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Welcome to my Blog! 💕 You can call me Moonie. 💋

I'm a female in my late 20's. I am an artist, a baker/chef, and horticulture enthusiast. I love to get my hands dirty, and I truly believe nothing in life is rewarding without a little elbow grease. Keep up with my blog for just a taster of my personal taste. (Yes, that was intended. 😉)

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So I recently had a 9-year relationship end, and I am having to unlearn some bad shit from it, but I'm mostly, I'm having to relearn all the good shit I lost being in that relationship.

Firstly, I'm finding myself having a really hard time being alone, mostly because I was not able to be alone for years. As relaxing as it is, I still crave company. Not necessarily romantically or sexually. Moreover that enjoyment of just being in the presence of one another.

I deeply miss having close friends that I could couch-potatoe with, and we could say nothing to each other for hours. Just relishing in the safe and familiar space with each other.

Secondly, I also miss not having to be coy and careful about how I express myself. I used to be so unapologetically myself, and now, I'm so concerned about what I say, and how I'm perceived.

I hate it so much. I do NOT want to care what people think of me.

I'm very sound in my morals and ethics, and I truly live life with a lens of kindness, but lately I've been wondering if things would be easier if I fed into a role of villainess.

So, with those two points in mind, I find myself terribly conflicted trying to date again:

I don't trust anyone's intentions - which is continuingly being proven valid.

No one seems to be able to pay attention to what I tell them - so I'm just a walking meat sack with holes for ya'll to use. Great...

I just want to feel valued and appreciated, again. I just want good friends, again. I just want to be held while I sleep, again. I just want to feel human, again.