If he lets himself, I think Julien is about to have some uncomfortable realizations about his emotions surrounding Occtis.
He vehemently denied caring about him, and then proceeded to follow him back into Obrimus Manor to keep him safe, and THEN explicitly chose comforting him over a fight with Occtis's father (though let's be real the decision not to engage was also based on Matt knowing Power Word Kill places Primus so far out of their reach it would have been suicide to try and fight him).
When speaking to his mother, Julien told her his goal right now is to kill every Tachonis, but he keeps putting himself in danger for this specific one, following him back into dangerous places despite Maya's request for him not to die in a dark hole. One episode previous his mother's request kept him from going to help Teor, but for Occtis he'll go back in.
After they reunited at Hal's Julien (who has no healing) asked for someone to heal Occtis, even though Julien was also hurt. "Tend to your exhausted charge, please." is what he says to Thaisha, but she looks past Occtis to Mara, who she takes and heals. I really don't think Julien cared if Mara got healed I think he was asking her to heal Occtis.
So, he's putting himself in dangerous situations to keep Occtis safe, and going out of his way to ask for healing for Occtis over himself. Yeah, Julien could have some uncomfortable conversations with himself.
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