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☕️ 〝 you don't have to send one. but if you do, i'll understand you a little more completely. 〞

⋆ 。➶ Case File — Have you ever kept records on someone? Notes, screenshots, timestamps? How detailed were they?

⋆ 。➶ UnSub — What's the darkest thing you've ever done in the name of love? The thing you don't tell people?

⋆ 。➶ Victimology — What type of person catches your attention? Is there a pattern to the people you become obsessed with?

⋆ 。➶ M.O. — How does your obsession typically start? Is there a consistent trigger, or does it vary each time?

⋆ 。➶ Signature — What makes your obsession uniquely yours? The thing you do that no one else would think to do?

⋆ 。➶ Crime Scene — Where do you watch them from? Online? In person? Through mutuals? Describe your vantage point.

⋆ 。➶ Evidence — What do you keep? Screenshots, gifts, things they've left behind, things they never knew you took?

⋆ 。➶ Profile — If someone were profiling you based on your obsession patterns, what would they conclude?

⋆ 。➶ Witness — Has anyone ever noticed your obsession? Called you out? How did you respond?

⋆ 。➶ Suspect — Have you ever been jealous of someone close to your darling? What did you do about it?

⋆ 。➶ Interrogation — What question do you hope your darling never asks you? The one that would force you to lie?

⋆ 。➶ Hostage Situation — Would you ever give your darling an ultimatum? "Stay or leave"? Have you?

⋆ 。➶ Geographic Profile — How close do you need to be? Is proximity essential, or can you obsess from a distance?

⋆ 。➶ Cold Case — Is there a past obsession you've never fully let go of? Someone you still check on, even now?

⋆ 。➶ Accomplice — Do you involve others in your obsession, or is it entirely solitary? Have you ever had someone help you watch?

⋆ 。➶ Forensics — What's the smallest detail you've ever noticed about someone? Something no one else would catch?

⋆ 。➶ Red Flag — What behavior in yourself makes you pause? The thing that makes you think, "This might be too far"?

⋆ 。➶ Safe House — If you could keep your darling somewhere no one else could reach them, would you? Describe it.

⋆ 。➶ Missing Persons — When they're gone: offline, away, silent; how do you cope? What does the waiting feel like?

⋆ 。➶ Confession — What's something you've never admitted about your obsession? Not to anyone. Not even fully to yourself.

And a few statements...

ˏˋ ☾ Wheels Up — I'm thinking of you right now.

ˏˋ ☾ Copy That — I understand you in a way that would frighten most people.

ˏˋ ☾ White Rabbit — I followed you here. I'd follow you anywhere.

ˏˋ ☾ UnSub of My Own Mind — You've become an obsession I can't profile my way out of.

ˏˋ ☾ Let's Go — I would drop everything for you. Everything.

ˏˋ ☾ BAU — You are only one that matters.

ˏˋ ☾ Evidence Lockup — I've saved things from you that you don't know exist.

I haven’t drawn Johan in what feels like 3 years….

But I finally figured out how to make him look like himself 🥺🥹

I don’t think you do.

beguile — are you interested in someone currently ?

conflagration — do you consider your love to be tame, or is it more extreme ?

despotism — would you ever psychically threaten / hurt your darling(s) ?

disconsolate — how do you deal with losing a darling ?

ennui — do you see yourself being in a long term relationship with a/your darling(s) ?

evanescent — what's the longest crush you've ever had ?

hauteur — do you consider yourself superior, inferior or equal to your darling(s) ?

idiosyncracy — do your obsessive tendencies interfere with your everyday life ?

necromancy — would you love your darling even after death ?

physiognomy — does appearance matter to you when it comes to your darling(s) ?

paean — what's your primary love language ?

reverie — would you be willing to consume your darling's flesh ?

virtuoso — do you idolize your darling(s) ?

convalescent — how long does it take you to get over a darling , if ever ?

orthodox — are you open about your obsession, or do you hide it ?