Lovely Findings

I keep thinking about how in some countries, struggling with depression and suicide ideation this long, I would be allowed euthanasia.

Really run down. Really feeling like being dead.

Will I ever not want to be Dead?

Okay so what does it mean when you jokingly tell your friend the two of you are getting married and they say you aren’t even dating?!

All parts of me believe I should be dead.

Turns out, I am very burned out and suicidal atm and Tblfa.

Welp. Turns out a prescribed opioid can cause serotonin syndrome. so that’s fun.

Been having seizures all day but haven’t lost coherence so we good.

Thank have enough of everything

I want to be dead I want to be dead I want to be dead I want to be dead I want to be dead

I feel like I have maybe two usable hours in a day thanks to ptsd and chronic illness.

Iwtbd