the explanation is kind, but somehow, rue doubts that it's enough. "still, i feel, like, REALLY BAD about this, um... are you sure there isn't anything, i can...?" the anxiety of that sort of gnaws on the edges of her brain, making her want to fucking combust. the darkness of this place giving her a sense of temporary comfort, how easily she could disappear, into, nothing. but now she had to like, do this right, now wanting to be a fucking asshole or anything, as she nodded almost numbly, following along after her to find themselves within the the orange-tinged lightening that ringed about this place.
the only thing that felt disappointing was the newly found absence of this stranger's fingers around her wrist. how it'd felt cold, but then again, everything that touched her, was to her now. it seemed as if rue's life was no longer the same after a night she only HALF REMEMBERED, and mostly had thought was a fucking bad drug trip but... there was no denying, after a night out, where, she'd woken up in a place she didn't recognize, she was no longer the same. life, she figured, had a way of really fucking with you when it wanted to.
there's a hush, as a group of girls leave together out the door, the thing swinging shut, the place smelling aggressively of cheap soap. as she stripped off her shirt, rue's eyes fly open, rounded, staring with an appreciation that felt suddenly dwarfed by the chilling reality of her words. "wait-" her heart, hammering within her chest, turning to look at her more directly, all of the GIDDINESS in her having fled. "wait, you... you're serious?" she was, wasn't she? the look on her face telling, rue swallowing with an almost caginess to her. "... i don't... i don't really know what to call... what i am anymore... w... how do you know? wait. you aren't some kind of like... hunter person and you're going to kill me now? like seriously, i swear i have not been doing anything super fucked up, okay?" the words, all, clashing together in her mouth in her haste, her nerves. everything jumbling together, messily.
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