Chubtings

also this involuntary sequester i am under has made the Feedism Island concept run absolutely AMOK in my head and last night i was 5 minutes away from booting up The Sims just to unload all this frenetic energy that is building up inside me like the urge i have to speak for 15 minutes straight uninterrupted abt this group of 12 strangers is going to cause my neurons to start short circuiting

bc what if i like men nerdy with soft hands and an email job……… like yes i suppose it’s kind of hot how you can theoretically build a deck or fix a car or something - but to me personallyyyy it’s lowkey hotter how some guys are excel wizards or can use the fuck out of autocad or blender or something….

like i fully developed a crush on one of my lab partners out of nowhere purely bc he was so good at reading the mass spectrometer print outs and i was always clueless and he let me copy his work 😭

and i don't have anything to compare it to but i think they also think that body size has influence over the kind of occupation some women are attracted to? bc why did he say something abt how a "girl my size" needs a "real blue collar man who can handle all that" HUH 🫪 #whatdatmean

idk..... perhaps consider that i find the architect that designed the house sexier than the man who built it……. even if the builder has like more muscular arms or something ahaha

need to see zach shot into the sun

these pics of KC were giving him allllloooottttt of credit in my book but the more he talks the more i feel like he's kind of pretending to be a good guy to aniya