Lonely

I wish I could be normal about affection but my love language is merging souls.

I think the purest form of love is just wanting someone to notice life with you. "taste this. look at that. hear this song." again and again. until you can't imagine noticing life without them.

find someone that knows how to calm your storms

The worst pain is the pain that no one can see but you can’t stop feeling it.

The world is too loud

that mental illness feel where u get frustrated because u are unable to distinguish whether u are empty and void of all emotion, or if u are feeling so overwhelmed by ur emotions that u simply don’t know how to process it all at once

Constantly hiding the chaos in your mind is a kind of suffering that truly breaks you.

i wonder if i look as empty as i feel

explaining what you feel is never easy.

feeling everything and nothing at the same time.

also Mood: let’s drink wine and talk about how depressed we are

Life update: still a mess

trust issues

RIP to all the hours of sleep i lost to overthink

i overthink so much that i even overthink about how much i overthink