People call me Lily, I'm a Canadian adult who's currently hyper-focused on TADC! I like to draw and write about my current self ship; Caine and Lyra. Always happy to meet new friends; any and all interactions are most appreciated! ♡⸜(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡
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Masterpost under the cut!
Original Posts:
~ Lyra Reference Sheet ♡
~ Please let me be wrong ♡
~ Lyra and Elly ♡
~ Caine and Lyra's Relationship Chart ♡
~ It's Time ♡
~ No Matter What Happens... ♡
~ Glitching Caine ♡
~ "W-Wait" ♡
~ Running the Show ♡
~ Album Kisses ♡
~ Kaufmo and Lyra ♡
~ Gift's for Fanart ♡
~ Hidden Kiss ♡
~ Daisy Bell Animatic ♡
~ WIP Update ♡
~ Tomodachi Beach Date ♡
~Tomodachi Picnic Date ♡
~ TADC Haul ♡
~ TADC Thank you Tribute ♡
~ Caine Old Sketchdump ♡
~ Lyra Abstracts Comic part 1, part 2, part 3, and Bonus Drawings ♡
Asks:
~ When did Caine and Lyra notice their romantic feelings?
~ Lyra entering the Circus
~ I am a mess
~ Episode 8 Caine
~ How did Lyra react to Ep 7?
~ Can I draw Lyra?
~ How did Lyra react to Abstraction?
~ Evil Lyra
~ Lyra's Torture Sequence
~ Lyra Centered Episode
~ Lyra in Ep 6 with guns?
~ What archetype does Jax describe Lyra as?
~ Lyra and crew height chart?
~ Caine's Favourite Adventure
~ Caine and Lyra's Relationship Timeline (Lakeside Sunset)
~ What does Lyra's room look like?
Lyra Fanart:
~ Lyra with flowers @jaxtadcismyson13
~ Lyra and Evil Lyra @sketchybusiness4130
~ Lyra and Friends part 1, part 2, part 3 and part 4 @tv-guy-digital-circus-trip
~ Lyra and Ximena @baconbitss
~ Lyra and Pouet @oriondrawsstuff
~ Lyra, Ortrud and Elly @mushroombea
~ Lyra sketch, and Tomodachi Ferris Wheel Date @madamebell
~ Lyra 1, and Lyra 2 @xxshr1mpxx
~Tomodachi part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, and part 6 @xxshr1mpxx
~ Lyra, Evil Lyra, and Evil Lyra and Rozzy @therozpoz
~ Lyra @pixelz-ink
~ It's going to be ok... @janimay-sprout-cloud
~ Lyra and Caine @moppiiiee-oldblog
Thanks for reading thusfar! I hope you stick around for more shenanigans (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)
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Hi! Most characters in TADC represent a mental illness (Zooble with body dysmorphia + depression, etc), so what mental illness would Lyra represent?
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Anxiety and OCD for sure, and bouts of depression here and there. Also dissociates more than the average person. Before the Circus, she was in a dark time. In her human body, she would constantly pick at her face and arms [dermatillomania]; but now with smooth, ceramic skin, there's not really much to pick at! So she fiddles/scratches her hands a lot. If she's sitting at a desk or reading a book, she'll reach up and boing her halo around. Later, once she and Caine are in an established relationship, he'll give her a necklace that quickly becomes her favourite fidget.
She's also undiagnosed highly functioning autistic. She loves her routines, is a pro at wearing her Social Masks due to her theatre background, and enjoys her alone time to recharge. She often enjoys painting or reading, or spending time with Caine [One of the few that doesn't drain her social battery. She knows she can take a backseat and just enjoy her time while Caine happily takes the lead].
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Thank you for the question @baconbitss! I really appreciate all the thoughtful Asks you've sent my way; it's fun to delve deeper into Lyra's character and reveal more about her that other's wouldn't know/think to ask! Your one question I am DEF drawing a comic for [you know which one], so please stick around for that! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
Hi! Most characters in TADC represent a mental illness (Zooble with body dysmorphia + depression, etc), so what mental illness would Lyra represent?
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Anxiety and OCD for sure, and bouts of depression here and there. Also dissociates more than the average person. Before the Circus, she was in a dark time. In her human body, she would constantly pick at her face and arms [dermatillomania]; but now with smooth, ceramic skin, there's not really much to pick at! So she fiddles/scratches her hands a lot. If she's sitting at a desk or reading a book, she'll reach up and boing her halo around. Later, once she and Caine are in an established relationship, he'll give her a necklace that quickly becomes her favourite fidget.
She's also undiagnosed highly functioning autistic. She loves her routines, is a pro at wearing her Social Masks due to her theatre background, and enjoys her alone time to recharge. She often enjoys painting or reading, or spending time with Caine [One of the few that doesn't drain her social battery. She knows she can take a backseat and just enjoy her time while Caine happily takes the lead].
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Thank you for the question @baconbitss! I really appreciate all the thoughtful Asks you've sent my way; it's fun to delve deeper into Lyra's character and reveal more about her that other's wouldn't know/think to ask! Your one question I am DEF drawing a comic for [you know which one], so please stick around for that! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
The Lover with a Heart | A Caine-Centric zine SFW version Now Available!
I want to thank you all so much for supporting and contributing to this project! There were a lot of hiccups along the way and many more after that I still have to attend to!
So sorry for my nsfw contributors I’ll be uploading that version shortly once I knock out the last couple of issues on it!
I hope you all still enjoy this version with the mass collection of artwork and writing everyone has created specifically for this zine!
I’m so so SO proud of you all and I hope to do this again in the future!
₊˚⊹♡ I'm SO happy to say I had a part in this beautiful project! ₊˚⊹♡
So many talented artists and writers; it's so wonderful seeing Caine getting all the love he deserves ( ∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩) Thank you again @theloverwithaheartzine for putting this together! ♡
Please check out the link above!! [And check out the index if you wish to see my art contribution (っ ̫-) I'll post my copy of the drawing later in the week!]
Y'all really thought I went and killed my girl. WILD (˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵)
ALRIGHT EXPLANATION TIME EVERYONE. BUCKLE IN.
Welcome to the Abstraction AU.
Essentially in my own head-canon, Abstraction isn't a death sentence. I'd like to think of it more as they're extremely depressed/locked in a state of mental despair, and as a result their coding got janky along the way [they are mind files after all. If the mind is screwed, then so is file]. But, multiple things had to happen before the crew realized undoing Abstraction was possible.
Caine had to learn to rely on others for help. [In the beginning, he wasn't able to fix Abstraction alone, hence 'The Cellar'. But once he hit rock bottom in 'The Void' and let go of his ego, he's more open to the concept of collaborating with the others (especially if it means they can save Lyra)]
Pomni discovering that the Abstracted minds are still reachable. [Because Jax felt most comfortable with Pomni, they allowed her in. She was their Key. Each Abstracted has their Key person, and that Key is the only one who can open up the door to their mind. Once the door is open, others can enter as well.]
Kinger's vast expertise in coding and C&A files.
Once those 3 things were established, they were able to form a plan.
Caine creates a computer for Kinger.
Kinger uses his mad hacker skills to de-bug the mind file as much as possible
Once the file is cleared, the Key Person and friends hug the Abstracted and enter the mind.
Group Therapy. The cast talk with the Abstracted person and try to help them through their trauma/convince them to come back.
If the Abstracted refuses help, the cast is punted out of the mind and they begin glitching [to which Caine fixes with a quick snap]. The mind file is once again corrupted and Kinger has to clean it again.
a. This cycle may repeat multiple times; aka multiple de-bugging
and therapy sessions. It depends on how mentally traumatized
they are/how long they’ve been locked in their Abstracted
state. Could take weeks, months or longer.
If the Abstracted accepts help, they all emerge from the mind and the Abstracted player’s body returns to normal [but not without scars; variety depends on how long they were stuck in their corrupted form. The longer a player is Abstracted, the harder it is to come back/the worse the damage may be to their avatar].
Now. That being said.
Lyra was the first and easiest Abstraction to save. Her code had been corrupted for a short time all things considering, and once she discovered Caine was alive, she was happy to return. [Though she was quite self conscious of her scars at first. Luckily Caine helps reassure her everyday ♡]
Jax would take longer to save, due to their psychological state and needing multiple 'therapy sessions' before feeling well enough to return to the Circus. [When they first emerge, they're still uncertain of how they want to appear/only brave enough for small mods to their avatar to express themselves. With time, they become more confident, appearing more feminine and embracing who thye are]
Similar to Jax, Ribbit and Kaufmo would take a while to Unabstract due to reconciling with Jax, and with how long they both were trapped in their Abstracted states.
It is unclear if Queenie and the Original Cast can be saved due to being Abstracted for the longest amount of time. Kinger is still working hard to clean the heavily corrupted files; it could take months to years. If they were to be recovered, they would suffer the most physical damage [what's listed above and potentially more, like losing feeling in a limb, complete memory loss, ect.] [Aka I'm leaving it up to the viewers to interpret it however they want/choose their own story!]
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And that's about it! I've seen lots of others go along the route of Abstraction being reversible, and seen some really cool designs of how they look once they return [Jax in particular; Abstraction long hair? LOVE]. This is just my own interpretation of how it would work/how it looks! Feel free to shoot questions my way if you're confused/curious (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) Thanks for joining me in this adventure!
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I know this may not seem like a lot, but I had stupidly set my own goal of trying to draw something for each Ask I received. But some of y'all have asked some really good questions that make me wanna draw whole comics for. And as more start to roll in and personal life seems to eat any free time I have, I'm thinking I might have to change my own rules (◞ ‸ ◟ )
To those who asked me questions weeks ago, I'm so sorry it's taken this long. I promise I'm going to get to them, just the Finale interrupted my workflow and I wanted to finish the 'Abstraction comic' while it was still fresh. Luckily I have some time off, so I'm gonna try and draw and answer as many Asks as I can to clear out my inbox a bit! And some Asks I might just answer with no drawing/a quick messy sketch. I wish I could do more, but it seems time is not on my side, and I already feel bad making people wait as long as they have. I don't want people losing interest (。•́︿•̀。)
Anyways, thanks for sticking around and for your patience (ㅅ; v ;) Bonus drawings and explanations for the 'Abstraction comic' will be coming out on Friday, so stay tuned! ♡ Forehead kisses if you read this far hehe (˵˘ ³˘˵)
lyra is slammed up against the wall... She uhh... Pulls an angel dust of saying " oh~~~~ harder daddy ~~~~"
Idk something to think about
First of all, how dare you put this into my head (꩜///꩜;)
Second, I sorta hinted at that here!
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Ok, now I need to get a lil serious for a moment. Now I noticed you are a minor, so as MUCH as I could draw something for this prompt (and trust me, I really do), I won't, cause I don't exactly feel comfortable drawing the ideas in my head knowing it would be seen by a younger audience.
And this is just a general note. For any of my minor fans out there, please don't ask me stuff like this; it makes me a bit uncomfortable. To clarify, I'm not mad or upset! Frig, I remember what it's like. I just want to keep my blog PG-13 and be a responsible adult when it comes to interacting with fans of all ages (ㅅ´ ˘ `) Please don't make me restrict who interacts and who doesn't ♡
[At most I would only draw something vaguely suggestive; tasteful even. It would be put behind a restrictive filter. But please, only ask me these things if you are 18+! Thanks guys (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)]
A continuation of this post. After Caine appologises and the others are willing to forgive (with time).
... Listen. I knew he would be back. There was no WAY they were gonna have him completely erased. The way I gasped when he was revealed around that corner of The Circus. And watching his segment and character growth... I'm so so proud of him (,,╥﹏╥,,)
And now... I have fuel for ANGST ψ(๑`꒳´๑)ψ
I have so many things I wanna draw as a result. Stay tuned; more to come ♡
Overall I really enjoyed the Finale. I have nitpicks here and there, things that I wish were done better or explained more. But all in all, I'm satisfied and so happy it had a mainly happy ending. Our lil denture man is back and given a new chance at life, that's all I could've ask for ♡
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I’d like to thank all the kind wonderful people who gave me the chance to draw their OCs. To be honest I wanted to make this a bigger project but I ran out of time.
It’s been an honor to be part of this fandom, it reignited my passion for drawing and writing which has been dormant for the past 10 years.
Lookit all the OC's!! What a lovely tributeeee omg (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`) And Lyra at the top of the tent like it's a Christmas tree!! Haha so fitting for her design! (ノ^ヮ^)ノ*.✧
ALSO CAINE RIGHT BESIDE HER JFJSBFJSJF IM GONNA CRY HE'S SO CUTEEEE 。:゚(;´U`;)゚:。
Thank you so so much @tv-guy-digital-circus-trip, so honored to be part of this and glad we met cause of this wonderful show (ʃƪ^u^)Happy Finale day everyone! (*^3^)/~♡
Felt bad I didn't have anything to post, so quickly threw this together as filler! ꉂ(ᵔᗜᵔ*) Some of my first drawings of the Denture Dude; and some concept art of Lyra! It's nice to look back at these and see where I've improved months later (..◜ᴗ◝..)
[I've been drawing so many things in prep for the Finale. I can't WAIT to show y'all what I've been cooking up; be on the lookout for Saturday; you have been warned (≖⩊≖) ♡]
OUUUUU INTERIOR DESIGN EPISODE LETS GO
(ノ^ヮ^)ノ*:・゚✧
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Very sky themed, dawn themed colour pallet
~ French style furniture, gold accents EVERYWHERE!
~ Soft, cozy bed with lots of cloud like pillows, glittery golden dangling princess drapery hanging overhead with fairy-lights
~ Shelves filled with all sorts of trinkets from past adventures [whether it be a cool seashell, a lollypop, a button. Something small that she could easily pocket and keep. Caine absolutely noticed her ‘stealing’ things from his worlds, but decided to turn a blind eye to the surprisingly adorable habit]
~A painting nook, set up with an easel, brushes, and watercolours. It would be right next to a ‘window’, and the image would shift to different landscapes everyday [Treasure Planet anyone?], either to paint or simply for viewing pleasure.
~ A little reading nook in another corner with a side table, to hold her tea-set and vinyl record player/records. She has a collection of various songs that she'll have playing softly in the background. She'll sing along to them while she paints, not realizing that she can be heard if someone passes by her room. Without her knowing, sometimes the others will sit beside her door and listen while doing their own thing, enjoying the mini concert [Gangle draws, Ragatha knits, ect]. One character in particular visits the most, often just sitting and actually taking a moment to be present [but quickly blips away if anyone comes down the hallway]. No one dares to tell her in fear of her stopping...
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Thank you for the fun question @xxshr1mpxx! ♡⸜(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡ I usually only draw characters, so to draw architecture was a fun challenge! Also fun to design huehuehueee (˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵)
What does Lyra think of all them? and who does hate the most and love the most(not including Caine or bubble)
Me asking this to my idol:
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For the most part, Lyra has a fondness for them all! She begins to see them as a family after being together for so long.
The short answer? In order of like to dislike (excluding Caine and Bubble), we have Ragatha (best friend), Kinger (father figure), Gangle (good friend), Pomni (soon to be friend?), Zooble (acquaintance), and Jax (mutual loathing).
The more detailed answer...
Ragatha is her best friend for sure. They really bond over trying to remain positive for the sake of others, and can even relate to having abusive mothers (Ragatha’s being physical from what we've seen, and Lyra's being emotional). The main differences between the two is that Ragatha lacks self confidence at times and gets triggered easily (esp by Jax). Lyra can hold her own if she needs to, and is fairly patient/doesn't get bothered by things (unless in high stress situations involving screaming/conflict. Then she freezes up/quickly retreat so she can process alone without accidentally lashing out). But otherwise, Ragatha is her bestie for sure!
Kinger would most likely be next. Like everyone else, he would be a fatherly figure for her. She would go out of her way to check in on him in his fortress, make sure he's doing ok. She notices his bouts of wisdom on occasion, and appreciates what he has to say, whether or not it makes sense. And would gently help him in adventures if he ever got turned around. Kinger feels comfortable with her, even if he forgets her name on occasion. She takes the time to engage with him and listen, even when he babbles about bug facts. She's a good listener, and he likes her calm presence.
Gangle would be third in the equation. They feel a kinship in arriving around the same time, and both experienced the horror of Abstraction when Ribbit turned. They both like cartoons and like to discuss shows they enjoyed. Sometimes they'll have a craft night where Gangle will draw and Lyra will paint, not saying a word but enjoying each other's company. Lyra would step in-between the masked player and Jax, falling on the blade of his constant teasing so Gangle could catch a break. The Angel wishes Gangle would have more confidence in herself and her abilities, but is relieved when Zooble enters the picture and brings out another side of her friend.
Pomni would be next on the list! Though still relatively new, Lyra takes a liking to her. She sees how she treats the others, and admires her bravery despite the fact that the Jester was so anxious in the beginning. Pomni wasn't looking to make friends right away, and it seemed to take time before she was able to slowly open up. Lyra didn't press, just simply let the Jester figure out her surroundings. The Angel offered Pomni a safe space, and let the new guest come to her on her own accord. Eventually, they began to hang out more in group settings. They haven't had a lot of time to form a strong bond quite yet, but Lyra hopes that they can become friends soon enough!
Zooble would be after. Not that Lyra dislikes Zooble in any way; she just has a harder time understanding their gruff exterior. Similarly, Zooble doesn't understand Lyra's fondness for this hellscape, and especially for Caine of all things. On the same note, Lyra doesn't appreciate how mean they can be toward the Ringmaster. They're not necessarily friends, but they at least share a mutual respect towards each other. Lyra is grateful that they are so kind to Gangle, and Zooble admires how much Lyra looks after the others. Their shared hatred for Jax is also a bonding aspect.
Speaking of, it comes to no surprise that Jax is her least favourite. She hates how much of a bully he is. She doesn't care so much when he picks on her, she can take it. “Kill ‘em with Kindness” as the saying goes. But she despises how he treats the others, especially Ragatha and Gangle. Jax also dislikes Lyra. He hates how she cozies up to their captor and actually seems to like him? Hates the special treatment she gets from Caine as a result. He also finds it very annoying that everyone seems to LOVE her even though she's a “kiss-a$%#” in his eyes. These two do NOT see eye-to-eye, and both are fine with it.
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@xxshr1mpxx YOU ARE SO SWEET ( ˊo̴̶̷̤ ̫ o̴̶̷̤ˋ) Wow, what an honour. I'm just a mere potato (っ ̫-) But thank you for the question and the high praise, I am beyond flattered! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ I'm sorry this ask took so long, but man am I glad to get back into Asks. I want to answer one or two more before beginning to draw/plot for the Finale... (˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵)
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It's kinda just hitting me now that the Finale is tomorrow. I've been so busy with my Zine work, the time just flew by... Boy oh boy, I don't think I'm ready to say goodbye (⸝⸝o̴̶̷᷄ ·̭ o̴̶̷̥᷅⸝⸝)
Once I post this and reply to prev comments, I'll be avoiding social media up until Friday night so I don't risk seeing spoilers. To those who ARE seeing it tomorrow; I wish you luck. I pray for a happy ending, whatever that may look like (ㅅ;v;)
Thank you to everyone behind the scenes who created this incredible show. And thank you to those who have enjoyed my content up until this point. I still have lots planned even once the show ends, I hope you'll join me along the way (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)
I didn't get as many things as I had hoped, [surprisingly not a lot of TADC merch! I really wanted a Caine poster, but they all made him looks so scary (◞‸◟,)] BUT. I did find some really cool treasures! A Caine [and bonus Gummigoo] sticker, a crochet bumblebee [for obvious reasons], a silly Caine shaker [his eyes jiggle hehe!], a Censor Bar patch, and a wicked set of playing cards! The art is so detailed, this artist did an amazing job (⟡ᗜ⟡) And as a bonus...
I found himb (๑ ; ᴗ ; ๑)♡
He was so sweet and his outfit was so well done! I gave him a lil star sticker and said if I could've voted for the Character Awards, I would've voted him ♡ He seemed very pleased and asked me to put it in his mouth LMFAO ꉂ(ᵔᗜᵔ*) Overall it was a good day! I'm hoping I can go to more conventions this summer, esp once the Finale is released...
[Also bonus haul I got from other fandoms I'm in. Undertale cards are done by the same artist; so talented!!]