#soobinsmut

Halloween is your favourite time of the year. You embraced every second of it and lived for spooky season. You decorate your entire apartment, you bake fall and Halloween treats, you watch all of your favourite Halloween movies and of course you dress up on the big day.

Even though it wasn’t so popular in Korea, you didn’t miss out. Making the people around you celebrate with you. Including the members of Tomorrow x Together, who you work for but are also your good friends. In particular, Choi Soobin, your best friend who you essentially spend all of your free time with.

So when Soobin agreed to dress up with you this year you couldn’t be more excited. Your best friend (your incredibly sweet, nerdy and sexy best friend who you wanted to climb) agreed to be the Wakana Gojou to your Marin Kitagawa. You both love watching My Dress Up Darling together so the couple's costumes were perfect.

You picked out the perfect costume, thanks to Yeonjun’s help, adding your own little twist on Marin’s classic High School uniform, wanting Soobin to notice you.

However, after showing him the costumes, Soobin became distant. You weren’t sure why, everything seemed fine until now, chalking it up to stress for the upcoming release.

But Soobin wasn’t stressed about the comeback. He was freaking out about you in that uniform and having to be around you in it. Because like you, Soobin also wanted you. This exact scenario has played out in his head a couple of times, ending with you being bent over a desk as he fucks your brains out. So, how in the fuck is he supposed to be around you all day dressed in the same uniform and not pop a massive hard on.

Being the idiots you both are, you had no idea that the other felt the same way about you. On the other hand, everyone else did, much to their dismay at how stupid you both truly were.

Halloween comes, and Soobin still hasn’t been answering your texts or calls, you get extremely irritated.

“If he didn’t want to do it he could have just said so instead of ignoring me!” You complain to Yeonjun

“He wanted to do it, I know that. I Dunno what’s going on with him y/n I’m sorry”

“It’s alright, you didn’t do anything. I just don’t know what I did to make he act this way”

“I don’t think you did anything” Yeonjun says reassuring you, knowing exactly what’s going on with his best friend. “I think it’s just the comeback. We’re all kinda stressed, you know?”

“Yeah, I get that. I just wish he would talk to me instead of cutting me off” you say solemnly

“Hey, forget Soobin! Dress up and have fun all day like you had planned! If he bails on everything, I’ll be you Halloween date” he nudges your arm and wiggles his eyebrows

Unable to resist, you smile and laugh lightly at his antics “you’re on Choi! If you ditch me though, I’m moving back to *your country*”

“I would never!” He says, holding his hand to his chest as if your words caused him serious pain.

“I know. You’re the best Junnie” you hug him

“Anything for my best girl” hugging you back and kissing your head

“So should I still dress up as Marin?”

“Yes! Just make her sexier, make Soobin regret ditching you”

“You think it’ll work?”

“Oh it will, trust me”

“Okay? So, any suggestions?”

Bringing his hand to his chin in thought, Yeonjun smirks “I have an idea”

While you are lost in the discussion of your upgraded costume with Yeonjun, you’re completely unaware that Soobin had been watching your whole conversation from right outside the room. Jealousy seething through him as he watches you laugh and talk to Yeonjun. Seeing you hug him and Yeonjun kiss the top of your head was what really got to him though. That was your thing.

Yeonjun however had known Soobin was there the whole time, his plan working out perfectly. Soobin was jealous, and you were going to look like walking sex tomorrow. If the both of you don’t end up together after tomorrow, then there’s no hope.

The next day, you walk into Hybe in full costume. Adding Yeonjun’s suggestions, tying your shirt around your waist, turning it into a crop top, hiking your skirt up a little higher to reveal just the curve of your ass, and the white thigh high socks and black converse paired with Marin’s pink contact lenses. Nothing too drastic, but enough to make it sexy.

Yeonjun was already there, wanting to give you a pep talk before Soobin arrived. They were having a photo shoot today, which was another reason for the easy costume. It didn’t require any makeup besides Gojou’s mole under his eye. That is if he even remembered to dress up…

When you enter the room Yeonjun grabs your hand raising it above your head “y/n! Fuck you look good! Give me a spin”

While you spin, Beomgyu and Taehyun enter.

Beomgyu whistles and Taehyun compliments you as well “you look great”

“Great? Fuck if she wasn’t so into Soobin I’d make a move right now!” Beomgyu compliments “you look sexy y/n. And if he doesn’t take you, I will” he winks

“Yeah, you’d have to go through me first” Yeonjun adds in

“Thanks you guys but stop, you don’t have to do that”

“Do what? I’m dead serious” Beomgyu insists, Yeonjun nodding in agreement

“You guys are ridiculous” you laugh at them

Kai walks in and sees your costume instantly recognizing it “Marin!? Y/N you look amazing! I like the additions”

“Thanks Kai!”

“So that just leaves Soobin…”

“I swear to god this man.. if he doesn’t finally fess-“ Beomgyu starts but Taehyun quickly covers his mouth

“Shut up!” He angrily whispers “that’s for him to tell her, not you!”

“True, doesn’t make it any less frustrating though. Soobin is dense as hell sometimes” Yeonjun adds

“I'm gonna start setting up so we don’t run behind! You guys feel free to do whatever!” You say to them while you set up your station at the vanity. They all head to the couch and relax. It was still 5am after all and they were working themselves to the bone.

They sit on their phones and some shut their eyes. Yeonjun notices the time and Soobin should already be here. “Anyone hear from Bin?”

“Nope” terry responds “he’s late”

“I’ll text him” Yeonjun opens their conversation which was already spammed with worried messages from the last week and a half

‘SOOBIN!

Where the fuck are you?’

‘I can’t come’

‘The fuck?’

‘I’m sorry hyung i can't’

Yeonjun mutters under his breath “this mother fucker” dailing his number

“Listen-“ Soobin answers

“NO YOU LISTEN!” Yeonjun whisper yells at him hoping you don’t hear him. “Get your sorry ass down here now before I beat the living shit out of you. I’ll bring Taehyun” threatening his leader

“Hyung you don’t understand!”

“I DO UNDERSTAND! FUCK! I’ve been sitting here looking at her and yeah I get it, it’s really hard to not wanna fuck her, not gonna lie. But Soobin I swear to god if you don’t get your ass here in the next five minutes she’s fair game!”

“Hyung n-“ Yeonjun hangs up on him

“You serious?” Beomgyu asks

“No, but he’ll be here. Speaking of, let's give him a little push, hey?”

Mischievous smirks take over Beomgyu and Yeonjun’s faces, Taehyun looking kinda scared while Kai has no idea as he peacefully sleeps.

Moments later you walk over to the 4 men on the couch, “we should probably start getting you ready. Who wants to go first?” you ask,

“I’ll go first” Taehyun pops up

“Okay come over when you're ready” you smile at him before going back to your station, gathering the products you need for him.

“Okay Tae, you’re setting the pace, make sure when he comes in your-”

“Yeah, yeah I know. I’ll be lightly flirting. This feels wrong”

“Just turn on your big boba eyes and smile at her, that's enough to set him off”

Taehyun’s eyes widen before he turns and walks over to your station, sitting down and turning on his charm. Bright smile and big eyes looking at you with full attention, not even bothering to look at the door when he hears it open. Laughing and talking to you trying to keep your eyes from looking at Soobin to begin their plan. He’s mostly successful, you only turn to look at him for a split second, confirming it was him walking through the doors and then turning your attention back to Tae. You were mad at Soobin after all, he’s been ignoring you for weeks and you don’t even know why. What really ticks you off though, is that he didn’t end up wearing the costume after all. Confirming to you that your best friend really didn’t care about you in the way you had hoped for, and maybe not at all. So wanting to show him you were unbothered, you continued feeding into Taehyun’s weird flirty behaviour and flirted back. Leaning in a little closer than usual, laughing a little too much, hoping Soobin would notice and see you were completely unbothered.

Yeonjun leans over to Beomgyu to whisper in his ear before Soobin makes it to the couches, paused in his walk over staring at you and Taehyun flirting with each other. “You text Heesung?”

And Beomgyu nods “he bringing anyone?”

“Yep, Sunghoon.”

“Perfect” Yeonjun sits back, smiling that his plan is coming to fruition. Chirping out to Soobin to bring him over “you’re late”

Soobin looks over his shoulder at him, then back at you, then at Yeonjun before making his way to the couch, looking at you over his shoulder the whole time.

“What is Taehyun doing?” he asks concerned

“What do you mean?” Kai asks, he was quickly filled in on the plan. Now playing along with his role.

“He’s, I donno... He’s flirting with Y/N”

“How? He seems normal to me..” Beomgyu taunts

“No he definitely is. He’s using his full endearing charm on her right now. Look, I don't think his eyes could get any bigger and he won’t even blink. The fuck is going on I didn’t even think he thought of her like that?” Soobin’s tone increased in anger as he analysed you two.

“I think you’re overreacting Soob” Kai says “He’s just being himself.”

“Pft. yeah. Right. Sure.” he huffs and plops down on the couch next to Yeonjun, folding his arms and pouting

“If you would have told her how you felt already this wouldn’t be happening right now.” Yeonjun teases.

Soobin shoots him a look of disgust because he knows he’s right. He then returns his sights to you, noticing Taehyun holding you by your hand and lingering his fingers on yours, before coming over to sit down with his members. “Huning she’s ready for you” he says before sitting down next to him.

“Thanks Hyung” Kai smiles and basically skips over to you, giving you a huge hug, lifting you up and making you laugh “Kai stop!”

Soobin immediately scowls and turns to Taehyun, asking “what the fuck was that?”

“Hi to you too Soobin. What are you talking about?” He asks with just as much bite

“You know exactly what I'm talking about. What was that with Y/N?”

“Nothing? We were talking and stuff like we usually do..?”

“Don’t give me that bullshit you had your cute, and charming Taehyun act on with your big ass eyes and smile.” Soobin is seething, and Beomgyu and Yeonjun can’t help but smirk at how well this was working already, knowing it’s only gonna get worse.

“Soobin, you need to chill. You’re being paranoid. I wasn’t doing shit. You’re just jealous because she looks incredible right now, and you haven’t done anything about it yet.” Taehyun spits the facts at him, looking dead into his eyes before sitting back and crossing his arms knowing he won that argument. Even if Soobin was right and he was flirting with you.

Soobin can only sulk in annoyance at the truth. Looking over he sees you and Kai laughing about god knows what. But you were always like that with him. Maybe he was just over reacting. Starting to settle down a bit, the door shoots open revealing two people he definitely didn’t want seeing you in that outfit.

“Heesung, Sunghoon, what's up!?” Beomgyu calls out.

You and Kai both look at them, you smile and wave at them to greet them “hey!”

Just as Beomgyu asked them to, the Enhyphen members totally ignore them sitting on the couch, and walk directly over to you, even ignoring Kai.

Heesung leans against the vanity enclosing you between the chair, Sunghoon and himself. Putting on his best seductive face and says “Hi Y/N. You look nice all dressed up today”

You laugh at him and tuck a loose hair behind your ear acting shy “Really? You think so Hee?”

“Mmhmm. You look real good”

“Yeah you look incredible y/n” Sunghoon says, running his hand along your arm before you enclose him in a hug

“Thanks Hoonie”

You and Sunghoon were actually friends outside of work, much to Soobin’s dismay. Park Sunghoon was prince level gorgeous and Soobin knew that. He was always jealous of Sunghoon because he knew if Sunghoon asked, you would be his and honestly Soobin couldn’t blame you. If Sunghoon asked Soobin to date him, he’s pretty sure even he would say yes. So when you oh so happily hug him as his hands drift lower and lower down your back, squeezing you in tight, Soobin’s knuckles turn white from how tight he’s clenching his fists.

“Hoonie?” He asks in disgust “Thanks Hoonie” mimicking your voice under his breath

“Hmm? What was that?” Yeonjun asks hearing fully what he said

“nothing“ Soobin huffs, his legs shaking up and down fastly in annoyance.

“Sure” Yeonjun teases before he stands up and walks over to their visitors, Beomgyu and Taehyun right behind him. “Can’t be rude”

“Tcht” Soobin scoffed again, reluctantly standing up. Beomgyu and Yeonjun subtly fist bumping.

Soobin just watches in disgust as Heesung and Sunghoon’s eyes never leave you. Scanning your body up and down when you're not looking, then looking oh so intently at your eyes and lips when you were talking to them. Soobin has indents from his nails in his palms from trying to hold back his anger. Everyone’s circled around you while you work, taking in and ogling your body as you slightly bend over to attend to Kai’s makeup. Bending over causes your skirt to rise even more, revealing the curve of your ass. Soobin wants to just carry you away and hide you from everyone's sight. Keeping you all to himself

“Alright Kai you’re all done my sweet”

“Thanks y/n”

“Who’s next?” You ask turning around and smiling, bumping into Yeonjun who’s right there

“Me” he says, keeping eye contact while you both turn around until he’s sitting in the chair.

“I was gonna ask for a turn” Heesung laughs

“And what could I ever do with your pretty face Hee?” You tease, grabbing his chin and shaking his head slightly, making him blush unexpectedly.

“Maybe we should request you for our next shoot, you are are really good Y/N” Sunghoon suggests

“Yes, you totally should! I’d love to work with you guys at least once!” You excitedly respond

“Awesome I’ll tell our manager to request you then!”

“Hey hey hey! No one said you could steal our makeup artist. She’s ours!” Beomgyu pipes up

“Hey she said she would so maybe she needs a new group that will treat her right” Sunghoon winks, taking your hand and kissing it

“Oh my god Hoon stop” you giggle ”My txt boys treat me just right thank you. Doesn’t mean I wouldn’t work with you though” blowing him a smooch of appreciation

“Say the word pretty and we will take you in a heartbeat”

The flirting with Sunghoon has become too much and Soobin has to leave the room before he punches his stupidly pretty perfect face in.

“Hey! Where are you going Hyung?” Kai asks noticing him leave

“To piss” he snaps back. His tone not being missed by anyone, Kai follows after him

“Hyung!” Kai has to run to catch up to him “Soobin wait up!”

Soobin turns and snaps at him “what do you want?!”

“Woah what is wrong with you? I’m just checking on you”

Soobin feels bad and releases a loud exhale “it’s just… Ughh fuck everyone is all over y/n and I’m gonna punch someone” rubbing his hands down his face

“So doesn’t that tell you everything? Just tell her how you feel! God Soobin, if you’re that jealous of everyone around her you clearly love her. Tell her before she goes with someone else” Kai states sincerely

“But-“

“But what? You don’t think she likes you back? Soobin.. UGHH-“ Kai says in annoyance “for fucks sake she’s literally dressed as Marin Kitagawa right now. Why do you think that is?”

“Did you just curse?”

“Yeah I curse when I’m extremely frustrated FOCUS!”

“Cause she like My Dress Up Darling” he says completely clueless

Throwing his arms up and head back, Kai almost screams, holding it in with tight lips.

“Hyung you have to be the densest person I know” patting him on his shoulder before he turns to walk back to the room.

“The hell does that mean?”

Exhaling deeply, Kai turns back to him “if you think she likes that anime just because it’s “good”, you truly are an idiot. She likes it so much ‘cause she watches it with you. And how similar you both are to Marin and Gojou.”

“What are you talking about?” Soobin asks literally having no idea what Kai is talking about.

“Figure it out your fucking self!” Waking away

Soobin is left alone, thinking over what Kai said. Not piecing any of it together. Sure Gojou likes Marin and he likes you but… making the most literal assumption about the characters, he can only think he doesn’t make clothes and you don’t cosplay. Not thinking that you could ever like him the way Marin likes Gojou.

He goes to the bathroom and splashes cold water on his face trying to cool his temper. Taking deep breaths the whole way back before he enters, and sees Yeonjun, Beomgyu, Heesung and Sunghoon closely huddled around you. Yeonjun leaning forward gliding his fingers up and down your exposed thighs to the hem of your skirt.

Immediately returning to his enraged, jealous self as you look over to him with not a bit of emotion on your face. Only to return to Yeonjun with the largest smile on your face at something he said, applying something to his lips.

Sunghoon places his hand low on your back as he pretends to lean in to observe your work.

“Kay Junnie you’re all done! Beomgyu your turn”

“Hey y/n can you give me some of that too?” Heesung asks, moving a piece of hair from your shoulder, twirling it around his finger.

“What? The lip balm? You literally have it”

“Yeah but I don’t have it on me and my lips are feeling dry” he playfully pouts

“Yeah, mine too, would you mind? Please?” Sunghoon asks sweetly

“Umm.. yeah sure” you grab your lip applicators and turn to Heesung, who’s sitting on the vanity to come to your height. Parting his lips, looking into your pink coloured eyes with his seductive gaze. Honestly making you lose your breath for a minute. You apply the balm to his lips making them even plumper and more enticing than before. You turn to sunghoon “Hoon can you come a bit lower? I can’t really reach”

“No worries pretty, I got you” grabbing your waist to steady you as you raise up on your tiptoes to reach his plump lips. Gazing into his eyes once again hitching your breath. These men were doing something to your head and you were starting to lose your composure. diverting your eyes back to his lips, you swipe the last of the balm on his lips. Sunghoon rubs them together before smiling his pointy canine smile simply saying “thanks pretty” lowering you to be flat on your feet.

“N-no problem” you stutter and turn to Beomgyu “ready Gyu?”

“Never been more ready y/n” smiling while gazing into your eyes

“Oookaayy?” You draw out the word. Wondering what is going on.

Yeonjun leans in on the side opposite of Soobin staring at you, making sure he would see, and whispers in your ear sensing your confusion “just go with it” looking at him with confusion he winks at you, and you just nod.

You move to start applying makeup to Beomgyu’s face, but Heesung cuts in “Hey, we’re gonna head out. Our schedule starts soon.”

“Oh already? It was great to see you, Hee!” you give him a hug and he squeezes you tightly around your waist, nuzzling his head into your neck.

“Great to see you to Y/N! I’m serious about you working with us though”

“Then make it happen” you wink, turning to Sunghoon “Bye Hoonie, it was so good to see you” giving him a hug as well, but Sunghoon lifts you off the ground spinning while he holds you tight. Lifting you above his face saying “Good to see you too, Pretty. Let's hang out soon, yeah?” smiling as he lowers you back to the ground.

“Yeah, that would be great! I miss you”

“I miss you to y/n. Catch up over dinner?”

“Deal” you smile. Your hand lingers in his and Sunghoon brings it up to his lips, placing a soft kiss on it before letting go and turning to walk away.

“Later guys!”

“See you on league later?” Beomgyu asks

“Definitely! Later” Heesung raises his hand in a goodbye before walking past Soobin, bumping into his shoulder.

Sunghoon walks right behind him, and looks at Soobin before letting out a small chuckle, seeing the rage on his face.

You return to your job, and begin on Gyu. Laughing and talking the whole time as usual. But knowing how angry Soobin is you start to get concerned as you watch him storm over to the drink table.

“What is going on with him?” You whisper, asking Beomgyu.

Leaning forward, he whispers “Donno, but he’ll get over it” he begins to run his fingers along the top of your thigh high socks, dipping his fingers just underneath, nestled between your skin and sock. Gently gliding across your skin as he continues his mindless act. This wasn’t anything new for Beomgyu. He tends to mindlessly do this to everyone who has some sort of exposed skin but, you can tell something is different from the way he is looking at you. But trusting Yeonjun you just go with it, knowing they wouldn’t do anything to hurt you.

As Soobin walks past you he stops dead in his tracks, watching Beomgyu’s hands ghost over your exposed thighs. You could practically see the steam coming from his ears.

The other three men on the couch started to get concerned, with Kai asking “you guys sure this is okay? He might murder Beomgyu”

“I’ve never seen Soobin look so angry,” Taehyun added. That is until Beomgyu looks over at Soobin while you grab a product from the table and gives him Soobin a shit eating grin.

“I take that back! Now I’ve never seen him look so angry” Kai stands up to pull Soobin to the couch “hyung, breathe.”

“I’ll breathe after I fucking kill him” Soobin seethes

“No you won’t! Just calm down”

“Calm down?! Calm down? Are you serious right now? I’ve been watching the fucking lot of you touch and flirt with her all day! You’re all lucky I haven’t snapped yet! But now, now he dies” he starts move but Taehyun grabs him and shoves him onto the couch

“Calm down” Taehyun demands as he holds Soobin on the couch.

“Fuck off and let me go”

“No you need to calm down”

“Like fuck”

“You’re gonna scare her so calm down!”

“What’s going on!?” You cut them off, concern evident in your voice

Soobin instantly freezes enough for Taehyun to let go of him.

Yeonjun speaks up “nothing! Soobin is just a little… sensitive today”

“Everyone nods except Soobin who can’t take his eyes off of you. Jealousy and anger are still very present inside him.

”okay… well I’m ready for you Soobin”

“Everyone out” Soobin calmly demands

“What?” Yeonjun asks

“EVERYONE OUT!” The leader yells, shocking everyone “NOW!”

They all stand to leave but not before telling you they won’t be far if you need them. Questioning if they pushed him too far.

“Woah Soobin, what’s up?”

“What’s up?” He laughs manically “what’s up!? Are you fucking serious right now?”

“Seriously, what is going on with you right now?”

He stands up leaving no room between your bodies, looking down at you “you! You and everyone all over you. This is what you wanted right? everyone’s attention? Wearing this fucking excuse for a costume, you’re basically asking for it.”

“EXCUSE ME?!” You raise your voice at him, livid at his accusations, taking a step backwards.

“Oh like you don’t fucking know. Hiking up your skirt, leaving your buttons undone, and adding those fucking thigh high socks. It’s a far cry from Marin’s uniform! Looks like you clearly after something” spitting his words at you in anger he tried to get closer but you continue to step backwards until you hit the wall behind you. Caging you in, he raises his arms to rest on either side of your head.

“Choi Soobin I know you’re not slut shaming me right now over a fucking costume!” You yell

“Damn right I am y/n! What the actual fuck were you thinking?”

“Why the fuck does it matter to you Soobin!? what I do is none of your business! Besides you haven’t even talked to me in the last two weeks!”

“I’m your fucking friend and I’m trying to look out for you!”

“No your just jealous because other people noticed me and had enough balls to actually make a move”

“I know what they’re like Y/N they’d just use you for their fun and then everything would be fucking ruined”

“WHAT IF I WANT TO BE USED SOOBIN? HUH? Ever think of that? Ever think I wanna be fucked?”

“GO FUCK THEM THEN!”

“You’re actually ridiculous you know that” scoffing at him

“What the fuck is that supposed to mean y/n?”

“Since you think you know everything I actually wore this for YOU. I thought I’d try to make you fucking notice me for once. We were actually supposed to dress up as Marin and Gojou together, but you forgot about that! I wanted to dress up together so maybe once you would actually see me as more than your friend. Someone you’d like to fuck. So no Soobin I didn’t do this to randomly fuck someone or for anyone else to notice me. I WANTED YOU!” Anger and hurt flow through your words at everything he’s just said to you, slamming your hands into his chest.

Soobin freezes, staring at you in shock as all the anger starts to fade. His voice barely audible as he asks “what?”

You just stare back at him, your eyes darting between his as you try to gauge what he’s thinking right now. “I want you to notice me. I want you Soobin” almost on the verge of tears but calmly telling him how you feel.

Soobin’s eyebrows are furrowed in confusion and his eyes are wide, as his mouth hangs open. His brain runs blank of words to say. Just repeating your last words over and over again. Silence hanging between you for too long and you waver.

“I get it, you don’t see me that way. I just thought I’d just take a chance… forget what just happened and that I said anything. Sit down, I have to do your makeup” you side step under one of his arms, removing yourself from the cage his arms enclosed you in. Walking to your makeup station, grabbing your brush belt and getting the products for his application. Busying yourself to stop the tears from spilling down your cheeks.

He stands there. Still and not moving, leaning against the wall, just stuck in a loop repeating the words you said over and over. But the longer he stands there the harder your words hit him. He finally knows you want him the way he wants you.

“Soobin! Please just forget everything and let me do this. You’re gonna be late” continuing to organize the things you will need.

Making up his mind, Soobin turns, and takes long strides toward you.

“Soobin please-“ as you turn around he crashes his lips into yours cradling you face in his hands

“Soobin- what- stop” you make out between kisses

“Shut up” he demands, picking you up by your plush thighs, walking to the mirror and sitting you on the desk. Not once stopping his attack. His hands roam your thighs and hips, squeezing and caressing as he pleases.

Migrating his kissing down your neck, needing to taste more of you.

“Soob- what.. mmhmm- what are you doing?” barely making out the words as your brain fogs with desire.

“Noticing you, like I have been since I fucking met you” he quickly says before attaching back onto your neck.

“Wha-“

Groaning, he grips your hair at the base of your neck, tugging back to make you look up into his eyes, “I noticed you. I notice you the second our eyes lock, and everytime you’re remotely near me. I’ve always wanted you Y/N. That's never been a question” Soobin states, eyes locked on yours leaving no room for doubt.

“Well you’ve never shown it!” you snap, angry again because how has he been able to hide this from you for so long.

“I didn’t think you wanted me. I’m not going to pressure you into doing something you don’t want. Especially if it meant losing you and not having you at all.”

“Soobin I-”

“I’ve always wanted you Y/N” he cuts you off and pushes his hips into yours. Showing you how much he means it, grinding his hardened cock against your soaked core. Both of you are panting heavy trying to catch your breath, looking at one another, darting between your eyes and lips.

You breathlessly whisper “then take me”

Soobin lips crash back onto yours before the final syllable leaves them. The kiss is heated, messy, and all over the place. Teeth clash as your tongues fight for dominance. Months of built up sexual tension between you two, finally being released in the most heated way possible. Both wanting more as your hands roam each other’s bodies, pulling on the fabric covering your skin, needing as much contact as possible.

Soobin makes quick work of your shirt, untying the bottom and ripping open the only button you had fastened, eliciting a shocked gasp from you.

Chuckling he says “you’ll be fine, you barely had it on anyways” kissing your collarbone

“That a problem for you?”

“Only when others can see you” Biting your skin to punctuate his statement. Leaving a purple mark in its place.

“Jealous are we?” You taunt

Coming back to eye level he states “I don’t like people touching what's mine”

“And I’m yours?” you slyly question

“You are now” he says, pulling your bra down to reveal your breasts, groping them with his large palms. “You’re mine Y/N” pinching your nipples when he says your name, claiming your lips with his. You start grabbing at his clothes, pulling his loosely tucked shirt out of his pants, sliding your hands underneath to feel his skin. Running your hands along his abs and slim waist isn’t enough for you, “off” “off now” you whimper during the short break of kissing. But he doesn’t hear you, continuing to kiss you roughly. Pushing him back off of you, seeing the hunger in each other's eyes you command him “take off your shirt”. The fabric is pulled over his head and on the floor in a split second, and he tries to resume his previous work. But you stop him, holding out your hand to his chest. “Lemme see you”

It’s not like you haven’t seen him shirtless before, but it’s different. Watching his chest rise and fall quickly, the light sheen of sweat coating his skin. His abs flex as he tries to control himself, allowing you to see what you want. As you admire him you reach around your back, quickly undoing your bra and throwing it at him. Leaning back, you tilt your head and bite your lower lip, beckoning him to come to you as you curl your index finger in.

“Fuck you’re so hot” pouncing back on you as fast as he can. Hands enveloping your bare chest, as his lips attach to your neck, wanting to cover you in marks. Your fingers tangle in his hair as your head falls back, your moans and whimpers leading him further and further down your torso, a trail of wet, open mouthed kisses left in his wake. One he meets your navel, he looks up at you, giving your approval with a slight nod. His palms ride up your thighs until he reaches your skirt, flipping it up to show your soaked core. Your white panties basically see through from your slick, clinging to your folds.

“Oh fuck you’re soaked baby. Need to taste.." His words trail off as he leans in and firmly glides his tongue over your heat through your panties. A low groan sounds from deep in his chest, savouring the sweet taste of you on his tongue. Pushing the tip of his tongue against your folds, running it up and down excruciatingly slowly. You’re saccharine moans fueling him to tease you even more, slowly driving you crazy.

“Soonin please” you plead

“Hmmm?” he hums against your still covered core, the slight vibration ringing through your clit that he’s currently attending to.

“More please bin! Please” you plead again, irritation starting to build inside you. It felt good but you wanted more, you wanted to feel his tongue on you.

He ignores you, content where he is. Building speed but still over your drenched garment.

You still call to him, wanting more from him “Bin.” “Bin please” “more” “fuck Soobin” “SOOBIN!”

Irritation runs hot through your body, needing to punish him for his neglect and his actions earlier. He wants to be a brat, so be it.

You glide your fingers through his hair on the top of his head, starting soft and almost petting him leaving no room to suspect anything from you. When you feel he’s relaxed enough, you grip his hair harshly, pulling a loud hiss from him, and pull him off you.

“What the fuck?” he barks at you

“You don’t listen” scolding him while still pulling his hair firmly, knowing it hurts. “If you listened I'd be coming on your face right now, but you had to be a greedy brat.” You push your panties to the side with your free hand and start circling your clit while his face is mere inches away. Eyes glued to your fingers while you please yourself “‘m sorry, please let go baby, please” weakly begging without ever looking at your face

“I don’t think so” bringing his face closer but just out of reach of his tongue being able to touch you. “That's a pathetic excuse for an apology” you glide your fingers down and plunge your middle and ring fingers inside your pulsing hole. Sinfully moaning at how good it feels. Taking them out you show him how wet they are “see Binnie. Could have been you instead but, you had to be a greedy brat” returning to rub your clit in front of him.

Whining he apologizes again “oh fuck, Y/N i’m so sorry, let me taste you again. Please!”

“Hmmm, i donno.. I feel pretty good right now, maybe I don't need you” moaning as you speed up your fingers.

“PLEASE Y/N! Won't do it again please! Wanna make you cum.” his eyes finally come up to yours and they’re watering as if he might actually cry if he watches you cum by yourself and not because of him. Without uttering a word you pull his hair crashing his face back into your cunt. The most beautiful moan rips from Soobin’s chest when he tastes your bare skin. His tongue immediately finding your clit, wanting to make you cum. He lifts one of your legs over his shoulder, giving even more access to you and slides your panties off “these need to go” he exhales, still captivated by your bare pussy in front of him. Quickly returning to your heat, his tongue prods at your dripping opening, devouring every last drop he can find before plunging the muscle in. Your grip tightens on his hair, pulling him in even more, moaning as he finally gives you what you want.

“Good boy Binnie” you praise, unknowing what that would do to him. Soobin’s eyes roll into the back of his head, his deep groans sending pleasure through you as his tongue is still inside you. His already hard cock gets even harder, twitching against his pants, begging to be freed. Soobin replaces his tongue with three long fingers, finding the perfect rhythm against your spongy spot while deliciously stretching you. His mouth attached to your clit, sucking the sensitive nub relentlessly. Wanting to hear those words come from your mouth again he’s willing to do anything.

Your words are almost incoherent through you moaning “Oh fuck Bin! So good-” “oh fuck don’t stop” and he has no intention of stopping until you cum, even if he stops breathing. He would love nothing more than to die this deep in your pussy. “Aghh- Fuck- mm- Gonna- gonna cum” Light headed, Soobin doesn’t stop, craving your orgasm just as much as you were. With one final high pitched moan, you come undone. Your juices cover soobin’s fingers, dripping down his hand, while your essence covers his face. Sucking and licking up every last drop of you until you're clean, sucking off what’s left on his fingers and hand. Looking up and smiling at you as he does so “mmm all clean”

You can’t help but compliment him “good boy”

His face and chest flush deep red, as his breathing stops. You swear you can see the chill run down his spine. “You like that, Binnie? When will I call you a ‘good boy’?

He nods stiffly, until the can verbally assure you “yes”

“Well, how about my good boy come over here and get his treat?” You bring both of your feet to the top of the desk, keeping your legs open, spreading your folds with your fingers to show him your needy hole.

“Fuck” he exhales as he comes to you, cock throbbing to be inside you already. He quickly undoes the button on his pants, along with the zipper, dropping them to his ankles. Before removing his briefs he looks at you, making sure this is what you want.

Sitting up and tilting your head to the side you can’t help but smile at him, a slight chuckle behind your question “what's wrong Binnie?”

“Are you sure you wanna do this?” he hesitantly asks, if you say no he might die. He’s not sure he can live after this if you say no.

“Do you want this Bin?” you question back, smiling kindly at him as you sit up. Radiating kindness in your eyes, you reach for his hands.

“Fuck i’ve never wanted anything more in my life Y/N” he avoids your hands, insteading holding your head to his. Hoping you can feel how sincere he is.

“Soobin, I want this. I want you. I want you to fuck me. Right here. Right now.” your hands reach for the waistband of his underwear, hooking your fingers around it and pulling them down as you say against his lips “I want you to fuck me like I’ve always wanted” ending the sentence with a kiss to his lips as you let his briefs fall around his ankles with his pants, fully exposing his member to the cold air surrounding you. Parting from his lips, you look down to finally see the dick you’ve fantasized about for so long. “Holy fuck” you gasp under your breath, wrapping your fist around his thick shaft. “Bin you’re huge..” your voice drifts off as you oggle him, stroking him up and down, rubbing your thumb over his precum covered head. You let a drop of your spit fall from your mouth, using it to lubricate your hand.

“Mmm fuck- alright enough of that!” Soobin removes your hand from his member, pushing you to your back and aligning himself with you. “You ready love?” lightly pushing his tip against your opening.

“God yes Soobin please!” You whine desperate for him to be inside you.

“Thank god! I don’t think I can hold back any longER” gliding past your opening, slowly sheathing himself fully inside you. Rubbing every nerve along your sensitive walls.

Both of you moaning in harmony, finally together as you both fantasized about. Soobin’s cock was not for the weak. It reached so deep inside you, you could see it bulge through your stomach, while his girth stretched you so sinfully good that tears came to your eyes.

“you okay Y/N?” Soobin asks, concerned after seeing the wetness on your lashes.

“”M good Binnie, So fuckkingg good” you moan in response

“Mmkay pretty, Can I move then?” he chuckles lightly at how fucked you are right now

“Please. Fuck Binnie please” you beg

Sliding his hips back you both hiss in pleasure. Pulling back until his tip is all that remains inside you, he thrusts back into you.

“UGhh Bin” his hips pick up speed, his tip pressing against your cervix with every thrust.

“Fuck baby you feel so good”

“Fill me-uuughh- so good”

“Perfect pussy. So perfect. My pussy all mine” Soobin massages your breast with his hand, his other gripping tightly onto your hip. Praises are spit out in between the erotic sounds being made.

“Close Bin- fuck i’m so close”

“Me to baby me to”

“Want you to cum inside” You can feel Soobin’s cock twitch inside you, causing you to clench around him.

“Oh fuck!’ He moans “you serious Y/N?”

“Yes! Want your cum Soo-BIN” your voice hitches as his hips harshly slap into yours.

“Want my cum? Want me to fill your pretty pussy?” His voice takes a different tone, sounding deeper and sexy, dominant. Feeling your clench around him as he spoke to you this way pushed him further. Pulling out, he flips you around, pushing back in, his hips slap against your ass a couple of times before he bends forward. He lifts your leg up onto the desk, resting your weight on your knee while he wraps his long arms around your chest and stomach lifting you up. You can see everything. You’re smudged lipstick, black smudges of mascara, his messy hair pushed off of his forehead as he smirks at you. The way his fingers are working quick circles around your clit while the other is toying with your breast, squeezing and pinching your nipple. But your eyes are locked lower on the mirror. Locked on the sight of Soobin’s cock sliding in and out of you. The visual has you shaking in his arms, drooling at how good his cook looks filling you, anticipating what it will look like when his cum is shooting inside you, dripping out when he pulls out of your throbbing cunt.

“Look how sexy you are, Y/N. See how well you take my cock baby?”

“So gooood-”

“My pretty girl can’t talk? My cock making you stupid?”

“Mmhmm” you whine “wan- wanna cum”

“You wanna cum baby? Wanna cream all over my cock?” he teases, biting your neck. You can only moan in response. “I’ll take that as a yes” he chuckles against your skin, before whispering “Cum for me Y/N” giving you one last deep thrust to push against your sweet spot, and you crumble. The band inside you snaps, hard, pink coloured eyes rolling to the back of your head as you clench around his length as your cum coats him.

“Good job baby. So good for me” he praises you, kissing your shoulder as he works you through the last ripples of your orgasm. Completely spent, your head falls back against his shoulder, only being held up by Soobin’s arms wrapped around you.

“Holy fuck bin” you breathlessly say

He chuckles “what?” starting to slowly glide into you again

Moaning, already overly sensitive from just cumming, you tell him “you’re fucking cock, jesus”

“Mmm? What about it, Y/N?” he hums in your ear, upping the intensity of his movements ever so deliciously. Dragging along your gummy walls

“ohH fuucckk”

“What about my cock Y/N?”

“So good- cock’s so good” you cry out, Soobin’s cock hitting deeper inside you again, searching for his own orgasm now.

“You need to be more specific, baby. Tell me what is it about my cock that you like so much”

You have no idea where your usually shy and bashful best friend is right now because the man fucking you right now is very different. Different in the sexiest way possible. “Never knew you were so dominant Bin”

He laughs, deeply in his chest “Talking back now are we?”

You look at him through the mirror and smirk, raising your eyebrows in a challenge wanting to push him even further.

“Alright then” he lets go of your body, and pushes you down flat to the desk “fine, be a brat”.

The slapping sound echoes throughout the room, the stinging pain where his hand made contact with your ass caused you to cry out. Fucking you harder than he had before, using you for his own need, taking out the remaining frustration he has from earlier.

“Gonna talk now?”

“Why would I do that, Binnie?” you pant between breathes as he fucks into you harder and faster.

Your reddened cheek is met with another harsh slap, making you arch your back and clench around his cock, “fuck!”

“Oh you like that. Not such a good girl afterall. Baby likes it rough huh?” Giving you another slap, you confirm everything he just said. “Mmm my baby likes it rough. You like it when I spank you, pretty girl? Like it when I'm rough?” spanking you on the other cheek now you cry out in pleasure. “Fuck youre so hot you know that? Squeezing my cock like that”

“Fuck Soobin, need you to cum” you whine. “Want your cum Soobin please!”

“You want me to cum? Tell me what you like about my cock first Y/N. Be a good girl and I’ll fill you up.”

“Fuck Soobin. You’re cocks huge - so big, fills me so good. Ahhh-hits so deep inside. Fuck! stretch me so good. Makes me feel soo good Binnie, fuck- PLEASE!- PLEASE BIN- cum in me”

“You want it?” he teases one last time, as you say the words that make him crumble

“Please Soobin! Fill me with your cum! Make me yours- Claim me Binnie-”

Soobin fucks you hard and fast, chasing his orgasm to do exactly as you begged for.

“Mine baby- FUCK- gonna make you mine. Make sure everyone knows it too. Fill you with my cum baby- Drip down your thighs for the rest of the day- squirm everytime you feel it remembering my cock deep inside you. Make you feel better than anyone ever could. You’re mine Y/N-mine!”

His hips stutter and you feel his cock twitch inside you as his hot white cum starts to paint your insides. The feeling of finally being with Soobin and being claimed by him, is so overwhelming, you can't help but cum with him. Kissing down your spine while you both come down from your highs, you turn over your shoulder leaning for a kiss. When he connects his lips to yours it’s heaven. The anger and desperation are absent this time, letting you both feel your emotions. Feeling how you both belong together.

It felt so right, like all of your missing pieces had been found. You found your home, and it was Soobin.

“Y/N”

“Mmhmm?” You smile at him pulling away from his lips

“I- I..”

“Come on Soob don’t be shy now” you tease him

“I’m just… fuck I’m just so happy right now”

“Me to Soobin. So so happy”

“I love you Y/N” he confesses

Your eyes widened, shocked that he just spoke the words you dreamed of hearing one day. Too stunned to speak. Sure you just fucked each other and admitted that you both wanted each other but love!? You knew you loved him but hearing him say those three words made your heart explode.

“It’s okay if you don’t feel that way. I just,” he rubs the back of his neck embarrassed “I just really wanted to tell you.”

The biggest smile spreads across your face unable to contain your glee. ‘He’s so fucking cute I can’t handle it’ you think to yourself before you respond to him “I love you to Soobin!”

His eyes light up as he engulfs you in the tightest hug. “God I love you so much. Can I keep you to myself now? Can you be mine? Only mine? Please!?” He asks

“Soobin you goof! I was already yours!” You giggle at how adorable he is. “You’re so fucking cute I can’t handle you!”

“Stop!” He blushes and hides in your neck at you calling him cute

“I can’t help it, Bin! Look at you, this is the CUTEST!” You squeal at him

He pokes out of your neck at looks up at you with big brown puppy dog eyes as he rests his chin on your chest and pouts, whining “stop teasing me”

“YOU THINK THIS IS BETTER!? My heart is gonna explode from cuteness overload! You’re like a big puppy” you rubs his head, emphasising your point.

“Okay okay!” He laughs before taking your hand off of His head and kissing your palm. “You really are like Marin when I think about it. You sounded just like her just now”

“I’ll take that as a compliment. Marin Kitagawa is bae. However, can we talk about how jealous you were earlier”

Hanging his head in his hands Soobin pleads “yeah… can we forget that? Please?”

“Why? Are you embarrassed?” You tease him, making him groan. “You know, it’s was kinda hot though”

Soobin’s head springs up “yeah?”

“Yeah, it was pretty hot seeing you get so mad when the guys were talking to me.”

“They weren’t talking, they were all over you! Touching you and shit! I-“

“Soob! Calm down. You won babe, I’m all yours” kissing him to shut him up.

“Yeah… you’re mine. My girl”

“And you’re my man”

“Y/n?”

“Mmhmm?” you hum sweetly

*Knock knock knock*

You both jump, startled and try to cover yourselves as you watch the door crack open a tiny bit

“Hey guys, it’s just me” Yeonjun quietly says through the door “I don’t know what you’re both up to but Soobin the shoot starts in 15 minutes you need to get ready.”

“Okay! Thanks hyung” Soobin responds awkwardly as Yeonjun shuts the door, leaving you two to fix yourselves up and get ready for the shoot.

You both scramble around, scouring the floor for your clothes. Quickly putting back on your underwear, and bra, and tying your shirt around your waist and fixing your skirt. You grab your brush belt and prepare as fast as you can, while Soobin walks back over to you, fastening the button on his pants.

“Sit” you smile at him and point to the chair

As he takes his seat you look him over and immediately regret attaching onto his neck so hard earlier. Covering the purple and red marks was going to take longer than you hoped. So you dive in right away, not wasting a single second. Concentrating so hard that you don’t even talk.

Soobin takes in your appearance. The love bites that he left to decorate your neck and chest make him feel warm inside, knowing everyone will see them. His eyes wander to your face and he can't help the swelling of his heart as he watches your eyebrows crinkle as you concentrate on trying to cover his hickeys. Finding the way you bite your lip and lick your lips as you work is adorable. He’s watched you work so many times before, and seen these faces both while you work and when it’s just the two of you gaming or working on something, but this time it’s different. Knowing that you love him the way he loves you makes everything about you that much cuter. He speaks before he even processes what he’s going to say

“Y/N?”

“Mmm?” Humming in response, words taking too much effort at this moment

“Can I take you on a date? Like a proper one?”

Your whole body freezes as you finally look at him, not just the marks on him. “What?” You ask quietly

“Will you go on a date with me?”

“Yes. YES! Of course I will!” You smile and hug him before giving him a quick peck.

“Is tomorrow okay?”

“Yeah that sounds good” you say excitedly as you return to your work, finishing covering the last of his marks, moving on to the rest of his face. “God I hope you’re wearing something that covers most of this! I’m gonna be in so much shit!” referring to the million marks you had left on him.

“Y/N it’s okay that’s what editing is for” chuckling as he rubs your arm in support

“I just got so carried away… wanted to show everyone your mine”

“Like I’m one to talk! Have you seen yourself?” Laughing at how desperate you both were to claim each other.

“Still!” You apply concealer around his eyes and blend it into the rest of his makeup. Combing through his brows with a gel and adding a light tint to his already swollen lips. “Your lips are even more pouty now. Fuck you’re gonna look to good in this shoot. I can see the edits now” despair shooting across your face as you tip your head back.

“Hey! Who cares about edits? I’m all yours baby”

“But everyone’s gonna see how sexy you look” you pout

“And who did that to me?” Soobin raises his eyebrows and you flush a little “exactly” he smirks and pecks you quickly

You blend out the subtle blush you applied and then look him over, making sure everything looks okay. Which of course he does, his skin is flawless and he always looks gorgeous. “Okay I’m done”

Standing from the chair he looks in the mirror and fixes his hair “you’d never know I was covered in hickeys a minute ago”

You slap his arm and he laughs “keep it that way bin!”

“Alright alright!” He turns to you, grabbing your hands gently with his huge ones and looks into your pink tinted lenses as you look up at him. “I’ll text you after the shoot okay?”

“Kay” you softly respond.

Taking your hand up to his lips, Soobin places a soft kiss on the back of it before saying “I love you Y/N”

“Love you to Bin”

He gives you one last kiss, his hand cupping your ear as his thumb rubs your cheekbone. He reluctantly lets go and jogs to the door. Before exiting, he turns back to you and smiles.

“I’ll see you later?”

You nod and he leaves with a smile plastered on his face. Walking down the hall to the shoot, he sees the guys. All staring him down with intense eyes.

“What?” Soobin asks tentatively

“WHAT!? Bro you need to spill NOW!” Yeonjun demands

“Ahhh- wow look at the time we have to start yeah? I think they just called my name” he points with his thumb over his shoulder as he quick walk turns into sprint to wardrobe to escape this conversation.

“CHOI SOOBIN! Get back here” Yeonjun chases after him, not willing to let him off the hook until he hears every last detail of how well his plan worked out.

Yeonjun’s phone pings notifying him of a new text message. “Don’t think this is over Soobin!” He yells at him, stopping to take out his phone, seeing the notification with your name. Opening your message he smirks proud of his two idiot best friends.

“Thank you ❤️” is all your text said but he knew exactly what you were referring to

Needy, by Rachxhjs.

As you stepped into your home you glanced around, not seeing any sign of your boyfriend. Usually he'd be in the kitchen, or on the couch to greet you. But this time he wasn't. Was something wrong, maybe? Maybe you upset him somehow, but didn't know how. It made you feel confused, because if anything was wrong he'd always tell you to make up things as soon as possible, he hated being apart from you.

"Soobin?" You called out, biting your bottom lip and continuing to search around the house, putting down your bag. Yet then, a soft whine made you stop in your tracks, turning your head to the bedroom. You knew that sound all too well.

And as soon as you made it to the bedroom and opened the door, you saw the male. Laying on your shared bed, legs spread, hand stuck around his cock and skin covered in sweat, glistening. "You're jerking off? What did we say about that, Soobin. I was almost home, you could've waited." You scolded in a low tone, trying to hide the fact that he looked so beautiful, like a wet angel.

"No.. you don't understand.." Soobin breathed in as he continued to stroke his hard cock, tip angry and red. As if he was trying to hold in his load. "Been doing this since you left.. you looked so nice in your work clothes, couldn't help it. But I can't seem to.. can't seem to finish. I need you.. please." The male breathed out, voice weak as his member twitched in the air, begging for release. How did you even get so lucky? Your boyfriend was perfect, had the cutest lips, the softest skin, and his voice was so nice to the ear. You could listen to him all day.

"Honey." You started off, biting your bottom lip as you sat down on the slightly damp, and warm bed. Fixing your tight skirt. At your work, you had to look as business-like as possible. And Soobin loved it, he loved how serious and dominating you looked, you were his exact ideal type. Especially like this. Carefully, you loosened your tie before you felt around his body, slowly. "You didn't listen, though. We promised to not masturbate anymore. That we'd always wait for each other."

"I couldn't help it." Soobin winced, biting his bottom lip at the slow touches to his sensitive skin, already squirming. "Couldn't wait for all those hours.. I couldn't."

You stared at your boyfriend for a little while longer, trying not to give in. If he had waited, and asked, you would've been bouncing on him right now. But he didn't, he broke one of your new rules, and he had to learn. "But you can, Soobin. It might be hard, but you can." You whispered softly as your hand slowly trailed down his pubic area, caressing the hairless skin before you wrapped a hand around his base, instantly making him twitch. "Stroke.. stroke.." Soobin panted out, trying to buck his hips into your hand, but you just moved along with him. "No. At least, not yet. You need to learn, Bin. Now stay still, don't even move once."

Soobin gulped as he stared at your outfit, trailing the white blouse with his eyes before he scanned your tie. Then, his eyes went down to the skirt that pinched your thighs so beautifully, made him want to hold you down and eat you out. "I can't move? Not even a bit?" The male inhaled sharply as you undid the first few buttons of your blouse, holding back a buck of his hips. "No, you can't. Listen to me."

The male let out a shaky exhale when you finally wrapped your hand around his cock, stroking his foreskin once. And instantly, precum started to drip down to his base, and you heard a soft cry. "Really?"

"Mhm.." Soobin winced, embarrassed. He was simply just too attracted to you, just a few strokes would make him cum. He just wanted you, in any way.

Slowly, you took off your underwear and ripped the stockings you were wearing, climbing on top of his body. By Soobin's expressions you could tell that he was trying to hold back from fucking into you right there, he looked like he could break down any second now. And honestly, it was kind of cute.

"Please.. y/n." Your boyfriend breathed out, eyebrows furrowed, cheeks pink and eyes full of tears, shaking. It almost seemed like he was in pain.

"Patience, sweetheart." You carefully grabbed his member before you slapped his tip against your clit, watching his reactions. And just by that, tears starting to roll down his cheeks, sniffing. "Please-" He called out again, member twitching as he squirmed around. Though you didn't add anything, or stop. You just continued, slowly aiming down so he'd slap against your entrance, eyes half lidded.

Soobin continued to cry as he wiped his nose, panting and still trying to hold back. But he seemed like he couldn't, because he pulled you down onto him, bucked his hips up and entered you forcefully, instantly letting out a growl at the warm, and tight sensation of your walls. He was going to cum instantly.

Just like a dog, the male rutted against you in frustration, panting and moaning loudly as he used your body for pleasure, tears rolling down his cheeks. "Soobin- hey, I told you-" you attempted to scold the male, but he kept hitting your best gummy spots, making you moan and quiver. It felt so good, it felt so good being able to feel how bad he needed you. You had already forgotten about the lesson.

Soobin panted as he threw you on your back on the bed, grabbing his member and pushing inside of you once more, pinning you down. "I love you.. I'll.. learn next time.." The older promised in a pant, jack hammering into your entrance with his mouth shaped into an O. He had been needing you for hours, it was understandable how he couldn't hold back. And honestly, also kind of hot.

"Cumming.. gon' give you my babies.. we will.. have such pretty babies.." Soobin winced, pressing his chest against yours as his hips slammed against yours. Meanwhile you couldn't even get a word out, moaning loudly as your body got pounded to oblivion, your work clothes would keep this memory forever, just like you would. "Wait.. not.. not wearing a condom- Soobin-" You called out, attempting to squirm away but he simply held you down, sticking you flat against his body, and pressing all of his body weight down on you. "I need this.." He begged, nuzzling into your neck.

And before you knew it, a warm substance started to fill your body. And not just that, Soobin was pushing it even deeper into you with his cock, moaning loudly. You couldn't help but feel your cheeks heat up at Soobin's behavior, squirming under his touch and panting softly, eyes half lidded. You didn't regret anything about this.

"Feels so good.. it feels so good, it really does.." The older cried out, cheeks sticky in tears as he continued to roll his hips into your tired body, making sure all of his semen would enter you, he wanted to claim you. "I love you.. so much.. I love this.."

You let out a quiet giggle as your boyfriend continued to cry, wiping his cheeks and kissing his temple, gasping every now and then as he didn't stop the movement of his hips. And you wished he never would. "Shh.. I know.. I love you too. But just so you know you're getting me a pill tomorrow." You warned in a low tone, pinching his nose. Yet Soobin just giggled, shaking his head. "Don't wanna.."

Fuck. Soobin swallows hard, unable to break his eye contact with your core.

Why… why isn’t she wearing pants? On my bed? Is she asleep? Walking over to see your state, noticing yours out cold.

Intrusive thoughts surround his brain as he makes his way back to the end of the bed.

One look won’t hurt. Right? Fuck her ass is so nice. Wonder how soft it is? I should have my face buried in between her cheeks is what I should be doing. What I would do to taste her. I bet she tastes like heaven.

Subconsciously making his way closer and closer to you. Reaching out to touch you softly. Testing the waters as he traces his fingers gently up your thighs. A small tremble runs through you as they gently shake.

Fuckkk. Is that nice? Getting a little braver he runs his fingers higher to the tops of your thighs, running them back down on the inside. A small whine leaves your parted lips, and you wiggle into his touch.

She likes this. Good. Let me touch you, baby. Please Let me feel you for once. Christ I just wanna touch you once. He fully grabs your ass, massaging and spreading your cheeks to see your core even better.

Fuck you’re so perfect, baby. So so pretty. Wanna see your pretty pussy too. Wanna taste you.

Soobin’s desire is starting to take over. He’s rock hard as he touches you unknowingly. He knows it’s wrong. But with every sound you make, makes him crave more. Laying down between your legs, he’s eye level with your pussy. Drooling at the prospect of tasting you.

Did you plan this? Only wearing this and putting yourself fully on display for me y/n? Fuck I hope so.

Rubbing his thumb in a long swipe along your labia.

Fucking hell baby youre wet. Did I do this? Are you wet for me? Feeling your slick through the thin fabric of your underwear. Pushing lightly over your opening, making you moan. He pulls away scared you’ll wake up. Wiggling at the loss of contact.

‘Fuck’ he breathes out replacing his thumb, rubbing up and down. You spread your legs further apart to allow him in as he starts rubbing your clit. Heavy breathing and soft moans leave your lips. Unconsciously lifting your hips to feel more pleasure.

Fucking hell you really like it huh? What if I just.. Soobin hooks a finger under your thong and pushes it to the side. Revealing your core to him. Sticky with your slick he can’t help but groan at the sight. He’s pictured your pussy so many times but it was nothing compared to the real thing.

So pretty. Want to taste you so bad baby. Rubbing his thumb against your bare lips now, feeling how wet you truly were. Oh fuck you’re so wet. Need it. Need you so bad y/n. Your moans grow louder now, thinking you're having the wet dream of your life. It feels so real. Lifting your hips again to ask for more.

Look at you, showing yourself to me like that. You want it too, God, I hope you do. I want you so bad y/n. Can’t help it. Soobin brings his face closer to your burning center, aching for more. Thinking for a second before one final wiggle makes him cave, diving in to taste your sweet slick.

He moans into you, the vibrations making you arch your back in pleasure. Tastes so good. Fuck. Soobin starts thrusting against the bed. Unable to hold back from how good this is. I wish you were awake. God, I wanna see you underneath me. See what pretty faces you make. Wish you’d let me.

Soobin devours you, bringing you closer and closer to your high. Focusing on your clit, sucking and licking around the swollen bud. Starting to stir you from your sleep. The sensations are overwhelming for a dream. Still in the light grasp of sleep, you turn yourself over, giving him more access to you.

Gonna make you come. Fuck you’re so perfect. Just wanna see all of you. He slowly pushes his shirt up your torso.

wanna see them

until he finally reaches your breasts, pulling the fabric above them. Your nipples are hard, making him hold his breath as he stares at them.

"Why are you so fucking perfect?" he says under his breath.

Feeling the chill hit your skin you arch your back again, looking for the warmth that was touching you moments ago. Soobin took it as a sign. Moving his hand between your legs again he moved the fabric to the side, rubbing your clit as he lowered his head to take your pink, hardened nipple in his mouth. Running his tongue around it, your back lifts higher off the bed. A soft ‘more’ is whispered from your lips. He pops off of that breast just to attach himself to the other. Sucking harder and dragging his teeth along it, speeding up his movements on your clit.

“UggghhHh fuck… Binnie” you whisper softly

Soobin immediately stops, staring at your face, frozen in fear of being caught. But, your eyes are still shut, and you don’t seem awake.

The fuck? How does she know it’s me?

“Binnee” you whine louder “Don’t stop pleasee- need you” Your hips moving on their own searching for release.

HOLY FUCK IS SHE HAVING A WET DREAM ABOUT ME!?

Soobin’s cock twitches, blood rushing to his length making him harder. Moving his fingers towards your hole, Soobin presses against it without entering you, leaning up to your ear and quietly asking in his deep voice “What do you want baby? Tell me”

His warm breath against your neck awakens your senses more.

“Wanna comeee” you groggily whine

“Yeah? Wanna come on my tongue pretty girl?” Rubbing light circles on your clit.

“Please! Please Binnie let me” Your eyes start to open, waking from your slumber.

This feels too real to be a dream. Fuck what is wrong with me?!

Soobin slowly crawls back down your body, leaving wet kisses in his trail to resume his work on your needy cunt. Unknowing that you’re slowly regaining your consciousness. “Then cum for me Y/N” giving his permission before lapping at your clit once again, thrusting his middle and ring fingers into your dripping hole.

Your eyes shoot open and your back arches high from his bed. Your saccharine moans bouncing off his bedroom walls shoot straight through him as he grinds down on his sheets harder. You reach down and grab his hair, when the reality of the situation sinks in. Looking down at the soft dark locks of the man you’ve been in love with, devouring you whole

It wasn’t a fucking dream!? He’s actually doing this?

“CumMING” you barely get the word out before your legs stiffen around Soobin’s head, pulling his hair and clenching around his fingers as your cum coats his face.

You had never come that hard before and your body was vibrating.

What in the actual fuck just happened? Did he really just… WAIT DOES HE WANT ME!? I mean he must be right? He just gave me head while I was sleeping? THE FUCK IS HAPPENING!? Should I keep-

“That’s a good girl” Soobin coos, licking his lips of your remains essence “good bunny” leaving a feather light kiss on the apex of your slit, right above your throbbing clit. “Wish you were awake though” he whispers to himself.

“I am” you say, sitting up and pulling him into a deep lustful kiss.

Soobin’s eyes nearly pop out of his head at your action. Quickly giving into you and opening his mouth to your kiss. Until he realizes what is happening and pulls you off to apologize to you.

“Y/N I’m so sorry I shouldn’t have-“

“Shut up!” You cover his mouth to stop him

You see, today’s episode was supposed to consist of the guys drawing live models in their respective animal suits. Only it was supposed to be male models in pretty revealing Halloween versions of said animals. You know, corsets, masks, ears, and very short skirts (if you were ever so lucky).

“Y/N PLEASE! You will only have to model 1 and it will be in a private room so the others won't even see you. We will also blur your face when it airs so no one can see you. Actually it will probably be your whole body. PLEASE! pleasepleasepleaseplease PLEASE WE ARE DESPERATE!”

You think it over. “I want what the models were being paid”

“OF COURSE I’ll give you double! Please”

You turn around and mull it over again in your head. To be honest the only two you wouldn’t want to model in front of were Beomgyu and Soobin. Beomgyu for obvious reasons. The menace would torture you afterwards and never let you breathe peacefully without bringing you up in that “bear” costume (if you could even call it that). Soobin on the other hand… it wasn’t because he would be disrespectful or anything, honestly he would probably be the easiest one to model for. But, the fact that you’re completely head over heels for the man and the idea of him seeing you exposed like that makes you want to die. Picturing his eyes on you at all would make you a complete mess.

“I’LL GIVE YOU A RAISE! PLEASE” the director breaks you out of your thoughts.

Fuck you could really use the raise….”how will the outfits be chosen?” you ask, trying to convince yourself to do this for the money.

“Random draw. No one really wants to do this and that seems like the fairest way.”

“Fine.” you exhale, unable to believe you're actually gonna do this. “I’ll do it. But you're also buying me lunch for a month!”

“DONE! You are an absolute godess you know that!”

“Yeah yeah.. Let's get this over with”

You walk over to the other staff who were going to do this with you, seeing a couple of your work friends also in the circle.

“He got you too, huh?” one of the producers asks you

“Yeah…” you say defeated

“Figured he would. Especially since you and the guys are so close” another says from the styling department

“Yea but this is too much… fuck! if i get Soobin or Gyu i’m gonna off myself” you sigh

“Yea i can’t imagine you in front of Soobin, especially in that bunny girl fit. You’re so in love with him it's crazy he hasn't noticed yet” one of the junior assistants teases

“SHHHHHHH! Can you not! What if he pops up and hears you!” you cover her mouth

“Omg they're not even here yet. You know they let us know as soon as they enter the building over the walkies'' the stylist teases

“Ughhhh.. Can we just do this? Put me out of my misery”

“Okay but we have to promise no switches after we pick! Keep it fair! We all know no one wants to be with Beomgyu because of the teasing we will have to endure from him for the rest of our lives. So no whining, just do it!” one of the senior writers says, putting her hand in the middle to signify making a pact.

“Fine!” you place your hand on top of the others showing you agree. The hat is grabbed by your senior and she holds it in the middle “on 3 we all reach in and pick one” everyone nods “1” she starts

“I mean my odds are 3 out of 5”

“2” she side eyes you continuing the countdown

“So it's not that bad. “ you continue trying to reassure yourself

“3”

“It’s only 2 names I don't really want so what are the chances..” you continue rambling while you all reach in for the costumes.

Everyone opens their slips at the same time and you feel your blood turn cold, “fuck” you say under your breath.

Everyone goes around saying their costume

“Fox/ Yeonjun”

“Penguin/ Kai”

“Fucking bear” the stylist says annoyed “kill me now”

“Cat/ Taehyun”

Which only leaves you. Everyone staring with Giant grins plastered on their faces at your horror..

“Bunny… Soobi-”

“They’ve arrived everyone in positions” blasts over the walkies.

‘Fuck. fuck. FUCKKKKK!’ plays over and over again in your brain as you walk to the dressing room, set with your suit.

Opening the door, you see the white satin, corseted one piece. With matching white fluffy ears and wrist bands. Accompanied by white pumps and white thigh high tights, each having white fur on them as well. You also assumed there was a large fluffy white tail on the back of your suit.

The director knocks on the door

“Come in”

“Oh it’s you… see you got the bunny suit…” he cringes for you

“Yeahhhh…” you say barely above a whisper

“This will be interesting” he silently chuckles to himself, resulting in you death glaring him

Clearing his throat “anyways… can you just put your hair up in a high ponytail with some curls? For makeup keep it light but add some extra blush on your nose to look like a ‘bunny nose’”

All you can do is nod

“You’ll be fine. Soobin is a gentleman, which you’re more than aware of. You’ll be in safe hands” he says, patting you on the shoulder before he walks out.

Getting ready is a blur to you. 9284692161 thoughts running through your head about how bad this could go. You’re not ugly by any means but that doesn’t mean you’re not self conscious. You’re on the curvier side, with a full bust and hips, and a pretty juicy ass. This suit is so tiny you can see every roll and ripple from your stretch marks and extra skin. Not to mention it barely covers your womanhood with how small this gusset is. ‘How the fuck were the men gonna hide their dicks in these?’ you think to yourself.

“Kill me now,” you say outloud with a heavy sigh to your empty room.

A knock at your door breaks you out of your self loathing enough to go open it.

“Hey, how are you?” your work bestie asks you as your head peaks though the tiniest hole crack you can manage. You grab her arm and pull her through.

“How do you think I'm doing? This was the BIGGEST MISTAK-” She cuts you off abruptly as she takes in the sight of you.

“Holy shit babe you look incredible”

“Hahahahha funny. You don’t need to say that. I know how ridiculous i look”

“No no I don't think you understand. You mustn’t be seeing yourself cause Soobin is gonna lose his fucking mind when he sees you”

“Yeahhhhh riiighttt..” you stretch out your words

“Yeah babe, he will. Speaking of! I came here to tell you he was asking about you the whole time he was in hair and makeup.”

“What? Why?”

“He said he was worried you were sick or something. Said you also weren’t answering his texts. He sounded pretty bummed actually. When he walked in you could see his head spinning looking for you” she says raising her brows at you suggestively.

“That's just Soobin. That's how he acts with everyone…”

“No babe.. It’s not. He said it was weird without you there. He missed you, I could tell.”

“Yeah just as a friend though! He was just worried ‘cause he couldn't reach me and his anxiety filled ass though I hated him or something.”

“You’re hopeless, you know that?” she scrunches her eyes at you, disgusted at how you wont believe that Soobin could possibly like you as much as you like him. After all, she sees the way he looks at you everyday.

“Models gather in the common room” the walkie relays

“Fuck! kill me please?” you beg holding your hand in front of your chest as you plead with your bestie.

“Nah hon.. Someones gotta see how hot you look besides me”

“Bitch”

“Love you too! Now off you go! Say hi to Binnie for me!” she blows you a kiss as you walk to the door. Opening it and flipping her off while you close it.

Whistles and cheers can be heard from the minimal staff present as the 5 of you make your way to the common area.

“Yeah yeah everyone pipe down” the director instructs

“First off! Thank you to the 5 amazing ladies who stepped in at the last minute to save our asses! You all look incredible and nothing would be possible without you.” Everyone claps for you all. And all you can think about is how you wish you would turn into an ant and be stepped on. “We are going to bring the guys in shortly and fill them in on today’s task. They however won't know it's you modeling until they enter your private rooms. We will let them in to talk to you first and break the shock. As funny as it would be to release that… I don't think it’s wise for others to know who you are when it airs.” everyone sighs and nods in agreement “so after a very short interaction, we will ask them to leave and we will refilm their “first look”. After that we will leave you all alone. No mics, no cameras besides the polaroids they can use for reference photos. In editing we will blur your faces and bodies so you will not be identifiable.” more sighs of relief were released by the five of you. ”so, any questions?” no one says anything so you rap it up. “Alright then! Let's get you ladies to your rooms and have a great shoot! FIGHTING!” everyone repeats him and goes their own ways.

Once in your room, your anxiety worsens. Your heart beats 1000 miles a minute. Sweaty palms and it’s hard to breathe. Pacing back and forth across the little floor space there was left from the giant easel in the corner. “What am I doing?! This is insane! I can’t do this” you say to yourself. When you hear the doorknob twist. Panic shooting through all the nerves in your body. You stand up straighter, fix your hair to make sure nothing is sticking up and flatten out the suit across your stomach. Turning back on because you don’t think you can face him right away.

The door shuts and you hear Soobin shyly say “annyeonghaseyo” his voice getting higher at the end.

You say it back to him quietly and slowly turn around “annyeonghaseyo”, grabbing your arm with the other reaching across the front of your body, looking at the ground. You wish you could curl up in a ball and die.

“Oh Y/N” he sounds breathless

“Hey Binnie..” you slowly look up to meet his eyes, lifting the hand from your held arm to wave, awkwardly smiling.

“You… you-” he clears his throat “you look-”

“Ridiculous I know..” you cut him off, hanging your head in your hands, slightly pushing your breasts together “Please don’t tell the guys. I can’t live with Gyu torturing me for eternity”

“No, no. NO!” panic fills his voice “I was gonna say you look incredible” he says and immediately turns bright red

“Really?” You ask shocked he would say that

“Yes! You really do. Wait, so this is why you weren’t in hair and makeup today? I was worried! I thought you were-” he walks over to you and grabs your arms, rubbing up and down them when he cuts himself off, looking down into your eyes as you look up into his shining brown ones. "I thought you were sick or something. You wouldn’t answer my texts.”

“Sorry this morning has been kinda crazy” unable to hold back the smile spreading across your face. This whole situation was just too ridiculous..

Soobin however, was fighting every instinct in his body to not kiss you. Walking into the room and seeing your plump ass with the bunny tail was enough to make him hard. He knew it was you as soon as he saw it. Afterall, he does ogle your body everyday. Wishing he would get the chance to see you in all your glorious perfection one day. If only he could break out of his annoyingly nervous self when he’s around you and tell you how perfect you are.

Seeing you turn around with the complete outfit fulfills all of his fantasies. Fuck you looked so hot standing before him. How the fuck is he gonna get through this shoot?

There’s a knock on the door, signaling them that the crew was there to film his reaction to seeing you.

“Are you both ready?” The director asks, internally applauding himself for this moment. He’s not stupid he sees the way you both look at each other.

“Yeah I guess.. you good Soob?” You ask him, he hasn’t broken eye contact with you

“Yeah sure” he finally looks at the director.

“Alright let’s do this thing! We’ll be right back Y/N” he winks at you. Soobin looks at you over his shoulder the whole time he walks out of the room. All you can do is supportively smile at him, tilting your bunny ear clad head to the side. His heart is pounding so hard right now he’s pretty sure everyone can hear it. And he’d be right. The crew all chuckled under their breath at how flustered he was.

“Hey Soobin” the director nudged his arm drawing his attention to him. “Don’t let this opportunity slip away” leaning in to whisper his last words of advice “make your move”

Soobin’s eyes widen unsure if he heard him right, “what?”

“You heard me, don’t waste it Soobin” he winks at him before clapping his hands together to get everyone ready to proceed filming.

Soobin’s “intro” goes as well as it can with how awkward he is in this situation. They wrap up the quick take, letting you know they will be back in an hour, and you are both left alone once again. Tension lays thick in the air. Who would talk first? Better yet how you were both going to make it through this. Unable to take the silence anymore, you ask “how do you want to do this?”

“Hmm?” he asks, lost in his own mind about what the director meant.

“What do you want me to do Soobin? How do you want me to pose for you?”

“OH right.. Umm just do what feels comfortable to you i guess?” rubbing the back of his neck as he walks over to grab the polaroid camera left on the table.

“Soobin… absolutely none of this is comfortable! I look like I just walked out of a teenage boys wet dream”

‘It’s gonna be my wet dream tonight’ Soobin can’t help but think to himself.

“Yeah, right… Ummm.. how about, I mean since you’re already dressed like that, you pose like a bunny girl…?” deciding to shoot his shot because this opportunity will not present itself again.

“What, Like this?” channeling your inner Bunny Girl popping your hip out hard to the side. Your head tilted the same way while pulling your bottom lip between your teeth with big doe eyes.

“Yeah, just like that! Don’t move” Soobin picks up the camera to capture you in that pose.

“Kay” you shyly say, not budging from your position as Soobin takes the picture.

You continue posing for him in whatever way you can imagine. And when you run out of ideas, Soobin’s thorough knowledge of anime and manga comes into full use, directing you in poses you would have never thought of.

However, as time passed, Soobin’s pervy side was getting the best of him, taking the photos he would never ever use, and just keep for later. Like as soon as filming was over and he was alone, left to think of you all night.

Soobin maneuvers himself in all different positions. Eventually making his way between your legs, wanting to get a photo of you looking down at him.

While sliding through your legs, his eyes land at the apex of your thighs, staring at your barely covered pussy. The white satin laying tightly over your core. So tight, he could see the shape of you through it. ‘Fuck fuck fuck this is insane. I shouldn’t be looking but FUCK WHY DOES IT LOOK SO GOOD. fuck I want her on my tongue. Just a taste…” Soobin internally fantasizes about you moving the fabric to the side, exposing your soaking wet folds, glistening in your slick and begging to be cleaned by his mouth. His jeans start to feel tighter- “FUCK NO! STOP BEING A PERV YOU LOSER!’

You seem to be off in another world though and completely unaware of his position. ‘Maybe I could… No no I can't, that's so wrong. She’d hate me if she ever found out. But… that’s IF she finds out. If.. if is good.’

Soobin picks up the camera, focusing on the white piece of shiny fabric barely covering your pussy, making sure it’s perfect before he clicks the shutter button to capture you on film. Only for him to see. He shoves the picture into his shirt pocket and pushes his way through to finally see your face.

You look down over your breasts, bending slightly at your hips, to look down at Soobin. “ kay so what now?” batting your eyelashes.

“UHH-” trembling over his words ‘FUCK WHY IS SHE LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT!!! I swear ro god she's doing this on purpose’ he swallowed thickly “umm that looks good! Yes, just lean over a bit more and that perfect” horny Soobin is fully taking over. He wants YOU so badly.

For some reason you kept feeling more and more confident around him too. The way he would praise you throughout this whole ordeal was making you feel a type of way. You could feel the tingling in your stomach migrate its way throughout your whole body. Leading you to be more forward than you usually would. His eyes on you make you more confident by the second. ‘Fuck why is he looking at me like that? He looks so good’ thinking to yourself as you admire the way Soobin’s hair falls back off of his forehead. Watching the way his tongue darts out to lick his lips while he focuses the camera on you.

What catches Soobin's attention though, is the way your thighs start to rub together. Grinding together and making your hips sway slightly. ‘Fuck this is impossible’ he thinks while trying to maneuver to make his jeans not feel so tight.

“This okay Binnie?” you softly ask, squeezing your breasts together with your arms

“YeP!” He squeaks, taking the picture quickly, and moving to get out from underneath you.

You notice something fall to the ground from his pocket as he shifts. Noticing it’s a polaroid you move forward and bend down to pick it up. Curious, you turn it around to look at it while you speak up.

“Hey Bin you dropped th-” the word dies in your throat as you see the picture. The photo is solely of the apex between your thighs. Front and center is your pussy, barely covered, by the tiny amount of white satin fabric, you can even see through it a little bit (all thanks to how wet you currently were).

When Soobin sees you holding the photo, and the red flush covering your face, he knows immediately what photo it is, tapping his chest pocket to confirm his nightmare is coming true.

“Y/N I-... Le-Let me explain! It’s not what you think! It’s uhhh… i uhh- “ Seeing him panic with wide eyes and a crimson face that rivals your own, fills you with the sudden urge to toy with him. Falling to your knees, you crawl over to him, showing off the assets you know he loves most. You’ve always known Soobin was a boob man. He rarely passed the chance to size up your chest when he was presented with it. Straddling his hips, you put on your best innocent face. Big doe eyes and pouty pink lips, glossy after just licking them. “Binnie baby..” you lean forward, pushing your tits to his face as your breathily whisper into his ear “if you wanted your own pictures, all you had to do was ask” punctuating your statement by pressing a kiss to his pulse point. He stops breathing, his cock instantly hardening underneath you, while his hands shoot to your hips to hold you there. Thumbs digging in roughly.

“Y/N wait… fuck- ” he curses as your lower yourself on him “for real?”

“Mmmmhmmm” you seductively agree, biting your lower lip while you look him in the eyes.

“Anything I want? The question barely audible while his eyes lower to your lips.

You bring your face into his, feathering his lips with your own as your whisper to him “anything you want Soobin”

Soobin instantly reaches for the camera but you stop him. You push yourself into him as you reach down his thigh and into his pocket as you reach for his phone in his pocket. “Use yours instead” holding it out to him.

Soobin snatches the phone from your hand at light speed and instantly takes photos of you, just as you are right now. Photos of your chest, your face, as many as he can grab. He quickly switches to video, not wanting to miss a second of this as he simultaneously snaps pictures of you in motion.

You give into his every want and need. Moving as you think he would like, letting him guide you into the positions he wants. Even allowing him to take down your ponytail, releasing your curls along your shoulders.

Unable to take this position any longer, Soobin wraps his arm around your waist as he flips you onto the floor making you softly gasp. Your hair spreads out across the cold tile beneath you, bunny ears still standing straight up on top of your head. Soobin is about to combust looking at you spread out below him on the floor, while his legs straddle either side of you. ‘She’s so fucking cute right now. Her pink nose is adorable, especially when she's shy like this. She’s even blushing all down her neck and -” Soobin’s eyes widen as he is stopped in his thoughts. As his eyes are trailing down your body, he notices one of your breasts has vacated your corset and is perked up, looking back at him. Your pretty perked nipple making him salivate, begging to be taken into his mouth. Fantasizing about getting you completely out of that bunny suit, you interrupt his thoughts.

“Soobin?” your voice is meek and quiet “Is something wrong?” you ask, starting to curl into yourself, feeling self conscious for the first time under his gaze.

“What..” he asks confused until he realizes he was eye fucking you as you watched him “NO! Nothing is wrong! It’s just your.. Your umm..” Soobin clears his throat, “your boob is out”

“OH!” you look down to see you were in fact exposed. “Oh god, sorry I didn’t even notice” being too caught up in the moment you didn’t even realize your tit was out. You reach to fix yourself when Soobin’s large hand grabs yours to stop you. He brings your hand above your head, looking into your eyes trying to gauge how you feel right now. “Soobin..” you breathe, shock and nerves creeping in. Feeling the mutual tension, Soobin makes his decision.

Soobin breaks eye contact to look at your exposed chest again. Bringing his free hand up, pulling down the top of your suit completely revealing your chest to him as you gasp in shock.

“So pretty…” looking at you in the most adoring way “prettiest tits I’ve ever seen” whispering his compliments through shallow breathing. He releases your hand, kneading a breast in each of his huge palms. “So pretty Y/N, so perfect” Pulling hushed moans from you as he leans down and takes one of your nipples into his mouth, swirling his tongue around your peaked bud. Pulling away as he grazes his teeth across it, causing you to hiss a quiet ‘fuck’ as the sensation does too much to you. Your melodic sounds go straight to his dick.

Soobin continues sucking on your chest, leaving purple marks in his wake. His hands roaming your exposed skin, traveling lower towards your hips. You need more. You need him to give you more. Your desire takes over, pushing your hips up to meet his, whining as you move against him.

“More” you whisper

“Hmm?” he barely heard you too caught up in his actions

“More Soobin, please” you whine

Unable to stop the smirk on his lips, he has to tease you a little bit. He wasn’t going to give up this chance to fluster you “what was that? I can’t hear you Y/N did you say something?”

You grab his face, pulling him in closer to you and whine between bated breath “BiiNn- More, touch mee- Uhh more PLEassee” Your eyes glossed over with need.

“Fuck Y/N what are you doing to me?” Finally meeting your lips, Soobin pulls you up to sit in his lap, moving the fabric to the side so he can finally touch your soaked cunt. Soobin groans into your mouth, mixing with your moans. Having his long fingers rub along your sensitive folds, circling your clit, making your brain short circuit, losing all sense of control and reason previously holding you back.

You grip his shirt by the neck, pulling him closer to you deepening your kiss. “Take it off.” punctuating your demand by biting his lower lip.

Soobin moves at light speed, pulling his shirt over his head, to reconnect your lips. Not wanting to waste any moments he can be connected to you. Migrating to your neck where he makes quick work to leave his mark. Purple splotches popping up along your collarbone and chest. Relishing in the pretty moans leaving your mouth. Kissing down your chest he reaches your suit again.

Trying to pull down your suit, he’s met with resistance. The zipper gets stuck as he fumbles with irritation.

“Fuck” he grumbles before he turns you around “as hot as you are in this suit, I really fucking hate it right now.” fingers struggling to unzip you.

You get impatient too, “here!” wrapping your arm around to pull the zipper down

“Stand up baby, take it off please” he motions for you to stand up, holding your hips as you do.

On your feet, you look down at Soobin, his eyes sparkling with desire as you shimmy out of the satin suit you were so self conscious in moments ago. While the lust is fogging over your thoughts, you freeze realizing he can see everything. Anxiety begins to crawl back into your stomach. Butterflies swarming in the pit as you see him size you up from top to bottom.

Lost in the sight of you fully on display for him, Soobin can’t help but stare and take in every inch of your body. It was everything he ever dreamed and more. Practically salivating at the thought of having you all to himself. Eyes between your thighs to your breasts, landing on your stomach. You’re holding your breath when he gently says ”so pretty. You’re beautiful y/n. So so beautiful.” you can hear the love and sincerity in his words, making the butterflies and unease fly away. Still praising your body with his gaze, Soobin moves forward, bringing himself closer to your dripping sex, trailing kisses along your thighs. “Need to taste” he says, more so to himself as he lifts his head, running his smooth tongue from your opening to your clit in one deliciously slow stroke. His tongue feels unreal, soothing the tension building inside you. Moaning as he continues to lap up your arousal. Soobin lifts your leg over his shoulder to get more access to you, his plush lips kissing your clit.

Soobin leaves no part of your core untouched. His tongue travels the length of your slit, swirling your clit and sucking it between his lips, holding you steady with a tight grip on your ass. Groping your cheek as he guides you along his tongue.

“eugh” You run your finger through his hair, gripping tightly so he can’t escape from the pleasure he’s giving you. Flattening his tongue along your folds slick with his saliva. Sucking on them until they slip out with a loud ‘POP’ as he groans from your intoxicating taste. You push your hips forward and Soobin takes the hint, swirling his tongue around your dripping entrance before he thrusts it in.

“Fuck Bin!” you gasp as pleasure buzzes throughout your body. “Ughhh- Yes keep.. Keep going” your breathing ragged and interrupted by the moans you can’t hold back.

Soobin moans against you, “yes baby- fuckkk…- come for me” he pleads between breaths. His large hands pull you in closer to him, allowing him to dive deeper into you. His nose brushes against your clit with every movement.

Pulling back for a second, you groan in disappointment, dropping your head back on your shoulders until you hear and feel the wetness of Soobin spitting on your clit. The surprise and vulgarity of the sounds echoing around the room tighten then knot in your stomach more and more while Soobin immediately returns to burying himself in your cunt. Your hips move on their own. Bouncing and grinding on Soobin’s tongue. You can feel him smile against you, as he begins to help you. Lifting you by your ass and dropping you down on his tongue so he can get even deeper. Vibrations flutter along your folds from his groans, drinking the sweet nectar flowing from you, thighs trembling signaling how close you were.

“So good… fuck princess -so hot” Soobin mewls against your clit. Distracting you while he adds two fingers along with his tongue. Reaching your spongy spot while his tongue licks your gummy walls alongside his digits. Your body is on fire, nerves overfiring with every tiny movement Soobin makes along you. The way his nose brushes your clit every time he moves his tongue or wraps his fingers to reach your g spot. The way his Grip is tightening on your ass in the most deliciously painful way, sure to leave bruises of his fingertips for tomorrow, all while pulling you closer into him.

“Fuck- UGH- I’m gonna- SooB-” your words stumble out as you try to warn him. But Soobin just nods eagerly, not stopping for even a second to breathe. With one last thrust of his fingers inside and his nose gently brushing against your clit, the tension in your body finally snaps, and your orgasm crashes over you. You shake and tremble as your arousal coats Soobin's hand and face, but he stays right there. Continuing to hold and support you while you ride out every wave of pleasure until your climax subsides.

You collapse to your knees, breathless and trembling in front of Soobin. He wipes the remnants of release from his face, unable to reach it all with just his tongue. Watching him lick your cum off of his plump bunny lips that you’ve fantasized of so often almost has cumming again.

“Soobin I-” you start before he pulls you close by the back of your neck, kissing you with a passion and intensity unlike anything you’ve ever experienced before. The taste of yourself on his lips only reignites your desire for him. You wanted to taste him, feel his heavy length on your tongue and make him cum deep in your throat.

Moaning into his kiss, you waste no time in undoing his belt. Ripping it off and throwing it across the room before moving onto his pants. He can barely comprehend what's happening as you pull them down his thighs in one fluid motion.

“Woah- Woah Y/N slow dowNNnN-” he moans against your lips, while trying to push you back slightly. “Fuuuck” It not that he didn’t want this - because he does, He REALLY FUCKING wants it. BAD. But he didn’t want you to overwhelm yourself after how hard you just came.

“Baby-Fuck bun- stop for a- ahhh- a sec” he tries to convince you

“UGGHHH why?!” you say irritably, wanting nothing more and to suck his cock right then and there. Palming him through his briefs, you run your fingers over the wet spot on his briefs, feeling the precum soaking through the fabric. Knowing he wants it just as badly as you do. Rubbing your thumb over his leaking tip through the fabric makes Soobin’s resolve start to crumble.

“Fuck bunny”- i- i just don’t wan- faaawwk-’ cutting himself off with a loud moan.

“Up” you simply state

“Hmm?” he asks, confused but unable to resist your commanding tone, his pupils dilate from pleasure.

“Stand. Up.” you command simply. Taking his arms and forcing him to stand up.

You look up at him moving in closer to his still covered bulge

“I wanna taste you” not breaking eye contact as you lick the wet spot sitting atop his aching tip. His salty essence makes you moan loudly and your eyes roll to the back of your head from the delectable taste. Lost in your desire for him, you migrate lower, kissing his length.

Eliciting heavy breathing and groans from Soobin.

“fuck Y/N” he pants before being taken over by his deep, raspy moans, tangling his fingers through your hair to ground himself. Fighting hard to not instantly cum down your throat as you tease him through the soaking wet fabric.

Desperate for more of him, you remove Soobin's briefs and reveal his mouth-watering cock. A silent gasp escapes your lips as it slaps against his abs. You already knew he was big, but fuck.. seeing him fully exposed was mind-blowing. His member was thick with plump veins that would glide deliciously against your walls. And the length...it could easily hit every one of the pleasure points deep inside you. The sight of it made your mouth water with anticipation. Not to mention, his dick was actually pretty. The tip was a deep shade of pink, glistening in the wetness from your previous teasing, practically begging to be taken into your mouth.

Craving more, your tongue reaches out, gliding along the underside of his cock slowly, swirling your slippery tongue around the tip. Savoring the taste of him, you moan as you envelope him with your lips. Your moans radiate throughout his body, causing him to tighten his grip on your hair.

“Gahh-y/n fuck your mouth feels so good” Soobin moans, unable to stop his hips from moving deeper into your throat. Drool drips down your chin, gagging on him as he pushes against the back of your throat. Hollowing your cheeks you allow more of his length in, using your tongue to stimulate his tip when Soobin’s hips pull back. Gripping his thigh with one hand for balance, your free hand moves to grope his balls. Massaging and lightly squeezing them while Soobin whimpers words of praise to you. “Feels so good”, “fuck yes bunny”, “such a good girl for me”

Every word shoots to your core, making you drip with need. Pulling off his cock, still attached by a string of spit from your lips to his tip, creating a sinfully pornographic scene between the both of you. Panting and flushed, you watch Soobin’s dick twitch, as if begging for more attention. Humming in approval, your hand encloses around his length, pumping up and down while you look up at him. When Soobin’s brown irises lock on your playful ones, you kitten lick his tip teasingly while you watch him squirm to control himself.

“You’re too fucking cute Binnie” feigning innocence while biting your bottom lip, drifting closer and closer to the base of him. Smiling as you run the flat of your tongue along his taint, running all the way to his head.

Soobin’s groan was possibly the best sound you have ever heard. Greedy, you wanted to hear more. Wanted to hear how good you were making him feel. You spit on his shaft, jerking him off while returning to his balls. Licking and kissing all over before popping one into your mouth, massaging it with your tongue.

Soobin’s knees start to shake, becoming too stimulated while trying to hold himself back. He falls back and leans against the table behind him, unknowingly giving you even more access to him. Humming in satisfaction against him, you bring him closer and closer to the edge.

“Fuck Y/N I’m so close” he’s a moaning mess.

“Cum for me Soob! Want your cum” you beg, pumping your fist along his shaft faster, and twisting. Sucking and twirling your tongue around his tip. “Cum binnie”

“GahHhH-” cumming on your tongue, Soobin’s grip on your hair tightens, pulling you further down his length so he can pump his cum down your throat.

You can’t help but moan around his length, swallowing every last drop while you continue to milk his cock.

Both of you are panting and out of breath. Licking your lips, you stare up at the man you’ve been in love with for months, head thrown back and adam's apple bobbing as he tries to collect himself. Effortlessly beautiful as he always is, but this time it’s different. He looks like sex. Literal sex. His hair is damp and slightly messy from running your fingers through it. His skin softly glistens with the light sheen of sweat covering his body. His muscles are taught as he leans against that table, tensed from the orgasm you gave him moments ago. Soobin turns his head to look at you, his eyes lazy but full of desire.

“Come ‘ere” he softly demands, holding out a hand to you.

Raising to your feet you walk to him taking his outreached hand. With a light tug he pulls you into his chest, enveloping you in a tight hug. “You’re incredible, you know that?” he asks into the top of your head.

Pulling back you look up at him “Yeah? You’re not so bad yourself” pulling him down by his chin, catching his lips with yours. The intensity increases quickly, both of you still craving more of one another.

Softly groaning into your lips, Soobin’s hands travel down to grab your ass, kneading your round cheeks with his large hands, pulling you closer and closer. But it’s not close enough. With your arms wrapped around his neck and hands tangled in his hair, Soobin lifts you up finally getting the closeness he craved. You let out a startled yelp from his sudden action, causing you both to laugh into the kiss. “You good?” still laughing at how cute he found you.

“Never better” you retort before capturing his lips again, resuming your heated kissing. Pulling yourself up his body and rubbing your slick folds along Soobin’s hardened length. Whining with need and want, pushing yourself a little farther everytime. His sensitive tip hooking and sliding just past your dripping opening. Both of your moans are sinfully pornographic and echo off the walls surrounding you.

“Fuck Y/N-”

“BiNNiE” you whine against his lips, moving your hips to slip him inside you again, but he holds your hips tight, not letting you move like you wish.

“What? Are you that needy bunny?” he smirks, a confidence washing over him from your efforts

“Mmhmmm” you quickly nod “please Bin”

“You really are a filthy bunny aren’t you? Just dying for me to fuck you right?” You’ve never seen or heard Soobin act like this, but fucking hell… this new side of him is so incredibly hot you can feel your essence stream out of you and along his cock. His chocolate brown eyes are almost black now and his gaze makes you want to submit to his every word.

“Just a bunny, your filthy bunny, Binnie I need you PLEASE”

“Fuck” he exhales, collecting the little restraint he has to complete this fantasy he’s always had. Letting you down he flips you over, pressing your ass against him, lightly pulling you back by the bunny ears still attached to your head to say his next words into your ear. His hot breath raising goosebumps all over your body. “Gonna let me fuck you stupid like the bunny you are? Gonna let me breed you? Fuck you full of my cum? Hmm Y/N? Is that what you want?”

He’s turned you into a complete mess underneath him. And he hasn’t even touched you yet. You're a moaning whiny mess, pressing yourself harder and harder against him, craving the fullness you want so bad.

“Yes, fuck yes Binnie! Want it, want it so bad. Give me your cum Soobin pleaseE!”

“Yeah bunny? You wanna be full of my babies?” Pushing your chest into the table, teasing you as he rubs his tip along your folds, teasingly pushing against your hole waiting for your answer.

“FUCK SOOBIN yes! Wanna be so full, wanna have your babies” It’s like he had you hypnotized. The thought of him pumping every last drop of his cum in you to have his babies had you clenching around nothing, desperate for him. “Please Binnie” you beg looking over your shoulder at him, “ Fuck your bunny, please”

With a soft moan, he confesses, “God damnit Y/N you’re gonna be the death of me” as he slowly sinks into you. Both of your Moans harmonize as he thrusts deeper, finally fulfilling both of your wants and desires. Savoring every moment of his perfectly sculpted length moving within you, stretching you in the most illustrious way.

“Pussy feels so good” he pants into your ear, fully sheathing his length inside you. Kissing along your shoulder he continues to praise you “so wet for me to baby, feels so good”, “you’re perfect, so fucking perfect”, “more than I ever dreamed” punctuating every statement with a kiss down your spine.

“Fuck Soobin please move” you plead, meeting his eyes over your shoulder again, watering with need. Soobin wraps an arm around your torso to palm one of your breasts, bringing you to his chest so he can kiss you. His other hand guides your leg up to rest on the table, opening you up more for him as he begins to drag himself along your walls before he begins to thrust back into you.

“Oh my fuck-KiNG GawwDd” you gasp into his mouth, his thick cock hitting the sweet spot inside you with knee buckling percision as you wrap your arm up around his neck to keep your balance. “So good- mm- fuck Soob so good!” Sloppily kissing him as he literally fucks you stupid. Your brain has completely stopped working, too stimulated to focus on anything but how perfect Soobin is fucking your right now. They way he moves in and out of you so smoothly, as every vein and ridge fits along you so well. Tears fall from your lashes as he brings you closer to climax.

“So good for me baby” pulling back from your lips, Soobin flips you around to face him, leaning you back against the table. Positioning himself between your legs, pulling you in by the back of your neck to meet your forehead to his, bangs pushed back slick with sweat. Locking onto your tear glistening eyes, while his free hand travels to wipe away the tear falling down your cheek, smiling as he tells you exactly what you’ve been feeling “you're made for me Y/N. We’re made for each other.” as he locks onto your lips while simultaneously sliding back into your fluttering entrance without needing to use his hands to guide him. Fully inside, your walls clench around his length, moans ripping through your throat as you come undone, his skilled fingers moving to circle your clit. Voice soft with affection, Soobin confesses his intentions, declaring “You’re mine, my bunny y/n. No one else gets to have you like this. Please?” Soobin hips don’t stop, fucking you through your climax, nodding to what he says while you moan and whine. His sentiment pushing you over the edge, snapping the tightly wound knot inside you. “Just want you. Fuck want you so bad. Please be mine” begging between thrusts. “Be all mine”

“Yours-mmm- ‘m all yours Binnie! Your bunny- jus’ yours” choking on your words as you mewl from the intense orgasm wrecking your body. Soobin’s movements become erratic, ready to cum.

“Gonna cum- fuck baby- ”

“Cum Soobin- cum for me- want it” excitement rings through your voice

“Want my cum? Please baby let me cum” he pleads in a deeper, raspy voice, trying to hold back

“Cum bin, cum in me- claim me- wanna be yours” wrapping your fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck, you pull Soobin in to Kiss him, capturing his moan as he paints your insides white with his semen. Soobin pulls you in as close as he can, pushing deeper into you, pressing against your spongy core.

As he releases the last drops of his seed, releasing your lips but keeping you close, his gentle voice quietly declares “you’re mine. All mine y/n”

“Mmmm” you hum in agreement and he pulls out of you, covered in both of your fluids, small moans released from how overstimulated you both are.

Feeling empty now, anxiety creeps back in, making you ask “Are you mine too?” You ask with a slight waver in your voice, uncertain of his answer.

Soobin can’t help the stupid grin plastered on his face, thinking how could he not be? “Always have been Y/N” speaking against your lips before kissing softly.

“Huh?“ eyes wide as if he had just told you the craziest thing, and didn’t just fuck your brains out.

“I’m yours Y/N” he chuckles, holding your face in his hands, nose to nose “I want to be with you”

“Soobin- I-“ you start to stutter, your brain rapid firing ‘wait he likes me?’ ‘For real for real?’ ‘Holy fuck I love him’ ‘wait is he just saying that cause he thinks he needs to?’ ‘Whatever I can take friends with benefits’ ‘his dick🥵’ ’but I actually like him’ ‘no he said it he likes you back’… all at once overwhelming you, and unable to finish your sentence.

“It’s okay, if you don’t want to be with me I get it. We can just ignore this but-“

“WHAT NO!? NO nonononono no Soobin I’m pretty sure I’m in love with you that.. thats not what is happening here. I just don’t want you to say that because you think you have to cause all of this happened and I’m really in my head right now because why in the fuck would you ever pick me over literally anyone else in the world? But I Donno if I can-“

“Wooahh woah Y/N slow down. Backtrack for a second, did you just say you’re in love with me?”

“Hmmm? Did I what now?” You panic freaking out in your head again ‘WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU YOU FUCKING IDIOT YOU JUST SAID YOURE IN LOVE WITH HIM! FUCK ME!’

“Do you love me?”

‘I do. I mean yes of course I do but should I tell him that right now? Like what if I ruin all of this? Oh no… nooo don’t look at me like that with your stupid cute face and puppy dog eyes. I do really love him’ your heart is beating out of your chest at your decision.

“Yes I do.” You look up into his chocolate eyes and everything calms down. The warmth he radiates through them at this moment pushes you forward. “I’m in love with you, Choi Soobin” His plush bunny shaped lips part in subtle shock that you actually just told him you love him. “But you don’t have to say anything, it’s totally fine I get it if you don’t feel the same way. We can just pretend I didn’t say anything-“

Soobin cuts you off slamming his lips back to yours, not wanting you to finish that statement because it couldn’t be farther from the way he truly feels for you. He doesn’t like the flash of doubt that washes over your face while you diverted your eyes from his. When he feels you melt into him and reach for him he gently breaks from your lips.

“I’m in love with you Y/N”

“Wait-“

BANG BANG BANG

“THIS YOUR 5 MINUTE WARNING” The director shouts through the door

Panic takes over the both of you as you rush around trying to find your clothes and put yourselves back together… well somewhat anyways. Praying to god everyone would be oblivious to what happened between you two or at least act like they were. Your lipstick was smeared all over Soobin’s face and neck, purple splotches decorating the both of you. At least his could be hidden, you were struggling to get the stupid bunny suit back on.

“Here let me help” Soobin ironically does up the zipper he struggled with earlier. Running his fingers along your spine as you put your hair back up in the ponytail. Leaning in to whisper, knowing the staff could barge in any second, he tells you “I meant it. All of it.”

“Me to”

“Tonight, your place”

“Okay”

“I wanna-“

“We’re here” the door flies open as the whole filming crew comes in. Soobin steps in front of you, somewhat keeping you out of sight. You stay back on hoping they just leave you be, reaching for the robe you entered with. While tip toeing to the robe, something catches your eye on the floor. Picking it up you see it’s the Polaroid Soobin took between your legs. Laughing to yourself you pull on the robe and see a pen. You write a quick note on the back before you return to hide behind Soobin’s tall frame and slip the photo in his back pocket, leaving a little treat for later.

You pull the bunny ears off and pull up the hood on the robe in a last attempt to hide yourself. Reliving everything that happened just moments ago as you twirl the ears in your fingers.

“Y/N! Hey? You good?” The director snaps you out of your daydream.

“Hmm? Oh yea I’m good. I’m great” red flushing your cheeks, unable to hold it back

“Alright well you’re free to go. Again thank you so much for doing this!” He bows to you

“Yeah okay. I’ll ummm.. I’ll go”

The look on everyone's faces was pure confusion. Considering how you were earlier they thought you would rip into the director. But you’re oddly calm…

Before leaving you turn to Soobin and tell him to duck down, placing your bunny ears on top of his damp and messy hair. “There, right where they belong”

He whispers “tonight?” And you nod back repeating him “tonight” smiling before you turn to leave. Passing the still bowing director as you walk through the door.

Smiling to yourself the whole way back to your dressing room. Finally arriving you walk inside and close the door leaning on it before your release every giddy squeal you’ve been holding back.

“Tell me everything NOW!” You’re bestie all but screams after seeing you, scaring you half to death

“HOLY FUCK WARN A WOMAN WOULD YOU!? Fucking gave me a heart attack”

“Yea sorry whatever TELL ME EVERYTHING!”

“Where do I begin?”

“At the beginning obviously no detail to be spared! Now spill!!”

“Okay okay!” You laugh before you start reliving the past hour of your dreams.

Somewhere in another room …

“SooooOoOooOooo How was everyone’s shoot?” Beomgyu asks raising his eyebrows in the most immature childish way

“It was fine, awkward but fine” Kai says first

“Yea I mean this whole idea was ridiculous, I just hope - is okay. I hope she wasn’t too uncomfortable.” Taehyun adds in, scratching his temple in thought

“Yea I know right? They must have felt so vulnerable. They are hella courageous though, props to them.” Yeonjun proudly says.

“It would have been hilarious if it was male models though” Kai says laughing maniacally “can you imagine dudes in those tiny tiny costumes?”

They all laugh together except Soobin, who hasn’t heard a word of the conversation. Thinking about you and how you felt on his -

“Soobin you’re awfully quiet… what’s up man?” Yeonjun notices, breaking Soobin out of his thoughts.

“Hmmm? Nothing- no I’m- I’m good sorry”

“Who was your model by the way?” Beomgyu slides over to him, trying to get the information from him

“I’m not saying”

“Come ON! Let’s all just share who it was! Mine was -“ Beomgyu starts

“I already said who mine was” Taehyun reminds everyone

“I had -“ They all looked at Yeonjun confused, no idea who he was talking about “the new junior..”

“Ohhhh” realizing who she is

“- was really nice. Honestly I was probably more nervous than her” Kai fondly says

“Come on Soobin! Tell us who was in that bunny suit for you?”

Shaking his head he refuses to say your name

“Tell us” Beomgyu continues his taunt

“Tell us tell us tell us” the other 3 eventually join in as well

“OKAY FINE just shut up”

“Who was it?”

“Yeah I’m genuinely curious now” Yeonjun adds

“It was y/n” whispering your name so quietly it would barley be audible to a fly on the wall

“What? Who was it?”

“Y/N” saying your name only slightly louder, still inaudible to anyone

“Hmmm?”

“Y/N”

“OH FOR FUCK SAKES SOOBIN WHO WAS IT!?” Beomgyu yells at him frustrated.

“IT WAS Y/N! Y/N! THERE ARE YOU HAPPY NOW!?”

He yells back unable to control his temper with his junior

All eyes were the size of balloons, mouths hanging open, as if hearing the most shocking news of the century. Which, fair enough, when it came to Soobin’s gigantic crush on you, it was to them.

“What? So now you’re not gonna say anything?” Soobin snaps in irritation at them

“So how was it?” Taehyun breaks the silence first

“How do you think it was?” Soobin’s eyes squinting as he gets more irritated the more they ask about you. This needs to stop now because he can’t tell them what happened until you both talk. Tonight. At your place. Alone.

“Ouuu so it was bad?”

“No it was great, she’s a fucking goddess dressed in a bunny suit fulfilling my biggest fucking fantasy.” Sarcasm lacing his sharp words until he thinks about how perfect you looked and his voice softens “She looked.. fuck you know what I can’t talk about this.”

“It’s alright buddy we get it. Must of been brutal seeing her like that but not for the reason your really wanted” yeonjun comforts him

Little did they know he made that very fantasy real and it was more than he ever dreamed it could be

Turning to walk back to the set, Beomgyu sees something sticking out of Soobin’s back pocket. “Hey Soobin there’s something hanging-“ grabbing the photo from his back pocket, Beomgyu’s words die in his throat. The photo you so kindly left Soobin as a present.

Turning around in annoyance, Soobin sees Beomgyu holding a photo that has black writing on the back. Barely making out a ‘tonight’ and a little heart with an S next to it.

“What are you…” panic runs through Soobin’s body as he realizes that’s a photo and it’s probably the exact one he hopes it’s not, but judging by Beomgyu’s face, it’s exactly what he thinks it is “GIVE THAT TO ME NOW!” Just missing the photo as Beomgyu pulls its away from him

“You dirty perv, taking photos of your best friend like this without her knowing” Kai and Taehyun look over Beomgyu’s shoulder to look at it and Soobin dies a little more inside

“What is it? Let me see” Yeonjun walks over to see taking the photo from Beomgyu. “O-ohhh- oh um this is yours… there’s a note on the back btw” Yeonjun hands it to Soobin

“NOTE! What does it say!?”

“None of your fucking business that’s what!” Soobin snaps

“I literally just saw your picture of her pussy, tell us what it says or I tell her I saw it NOW!” Beomgyu wastes no time with his ultimatum

Soobin lets out the deepest breath and rubs his palms into his eyes in frustration. Pulling on his bangs and scrunching his face “FINE FUCK! Don’t tell her you seen this it’s literally they only thing she asked of me and I can’t belive I fucked up so quick! If she finds out I will kill you”

“Lips are sealed. Now what does it say?” Beomgyu puts on his happiest smile in Soobin’s mortification

Turning over the photo in his hand Soobin turns bright red as he reads what you’ve written

“Now you owe me one! 😉

See you tonight

❤️ -S

xo”

After wrapping for the day Soobin goes to immediately text you, wanting to see how you were and talk about tonight. “Where the fuck is my phone?” He looks around desperately, patting his pockets but coming up empty handed. “Has anyone seen my phone?” He asks the group

“No man sorry! Maybe it’s in the room?” Yeonjun suggests

‘Fuckkkkkkkkkkkk’ it hits Soobin that’s exactly where it is. Totally forgetting how all of this started. “Hmm maybe I’ll go check! Thanks Jun”

He calmly walks out the door and when he thinks it’s safe he sprints as fast as his long unathletic legs will carry him. Bursting through the door, he looks all over for the phone. Finding it face down on the floor next to the table. Flipping it over he sees ‘storage full’ indicating that it had indeed been filming everything.

Smiling like an idiot, he can’t help but think about what might have actually been captured between the both of you.

Opening his messages he finds your contact, sending your a quick message

“Can’t wait to see you later 🫶”

Three dots appear almost immediately and are then replace by your message

Yeonjun exhaled as he walked into his small apartment, brushing over his red hair and muttering quiet sentences to himself. Today had been slightly frustrating without him knowing why. Something just felt off, almost like an instinct. But he never found out what. It did make his day a lot worse, though. Making him fail simple tasks and get headaches which made him get distracted. So he was really looking forward to taking a nap. And maybe he could ask Soobin if they could cuddle, it would help a lot.

With a turn of his hand Yeonjun unlocked the door to their warm apartment, instantly letting out a hum of relief once he realised he was at home, the day was finally over.

Messily, the fox removed his shoes before he walked to the shared bedroom of him and Soobin, looking around curiously. "Bunny?" The red haired called out in a curious tone, furrowing his brows when he suddenly saw the blonde haired run up to him, hearing a quiet whine. It almost sounded like he was in pain.

"I'm here.. what's wrong?" Yeonjun instantly hummed out, picking up the male before he sat down on his bed, making sure that his beloved bunny would be seated on his lap before he caressed his waist, looking up at the figure. "Need it.. hurts.. it really.. hurts-"

Yeonjun furrowed his brows as he looked around Soobin's skin, trying to figure out what was wrong. But he couldn't find any wounds. "What hurts, bunny? Your stomach, maybe?" The older tried to guess, rubbing over his abdomen before the younger bucked his hips forward, butt rubbing against Yeonjun's crotch. And as soon as the fox felt the touch he inhaled sharply, grabbing Soobin by his hips. "Careful.. talk to me. What hurts? Use your words.."

Soobin hesitantly stared at Yeonjun for a short while before he took his hand, slowly guiding it to his own length and shivering in need, mouth agape. "Here.. need it.. please. I really want it.." He murmured out sadly, eyes starting to fill with tears as Yeonjun stared up at him, worried. "Love.." The fox inhaled as he carefully brushed over Soobin's covered tip, biting his bottom lip out of curiosity. "You're in heat?"

As soon as Yeonjun felt Soobin nuzzle into his neck and nod he exhaled, rubbing over his waist. "Maybe it will go down.. hm? I don't want to hurt you.. I shouldn't. You should breed with your lover, hm?" He murmured out warmly, pressing some kisses to the blonde's naked shoulder, cheeks pink. He wished he was Soobin's lover, that he could be there for him and please him when needed. Whenever Soobin was in heat he didn't really sound or act like himself, which made Yeonjun scared that the younger might regret what he had done the next morning. And Soobin was really precious to the older male, he didn't want to be the cause of any of his pain.

"Need you.. hyung.. need.. don't have a lover.. I want.. Hyung." Soobin continued to wince as he pressed his entrance against Yeonjun's hardening shaft, making the older let out a soft grunt. But he had to hold back. "Here. I've got some toys, yes bunny? How about you use those.. I'm going to make dinner." The red haired gulped as he opened his drawer, giving a kiss to the younger's cheek before he speed walked to the kitchen, biting on his lip. Not only was he worried that Soobin would be upset tomorrow. But now he also had a problem. His cock had already hardened all the way just from feeling the bunny hump against him, and being able to hear his whiny sounds made everything even hotter. Whoever Soobin would be with later, Yeonjun was jealous of.

The red haired laid his palms on the counter as he thought, eyes closed as he started to breathe in deeply, calming himself down. If only there was a way to know if Soobin had control over himself everything would be so much easier. Then he'd make the bunny feel so good, would make him see stars. Fuck, he couldn't even imagine how pretty he'd sound moaning his name. Though soon enough, Yeonjun felt his pants being undone before his cock was taken out, making his eyes open in surprise.

And there was Soobin, sitting on his knees as he stared up at Yeonjun needily, cheeks covered in glossy tears. Yeonjun had never seen someone so pretty. "Want this.. hyung, please. I really.. really.. need it." The blonde huffed out, standing up as he pressed the red haired against his back, starting to rub his butt against his naked shaft once more, trying to prove to him that he actually needed it, that it wasn't a joke. He was hurting, and Yeonjun had to save him. "Bunny.. I can't.. I shouldn't hurt you, hm? Don't want you to regret this.. will you get off now?"

"I won't regret this.. please, Hyung. It hurts.. need help.. you'll help me, right? You love me? Please?" Soobin continued to beg as he started to needily hump himself against Yeonjun like a dog in heat, mouth open as soft pants escaped from his lips, eyebrows furrowed. Yeonjun could only stare at the other in a weak way, staring at his curves and how his butt was rutting against him. He already felt so good, he couldn't imagine what it would be like inside of the other, to pound inside of him.. fuck. He wanted him, so bad.

"Don't complain tomorrow."

Yeonjun huffed as he threw the bunny over his shoulder, walking to their couch before he threw the blonde on the soft furniture. The older male needily took off all of his clothes before he approached the younger, pressing some soft kisses against his lips. Everything felt so right, it felt so right that he would be the one taking care of Soobin. He wanted to be his caregiver, to take away his pain when needed, just like now.

"Hyung.." Soobin whimpered, watching how his clothes were being teared off. His cock was starting to throb in need as more tears rolled down to his chin, panting. His tip had never been so angry and red before, begging for friction. And he couldn't believe he was about to get just what he needed, from just who he needed it as well. "I know bunny.. I'm here now.. fuck. You look so pretty.. so cute.." Yeonjun whined, pressing some kisses to his roommate's length, admiring the soft skin. If he could ask for one wish, it would be that Soobin would be in heat everyday, just for him.

Soon enough, Yeonjun pushed Soobin's naked body to the end of the bed, making him lay on his stomach as he spat on his own fingers, then rubbing them against the younger's delicate hole, turning the area completely glossy. "Do you need it here, hm? You need it so badly.. don't you, bunny?"

Soobin cried out as he nodded in desperation, squirming his hips in every direction he could before he brushed himself against the fox's fingers, making him wince. "In.. in.."

"Can't you take me without taking my fingers first?"

Soobin froze for a second before he looked back at the fox, looking at his thick size. Maybe he could've, his body was preparing for this exact moment for hours already. But it would hurt, a lot. But only for a little. "Can.. hyung, please. It hurts.." Soobin cried again, sniffing as he wiped away his own tears. Meanwhile Yeonjun smiled at his cute, needy behaviour. Leaning in forward so he could press some kisses to Soobin's ear, sushing him lowly. "I know.. hyung is going to take care of you. My bunny. All mine.."

Carefully, Yeonjun made Soobin lean down a bit, cooeing at the way that the younger immediately arched his back, cheeks pink. "Such a natural." He praised, giving a harsh spank to his ass before he grabbed the base of his own length, inhaling at the sight in front of him. How could someone be so pretty? Soobin had curves in just the right angles. And his skin? God, he was so soft.

Carefully, the fox lined himself up with the bunny's entrance, shivering slightly as he started to move his hips forward. But due to the lack of prep his member kept sliding down or up, not being able to enter. He grinned a bit when this caused Soobin to cry out even louder, poor baby must've felt so teased. "Shh.. it's okay, bunny.."

After Yeonjun got a better hold of his cock he pressed it more harshly against Soobin's gaping hole, biting his bottom lip as he made sure he wouldn't slip away this time. And as soon as he felt his tip enter the warm, tight area he let out a loud moan of pleasure, hands now caging around Soobin's waist.

The blonde continued to cry as his back arched even more, tightening his walls around Yeonjun's cock as he drooled on the couch, he had never been this needy for penetration before. "Hah.. mpff.. in.. mm.." The sub babbled, clutching harder onto the piece of furniture as Yeonjun continued to move his hips forward, watching as his member slowly started to disappear into the younger. And as soon as he bottomed out he let out a grunt, pulling Soobin up so his back would be flat against his chest, lips brushing against the blonde's neck. "There you go.." Yeonjun reassured lowly, one hand flying up so he could flick onto the younger's nipples, focused. "So needy."

"Hmpf.. H-Hyung.. it's.. are you.. in?" Soobin asked in a haze, shuddering on top of his cock as Yeonjun let out a moan, nodding as he pinched onto the younger's nipple instead, eyebrows furrowed. "I am.." Yeonjun looked down at his roommate's butt before he thrusted his hips once, watching how Soobin instantly started to shake in pleasure, a splatter of white shooting to the window they were facing.

"You came?" Yeonjun asked softly, rubbing over his abdomen as Soobin shook his head, whining. "Pre.. cum.. full of cum.. move, please.. pretty please.." The blonde started to roll his hips slowly as Yeonjun had to suck in his breath, holding himself back from pining the bunny down and fucking into him like a dog. But again, be didn't want to hurt the blonde. "Keep moving.. just like that." The fox hissed, mouth open as he shivered, watching how Soobin had started to bounce his body up and down onto Yeonjun's cock, listening to his whimpers as if it was music.

"Good bunny.. good boy.. keep going." Yeonjun squeezed Soobin's ass for a few seconds before he spanked the area, inhaling. "Go faster." He ordered, slapping the same spot once more as Soobin listened obediently, holding onto the couch for support as tears fell down the soft material, butt bouncing up and down in need. "Need.. need.. h-ha.. need it.." The blonde whimpered, using the fox as his own personalised dildo.

But before he knew it, Yeonjun pulled out and flipped Soobin around, rubbing over his nipples before he pushed in once more, staring down at his roommate's crying face, stomach turning. "You look so fucking pretty when you cry.. fuck.. you're so.. fucking.. hot.." Yeonjun winced, grabbing the male by his wrists before he locked them together, using his left hand to pin those flat against Soobin's chest, hips rocking back and forth so he could get himself off using the bunny, mouth open. "I should've done this so much sooner.."

Soobin continued to cry as he slowly felt his pain start to increase, his cock now twitching back and forth as his prostate got penetrated, eyes rolling to the back of his head every now and then. "Need.. need to.."

"Shhh.." Yeonjun stared down at Soobin's weak body as he continued to use his hole, moaning out of satisfaction as the blonde kept clenching around him, body rocking back and forth on the couch. "We'll get there.. just let Hyung.. get there as well, hm? Fuck.. cry.. cry more." Yeonjun hissed out, starting to pound himself against the blonde in a more aggressive way as Soobin's eyes instantly started to fill with more tears, body begging for release. Though he couldn't do anything about it, since his hands were pinned together he couldn't even jerk himself off, and Yeonjun was taking his sweet time. But he loved it, he loved how he was able to please the older male. Yeonjun looked so gorgeous when pleased.

"Hyung.. It really.. need it now.. bred.. need to be.. bred." Soobin whimpered out, legs starting to shake lightly as Yeonjun panted, using his right hand so he could pick up Soobin's right leg, throwing it over his shoulder and leaning forward so he could fuck himself deeper into the younger bunny, moaning. "You'll get it.. yes bunny.. I'll breed you, I'll breed you so nicely. Nice and full with my babies.." The older muttered in a chant, staring down at Soobin's face in a lustful, but also loving way. Making sure that he was okay. Though he looked like he was about to break down from the pain, and his goal was to fix that.

No words could describe how good Soobin felt. The way his walls clamped around Yeonjun so deliciously whenever his hips rocked back, the way his hole held onto him so desperately so he wouldn't disappear. He was getting him off so good.

So automatically, his hand went up to wrap around Soobin's length, inhaling as his hips started to hammer against the younger's butt. And to match the tempo, Yeonjun started to stroke his hand up and down in the same speed, listening to the way Soobin started to cry and almost scream out, eyebrows furrowed. And with a final ten sloppy thrusts, Yeonjun pressed himself against Soobin as hard as possible, letting out a moan as he came deep inside of Soobin's fertile body, panting. Soobin was crying and moaning out louder than before, aggressive strokes of white flying up to the ceiling. Both of the males came for about a minute, slowly riding out their highs by squirming their hips together, panting.

"Good.. so good.. my bunny.. you'll have all my babies." Yeonjun whimpered as Soobin nodded to his words, feeling his stomach bloom. And instantly, all the pain seemed to be relieved as his muscles were finally able to calm down and relax. "Hyung.."

"Yes, baby?" Yeonjun slowly pulled himself out of the younger before he picked up his weak body, walking to their bedroom and laying the blonde down, then laying down behind him, leaving a doze of kisses onto his neck and shoulder. All Soobin could do was shiver as he had never felt this good before, mouth still agape. "I love you.." The bunny confessed quietly, half gone.

"I love you more.."

And with that, the bunny and fox fell asleep. Dreaming soundly as they both held onto each other protectively, their love story had just started.

♡

To anon,

I hope the story fit the descriptions you sent me, I did my best to include all that you asked for. Thank you again for sending me a submission!

To readers,

Being Soobin’s girlfriend was wonderful, but it also has its downsides. Soobin, being the ever responsible leader and attentive man that he is, started putting everything else first. Which also meant he started to pay less attention to you. You always knew that he puts others first before himself, but unfortunately, that also meant he would put others before you as well. Between work and family/friends you barely see him anymore. Tours were busy, and sometimes you’d be lucky to see him in your makeup chair. Dates didn’t exist and if you did make plans, they were usually broken to go attend to something else. At this point, you haven’t really spent alone time with Soobin in 5 months. You knew he was busy, and that he had his stresses. Of course you knew that, but it didn’t hurt any less knowing that he just didn’t have time make time for you.

So when you both started fighting, you couldn’t hold back anymore.

“I’m sorry bunny, I just have to help do this…” Soobin hangs his head in shame, canceling on you for the upteenth time in a row.

“What the fuck Soobin!? Are you serious?” You almost yell at him, only refraining because you’re at work.

“I just have to help with the-”

“I honestly don’t give a fuck about what you have to help with Soobin! I haven’t seen you in MONTHS! All I asked for was a night, just us, and you can’t even do that?”

“Y/N I’m sorry it’s just that I’m-”

You cut him off knowing exactly what he’s going to say. “‘I’m the leader and I need to help wherever I can. This is such an important time for us Y/N, and I’m so sorry. I promise I’ll make it up to you’, right?” You mock his voice saying his exact words full of bitter disappointment, looking deep into his eyes.

“Y/N I’m sorry. I love you and I want to be with you. I just.. I have to do this” He reaches out for your hand, but you pull it away, leaving him in shock and hurt.

“Save it Soobin. Go do whatever it is you have to do. I’ll be in my room, ALONE, as always” and you walk away from him, trying not to cry in front of him. Not wanting to show him how much you’re hurting.

He chases after you, grabbing your arm and turns you around. He then sees the tears streaming down your face and feels like absolute shit. “Y/N.. Fuck baby I’m so sorry, I didn’t know you were hurting like this. I never wanted to upset you.” pulling you into his arms in a tight hug, kissing the top of your head.

You cry into his shoulder unable to hold it back. “I just want to spend time with you Soobin. I haven’t been alone with you in months. I just…” you sob harder, unable to control it.

“Fuck Y/N I’m so sorry. I didn’t realize I’ve been hurting you this bad. I.. I promise I’ll make it up to you! I’ll try to finish this as fast as I can and then I’ll come to your room okay?” He lifts your red face to look at him, wanting you to know he means it. His thumbs caress your cheekbones to try to soothe you.

“It’s already late though and you have an early schedule tomorrow…”

“I don’t care, I miss you too baby. So, so much. I’ll be there as soon as I can!” He leans down to kiss you and wipes away your tears. “I’m so sorry Y/N. Please, wait for me tonight?”

You nod, still sad but wanting to believe he will show up.

“Thank you! Thank you so much! I love you” he kisses you again and runs off in the opposite direction saying “I’ll be there soon” as he jogs away..

“I hope so” you say to yourself under your breath.

Unknown to you, Yeonjun had been watching the whole conversation from down the hall, hidden by a wall. It breaks his heart to see how Soobin hurts you whenever he leaves you for something else. Yeonjun knew where Soobin was coming from and knew how Soobin felt about his responsibilities but, you’re his responsibility too. His most important one. Giving you a minute to calm yourself down, Yeonjun waits in the hall before he goes to talk to you. Not wanting to bombard you while you were crying. He knows how much you hate that.

Yeonjun, like Soobin, quickly became your friend. Arguably he became your best friend. You talk to each other everyday and you see him more than Soobin at this point. So much so that most people think you two are dating. Not that Yeonjun minds that misunderstanding. Like you fell for Soobin, Yeonjun fell for you. Seeing you walk into the green room on your first day took his breath away. He had never seen or met someone quite like you. An infectious smile, hilarious sense of humor, and a voice that soothed his heart with just a word. You took his breath away, and he’s been hooked on you ever since. He however wasn't lucky enough to be on the receiving end of your affection. He watched in awe as you and Soobin got closer and even helped Soobin ask you out for the first time (even though it killed him). Your happiness was more important to him though, and he knew how much you liked Soobin, so being on the sidelines as a friend was enough for him. As long as you were happy.

But, you’re not happy. Not anymore. And it breaks his heart everytime he sees you crying over that big idiot of a leader. Seeing you’ve calmed down, he determines he can talk to you now without you feeling too embarrassed.

“Hey Y/N! What are you still doing here?”

“Yeonjun!” you say startled by his appearance “Hey, umm what are you doing here?” Subtly trying to steady your voice and wipe away your last tears

“Oh I just finished recording… What about you? I thought you and Soobin had plans?”

You look up to meet his eyes, chewing on your cheek “umm, he uh, he had something he had to do”

“Oh Y/N, again…” he pulls you into a hug seeing you’re about to cry again. “I’m so sorry. Can I do anything?”

“No Junie, I’m okay. Thank you though, I’m just gonna have a bath and relax I guess.”

“Seriously if you want to hang out and just watch a movie or something I’m free.” he adds hoping you’ll accept.

“Actually, yeah that would be nice.. I don’t really want to be alone. Movie?”

“Absolutely beautiful. Your choice”

“Okay, my room in 20?”

“It’s a date,” Yeonjun teases, nudging your shoulder. Excited to spend time with you, if Soobin won’t take it, he sure will.

Making your way to your room, you can’t help but think about Soobin, and what you could be doing if he actually came. Making you sad again. When you reach your door, you get a text from Soobin. You’re heart races, hoping he can come see you sooner, but you also know in reality he’s probably telling you he won’t make it. So with a weary heart you open the text

Binnie 🥰🐰💕

Baby! Good news we finished up super quick

I’m on my way now! Do you want anything to eat?

My treat

Your heart beats faster, excited and overjoyed that he’s finally going to spend time with you. Now you need to rush and get ready! You text him back

Y/N

OMG REALLY?! I can’t wait to see you babe!

Whatever you want to eat is fine with me.

You’re my treat 😘

You facetime Yeonjun, excited to tell him the news but also break off your movie date.

Junnie 🦊

Hey pretty, what's up?

Y/N

Best news! Soob is already done and coming over! JUN I CAN’T BELIEVE IT!

But that means I have to cancel our movie date… sorry *you pout*

Junnie 🦊

Finally! It’s about time that big oof finally spent time with you! And it’s fine, you just owe me a movie night. *he winks at you trying to play off his disappointment*

Y/N

Thanks Junnie! What should I wear? god…

now I'm nervous. I want it to be perfect. JUN YOU’RE GOOD WITH FASHION! One sec.

*you sprint into your closet and look for the items in your head. Finding them you prop up your phone and hold them out for Yeonjun to see.*

Which one? Sexy or cute?

*completely taken off guard, Yeonjun’s face turns bright red as you hold up two lingerie sets. One a sexy black lace set, and the other a cute sheer set with daisies on it. His brain is on overdrive picturing you in both sets laid out on a bed beneath him.*

Y/N

Junnie… Earth to Yeonjun?? Are you frozen? YEONJUNNNNN 😩

Snapping out of his thoughts he blinks and responds to you

Junnie 🦊

Sorry yeah… bad connection.. Umm I’m not sure? What does he usually like?

Y/N

Umm.. I’m not really sure? I haven’t done this in so long. I'm not sure what he likes anymore..

Junnie 🦊

I’m sure his taste hasn’t changed- WAIT A MINUTE- what do you mean you haven’t done this in so long?

Y/N

Exactly what it sounds like Yeonjun…

Junnie 🦊

HUH?! When was the last time you had sex?

Y/N

Oh god Yeonjun… i donno like… *you count on your fingers trying to place it even though you’re very aware of how long it’s been* like 4.. Maybe 5 months

Junnie 🦊

*his jaw drops open* how??? You still see each other just not for dates?

Y/N

Yeah Jun, but he gets called away for so much shit and then when he does have time with me he’s usually tired and just passes out. I donno…

Junnie 🦊

YOU’RE TELLING ME THAT MAN HASN’T FUCKED YOU IN 5 MONTHS?!

Y/N

SHHHHHH! *you whisper* but yes… So help me pick! I want him to just lose his shit and fuck me stupid so.. *you hold up both sets again* what one?

Junnie 🦊

Lace.. do the black lace. I wouldn’t be able to resist you in that. Well i wouldn’t be able to resist you in either but, the lace just sets the mood more… I’d want to ruin you… *he drifts off in thought again before he catches himself* I mean if i were Soobin…

Y/N

Yeah? Okay thanks Junnie You’re the best! Love you but I gotta go get ready!

Junnie 🦊

Yeah yeah of course! Have a good time tonight 😉 don’t get pregnant! although I would be the sexiest uncle if you do 😏

Y/N

YEONJUN! You’re ridiculous. You’re not wrong though, can see all the girls lining up to see hot uncle yeonjun

Junnie 🦊

RIGHT?! Anyways.. Go get ready and have a good time tonight. Give me all the deets later.. Well maybe not all the deets. I donno if I wanna hear about Soobin’s dick.

Y/N

Shut up of course you do you perv! LOVE YOU BYE *blows him kisses as you hang up*

Yeonjun can’t help the pain that radiates throughout his heart. He’s happy that Soobin is finally making time for you but, that means he doesn't get to see you. He just tells himself as long as you're happy he’ll be happy.

You sprint around your hotel room, trying to clean quickly and get yourself ready. You quickly freshen up and apply body cream and the perfume you know he loves. Applying a quick natural but seductive makeup. Your hair was already loosely curled from this morning so you quickly pulled it back in a loose messy bun low on your neck. Lastly you slip into the black lace lingerie set Yeonjun suggested. You look yourself over in the mirror, adding a matching sheer black robe over your shoulders. As you look at yourself there's a knock on your door. Butterflies fill your stomach before you walk to open the door. When you reach for the door handle you take a steading breath. Pulling it open, you step behind it for Soobin to come in.

“Hey I couldn’t really decide on what to get so I just picked a bunch of snack food and thought we could order a-” Soobin’s voice dies in his throat as you walk out from behind the door to shut it. “You.. You look incredible, baby.” His voice was shaking with nerves as if he’s never seen you that way before. But it had been so long, honestly he forgot you were this stunning outside of work.

“You think? It’s just a little something I had laying around” you joke acting nonchalant when inside you were nervous and shaking like a leaf.

Soobin drops the bags and stalks over to you, wrapping his arms around your waist to pull you close, nuzzling into your neck and smelling your perfume that he loves. “I know what I’m eating tonight” he whispers into your ear, nibbling the lobe and kissing down your neck.

“Thank god” you breathe, wrapping your arms around his neck, tangling your fingers into his hair.

“I’m so sorry I’ve been neglecting you baby, I’ll be better. I promise.”

“I’m gonna hold you to that, but for now.. Please turn off your phone, and fuck me all night. Please Soobin.” Gripping his shirt as you plead with him.

He immediately takes out his phone and turns it off in front of you. Then picks you up by your thighs, Kissing you as he carries you to your bed. “You’re so beautiful you know that? I’m so lucky you’re mine.”

“Not as lucky as me” You remove his glasses and put them on the bedside table “I’ve missed you so much Binnie”

“I’m so sorry bunny, I’ll be better. Won’t neglect you again.” He kisses his way down your body until he’s in front of your heat. Kissing you over the black lacy thong you’re wearing. Taking in your scent he groans “fuck I’m so stupid leaving you alone all this time. Missed you so bad” he continues to apologize as he kisses and licks your core over through your underwear.

“Just don’t ditch me all the time. Work isn’t all that matters” You lift his chin to look into your eyes “I matter too Bin.”

“You’re all that matters and I’m an idiot. ‘M Gonna make it up to you baby, promise.” he says, lifting your panties and pushing them to the side exposing your needy pussy to him. Groaning a quiet ‘fuck’ under his breath as he’s in awe, like he’s seeing you for the first time again. He kisses your clit, taking his time with you to show you how much he does truly love you. Soobin alternates between kisses and licks as he savours you. Tasting your juices from every fold, and crevice. Gripping your hips as your hips buck, holding you down to continue pleasuring you. He adds his fingers to stretch you when you beg, wanting more, knowing you’d need to be prepped after it’s been so long to be able take him. He adores you, watching your face and you come undone around his fingers, kissing your thighs as he works you through it.

You’re barely finished when you beg for him. “Soobin please, I need you..” looking into the eyes of the man you love so much, aching for him.

He quickly removes his clothes, pumping himself a couple of times before lining himself up with your entrance “need you to bunny. I love you. Love you so much.”

“I love you too, Soobin” You’re big doe eyes, looking up to his longingly. As he pushes into your entrance your head tips back further into your pillow and a string of moans radiate from both of you. Soobin’s, low and guttural in his chest while yours are higher and melodic. Together mixing to make the perfect harmony of sounds you've both missed hearing so much. Soobin’s length reaches your sweet spot almost immediately and on instinct to make you wither and moan beneath him. Taking in the sight of you unraveling beneath him and committing it to memory so he never forgets you, how perfect you look beneath him. Silently promising to you that he’ll never do this to you again. That he’ll never neglect you like this again.

Soobin leans forward to kiss you, whispering against your lips “I’m sorry Y/N. So, so sorry, I’ll be better, I promise. I’ll make time for you everyday love. I promise”

You hold him closer to you, your arms wrapping around his neck, as you say back to him “That’s all I want Soobin. To spend more time with you. I love and miss you so much.” Pulling him into your lips to kiss him.

The night is perfect, and everything you’ve been missing from him. You stay tangled together all night, uninterrupted and absorbed in each other. Things go back to the way they used to be. You were so happy again that you even moved into the dorms with him and the boys. Soobin makes time for you and turns back into the boyfriend he used to be.

Or he does for a while.. And then there’s a new comeback, and he gets busy again. Between recording, dance practices, and regular scheduling.. He barely has time for anything, let alone you. And you’re right back where you started that day. Except now it’s worse. Instead of just cancelling plans, you catch him avoiding certain subjects, or people. Catching him in little lies or half truths. You’re aware he’s probably trying to protect your feelings because it’s Soobin, but… It just ends up hurting you more if anything.

So when you walk in on him having a conversation with the members about an upcoming event he’s emceeing with Arin, you lose it. Soobin knows how you feel about Arin, you’ve met multiple times and it hasn't been great. He has no romantic feelings for Arin, he just sees her as a friend, but he doesn’t see what you do. You know how Arin truly feels and that she's willing to do anything to make Soobin hers.

You’re infuriated knowing that he has known this for weeks but still hasn’t mentioned it to you. Once again catching him hiding and lying to you. You walk up quietly behind him asking in a calm but hurt tone “so when is it?”

They all jump at your sudden entrance but Soobin looks horrified. You had caught him lying. Again. “Y/N I-”

“Did you ever plan on telling me Soob? Or was I just supposed to find out when we were on set?” you ask him

“I… Y/N I’m so sorry, I’ve been trying to but I just didn’t know.. How..”

“I hate that you do this to me! I hate that you hide things from me!” tears welling in your eyes

“I just didn’t want to hurt you bunny. I know how you feel about Arin but…”

“But what? THIS is why Soobin. THIS is why I feel that way! You keep hiding shit from me. Lying to me…”

“I’m sorry, I won’t hide anything else from you I promise! I’ll tell you everything right away. Every schedule, everything I do I’ll tell you bunny, but please… please forgive me.”

“Fine” you take a breath and wipe your eyes “You better make up for it tonight” You look up at him with a half smile, only to see his face morphed into confusion.

“What’s going on tonight?”

“Soobin come on” you hit his shoulder laughing which comes to a halt from his remaining look of confusion. “You forgot… You forgot date night didn’t you?”

Soobin’s wide eyes answer your question and ignite more rage inside of you

“Let me guess, you completely forgot the ONE night I have been begging to have with you for weeks! and you’ve promised Arin you would practice with her tonight. Right?” anger seething from your lips

“Y/N I’m so so sorry I’ll cancel with her right now-”

“Don’t bother Soobin. She's more important to you than I ever was. Forget it, I’ll sit home. alone waiting for you like always.” you turn on your heels and walk away, slamming the door behind you before he could react.

‘Fuck’ he muttered under his breath.

“You can’t be fucking serious Soobin? How could you forget?” Taehyun asks angrily

“I-I don't’ know?” he stutters out

“What do you mean you don’t know? Do you know how excited she’s been for tonight? It’s all she’s been talking about for weeks bro” Beomgyu snaps

All of his fellow members wanted to kill him right now. You were important to all of them. You fit in with the group immediately, like you were the missing piece they needed. They loved you.

“That’s not good enough Soobin.” Yeonjun says quietly, rage coating his words. He’s had enough of watching him hurt you again and again. “You’re pathetic.”

“Hyung I-”

“I don’t want to hear your stupid excuses. That woman is in love with you Soobin. You claim you love her to but all you fucking do is hurt her. Do you not get that?” Yeonjun spits his words out, getting up in Soobin’s face “Do you not know how fucking lucky you are for her to love you like she does? The fuck is wrong with you?” pushing his shoulder as he asks his final question.

“Do you think I don’t get that? That I literally fuck up everything with her?” Soobin raises his voice

“NO I DON’T THINK YOU DO” Yeonjun raises his voice louder in frustration “You’re not the one who sees her everytime you hurt her like this! I am- we all are Soobin.” gesturing to the guys behind him “she cries on our shoulders asking why she’s not good enough for you? When in reality she’s too good for you…”

“You think I don’t know she’s too good for me? You think I don’t care when I fuck up like this? That I don't care when I see her hurt by what I did!? It fucking kills me Yeonjun!”

“THEN STOP DOING IT!” Yeonjun yells, snapping “or you’re going to lose her. We all will” he lowers in voice making sure the message hits home.

“How are you gonna fix this hyung?” Kai asks wearily, breaking the silence in the room

“I don’t know… I don’t know if she’ll even talk to me…”

“What were you supposed to do tonight anyways?” Taehyun asks

“We were just supposed to be together, and marathon the anime we’re behind on. Honestly I was really looking forward to it with her when we planned it. How the fuck did I forget?” hanging his head in his hands as he starts to well up with tears remembering how excited you were to plan such a simple evening with him. He really was an idiot. All you wanted was to spend time with him, yet he couldn't even give you that..

“I’ve got an idea” Beomgyu pipes up

“Me to” says Kai happily

“What if you just turn the dorm into a giant fort!” Gyu says excitedly

“Yeah with pillows and blankets everywhere! I’ll even lend you some of my Stuffies to make it super cozy!” kai adds

“I’ll set up the projector so you can watch anime on a big screen! Get all her favourite foods, and snacks.” Gyu beams

“Put candles all around and fairy lights to make it romantic” Taehyun adds in

“That is an amazing idea! But how am I gonna do all that so quickly…” Soobin asks processing all the work that has to be done

“We’ll help you!”

“Yeah?”

“Of course we will! Right hyung?” Tae asks Yeonjun

“...yeah we’ll help. But I’m not helping for you, I’m helping because Y/N deserves more”

“Thank you! Thank you so much guys! I promise I’ll make this up to her!”

“You better” was Yeonjun’s final warning.

Quickly the guys gathered as much as they could to make the idea come to life. Taking every pillow available in the dorm to Soobin’s room. Beomgyu sets up his projector with Soobin’s laptop. Taehyun and Yeonjun found all the candles and fairy lights they could at a nearby store while Kai went to buy all the snacks and foods he knew you liked.

Soobin was a mess and all over the place. Trying to help out with everything but ultimately just getting in the way.

Finally Yeonjun stopped him and said “Look, we have this… just focus on getting ready and prepare how you’re actually gonna apologize to her.”

“I don’t know what to say… I love her so much Yeonjun but I, … I keep fucking it up.”

“Just…” Yeonjun groans in annoyance that he’s this stupid “tell her that. Tell her how sorry you are for everything and show her you love her as much as we all know you do. She just wants to know you care about her. Enough to put her first for once Soobin.”

Soobin nods as he listens to his senior “I do care about her. I care about her so fucking much but i- I just keep fucking up… But I’m going to fix it. I promise.”

Yeonjun stares him down again, still unimpressed, but nods before he walks away returning to help set up with the others. Leaving Soobin to get ready alone while picking out the clothes he knows you love. Fixing his hair while he thinks of how to properly apologize to you.

You unlock the door and enter the dark apartment. You throw down your keys and a bag filled with ice cream and snacks to eat your feelings. You planned to just watch anime with Kai instead. He’s always a great friend to you and gives good snuggles when you’re sad. Plus his giant collection of plushies always makes you happy.

“Kai? You home? Wanna watch anime with me and eat my feelings?” You walk to the fridge to grab a couple of sodas

Nothing…

“Kai?” You stand up straight, shutting the fridge door

Silence…

“Jun? Gyuuu?”

Still nothing.

What the fuck? Where is everyone?

“Terry?” You whine hoping he’s home. But once again you’re met with silence.

“Great… all alone to drown my sorrows…” you mutter to yourself, picking up your bag and walking to your room. Passing Soobin’s on the way you notice a flickering light. Stopping you prop open his door curious cause you know he’s not home. He’s not supposed to be anyways.

When you open the door you see him sitting in the middle of the coziest looking blanket fort, flicking through crunchroll to pick your anime to watch. Candles and fairy light flickering around the room in the comforting scent of vanilla. Your favourite pillows and blankets spread out with all your favourite treats and a pizza box.

Soobin finally looks to your eyes, apologetically smiles and quietly says ‘hi’

“Hi?” You look around at his room and then back to him as your eyes start to water. “What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be with Arin?”

He stands up to meet you at the door, taking the bag and cans from you so he can take your hands instead. He feels awful. Especially when he gets a closer look at your pink puffy eyes and pink nose. One of his hands travels to cup your face as he leans in closer and looks in your eyes. “I wouldn't want to be anywhere else right now. I’m so sorry bunny. I’m so sorry for forgetting. For not giving you the time and love like you deserve.” His voice wavers as he looks into your eyes, wanting you to know how truly sorry he is.

“Bin…” your voice cracks as the dam gives way to your tears. His other hand cups your face as he starts wiping away your tears.

“Shhh baby. I’m so so sorry” He leans in and kisses your tears away. ”I’m so sorry” pulling you into his chest as he hugs you tight, kissing the top of your head. Your hands tangle into his hoodie, pulling him in close, fearing this isn’t real and he’ll just disappear.

“You’re really gonna stay?” you look up at him with glassy puppy dog eyes, happy and doubtful all at once.

“I’m staying baby. I’m here and I’m staying with you. Right here, where I belong.” he kisses your forehead to punctuate his statement. You wrap your arms around him and squeeze him tightly.

“Thank you” your voice is a soft whisper “and I’m sorry. I’m sorry I got so upset-”

He cuts you off with a soft kiss to your lips “no, you deserved to be mad. I fucked up. And I need to make it up to you.” His eyes are full of sincerity and you know he means it. You know Soobin like the back of your hand and you know he’s upset. You know he feels like shit for treating you this way. That’s all it takes for your anger to melt away.

“So what are we gonna watch, Binnie?” You ask him softly, leaning into him. You watch the smile you love so much spread across his face as he hugs you tightly, lifting you up into his arms and spinning you around. It causes you to giggle, and hold onto him tightly.

Moments like this are what make you remember why you fell for him in the first place. His boyish charm and how he wears his heart and emotions on his sleeve. You kiss his dimple softly and he lets you down before taking your hand to sit with him in the pillows spread on the floor of his transformed room. The blanket walls of the fort make the room even cosier, making the space feel like your own oasis with him. You rest your head on his shoulder as you watch him pick the new romance anime you’ve been waiting to watch with him. You can’t help but smile as you turn into him trying to hide how happy it made you that he remembered.

“Ready?” his voice low and soft as he looks down to you to see if you’re ready to start watching. Smiling when he sees the soft blush and smile on your beautiful face. You nod, ready to finally have some time with him. Ready to sit there, in his arms, feel his warmth and relish in finally spending time with him.

He pulls you in closer to him, holding you tight as you start watching the show. However all you can focus on is the sound of his heart beat under that sweater you love and how good he smells. He also can’t take his eyes off of you. Not even trying to hide that he’s not paying attention to the anime at all. His fingers slowly tracing shapes on your side just underneath your hoodie. The gentle touch of his fingers igniting a fire along your skin. Every one of your nerves is aching for his touch, like they have been for months. Craving the man you love so much. You turn to look up at him, only to see he’s already looking at you. “Soobin..” you whisper his name before he leans in whispering in a desperate plea “please, please bunny… Can I kiss you?” you nod and immediately meet his lips. You hand wrapping around the back of his neck to quickly tangle into his hair at the nape of his neck. The intensity of your kiss quickly picks up. You straddle his hips as his hand grip your waist, pulling you in closer to him. With the anime long forgotten, lost in each other, you hear a faint buzzing behind him. You try to ignore it but it's relentless and breaks you from the moment. Pulling away you look around and see Soobin’s phone buzzing, the screen lighting up with Arin’s name. You huff in annoyance and get off of him.

“Arin’s calling you.” irritation very evident in your tone as you sit in your original spot, crossing your arms and pouting.

Soobin looks over and silences his phone before turning back to you, “baby I’m sorry, please..” but you brush him off and watch the show. “It’s fine.”

However, the fine annoyance of buzzing doesn’t stop as Arin continues to call and text him. He tries to ignore it, you can see him trying. You can see how each buzz eats away at him, anxiety and guilt washing over him. You finally snap, “just answer her Soobin.” voice cold and devoid of any emotion besides anger.

“Y/N..” he whispers in sadness

“Just answer her.” you snap without looking at him, pulling your knees into your chest and resting your chin on them, inevitably knowing where this is leading.

“Bunny please I-”

“Soobin.. Just answer her. I know you won’t be able to relax until you see what she wants. So, please. Just answer her.” you look at him finally with glassy eyes.

“I-” he gets cut off by his phone ringing again. You look away from him and back to his laptop screen. He exhales knowing you’re right, answering the phone and walking a little farther away from you. You however can hear everything he says.

“Arin, I told you I can’t. I have plans-”

“No Arin, I’m not coming. You’ll have to practice alone.”

“Arin I have plans with-”

“Yes I’m choosing my girlfriend for once!”

“Arin that’s not fair..” at this point you can hear his voice waver. And you know within the next couple of sentences, she’ll have guilt riddled him into either eating himself alive or on his way to the practice room.

“Arin, please.. We can run through the dance before the show.”

“Arin I-”

“Fine..”

You can hear him slowly and quietly walking over to you, sitting down, not quite as close as before. His legs shaking with anxiety as he picks at his nails. His voice is quiet as he says your name. “Y/N I…”

“You’re going aren’t you?” you respond flatly without looking at him.

“Baby, I-”

“Just go Soobin.” you curl into yourself again. Unable to hide the disappointment in your voice. Barely holding back the tears.

“Y/N I- I’m just going for an hour. I’ll be right back! Maybe even quicker. I just have to run through the dance with Arin and then I’ll be back. Bunny I promise-” you cut him off.

“It’s okay.” you turn to him with a smile that doesn’t quite reach your eyes. “I get it”

He’s wary, he can see you’re trying to hide that you’re hurt. “Y/N..”

“Seriously Soobin, it’s okay. Work is important too. And you can’t half ass a performance. You’ll only be an hour right?” You hide your hurt better now. Making it seem like you’re okay. “Go, I’ll be here. Waiting.” you give him one last soft smile.

He looks at you. His heart is uneasy, but he pushes past it to go rehearse with Arin. He grabs his bag quickly and kneels in front of you, giving you a soft kiss, trying to convey how he loves you, before he walks to his door, pausing before he leaves. “I’ll be back in an hour” you nod, acting like you believe him. “I love you Bunny”

“I love you to Bin” you say as your heart breaks watching him leave. Knowing that was the last time you will probably say that to him. You wait until you hear the front door click shut before you finally let yourself cry. Because as you watched him leave, watched him slowly give way to Arin and agree to leave you, you knew it was over. You knew you didn’t matter to him anymore. And although you believed he loved you, it wasn’t enough anymore. It hurt too much to be left by him, to be alone again and again. You can’t take this heartache anymore. So for your own good, you decide this was it. You get up and pack some of your things in your room, leaving some of the memories of you together behind, too painful to keep yourself. Once you think you have enough you text Yeonjun.

Y/N

Jun where are you?

Junnie 🦊

The Enhypen dorms. Why?

Everything okay?

Yeonjun instantly feels dread run through his body. He knows you wouldn’t be texting him in the middle of date night with Soobin unless something was wrong.

You however don’t answer Yeonjun. Taking one last look around the dorm and Soobin’s room, you place your key on his laptop and walk out the door. You walk down to the Enhypen dorms with your bags, texting Sunghoon to see if he’s home. Sunghoon is someone else you’ve become quite close to. After working with him for some events and press you managed to break through his quiet and cold demeanour. Not to mention he also grew quite fond of you, connecting with you on levels he didn’t think would be possible.

Y/N

Hoon are you in the dorms?

Hoonie ❄️

Yeah why what’s up?

Y/N

Can I come over?

Hoonie ❄️

ofc you’re always welcome here! But, is something wrong? I thought you were with hyung

Y/N

I’ll be there in a minute

Sunghoon walks out of his room and over to everyone else, looking specifically to the txt boys asking “didn’t you guys say Y/N is with Soobin hyung? She’s asking if I’m home..” he looks at his phone worried.

Yeonjun looks at him and stands, “shit, she texted me too but wouldn't answer after I asked her if everything was okay.” Yeonjun runs his hand through his hair as he stresses out worrying about you.

As they all try to process what may have happened, there’s a soft knock on the door. You knuckle barely hitting the wood.

Sunghoon answers, unable to hide his worry “Y/Nie? What’s going on? Are you okay?”

“Hey Hoon.. can I come in?” you ask him with a scratchy voice, raw from crying.

Sunghoon notices your red puffy eyes. “Yeah, of course” he steps aside and lets you in, hugging you because he knows something is wrong. And you break open again. Crying into his arms.

“Ahh shit. S’okay” Sunghoon rubs your back holding you tightly, looking over to Yeonjun “what happened pretty?”

Yeonjun rushes over to you, taking you from Sunghoon “Y/N” his voice full of compassion “Y/N, baby girl, what happened?”

You pull back to look at him with fat drops falling down your cheeks. “He went to her” your voice barely audible. “He left.”

“What?” Yeonjun’s voice is a mix of disbelief, anger and sympathy. Anger starts to win over the other emotions. “He what!?” The other members stand up to come to you.

“She.. Arin wouldn’t stop calling and texting him. So I told him to answer her. She did what she does best… and now he’s…” your voice wavers and lips quivers before you can say it. “gone.” you wipe your tears in the sleeve of your hoodie, looking at Yeonjun, feeling Sunghoon’s hands on your shoulders trying to comfort you. Beomgyu, Taehyun and Heuning immediately make their way to you. “I-” you hiccup from sobbing “I can’t do it anymore. I can’t just sit there and be an after thought to him” you sniff and wipe your eyes again “it hurts too much Jun”

Yeonjun pulls you in tighter, rubbing your back as you cry. Beomgyu wraps his arms around you with Yeonjun while Tae and Kai stand close trying to comfort you, placing a hand on your arm or shoulder. They stand there with you, their hearts breaking with each sob that leaves you.

“He’ll be back Y/N, just give him another chance. When he comes back he’ll see you're gone and will come looking for you. I know he will..” Kai says trying to reassure you but even you can sense the doubt in his voice.

“Huening.. You know he won’t be back. Not in an hour.. Not with her…”

“Yes he will Y/N he loves you! He knows he fucked up-”

You can’t help the bitter chuckle that leaves your throat, cutting him off “and yet he still went to her. He was trying to make it up to me, telling me he’s ‘exactly where he wants to be’… and he still left.” You swallow thickly trying to keep it together. “I knew this was coming. I just can’t do it anymore, you know? It hurts too much” your eyes well up again and Yeonjun brings you into his chest, stroking your hair and gently shushing you in comfort.

“Just give him one last chance.” Beomgyu begs, his voice wavering. You can see how upset he also is.

You nod, agreeing to give the man you love an hour to come back to you. An hour to prove you actually mean something to him. An hour to show you you matter.

You sit in the Enhypen dorm, watching them play video games and try not to tear yourself apart. You try to give Soobin the benefit of the doubt but your brain isn’t so forgiving.

‘Maybe he will come back in an hour.’

‘Maybe I’m being over dramatic. I mean it is for work. He should rehearse.’

‘Yeah right… I bet he hasn’t thought about me for a second since he entered that practice room.’

But as you watch the graphics of the game on the tv, you can almost hear the clock tick. An hour passes, which turns to two. And then three hours have passed. It’s 2 am and he left you 4 hours ago.

4 hours ago… 4 hours and he hasn’t even tried to text you. Nothing. He just left you to be alone again while he’s off with someone else. Her. You stand up and grab your bag, causing the only people still awake to look at you. Beomgyu, Heesung and Sunghoon turn to you and see it’s too late. “Y/N…” Beomgyu stands to come to you as you stand up from sitting next to Yeonjun, who reluctantly fell asleep, and Sunghoon.

“I’m gonna go..” you whisper and smile at him fighting back tears “in case anyone asks I’ll be at my apartment okay?”

“Wait you’re leaving!? No Y/Nie please stay”

“I don’t really wanna see him. And it’s his place, you know?” You shrug with an awkward half smile as you chew on the inside of your lip.

“But it’s our place too, and we all want you there. Please Y/N don’t shut us out!”

“I’m not Beomie.” You hug him, patting his hair “Promise”

He pulls back to look at you and he starts to tear up “I’m so sorry he’s done this to you. That he’s treated you like this.”

“Me to” you sniffle trying to hold back your tears. “Love you” you part after kissing his cheek, turning to hug and thank Heesung and Sunghoon, who offer to help with anything you may need.

“Seriously Y/N, I’m just a text or call away. Anytime, any place.” Sunghoon holds onto your hand when you try to pull back, letting you know he’s there for you.

“Thank you. Truly.” you give him one last sad smile “I’ll see you later” turning and shutting the door behind you. Sunghoon turns as the door shuts, nudging Yeonjun awake. He knows they can’t leave you alone like this.

You head down to the main floor, knowing the best rehearsal room is there. You know because you’ve spent countless hours in there with the guys, while they rehearsed late into the night for an upcoming performance or tour. You sat there against the mirror watching them, but mainly Soobin. Watched him dance, laugh, curse in irritation when he struggled, and fall back against the floor in exhaustion. You watched him sweat, even bleed while he worked to perfect something.

You walked down to that room because you knew that’s where Soobin would be. You knew it would hurt, but at the same time you needed to see it. You needed to see him with her. Needed to see him while you weren’t even a thought on his mind. You needed confirmation that you were never truly a priority for him. Because if you were, he wouldn’t have left.

As you walk off the elevator, loud steps and a door slamming open catch your attention, causing you to look, only to see Yeonjun and Sunghoon panting for breath as they chased after you.

“What are you- why?” You stutter out as you see them. “Why’d you come after me?”

“I can’t leave you alone, not like this.. stay with us. Stay with me.” yeonjun runs to you, enclosing you in a tight hug again.

“Don’t go’ he gently strokes your cheek with his thumb.

“I’m not leaving forever Jun. I just…. I need some time. You know?”

Tears trickle down his cheek. It’s killing him to see you so upset. Especially over how stupid his best friend is. But he nods as you mimic his gesture, moving into your palm. “At least let me walk you to your car then”

“That’s okay, I need to-“ he cuts you off, knowing you too well.

“You were going by the studio weren’t you?”

You bite your lip trying not to cry anymore, but it makes it worse “I just need to see”

You’re back into his chest sobbing now as he coos, trying to calm you down.

‘Shhh. Princess please. You’re breaking my heart” you can hear his voice tremble as he almost breaks at your heart ache.

“Why not me Jun? Why don’t I matter to him? Why!? Why am I not enough?” You sob gripping onto his shirt.

“You do! Oh fuck Y/N, you mean the world to him. He loves you he’s just-” he stops, breathing uneasily, struggling with how upset you are “he’s just a fucking idiot!” He looks into your eyes through your tears making sure you hear him, “You’re incredible and he talks about you all the time. We love you so much, we all do. I love you Y/N! Soobin loves you he’s just a dumb fuck who doesn’t show you. And you are enough. Don’t ever think you’re not enough for anyone, let alone him. You’re perfect and everything anyone could ever want in a partner” He holds your face close between his hands “you’re perfect Y/N and you deserve better than this.”

Sunghoon watches from close behind, his hand touching your shoulder leaning in, speaking softly “he's right Y/N. You’re amazing, and you deserve someone who will appreciate you. Someone who will love you the way you should be.”

You nod in Yeojun’s hands, knowing they’re both right. That even though you love and want Soobin, maybe he doesn’t deserve that love anymore.

You let the both of them hug you for a moment while you calm down. When you finally can catch your breath and stop crying for the nth time tonight, you look to them, steady yourself and look towards the practice room.

“I- I just need to see… one last time.” You look from Yeonjun to Sunghoon. “Then I’ll know for sure it’s done.”

They both nod, Sunghoon’s hand on your lower back as he guides you towards the room “we’re coming with you then. Then we’ll get you home. Okay?”

You look up to meet Sunghoon’s eyes, nodding and leaning on his shoulder as you walk towards the studio window. Yeonjun holds your hand, supporting you as you get close enough to see but not be seen.

There he is. Dancing with her. Skin glossy with sweat as they move with each other, smiling in the mirror as if there were nothing else in the world. Like you didn’t exist.

The cracks in your heart grew larger. Yeonjun is fuming. He would punch that stupid smile off of Soobin’s face if he could. Seeing how much this was hurting you. He records them so he can show and hurt Soobin later. Show him how stupid he is and what he lost. Sunghoon can see you curl into yourself and he pulls you in closer to him, but straightens your back. His own way of saying don’t let Soobin break you.

While watching, they seem to finally get a complicated move, Arin turns and jumps up into Soobin’s arms to hug him as he grips her waist and spins around. That was it. That was all you could take. You felt sick now, seeing him with her like that. The smiles and happiness while you die on the inside. Your voice is weak and low, “I’ve seen enough, can we go? Please?” You ask the boys before you break down completely.

Pissed Yeonjun swipes to his contacts and calls Soobin, wanting him to see exactly what he’s done to you. How broken you are because of him. “Yeah let’s go, but come ‘ere first” he pulls you in to hug again. Feeling the shaking in your body he rubs your back. Hearing commotion in the room as Soobin rushes for his phone. He answers seeing Yeonjun’s contact, grabbing his stuff as he runs towards the door. Stopping dead in his tracks when he sees you in Yeonjun’s arms, meeting Yeonjun’s death glare and the even icier one Sunghoon. Yeonjun mouths ‘you fucked up’ dripping with disgust. Sunghoon stands in front of the both of you with his arms crossed, daring Soobin to move towards you.

Yeonjun says ‘let’s get going’ and you nod, turning while wiping the tears from your raw eyes to get one last look at the man you love, only to see him frozen in place at the door. Remorse painting his face but you’re so numb you don’t care. You just turn and walk towards the door.

“Y/N wait! Please” full of panic Soobin chases after you and Yeonjun as you walk, “baby please I’m SO sorry” grabbing your wrist trying to turn you to face him. Reality setting in, knowing he fucked up beyond repair this time. Seeing you, walking away with Yeonjun, and your dead, emotionless eyes, blood red and swollen from crying. Nose red and sniffling from wiping away at it. His heart breaks knowing he did this to you. Still holding your hand he falls to his knees, begging you to stay “Y/N please. I fucked up. I really fucked up, I know I did. And I’m so sorry- but please bunny don’t leave” he sobs at your feet.

“Let go Soobin” you whisper, pulling your hand weakly from his grasp. Sunghoon is immediately at your other side, as if he was waiting to make sure this is what you wanted. Soobin looks up to you, meeting your emotionless eyes “you made your choice… now go to her. She means more to you than I ever did.” Your voice breaks as you say it. You’ve known it for a while but it doesn’t hurt any less.

“That’s not true! Y/N I love you! More than anything I love you so much-“ standing, he pulls your face into his hands, needing you to hear how sorry he was.

“This isn’t love Soobin.” You look right into his soul saying his name “love doesn’t hurt like this. Love is putting your partner first. Giving them everything because you want to make them happy. Not this…I am NEVER first with you. I have never been first with you. You have never done something just for me. I don’t even know if you’ve ever really cared about me”

“That’s not true! I-“ you cut him off with a bitter and scorned laugh.

“Don’t you dare say you put me first. When was the last time you put me first Soobin? Huh? Before the group? before practice? before her? Huh? Before you even? When soobin?” Tears start dripping from your eyes again and he tries to wipe them away but you pull away again. Thinking he honestly can’t remember the last time he’s put you first. You’re always the first thing on his mind but… when actually putting you first in a situation, he can’t remember if he ever has.

“Besides work Soobin” you look up and blink away tears, wiping away the ones rolling down your cheeks with your sleeve pulled over your hands, already soaked from all the previous tears. “Besides me sitting you in a chair and applying makeup on your face, you wouldn’t even see me. You spent more time with me before we started-” gesturing back and forth between the both of you with your hand, “whatever the fuck this is! This was…” you voice goes soft as you say it. Firm, but soft.

“Was?” You can see his emotions while processing your words flash across his face. Confusion turns to realization and shock, then dread and pain, realizing he’s actually losing you. “No…NO bunny please don’t end this! Please!” He falls to his knees again, tears streaming from his eyes now. “I’m so, so fucking sorry! I’m an idiot! I know I don’t deserve it but” he chokes on a sob as he begs you for another chance. “Please let me try again. Please let me fix this! Y/n please.. I love you” he cries, and for once his profession of love doesn’t affect you. Because you don’t believe him anymore.

“Soobin… this isn’t the first time. It’s not the last. I can’t do this anymore.” You lean over to be face to face, cupping his cheek with one hand as you gently rub your thumb across his cheek bone, wiping away his tears. Remembering how his skin feels for the last time. Your voice soft as you look in his eyes, “I love you. I really truly do.” You rest your forehead against his and take a deep breath, readying yourself for what you're about to do. “I love you so fucking much it hurts. But, I can’t do this anymore, Choi.” No longer using his given name as you close the chapter of your love story with him. You kiss his cheek goodbye as he begins to sob “Goodnight Choi Soobin.” And you turn and walk out the door closely followed by Yeonjun and Sunghoon.

“No please. Y/N! Don’t go! Please don’t go!” He tries to run after you but falls to his knees again, “please.. don’t leave me” whispering his final plea.

But he watches you get in the car with Yeonjun, Sunghoon following behind in your car.

Leaving the man you love, broken and sobbing over the biggest mistake he’s ever made.