an approximation of my brain

also primus is fully wrong like it absolutely will still matter that you fully murdered a member of the circle of the hunt with witnesses. that was an emotional response when you needed to use cold logic my guy. hannan was literally part of the very worst circle your house could piss off.

You actually cannot skip to being good at a creative endeavour that you haven't put much practice into. You cannot trick your way out of the 'knows that your work is not what you want it to be but don't know how to improve it' stage by planning or reading or talking about it really really hard. At some point you just have to craft through it until your brain finds it's own unique way back to the 'everything I make slaps' stage and be prepared to start the cycle all over again. You just have to make that project you're excited about slightly less good than you want it to be. (Says this standing in a pool of blood and covered in blood and also coughing up a little blood)

everyone stop reblogging this I hate to be reminded of my own good advice

happy almost ten years to my all-time favorite disability post on this braincell forsaken website