Feelings rumble in like a storm

Where one side of the road is sunny

And the other is a darkened downpour

I cannot make sense of it

My feelings

Nor do I try

But I know that I am both in awe and fear of them

And the depths of the emotions

you evoke from me

Effortlessly

And endlessly

Be careful as you walk about this world

And so he brought me 5 variations

Rich

And lush

And black

And sweet

And warm

He didn’t know me

And he didn’t have to

I realized

Because it’s hardly ever about the knowledge

And more about the instinct and the effort

A flush of desire

Today you live in my veins

All decadent

Ravishing

And enthralling

Your image flooding me

From head

To toe

Until I almost feel you

Almost taste you

Almost hear you

Inside of me

My body pulsing

With a hunger

And fire

And shimmering

Want

That cannot be safisfied

Into

“Not that you’re an experiment. It’s just that every relationship you’ve ever had has failed you in some way. It makes me mad,” his voice rang with sincerity as my body stilled.

His words had hit a nerve so deep, I didn’t dare move.

I didn’t dare speak.

I didn’t dare breathe,

for fear that I would break,

and break,

and break.

It was the truth, what he said, people had always failed me,

through

the cracks

of consciousness

Carefully crafted

and casually missed

A honeyed kiss

amiss

amidst

the hiss

of countertop tears

My words are no longer safe

in your hands

An illustrated block

Have you ever noticed

that our chapters barely touch?

Because I have

Guess it depends what you’re daydreaming about. Puppies and rainbows I assume.

The sweet and sour taste of playfulness and curiosity.

“What if the stars could align