up with you moaning his name too, fucking yourself on fingers that never felt as good as his. meanwhile, heâs working himself through orgasm number who knows what, begging you to keep moaning his name... maybe this was a bad idea...
huening kai having wet dreams about you way too often and waking up in the middle of the night needy out of his mind. he never knows what to do with himself, hard as a rock and desperate for some kind of relief. youâre right beside him, always so pretty, dead asleep and wearing your pretty night gowns. itâs really not even his fault as he starts grinding on your ass, bucking his hard bulge between your cheeks. hot breath oozing down your face, panting whimpers so soft as they fill your ears. you wouldnât mind if he pulled your panties to the side and rested his cock between your folds right? puffy clit brushing over his leaky tip as his hips moved slowly. and when you wake up the next morning with cum sticking to your thighs youâre so confused, looking to kai for answers but heâs wayyyy too embarrassed, shyly avoiding your questions.
Itâs been a hot minute as always but I just got back from vacay and honestly I have so many ideas. But since Soobin is on a bit of a health break there is one idea I really want to write to completion.
Iâll throw a poll down below and vote for what you want to read most and Iâll go from there. I know I have some previous ideas that were popular as well so I add those to!
If you want to be added to a tag list please just comment here or send me a message â€ïž
Option 1: you go to a Fansign and notice Soobin doesnât seem like himself. When itâs your turn you ask to touch his dimples and notice his hands trembling. Instead of poking his dimple cup his face and hold it. He melts into your hand and starts to tear up as you stroke his cheek. He ends up breaking down. You offer to hug him and jump over the table and he wonât let go of you. Finding peace in your embrace. đ«
Option 2: angst with boyfriend Soobin who tends to put everything and everyone else before you. Forgetting a long awaited date night to rehearse a surprise show with Arin. He tried to make it up to you but his attention is elsewhere. đ
Option 3: soobin offers to help you by massaging out the kink in your neck. However all you can do is picture his large hands wrapping around your throat⊠and the rest of your body đ”âđ«
Option 4: accidentally sending soobin a porn link and not realizing til the next day when he acts weird during your hang out session đ
Option 5: smut soobin accidentally sending you a hentai link you offer to help him out đ
Option 6: remember that frat boy Soobin AU from FOREVER ago based off How To Exit A Room by The Maine. Yea that one cause it still lives in my brain but it would probs turn into a novel đ€Ł
Option 7: Soobin and Yeonjun decide to use you as the judge to see which one of them eats Pussy the best đ
Synopsis: being the Halloween lover that you are you ask Soobin to dress up with you as your favourite anime couple. However after he avoids you for two weeks and forgets to dress up with you, Yeonjun steps in to make the both of you see how much you both want each other. Which results is his best friend becoming jealous and angry when anyone goes near you.
Warnings: jealously, anger, slut shaming(only slightly), lingering touches and gazes, oral, nipple play, unprotected sex (donât do that, wrap it up, be safe), degrading talk, costume (itâs Halloween duh)
Features Soobin (of course), Yeonjun, Beomgyu, Taehyun, and Kai plus a special appearance from Heesung and Sunghoon from Enhyphen.
Also if you donât know My Dress Up Darling give it a quick search just to get an idea of what Marin looks like.
Likes, comments and reposts are always appreciated â€ïž you are all the best and I love you all so much!
My asks are always open and so is my tag list! âïž
Enjoy
Halloween is your favourite time of the year. You embraced every second of it and lived for spooky season. You decorate your entire apartment, you bake fall and Halloween treats, you watch all of your favourite Halloween movies and of course you dress up on the big day.
Even though it wasnât so popular in Korea, you didnât miss out. Making the people around you celebrate with you. Including the members of Tomorrow x Together, who you work for but are also your good friends. In particular, Choi Soobin, your best friend who you essentially spend all of your free time with.
So when Soobin agreed to dress up with you this year you couldnât be more excited. Your best friend (your incredibly sweet, nerdy and sexy best friend who you wanted to climb) agreed to be the Wakana Gojou to your Marin Kitagawa. You both love watching My Dress Up Darling together so the couple's costumes were perfect.
You picked out the perfect costume, thanks to Yeonjunâs help, adding your own little twist on Marinâs classic High School uniform, wanting Soobin to notice you.
However, after showing him the costumes, Soobin became distant. You werenât sure why, everything seemed fine until now, chalking it up to stress for the upcoming release.
But Soobin wasnât stressed about the comeback. He was freaking out about you in that uniform and having to be around you in it. Because like you, Soobin also wanted you. This exact scenario has played out in his head a couple of times, ending with you being bent over a desk as he fucks your brains out. So, how in the fuck is he supposed to be around you all day dressed in the same uniform and not pop a massive hard on.
Being the idiots you both are, you had no idea that the other felt the same way about you. On the other hand, everyone else did, much to their dismay at how stupidity you both truly were.
Halloween comes, and Soobin still hasnât been answering your texts or calls, you get extremely irritated.
âIf he didnât want to do it he could have just said so instead of ignoring me!â You complain to Yeonjun
âHe wanted to do it, I know that. I Dunno whatâs going on with him y/n Iâm sorryâ
âItâs alright, you didnât do anything. I just donât know what I did to make he act this wayâ
âI donât think you did anythingâ Yeonjun says reassuring you, knowing exactly whatâs going on with his best friend. âI think itâs just the comeback. Weâre all kinda stressed, you know?â
âYeah, I get that. I just wish he would talk to me instead of cutting me offâ you say solemnly
âHey, forget Soobin! Dress up and have fun all day like you had planned! If he bails on everything, Iâll be you Halloween dateâ he nudges your arm and wiggles his eyebrows
Unable to resist, you smile and laugh lightly at his antics âyouâre on Choi! If you ditch me though, Iâm moving back to *your country*â
âI would never!â He says, holding his hand to his chest as if your words caused him serious pain.
âI know. Youâre the best Junnieâ you hug him
âAnything for my best girlâ hugging you back and kissing your head
âSo should I still dress up as Marin?â
âYes! Just make her sexier, make Soobin regret ditching youâ
âYou think itâll work?â
âOh it will, trust meâ
âOkay? So, any suggestions?â
Bringing his hand to his chin in thought, Yeonjun smirks âI have an ideaâ
While you are lost in the discussion of your upgraded costume with Yeonjun, youâre completely unaware that Soobin had been watching your whole conversation from right outside the room. Jealousy seething through him as he watches you laugh and talk to Yeonjun. Seeing you hug him and Yeonjun kiss the top of your head was what really got to him though. That was your thing.
Yeonjun however had known Soobin was there the whole time, his plan working out perfectly. Soobin was jealous, and you were going to look like walking sex tomorrow. If the both of you donât end up together after tomorrow, then thereâs no hope.
The next day, you walk into Hybe in full costume. Adding Yeonjunâs suggestions, tying your shirt around your waist, turning it into a crop top, hiking your skirt up a little higher to reveal just the curve of your ass, and the white thigh high socks and black converse paired with Marinâs pink contact lenses. Nothing too drastic, but enough to make it sexy.
Yeonjun was already there, wanting to give you a pep talk before Soobin arrived. They were having a photo shoot today, which was another reason for the easy costume. It didnât require any makeup besides Gojouâs mole under his eye. That is if he even remembered to dress upâŠ
When you enter the room Yeonjun grabs your hand raising it above your head ây/n! Fuck you look good! Give me a spinâ
While you spin, Beomgyu and Taehyun enter.
Beomgyu whistles and Taehyun compliments you as well âyou look greatâ
âGreat? Fuck if she wasnât so into Soobin Iâd make a move right now!â Beomgyu compliments âyou look sexy y/n. And if he doesnât take you, I willâ he winks
âYeah, youâd have to go through me firstâ Yeonjun adds in
âThanks you guys but stop, you donât have to do thatâ
âDo what? Iâm dead seriousâ Beomgyu insists, Yeonjun nodding in agreement
âYou guys are ridiculousâ you laugh at them
Kai walks in and sees your costume instantly recognizing it âMarin!? Y/N you look amazing! I like the additionsâ
âThanks Kai!â
âSo that just leaves SoobinâŠâ
âI swear to god this man.. if he doesnât finally fess-â Beomgyu starts but Taehyun quickly covers his mouth
âShut up!â He angrily whispers âthatâs for him to tell her, not you!â
âTrue, doesnât make it any less frustrating though. Soobin is dense as hell sometimesâ Yeonjun adds
âI'm gonna start setting up so we donât run behind! You guys feel free to do whatever!â You say to them while you set up your station at the vanity. They all head to the couch and relax. It was still 5am after all and they were working themselves to the bone.
They sit on their phones and some shut their eyes. Yeonjun notices the time and Soobin should already be here. âAnyone hear from Bin?â
âNopeâ terry responds âheâs lateâ
âIâll text himâ Yeonjun opens their conversation which was already spammed with worried messages from the last week and a half
âSOOBIN!
Where the fuck are you?â
âI canât comeâ
âThe fuck?â
âIâm sorry hyung i can'tâ
Yeonjun mutters under his breath âthis mother fuckerâ dailing his number
âListen-â Soobin answers
âNO YOU LISTEN!â Yeonjun whisper yells at him hoping you donât hear him. âGet your sorry ass down here now before I beat the living shit out of you. Iâll bring Taehyunâ threatening his leader
âHyung you donât understand!â
âI DO UNDERSTAND! FUCK! Iâve been sitting here looking at her and yeah I get it, itâs really hard to not wanna fuck her, not gonna lie. But Soobin I swear to god if you donât get your ass here in the next five minutes sheâs fair game!â
âHyung n-â Yeonjun hangs up on him
âYou serious?â Beomgyu asks
âNo, but heâll be here. Speaking of, let's give him a little push, hey?â
Mischievous smirks take over Beomgyu and Yeonjunâs faces, Taehyun looking kinda scared while Kai has no idea as he peacefully sleeps.
Moments later you walk over to the 4 men on the couch, âwe should probably start getting you ready. Who wants to go first?â you ask,
âIâll go firstâ Taehyun pops up
âOkay come over when you're readyâ you smile at him before going back to your station, gathering the products you need for him.
âOkay Tae, youâre setting the pace, make sure when he comes in your-â
âYeah, yeah I know. Iâll be lightly flirting. This feels wrongâ
âJust turn on your big boba eyes and smile at her, that's enough to set him offâ
Taehyunâs eyes widen before he turns and walks over to your station, sitting down and turning on his charm. Bright smile and big eyes looking at you with full attention, not even bothering to look at the door when he hears it open. Laughing and talking to you trying to keep your eyes from looking at Soobin to begin their plan. Heâs mostly successful, you only turn to look at him for a split second, confirming it was him walking through the doors and then turning your attention back to Tae. You were mad at Soobin after all, heâs been ignoring you for weeks and you donât even know why. What really ticks you off though, is that he didnât end up wearing the costume after all. Confirming to you that your best friend really didnât care about you in the way you had hoped for, and maybe not at all. So wanting to show him you were unbothered, you continued feeding into Taehyunâs weird flirty behaviour and flirted back. Leaning in a little closer than usual, laughing a little too much, hoping Soobin would notice and see you were completely unbothered.
Yeonjun leans over to Beomgyu to whisper in his ear before Soobin makes it to the couches, paused in his walk over staring at you and Taehyun flirting with each other. âYou text Heesung?â
And Beomgyu nods âhe bringing anyone?â
âYep, Sunghoon.â
âPerfectâ Yeonjun sits back, smiling that his plan is coming to fruition. Chirping out to Soobin to bring him over âyouâre lateâ
Soobin looks over his shoulder at him, then back at you, then at Yeonjun before making his way to the couch, looking at you over his shoulder the whole time.
âWhat is Taehyun doing?â he asks concerned
âWhat do you mean?â Kai asks, he was quickly filled in on the plan. Now playing along with his role.
âHeâs, I donno... Heâs flirting with Y/Nâ
âHow? He seems normal to me..â Beomgyu taunts
âNo he definitely is. Heâs using his full endearing charm on her right now. Look, I don't think his eyes could get any bigger and he wonât even blink. The fuck is going on I didnât even think he thought of her like that?â Soobinâs tone increased in anger as he analysed you two.
âI think youâre overreacting Soobâ Kai says âHeâs just being himself.â
âPft. yeah. Right. Sure.â he huffs and plops down on the couch next to Yeonjun, folding his arms and pouting
âIf you would have told her how you felt already this wouldnât be happening right now.â Yeonjun teases.
Soobin shoots him a look of disgust because he knows heâs right. He then returns his sights to you, noticing Taehyun holding you by your hand and lingering his fingers on yours, before coming over to sit down with his members. âHuning sheâs ready for youâ he says before sitting down next to him.
âThanks Hyungâ Kai smiles and basically skips over to you, giving you a huge hug, lifting you up and making you laugh âKai stop!â
Soobin immediately scowls and turns to Taehyun, asking âwhat the fuck was that?â
âHi to you too Soobin. What are you talking about?â He asks with just as much bite
âYou know exactly what I'm talking about. What was that with Y/N?â
âNothing? We were talking and stuff like we usually do..?â
âDonât give me that bullshit you had your cute, and charming Taehyun act on with your big ass eyes and smile.â Soobin is seething, and Beomgyu and Yeonjun canât help but smirk at how well this was working already, knowing itâs only gonna get worse.
âSoobin, you need to chill. Youâre being paranoid. I wasnât doing shit. Youâre just jealous because she looks incredible right now, and you havenât done anything about it yet.â Taehyun spits the facts at him, looking dead into his eyes before sitting back and crossing his arms knowing he won that argument. Even if Soobin was right and he was flirting with you.
Soobin can only sulk in annoyance at the truth. Looking over he sees you and Kai laughing about god knows what. But you were always like that with him. Maybe he was just over reacting. Starting to settle down a bit, the door shoots open revealing two people he definitely didnât want seeing you in that outfit.
You and Kai both look at them, you smile and wave at them to greet them âhey!â
Just as Beomgyu asked them to, the Enhyphen members totally ignore them sitting on the couch, and walk directly over to you, even ignoring Kai.
Heesung leans against the vanity enclosing you between the chair, Sunghoon and himself. Putting on his best seductive face and says âHi Y/N. You look nice all dressed up todayâ
You laugh at him and tuck a loose hair behind your ear acting shy âReally? You think so Hee?â
âMmhmm. You look real goodâ
âYeah you look incredible y/nâ Sunghoon says, running his hand along your arm before you enclose him in a hug
âThanks Hoonieâ
You and Sunghoon were actually friends outside of work, much to Soobinâs dismay. Park Sunghoon was prince level gorgeous and Soobin knew that. He was always jealous of Sunghoon because he knew if Sunghoon asked, you would be his and honestly Soobin couldnât blame you. If Sunghoon asked Soobin to date him, heâs pretty sure even he would say yes. So when you oh so happily hug him as his hands drift lower and lower down your back, squeezing you in tight, Soobinâs knuckles turn white from how tight heâs clenching his fists.
âHoonie?â He asks in disgust âThanks Hoonieâ mimicking your voice under his breath
âHmm? What was that?â Yeonjun asks hearing fully what he said
ânothingâ Soobin huffs, his legs shaking up and down fastly in annoyance.
âSureâ Yeonjun teases before he stands up and walks over to their visitors, Beomgyu and Taehyun right behind him. âCanât be rudeâ
Soobin just watches in disgust as Heesung and Sunghoonâs eyes never leave you. Scanning your body up and down when you're not looking, then looking oh so intently at your eyes and lips when you were talking to them. Soobin has indents from his nails in his palms from trying to hold back his anger. Everyoneâs circled around you while you work, taking in and ogling your body as you slightly bend over to attend to Kaiâs makeup. Bending over causes your skirt to rise even more, revealing the curve of your ass. Soobin wants to just carry you away and hide you from everyone's sight. Keeping you all to himself
âAlright Kai youâre all done my sweetâ
âThanks y/nâ
âWhoâs next?â You ask turning around and smiling, bumping into Yeonjun whoâs right there
âMeâ he says, keeping eye contact while you both turn around until heâs sitting in the chair.
âI was gonna ask for a turnâ Heesung laughs
âAnd what could I ever do with your pretty face Hee?â You tease, grabbing his chin and shaking his head slightly, making him blush unexpectedly.
âMaybe we should request you for our next shoot, you are are really good Y/Nâ Sunghoon
âYes, you totally should! Iâd love to work with you guys at least once!â You excitedly respond
âAwesome Iâll tell our manager to request you then!â
âHey hey hey! No one said you could steal our makeup artist. Sheâs ours!â Beomgyu pipes up
âHey she said she would so maybe she needs a new group that will treat her rightâ Sunghoon winks, taking your hand and kissing it
âOh my god Hoon stopâ you giggle âMy txt boys treat me just right thank you. Doesnât mean I wouldnât work with you thoughâ blowing him a smooch of appreciation
âSay the word pretty and we will take you in a heartbeatâ
The flirting with Sunghoon has become too much and Soobin has to leave the room before he punches his stupidly pretty perfect face in.
âHey! Where are you going Hyung?â Kai asks noticing him leave
âTo pissâ he snaps back. His tone not being missed by anyone, Kai follows after him
âHyung!â Kai has to run to catch up to him âSoobin wait up!â
Soobin turns and snaps at him âwhat do you want?!â
âWoah what is wrong with you? Iâm just checking on youâ
Soobin feels bad and releases a loud exhale âitâs just⊠Ughh fuck everyone is all over y/n and Iâm gonna punch someoneâ rubbing his hands down his face
âSo doesnât that tell you everything? Just tell her how you feel! God Soobin, if youâre that jealous of everyone around her you clearly love her. Tell her before she goes with someone elseâ Kai states sincerely
âBut-â
âBut what? You donât think she likes you back? Soobin.. UGHH-â Kai says in annoyance âfor fucks sake sheâs literally dressed as Marin Kitagawa right now. Why do you think that is?â
âDid you just curse?â
âYeah I curse when Iâm extremely frustrated FOCUS!â
âCause she like My Dress Up Darlingâ he says completely clueless
Throwing his arms up and head back, Kai almost screams, holding it in with tight lips.
âHyung you have to be the densest person I knowâ patting him on his shoulder before he turns to walk back to the room.
âThe hell does that mean?â
Exhaling deeply, Kai turns back to him âif you think she likes that anime just because itâs âgoodâ, you truly are an idiot. She likes it so much âcause she watches it with you. And how similar you both are to Marin and Gojou.â
âWhat are you talking about?â Soobin asks literally having no idea what Kai is talking about.
âFigure it out your fucking self!â Waking away
Soobin is left alone, thinking over what Kai said. Not piecing any of it together. Sure Gojou likes Marin and he likes you but⊠making the most literal assumption about the characters, he can only think he doesnât make clothes and you donât cosplay. Not thinking that you could ever like him the way Marin likes Gojou.
He goes to the bathroom and splashes cold water on his face trying to cool his temper. Taking deep breaths the whole way back before he enters, and sees Yeonjun, Beomgyu, Heesung and Sunghoon closely huddled around you. Yeonjun leaning forward gliding his fingers up and down your exposed thighs to the hem of your skirt.
Immediately returning to his enraged, jealous self as you look over to him with not a bit of emotion on your face. Only to return to Yeonjun with the largest smile on your face at something he said, applying something to his lips.
Sunghoon places his hand low on your back as he pretends to lean in to observe your work.
âKay Junnie youâre all done! Beomgyu your turnâ
âHey y/n can you give me some of that too?â Heesung asks, moving a piece of hair from your shoulder, twirling it around his finger.
âWhat? The lip balm? You literally have itâ
âYeah but I donât have it on me and my lips are feeling dryâ he playfully pouts
âYeah, mine too, would you mind? Please?â Sunghoon asks sweetly
âUmm.. yeah sureâ you grab your lip applicators and turn to Heesung, whoâs sitting on the vanity to come to your height. Parting his lips, looking into your pink coloured eyes with his seductive gaze. Honestly making you lose your breath for a minute. You apply the balm to his lips making them even plumper and more enticing than before. You turn to sunghoon âHoon can you come a bit lower? I canât really reachâ
âNo worries pretty, I got youâ grabbing your waist to steady you as you raise up on your tiptoes to reach his plump lips. Gazing into his eyes once again hitching your breath. These men were doing something to your head and you were starting to lose your composure. diverting your eyes back to his lips, you swipe the last of the balm on his lips. Sunghoon rubs them together before smiling his pointy canine smile simply saying âthanks prettyâ lowering you to be flat on your feet.
âN-no problemâ you stutter and turn to Beomgyu âready Gyu?â
âNever been more ready y/nâ smiling while gazing into your eyes
âOookaayy?â You draw out the word. Wondering what is going on.
Yeonjun leans in on the side opposite of Soobin staring at you, making sure he would see, and whispers in your ear sensing your confusion âjust go with itâ looking at him with confusion he winks at you, and you just nod.
You move to start applying makeup to Beomgyuâs face, but Heesung cuts in âHey, weâre gonna head out. Our schedule starts soon.â
âOh already? It was great to see you, Hee!â you give him a hug and he squeezes you tightly around your waist, nuzzling his head into your neck.
âGreat to see you to Y/N! Iâm serious about you working with us thoughâ
âThen make it happenâ you wink, turning to Sunghoon âBye Hoonie, it was so good to see youâ giving him a hug as well, but Sunghoon lifts you off the ground spinning while he holds you tight. Lifting you above his face saying âGood to see you too, Pretty. Let's hang out soon, yeah?â smiling as he lowers you back to the ground.
âYeah, that would be great! I miss youâ
âI miss you to y/n. Catch up over dinner?â
âDealâ you smile. Your hand lingers in his and Sunghoon brings it up to his lips, placing a soft kiss on it before letting go and turning to walk away.
âLater guys!â
âSee you on league later?â Beomgyu asks
âDefinitely! Laterâ Heesung raises his hand in a goodbye before walking past Soobin, bumping into his shoulder.
Sunghoon walks right behind him, and looks at Soobin before letting out a small chuckle, seeing the rage on his face.
You return to your job, and begin on Gyu. Laughing and talking the whole time as usual. But knowing how angry Soobin is you start to get concerned as you watch him storm over to the drink table.
âWhat is going on with him?â You whisper, asking Beomgyu.
Leaning forward, he whispers âDonno, but heâll get over itâ he begins to run his fingers along the top of your thigh high socks, dipping his fingers just underneath, nestled between your skin and sock. Gently gliding across your skin as he continues his mindless act. This wasnât anything new for Beomgyu. He tends to mindlessly do this to everyone who has some sort of exposed skin but, you can tell something is different from the way he is looking at you. But trusting Yeonjun you just go with it, knowing they wouldnât do anything to hurt you.
As Soobin walks past you he stops dead in his tracks, watching Beomgyuâs hands ghost over your exposed thighs. You could practically see the steam coming from his ears.
The other three men on the couch started to get concerned, with Kai asking âyou guys sure this is okay? He might murder Beomgyuâ
âIâve never seen Soobin look so angry,â Taehyun added. That is until Beomgyu looks over at Soobin while you grab a product from the table and gives him Soobin a shit eating grin.
âI take that back! Now Iâve never seen him look so angryâ Kai stands up to pull Soobin to the couch âhyung, breathe.â
âIâll breathe after I fucking kill himâ Soobin seethes
âNo you wonât! Just calm downâ
âCalm down?! Calm down? Are you serious right now? Iâve been watching the fucking lot of you touch and flirt with her all day! Youâre all lucky I havenât snapped yet! But now, now he diesâ he starts move but Taehyun grabs him and shoves him onto the couch
âCalm downâ Taehyun demands as he holds Soobin on the couch.
âFuck off and let me goâ
âNo you need to calm downâ
âLike fuckâ
âYouâre gonna scare her so calm down!â
âWhatâs going on!?â You cut them off, concern evident in your voice
Soobin instantly freezes enough for Taehyun to let go of him.
Yeonjun speaks up ânothing! Soobin is just a little⊠sensitive todayâ
âEveryone nods except Soobin who canât take his eyes off of you. Jealousy and anger are still very present inside him.
âokay⊠well Iâm ready for you Soobinâ
âEveryone outâ Soobin calmly demands
âWhat?â Yeonjun asks
âEVERYONE OUT!â The leader yells, shocking everyone âNOW!â
They all stand to leave but not before telling you they wonât be far if you need them. Questioning if they pushed him too far.
âWoah Soobin, whatâs up?â
âWhatâs up?â He laughs manically âwhatâs up!? Are you fucking serious right now?â
âSeriously, what is going on with you right now?â
He stands up leaving no room between your bodies, looking down at you âyou! You and everyone all over you. This is what you wanted right? everyoneâs attention? Wearing this fucking excuse for a costume, youâre basically asking for it.â
âEXCUSE ME?!â You raise your voice at him, livid at his accusations, taking a step backwards.
âOh like you donât fucking know. Hiking up your skirt, leaving your buttons undone, and adding those fucking thigh high socks. Itâs a far cry from Marinâs uniform! Looks like you clearly after somethingâ spitting his words at you in anger he tried to get closer but you continue to step backwards until you hit the wall behind you. Caging you in, he raises his arms to rest on either side of your head.
âChoi Soobin I know youâre not slut shaming me right now over a fucking costume!â You yell
âDamn right I am y/n! What the actual fuck were you thinking?â
âWhy the fuck does it matter to you Soobin!? what I do is none of your business! Besides you havenât even talked to me in the last two weeks!â
âIâm your fucking friend and Iâm trying to look out for you!â
âNo your just jealous because other people noticed me and had enough balls to actually make a moveâ
âI know what theyâre like Y/N theyâd just use you for their fun and then everything would be fucking ruinedâ
âWHAT IF I WANT TO BE USED SOOBIN? HUH? Ever think of that? Ever think I wanna be fucked?â
âGO FUCK THEM THEN!â
âYouâre actually ridiculous you know thatâ scoffing at him
âWhat the fuck is that supposed to mean y/n?â
âSince you think you know everything I actually wore this for YOU. I thought Iâd try to make you fucking notice me for once. We were actually supposed to dress up as Marin and Gojou together, but you forgot about that! I wanted to dress up together so maybe once you would actually see me as more than your friend. Someone youâd like to fuck. So no Soobin I didnât do this to randomly fuck someone or for anyone else to notice me. I WANTED YOU!â Anger and hurt flow through your words at everything heâs just said to you, slamming your hands into his chest.
Soobin freezes, staring at you in shock as all the anger starts to fade. His voice barely audible as he asks âwhat?â
You just stare back at him, your eyes darting between his as you try to gauge what heâs thinking right now. âI want you to notice me. I want you Soobinâ almost on the verge of tears but calmly telling him how you feel.
Soobinâs eyebrows are furrowed in confusion and his eyes are wide, as his mouth hangs open. His brain runs blank of words to say. Just repeating your last words over and over again. Silence hanging between you for too long and you waver.
âI get it, you donât see me that way. I just thought Iâd just take a chance⊠forget what just happened and that I said anything. Sit down, I have to do your makeupâ you side step under one of his arms, removing yourself from the cage his arms enclosed you in. Walking to your makeup station, grabbing your brush belt and getting the products for his application. Busying yourself to stop the tears from spilling down your cheeks.
He stands there. Still and not moving, leaning against the wall, just stuck in a loop repeating the words you said over and over. But the longer he stands there the harder your words hit him. He finally knows you want him the way he wants you.
âSoobin! Please just forget everything and let me do this. Youâre gonna be lateâ continuing to organize the things you will need.
Making up his mind, Soobin turns, and takes long strides toward you.
âSoobin please-â as you turn around he crashes his lips into yours cradling you face in his hands
âSoobin- what- stopâ you make out between kisses
âShut upâ he demands, picking you up by your plush thighs, walking to the mirror and sitting you on the desk. Not once stopping his attack. His hands roam your thighs and hips, squeezing and caressing as he pleases.
Migrating his kissing down your neck, needing to taste more of you.
âSoob- what.. mmhmm- what are you doing?â barely making out the words as your brain fogs with desire.
âNoticing you, like I have been since I fucking met youâ he quickly says before attaching back onto your neck.
âWha-â
Groaning, he grips your hair at the base of your neck, tugging back to make you look up into his eyes, âI noticed you. I notice you the second our eyes lock, and everytime youâre remotely near me. Iâve always wanted you Y/N. That's never been a questionâ Soobin states, eyes locked on yours leaving no room for doubt.
âWell youâve never shown it!â you snap, angry again because how has he been able to hide this from you for so long.
âI didnât think you wanted me. Iâm not going to pressure you into doing something you donât want. Especially if it meant losing you and not having you at all.â
âSoobin I-â
âIâve always wanted you Y/Nâ he cuts you off and pushes his hips into yours. Showing you how much he means it, grinding his hardened cock against your soaked core. Both of you are panting heavy trying to catch your breath, looking at one another, darting between your eyes and lips.
You breathlessly whisper âthen take meâ
Soobin lips crash back onto yours before the final syllable leaves them. The kiss is heated, messy, and all over the place. Teeth clash as your tongues fight for dominance. Months of built up sexual tension between you two, finally being released in the most heated way possible. Both wanting more as your hands roam each otherâs bodies, pulling on the fabric covering your skin, needing as much contact as possible.
Soobin makes quick work of your shirt, untying the bottom and ripping open the only button you had fastened, eliciting a shocked gasp from you.
Chuckling he says âyouâll be fine, you barely had it on anywaysâ kissing your collarbone
âThat a problem for you?â
âOnly when others can see youâ Biting your skin to punctuate his statement. Leaving a purple mark in its place.
âJealous are we?â You taunt
Coming back to eye level he states âI donât like people touching what's mineâ
âAnd Iâm yours?â you slyly question
âYou are nowâ he says, pulling your bra down to reveal your breasts, groping them with his large palms. âYouâre mine Y/Nâ pinching your nipples when he says your name, claiming your lips with his. You start grabbing at his clothes, pulling his loosely tucked shirt out of his pants, sliding your hands underneath to feel his skin. Running your hands along his abs and slim waist isnât enough for youz, âoffâ âoff nowâ you whimper during the short break of kissing. But he doesnât hear you, continuing to kiss you roughly. Pushing him back off of you, seeing the hunger in each other's eyes you command him âtake off your shirtâ. The fabric is pulled over his head and on the floor in a split second, and he tries to resume his previous work. But you stop him, holding out your hand to his chest. âLemme see youâ
Itâs not like you havenât seen him shirtless before, but itâs different. Watching his chest rise and fall quickly, the light sheen of sweat coating his skin. His abs flex as he tries to control himself, allowing you to see what you want. As you admire him you reach around your back, quickly undoing your bra and throwing it at him. Leaning back, you tilt your head and bite your lower lip, beckoning him to come to you as you curl your index finger in.
âFuck youâre so hotâ pouncing back on you as fast as he can. Hands enveloping your bare chest, as his lips attach to your neck, wanting to cover you in marks. Your fingers tangle in his hair as your head falls back, your moans and whimpers leading him further and further down your torso, a trail of wet, open mouthed kisses left in his wake. One he meets your navel, he looks up at you, giving your approval with a slight nod. His palms ride up your thighs until he reaches your skirt, flipping it up to show your soaked core. Your white panties basically see through from your slick, clinging to your folds.
âOh fuck youâre soaked baby. Need to taste.." His words trail off as he leans in and firmly glides his tongue over your heat through your panties. A low groan sounds from deep in his chest, savouring the sweet taste of you on his tongue. Pushing the tip of his tongue against your folds, running it up and down excruciatingly slowly. Youâre saccharine moans fueling him to tease you even more, slowly driving you crazy.
âSoonin pleaseâ you plead
âHmmm?â he hums against your still covered core, the slight vibration ringing through your clit that heâs currently attending to.
âMore please bin! Pleaseâ you plead again, irritation starting to build inside you. It felt good but you wanted more, you wanted to feel his tongue on you.
He ignores you, content where he is. Building speed but still over your drenched garment.
You still call to him, wanting more from him âBin.â âBin pleaseâ âmoreâ âfuck Soobinâ âSOOBIN!â
Irritation runs hot through your body, needing to punish him for his neglect and his actions earlier. He wants to be a brat, so be it.
You glide your fingers through his hair on the top of his head, starting soft and almost petting him leaving no room to suspect anything from you. When you feel heâs relaxed enough, you grip his hair harshly, pulling a loud hiss from him, and pull him off you.
âWhat the fuck?â he barks at you
âYou donât listenâ scolding him while still pulling his hair firmly, knowing it hurts. âIf you listened I'd be coming on your face right now, but you had to be a greedy brat.â You push your panties to the side with your free hand and start circling your clit while his face is mere inches away. Eyes glued to your fingers while you please yourself ââm sorry, please let go baby, pleaseâ weakly begging without ever looking at your face
âI donât think soâ bringing his face closer but just out of reach of his tongue being able to touch you. âThat's a pathetic excuse for an apologyâ you glide your fingers down and plunge your middle and ring fingers inside your pulsing hole. Sinfully moaning at how good it feels. Taking them out you show him how wet they are âsee Binnie. Could have been you instead but, you had to be a greedy bratâ returning to rub your clit in front of him.
Whining he apologizes again âoh fuck, Y/N iâm so sorry, let me taste you again. Please!â
âHmmm, i donno.. I feel pretty good right now, maybe I don't need youâ moaning as you speed up your fingers.
âPLEASE Y/N! Won't do it again please! Wanna make you cum.â his eyes finally come up to yours and theyâre watering as if he might actually cry if he watches you cum by yourself and not because of him. Without uttering a word you pull his hair crashing his face back into your cunt. The most beautiful moan rips from Soobinâs chest when he tastes your bare skin. His tongue immediately finding your clit, wanting to make you cum. He lifts one of your legs over his shoulder, giving even more access to you and slides your panties off âthese need to goâ he exhales, still captivated by your bare pussy in front of him. Quickly returning to your heat, his tongue prods at your dripping opening, devouring every last drop he can find before plunging the muscle in. Your grip tightens on his hair, pulling him in even more, moaning as he finally gives you what you want.
âGood boy Binnieâ you praise, unknowing what that would do to him. Soobinâs eyes roll into the back of his head, his deep groans sending pleasure through you as his tongue is still inside you. His already hard cock gets even harder, twitching against his pants, begging to be freed. Soobin replaces his tongue with three long fingers, finding the perfect rhythm against your spongy spot while deliciously stretching you. His mouth attached to your clit, sucking the sensitive nub relentlessly. Wanting to hear those words come from your mouth again heâs willing to do anything.
Your words are almost incoherent through you moaning âOh fuck Bin! So good-â âoh fuck donât stopâ and he has no intention of stopping until you cum, even if he stops breathing. He would love nothing more than to die this deep in your pussy. âAghh- Fuck- mm- Gonna- gonna cumâ Light headed, Soobin doesnât stop, craving your orgasm just as much as you were. With one final high pitched moan, you come undone. Your juices cover soobinâs fingers, dripping down his hand, while your essence covers his face. Sucking and licking up every last drop of you until you're clean, sucking off whatâs left on his fingers and hand. Looking up and smiling at you as he does so âmmm all cleanâ
You canât help but compliment him âgood boyâ
His face and chest flush deep red, as his breathing stops. You swear you can see the chill run down his spine. âYou like that, Binnie? When will I call you a âgood boyâ?
He nods stiffly, until the can verbally assure you âyesâ
âWell, how about my good boy come over here and get his treat?â You bring both of your feet to the top of the desk, keeping your legs open, spreading your folds with your fingers to show him your needy hole.
âFuckâ he exhales as he comes to you, cock throbbing to be inside you already. He quickly undoes the button on his pants, along with the zipper, dropping them to his ankles. Before removing his briefs he looks at you, making sure this is what you want.
Sitting up and tilting your head to the side you canât help but smile at him, a slight chuckle behind your question âwhat's wrong Binnie?â
âAre you sure you wanna do this?â he hesitantly asks, if you say no he might die. Heâs not sure he can live after this if you say no.
âDo you want this Bin?â you question back, smiling kindly at him as you sit up. Radiating kindness in your eyes, you reach for his hands.
âFuck iâve never wanted anything more in my life Y/Nâ he avoids your hands, insteading holding your head to his. Hoping you can feel how sincere he is.
âSoobin, I want this. I want you. I want you to fuck me. Right here. Right now.â your hands reach for the waistband of his underwear, hooking your fingers around it and pulling them down as you say against his lips âI want you to fuck me like Iâve always wantedâ ending the sentence with a kiss to his lips as you let his briefs fall around his ankles with his pants, fully exposing his member to the cold air surrounding you. Parting from his lips, you look down to finally see the dick youâve fantasized about for so long. âHoly fuckâ you gasp under your breath, wrapping your fist around his thick shaft. âBin youâre huge..â your voice drifts off as you oggle him, stroking him up and down, rubbing your thumb over his precum covered head. You let a drop of your spit fall from your mouth, using it to lubricate your hand.
âMmm fuck- alright enough of that!â Soobin removes your hand from his member, pushing you to your back and aligning himself with you. âYou ready love?â lightly pushing his tip against your opening.
âGod yes Soobin please!â You whine desperate for him to be inside you.
âThank god! I donât think I can hold back any longERâ gliding past your opening, slowly sheathing himself fully inside you. Rubbing every nerve along your sensitive walls.
Both of you moaning in harmony, finally together as you both fantasized about. Soobinâs cock was not for the weak. It reached so deep inside you, you could see it bulge through your stomach, while his girth stretched you so sinfully good that tears came to your eyes.
âyou okay Y/N?â Soobin asks, concerned after seeing the wetness on your lashes.
ââM good Binnie, So fuckkingg goodâ you moan in response
âMmkay pretty, Can I move then?â he chuckles lightly at how fucked you are right now
âPlease. Fuck Binnie pleaseâ you beg
Sliding his hips back you both hiss in pleasure. Pulling back until his tip is all that remains inside you, he thrusts back into you.
âUGhh Binâ his hips pick up speed, his tip pressing against your cervix with every thrust.
âFuck baby you feel so goodâ
âFill me-uuughh- so goodâ
âPerfect pussy. So perfect. My pussy all mineâ Soobin massages your breast with his hand, his other gripping tightly onto your hip. Praises are spit out in between the erotic sounds being made.
âClose Bin- fuck iâm so closeâ
âMe to baby me toâ
âWant you to cum insideâ You can feel Soobinâs cock twitch inside you, causing you to clench around him.
âOh fuck!â He moans âyou serious Y/N?â
âYes! Want your cum Soo-BINâ your voice hitches as his hips harshly slap into yours.
âWant my cum? Want me to fill your pretty pussy?â His voice takes a different tone, sounding deeper and sexy, dominant. Feeling your clench around him as he spoke to you this way pushed him further. Pulling out, he flips you around, pushing back in, his hips slap against your ass a couple of times before he bends forward. He lifts your leg up onto the desk, resting your weight on your knee while he wraps his long arms around your chest and stomach lifting you up. You can see everything. Youâre smudged lipstick, black smudges of mascara, his messy hair pushed off of his forehead as he smirks at you. The way his fingers are working quick circles around your clit while the other is toying with your breast, squeezing and pinching your nipple. But your eyes are locked lower on the mirror. Locked on the sight of Soobinâs cock sliding in and out of you. The visual has you shaking in his arms, drooling at how good his cook looks filling you, anticipating what it will look like when his cum is shooting inside you, dripping out when he pulls out of your throbbing cunt.
âLook how sexy you are, Y/N. See how well you take my cock baby?â
âSo gooood-â
âMy pretty girl canât talk? My cock making you stupid?â
âMmhmmâ you whine âwan- wanna cumâ
âYou wanna cum baby? Wanna cream all over my cock?â he teases, biting your neck. You can only moan in response. âIâll take that as a yesâ he chuckles against your skin, before whispering âCum for me Y/Nâ giving you one last deep thrust to push against your sweet spot, and you crumble. The band inside you snaps, hard, pink coloured eyes rolling to the back of your head as you clench around his length as your cum coats him.
âGood job baby. So good for meâ he praises you, kissing your shoulder as he works you through the last ripples of your orgasm. Completely spent, your head falls back against his shoulder, only being held up by Soobinâs arms wrapped around you.
âHoly fuck binâ you breathlessly say
He chuckles âwhat?â starting to slowly glide into you again
Moaning, already overly sensitive from just cumming, you tell him âyouâre fucking cock, jesusâ
âMmm? What about it, Y/N?â he hums in your ear, upping the intensity of his movements ever so deliciously. Dragging along your gummy walls
âohH fuucckkâ
âWhat about my cock Y/N?â
âSo good- cockâs so goodâ you cry out, Soobinâs cock hitting deeper inside you again, searching for his own orgasm now.
âYou need to be more specific, baby. Tell me what is it about my cock that you like so muchâ
You have no idea where your usually shy and bashful best friend is right now because the man fucking you right now is very different. Different in the sexiest way possible. âNever knew you were so dominant Binâ
He laughs, deeply in his chest âTalking back now are we?â
You look at him through the mirror and smirk, raising your eyebrows in a challenge wanting to push him even further.
âAlright thenâ he lets go of your body, and pushes you down flat to the desk âfine, be a bratâ.
The slapping sound echoes throughout the room, the stinging pain where his hand made contact with your ass caused you to cry out. Fucking you harder than he had before, using you for his own need, taking out the remaining frustration he has from earlier.
âGonna talk now?â
âWhy would I do that, Binnie?â you pant between breathes as he fucks into you harder and faster.
Your reddened cheek is met with another harsh slap, making you arch your back and clench around his cock, âfuck!â
âOh you like that. Not such a good girl afterall. Baby likes it rough huh?â Giving you another slap, you confirm everything he just said. âMmm my baby likes it rough. You like it when I spank you, pretty girl? Like it when I'm rough?â spanking you on the other cheek now you cry out in pleasure. âFuck youre so hot you know that? Squeezing my cock like thatâ
âFuck Soobin, need you to cumâ you whine. âWant your cum Soobin please!â
âYou want me to cum? Tell me what you like about my cock first Y/N. Be a good girl and Iâll fill you up.â
âFuck Soobin. Youâre cocks huge - so big, fills me so good. Ahhh-hits so deep inside. Fuck! stretch me so good. Makes me feel soo good Binnie, fuck- PLEASE!- PLEASE BIN- cum in meâ
âYou want it?â he teases one last time, as you say the words that make him crumble
âPlease Soobin! Fill me with your cum! Make me yours- Claim me Binnie-â
Soobin fucks you hard and fast, chasing his orgasm to do exactly as you begged for.
âMine baby- FUCK- gonna make you mine. Make sure everyone knows it too. Fill you with my cum baby- Drip down your thighs for the rest of the day- squirm everytime you feel it remembering my cock deep inside you. Make you feel better than anyone ever could. Youâre mine Y/N-mine!â
His hips stutter and you feel his cock twitch inside you as his hot white cum starts to paint your insides. The feeling of finally being with Soobin and being claimed by him, is so overwhelming, you can't help but cum with him. Kissing down your spine while you both come down from your highs, you turn over your shoulder leaning for a kiss. When he connects his lips to yours itâs heaven. The anger and desperation are absent this time, letting you both feel your emotions. Feeling how you both belong together.
It felt so right, like all of your missing pieces had been found. You found your home, and it was Soobin.
âY/Nâ
âMmhmm?â You smile at him pulling away from his lips
âI- I..â
âCome on Soob donât be shy nowâ you tease him
âIâm just⊠fuck Iâm just so happy right nowâ
âMe to Soobin. So so happyâ
âI love you Y/Nâ he confesses
Your eyes widened, shocked that he just spoke the words you dreamed of hearing one day. Too stunned to speak. Sure you just fucked each other and admitted that you both wanted each other but love!? You knew you loved him but hearing him say those three words made your heart explode.
âItâs okay if you donât feel that way. I just,â he rubs the back of his neck embarrassed âI just really wanted to tell you.â
The biggest smile spreads across your face unable to contain your glee. âHeâs so fucking cute I canât handle itâ you think to yourself before you respond to him âI love you to Soobin!â
His eyes light up as he engulfs you in the tightest hug. âGod I love you so much. Can I keep you to myself now? Can you be mine? Only mine? Please!?â He asks
âSoobin you goof! I was already yours!â You giggle at how adorable he is. âYouâre so fucking cute I canât handle you!â
âStop!â He blushes and hides in your neck at you calling him cute
âI canât help it, Bin! Look at you, this is the CUTEST!â You squeal at him
He pokes out of your neck at looks up at you with big brown puppy dog eyes as he rests his chin on your chest and pouts, whining âstop teasing meâ
âYOU THINK THIS IS BETTER!? My heart is gonna explode from cuteness overload! Youâre like a big puppyâ you rubs his head, emphasising your point.
âOkay okay!â He laughs before taking your hand off of His head and kissing your palm. âYou really are like Marin when I think about it. You sounded just like her just nowâ
âIâll take that as a compliment. Marin Kitagawa is bae. However, can we talk about how jealous you were earlierâ
Hanging his head in his hands Soobin pleads âyeah⊠can we forget that? Please?â
âWhy? Are you embarrassed?â You tease him, making him groan. âYou know, itâs was kinda hot thoughâ
Soobinâs head springs up âyeah?â
âYeah, it was pretty hot seeing you get so mad when the guys were talking to me.â
âThey werenât talking, they were all over you! Touching you and shit! I-â
âSoob! Calm down. You won babe, Iâm all yoursâ kissing him to shut him up.
âYeah⊠youâre mine. My girlâ
âAnd youâre my manâ
âY/n?â
âMmhmm?â you hum sweetly
*Knock knock knock*
You both jump, startled and try to cover yourselves as you watch the door crack open a tiny bit
âHey guys, itâs just meâ Yeonjun quietly says through the door âI donât know what youâre both up to but Soobin the shoot starts in 15 minutes you need to get ready.â
âOkay! Thanks hyungâ Soobin responds awkwardly as Yeonjun shuts the door, leaving you two to fix yourselves up and get ready for the shoot.
You both scramble around, scouring the floor for your clothes. Quickly putting back on your underwear, and bra, and tying your shirt around your waist and fixing your skirt. You grab your brush belt and prepare as fast as you can, while Soobin walks back over to you, fastening the button on his pants.
âSitâ you smile at him and point to the chair
As he takes his seat you look him over and immediately regret attaching onto his neck so hard earlier. Covering the purple and red marks was going to take longer than you hoped. So you dive in right away, not wasting a single second. Concentrating so hard that you donât even talk.
Soobin takes in your appearance. The love bites that he left to decorate your neck and chest make him feel warm inside, knowing everyone will see them. His eyes wander to your face and he can't help the swelling of his heart as he watches your eyebrows crinkle as you concentrate on trying to cover his hickeys. Finding the way you bite your lip and lick your lips as you work is adorable. Heâs watched you work so many times before, and seen these faces both while you work and when itâs just the two of you gaming or working on something, but this time itâs different. Knowing that you love him the way he loves you makes everything about you that much cuter. He speaks before he even processes what heâs going to say
âY/N?â
âMmm?â Humming in response, words taking too much effort at this moment
âCan I take you on a date? Like a proper one?â
Your whole body freezes as you finally look at him, not just the marks on him. âWhat?â You ask quietly
âWill you go on a date with me?â
âYes. YES! Of course I will!â You smile and hug him before giving him a quick peck.
âIs tomorrow okay?â
âYeah that sounds goodâ you say excitedly as you return to your work, finishing covering the last of his marks, moving on to the rest of his face. âGod I hope youâre wearing something that covers most of this! Iâm gonna be in so much shit!â referring to the million marks you had left on him.
âY/N itâs okay thatâs what editing is forâ chuckling as he rubs your arm in support
âI just got so carried away⊠wanted to show everyone your mineâ
âLike Iâm one to talk! Have you seen yourself?â Laughing at how desperate you both were to claim each other.
âStill!â You apply concealer around his eyes and blend it into the rest of his makeup. Combing through his brows with a gel and adding a light tint to his already swollen lips. âYour lips are even more pouty now. Fuck youâre gonna look to good in this shoot. I can see the edits nowâ despair shooting across your face as you tip your head back.
âHey! Who cares about edits? Iâm all yours babyâ
âBut everyoneâs gonna see how sexy you lookâ you pout
âAnd who did that to me?â Soobin raises his eyebrows and you flush a little âexactlyâ he smirks and pecks you quickly
You blend out the subtle blush you applied and then look him over, making sure everything looks okay. Which of course he does, his skin is flawless and he always looks gorgeous. âOkay Iâm doneâ
Standing from the chair he looks in the mirror and fixes his hair âyouâd never know I was covered in hickeys a minute agoâ
You slap his arm and he laughs âkeep it that way bin!â
âAlright alright!â He turns to you, grabbing your hands gently with his huge ones and looks into your pink tinted lenses as you look up at him. âIâll text you after the shoot okay?â
âKayâ you softly respond.
Taking your hand up to his lips, Soobin places a soft kiss on the back of it before saying âI love you Y/Nâ
âLove you to Binâ
He gives you one last kiss, his hand cupping your ear as his thumb rubs your cheekbone. He reluctantly lets go and jogs to the door. Before exiting, he turns back to you and smiles.
âIâll see you later?â
You nod and he leaves with a smile plastered on his face. Walking down the hall to the shoot, he sees the guys. All staring him down with intense eyes.
âWhat?â Soobin asks tentatively
âWHAT!? Bro you need to spill NOW!â Yeonjun demands
âAhhh- wow look at the time we have to start yeah? I think they just called my nameâ he points with his thumb over his shoulder as he quick walk turns into sprint to wardrobe to escape this conversation.
âCHOI SOOBIN! Get back hereâ Yeonjun chases after him, not willing to let him off the hook until he hears every last detail of how well his plan worked out.
Yeonjunâs phone pings notifying him of a new text message. âDonât think this is over Soobin!â He yells at him, stopping to take out his phone, seeing the notification with your name. Opening your message he smirks proud of his two idiot best friends.
âThank you â€ïžâ is all your text said but he knew exactly what you were referring to
âYour welcome pretty! but you owe me đđâ
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Synopsis: being the Halloween lover that you are you ask Soobin to dress up with you as your favourite anime couple. However after he avoids you for two weeks and forgets to dress up with you, Yeonjun steps in to make the both of you see how much you both want each other. Which results is his best friend becoming jealous and angry when anyone goes near you.
Warnings: jealously, anger, slut shaming(only slightly), lingering touches and gazes, oral, nipple play, unprotected sex (donât do that, wrap it up, be safe), degrading talk, costume (itâs Halloween duh)
Features Soobin (of course), Yeonjun, Beomgyu, Taehyun, and Kai plus a special appearance from Heesung and Sunghoon from Enhyphen.
Also if you donât know My Dress Up Darling give it a quick search just to get an idea of what Marin looks like.
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Halloween is your favourite time of the year. You embraced every second of it and lived for spooky season. You decorate your entire apartment, you bake fall and Halloween treats, you watch all of your favourite Halloween movies and of course you dress up on the big day.
Even though it wasnât so popular in Korea, you didnât miss out. Making the people around you celebrate with you. Including the members of Tomorrow x Together, who you work for but are also your good friends. In particular, Choi Soobin, your best friend who you essentially spend all of your free time with.
So when Soobin agreed to dress up with you this year you couldnât be more excited. Your best friend (your incredibly sweet, nerdy and sexy best friend who you wanted to climb) agreed to be the Wakana Gojou to your Marin Kitagawa. You both love watching My Dress Up Darling together so the couple's costumes were perfect.
You picked out the perfect costume, thanks to Yeonjunâs help, adding your own little twist on Marinâs classic High School uniform, wanting Soobin to notice you.
However, after showing him the costumes, Soobin became distant. You werenât sure why, everything seemed fine until now, chalking it up to stress for the upcoming release.
But Soobin wasnât stressed about the comeback. He was freaking out about you in that uniform and having to be around you in it. Because like you, Soobin also wanted you. This exact scenario has played out in his head a couple of times, ending with you being bent over a desk as he fucks your brains out. So, how in the fuck is he supposed to be around you all day dressed in the same uniform and not pop a massive hard on.
Being the idiots you both are, you had no idea that the other felt the same way about you. On the other hand, everyone else did, much to their dismay at how stupid you both truly were.
Halloween comes, and Soobin still hasnât been answering your texts or calls, you get extremely irritated.
âIf he didnât want to do it he could have just said so instead of ignoring me!â You complain to Yeonjun
âHe wanted to do it, I know that. I Dunno whatâs going on with him y/n Iâm sorryâ
âItâs alright, you didnât do anything. I just donât know what I did to make he act this wayâ
âI donât think you did anythingâ Yeonjun says reassuring you, knowing exactly whatâs going on with his best friend. âI think itâs just the comeback. Weâre all kinda stressed, you know?â
âYeah, I get that. I just wish he would talk to me instead of cutting me offâ you say solemnly
âHey, forget Soobin! Dress up and have fun all day like you had planned! If he bails on everything, Iâll be you Halloween dateâ he nudges your arm and wiggles his eyebrows
Unable to resist, you smile and laugh lightly at his antics âyouâre on Choi! If you ditch me though, Iâm moving back to *your country*â
âI would never!â He says, holding his hand to his chest as if your words caused him serious pain.
âI know. Youâre the best Junnieâ you hug him
âAnything for my best girlâ hugging you back and kissing your head
âSo should I still dress up as Marin?â
âYes! Just make her sexier, make Soobin regret ditching youâ
âYou think itâll work?â
âOh it will, trust meâ
âOkay? So, any suggestions?â
Bringing his hand to his chin in thought, Yeonjun smirks âI have an ideaâ
While you are lost in the discussion of your upgraded costume with Yeonjun, youâre completely unaware that Soobin had been watching your whole conversation from right outside the room. Jealousy seething through him as he watches you laugh and talk to Yeonjun. Seeing you hug him and Yeonjun kiss the top of your head was what really got to him though. That was your thing.
Yeonjun however had known Soobin was there the whole time, his plan working out perfectly. Soobin was jealous, and you were going to look like walking sex tomorrow. If the both of you donât end up together after tomorrow, then thereâs no hope.
The next day, you walk into Hybe in full costume. Adding Yeonjunâs suggestions, tying your shirt around your waist, turning it into a crop top, hiking your skirt up a little higher to reveal just the curve of your ass, and the white thigh high socks and black converse paired with Marinâs pink contact lenses. Nothing too drastic, but enough to make it sexy.
Yeonjun was already there, wanting to give you a pep talk before Soobin arrived. They were having a photo shoot today, which was another reason for the easy costume. It didnât require any makeup besides Gojouâs mole under his eye. That is if he even remembered to dress upâŠ
When you enter the room Yeonjun grabs your hand raising it above your head ây/n! Fuck you look good! Give me a spinâ
While you spin, Beomgyu and Taehyun enter.
Beomgyu whistles and Taehyun compliments you as well âyou look greatâ
âGreat? Fuck if she wasnât so into Soobin Iâd make a move right now!â Beomgyu compliments âyou look sexy y/n. And if he doesnât take you, I willâ he winks
âYeah, youâd have to go through me firstâ Yeonjun adds in
âThanks you guys but stop, you donât have to do thatâ
âDo what? Iâm dead seriousâ Beomgyu insists, Yeonjun nodding in agreement
âYou guys are ridiculousâ you laugh at them
Kai walks in and sees your costume instantly recognizing it âMarin!? Y/N you look amazing! I like the additionsâ
âThanks Kai!â
âSo that just leaves SoobinâŠâ
âI swear to god this man.. if he doesnât finally fess-â Beomgyu starts but Taehyun quickly covers his mouth
âShut up!â He angrily whispers âthatâs for him to tell her, not you!â
âTrue, doesnât make it any less frustrating though. Soobin is dense as hell sometimesâ Yeonjun adds
âI'm gonna start setting up so we donât run behind! You guys feel free to do whatever!â You say to them while you set up your station at the vanity. They all head to the couch and relax. It was still 5am after all and they were working themselves to the bone.
They sit on their phones and some shut their eyes. Yeonjun notices the time and Soobin should already be here. âAnyone hear from Bin?â
âNopeâ terry responds âheâs lateâ
âIâll text himâ Yeonjun opens their conversation which was already spammed with worried messages from the last week and a half
âSOOBIN!
Where the fuck are you?â
âI canât comeâ
âThe fuck?â
âIâm sorry hyung i can'tâ
Yeonjun mutters under his breath âthis mother fuckerâ dailing his number
âListen-â Soobin answers
âNO YOU LISTEN!â Yeonjun whisper yells at him hoping you donât hear him. âGet your sorry ass down here now before I beat the living shit out of you. Iâll bring Taehyunâ threatening his leader
âHyung you donât understand!â
âI DO UNDERSTAND! FUCK! Iâve been sitting here looking at her and yeah I get it, itâs really hard to not wanna fuck her, not gonna lie. But Soobin I swear to god if you donât get your ass here in the next five minutes sheâs fair game!â
âHyung n-â Yeonjun hangs up on him
âYou serious?â Beomgyu asks
âNo, but heâll be here. Speaking of, let's give him a little push, hey?â
Mischievous smirks take over Beomgyu and Yeonjunâs faces, Taehyun looking kinda scared while Kai has no idea as he peacefully sleeps.
Moments later you walk over to the 4 men on the couch, âwe should probably start getting you ready. Who wants to go first?â you ask,
âIâll go firstâ Taehyun pops up
âOkay come over when you're readyâ you smile at him before going back to your station, gathering the products you need for him.
âOkay Tae, youâre setting the pace, make sure when he comes in your-â
âYeah, yeah I know. Iâll be lightly flirting. This feels wrongâ
âJust turn on your big boba eyes and smile at her, that's enough to set him offâ
Taehyunâs eyes widen before he turns and walks over to your station, sitting down and turning on his charm. Bright smile and big eyes looking at you with full attention, not even bothering to look at the door when he hears it open. Laughing and talking to you trying to keep your eyes from looking at Soobin to begin their plan. Heâs mostly successful, you only turn to look at him for a split second, confirming it was him walking through the doors and then turning your attention back to Tae. You were mad at Soobin after all, heâs been ignoring you for weeks and you donât even know why. What really ticks you off though, is that he didnât end up wearing the costume after all. Confirming to you that your best friend really didnât care about you in the way you had hoped for, and maybe not at all. So wanting to show him you were unbothered, you continued feeding into Taehyunâs weird flirty behaviour and flirted back. Leaning in a little closer than usual, laughing a little too much, hoping Soobin would notice and see you were completely unbothered.
Yeonjun leans over to Beomgyu to whisper in his ear before Soobin makes it to the couches, paused in his walk over staring at you and Taehyun flirting with each other. âYou text Heesung?â
And Beomgyu nods âhe bringing anyone?â
âYep, Sunghoon.â
âPerfectâ Yeonjun sits back, smiling that his plan is coming to fruition. Chirping out to Soobin to bring him over âyouâre lateâ
Soobin looks over his shoulder at him, then back at you, then at Yeonjun before making his way to the couch, looking at you over his shoulder the whole time.
âWhat is Taehyun doing?â he asks concerned
âWhat do you mean?â Kai asks, he was quickly filled in on the plan. Now playing along with his role.
âHeâs, I donno... Heâs flirting with Y/Nâ
âHow? He seems normal to me..â Beomgyu taunts
âNo he definitely is. Heâs using his full endearing charm on her right now. Look, I don't think his eyes could get any bigger and he wonât even blink. The fuck is going on I didnât even think he thought of her like that?â Soobinâs tone increased in anger as he analysed you two.
âI think youâre overreacting Soobâ Kai says âHeâs just being himself.â
âPft. yeah. Right. Sure.â he huffs and plops down on the couch next to Yeonjun, folding his arms and pouting
âIf you would have told her how you felt already this wouldnât be happening right now.â Yeonjun teases.
Soobin shoots him a look of disgust because he knows heâs right. He then returns his sights to you, noticing Taehyun holding you by your hand and lingering his fingers on yours, before coming over to sit down with his members. âHuning sheâs ready for youâ he says before sitting down next to him.
âThanks Hyungâ Kai smiles and basically skips over to you, giving you a huge hug, lifting you up and making you laugh âKai stop!â
Soobin immediately scowls and turns to Taehyun, asking âwhat the fuck was that?â
âHi to you too Soobin. What are you talking about?â He asks with just as much bite
âYou know exactly what I'm talking about. What was that with Y/N?â
âNothing? We were talking and stuff like we usually do..?â
âDonât give me that bullshit you had your cute, and charming Taehyun act on with your big ass eyes and smile.â Soobin is seething, and Beomgyu and Yeonjun canât help but smirk at how well this was working already, knowing itâs only gonna get worse.
âSoobin, you need to chill. Youâre being paranoid. I wasnât doing shit. Youâre just jealous because she looks incredible right now, and you havenât done anything about it yet.â Taehyun spits the facts at him, looking dead into his eyes before sitting back and crossing his arms knowing he won that argument. Even if Soobin was right and he was flirting with you.
Soobin can only sulk in annoyance at the truth. Looking over he sees you and Kai laughing about god knows what. But you were always like that with him. Maybe he was just over reacting. Starting to settle down a bit, the door shoots open revealing two people he definitely didnât want seeing you in that outfit.
You and Kai both look at them, you smile and wave at them to greet them âhey!â
Just as Beomgyu asked them to, the Enhyphen members totally ignore them sitting on the couch, and walk directly over to you, even ignoring Kai.
Heesung leans against the vanity enclosing you between the chair, Sunghoon and himself. Putting on his best seductive face and says âHi Y/N. You look nice all dressed up todayâ
You laugh at him and tuck a loose hair behind your ear acting shy âReally? You think so Hee?â
âMmhmm. You look real goodâ
âYeah you look incredible y/nâ Sunghoon says, running his hand along your arm before you enclose him in a hug
âThanks Hoonieâ
You and Sunghoon were actually friends outside of work, much to Soobinâs dismay. Park Sunghoon was prince level gorgeous and Soobin knew that. He was always jealous of Sunghoon because he knew if Sunghoon asked, you would be his and honestly Soobin couldnât blame you. If Sunghoon asked Soobin to date him, heâs pretty sure even he would say yes. So when you oh so happily hug him as his hands drift lower and lower down your back, squeezing you in tight, Soobinâs knuckles turn white from how tight heâs clenching his fists.
âHoonie?â He asks in disgust âThanks Hoonieâ mimicking your voice under his breath
âHmm? What was that?â Yeonjun asks hearing fully what he said
ânothingâ Soobin huffs, his legs shaking up and down fastly in annoyance.
âSureâ Yeonjun teases before he stands up and walks over to their visitors, Beomgyu and Taehyun right behind him. âCanât be rudeâ
Soobin just watches in disgust as Heesung and Sunghoonâs eyes never leave you. Scanning your body up and down when you're not looking, then looking oh so intently at your eyes and lips when you were talking to them. Soobin has indents from his nails in his palms from trying to hold back his anger. Everyoneâs circled around you while you work, taking in and ogling your body as you slightly bend over to attend to Kaiâs makeup. Bending over causes your skirt to rise even more, revealing the curve of your ass. Soobin wants to just carry you away and hide you from everyone's sight. Keeping you all to himself
âAlright Kai youâre all done my sweetâ
âThanks y/nâ
âWhoâs next?â You ask turning around and smiling, bumping into Yeonjun whoâs right there
âMeâ he says, keeping eye contact while you both turn around until heâs sitting in the chair.
âI was gonna ask for a turnâ Heesung laughs
âAnd what could I ever do with your pretty face Hee?â You tease, grabbing his chin and shaking his head slightly, making him blush unexpectedly.
âMaybe we should request you for our next shoot, you are are really good Y/Nâ Sunghoon suggests
âYes, you totally should! Iâd love to work with you guys at least once!â You excitedly respond
âAwesome Iâll tell our manager to request you then!â
âHey hey hey! No one said you could steal our makeup artist. Sheâs ours!â Beomgyu pipes up
âHey she said she would so maybe she needs a new group that will treat her rightâ Sunghoon winks, taking your hand and kissing it
âOh my god Hoon stopâ you giggle âMy txt boys treat me just right thank you. Doesnât mean I wouldnât work with you thoughâ blowing him a smooch of appreciation
âSay the word pretty and we will take you in a heartbeatâ
The flirting with Sunghoon has become too much and Soobin has to leave the room before he punches his stupidly pretty perfect face in.
âHey! Where are you going Hyung?â Kai asks noticing him leave
âTo pissâ he snaps back. His tone not being missed by anyone, Kai follows after him
âHyung!â Kai has to run to catch up to him âSoobin wait up!â
Soobin turns and snaps at him âwhat do you want?!â
âWoah what is wrong with you? Iâm just checking on youâ
Soobin feels bad and releases a loud exhale âitâs just⊠Ughh fuck everyone is all over y/n and Iâm gonna punch someoneâ rubbing his hands down his face
âSo doesnât that tell you everything? Just tell her how you feel! God Soobin, if youâre that jealous of everyone around her you clearly love her. Tell her before she goes with someone elseâ Kai states sincerely
âBut-â
âBut what? You donât think she likes you back? Soobin.. UGHH-â Kai says in annoyance âfor fucks sake sheâs literally dressed as Marin Kitagawa right now. Why do you think that is?â
âDid you just curse?â
âYeah I curse when Iâm extremely frustrated FOCUS!â
âCause she like My Dress Up Darlingâ he says completely clueless
Throwing his arms up and head back, Kai almost screams, holding it in with tight lips.
âHyung you have to be the densest person I knowâ patting him on his shoulder before he turns to walk back to the room.
âThe hell does that mean?â
Exhaling deeply, Kai turns back to him âif you think she likes that anime just because itâs âgoodâ, you truly are an idiot. She likes it so much âcause she watches it with you. And how similar you both are to Marin and Gojou.â
âWhat are you talking about?â Soobin asks literally having no idea what Kai is talking about.
âFigure it out your fucking self!â Waking away
Soobin is left alone, thinking over what Kai said. Not piecing any of it together. Sure Gojou likes Marin and he likes you but⊠making the most literal assumption about the characters, he can only think he doesnât make clothes and you donât cosplay. Not thinking that you could ever like him the way Marin likes Gojou.
He goes to the bathroom and splashes cold water on his face trying to cool his temper. Taking deep breaths the whole way back before he enters, and sees Yeonjun, Beomgyu, Heesung and Sunghoon closely huddled around you. Yeonjun leaning forward gliding his fingers up and down your exposed thighs to the hem of your skirt.
Immediately returning to his enraged, jealous self as you look over to him with not a bit of emotion on your face. Only to return to Yeonjun with the largest smile on your face at something he said, applying something to his lips.
Sunghoon places his hand low on your back as he pretends to lean in to observe your work.
âKay Junnie youâre all done! Beomgyu your turnâ
âHey y/n can you give me some of that too?â Heesung asks, moving a piece of hair from your shoulder, twirling it around his finger.
âWhat? The lip balm? You literally have itâ
âYeah but I donât have it on me and my lips are feeling dryâ he playfully pouts
âYeah, mine too, would you mind? Please?â Sunghoon asks sweetly
âUmm.. yeah sureâ you grab your lip applicators and turn to Heesung, whoâs sitting on the vanity to come to your height. Parting his lips, looking into your pink coloured eyes with his seductive gaze. Honestly making you lose your breath for a minute. You apply the balm to his lips making them even plumper and more enticing than before. You turn to sunghoon âHoon can you come a bit lower? I canât really reachâ
âNo worries pretty, I got youâ grabbing your waist to steady you as you raise up on your tiptoes to reach his plump lips. Gazing into his eyes once again hitching your breath. These men were doing something to your head and you were starting to lose your composure. diverting your eyes back to his lips, you swipe the last of the balm on his lips. Sunghoon rubs them together before smiling his pointy canine smile simply saying âthanks prettyâ lowering you to be flat on your feet.
âN-no problemâ you stutter and turn to Beomgyu âready Gyu?â
âNever been more ready y/nâ smiling while gazing into your eyes
âOookaayy?â You draw out the word. Wondering what is going on.
Yeonjun leans in on the side opposite of Soobin staring at you, making sure he would see, and whispers in your ear sensing your confusion âjust go with itâ looking at him with confusion he winks at you, and you just nod.
You move to start applying makeup to Beomgyuâs face, but Heesung cuts in âHey, weâre gonna head out. Our schedule starts soon.â
âOh already? It was great to see you, Hee!â you give him a hug and he squeezes you tightly around your waist, nuzzling his head into your neck.
âGreat to see you to Y/N! Iâm serious about you working with us thoughâ
âThen make it happenâ you wink, turning to Sunghoon âBye Hoonie, it was so good to see youâ giving him a hug as well, but Sunghoon lifts you off the ground spinning while he holds you tight. Lifting you above his face saying âGood to see you too, Pretty. Let's hang out soon, yeah?â smiling as he lowers you back to the ground.
âYeah, that would be great! I miss youâ
âI miss you to y/n. Catch up over dinner?â
âDealâ you smile. Your hand lingers in his and Sunghoon brings it up to his lips, placing a soft kiss on it before letting go and turning to walk away.
âLater guys!â
âSee you on league later?â Beomgyu asks
âDefinitely! Laterâ Heesung raises his hand in a goodbye before walking past Soobin, bumping into his shoulder.
Sunghoon walks right behind him, and looks at Soobin before letting out a small chuckle, seeing the rage on his face.
You return to your job, and begin on Gyu. Laughing and talking the whole time as usual. But knowing how angry Soobin is you start to get concerned as you watch him storm over to the drink table.
âWhat is going on with him?â You whisper, asking Beomgyu.
Leaning forward, he whispers âDonno, but heâll get over itâ he begins to run his fingers along the top of your thigh high socks, dipping his fingers just underneath, nestled between your skin and sock. Gently gliding across your skin as he continues his mindless act. This wasnât anything new for Beomgyu. He tends to mindlessly do this to everyone who has some sort of exposed skin but, you can tell something is different from the way he is looking at you. But trusting Yeonjun you just go with it, knowing they wouldnât do anything to hurt you.
As Soobin walks past you he stops dead in his tracks, watching Beomgyuâs hands ghost over your exposed thighs. You could practically see the steam coming from his ears.
The other three men on the couch started to get concerned, with Kai asking âyou guys sure this is okay? He might murder Beomgyuâ
âIâve never seen Soobin look so angry,â Taehyun added. That is until Beomgyu looks over at Soobin while you grab a product from the table and gives him Soobin a shit eating grin.
âI take that back! Now Iâve never seen him look so angryâ Kai stands up to pull Soobin to the couch âhyung, breathe.â
âIâll breathe after I fucking kill himâ Soobin seethes
âNo you wonât! Just calm downâ
âCalm down?! Calm down? Are you serious right now? Iâve been watching the fucking lot of you touch and flirt with her all day! Youâre all lucky I havenât snapped yet! But now, now he diesâ he starts move but Taehyun grabs him and shoves him onto the couch
âCalm downâ Taehyun demands as he holds Soobin on the couch.
âFuck off and let me goâ
âNo you need to calm downâ
âLike fuckâ
âYouâre gonna scare her so calm down!â
âWhatâs going on!?â You cut them off, concern evident in your voice
Soobin instantly freezes enough for Taehyun to let go of him.
Yeonjun speaks up ânothing! Soobin is just a little⊠sensitive todayâ
âEveryone nods except Soobin who canât take his eyes off of you. Jealousy and anger are still very present inside him.
âokay⊠well Iâm ready for you Soobinâ
âEveryone outâ Soobin calmly demands
âWhat?â Yeonjun asks
âEVERYONE OUT!â The leader yells, shocking everyone âNOW!â
They all stand to leave but not before telling you they wonât be far if you need them. Questioning if they pushed him too far.
âWoah Soobin, whatâs up?â
âWhatâs up?â He laughs manically âwhatâs up!? Are you fucking serious right now?â
âSeriously, what is going on with you right now?â
He stands up leaving no room between your bodies, looking down at you âyou! You and everyone all over you. This is what you wanted right? everyoneâs attention? Wearing this fucking excuse for a costume, youâre basically asking for it.â
âEXCUSE ME?!â You raise your voice at him, livid at his accusations, taking a step backwards.
âOh like you donât fucking know. Hiking up your skirt, leaving your buttons undone, and adding those fucking thigh high socks. Itâs a far cry from Marinâs uniform! Looks like you clearly after somethingâ spitting his words at you in anger he tried to get closer but you continue to step backwards until you hit the wall behind you. Caging you in, he raises his arms to rest on either side of your head.
âChoi Soobin I know youâre not slut shaming me right now over a fucking costume!â You yell
âDamn right I am y/n! What the actual fuck were you thinking?â
âWhy the fuck does it matter to you Soobin!? what I do is none of your business! Besides you havenât even talked to me in the last two weeks!â
âIâm your fucking friend and Iâm trying to look out for you!â
âNo your just jealous because other people noticed me and had enough balls to actually make a moveâ
âI know what theyâre like Y/N theyâd just use you for their fun and then everything would be fucking ruinedâ
âWHAT IF I WANT TO BE USED SOOBIN? HUH? Ever think of that? Ever think I wanna be fucked?â
âGO FUCK THEM THEN!â
âYouâre actually ridiculous you know thatâ scoffing at him
âWhat the fuck is that supposed to mean y/n?â
âSince you think you know everything I actually wore this for YOU. I thought Iâd try to make you fucking notice me for once. We were actually supposed to dress up as Marin and Gojou together, but you forgot about that! I wanted to dress up together so maybe once you would actually see me as more than your friend. Someone youâd like to fuck. So no Soobin I didnât do this to randomly fuck someone or for anyone else to notice me. I WANTED YOU!â Anger and hurt flow through your words at everything heâs just said to you, slamming your hands into his chest.
Soobin freezes, staring at you in shock as all the anger starts to fade. His voice barely audible as he asks âwhat?â
You just stare back at him, your eyes darting between his as you try to gauge what heâs thinking right now. âI want you to notice me. I want you Soobinâ almost on the verge of tears but calmly telling him how you feel.
Soobinâs eyebrows are furrowed in confusion and his eyes are wide, as his mouth hangs open. His brain runs blank of words to say. Just repeating your last words over and over again. Silence hanging between you for too long and you waver.
âI get it, you donât see me that way. I just thought Iâd just take a chance⊠forget what just happened and that I said anything. Sit down, I have to do your makeupâ you side step under one of his arms, removing yourself from the cage his arms enclosed you in. Walking to your makeup station, grabbing your brush belt and getting the products for his application. Busying yourself to stop the tears from spilling down your cheeks.
He stands there. Still and not moving, leaning against the wall, just stuck in a loop repeating the words you said over and over. But the longer he stands there the harder your words hit him. He finally knows you want him the way he wants you.
âSoobin! Please just forget everything and let me do this. Youâre gonna be lateâ continuing to organize the things you will need.
Making up his mind, Soobin turns, and takes long strides toward you.
âSoobin please-â as you turn around he crashes his lips into yours cradling you face in his hands
âSoobin- what- stopâ you make out between kisses
âShut upâ he demands, picking you up by your plush thighs, walking to the mirror and sitting you on the desk. Not once stopping his attack. His hands roam your thighs and hips, squeezing and caressing as he pleases.
Migrating his kissing down your neck, needing to taste more of you.
âSoob- what.. mmhmm- what are you doing?â barely making out the words as your brain fogs with desire.
âNoticing you, like I have been since I fucking met youâ he quickly says before attaching back onto your neck.
âWha-â
Groaning, he grips your hair at the base of your neck, tugging back to make you look up into his eyes, âI noticed you. I notice you the second our eyes lock, and everytime youâre remotely near me. Iâve always wanted you Y/N. That's never been a questionâ Soobin states, eyes locked on yours leaving no room for doubt.
âWell youâve never shown it!â you snap, angry again because how has he been able to hide this from you for so long.
âI didnât think you wanted me. Iâm not going to pressure you into doing something you donât want. Especially if it meant losing you and not having you at all.â
âSoobin I-â
âIâve always wanted you Y/Nâ he cuts you off and pushes his hips into yours. Showing you how much he means it, grinding his hardened cock against your soaked core. Both of you are panting heavy trying to catch your breath, looking at one another, darting between your eyes and lips.
You breathlessly whisper âthen take meâ
Soobin lips crash back onto yours before the final syllable leaves them. The kiss is heated, messy, and all over the place. Teeth clash as your tongues fight for dominance. Months of built up sexual tension between you two, finally being released in the most heated way possible. Both wanting more as your hands roam each otherâs bodies, pulling on the fabric covering your skin, needing as much contact as possible.
Soobin makes quick work of your shirt, untying the bottom and ripping open the only button you had fastened, eliciting a shocked gasp from you.
Chuckling he says âyouâll be fine, you barely had it on anywaysâ kissing your collarbone
âThat a problem for you?â
âOnly when others can see youâ Biting your skin to punctuate his statement. Leaving a purple mark in its place.
âJealous are we?â You taunt
Coming back to eye level he states âI donât like people touching what's mineâ
âAnd Iâm yours?â you slyly question
âYou are nowâ he says, pulling your bra down to reveal your breasts, groping them with his large palms. âYouâre mine Y/Nâ pinching your nipples when he says your name, claiming your lips with his. You start grabbing at his clothes, pulling his loosely tucked shirt out of his pants, sliding your hands underneath to feel his skin. Running your hands along his abs and slim waist isnât enough for you, âoffâ âoff nowâ you whimper during the short break of kissing. But he doesnât hear you, continuing to kiss you roughly. Pushing him back off of you, seeing the hunger in each other's eyes you command him âtake off your shirtâ. The fabric is pulled over his head and on the floor in a split second, and he tries to resume his previous work. But you stop him, holding out your hand to his chest. âLemme see youâ
Itâs not like you havenât seen him shirtless before, but itâs different. Watching his chest rise and fall quickly, the light sheen of sweat coating his skin. His abs flex as he tries to control himself, allowing you to see what you want. As you admire him you reach around your back, quickly undoing your bra and throwing it at him. Leaning back, you tilt your head and bite your lower lip, beckoning him to come to you as you curl your index finger in.
âFuck youâre so hotâ pouncing back on you as fast as he can. Hands enveloping your bare chest, as his lips attach to your neck, wanting to cover you in marks. Your fingers tangle in his hair as your head falls back, your moans and whimpers leading him further and further down your torso, a trail of wet, open mouthed kisses left in his wake. One he meets your navel, he looks up at you, giving your approval with a slight nod. His palms ride up your thighs until he reaches your skirt, flipping it up to show your soaked core. Your white panties basically see through from your slick, clinging to your folds.
âOh fuck youâre soaked baby. Need to taste.." His words trail off as he leans in and firmly glides his tongue over your heat through your panties. A low groan sounds from deep in his chest, savouring the sweet taste of you on his tongue. Pushing the tip of his tongue against your folds, running it up and down excruciatingly slowly. Youâre saccharine moans fueling him to tease you even more, slowly driving you crazy.
âSoonin pleaseâ you plead
âHmmm?â he hums against your still covered core, the slight vibration ringing through your clit that heâs currently attending to.
âMore please bin! Pleaseâ you plead again, irritation starting to build inside you. It felt good but you wanted more, you wanted to feel his tongue on you.
He ignores you, content where he is. Building speed but still over your drenched garment.
You still call to him, wanting more from him âBin.â âBin pleaseâ âmoreâ âfuck Soobinâ âSOOBIN!â
Irritation runs hot through your body, needing to punish him for his neglect and his actions earlier. He wants to be a brat, so be it.
You glide your fingers through his hair on the top of his head, starting soft and almost petting him leaving no room to suspect anything from you. When you feel heâs relaxed enough, you grip his hair harshly, pulling a loud hiss from him, and pull him off you.
âWhat the fuck?â he barks at you
âYou donât listenâ scolding him while still pulling his hair firmly, knowing it hurts. âIf you listened I'd be coming on your face right now, but you had to be a greedy brat.â You push your panties to the side with your free hand and start circling your clit while his face is mere inches away. Eyes glued to your fingers while you please yourself ââm sorry, please let go baby, pleaseâ weakly begging without ever looking at your face
âI donât think soâ bringing his face closer but just out of reach of his tongue being able to touch you. âThat's a pathetic excuse for an apologyâ you glide your fingers down and plunge your middle and ring fingers inside your pulsing hole. Sinfully moaning at how good it feels. Taking them out you show him how wet they are âsee Binnie. Could have been you instead but, you had to be a greedy bratâ returning to rub your clit in front of him.
Whining he apologizes again âoh fuck, Y/N iâm so sorry, let me taste you again. Please!â
âHmmm, i donno.. I feel pretty good right now, maybe I don't need youâ moaning as you speed up your fingers.
âPLEASE Y/N! Won't do it again please! Wanna make you cum.â his eyes finally come up to yours and theyâre watering as if he might actually cry if he watches you cum by yourself and not because of him. Without uttering a word you pull his hair crashing his face back into your cunt. The most beautiful moan rips from Soobinâs chest when he tastes your bare skin. His tongue immediately finding your clit, wanting to make you cum. He lifts one of your legs over his shoulder, giving even more access to you and slides your panties off âthese need to goâ he exhales, still captivated by your bare pussy in front of him. Quickly returning to your heat, his tongue prods at your dripping opening, devouring every last drop he can find before plunging the muscle in. Your grip tightens on his hair, pulling him in even more, moaning as he finally gives you what you want.
âGood boy Binnieâ you praise, unknowing what that would do to him. Soobinâs eyes roll into the back of his head, his deep groans sending pleasure through you as his tongue is still inside you. His already hard cock gets even harder, twitching against his pants, begging to be freed. Soobin replaces his tongue with three long fingers, finding the perfect rhythm against your spongy spot while deliciously stretching you. His mouth attached to your clit, sucking the sensitive nub relentlessly. Wanting to hear those words come from your mouth again heâs willing to do anything.
Your words are almost incoherent through you moaning âOh fuck Bin! So good-â âoh fuck donât stopâ and he has no intention of stopping until you cum, even if he stops breathing. He would love nothing more than to die this deep in your pussy. âAghh- Fuck- mm- Gonna- gonna cumâ Light headed, Soobin doesnât stop, craving your orgasm just as much as you were. With one final high pitched moan, you come undone. Your juices cover soobinâs fingers, dripping down his hand, while your essence covers his face. Sucking and licking up every last drop of you until you're clean, sucking off whatâs left on his fingers and hand. Looking up and smiling at you as he does so âmmm all cleanâ
You canât help but compliment him âgood boyâ
His face and chest flush deep red, as his breathing stops. You swear you can see the chill run down his spine. âYou like that, Binnie? When will I call you a âgood boyâ?
He nods stiffly, until the can verbally assure you âyesâ
âWell, how about my good boy come over here and get his treat?â You bring both of your feet to the top of the desk, keeping your legs open, spreading your folds with your fingers to show him your needy hole.
âFuckâ he exhales as he comes to you, cock throbbing to be inside you already. He quickly undoes the button on his pants, along with the zipper, dropping them to his ankles. Before removing his briefs he looks at you, making sure this is what you want.
Sitting up and tilting your head to the side you canât help but smile at him, a slight chuckle behind your question âwhat's wrong Binnie?â
âAre you sure you wanna do this?â he hesitantly asks, if you say no he might die. Heâs not sure he can live after this if you say no.
âDo you want this Bin?â you question back, smiling kindly at him as you sit up. Radiating kindness in your eyes, you reach for his hands.
âFuck iâve never wanted anything more in my life Y/Nâ he avoids your hands, insteading holding your head to his. Hoping you can feel how sincere he is.
âSoobin, I want this. I want you. I want you to fuck me. Right here. Right now.â your hands reach for the waistband of his underwear, hooking your fingers around it and pulling them down as you say against his lips âI want you to fuck me like Iâve always wantedâ ending the sentence with a kiss to his lips as you let his briefs fall around his ankles with his pants, fully exposing his member to the cold air surrounding you. Parting from his lips, you look down to finally see the dick youâve fantasized about for so long. âHoly fuckâ you gasp under your breath, wrapping your fist around his thick shaft. âBin youâre huge..â your voice drifts off as you oggle him, stroking him up and down, rubbing your thumb over his precum covered head. You let a drop of your spit fall from your mouth, using it to lubricate your hand.
âMmm fuck- alright enough of that!â Soobin removes your hand from his member, pushing you to your back and aligning himself with you. âYou ready love?â lightly pushing his tip against your opening.
âGod yes Soobin please!â You whine desperate for him to be inside you.
âThank god! I donât think I can hold back any longERâ gliding past your opening, slowly sheathing himself fully inside you. Rubbing every nerve along your sensitive walls.
Both of you moaning in harmony, finally together as you both fantasized about. Soobinâs cock was not for the weak. It reached so deep inside you, you could see it bulge through your stomach, while his girth stretched you so sinfully good that tears came to your eyes.
âyou okay Y/N?â Soobin asks, concerned after seeing the wetness on your lashes.
ââM good Binnie, So fuckkingg goodâ you moan in response
âMmkay pretty, Can I move then?â he chuckles lightly at how fucked you are right now
âPlease. Fuck Binnie pleaseâ you beg
Sliding his hips back you both hiss in pleasure. Pulling back until his tip is all that remains inside you, he thrusts back into you.
âUGhh Binâ his hips pick up speed, his tip pressing against your cervix with every thrust.
âFuck baby you feel so goodâ
âFill me-uuughh- so goodâ
âPerfect pussy. So perfect. My pussy all mineâ Soobin massages your breast with his hand, his other gripping tightly onto your hip. Praises are spit out in between the erotic sounds being made.
âClose Bin- fuck iâm so closeâ
âMe to baby me toâ
âWant you to cum insideâ You can feel Soobinâs cock twitch inside you, causing you to clench around him.
âOh fuck!â He moans âyou serious Y/N?â
âYes! Want your cum Soo-BINâ your voice hitches as his hips harshly slap into yours.
âWant my cum? Want me to fill your pretty pussy?â His voice takes a different tone, sounding deeper and sexy, dominant. Feeling your clench around him as he spoke to you this way pushed him further. Pulling out, he flips you around, pushing back in, his hips slap against your ass a couple of times before he bends forward. He lifts your leg up onto the desk, resting your weight on your knee while he wraps his long arms around your chest and stomach lifting you up. You can see everything. Youâre smudged lipstick, black smudges of mascara, his messy hair pushed off of his forehead as he smirks at you. The way his fingers are working quick circles around your clit while the other is toying with your breast, squeezing and pinching your nipple. But your eyes are locked lower on the mirror. Locked on the sight of Soobinâs cock sliding in and out of you. The visual has you shaking in his arms, drooling at how good his cook looks filling you, anticipating what it will look like when his cum is shooting inside you, dripping out when he pulls out of your throbbing cunt.
âLook how sexy you are, Y/N. See how well you take my cock baby?â
âSo gooood-â
âMy pretty girl canât talk? My cock making you stupid?â
âMmhmmâ you whine âwan- wanna cumâ
âYou wanna cum baby? Wanna cream all over my cock?â he teases, biting your neck. You can only moan in response. âIâll take that as a yesâ he chuckles against your skin, before whispering âCum for me Y/Nâ giving you one last deep thrust to push against your sweet spot, and you crumble. The band inside you snaps, hard, pink coloured eyes rolling to the back of your head as you clench around his length as your cum coats him.
âGood job baby. So good for meâ he praises you, kissing your shoulder as he works you through the last ripples of your orgasm. Completely spent, your head falls back against his shoulder, only being held up by Soobinâs arms wrapped around you.
âHoly fuck binâ you breathlessly say
He chuckles âwhat?â starting to slowly glide into you again
Moaning, already overly sensitive from just cumming, you tell him âyouâre fucking cock, jesusâ
âMmm? What about it, Y/N?â he hums in your ear, upping the intensity of his movements ever so deliciously. Dragging along your gummy walls
âohH fuucckkâ
âWhat about my cock Y/N?â
âSo good- cockâs so goodâ you cry out, Soobinâs cock hitting deeper inside you again, searching for his own orgasm now.
âYou need to be more specific, baby. Tell me what is it about my cock that you like so muchâ
You have no idea where your usually shy and bashful best friend is right now because the man fucking you right now is very different. Different in the sexiest way possible. âNever knew you were so dominant Binâ
He laughs, deeply in his chest âTalking back now are we?â
You look at him through the mirror and smirk, raising your eyebrows in a challenge wanting to push him even further.
âAlright thenâ he lets go of your body, and pushes you down flat to the desk âfine, be a bratâ.
The slapping sound echoes throughout the room, the stinging pain where his hand made contact with your ass caused you to cry out. Fucking you harder than he had before, using you for his own need, taking out the remaining frustration he has from earlier.
âGonna talk now?â
âWhy would I do that, Binnie?â you pant between breathes as he fucks into you harder and faster.
Your reddened cheek is met with another harsh slap, making you arch your back and clench around his cock, âfuck!â
âOh you like that. Not such a good girl afterall. Baby likes it rough huh?â Giving you another slap, you confirm everything he just said. âMmm my baby likes it rough. You like it when I spank you, pretty girl? Like it when I'm rough?â spanking you on the other cheek now you cry out in pleasure. âFuck youre so hot you know that? Squeezing my cock like thatâ
âFuck Soobin, need you to cumâ you whine. âWant your cum Soobin please!â
âYou want me to cum? Tell me what you like about my cock first Y/N. Be a good girl and Iâll fill you up.â
âFuck Soobin. Youâre cocks huge - so big, fills me so good. Ahhh-hits so deep inside. Fuck! stretch me so good. Makes me feel soo good Binnie, fuck- PLEASE!- PLEASE BIN- cum in meâ
âYou want it?â he teases one last time, as you say the words that make him crumble
âPlease Soobin! Fill me with your cum! Make me yours- Claim me Binnie-â
Soobin fucks you hard and fast, chasing his orgasm to do exactly as you begged for.
âMine baby- FUCK- gonna make you mine. Make sure everyone knows it too. Fill you with my cum baby- Drip down your thighs for the rest of the day- squirm everytime you feel it remembering my cock deep inside you. Make you feel better than anyone ever could. Youâre mine Y/N-mine!â
His hips stutter and you feel his cock twitch inside you as his hot white cum starts to paint your insides. The feeling of finally being with Soobin and being claimed by him, is so overwhelming, you can't help but cum with him. Kissing down your spine while you both come down from your highs, you turn over your shoulder leaning for a kiss. When he connects his lips to yours itâs heaven. The anger and desperation are absent this time, letting you both feel your emotions. Feeling how you both belong together.
It felt so right, like all of your missing pieces had been found. You found your home, and it was Soobin.
âY/Nâ
âMmhmm?â You smile at him pulling away from his lips
âI- I..â
âCome on Soob donât be shy nowâ you tease him
âIâm just⊠fuck Iâm just so happy right nowâ
âMe to Soobin. So so happyâ
âI love you Y/Nâ he confesses
Your eyes widened, shocked that he just spoke the words you dreamed of hearing one day. Too stunned to speak. Sure you just fucked each other and admitted that you both wanted each other but love!? You knew you loved him but hearing him say those three words made your heart explode.
âItâs okay if you donât feel that way. I just,â he rubs the back of his neck embarrassed âI just really wanted to tell you.â
The biggest smile spreads across your face unable to contain your glee. âHeâs so fucking cute I canât handle itâ you think to yourself before you respond to him âI love you to Soobin!â
His eyes light up as he engulfs you in the tightest hug. âGod I love you so much. Can I keep you to myself now? Can you be mine? Only mine? Please!?â He asks
âSoobin you goof! I was already yours!â You giggle at how adorable he is. âYouâre so fucking cute I canât handle you!â
âStop!â He blushes and hides in your neck at you calling him cute
âI canât help it, Bin! Look at you, this is the CUTEST!â You squeal at him
He pokes out of your neck at looks up at you with big brown puppy dog eyes as he rests his chin on your chest and pouts, whining âstop teasing meâ
âYOU THINK THIS IS BETTER!? My heart is gonna explode from cuteness overload! Youâre like a big puppyâ you rubs his head, emphasising your point.
âOkay okay!â He laughs before taking your hand off of His head and kissing your palm. âYou really are like Marin when I think about it. You sounded just like her just nowâ
âIâll take that as a compliment. Marin Kitagawa is bae. However, can we talk about how jealous you were earlierâ
Hanging his head in his hands Soobin pleads âyeah⊠can we forget that? Please?â
âWhy? Are you embarrassed?â You tease him, making him groan. âYou know, itâs was kinda hot thoughâ
Soobinâs head springs up âyeah?â
âYeah, it was pretty hot seeing you get so mad when the guys were talking to me.â
âThey werenât talking, they were all over you! Touching you and shit! I-â
âSoob! Calm down. You won babe, Iâm all yoursâ kissing him to shut him up.
âYeah⊠youâre mine. My girlâ
âAnd youâre my manâ
âY/n?â
âMmhmm?â you hum sweetly
*Knock knock knock*
You both jump, startled and try to cover yourselves as you watch the door crack open a tiny bit
âHey guys, itâs just meâ Yeonjun quietly says through the door âI donât know what youâre both up to but Soobin the shoot starts in 15 minutes you need to get ready.â
âOkay! Thanks hyungâ Soobin responds awkwardly as Yeonjun shuts the door, leaving you two to fix yourselves up and get ready for the shoot.
You both scramble around, scouring the floor for your clothes. Quickly putting back on your underwear, and bra, and tying your shirt around your waist and fixing your skirt. You grab your brush belt and prepare as fast as you can, while Soobin walks back over to you, fastening the button on his pants.
âSitâ you smile at him and point to the chair
As he takes his seat you look him over and immediately regret attaching onto his neck so hard earlier. Covering the purple and red marks was going to take longer than you hoped. So you dive in right away, not wasting a single second. Concentrating so hard that you donât even talk.
Soobin takes in your appearance. The love bites that he left to decorate your neck and chest make him feel warm inside, knowing everyone will see them. His eyes wander to your face and he can't help the swelling of his heart as he watches your eyebrows crinkle as you concentrate on trying to cover his hickeys. Finding the way you bite your lip and lick your lips as you work is adorable. Heâs watched you work so many times before, and seen these faces both while you work and when itâs just the two of you gaming or working on something, but this time itâs different. Knowing that you love him the way he loves you makes everything about you that much cuter. He speaks before he even processes what heâs going to say
âY/N?â
âMmm?â Humming in response, words taking too much effort at this moment
âCan I take you on a date? Like a proper one?â
Your whole body freezes as you finally look at him, not just the marks on him. âWhat?â You ask quietly
âWill you go on a date with me?â
âYes. YES! Of course I will!â You smile and hug him before giving him a quick peck.
âIs tomorrow okay?â
âYeah that sounds goodâ you say excitedly as you return to your work, finishing covering the last of his marks, moving on to the rest of his face. âGod I hope youâre wearing something that covers most of this! Iâm gonna be in so much shit!â referring to the million marks you had left on him.
âY/N itâs okay thatâs what editing is forâ chuckling as he rubs your arm in support
âI just got so carried away⊠wanted to show everyone your mineâ
âLike Iâm one to talk! Have you seen yourself?â Laughing at how desperate you both were to claim each other.
âStill!â You apply concealer around his eyes and blend it into the rest of his makeup. Combing through his brows with a gel and adding a light tint to his already swollen lips. âYour lips are even more pouty now. Fuck youâre gonna look to good in this shoot. I can see the edits nowâ despair shooting across your face as you tip your head back.
âHey! Who cares about edits? Iâm all yours babyâ
âBut everyoneâs gonna see how sexy you lookâ you pout
âAnd who did that to me?â Soobin raises his eyebrows and you flush a little âexactlyâ he smirks and pecks you quickly
You blend out the subtle blush you applied and then look him over, making sure everything looks okay. Which of course he does, his skin is flawless and he always looks gorgeous. âOkay Iâm doneâ
Standing from the chair he looks in the mirror and fixes his hair âyouâd never know I was covered in hickeys a minute agoâ
You slap his arm and he laughs âkeep it that way bin!â
âAlright alright!â He turns to you, grabbing your hands gently with his huge ones and looks into your pink tinted lenses as you look up at him. âIâll text you after the shoot okay?â
âKayâ you softly respond.
Taking your hand up to his lips, Soobin places a soft kiss on the back of it before saying âI love you Y/Nâ
âLove you to Binâ
He gives you one last kiss, his hand cupping your ear as his thumb rubs your cheekbone. He reluctantly lets go and jogs to the door. Before exiting, he turns back to you and smiles.
âIâll see you later?â
You nod and he leaves with a smile plastered on his face. Walking down the hall to the shoot, he sees the guys. All staring him down with intense eyes.
âWhat?â Soobin asks tentatively
âWHAT!? Bro you need to spill NOW!â Yeonjun demands
âAhhh- wow look at the time we have to start yeah? I think they just called my nameâ he points with his thumb over his shoulder as he quick walk turns into sprint to wardrobe to escape this conversation.
âCHOI SOOBIN! Get back hereâ Yeonjun chases after him, not willing to let him off the hook until he hears every last detail of how well his plan worked out.
Yeonjunâs phone pings notifying him of a new text message. âDonât think this is over Soobin!â He yells at him, stopping to take out his phone, seeing the notification with your name. Opening your message he smirks proud of his two idiot best friends.
âThank you â€ïžâ is all your text said but he knew exactly what you were referring to
âYou're welcome pretty! but you owe me đđâ
Synopsis: when a regular shooting of TO-DO has a hitch, the director is left begging his staff to fill in the parts of the models who failed to show up. What could go wrong when you get paired up with Soobin, the man youâve been crushing on for months?
Warnings: oral (male and female receiving), penetrative sex, cum talk, fingering, handjob, fantasy play, inappropriate photos, bunny suit, let me know if I miss something!
Word Count: 10K
Tag list(open btw): @sooluving
The day started simple enough. You showed up to work ready to film the TO-DO episode scheduled for today. Setting up the props and getting everything organized before the guys show up for makeup, when you are approached by the director.
âY/N! We need your help!? PLEASEEE PLEASE SAY YOUâLL DO IT!?â falling to his knees and bowing in desperation.
âOh god! whatâs going on?!â
âThe male models that were supposed to show up today for the episode are a no show! We have no idea where they are and we have to begin shooting in 20 minutes. The guys are already fully booked for the rest of the day so we canât hold them upâ
âOkay so what do you want me toâŠ.ârealization washes over you of what heâs about to ask you âOH NO! NO! Nonononono NO WAY am i wearing those things in front of THEMâ you refute his pleading. There was no way in HELL you were modeling those costumes for the 5 men you considered your friends. Your relationship with the members developed into quite the friendship from sitting in your chair. You hang out with them outside of work and there is no way you are giving them that leverage over you. You would never live it down, especially as long as Beomgyu was alive.
You see, todayâs episode was supposed to consist of the guys drawing live models in their respective animal suits. Only it was supposed to be male models in pretty revealing Halloween versions of said animals. You know, corsets, masks, ears, and very short skirts (if you were ever so lucky).
âY/N PLEASE! You will only have to model 1 and it will be in a private room so the others won't even see you. We will also blur your face when it airs so no one can see you. Actually it will probably be your whole body. PLEASE! pleasepleasepleaseplease PLEASE WE ARE DESPERATE!â
You think it over. âI want what the models were being paidâ
âOF COURSE Iâll give you double! Pleaseâ
You turn around and mull it over again in your head. To be honest the only two you wouldnât want to model in front of were Beomgyu and Soobin. Beomgyu for obvious reasons. The menace would torture you afterwards and never let you breathe peacefully without bringing you up in that âbearâ costume (if you could even call it that). Soobin on the other hand⊠it wasnât because he would be disrespectful or anything, honestly he would probably be the easiest one to model for. But, the fact that youâre completely head over heels for the man and the idea of him seeing you exposed like that makes you want to die. Picturing his eyes on you at all would make you a complete mess.
âIâLL GIVE YOU A RAISE! PLEASEâ the director breaks you out of your thoughts.
Fuck you could really use the raiseâŠ.âhow will the outfits be chosen?â you ask, trying to convince yourself to do this for the money.
âRandom draw. No one really wants to do this and that seems like the fairest way.â
âFine.â you exhale, unable to believe you're actually gonna do this. âIâll do it. But you're also buying me lunch for a month!â
âDONE! You are an absolute godess you know that!â
âYeah yeah.. Let's get this over withâ
You walk over to the other staff who were going to do this with you, seeing a couple of your work friends also in the circle.
âHe got you too, huh?â one of the producers asks you
âYeahâŠâ you say defeated
âFigured he would. Especially since you and the guys are so closeâ another says from the styling department
âYea but this is too much⊠fuck! if i get Soobin or Gyu iâm gonna off myselfâ you sigh
âYea i canât imagine you in front of Soobin, especially in that bunny girl fit. Youâre so in love with him it's crazy he hasn't noticed yetâ one of the junior assistants teases
âSHHHHHHH! Can you not! What if he pops up and hears you!â you cover her mouth
âOmg they're not even here yet. You know they let us know as soon as they enter the building over the walkies'' the stylist teases
âUghhhh.. Can we just do this? Put me out of my miseryâ
âOkay but we have to promise no switches after we pick! Keep it fair! We all know no one wants to be with Beomgyu because of the teasing we will have to endure from him for the rest of our lives. So no whining, just do it!â one of the senior writers says, putting her hand in the middle to signify making a pact.
âFine!â you place your hand on top of the others showing you agree. The hat is grabbed by your senior and she holds it in the middle âon 3 we all reach in and pick oneâ everyone nods â1â she starts
âI mean my odds are 3 out of 5â
â2â she side eyes you continuing the countdown
âSo it's not that bad. â you continue trying to reassure yourself
â3â
âItâs only 2 names I don't really want so what are the chances..â you continue rambling while you all reach in for the costumes.
Everyone opens their slips at the same time and you feel your blood turn cold, âfuckâ you say under your breath.
Everyone goes around saying their costume
âFox/ Yeonjunâ
âPenguin/ Kaiâ
âFucking bearâ the stylist says annoyed âkill me nowâ
âCat/ Taehyunâ
Which only leaves you. Everyone staring with Giant grins plastered on their faces at your horror..
âBunny⊠Soobi-â
âTheyâve arrived everyone in positionsâ blasts over the walkies.
âFuck. fuck. FUCKKKKK!â plays over and over again in your brain as you walk to the dressing room, set with your suit.
Opening the door, you see the white satin, corseted one piece. With matching white fluffy ears and wrist bands. Accompanied by white pumps and white thigh high tights, each having white fur on them as well. You also assumed there was a large fluffy white tail on the back of your suit.
The director knocks on the door
âCome inâ
âOh itâs you⊠see you got the bunny suitâŠâ he cringes for you
âYeahhhhâŠâ you say barely above a whisper
âThis will be interestingâ he silently chuckles to himself, resulting in you death glaring him
Clearing his throat âanyways⊠can you just put your hair up in a high ponytail with some curls? For makeup keep it light but add some extra blush on your nose to look like a âbunny noseââ
All you can do is nod
âYouâll be fine. Soobin is a gentleman, which youâre more than aware of. Youâll be in safe handsâ he says, patting you on the shoulder before he walks out.
Getting ready is a blur to you. 9284692161 thoughts running through your head about how bad this could go. Youâre not ugly by any means but that doesnât mean youâre not self conscious. Youâre on the curvier side, with a full bust and hips, and a pretty juicy ass. This suit is so tiny you can see every roll and ripple from your stretch marks and extra skin. Not to mention it barely covers your womanhood with how small this gusset is. âHow the fuck were the men gonna hide their dicks in these?â you think to yourself.
âKill me now,â you say outloud with a heavy sigh to your empty room.
A knock at your door breaks you out of your self loathing enough to go open it.
âHey, how are you?â your work bestie asks you as your head peaks though the tiniest hole crack you can manage. You grab her arm and pull her through.
âHow do you think I'm doing? This was the BIGGEST MISTAK-â She cuts you off abruptly as she takes in the sight of you.
âHoly shit babe you look incredibleâ
âHahahahha funny. You donât need to say that. I know how ridiculous i lookâ
âNo no I don't think you understand. You mustnât be seeing yourself cause Soobin is gonna lose his fucking mind when he sees youâ
âYeahhhhh riiighttt..â you stretch out your words
âYeah babe, he will. Speaking of! I came here to tell you he was asking about you the whole time he was in hair and makeup.â
âWhat? Why?â
âHe said he was worried you were sick or something. Said you also werenât answering his texts. He sounded pretty bummed actually. When he walked in you could see his head spinning looking for youâ she says raising her brows at you suggestively.
âThat's just Soobin. That's how he acts with everyoneâŠâ
âNo babe.. Itâs not. He said it was weird without you there. He missed you, I could tell.â
âYeah just as a friend though! He was just worried âcause he couldn't reach me and his anxiety filled ass though I hated him or something.â
âYouâre hopeless, you know that?â she scrunches her eyes at you, disgusted at how you wont believe that Soobin could possibly like you as much as you like him. After all, she sees the way he looks at you everyday.
âModels gather in the common roomâ the walkie relays
âFuck! kill me please?â you beg holding your hand in front of your chest as you plead with your bestie.
âNah hon.. Someones gotta see how hot you look besides meâ
âBitchâ
âLove you too! Now off you go! Say hi to Binnie for me!â she blows you a kiss as you walk to the door. Opening it and flipping her off while you close it.
Whistles and cheers can be heard from the minimal staff present as the 5 of you make your way to the common area.
âYeah yeah everyone pipe downâ the director instructs
âFirst off! Thank you to the 5 amazing ladies who stepped in at the last minute to save our asses! You all look incredible and nothing would be possible without you.â Everyone claps for you all. And all you can think about is how you wish you would turn into an ant and be stepped on. âWe are going to bring the guys in shortly and fill them in on todayâs task. They however won't know it's you modeling until they enter your private rooms. We will let them in to talk to you first and break the shock. As funny as it would be to release that⊠I don't think itâs wise for others to know who you are when it airs.â everyone sighs and nods in agreement âso after a very short interaction, we will ask them to leave and we will refilm their âfirst lookâ. After that we will leave you all alone. No mics, no cameras besides the polaroids they can use for reference photos. In editing we will blur your faces and bodies so you will not be identifiable.â more sighs of relief were released by the five of you. âso, any questions?â no one says anything so you rap it up. âAlright then! Let's get you ladies to your rooms and have a great shoot! FIGHTING!â everyone repeats him and goes their own ways.
Once in your room, your anxiety worsens. Your heart beats 1000 miles a minute. Sweaty palms and itâs hard to breathe. Pacing back and forth across the little floor space there was left from the giant easel in the corner. âWhat am I doing?! This is insane! I canât do thisâ you say to yourself. When you hear the doorknob twist. Panic shooting through all the nerves in your body. You stand up straighter, fix your hair to make sure nothing is sticking up and flatten out the suit across your stomach. Turning back on because you donât think you can face him right away.
The door shuts and you hear Soobin shyly say âannyeonghaseyoâ his voice getting higher at the end.
You say it back to him quietly and slowly turn around âannyeonghaseyoâ, grabbing your arm with the other reaching across the front of your body, looking at the ground. You wish you could curl up in a ball and die.
âOh Y/Nâ he sounds breathless
âHey Binnie..â you slowly look up to meet his eyes, lifting the hand from your held arm to wave, awkwardly smiling.
âYou⊠you-â he clears his throat âyou look-â
âRidiculous I know..â you cut him off, hanging your head in your hands, slightly pushing your breasts together âPlease donât tell the guys. I canât live with Gyu torturing me for eternityâ
âNo, no. NO!â panic fills his voice âI was gonna say you look incredibleâ he says and immediately turns bright red
âReally?â You ask shocked he would say that
âYes! You really do. Wait, so this is why you werenât in hair and makeup today? I was worried! I thought you were-â he walks over to you and grabs your arms, rubbing up and down them when he cuts himself off, looking down into your eyes as you look up into his shining brown ones. "I thought you were sick or something. You wouldnât answer my texts.â
âSorry this morning has been kinda crazyâ unable to hold back the smile spreading across your face. This whole situation was just too ridiculous..
Soobin however, was fighting every instinct in his body to not kiss you. Walking into the room and seeing your plump ass with the bunny tail was enough to make him hard. He knew it was you as soon as he saw it. Afterall, he does ogle your body everyday. Wishing he would get the chance to see you in all your glorious perfection one day. If only he could break out of his annoyingly nervous self when heâs around you and tell you how perfect you are.
Seeing you turn around with the complete outfit fulfills all of his fantasies. Fuck you looked so hot standing before him. How the fuck is he gonna get through this shoot?
Thereâs a knock on the door, signaling them that the crew was there to film his reaction to seeing you.
âAre you both ready?â The director asks, internally applauding himself for this moment. Heâs not stupid he sees the way you both look at each other.
âYeah I guess.. you good Soob?â You ask him, he hasnât broken eye contact with you
âYeah sureâ he finally looks at the director.
âAlright letâs do this thing! Weâll be right back Y/Nâ he winks at you. Soobin looks at you over his shoulder the whole time he walks out of the room. All you can do is supportively smile at him, tilting your bunny ear clad head to the side. His heart is pounding so hard right now heâs pretty sure everyone can hear it. And heâd be right. The crew all chuckled under their breath at how flustered he was.
âHey Soobinâ the director nudged his arm drawing his attention to him. âDonât let this opportunity slip awayâ leaning in to whisper his last words of advice âmake your moveâ
Soobinâs eyes widen unsure if he heard him right, âwhat?â
âYou heard me, donât waste it Soobinâ he winks at him before clapping his hands together to get everyone ready to proceed filming.
Soobinâs âintroâ goes as well as it can with how awkward he is in this situation. They wrap up the quick take, letting you know they will be back in an hour, and you are both left alone once again. Tension lays thick in the air. Who would talk first? Better yet how you were both going to make it through this. Unable to take the silence anymore, you ask âhow do you want to do this?â
âHmm?â he asks, lost in his own mind about what the director meant.
âWhat do you want me to do Soobin? How do you want me to pose for you?â
âOH right.. Umm just do what feels comfortable to you i guess?â rubbing the back of his neck as he walks over to grab the polaroid camera left on the table.
âSoobin⊠absolutely none of this is comfortable! I look like I just walked out of a teenage boys wet dreamâ
âItâs gonna be my wet dream tonightâ Soobin canât help but think to himself.
âYeah, right⊠Ummm.. how about, I mean since youâre already dressed like that, you pose like a bunny girlâŠ?â deciding to shoot his shot because this opportunity will not present itself again.
âWhat, Like this?â channeling your inner Bunny Girl popping your hip out hard to the side. Your head tilted the same way while pulling your bottom lip between your teeth with big doe eyes.
âYeah, just like that! Donât moveâ Soobin picks up the camera to capture you in that pose.
âKayâ you shyly say, not budging from your position as Soobin takes the picture.
You continue posing for him in whatever way you can imagine. And when you run out of ideas, Soobinâs thorough knowledge of anime and manga comes into full use, directing you in poses you would have never thought of.
However, as time passed, Soobinâs pervy side was getting the best of him, taking the photos he would never ever use, and just keep for later. Like as soon as filming was over and he was alone, left to think of you all night.
Soobin maneuvers himself in all different positions. Eventually making his way between your legs, wanting to get a photo of you looking down at him.
While sliding through your legs, his eyes land at the apex of your thighs, staring at your barely covered pussy. The white satin laying tightly over your core. So tight, he could see the shape of you through it. âFuck fuck fuck this is insane. I shouldnât be looking but FUCK WHY DOES IT LOOK SO GOOD. fuck I want her on my tongue. Just a tasteâŠâ Soobin internally fantasizes about you moving the fabric to the side, exposing your soaking wet folds, glistening in your slick and begging to be cleaned by his mouth. His jeans start to feel tighter- âFUCK NO! STOP BEING A PERV YOU LOSER!â
You seem to be off in another world though and completely unaware of his position. âMaybe I could⊠No no I can't, that's so wrong. Sheâd hate me if she ever found out. But⊠thatâs IF she finds out. If.. if is good.â
Soobin picks up the camera, focusing on the white piece of shiny fabric barely covering your pussy, making sure itâs perfect before he clicks the shutter button to capture you on film. Only for him to see. He shoves the picture into his shirt pocket and pushes his way through to finally see your face.
You look down over your breasts, bending slightly at your hips, to look down at Soobin. â kay so what now?â batting your eyelashes.
âUHH-â trembling over his words âFUCK WHY IS SHE LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT!!! I swear ro god she's doing this on purposeâ he swallowed thickly âumm that looks good! Yes, just lean over a bit more and that perfectâ horny Soobin is fully taking over. He wants YOU so badly.
For some reason you kept feeling more and more confident around him too. The way he would praise you throughout this whole ordeal was making you feel a type of way. You could feel the tingling in your stomach migrate its way throughout your whole body. Leading you to be more forward than you usually would. His eyes on you make you more confident by the second. âFuck why is he looking at me like that? He looks so goodâ thinking to yourself as you admire the way Soobinâs hair falls back off of his forehead. Watching the way his tongue darts out to lick his lips while he focuses the camera on you.
What catches Soobin's attention though, is the way your thighs start to rub together. Grinding together and making your hips sway slightly. âFuck this is impossibleâ he thinks while trying to maneuver to make his jeans not feel so tight.
âThis okay Binnie?â you softly ask, squeezing your breasts together with your arms
âYeP!â He squeaks, taking the picture quickly, and moving to get out from underneath you.
You notice something fall to the ground from his pocket as he shifts. Noticing itâs a polaroid you move forward and bend down to pick it up. Curious, you turn it around to look at it while you speak up.
âHey Bin you dropped th-â the word dies in your throat as you see the picture. The photo is solely of the apex between your thighs. Front and center is your pussy, barely covered, by the tiny amount of white satin fabric, you can even see through it a little bit (all thanks to how wet you currently were).
When Soobin sees you holding the photo, and the red flush covering your face, he knows immediately what photo it is, tapping his chest pocket to confirm his nightmare is coming true.
âY/N I-... Le-Let me explain! Itâs not what you think! Itâs uhhh⊠i uhh- â Seeing him panic with wide eyes and a crimson face that rivals your own, fills you with the sudden urge to toy with him. Falling to your knees, you crawl over to him, showing off the assets you know he loves most. Youâve always known Soobin was a boob man. He rarely passed the chance to size up your chest when he was presented with it. Straddling his hips, you put on your best innocent face. Big doe eyes and pouty pink lips, glossy after just licking them. âBinnie baby..â you lean forward, pushing your tits to his face as your breathily whisper into his ear âif you wanted your own pictures, all you had to do was askâ punctuating your statement by pressing a kiss to his pulse point. He stops breathing, his cock instantly hardening underneath you, while his hands shoot to your hips to hold you there. Thumbs digging in roughly.
âY/N wait⊠fuck- â he curses as your lower yourself on him âfor real?â
âMmmmhmmmâ you seductively agree, biting your lower lip while you look him in the eyes.
âAnything I want? The question barely audible while his eyes lower to your lips.
You bring your face into his, feathering his lips with your own as your whisper to him âanything you want Soobinâ
Soobin instantly reaches for the camera but you stop him. You push yourself into him as you reach down his thigh and into his pocket as you reach for his phone in his pocket. âUse yours insteadâ holding it out to him.
Soobin snatches the phone from your hand at light speed and instantly takes photos of you, just as you are right now. Photos of your chest, your face, as many as he can grab. He quickly switches to video, not wanting to miss a second of this as he simultaneously snaps pictures of you in motion.
You give into his every want and need. Moving as you think he would like, letting him guide you into the positions he wants. Even allowing him to take down your ponytail, releasing your curls along your shoulders.
Unable to take this position any longer, Soobin wraps his arm around your waist as he flips you onto the floor making you softly gasp. Your hair spreads out across the cold tile beneath you, bunny ears still standing straight up on top of your head. Soobin is about to combust looking at you spread out below him on the floor, while his legs straddle either side of you. âSheâs so fucking cute right now. Her pink nose is adorable, especially when she's shy like this. Sheâs even blushing all down her neck and -â Soobinâs eyes widen as he is stopped in his thoughts. As his eyes are trailing down your body, he notices one of your breasts has vacated your corset and is perked up, looking back at him. Your pretty perked nipple making him salivate, begging to be taken into his mouth. Fantasizing about getting you completely out of that bunny suit, you interrupt his thoughts.
âSoobin?â your voice is meek and quiet âIs something wrong?â you ask, starting to curl into yourself, feeling self conscious for the first time under his gaze.
âWhat..â he asks confused until he realizes he was eye fucking you as you watched him âNO! Nothing is wrong! Itâs just your.. Your umm..â Soobin clears his throat, âyour boob is outâ
âOH!â you look down to see you were in fact exposed. âOh god, sorry I didnât even noticeâ being too caught up in the moment you didnât even realize your tit was out. You reach to fix yourself when Soobinâs large hand grabs yours to stop you. He brings your hand above your head, looking into your eyes trying to gauge how you feel right now. âSoobin..â you breathe, shock and nerves creeping in. Feeling the mutual tension, Soobin makes his decision.
Soobin breaks eye contact to look at your exposed chest again. Bringing his free hand up, pulling down the top of your suit completely revealing your chest to him as you gasp in shock.
âSo prettyâŠâ looking at you in the most adoring way âprettiest tits Iâve ever seenâ whispering his compliments through shallow breathing. He releases your hand, kneading a breast in each of his huge palms. âSo pretty Y/N, so perfectâ Pulling hushed moans from you as he leans down and takes one of your nipples into his mouth, swirling his tongue around your peaked bud. Pulling away as he grazes his teeth across it, causing you to hiss a quiet âfuckâ as the sensation does too much to you. Your melodic sounds go straight to his dick.
Soobin continues sucking on your chest, leaving purple marks in his wake. His hands roaming your exposed skin, traveling lower towards your hips. You need more. You need him to give you more. Your desire takes over, pushing your hips up to meet his, whining as you move against him.
âMoreâ you whisper
âHmm?â he barely heard you too caught up in his actions
âMore Soobin, pleaseâ you whine
Unable to stop the smirk on his lips, he has to tease you a little bit. He wasnât going to give up this chance to fluster you âwhat was that? I canât hear you Y/N did you say something?â
You grab his face, pulling him in closer to you and whine between bated breath âBiiNn- More, touch mee- Uhh more PLEasseeâ Your eyes glossed over with need.
âFuck Y/N what are you doing to me?â Finally meeting your lips, Soobin pulls you up to sit in his lap, moving the fabric to the side so he can finally touch your soaked cunt. Soobin groans into your mouth, mixing with your moans. Having his long fingers rub along your sensitive folds, circling your clit, making your brain short circuit, losing all sense of control and reason previously holding you back.
You grip his shirt by the neck, pulling him closer to you deepening your kiss. âTake it off.â punctuating your demand by biting his lower lip.
Soobin moves at light speed, pulling his shirt over his head, to reconnect your lips. Not wanting to waste any moments he can be connected to you. Migrating to your neck where he makes quick work to leave his mark. Purple splotches popping up along your collarbone and chest. Relishing in the pretty moans leaving your mouth. Kissing down your chest he reaches your suit again.
Trying to pull down your suit, heâs met with resistance. The zipper gets stuck as he fumbles with irritation.
âFuckâ he grumbles before he turns you around âas hot as you are in this suit, I really fucking hate it right now.â fingers struggling to unzip you.
You get impatient too, âhere!â wrapping your arm around to pull the zipper down
âStand up baby, take it off pleaseâ he motions for you to stand up, holding your hips as you do.
On your feet, you look down at Soobin, his eyes sparkling with desire as you shimmy out of the satin suit you were so self conscious in moments ago. While the lust is fogging over your thoughts, you freeze realizing he can see everything. Anxiety begins to crawl back into your stomach. Butterflies swarming in the pit as you see him size you up from top to bottom.
Lost in the sight of you fully on display for him, Soobin canât help but stare and take in every inch of your body. It was everything he ever dreamed and more. Practically salivating at the thought of having you all to himself. Eyes between your thighs to your breasts, landing on your stomach. Youâre holding your breath when he gently says âso pretty. Youâre beautiful y/n. So so beautiful.â you can hear the love and sincerity in his words, making the butterflies and unease fly away. Still praising your body with his gaze, Soobin moves forward, bringing himself closer to your dripping sex, trailing kisses along your thighs. âNeed to tasteâ he says, more so to himself as he lifts his head, running his smooth tongue from your opening to your clit in one deliciously slow stroke. His tongue feels unreal, soothing the tension building inside you. Moaning as he continues to lap up your arousal. Soobin lifts your leg over his shoulder to get more access to you, his plush lips kissing your clit.
Soobin leaves no part of your core untouched. His tongue travels the length of your slit, swirling your clit and sucking it between his lips, holding you steady with a tight grip on your ass. Groping your cheek as he guides you along his tongue.
âeughâ You run your finger through his hair, gripping tightly so he canât escape from the pleasure heâs giving you. Flattening his tongue along your folds slick with his saliva. Sucking on them until they slip out with a loud âPOPâ as he groans from your intoxicating taste. You push your hips forward and Soobin takes the hint, swirling his tongue around your dripping entrance before he thrusts it in.
âFuck Bin!â you gasp as pleasure buzzes throughout your body. âUghhh- Yes keep.. Keep goingâ your breathing ragged and interrupted by the moans you canât hold back.
Soobin moans against you, âyes baby- fuckkkâŠ- come for meâ he pleads between breaths. His large hands pull you in closer to him, allowing him to dive deeper into you. His nose brushes against your clit with every movement.
Pulling back for a second, you groan in disappointment, dropping your head back on your shoulders until you hear and feel the wetness of Soobin spitting on your clit. The surprise and vulgarity of the sounds echoing around the room tighten then knot in your stomach more and more while Soobin immediately returns to burying himself in your cunt. Your hips move on their own. Bouncing and grinding on Soobinâs tongue. You can feel him smile against you, as he begins to help you. Lifting you by your ass and dropping you down on his tongue so he can get even deeper. Vibrations flutter along your folds from his groans, drinking the sweet nectar flowing from you, thighs trembling signaling how close you were.
âSo good⊠fuck princess -so hotâ Soobin mewls against your clit. Distracting you while he adds two fingers along with his tongue. Reaching your spongy spot while his tongue licks your gummy walls alongside his digits. Your body is on fire, nerves overfiring with every tiny movement Soobin makes along you. The way his nose brushes your clit every time he moves his tongue or wraps his fingers to reach your g spot. The way his Grip is tightening on your ass in the most deliciously painful way, sure to leave bruises of his fingertips for tomorrow, all while pulling you closer into him.
âFuck- UGH- Iâm gonna- SooB-â your words stumble out as you try to warn him. But Soobin just nods eagerly, not stopping for even a second to breathe. With one last thrust of his fingers inside and his nose gently brushing against your clit, the tension in your body finally snaps, and your orgasm crashes over you. You shake and tremble as your arousal coats Soobin's hand and face, but he stays right there. Continuing to hold and support you while you ride out every wave of pleasure until your climax subsides.
You collapse to your knees, breathless and trembling in front of Soobin. He wipes the remnants of release from his face, unable to reach it all with just his tongue. Watching him lick your cum off of his plump bunny lips that youâve fantasized of so often almost has cumming again.
âSoobin I-â you start before he pulls you close by the back of your neck, kissing you with a passion and intensity unlike anything youâve ever experienced before. The taste of yourself on his lips only reignites your desire for him. You wanted to taste him, feel his heavy length on your tongue and make him cum deep in your throat.
Moaning into his kiss, you waste no time in undoing his belt. Ripping it off and throwing it across the room before moving onto his pants. He can barely comprehend what's happening as you pull them down his thighs in one fluid motion.
âWoah- Woah Y/N slow dowNNnN-â he moans against your lips, while trying to push you back slightly. âFuuuckâ It not that he didnât want this - because he does, He REALLY FUCKING wants it. BAD. But he didnât want you to overwhelm yourself after how hard you just came.
âBaby-Fuck bun- stop for a- ahhh- a secâ he tries to convince you
âUGGHHH why?!â you say irritably, wanting nothing more and to suck his cock right then and there. Palming him through his briefs, you run your fingers over the wet spot on his briefs, feeling the precum soaking through the fabric. Knowing he wants it just as badly as you do. Rubbing your thumb over his leaking tip through the fabric makes Soobinâs resolve start to crumble.
âFuck bunnyâ- i- i just donât wan- faaawwk-â cutting himself off with a loud moan.
âUpâ you simply state
âHmm?â he asks, confused but unable to resist your commanding tone, his pupils dilate from pleasure.
âStand. Up.â you command simply. Taking his arms and forcing him to stand up.
You look up at him moving in closer to his still covered bulge
âI wanna taste youâ not breaking eye contact as you lick the wet spot sitting atop his aching tip. His salty essence makes you moan loudly and your eyes roll to the back of your head from the delectable taste. Lost in your desire for him, you migrate lower, kissing his length.
Eliciting heavy breathing and groans from Soobin.
âfuck Y/Nâ he pants before being taken over by his deep, raspy moans, tangling his fingers through your hair to ground himself. Fighting hard to not instantly cum down your throat as you tease him through the soaking wet fabric.
Desperate for more of him, you remove Soobin's briefs and reveal his mouth-watering cock. A silent gasp escapes your lips as it slaps against his abs. You already knew he was big, but fuck.. seeing him fully exposed was mind-blowing. His member was thick with plump veins that would glide deliciously against your walls. And the length...it could easily hit every one of the pleasure points deep inside you. The sight of it made your mouth water with anticipation. Not to mention, his dick was actually pretty. The tip was a deep shade of pink, glistening in the wetness from your previous teasing, practically begging to be taken into your mouth.
Craving more, your tongue reaches out, gliding along the underside of his cock slowly, swirling your slippery tongue around the tip. Savoring the taste of him, you moan as you envelope him with your lips. Your moans radiate throughout his body, causing him to tighten his grip on your hair.
âGahh-y/n fuck your mouth feels so goodâ Soobin moans, unable to stop his hips from moving deeper into your throat. Drool drips down your chin, gagging on him as he pushes against the back of your throat. Hollowing your cheeks you allow more of his length in, using your tongue to stimulate his tip when Soobinâs hips pull back. Gripping his thigh with one hand for balance, your free hand moves to grope his balls. Massaging and lightly squeezing them while Soobin whimpers words of praise to you. âFeels so goodâ, âfuck yes bunnyâ, âsuch a good girl for meâ
Every word shoots to your core, making you drip with need. Pulling off his cock, still attached by a string of spit from your lips to his tip, creating a sinfully pornographic scene between the both of you. Panting and flushed, you watch Soobinâs dick twitch, as if begging for more attention. Humming in approval, your hand encloses around his length, pumping up and down while you look up at him. When Soobinâs brown irises lock on your playful ones, you kitten lick his tip teasingly while you watch him squirm to control himself.
âYouâre too fucking cute Binnieâ feigning innocence while biting your bottom lip, drifting closer and closer to the base of him. Smiling as you run the flat of your tongue along his taint, running all the way to his head.
Soobinâs groan was possibly the best sound you have ever heard. Greedy, you wanted to hear more. Wanted to hear how good you were making him feel. You spit on his shaft, jerking him off while returning to his balls. Licking and kissing all over before popping one into your mouth, massaging it with your tongue.
Soobinâs knees start to shake, becoming too stimulated while trying to hold himself back. He falls back and leans against the table behind him, unknowingly giving you even more access to him. Humming in satisfaction against him, you bring him closer and closer to the edge.
âFuck Y/N Iâm so closeâ heâs a moaning mess.
âCum for me Soob! Want your cumâ you beg, pumping your fist along his shaft faster, and twisting. Sucking and twirling your tongue around his tip. âCum binnieâ
âGahHhH-â cumming on your tongue, Soobinâs grip on your hair tightens, pulling you further down his length so he can pump his cum down your throat.
You canât help but moan around his length, swallowing every last drop while you continue to milk his cock.
Both of you are panting and out of breath. Licking your lips, you stare up at the man youâve been in love with for months, head thrown back and adam's apple bobbing as he tries to collect himself. Effortlessly beautiful as he always is, but this time itâs different. He looks like sex. Literal sex. His hair is damp and slightly messy from running your fingers through it. His skin softly glistens with the light sheen of sweat covering his body. His muscles are taught as he leans against that table, tensed from the orgasm you gave him moments ago. Soobin turns his head to look at you, his eyes lazy but full of desire.
âCome âereâ he softly demands, holding out a hand to you.
Raising to your feet you walk to him taking his outreached hand. With a light tug he pulls you into his chest, enveloping you in a tight hug. âYouâre incredible, you know that?â he asks into the top of your head.
Pulling back you look up at him âYeah? Youâre not so bad yourselfâ pulling him down by his chin, catching his lips with yours. The intensity increases quickly, both of you still craving more of one another.
Softly groaning into your lips, Soobinâs hands travel down to grab your ass, kneading your round cheeks with his large hands, pulling you closer and closer. But itâs not close enough. With your arms wrapped around his neck and hands tangled in his hair, Soobin lifts you up finally getting the closeness he craved. You let out a startled yelp from his sudden action, causing you both to laugh into the kiss. âYou good?â still laughing at how cute he found you.
âNever betterâ you retort before capturing his lips again, resuming your heated kissing. Pulling yourself up his body and rubbing your slick folds along Soobinâs hardened length. Whining with need and want, pushing yourself a little farther everytime. His sensitive tip hooking and sliding just past your dripping opening. Both of your moans are sinfully pornographic and echo off the walls surrounding you.
âFuck Y/N-â
âBiNNiEâ you whine against his lips, moving your hips to slip him inside you again, but he holds your hips tight, not letting you move like you wish.
âWhat? Are you that needy bunny?â he smirks, a confidence washing over him from your efforts
âMmhmmmâ you quickly nod âplease Binâ
âYou really are a filthy bunny arenât you? Just dying for me to fuck you right?â Youâve never seen or heard Soobin act like this, but fucking hell⊠this new side of him is so incredibly hot you can feel your essence stream out of you and along his cock. His chocolate brown eyes are almost black now and his gaze makes you want to submit to his every word.
âJust a bunny, your filthy bunny, Binnie I need you PLEASEâ
âFuckâ he exhales, collecting the little restraint he has to complete this fantasy heâs always had. Letting you down he flips you over, pressing your ass against him, lightly pulling you back by the bunny ears still attached to your head to say his next words into your ear. His hot breath raising goosebumps all over your body. âGonna let me fuck you stupid like the bunny you are? Gonna let me breed you? Fuck you full of my cum? Hmm Y/N? Is that what you want?â
Heâs turned you into a complete mess underneath him. And he hasnât even touched you yet. You're a moaning whiny mess, pressing yourself harder and harder against him, craving the fullness you want so bad.
âYes, fuck yes Binnie! Want it, want it so bad. Give me your cum Soobin pleaseE!â
âYeah bunny? You wanna be full of my babies?â Pushing your chest into the table, teasing you as he rubs his tip along your folds, teasingly pushing against your hole waiting for your answer.
âFUCK SOOBIN yes! Wanna be so full, wanna have your babiesâ Itâs like he had you hypnotized. The thought of him pumping every last drop of his cum in you to have his babies had you clenching around nothing, desperate for him. âPlease Binnieâ you beg looking over your shoulder at him, â Fuck your bunny, pleaseâ
With a soft moan, he confesses, âGod damnit Y/N youâre gonna be the death of meâ as he slowly sinks into you. Both of your Moans harmonize as he thrusts deeper, finally fulfilling both of your wants and desires. Savoring every moment of his perfectly sculpted length moving within you, stretching you in the most illustrious way.
âPussy feels so goodâ he pants into your ear, fully sheathing his length inside you. Kissing along your shoulder he continues to praise you âso wet for me to baby, feels so goodâ, âyouâre perfect, so fucking perfectâ, âmore than I ever dreamedâ punctuating every statement with a kiss down your spine.
âFuck Soobin please moveâ you plead, meeting his eyes over your shoulder again, watering with need. Soobin wraps an arm around your torso to palm one of your breasts, bringing you to his chest so he can kiss you. His other hand guides your leg up to rest on the table, opening you up more for him as he begins to drag himself along your walls before he begins to thrust back into you.
âOh my fuck-KiNG GawwDdâ you gasp into his mouth, his thick cock hitting the sweet spot inside you with knee buckling percision as you wrap your arm up around his neck to keep your balance. âSo good- mm- fuck Soob so good!â Sloppily kissing him as he literally fucks you stupid. Your brain has completely stopped working, too stimulated to focus on anything but how perfect Soobin is fucking your right now. They way he moves in and out of you so smoothly, as every vein and ridge fits along you so well. Tears fall from your lashes as he brings you closer to climax.
âSo good for me babyâ pulling back from your lips, Soobin flips you around to face him, leaning you back against the table. Positioning himself between your legs, pulling you in by the back of your neck to meet your forehead to his, bangs pushed back slick with sweat. Locking onto your tear glistening eyes, while his free hand travels to wipe away the tear falling down your cheek, smiling as he tells you exactly what youâve been feeling âyou're made for me Y/N. Weâre made for each other.â as he locks onto your lips while simultaneously sliding back into your fluttering entrance without needing to use his hands to guide him. Fully inside, your walls clench around his length, moans ripping through your throat as you come undone, his skilled fingers moving to circle your clit. Voice soft with affection, Soobin confesses his intentions, declaring âYouâre mine, my bunny y/n. No one else gets to have you like this. Please?â Soobin hips donât stop, fucking you through your climax, nodding to what he says while you moan and whine. His sentiment pushing you over the edge, snapping the tightly wound knot inside you. âJust want you. Fuck want you so bad. Please be mineâ begging between thrusts. âBe all mineâ
âYours-mmm- âm all yours Binnie! Your bunny- jusâ yoursâ choking on your words as you mewl from the intense orgasm wrecking your body. Soobinâs movements become erratic, ready to cum.
âGonna cum- fuck baby- â
âCum Soobin- cum for me- want itâ excitement rings through your voice
âWant my cum? Please baby let me cumâ he pleads in a deeper, raspy voice, trying to hold back
âCum bin, cum in me- claim me- wanna be yoursâ wrapping your fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck, you pull Soobin in to Kiss him, capturing his moan as he paints your insides white with his semen. Soobin pulls you in as close as he can, pushing deeper into you, pressing against your spongy core.
As he releases the last drops of his seed, releasing your lips but keeping you close, his gentle voice quietly declares âyouâre mine. All mine y/nâ
âMmmmâ you hum in agreement and he pulls out of you, covered in both of your fluids, small moans released from how overstimulated you both are.
Feeling empty now, anxiety creeps back in, making you ask âAre you mine too?â You ask with a slight waver in your voice, uncertain of his answer.
Soobin canât help the stupid grin plastered on his face, thinking how could he not be? âAlways have been Y/Nâ speaking against your lips before kissing softly.
âHuh?â eyes wide as if he had just told you the craziest thing, and didnât just fuck your brains out.
âIâm yours Y/Nâ he chuckles, holding your face in his hands, nose to nose âI want to be with youâ
âSoobin- I-â you start to stutter, your brain rapid firing âwait he likes me?â âFor real for real?â âHoly fuck I love himâ âwait is he just saying that cause he thinks he needs to?â âWhatever I can take friends with benefitsâ âhis dickđ„”â âbut I actually like himâ âno he said it he likes you backâ⊠all at once overwhelming you, and unable to finish your sentence.
âItâs okay, if you donât want to be with me I get it. We can just ignore this but-â
âWHAT NO!? NO nonononono no Soobin Iâm pretty sure Iâm in love with you that.. thats not what is happening here. I just donât want you to say that because you think you have to cause all of this happened and Iâm really in my head right now because why in the fuck would you ever pick me over literally anyone else in the world? But I Donno if I can-â
âWooahh woah Y/N slow down. Backtrack for a second, did you just say youâre in love with me?â
âHmmm? Did I what now?â You panic freaking out in your head again âWHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU YOU FUCKING IDIOT YOU JUST SAID YOURE IN LOVE WITH HIM! FUCK ME!â
âDo you love me?â
âI do. I mean yes of course I do but should I tell him that right now? Like what if I ruin all of this? Oh no⊠nooo donât look at me like that with your stupid cute face and puppy dog eyes. I do really love himâ your heart is beating out of your chest at your decision.
âYes I do.â You look up into his chocolate eyes and everything calms down. The warmth he radiates through them at this moment pushes you forward. âIâm in love with you, Choi Soobinâ His plush bunny shaped lips part in subtle shock that you actually just told him you love him. âBut you donât have to say anything, itâs totally fine I get it if you donât feel the same way. We can just pretend I didnât say anything-â
Soobin cuts you off slamming his lips back to yours, not wanting you to finish that statement because it couldnât be farther from the way he truly feels for you. He doesnât like the flash of doubt that washes over your face while you diverted your eyes from his. When he feels you melt into him and reach for him he gently breaks from your lips.
âIâm in love with you Y/Nâ
âWait-â
BANG BANG BANG
âTHIS YOUR 5 MINUTE WARNINGâ The director shouts through the door
Panic takes over the both of you as you rush around trying to find your clothes and put yourselves back together⊠well somewhat anyways. Praying to god everyone would be oblivious to what happened between you two or at least act like they were. Your lipstick was smeared all over Soobinâs face and neck, purple splotches decorating the both of you. At least his could be hidden, you were struggling to get the stupid bunny suit back on.
âHere let me helpâ Soobin ironically does up the zipper he struggled with earlier. Running his fingers along your spine as you put your hair back up in the ponytail. Leaning in to whisper, knowing the staff could barge in any second, he tells you âI meant it. All of it.â
âMe toâ
âTonight, your placeâ
âOkayâ
âI wanna-â
âWeâre hereâ the door flies open as the whole filming crew comes in. Soobin steps in front of you, somewhat keeping you out of sight. You stay back on hoping they just leave you be, reaching for the robe you entered with. While tip toeing to the robe, something catches your eye on the floor. Picking it up you see itâs the Polaroid Soobin took between your legs. Laughing to yourself you pull on the robe and see a pen. You write a quick note on the back before you return to hide behind Soobinâs tall frame and slip the photo in his back pocket, leaving a little treat for later.
You pull the bunny ears off and pull up the hood on the robe in a last attempt to hide yourself. Reliving everything that happened just moments ago as you twirl the ears in your fingers.
âY/N! Hey? You good?â The director snaps you out of your daydream.
âHmm? Oh yea Iâm good. Iâm greatâ red flushing your cheeks, unable to hold it back
âAlright well youâre free to go. Again thank you so much for doing this!â He bows to you
âYeah okay. Iâll ummm.. Iâll goâ
The look on everyone's faces was pure confusion. Considering how you were earlier they thought you would rip into the director. But youâre oddly calmâŠ
Before leaving you turn to Soobin and tell him to duck down, placing your bunny ears on top of his damp and messy hair. âThere, right where they belongâ
He whispers âtonight?â And you nod back repeating him âtonightâ smiling before you turn to leave. Passing the still bowing director as you walk through the door.
Smiling to yourself the whole way back to your dressing room. Finally arriving you walk inside and close the door leaning on it before your release every giddy squeal youâve been holding back.
âTell me everything NOW!â Youâre bestie all but screams after seeing you, scaring you half to death
âHOLY FUCK WARN A WOMAN WOULD YOU!? Fucking gave me a heart attackâ
âYea sorry whatever TELL ME EVERYTHING!â
âWhere do I begin?â
âAt the beginning obviously no detail to be spared! Now spill!!â
âOkay okay!â You laugh before you start reliving the past hour of your dreams.
Somewhere in another room âŠ
âSooooOoOooOooo How was everyoneâs shoot?â Beomgyu asks raising his eyebrows in the most immature childish way
âIt was fine, awkward but fineâ Kai says first
âYea I mean this whole idea was ridiculous, I just hope - is okay. I hope she wasnât too uncomfortable.â Taehyun adds in, scratching his temple in thought
âYea I know right? They must have felt so vulnerable. They are hella courageous though, props to them.â Yeonjun proudly says.
âIt would have been hilarious if it was male models thoughâ Kai says laughing maniacally âcan you imagine dudes in those tiny tiny costumes?â
They all laugh together except Soobin, who hasnât heard a word of the conversation. Thinking about you and how you felt on his -
âSoobin youâre awfully quiet⊠whatâs up man?â Yeonjun notices, breaking Soobin out of his thoughts.
âHmmm? Nothing- no Iâm- Iâm good sorryâ
âWho was your model by the way?â Beomgyu slides over to him, trying to get the information from him
âIâm not sayingâ
âCome ON! Letâs all just share who it was! Mine was -â Beomgyu starts
âI already said who mine wasâ Taehyun reminds everyone
âI had -â They all looked at Yeonjun confused, no idea who he was talking about âthe new junior..â
âOhhhhâ realizing who she is
â- was really nice. Honestly I was probably more nervous than herâ Kai fondly says
âCome on Soobin! Tell us who was in that bunny suit for you?â
Shaking his head he refuses to say your name
âTell usâ Beomgyu continues his taunt
âTell us tell us tell usâ the other 3 eventually join in as well
âIt was y/nâ whispering your name so quietly it would barley be audible to a fly on the wall
âWhat? Who was it?â
âY/Nâ saying your name only slightly louder, still inaudible to anyone
âHmmm?â
âY/Nâ
âOH FOR FUCK SAKES SOOBIN WHO WAS IT!?â Beomgyu yells at him frustrated.
âIT WAS Y/N! Y/N! THERE ARE YOU HAPPY NOW!?â
He yells back unable to control his temper with his junior
All eyes were the size of balloons, mouths hanging open, as if hearing the most shocking news of the century. Which, fair enough, when it came to Soobinâs gigantic crush on you, it was to them.
âWhat? So now youâre not gonna say anything?â Soobin snaps in irritation at them
âSo how was it?â Taehyun breaks the silence first
âHow do you think it was?â Soobinâs eyes squinting as he gets more irritated the more they ask about you. This needs to stop now because he canât tell them what happened until you both talk. Tonight. At your place. Alone.
âOuuu so it was bad?â
âNo it was great, sheâs a fucking goddess dressed in a bunny suit fulfilling my biggest fucking fantasy.â Sarcasm lacing his sharp words until he thinks about how perfect you looked and his voice softens âShe looked.. fuck you know what I canât talk about this.â
âItâs alright buddy we get it. Must of been brutal seeing her like that but not for the reason your really wantedâ yeonjun comforts him
Little did they know he made that very fantasy real and it was more than he ever dreamed it could be
Turning to walk back to the set, Beomgyu sees something sticking out of Soobinâs back pocket. âHey Soobin thereâs something hanging-â grabbing the photo from his back pocket, Beomgyuâs words die in his throat. The photo you so kindly left Soobin as a present.
Turning around in annoyance, Soobin sees Beomgyu holding a photo that has black writing on the back. Barely making out a âtonightâ and a little heart with an S next to it.
âWhat are youâŠâ panic runs through Soobinâs body as he realizes thatâs a photo and itâs probably the exact one he hopes itâs not, but judging by Beomgyuâs face, itâs exactly what he thinks it is âGIVE THAT TO ME NOW!â Just missing the photo as Beomgyu pulls its away from him
âYou dirty perv, taking photos of your best friend like this without her knowingâ Kai and Taehyun look over Beomgyuâs shoulder to look at it and Soobin dies a little more inside
âWhat is it? Let me seeâ Yeonjun walks over to see taking the photo from Beomgyu. âO-ohhh- oh um this is yours⊠thereâs a note on the back btwâ Yeonjun hands it to Soobin
âNOTE! What does it say!?â
âNone of your fucking business thatâs what!â Soobin snaps
âI literally just saw your picture of her pussy, tell us what it says or I tell her I saw it NOW!â Beomgyu wastes no time with his ultimatum
Soobin lets out the deepest breath and rubs his palms into his eyes in frustration. Pulling on his bangs and scrunching his face âFINE FUCK! Donât tell her you seen this itâs literally they only thing she asked of me and I canât belive I fucked up so quick! If she finds out I will kill youâ
âLips are sealed. Now what does it say?â Beomgyu puts on his happiest smile in Soobinâs mortification
Turning over the photo in his hand Soobin turns bright red as he reads what youâve written
âNow you owe me one! đ
See you tonight
â€ïž -S
xoâ
After wrapping for the day Soobin goes to immediately text you, wanting to see how you were and talk about tonight. âWhere the fuck is my phone?â He looks around desperately, patting his pockets but coming up empty handed. âHas anyone seen my phone?â He asks the group
âNo man sorry! Maybe itâs in the room?â Yeonjun suggests
âFuckkkkkkkkkkkkâ it hits Soobin thatâs exactly where it is. Totally forgetting how all of this started. âHmm maybe Iâll go check! Thanks Junâ
He calmly walks out the door and when he thinks itâs safe he sprints as fast as his long unathletic legs will carry him. Bursting through the door, he looks all over for the phone. Finding it face down on the floor next to the table. Flipping it over he sees âstorage fullâ indicating that it had indeed been filming everything.
Smiling like an idiot, he canât help but think about what might have actually been captured between the both of you.
Opening his messages he finds your contact, sending your a quick message
âCanât wait to see you later đ«¶â
Three dots appear almost immediately and are then replace by your message