Layla Lowe

Every time you’re close to me

You make the choice to only see

My warm and desirable parts

The parts with out queries

Or points and views

The parts that you hoped

That Id let you use

Use with out requirement to love me

With out a standard to maintain

To use without offering either peace or payment

Without using your brain

You drain me of my light and love

And then you look right through me

When you’re done you like to pretend you knew me

You simply refuse to see

But demand I be a vessel of love

Where you can dig holes

And plant your seed

Where you can leave your trauma and your issues

Your fears and insecurity

Where you can dump your problems and flee

Like they’re the safest here with me

I feel Invisible.

Even though

I’ve created life and that makes me

a God amongst men

I feel invisible

Even though

I’ve survived my worst nightmares

Fought my demons

Even though I’m a warrior

And I win again and again

You make me feel small

Even though I was born cosmic

My heart could hold the stars and the sky

My love would live on