Live. Love. Forgive.

Quick new card game at work during lunch time before going back to business 🖤🖤🖤 https://www.instagram.com/miabrown713/p/BuMiMSPlm8N/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gdu2ym21ytva

But that #eyeshadow today is #onpoint and #myeyesarepoppin Plus #mylipsarepoppin https://www.instagram.com/miabrown713/p/BuL1WqmFdZ_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mkibihwa51p

When this is your life right now for hours, but it's totally ok with you because you know that after getting these 6 major fillings done - you'll be halfway to feeling normal again (as far as the dental game goes). So, getting these 6 done today....out of the 10, highly likely going to end up being 11, MAJOR fillings and then moving into getting the 8 crowns that are needed. All to get back to "normal"....and normal for me means that none of the following hurt me so bad that I wanna throat punch a baby: brushing my teeth, flossing, rinsing with any kind of mouthwash, drinking any fluids, eating solid foods, and smiling....yes, you heard (read) correctly, smiling physically hurts some of my teeth. #DrHoIsTheBomb #FirstTimeIveEverBeenExcitedAndLovedDentalWork #dental #MaybeDentistAreNotTheDevil 🤣🤣 https://www.instagram.com/miabrown713/p/BuKFWpulPqO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9jd39gbrjlvb

If your morning aint starting off with 2 flats, a steaming hot cuppa coffee with just the littlest bit of sugar and a little bit of butter in it to drink alongside this homemade Oreo cheesecake one of my most dearest and bestest of friends made....your morning must be a sad morning and I feel for ya son! Plus I needed something to help along my own personal celebration of my big victory (so far) of losing 116 lbs!!! Now only 17 more lbs to go before I settle in at my personal goal....I've decided the surgeons goal is gonna make me look sickly and I'd rather feel comfortable and wonderful and beautiful where I WANT TO BE! https://www.instagram.com/miabrown713/p/Bt52Vdmlfm6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ry5cbs39q6dk

‪Who says that nightlights are only for kids, when T-Rex is involved nightlights are for errrrrrbody no matter what age they are... #trex #trexnightlights #ageisjustanumber #whenigrowup #iwanttobeatrex‬ https://www.instagram.com/miabrown713/p/Bt2M0fsltNU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=q555rs7u2dun

Solved it son #rubikscube #rubik #rubikscubesolved now to the next size up! https://www.instagram.com/miabrown713/p/Bt0_X6JlhyO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=d1z8a1xs02k1

Sorry, but really not sorry, about my lack of activities on all of my social media platforms...I've discovered audiobooks and literally just go from one to the next...they have me in their grips and I don't know when I'll be allowed up for air 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️🤣⏳⌛️📚🔊📚🔊📚🔊⌛️🖤🖤🖤🖤❣️ #hoopla #libby #overdrive https://www.instagram.com/miabrown713/p/Bt0sYUllLIQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16snmj2qc68va

I Was REALLY hoping that my coworkers wouldn’t know or remember my birthday that’s coming up tomorrow, it looks like my hopes and dreams have failed me once again. I came into the office and came to my desk to find this colorful arrangement please note the following pictures after this. The picture of the yellow balloon is my future husband a.k.a. Jason Meoooowwwwwwmoa. Thanks for that Sydney. The rest of the balloons hold some of my favorite quotes that I’ve written down in a special book that I’ve created for all the funny, crazy, stupid, anything that you can think of sayings or questions that come from calls into our office because of services we rendered to these clients. I was really hoping I could forget this day was coming....alas, I was proven wrong ...yet again .....33rd year in a row. #gettingold #birthdayatwork #jasonmomoa #jasonmamoaisasexybeast #jasonmamoafuturehusband https://www.instagram.com/miabrown713/p/BtD22TPFBvN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1fvysj5un91sb

For all the nerds out there, who can tell me what my dentist revealed to me today without having prior knowledge about any of my genealogy/ancestral line.... First correct answer gets a painting of their favorite quote on medium sized Canvas free! #dentistry #dental #dentalphotography #dentalfacts #dentalquestions #dentalreveals #dentalanatomy #dentalstudents https://www.instagram.com/miabrown713/p/Bs9dLDwlYLo/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xpguoj8ihdwk

Extremely professional, personable, and they really listen to my needs as a patient instead of mainstreaming treatment. I've followed Dr. Ho from another facility purely because of his amazing work/detail and attention to my specific needs. I'll be here as long as he is. Highly recommend this place and Dr. Ho!

So something occurred to me and I thought I’d share it. I was filling up Bella’s food container for the next week to week and a half, I literally just bought her new food while on a trip to Costco. The food bag that I typically buy is a 55 pound food bag because that typically can last me about three weeks with her. Since October 31, 2017 I’ve officially lost 114 pounds with about 20 more to go as my target to maintain from then on out. Which means I’ve officially lost two of these giant ass freaking humongous 55 pound bags of dog food and in this picture I’m only trying to hold one of them up I can’t even imagine walking around with two of these on me. Man I sure am grateful. https://www.instagram.com/miabrown713/p/Br_lRhWlHH9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1x0xjti2anwt4

7 more lbs and I've bet the odds......35-40 more lbs then I've hit my own personal goal. In 343 days I've gone Down from a tight fitting 26plus to a 12 in pants, a 3XL to M in shirts, a 10.5 to 9 in shoes, and I will have lost over 80 inches from my body ---- 25+ of that inch loss would be just on my hips and waist. Even with the ulcers right now..... No ragerts! #bariatricsurgery #sleevesurgery #gastricsleeve #sleevegastrectomy #sleevelife #newlife https://www.instagram.com/p/BovKbJ4l3kP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=x1przmf1in26

It was a true blast while it lasted, all 45 minutes of the drive to the office..... Back to my "professional appearing, yet gonna have soaking wet and cold feet all day" shoes! It's moments like these that I question why my life had lead me the where I am 🤔🤔🙄😑😐😑😐😪😭🤮🤦🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️😬😬😁 (aka this is my forced "just smile and wave boys, just smile and wave" smile) https://www.instagram.com/p/BotnKVZFzTK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6v7g20nrdnli

So a thing happened today. I haven't been in an office setting for work officially since beginning of April this year and that was because it was my last day at Cigna and I didn't feel like mailing back their laptop (I was a remote worker for the last good part of my time there) and so I used to wear this belt and I was at the notches on the belt wothout silver rings....yep wore it out that much.....in 4.5 months I'm down 2 notches which comes out to almost 4 WHOLE FRIGGIN INCHES. I may not be losing weight - for many reasons, namely my ulcers forcing me to live the soup life right now - but weight loss or not....I'll take lost inches anyday of the week! https://www.instagram.com/p/Bod_07SFs_w/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=n983g12foa3b

When it's washi tape time again