the personal person

Today I bought all 11 of my textbooks. I put in my availability for my job that I kind of feel like I am too stressed for or don't have time for. The best part of that is the fact that I know that people are going to complain about the fact that I cut down immensely on my availability(and they can kiss my ass).

Today I sat at the table for the College Democrats at the student involvement fair for an hour. I am in the executive board for the College Dems. I will remain in the executive board throughout this year, I believe. I want to join the United Student Government, given that there is an opening in the senate that I could fill. I am an honors mentor in the Honors Student Organization and I am part of the Honors Program at the university. In order to stay in good standing for the Honors Program I have to keep a 3.5 QPA. In order to keep my scholarship I am required to keep a 3.6 QPA. As a mentor for the HSO I am obligated to meet with my mentees multiple times a month and turn in a time sheet for the meetings.

Right now, I need to completely retype a resume for my Performing Arts Management class and I also need to research and find five different performing arts organizations that I like. Can I remind everyone that this is Day 1. I have had a total of 3 class periods today. And this is syllabus week.

For the resume I feel like I am completely useless compared to the other people in my major. I have done nothing. I have worked, I always have a job, but it's always a job that I have to pay for food and other bills that pop up in my life. And to speak on that topic for a moment, I have about $40 to my name in both my savings and my checking added together. I am supposed to go to a Mumford & Sons concert this Thursday and I have yet to pay my friend for the ticket, and I really don't want to go back to my job. Too bad neither of my parents have the desire to give me money, nor the ability to give me money. I'm what some would call "up shit creek without a paddle." Back to the topic of the resume, I have essentially no professional experience in my major, just what I've done in high school, and I will probably be the youngest person in my Performing Arts Management class seeing as I had to get the course triple approved to get into it without having passed the prerequisites.