Lex

having plans sounds like a good idea until you have to put on clothes and leave your house

I hope they ask about me & I hope you tell them you fucked up.

tell them I was happy and my heart is broken

There is absolutely no reason to want to be alive right now. No reason to wake up tomorrow and keep struggling to survive another day. There is nothing for me here in this existence and I want to leave. I want to die right now so the relentless suffering can just end already.

I don't wish to die, rather I desire to not exist. To not have to experience this anymore. To never have been born. To go to sleep, forever. There is such bliss in nothingness, that I will never get to feel.

I want to scream and cry and die, all at the same time. It feels like my heart is being squeezed and it hurts so fucking much but it’s also so empty at the same time. I just want everything to fucking stop.

"Just because you lost me as a friend, doesn't mean you gained me as an enemy. I'm bigger than that, I still wanna see you eat, just not at my table." -- Tupac Shakur

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Girls will be undergoing three emotional crises at once and will come on here and blog like it's all chill

aside from being a sentimental piece of shit who can’t put her life together i’m normal