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brows furrowed in confusion as she looked at him , " i ... i heard that you had moved on jayden. " a part of her was relieved in a way that knowing he hadn't. " i can't move on either , i miss you. "

" i want to fix us aliyah ... i know it's been months since we've actually talked. " he whispered , looking at her. " if we want this ... us to work then i'm willing to talk , i'm willing to listen and hear you out. "

“ i'm  not  pretendin'  you  didn't  say  it,  trey.  i  couldn’t  even  if  i  tried, ”  savannah  remarks,  gazing  up  at  him  from  her  leaned  position  at  the  bar  –  eyes  forever  the  embodiment  of  faux  innocence.  “ and  if  it  helps,  i  like  you.  i  really  do  ..  but  we  both  know  i’m  not  gonna  be  here  for  long.  what’s  the  point  in  startin’  somethin’  that’s  not  gonna  end  happy? ”

“ oh come on , you know we'd be great together. ” he spoke with a soft sigh as his arms crossed over his chest. of course the male understood but a part of him wished that he didn't. “ you know i don't give two shits about all of that ... don't you at least want the chance to have a little something good til you go? but hey, if this isn't something you want then i'll drop it. ”

homme   was   just   as   shocked   to   see   her   if   he   were   honest,   but   it   had   to   happen   sometime,   right?   pair   had   similar   social   circles   so   still   being   in   each   other's   lives   was   inevitable.   he   nods,   knows   that   neither   of   them   owe   each   other   any   explanations   on   how   they   choose   to   try   and   move   on   but   still   ...   harry   thought   fem   deserved   the   truth.   '   yeah,   especially   because   i   don't   even   know   why   we   broke   up.   '   male   admits,   sure   pair   had   been   going   through   a   rough   patch   due   to   how   busy   they   were   but   that   was   normal   with   most   couples.   '   i   mean,   why   do   we   have   to   move   on?   there   was   nothing   wrong   with   us,   londyn.   '

the femme didn't really know how she felt about seeing him again face to face this soon but, it wasn't like londyn could really avoid him forever it just wasn't possible. she appreciated him being up front and honest with her and in a way she still found it easy to tell him the trust even if they weren't together. brown orbs focused on him for a moment, ' i don't ... i don't think we ever really talked about it. ' deep down though she felt like the reason was simply more to do so with herself, always having the tendency to bolt when things seemed to be getting too serious. they really had a good relationship ; filled with the occasional arguments here and there but god, he did truly make her happy. fighting the urge to simply tell him that it wasn't him it was her. ' we could fix us, go back to how things used to be but i don't know harry. what if we try again and it just doesn't work out then what? '

❝ you matter a lot to me , more than you'll ever know it's just ... ❞ he stopped for a second , trying to figure out the right things to say. ❝ it's not very easy you get that right ? this is new for me and trust me i appreciate you craving out enough time for me but , can we at least acknowledge that i'm trying my best here ? ❞

"we've done this before haven't we?" fen asks her with a shake of his head. "it doesn't matter if i miss you. we're fucking bad for each other baby."

she couldn't help the sigh that passed her lips, even though he was right. "too many times .." laila mumbled. "it matters to me though if you miss me. it's always been you for me regardless fen."

❝ you can't be serious right now nevaeh , i've been a little busy that's all . the whole silent treatment thing isn't fair ... i miss you , you know that right? ❞