Mileven Should Have Been Lesbians

We know her biggest fear is someday losing El, and that because of this Mykie has trouble telling her that she loves her. She has trouble being raw, vulnerable, opening up and saying how she really feels. She's also scared of rejection, that El might realize that Mykie isn't 'good' enough for her. Again, if we look at this from the perspective that Mykie is scared El will reject her when she realizes that she is a girl, it makes a lot of sense to me.

Mykie loves El. She looks at her like she hung the stars. She hand picks her flowers from the valley when she misses them. She dreams of an ideal future of them together. Her problem has never been with El, it's been with herself.