Hi, I’m Laz

All 100f and over temperatures for the next week. Not looking forward to that. Probably some swimming going to happen.

The song Laika by Will Wagner always gets me right in the heart.

Got to go thrifting with Mates. Got coffee while out of the house. Puppies got brought with us and they got pup cups. Everybody at places we regularly visit loves seeing them. Brought pup cups back for the other babies as well. Happy to be home overall. Getting sushi in a little bit and probably going to watch something.

Human Mom apparently knows we’re trans, and also knows a lot of other things about us. But she is fully supportive and says it’s always whatever I want to do. She said all of this to Mate while I was out with sperm donor doing car things. I’m just baffled. To say the least. Not in a bad way. I had suspicions she knew for awhile. But for her to be so supportive is weird. Not bad tho.

You know it’s bad when I’m still having anxiety about his yelling hours later when we’re safe at home.

I’m gonna sleep so hard tonight.

Happily home. Somewhat anxious? I dunno but I’m sure weed and food and drinks and time with Mates will help. I’m just so grateful to be back.

Home home home! We’re going home!

Just a little more and then we can go home. Just a little more. We can do this.

Shit’s rough shit’s horrible I hate it but I’m here. Even our alter who specifically exists to take shit and grin and bear it had to go take a break from the front. Fuck. Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday…we’ll be home Tuesday.