FRED DURST FOR PRESIDENT

BABY LAY DOWN IN THIS BED WITH ME

I'm drinking alone

@hotte-y

If you don't love me while I'm wanted

Damn its crazy how much being with someone can make you forget who you are. Well we start today no more feelings of inadequatcy, no more fighting for someone's participation in my life. If its meant to be it will work no more questioning my sanity. Time to get back to me, I'm sorry that along the way we lost sight of what we wanted. I tried to be the man you wanted I tried to live up to your families expectations with nil success. In a strange way I'm kinda happy I didn't meet her standard because I think we both learned a lesson.. should have trusted my gut but its hard when it's such a pretty face and sweet nothings. Regardless of how the story is told I know that I loved you and I tried my best and didn't give up. Maybe it's my karma for all my fuck boy.years, maybe she really loved me. I can't help the emotions I was feeling and alot of the time it was hard for me to be happy, but I swear on the inside id constantly tell myself how blessed I was how much I loved you. But when I was judging my intentions off of my innerdioluge you were judging them by my actions. And if you know me you know that all the stuff said out of anger was a response of fear and I hope you don't hold on to them. Marrying you was the only right thing I've ever done. I'm sorry that I got comfortable hope you know I never wanted to end up here I was supposed to grow old with you.

But for the first time in my life I am at a point that I love you so much that whatever is gonna make you happy so be it so if that means you being with someone else.