lenttis

Maybe snoop one's belongings thoroughly without leaving a trace.

Even when it’s better not to be oh-so curious about somebody's secrets.

Yet, prying eyes still have a love for it. Is it really just because of curiosity?

But when others seek their secrets.

That’s apparently wrong, even if they’ve done the same.

So how is this wrong for others but for them it isn’t.

No matter if it’s minuscule, their fears, embarrassing moments, things they’ve done or things that even they don’t want to remember.

The thing isn’t necessarily an action or an item, it can also be a thought or a person.

Neither does it have to be a singular thing nor an idea.

Perhaps this thing, whatever it be, lingered close to one’s thoughts. Poking at their brain to notice.

Doesn’t matter if they’ve decided to ignore it.

It doesn't matter if they do hobbies to get their mind elsewhere.

Doesn’t matter if they work harder at their job.

Not even when it’s harmful for them and others.

It doesn’t matter what you do, it will linger even more so.

For the thing is only the consequence of one’s and or others actions.

And it needs recognition, for them to accept that it’s a part of them.

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Something's wrong, but what exactly?

You’re quite sure that you should know the answer to that, however it seems you cannot put a finger to it. Why is that. Why can’t you.

Did you fall and hit your head, or did something similar occur?

'Why, why aren't--no. Why can't I think of anything what's going on, and why am I-, something's fucking wrong and I know it?!’

The more you try to think, the more aware your body becomes. Arms, legs, head, and every other part of your body feel too heavy, as if they are weighted down by sacks of flour on top of you. Even so, you can still feel winds blowing a you. And the rain - 'Rain?' Now that you think about it, you are wet.

Maybe not soaked to the bone, but definitely having your clothes drenched slightly more to your liking.

Like i have nooo good idea why y/n would become her sidekick?? But i wanna finish this so bad too