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Reads: Andy Ngo is a threat to our community and provides kill lists for Atomwaffen.

FYI: Andy is a provocateur for the Proud Boys and neonazis/the alt right posing as a journalist. He’s best known for getting a milkshaked in Portland, crying about having brain damage, and scamming thousands of dollars of donations from said milkshake incident.

Also, smiling after being milkshaked wouldn’t actually prove it was fake, since even antifa doesn’t deny they milkshake people (or assaulted Ngo), and people can still smile after being assaulted. And it doesn’t mean the milkshaking didn’t happen before the brain damage.

In any case, I did reblog the real picture when the previous poster and anons pointed out my error but if he was smiling after being hit with a concrete milkshake, which according to anti-sjs in the notes, would’ve been a chemical agent and caused chemical burns then yes that smile would’ve been suspect. Being that he’s not showing any signs of getting a chemical burn with the amount of time the milkshake was left on him, it’s clear to show it was a regular vegan coconut milkshake. One cop saying he smelled concrete mix with no proof and the police getting claims is speculation not evidence. But then again the cops backing facists such as the Proud Boys is very typical.

And while I haven’t seen Ngo claiming there was a chemical agent in the mix, his lawyer, the person he hired to represent and speak for for him was certainly trying to go with this angle until she was called out

You know it’s a bad idea to start off claiming Antifa isn’t just attacking fascists, right?

https://www.oregonlive.com/portland/2018/08/he_brought_an_american_flag_to.html

This guy is a progressive Bernie voter and registered Democrat who carried an American flag. He wanted to reclaim that symbol from the far-right.

And frankly, the implication that angry mobs of people have never made a mistake is a bit...improbable. 

Especially when I know about the riots in Boston in 2017. Indian Republican with no known fascist ties or leanings tries to hold a pro-free speech rally, and lots of people try to attack it. In fact, they attacked the cops for obstructing them. Now, I don’t know how much, if any were antifa, but I’m guessing more than a few.

> From Sriracha Man from Berkeley to Based Stickman to Based Spartan to Andy Ngo to the hammer incident from the summer all I’ve seen is Antifa setting out what’s in their namesake to do which is to provide pushback against creeping facism.

Didn’t you say Ngo helped fascists by recording antifa and allowing them to be doxxed? If that would make him an ‘enabler’, wouldn’t anyone who recorded them and distributed the video to the public be an “enabler”?

Also, what exactly did Sricacha Man - the guy who was hit with the bike lock, for the benefit of the audience - say or do that makes you think he’s some kind of fascist or fascist-adjacent?

Or for that matter, this lady in a “MAKE BITCOIN GREAT AGAIN” hat?

I was going to say that you’re the first person I’ve heard of who said the bikelock victim was a bad guy. Most pro-antifa folks just pretend it didn’t happen.

> In any case, I did reblog the real picture when the previous poster and anons pointed out my error but if he was smiling after being hit with a concrete milkshake, which according to anti-sjs in the notes, would’ve been a chemical agent and caused chemical burns then yes that smile would’ve been suspect. Being that he’s not showing any signs of getting a chemical burn with the amount of time the milkshake was left on him, it’s clear to show it was a regular vegan coconut milkshake. One cop saying he smelled concrete mix with no proof and the police getting claims is speculation not evidence. But then again the cops backing facists such as the Proud Boys is very typical.

How is reporting claims of chemical weaponry and advising caution siding with the far-right guys? That seems like binary thinking.

And, yes, the police reported rumors and reports. And identified them as such. Not Ngo, despite the assertions and implications of many people in the notes.

>And while I haven’t seen Ngo claiming there was a chemical agent in the mix, his lawyer, the person he hired to represent and speak for for him was certainly trying to go with this angle until she was called out

As for the Indian Republican and Boston Free Speech rally, all bullshit. For starters, the permit is under the name John Medlar, one of the organizers for the rally who is a member of the far right, white nationalist loving Proud Boys. The rally speakers included “American Nationalist” Kyle Chapman, Based Stickman, leader of the Alt-Knights. Proud Boy and former Info Wars staffer Joe Biggs and Dr. Shiva Ayyadurai, the far right anti vaccine inventor of email.

And the Indian Republican? You remember the story but couldn’t remember the name? Didn’t want your followers looking him up? You mean this Indian Republican with no far right leanings?

You mean this dude over here with Matt Colligan aka Millenial Matt who’s hobby is holding up tiki torches in a small town named Charlottesville? You mean him?

You’re saying he had no leanings? Yeah okay, you right, anti facists were probably in that crowd too. I mean it’s not like the Indian Republican had any far right connections or leanings or that one of the original speakers at this event was Holocaust denier, Augustus Sol Invictus, or anything right?

As for the Trump supporter in the Bitcoin hat that got sprayed...I don’t give a fuck. Plenty of right leaning libertarians tend to go openly facist anyway so time will only tell for her.

Nope, I said that Ngo helped facists by editing and and okaying an article for a magazine he worked for at the time. The article, written by a troll, was published on the craniology, racial realist loving magazine, The Quilette.

Idk with Sriracha man. All he was doing was standing there when he was hit with a bike lock. Definitly wasn’t attacking Antifacists using a dumpster as a battering ram. Definitely not acting as a side flank for the Neo Nazi group, Rise Above Movement and acted with them in antagonizing protestors as seen below behind Based Spartan.

Oh look at the Based Spartan right in front of him. Remember when Andy Ngo claimed Antifa was attacking a man who was trying protect his small daughter? Yeah...anyway, why is the bike lock victim with Neo Nazis?

I mean you can simplify it as a binary if the Portland Police lieutenant wasn’t still claiming this a month later with no proof to offer other than such claims and word of mouth.

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