rule the court

bodies should have crash logs. why the fuck did that just happen.

I’M LITERALLY A PIECE OF SHIT WHEN IT COMES TO KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH PEOPLE ONLINE OKAY I STILL KNOW YOU EXIST AND I STILL LOVE YOU I JUST AM A PIECE OF SHIT OKAY

have you ever noticed you pick up little habits and phrases from the people you love? it’s no wonder our hearts are so easily broken when people leave. we become a reflection of the people that we care about and those personality traits stick with us even if the people don’t

I make my ramen the way a friend taught me in eleventh grade. Every fall, I listen to a playlist made for me by a boy I drove across a border to hook up with. I eat sushi because a girl who won’t talk to me anymore made me try it, and Indian food because my best friend’s parents ordered for me before I knew what I liked. There are movies I love because someone I loved loved them first. I am a mosaic of everyone I’ve ever loved, even for a heartbeat.

xiao/traveler really does hit different tho. lover's oath playing over their first meeting. "call my name and i'll be there" which xiao hasn't been seen to do for like. anyone else. the lantern rites. having commissions where we help lessen his burden near wangshu inn. the birthday crystal flies. their worry for each other through the new quest. xiao waiting for them at the end just to open up about his past. "see me as a weapon nothing more" to "even the darkest hearts have room for those they cherish" im.

burgundy is such a good color... roses... red wine... finery... What can't she do