For Syd

Hi baby!

These are series of cute cards you may want to read when you’re feeling a little sad or stressed or frustrated. 

You’re my bolster and my teddy bear, I can’t sleep without knowing you’re with me.

When you’re sleeping and you feel a weight in your chest, it’s not a ghost or tsunami flood. Believe me, you’re just running in my head the entire day or just drowning in the feels of my love (ew but cute right?)

I don’t like a life without you, I hope you feel the same way too.

Hi baby,

I just want to say thank you for loving me since 2015. I know it has been rough for us. But I want to thank you for never giving up on us, for continuing to love despite me being MIA for a month now.

Please know that I love you and I will always love you and even though I am not here as often as I was, never forget that you have my heart and it’s yours to keep.

Let’s still celebrate Valentines’ Day next year and I hope we won’t be as busy as we are today.

To my one and only, 

Hello love. It's finally our second month together and I cannot thank the heavens and the universe enough that I am celebrating the new year with you. It's a wonderful day to spend together because it has a lot of meaning. I do hope that next New Years' eve I'd still be spending it with you. Thank you for being the greatest gift I can ever receive this year. 

I know how life is without you and I never would want to wake up one day without you again. You make me the happiest person alive. Thank you for thinking I'm wonderful even during my ugliest days, thank you for being my support when I can't stand anymore. Thank you for encouraging me during my stressful days. Thank you for letting me know that this isn't an ugly life and it just maybe an ugly day. I know that no matter how stressful life may be sometimes, knowing I have you makes me remember that life is always worth living after all. 

I will continue doing what I'm doing and even better so I can make you as happy as you're making me happy. 2016 is ugly but then again, I remember you came back to me again this year. So it isn't an ugly year but a beautiful one. 

I randomly made this when I was in the office and I was quite bored because I stayed for some time. I miss you so much for real, i want to just be with you and spend good days with you. Ah, I hope it’s Christmas already.

If Santa is real, quality time with you is my wish this Christmas.

To my Namjohn / Syd,

Happy, happy, happy 1st monthsary. I’ve always wondered how I’d spend my official first month with you but instead it happened like this. I worked overtime, I wasn’t able to give you the kindergarten video I made on time.

But I’m hoping you still appreciate all these stupid things I do.

I want to say that I love you very, very, very much. You mean the universe to me and I’m so glad that you’re my boyfriend.

Thank you for constantly making me better. For giving me a perspective of life I never really thought of before. You make me go out of my comfort zone yet I still feel safe because I’m holding your hand. You make me want to take all the adventures in life and I want to try it all with you.

Thank you for always supporting me in all the things that I do. I want to say I am really lucky to have a boyfriend, best friend, dad, brother and soulmate and all those I found in you.