"They're all cowards, every damn one of them. Whatever. I'll just consume them. As they become my flesh and blood, they will see beyond."
@lasextaespada || Literate and Semi-lit. Roleplay blog that is AU friendly, crossover friendly, and oc-friendly.
Blog focuses on Grimmjow Jeagerjaquez from Bleach by Tite Kubo.
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I've been writing extensively for years. I'm not new to the fandom or to the concept of roleplay However, I am rusty in the art of Tumblr rp.
General things to note about my portrayal: Grimmjowâs rude and crude. Heâs aggressive by nature and not one for the gentleness or pity of others. Softening his character, if I ever chose to, is done through plotting and gradual story-telling. If youâre sensitive, I can always scale back his attitude accordingly but this is something you must tell me beforehand.
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I match the length of the other person's response. Depending on comfort levels, I may go for more or a little less.
I stick to canon, unless it is agreed to stray from it.
My writing is at times, advanced. Do not feel discouraged by it. If I ever do too much, let me know and I will scale it back.
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She flinched, wiping her face quickly. âY-Yes, sir.â
After hearing his words, she thought then mumbled. âButâŚâ Mode finally looked up at him again.
âIf he doesnât care for me, who will?â
Aizen had given her goals, a purpose, even if it was a lie or a delusion - she couldnât imagine what sheâd do if Grimmjowâs words rang true. Go back to eating & sleeping & wandering Hueco Mundo aimlessly & endlessly? She didnât want that kind of life anymore. âMaster Aizen is all I have.â
Sheâs gotta be batshit crazy. That was the only conclusion Grimmjow could come up with over her dependence on Aizen. Granted, he only been recruited under the pretense of increased power. This work was just the sexta's ways of repaying what was given to him. He had no notions on what Pe's life was likeânot like he cared.
"'The fuck you need him for?" He asked, not truly vying for a response. It was a question that slipped from him unpromptedâwithout him getting a chance to think over it first.
Her desperation made little sense to him. It was a weak trait, something that could ultimately get her killed if she were thrown into the middle of the cadaverous desert.
Purpose wasn't found in the lap of deception personified. Grimmjow grasped that, but he was quick to figure Pe might not be predisposed to taking on reality in full. He grunted in response to her narrow viewpoint.
The first crack of the door had him stiffeningâa small postural change he'd only squeeze into when met with their leader. Fully open, cold air left the room in a thick gust. No Aizen. The absence of the oppressive lord had agitated the volatile panther.
"Or yer a damn liar," he accused, incapable of considering she truly didn't know Aizen would pull a disappearing act on them.
"I suppose you must have some sort of plan then." Halibel would say to the former sexta, as she crossed her sleeves curiously. The two were standing at the edge of a cliff, over looking a group of troublesome hollows that were giving more than enough headaches. Right now the group were busy picking off some weaker hollows, but they had attempted to stray into their territory which Halibel wouldn't stand for. Not when she was the former tres and the now ruling Queen. "I assume you feel capable to fight side by side with me then? Or would you prefer to handle them all on your own?"
Plans? Grimmjow wasn't acquainted with the idea of forethoughtâhis past was evidence of that. Correction: everything about him boasted about following impulse and discarding reason. The fact he was standing there with Halibel had been because they sensed a flurry of hollows stirring chaos and he charged ahead. Fortunately, she kept up.
Reason, something rarely exercised by the sexta, was what allowed him to standstill, long enough to assess the situation. It came short when he concluded that the only way to quell the violent discourse below was to immerse themselves in it and carve death out. It's jus' a couple of weak hollows. They might be a challenge as a group. The boredom that once characterized him brightened into a wicked, sharp-toothed grin.
"Just don't get in my way," he answered.
Those words gave way for the blonde to do as she pleased, so as long as she didn't do anything to cut at his own fun. Unless she was interested in fighting her own "comrade" over stolen prey. Not like Grimmjow hadn't done that before. He was territorial that way, in true primal jaguar fashion.
Grimmjow's spiritual pressure spiked and swirled, already taunting their to-be opponents. He gave a crack or two of his neck. Then he looked to her with electrifying, sharp blues. His pupils a pinprick in a sea of danger-hungry excitement.
OOC: I was the queen of bullshitting as a kid. I watched Grimmjowâs last battle with Ichigo and concluded, to my sister who was a teen at the time, that if they didnât show him dead then he isnât dead. Then, I proceeded to make fun of her for her fave (Ulquiorra) being dead. I did this for longer than you could imagine.
Now imagine how much I bragged when I found out I was right.
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"I distinctly recall you saying I'd be dead meat the next time we met when I was still a teenager in human years," The reaper had his arms crossed over his chest, eyes shining as he smirked at Grimmjow. Why he decided to pipe up and bother the Arrancar likely didn't matter much anymore. He'd already spoken. After training, he could now pull his reiatsu in, masking most, if not all of it from being felt. "Yet, here I am, still alive and breathing."
He was absolutely being sarcastic on purpose, likely trying to get Grimmjow to react, maybe even fight him. Which would likely be pretty funny to anyone who knew him, since he wasn't the one typically picking fights. "How long has it been this time? You haven't changed a bit." A genuine compliment, of course, the ginger hadn't the slightest clue that Arrancar didn't tend to change as they aged. Nor did they ever show aging. | Ichigo here to see if poking the cat is a good idea or not
Grimmjow was a man of his word, and more importantly, a man starved of a fight. Of course, he was always on the prowl, with intent to strike when the iron was piping hot, and there was something more... Grimmjow was a man who cloaked his actions with proud pride. Any insinuation of him containing even a speck of lack pricked his anger. However, he wasn't into admitting he'd caved into circumstanceâan unpredictable little thing keeping him from beating the punk ahead of him into a bloody pulp.
"Yea', and I remember yer people got in the way, needin' us arrancar to fight yer war for you," he fired back, an excuse as to why he came short with his word. Although, sitting as insufficient, he tacked on in a dangerous purr, "But I suppose we could settle that score once and for all." Mentioning such had his lips spreading into a maniacal grin.
Ever since the war, Grimmjow relaxed plenty. He leapt toward battles still like it were the most normal thing. Almost like he had to. Other times, he'd used what his experience taught him, and he scraped enough patience to sit for a talk. Yet a potential opponent always aroused his spiritual pressure. His chest puffed. Eyes sparkled. The only way to sedate a wild animal was to tranquilize them. In Grimmjow's case, that meant death, a grave injury, or the least perilous: an ill-timed intrusion.
"And you, yer not the same," the sexta pointed out. He came forward, eye to eye with the other. "Hope that doesn't mean yer weaker." It wasn't difficult to notice the man before him had changed. Not drastically. Ichigo wasn't that old. But still, he wasn't a teen anymore.
Grimmjow couldnât anymoreââcouldnât hold his weight that is. He had pushed his body past his limits, his muscles fatigued and achy, too weak even for something as simple as parting his lips. Against even his own stubborn wants, his weight shifted onto Nelliel. She was strong and steady and he was but a tumble weed, incapable of mirroring her physical stability. Even the stale air was enough to tip him over.
Fortunately, his vulnerability made it so that she could guide him to somewhere grounded, his languid, heavy steps doing little to propel him anywhere. Ahead was a rock for him, on which he nearly collapsed, but he caught himself. Some of his vigor returned with the anchor below his feet doing the most of the heavy lifting. Although, that was more of his own delusion than anything. There was no motivation for anything, even if he desperately convinced himself otherwise.
Exhaustion dripped off his fevered skin, and his eyelids hung. The last thing he wanted to do was argue. More than anything his body, against his wishes, craved the plush comfort of rest. He dropped his blade and forced his hands onto his knees, muscled arms taut with tension. He grunted in displeasure, slowly adjusting to his brusque posture and her words. Eventually, he brought his head up just enough to address her.
âI get by just fine on my own,â he said, although it wasnât exactly true.
He was accustomed to trekking these sands alone and used to looking around and having no one to rally around him. His pack, so to speak, died by his own impulsivity. Luck or fate had kept him alive and lonelyâânot that heâd ever admit to such a thing. It was insulting to even think that something other than his strength kept him afloat, and yet, the thought flicked across his mind.
Despite his desires to continue without companionship, Nelliel was here in typical altruist fashion, trying to get him to think of better for himselfââas if she truly knew any better. Whoâs to say her morals stood in line with what is correct? What if all they did was truncate her power? But he was too much of a beast for someone as tame as she was.
He thought he had a hold of himself, even thinking he was perfectly solid, but he swayed in his spot on the rock. His arms trembled and the desert in his throat had him cursing at himself. Shit, shit, shit! He thought.
Instead of becoming feral, his condition subdued him further. He folded over, his forearms on his knees. Wild blues closed themselves off to the world at his feet.
Becoming submissive to his needs, he half-conciously confessed, âIâm tired.â
He hadnât passed out, but he might as well have. Grimmjow admitted in two simple words that he, in fact, wanted whatever repose she could afford him. The companionship. Her. Halibel. The palace. Anything would do for now. He didnât need to keep fighting, at least, not until he recuperated. His goals could sit on hold.
Nelliel continued to watch him with her watchful gaze as the male could barely hold himself upright on the rock. Even sitting down looked like a gargantuan task for the former Sexta Espada in his current fatigued state, which only served to solidify her belief that the male was in desperate need of rest. Yet, Grimmjow would continue contradicting her words and claiming he was alright and good on his own, negating the obvious truth that he was in such a rough state that he could barely even function.
In other circumstances, Nelliel would have crossed her arms at her chest in a stern manner, shooting him a serious look before launching herself into another speech, scolding the other for his recklessness. Just look at yourself! You're fine on your own? Then how come you can barely hold your own weight even when doing the simplest of acts like that of sitting down? You aren't fooling anyone but yourself if you think anyone with two good eyes and of sane mind would believe that you're okay right now! She probably would have told him, her irritation fueled by the worry she held for him, but the female refrained. Nell was upset, but she wanted to help her comrade, not push him away. So instead, the former Tres took a deep breath and bent down to help pick up Pantera from the coarse white sands.
And her choice was the right one, because no sooner as she picked up the zanpakuto, Grimmjow's body had finally decided to give way under the tired weight of its fatigued bones. So Nelliel was quick to catch him before he'd end up hurting himself in the fall. "Grimmjow, just what in the world..." The words came followed by a gasp, her eyes now wide and expression frozen in stark shock upon realizing that the Jaguar had actually fainted. "Grimmjow?! Hey, ya alright? For Heaven's sake... Grimmjow!" The initial worry morphed into panic, as she felt the male's body go limp into her arms, all sorts of dark thoughts running now through her mind at the mere idea that he might've wore himself out to death.
It wasn't so much so the act of fainting itself that landed this kind of visceral reaction from her, but rather the fact that the only other time Nelliel had seen Grimm in such a rough state to the point of losing conscience was at the end of the Sexta's battle with the substitute Shinigami, when she nearly thought that she'd be losing him. It was a kind of reminder that evoked a trauma based reaction at the memory of those past events. But Nelliel had to stay strong and keep her cool. Spiraling into a panic attack right now wouldn't have done either of the any favor. She was no longer a tiny defenseless child who could only pray for a miracle to happen like back then. Now, in her adult form, she was at her full strength and could do much more than just stand by and cry, so instead, the female was quick to act and checked for Grimmjow's pulse. She knew he couldn't have been dead, but she still needed to check for her own peace of mind and to know if, need be, she had to give him any first aid. And there it was... The pulse of life still beating faintly underneath her fingertips.
Nelliel could breath a sigh of relief. "My word! Ye'd scared me to death there for a moment! Ya really can't give me a break, can't ya? This is the second and hopefully the last time I'll have to do this because of yer recklessness, Grimm!" Another sigh rolled off her lips as the ram Arrancar used all her strength to pick her friend up and plopped him over her shoulder to carry him. "Yer really going to owe me big time, Grimm! But for now, let's just go back home. Hali and the others are anxiously waiting for us. Everyone will be happy to welcome their king back after such a long time! We missed ya!"
The next time Grimmjow would be waking up, he was going to find himself in the comforting embrace of warm sheets and pillows, in the safety of his chambers in Las Noches, with a now sleeping Nell knelt on the floor on his side, holding his hand and resting her own tired head onto his arm. It would be only later that he'd learn she didn't leave his side one second since the moment she stepped foot back into the castle with him, till then, as she kept watch to make sure his state was going to turn for the better and not for the worst.
Grimmjow hadn't given away to his exhaustion just yet. His thoughts were but a faint humming when the former Tres caught him. When she expressed her worry, his ability to replyâto confessâno, to fight against her despite his admission died. He was limp, against her shoulder. Face overtaken by a mossy-green sea. Her voice a muddle mess. Under normal circumstances, he would never have been so weak and cowardly as to admit needing help. The jaguar would have dragged himself behind some rubble and rest until his body grouped up enough strength to head back homeâback to the palace.
Somehow, his brain had been awake enough, not to capture her words, but to register her scent. He normally sat slicked with the odor of a warriorâsweat laden swirled with musk, but she carried regality in her aroma. Clean. Floral in its quality. It was peace and it contrasted his turbulence, subduing him into a profound, well-needed slumber.
Like a ragdoll, Grimmjow crashed into the plushness of his bed. Or hers. He didn't know. It was all the same to him in his condition. However, there was an innate knowing that his body had been whisked to safety. In his slumber, his parted lips let out a deep breath. His eternally furrowed brows had relaxed, a faint crease sitting between them. The flowery cloud in his midst keeping his senses tame.
Waking moments were far and few between. Lucidity flickered like a dream, which Grimmjow convinced himself it had to be. He'd cracked one dulled blue eye of his open, instinctively squeezed the hand holding his before falling back into his mind's dark repose. Other times he was greeted by the rare treat of wakefulness, his condition earned his onlookers a once in a lifetime glimpse into vulnerability. He grunted. Groaned. Incapable of concealing his physical hurt.
By the time he had finally woken up in full, solitude was there keeping the room cold. No longer burdened by his tiredness, Grimmjow hauled himself upright in bed. The weak were afforded the privilege in continuing to sit in luxuries such as this. He was, in his own generous self-consideration, too strong to sit idle. Made to be clawing his way through the world. Pinged by what he thought to be the illusory memory of support, he examined his palm. Just what the hell was that? Logic forged a lousy excuse, calling that "dream" a sign he needed more training to eradicate whatever his mind was thinking up.
Not until he learned Nelliel had, in fact, been faithful to his side, only leaving for a brief moment. Long enough for him to wake and get out of bed.
"She's stupid," he said, only to himself, on the other hand, reminding himself that now, he had debt that required being repaid in full. Nelliel had seen him in total depravity and rather than taking advantage of his inferiority, she kept him well accompanied. That alone merited he do somethingâanything of equal value. Stupid was just the easy word. The one that would help him maintain an emotional distance as he preferred for the sake of survival.
Still bogged by injury, Grimmjow retreated to the solitary top of the palace, thinking he'd be able to shake off those green tresses his face had slumped over days prior. His scent wasn't that of the battlefield. It was her. All her. That damned cleanly aroma. Yet, he didn't fight to cleanse himself.
Just as Grimmjow straightened himself, a furious grumble in his core warned that his idleness required he work to sate his appetite. In the same wind, Nelliel's plea that he go spend time at the palace resurfaced. She was right. He was seldom present for their attempts to play human. Almost swayed by his hunger, he shook his head in total repulsion.
"King's don't play house," he muttered under his breath.
If Grimmjow would've still had the strength in him to stand upright and challenge her, a part of Nelliel had the strong feeling that she would've ended up kicking his ass an giving him a good enough reason to faint and complain. Just seeing him like that had been the proverbial straw that broke the camel's back with her patience towards his recklessness. He was their king, their comrade and their precious friend, yet he never acknowledge any of their feelings and worries towards him, which to some extent frustrated the ram. Hallibel would've been more lenient in her stance on the matter, arguing that the Jaguar was too much of a free spirit to be kept between four walls and made to complete mundane tasks, sorting through papers, Hollow and Arrancar alike, in the mission of rehabilitating what once was their rightful kingdom.
If he was still conscious enough to feel her soft floral scent and feel the brush of her long locks of hair on his cheek and the soft breeze blowing through his hair, then Grimmjow might've been able to also hear the click of her tongue, a gesture that Nelliel only did when her patience was at its end meet.
She was an understanding woman, very balanced and rational in her thinking, having always been then one to advocate for morality and the right thing to do. But at the same time, she wasn't one to stand by and allow her fellow teammate destroy themselves either. So, weather Grimmjow liked it or not, he was coming back with her and he was going to take a well deserved break, one long enough to make sure his body would be back to its prime. And all under her watchful eye, cause Nelliel was determined not to leave his side by any chance.
"Yer staying here until ya get well again and I ain't gonna take no for an answer!" Was the last thing he'd hear her say before she plopped his rad doll like body down onto the bed, then went to procure the necessary tools to tend to his battered and beaten body. Arrancar and Hollow were capable of healing themselves on their own, but the weaker one's body was, the longer it took for the healing to be effective, so there was no harm in speeding up the process with some medicinal ointments and such.
They had been lucky enough to have managed to establish somewhat of a peace treaty with Seireitei and Gotei 13 so that their transit between the human world and Hueco Mundo for resupplying wouldn't be viewed as a crime. With Aizen now defeated and the balance between the three realms reinstated, it was into everyone's best interest that each population would be able to thrive and maintain itself afloat. With the recent events that cost them many of the Espada numbers and their fracciones, Hueco Mundo was at the risk of heading into demographic collapse, which would've put the other two realms in danger too (each realm had its own purpose and so, even if Shinigami didn't appreciate the Hollows and their misdeeds in the human realm, they knew too that their existance served its own purpose), so it was best that there wouldn't be any more casualties for the Hollows.
That allowed the new leadership consisting of Hallibel, her fracciones and Nelliel to make occasional journeys between the realms and buy supplies from Urahara. The former Reaper had some really handy items in stock, with which they could rebuild some of Las Noches' broken systems and save as many of their people with his medicine. Urahara was also the one who built the little device helping Nelliel maintain her adult form for an indefinite amount of time, so she had more than one reason to be grateful for his existence and collaboration. And now his medical supplies were going to help her friend get back onto his feet.
And so, Nelliel tried her best to mend his wounds and sprained muscles, before taking a seat down onto the floor and taking his hand into hers, squeezing it in an affectionate manner which the female hoped would send across to him that he wasn't alone and she was there for him. Who knows for how long she'd then stayed like that, gazing over his sleeping figure, admiring the serenity of his now relaxed features, before laying her head down too for some sleep of her own. It was only much much later that the former Tres woke up and after making sure that Grimmjow was still safe, she made a short departure from the room to grab something to eat and drink some water.
If only she would've known that he'd be waking up in that fraction of a minute she was away, maybe Nelliel would've refrained her own needs a bit longer to be there and assist him when the Jaguar would come back to his senses. But all she could do now, when she'd returned to the room to find it empty, was to curse under her breath and try her best not to blame herself for her own stupidity.
"Grimmjow!" She called out into the vast empty hallways, pace quickened as the green-haired woman began her search for the male. She had a slight hunch where Grimmjow might've gone, but at the same time she couldn't help but worry again.
Heh... Funny how lately she'd been experiencing this particular feeling way more often than she normally would've, and all because a very thick skulled feline who couldn't understand his own physical body's limits. The thought made her lips curl into a faint smile, bemused by it, before returning to that somber seriosity so characteristic to her.
Luckily, the former Sexta was feline based, which meant that, like any cat out there, he would be seeking the safety of the highest spot in the whole place.
So it didn't take long before Nelliel headed for the most logical place: the rooftops of Las Noches. And there he was, shooting the wind while being seated down, his expression marked by his deep toughts.
"Ah, here ye were... For a moment I thought ya'd left again for that damned dunes..." Nelliel heaved a sigh of relief, but maintained her position at the top of the stairs, as if afraid that if she made any step closer, the male would run away again.
When Nelliel caught him, his eyes sat unfixed, one of his legs hanging off the building. The other bent, providing space for his elbow to rest and his face to meet his hand. His brows tensed. His frown deepened. The impressive height he sat on didn't seem so tall and secluded anymore, yet he didn't move to reclaim what she robbed from him by showing up. He, like many enemies he killed in his day, sat defenseless, in an act of self-penance, expecting some kind of lecture as she was accustomed to handing out as though it were a party favor of sorts.
Ruminating was a displaced act, more befitting of someone like Nelliel or Halibel, but not Grimmjow. He couldn't afford to busy his mind with the idea of caring for another. No, it was more like he couldn't allow for others to see him as someone who held the capacity for concern of other's personal affairs. That'd weaken his image, and he refused to become fodder for the mentally inept that sat below the Arrancar.
Grimmjow glanced back at her. "I've been out for a while," He stated, flipping the topic to something akin to her question. He had seen enough of his injuries to note the healing he'd undergone wasn't done in a dayâeven if she managed to use the gift of medical advancements on him. Speaking of which, she was lucky he was out of it for the entirety of the time he had been mended by her gentle palms. He would have fought her tooth and nail for thinking he would ever need such tools to be held together. It wouldn't have mattered even if a single cell in his body knew that she was right for the intervention. She gave the help he didn't think he needed.
The space next to him beckoned for her, even if he didn't explicitly gesture for her.
Gnawing curled in his gut. Pride kept him from admitting his own need. His hunger bothered him more than the dull ache of his injuries. Grimmjow flicked his somber, bored expression off into the wasteland below. Taking its place was the mask of confidence and pride he often wore, even in times it didn't suit him. He had already indulged her, partly himself, into caving in. Relax. Rest. Heal. Even if he hadn't been conscious for a great deal of it, he wasn't going to do more of it. He had enough. Bending was far beyond his motto. Friend or foe, Grimmjow didn't care. His conquest for strength and worthy opponents was an addiction he couldn't shakeânot like he ever tried to anyways.
He flexed his free arm. Under his skin, his muscles snapped, itching he'd go out and use them against the world. Gelid eyes narrowed. The quiet innermost voice in his core reminded him following his want was foolish. That same voice he considered naming after the former tres. Afterall, she drilled her sense of reason into him. It was only natural her words would crop up unwarranted, like some kind of infection.
"I could have made it back on my own," he began, in a sharp boast before tacking on, "Not like I haven't done it before." A proud laugh erupted from him.
Although true, he was only making it back for when they actually needed him. Most of the time he'd have his way and find himself in a new battle. A couple of new scuffs. The occasional tango with deathânot like Nelliel would know unless she stalked his every move or he slipped it in conversation. His presence was marked by compromise.
The stale air shifted with a swirl of spiritual pressured airâa seldom weather change in Hueco Mundo's endless void. The wispy wind carried Nelliel's scent back to his nostril's, which flared ever so slightly, taking it in. In that, his debt sat. And that was wrong, among other things, but his smile said his worries were his own. His losses and self-appointed quests were his own. She was already doing as much as heâd allow of her.
The dark clouds overcast were slowly but surely waved away by the ram. That was enough to motivate his resolve, yet enough to keep him close and domesticated for now.
Stepping foot on the rooftop, Nelliel watched in silence as the Sexta turned his head around to look at her over his shoulder. There was slight annoyance hidden into the two seas of ocean blue looking straight at her, but she could also tell that there was no malice or resentment mixed in it. Pretty much, the default reaction you should've expected from Grimmjow when he wanted to be alone. In a way, Nelliel could understand the sentiment, when someone would intrude into your space when you just wanted some time alone, away from anyone and everything.
As Arrancar, they were proud creatures who didn't surrender or showed their vulnerabilities to anyone, so for him to maintain that defenseless stance as she walked in on him meant that he trusted and accepted her enough to not make a fuss about it. She wasn't going to lecture him about disappearing like that, nor was she going to complain. Nelliel was simply relieved that he didn't push him away and that he didn't leave when she followed him to his safe place.
The female Arrancar would simply nod at his reply and slowly approach him, takin a seat next to Grimmjow to admire the view granted by the height they were at. "I see. I'm glad to know that yer feeling better." Just by glancing at him one would've been able to tell that the Jaguar was far from being fully healed, but at least he was in good enough of a shape to hold himself upright and walk around freely.
"What happened back in the desert... I was worried." Was all she was going to comment on the topic. Pouring salt on his wounded pride wouldn't have served either one of them, so all Nelliel wanted to send with this one line was that she cared about him and that seeing him in such a broken state hurt her as much as he had hurt his own body. She could only hope that her feelings would reach the male and that he would see too what he meant to her, that she truly cared and wasn't expecting anything in return for helping him nor did she draw some sick twisted pleasure in showing some kind of superiority by playing 'the hero'.
Nelliel was a complicated Arrancar, even more so as she seemed to still posses a large range of her former human feelings, such as empathy and compassion towards another. She might've been rusty in displaying those emotions or even understanding them herself, but something deep within her told her that she should protect and keep safe those she cared about deeply.
So was the case back with Nnoitra, but unfortunately unlike Grimmjow, the 8th Espada at the time did not understand her reasons and took her help and compassion as some sort of insult to his own shortcomings as a warrior. She didn't want to lose him, just like she didn't want to lose Grimmjow now, while she couldn't save the other male from meeting his doom, she at least wanted to make sure that history wouldn't repeat itself and lose another comrade dear to her.
After a while of silent contemplation of the wastelands below, the former Tres would return her hazel gaze back onto her friend, having felt the short movement of his body. Just as stoically, she then watched him flex his arm, the muscles tensing and stretching under his skin as he did so. Part of her would've wanted to warm him not to push his body too far too soon and that he should take it easy, but who was she kidding? This was Grimmjow were talking about, the very avatar and patron of Destruction. Telling him to take it easy and not scratch that itch of always being on the move would've been pointless and obviously foolish.
If the Sexta wanted something, he would get or do that something no matter what her or anybody else would've told him. So for now, Nelliel considered herself lucky that at least he had been wise enough as to listen to her plea for him to give his body some rest.
"I'm sure of it that at the end of the day, ye would've eventually managed to gather yourself up from the sand and limp back to Las Noches." She granted him the pleasure that she didn't doubt his capabilities, however she still wanted to accentuate how reckless he could've been in thinking he could still fend for himself in that battered state. "I just didn't like the thought of yer body laying unconscious in the desert, at the mercy of whatever wild Adjuchas or unknown threats might be lurking around."
"Yer strong Grimmjow, I don't contradict ya on that, but even ya would be smart enough to know that yer powers are useless if yer body and mind are shut down and unable to use them." Nelliel frowned in response to his prideful grin, but her expression would soon soften, unable to stay upset at the male. "On another note, I'm actually glad to have ya finally back here, even if not in the best of shapes." A warm smile would then replace the furrow of her brows.
"Las Noches feels so big and empty nowadays... The loneliness makes it feel no different from the wasteland outside its gates." Being vulnerable around someone wasn't something she'd often do either, but since Grimmjow had let his guard down for once, it was only right she'd do the same, opening her heart to him. "Truth be told, I've been missing yer presence around here. As boring and shitty as Aizen's meeting were, at least they kept us all united and together in a way. It filled that void left by the solitude of this otherwise empty place. So now, with even fewer of us remaining, it almost feels abandoned when ye and Halli are away."
He allowed himself to be submissive to calm when the former tres colonized the space beside him. Isn't this what he wanted... deep down, far past the threshold of his conscious notions of self? It was easy to discard that there could be any emotionality driving him now. He simply was and to be that he accepted that she would simply be, however or wherever that "be" was.
Nelliel's generosity in wrapping her lecture in compliments of the jaguar's fortitude elicited a smirk. Almost glad he was, that someone saw whatever warped reality his pride managed to feed his psyche. His proud expression, a mere mirage, simmered down when her words had him imagining what a pathetic, weak sight his limp body would have been. It would have been the same body saved by another that would have been at the mercy of all of the inferiority hiding in the fractured colonies left in Las Noches. A small puff of his chest. A thickening of the air. Small actions the sixth had not meant to do but did.
For a second, Grimmjow almost spat his own excess of contradictions, but it was the weird, unfamiliar unraveling of Nelliel's proper, rationale-driven composure that stopped him. He only got as far as looking directly at her side profile, curiosity softening his features. His angular, narrow eyes rounded. He transformed, for a blip into something gentle, distant from who and what he was. Then came the painful bang . . . .
Lonely? Tier had her fracciones. Nelliel had her brothers. And Grimmjow? He had no one. Not a single soul to feel a quiet closeness to. No one to share a common goal with. There was no way in hell or any realm for that matter that the former tres could even conceive the idea of loneliness. It was laughable, for her to profess as suchâand for a moment, Grimmjow thought heâd been sittingâmetaphorically, on the same level as her. They were so adrift, two contrasting souls floating in different plains. Aliens to each other. It offended him to think she could understand something that haunted him at every turn.
A bitter chortle erupted and before he could even understand what his words implied, he blurted, âYou donât even know what the fuck loneliness is!â
A statement so bold only revealed that underneath Grimmjow's rough hierro, was a weakness he couldnât shake. Killing. Scaling. That didnât scratch that itch of his and it didnât sate his undernourished soul. Such fragility should never have been the undercurrent of his reckless escapades, and yet it was. Worse was that now it had been splayed naked for Nellielâs senses to capture and do with what she pleased. He gritted his teeth and considered heâd overstayed his welcomeâgiving into whatever the hell this was between him and Nelliel would only prove to be his undoing. At least, Grimmjow told himself such, especially since heâd, by his own hubris, shared a platter of his own expansive void.
Becoming a traitor to his ideologies clenched his chest. Had he been so blind to it? His own yearning. He had something then, with his fracciones. They rallied around him. For him. They had interwoven a sense of purpose in his irrational quest for the throneâa status without real merit. Not for someone like him. Someone whose only wish was to rebel against every restraint, only to then impose the weight of his heel over the world. Without his men, the quest seemed almostâŚpointless. Inconsequential. Fitting for a thoughtless realm. Beneath Nellielâs guise, it seemed far from what he wanted.
He didnât move. Even when his primal instincts jerked him toward the lawless sands. He betrayed himself. An innate wish to sit right here and now, beside another creature, whose only real flaw was being too daft to grasp the cruelty of the world. It became a sin Grimmjow wanted to curl against, despite every cell in his body shouting at him not to. She was too hopeful and too human for a cold place such as Hueco Mundo. A bloomed flower on dry desert sand.
He slammed his hand on the rooftop, a small crack in the infrastructure webbing past his palm. âDamn,â he cursed in a shrill, his temper only festering.
That sound was enough to get him to push himself onto his feet. The sudden movement had gotten a wobble out of him. Perhaps he wasn't so strong after all. He steadied himself, quick to hurl any signs of his incomplete recovery.
"The two of you," he ramped up again, encompassing Halibel in their discussion, "Have yer own people. You must be real naive if you think makes either of us the same in any damn way. Got that?"
There were no considerations for her in his sentiment. He meant every word and backed it up with adamant passion and a bawled-up fist. The rusted chains he fettered himself with clinked and clanked in the back of his mind, calling him back onto his unforgiving path of total self-destruction. Destroy anyone and everything that wasn't conducive to his success. Grow his strength until there was nowhere else to go. Maybe then, he'd be able to escape this feeble, chilling affliction his fracciones left behind in him. Or who knows, maybe he'd fail and become one with the sands. Any which way the coin was flipped didn't matter, so as long as he freed for good.
Grimmjow turned his back to her. He was too weak in various ways to really fight her, having finally hit a wall. Just where the hell did he anticipate going? His anger had spiked his murderous intent he so frequently and carelessly inflicted on the world, but he managed to keep himself contained. Long enough to distance himself only a few feet from Nelliel. He kept himself together, with only a hoarse exhale leaving his flared nostrils.
It didn't matter what company he had now. It would all be the same to him. This life, the one he chose to embark on, was a callous one. Leaving would only affirm the one thing they knew was true, tossing aside the stubbornness of the sixth: loneliness seemed greater without the other.
I havenât posted here in a hot minute and for those expecting an editâŚsorry! I come bringing art instead.
Specifically GrimmNel art. I posted it on my art Instagram which I rarely use.
Anyways, under the cut will be what I said about the drawing and a cute little alternative version for fun.
Via Instagram âI wasnât too excited when I first sketched this. Grimm looked fine but Nelliel? She didnât look quite right, but after a bit of tweaking at the plastic surgery clinic, I made her extra bonita! â¨
Also, I was so lost on how I wanted to color this that I decided to just color and let my âartistryâ take me to the right place so to speak. Overall, Iâm just happy I draw more than just the bust-up or 3/4âs angle of a drawing. LOL
Thanks to the GrimmNel community and a long list of artists Iâve been admiring for a while, I was bestowed with the motivation to create a full, digital drawing.
OH, and the background is a photo I took a year or so ago on my sisterâs phone.
Lastly, yes Grimm is a little sunburnt. Yes he refused sunscreen. Yes, he was adamant that he didnât need it. And yes, Nelliel ended up telling him âI told you so.â â
I canât help but notice that I reference my thumb a lot for drawing so Grimmâs thumb is scarily similar to my own here LOL
OOC: Hi hi! đ I will work on chipping away at replies. Or more so, complete what I started.
Also, PicsArt is glitching out for me so I canât edit more photos without a struggle. That being said, I have enough that I just work with those until the app gets sorted out.
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She flinched, wiping her face quickly. âY-Yes, sir.â
After hearing his words, she thought then mumbled. âButâŚâ Mode finally looked up at him again.
âIf he doesnât care for me, who will?â
Aizen had given her goals, a purpose, even if it was a lie or a delusion - she couldnât imagine what sheâd do if Grimmjowâs words rang true. Go back to eating & sleeping & wandering Hueco Mundo aimlessly & endlessly? She didnât want that kind of life anymore. âMaster Aizen is all I have.â
Sheâs gotta be batshit crazy. That was the only conclusion Grimmjow could come up with over her dependence on Aizen. Granted, he only been recruited under the pretense of increased power. This work was just the sexta's ways of repaying what was given to him. He had no notions on what Pe's life was likeânot like he cared.
"'The fuck you need him for?" He asked, not truly vying for a response. It was a question that slipped from him unpromptedâwithout him getting a chance to think over it first.
Her desperation made little sense to him. It was a weak trait, something that could ultimately get her killed if she were thrown into the middle of the cadaverous desert.
Grimmjow couldnât anymoreââcouldnât hold his weight that is. He had pushed his body past his limits, his muscles fatigued and achy, too weak even for something as simple as parting his lips. Against even his own stubborn wants, his weight shifted onto Nelliel. She was strong and steady and he was but a tumble weed, incapable of mirroring her physical stability. Even the stale air was enough to tip him over.
Fortunately, his vulnerability made it so that she could guide him to somewhere grounded, his languid, heavy steps doing little to propel him anywhere. Ahead was a rock for him, on which he nearly collapsed, but he caught himself. Some of his vigor returned with the anchor below his feet doing the most of the heavy lifting. Although, that was more of his own delusion than anything. There was no motivation for anything, even if he desperately convinced himself otherwise.
Exhaustion dripped off his fevered skin, and his eyelids hung. The last thing he wanted to do was argue. More than anything his body, against his wishes, craved the plush comfort of rest. He dropped his blade and forced his hands onto his knees, muscled arms taut with tension. He grunted in displeasure, slowly adjusting to his brusque posture and her words. Eventually, he brought his head up just enough to address her.
âI get by just fine on my own,â he said, although it wasnât exactly true.
He was accustomed to trekking these sands alone and used to looking around and having no one to rally around him. His pack, so to speak, died by his own impulsivity. Luck or fate had kept him alive and lonelyâânot that heâd ever admit to such a thing. It was insulting to even think that something other than his strength kept him afloat, and yet, the thought flicked across his mind.
Despite his desires to continue without companionship, Nelliel was here in typical altruist fashion, trying to get him to think of better for himselfââas if she truly knew any better. Whoâs to say her morals stood in line with what is correct? What if all they did was truncate her power? But he was too much of a beast for someone as tame as she was.
He thought he had a hold of himself, even thinking he was perfectly solid, but he swayed in his spot on the rock. His arms trembled and the desert in his throat had him cursing at himself. Shit, shit, shit! He thought.
Instead of becoming feral, his condition subdued him further. He folded over, his forearms on his knees. Wild blues closed themselves off to the world at his feet.
Becoming submissive to his needs, he half-conciously confessed, âIâm tired.â
He hadnât passed out, but he might as well have. Grimmjow admitted in two simple words that he, in fact, wanted whatever repose she could afford him. The companionship. Her. Halibel. The palace. Anything would do for now. He didnât need to keep fighting, at least, not until he recuperated. His goals could sit on hold.
Nelliel continued to watch him with her watchful gaze as the male could barely hold himself upright on the rock. Even sitting down looked like a gargantuan task for the former Sexta Espada in his current fatigued state, which only served to solidify her belief that the male was in desperate need of rest. Yet, Grimmjow would continue contradicting her words and claiming he was alright and good on his own, negating the obvious truth that he was in such a rough state that he could barely even function.
In other circumstances, Nelliel would have crossed her arms at her chest in a stern manner, shooting him a serious look before launching herself into another speech, scolding the other for his recklessness. Just look at yourself! You're fine on your own? Then how come you can barely hold your own weight even when doing the simplest of acts like that of sitting down? You aren't fooling anyone but yourself if you think anyone with two good eyes and of sane mind would believe that you're okay right now! She probably would have told him, her irritation fueled by the worry she held for him, but the female refrained. Nell was upset, but she wanted to help her comrade, not push him away. So instead, the former Tres took a deep breath and bent down to help pick up Pantera from the coarse white sands.
And her choice was the right one, because no sooner as she picked up the zanpakuto, Grimmjow's body had finally decided to give way under the tired weight of its fatigued bones. So Nelliel was quick to catch him before he'd end up hurting himself in the fall. "Grimmjow, just what in the world..." The words came followed by a gasp, her eyes now wide and expression frozen in stark shock upon realizing that the Jaguar had actually fainted. "Grimmjow?! Hey, ya alright? For Heaven's sake... Grimmjow!" The initial worry morphed into panic, as she felt the male's body go limp into her arms, all sorts of dark thoughts running now through her mind at the mere idea that he might've wore himself out to death.
It wasn't so much so the act of fainting itself that landed this kind of visceral reaction from her, but rather the fact that the only other time Nelliel had seen Grimm in such a rough state to the point of losing conscience was at the end of the Sexta's battle with the substitute Shinigami, when she nearly thought that she'd be losing him. It was a kind of reminder that evoked a trauma based reaction at the memory of those past events. But Nelliel had to stay strong and keep her cool. Spiraling into a panic attack right now wouldn't have done either of the any favor. She was no longer a tiny defenseless child who could only pray for a miracle to happen like back then. Now, in her adult form, she was at her full strength and could do much more than just stand by and cry, so instead, the female was quick to act and checked for Grimmjow's pulse. She knew he couldn't have been dead, but she still needed to check for her own peace of mind and to know if, need be, she had to give him any first aid. And there it was... The pulse of life still beating faintly underneath her fingertips.
Nelliel could breath a sigh of relief. "My word! Ye'd scared me to death there for a moment! Ya really can't give me a break, can't ya? This is the second and hopefully the last time I'll have to do this because of yer recklessness, Grimm!" Another sigh rolled off her lips as the ram Arrancar used all her strength to pick her friend up and plopped him over her shoulder to carry him. "Yer really going to owe me big time, Grimm! But for now, let's just go back home. Hali and the others are anxiously waiting for us. Everyone will be happy to welcome their king back after such a long time! We missed ya!"
The next time Grimmjow would be waking up, he was going to find himself in the comforting embrace of warm sheets and pillows, in the safety of his chambers in Las Noches, with a now sleeping Nell knelt on the floor on his side, holding his hand and resting her own tired head onto his arm. It would be only later that he'd learn she didn't leave his side one second since the moment she stepped foot back into the castle with him, till then, as she kept watch to make sure his state was going to turn for the better and not for the worst.
Grimmjow hadn't given away to his exhaustion just yet. His thoughts were but a faint humming when the former Tres caught him. When she expressed her worry, his ability to replyâto confessâno, to fight against her despite his admission died. He was limp, against her shoulder. Face overtaken by a mossy-green sea. Her voice a muddle mess. Under normal circumstances, he would never have been so weak and cowardly as to admit needing help. The jaguar would have dragged himself behind some rubble and rest until his body grouped up enough strength to head back homeâback to the palace.
Somehow, his brain had been awake enough, not to capture her words, but to register her scent. He normally sat slicked with the odor of a warriorâsweat laden swirled with musk, but she carried regality in her aroma. Clean. Floral in its quality. It was peace and it contrasted his turbulence, subduing him into a profound, well-needed slumber.
Like a ragdoll, Grimmjow crashed into the plushness of his bed. Or hers. He didn't know. It was all the same to him in his condition. However, there was an innate knowing that his body had been whisked to safety. In his slumber, his parted lips let out a deep breath. His eternally furrowed brows had relaxed, a faint crease sitting between them. The flowery cloud in his midst keeping his senses tame.
Waking moments were far and few between. Lucidity flickered like a dream, which Grimmjow convinced himself it had to be. He'd cracked one dulled blue eye of his open, instinctively squeezed the hand holding his before falling back into his mind's dark repose. Other times he was greeted by the rare treat of wakefulness, his condition earned his onlookers a once in a lifetime glimpse into vulnerability. He grunted. Groaned. Incapable of concealing his physical hurt.
By the time he had finally woken up in full, solitude was there keeping the room cold. No longer burdened by his tiredness, Grimmjow hauled himself upright in bed. The weak were afforded the privilege in continuing to sit in luxuries such as this. He was, in his own generous self-consideration, too strong to sit idle. Made to be clawing his way through the world. Pinged by what he thought to be the illusory memory of support, he examined his palm. Just what the hell was that? Logic forged a lousy excuse, calling that "dream" a sign he needed more training to eradicate whatever his mind was thinking up.
Not until he learned Nelliel had, in fact, been faithful to his side, only leaving for a brief moment. Long enough for him to wake and get out of bed.
"She's stupid," he said, only to himself, on the other hand, reminding himself that now, he had debt that required being repaid in full. Nelliel had seen him in total depravity and rather than taking advantage of his inferiority, she kept him well accompanied. That alone merited he do somethingâanything of equal value. Stupid was just the easy word. The one that would help him maintain an emotional distance as he preferred for the sake of survival.
Still bogged by injury, Grimmjow retreated to the solitary top of the palace, thinking he'd be able to shake off those green tresses his face had slumped over days prior. His scent wasn't that of the battlefield. It was her. All her. That damned cleanly aroma. Yet, he didn't fight to cleanse himself.
Just as Grimmjow straightened himself, a furious grumble in his core warned that his idleness required he work to sate his appetite. In the same wind, Nelliel's plea that he go spend time at the palace resurfaced. She was right. He was seldom present for their attempts to play human. Almost swayed by his hunger, he shook his head in total repulsion.
"King's don't play house," he muttered under his breath.
If Grimmjow would've still had the strength in him to stand upright and challenge her, a part of Nelliel had the strong feeling that she would've ended up kicking his ass an giving him a good enough reason to faint and complain. Just seeing him like that had been the proverbial straw that broke the camel's back with her patience towards his recklessness. He was their king, their comrade and their precious friend, yet he never acknowledge any of their feelings and worries towards him, which to some extent frustrated the ram. Hallibel would've been more lenient in her stance on the matter, arguing that the Jaguar was too much of a free spirit to be kept between four walls and made to complete mundane tasks, sorting through papers, Hollow and Arrancar alike, in the mission of rehabilitating what once was their rightful kingdom.
If he was still conscious enough to feel her soft floral scent and feel the brush of her long locks of hair on his cheek and the soft breeze blowing through his hair, then Grimmjow might've been able to also hear the click of her tongue, a gesture that Nelliel only did when her patience was at its end meet.
She was an understanding woman, very balanced and rational in her thinking, having always been then one to advocate for morality and the right thing to do. But at the same time, she wasn't one to stand by and allow her fellow teammate destroy themselves either. So, weather Grimmjow liked it or not, he was coming back with her and he was going to take a well deserved break, one long enough to make sure his body would be back to its prime. And all under her watchful eye, cause Nelliel was determined not to leave his side by any chance.
"Yer staying here until ya get well again and I ain't gonna take no for an answer!" Was the last thing he'd hear her say before she plopped his rad doll like body down onto the bed, then went to procure the necessary tools to tend to his battered and beaten body. Arrancar and Hollow were capable of healing themselves on their own, but the weaker one's body was, the longer it took for the healing to be effective, so there was no harm in speeding up the process with some medicinal ointments and such.
They had been lucky enough to have managed to establish somewhat of a peace treaty with Seireitei and Gotei 13 so that their transit between the human world and Hueco Mundo for resupplying wouldn't be viewed as a crime. With Aizen now defeated and the balance between the three realms reinstated, it was into everyone's best interest that each population would be able to thrive and maintain itself afloat. With the recent events that cost them many of the Espada numbers and their fracciones, Hueco Mundo was at the risk of heading into demographic collapse, which would've put the other two realms in danger too (each realm had its own purpose and so, even if Shinigami didn't appreciate the Hollows and their misdeeds in the human realm, they knew too that their existance served its own purpose), so it was best that there wouldn't be any more casualties for the Hollows.
That allowed the new leadership consisting of Hallibel, her fracciones and Nelliel to make occasional journeys between the realms and buy supplies from Urahara. The former Reaper had some really handy items in stock, with which they could rebuild some of Las Noches' broken systems and save as many of their people with his medicine. Urahara was also the one who built the little device helping Nelliel maintain her adult form for an indefinite amount of time, so she had more than one reason to be grateful for his existence and collaboration. And now his medical supplies were going to help her friend get back onto his feet.
And so, Nelliel tried her best to mend his wounds and sprained muscles, before taking a seat down onto the floor and taking his hand into hers, squeezing it in an affectionate manner which the female hoped would send across to him that he wasn't alone and she was there for him. Who knows for how long she'd then stayed like that, gazing over his sleeping figure, admiring the serenity of his now relaxed features, before laying her head down too for some sleep of her own. It was only much much later that the former Tres woke up and after making sure that Grimmjow was still safe, she made a short departure from the room to grab something to eat and drink some water.
If only she would've known that he'd be waking up in that fraction of a minute she was away, maybe Nelliel would've refrained her own needs a bit longer to be there and assist him when the Jaguar would come back to his senses. But all she could do now, when she'd returned to the room to find it empty, was to curse under her breath and try her best not to blame herself for her own stupidity.
"Grimmjow!" She called out into the vast empty hallways, pace quickened as the green-haired woman began her search for the male. She had a slight hunch where Grimmjow might've gone, but at the same time she couldn't help but worry again.
Heh... Funny how lately she'd been experiencing this particular feeling way more often than she normally would've, and all because a very thick skulled feline who couldn't understand his own physical body's limits. The thought made her lips curl into a faint smile, bemused by it, before returning to that somber seriosity so characteristic to her.
Luckily, the former Sexta was feline based, which meant that, like any cat out there, he would be seeking the safety of the highest spot in the whole place.
So it didn't take long before Nelliel headed for the most logical place: the rooftops of Las Noches. And there he was, shooting the wind while being seated down, his expression marked by his deep toughts.
"Ah, here ye were... For a moment I thought ya'd left again for that damned dunes..." Nelliel heaved a sigh of relief, but maintained her position at the top of the stairs, as if afraid that if she made any step closer, the male would run away again.
When Nelliel caught him, his eyes sat unfixed, one of his legs hanging off the building. The other bent, providing space for his elbow to rest and his face to meet his hand. His brows tensed. His frown deepened. The impressive height he sat on didn't seem so tall and secluded anymore, yet he didn't move to reclaim what she robbed from him by showing up. He, like many enemies he killed in his day, sat defenseless, in an act of self-penance, expecting some kind of lecture as she was accustomed to handing out as though it were a party favor of sorts.
Ruminating was a displaced act, more befitting of someone like Nelliel or Halibel, but not Grimmjow. He couldn't afford to busy his mind with the idea of caring for another. No, it was more like he couldn't allow for others to see him as someone who held the capacity for concern of other's personal affairs. That'd weaken his image, and he refused to become fodder for the mentally inept that sat below the Arrancar.
Grimmjow glanced back at her. "I've been out for a while," He stated, flipping the topic to something akin to her question. He had seen enough of his injuries to note the healing he'd undergone wasn't done in a dayâeven if she managed to use the gift of medical advancements on him. Speaking of which, she was lucky he was out of it for the entirety of the time he had been mended by her gentle palms. He would have fought her tooth and nail for thinking he would ever need such tools to be held together. It wouldn't have mattered even if a single cell in his body knew that she was right for the intervention. She gave the help he didn't think he needed.
The space next to him beckoned for her, even if he didn't explicitly gesture for her.
Gnawing curled in his gut. Pride kept him from admitting his own need. His hunger bothered him more than the dull ache of his injuries. Grimmjow flicked his somber, bored expression off into the wasteland below. Taking its place was the mask of confidence and pride he often wore, even in times it didn't suit him. He had already indulged her, partly himself, into caving in. Relax. Rest. Heal. Even if he hadn't been conscious for a great deal of it, he wasn't going to do more of it. He had enough. Bending was far beyond his motto. Friend or foe, Grimmjow didn't care. His conquest for strength and worthy opponents was an addiction he couldn't shakeânot like he ever tried to anyways.
He flexed his free arm. Under his skin, his muscles snapped, itching he'd go out and use them against the world. Gelid eyes narrowed. The quiet innermost voice in his core reminded him following his want was foolish. That same voice he considered naming after the former tres. Afterall, she drilled her sense of reason into him. It was only natural her words would crop up unwarranted, like some kind of infection.
"I could have made it back on my own," he began, in a sharp boast before tacking on, "Not like I haven't done it before." A proud laugh erupted from him.
Although true, he was only making it back for when they actually needed him. Most of the time he'd have his way and find himself in a new battle. A couple of new scuffs. The occasional tango with deathânot like Nelliel would know unless she stalked his every move or he slipped it in conversation. His presence was marked by compromise.
The stale air shifted with a swirl of spiritual pressured airâa seldom weather change in Hueco Mundo's endless void. The wispy wind carried Nelliel's scent back to his nostril's, which flared ever so slightly, taking it in. In that, his debt sat. And that was wrong, among other things, but his smile said his worries were his own. His losses and self-appointed quests were his own. She was already doing as much as heâd allow of her.
The dark clouds overcast were slowly but surely waved away by the ram. That was enough to motivate his resolve, yet enough to keep him close and domesticated for now.
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Aizen had sent her away, Mode standing outside the door. She saw someone approaching. Pe wasnât fluent in the ranks & names of her masterâs personal army yet.
âHeâs only allowing his strongest espada to see him right now.â Pe told Grimmjow. She just knew this arrancar wasnât in the top 3. This was a weaker one.
Grimmjow had to come forth to the lord for reasons concerning only Aizen. He was simply following orders, which thus far had been rareââunheard of. Being faced by Mode, who stood between his destination and reaching a conclusion to his mission, Grimmjow was ready to whip the woman to one side.
Piercing blue hues sharpened themselves in her direction with the comment. His blood already beginning to sizzle, and bubble. The strongest? Grimmjow was an espada and this monkey business concerning ranks infuriated him.
Weak? There was nothing weak here. If anything crushing this woman here and now would be easy.
Grimmjowâs brash impulsiveness made him inch forward. âTch!â He clicked his tongue, the sound bouncing off the walls. âThe hell do I look like? Iâll show you!â He continued in a hiss, a hand moving to her collar.
Not once did he ever take lightly to inaccurate, offensive words, even if the woman before him was quite the impressive sight. That didnât stop him, much less sway him.
Her eyes widened large as she was grabbed, fully knowing she had made a mistake. Mode grabbed his hands, trying to loosen his grip in futility.
âI-Iâm sorry. He told me to only allow certain numbers in to see him right now.â Pe had falsely assumed they were ranks, not birth order.
âYours wasnât on his list. Maybe come back in a little while?â Pe squeaked.
She wasnât a fighter; her mask had never even transformed into a useful weapon like other arrancarâs had. Just a small sword she had never even used.
âI didnât say those words earlier to intentionally anger you, Number 6. I misspoke. I apologize.â
The male wasnât one to let go so easily. His explosive temperament meant that at times, heâd act before taking a second to think of himself and his actions. He was, in a literal sense, a sensitive bomb without a timer. At any moment heâd go BOOM! And that was that. His grip on her only tightened as she tried to fight against him.
However, Grimmjow wasnât exactly the kind to fight against weakness either. He carried a certain code, one that proclaimed that his opponents needed to be on equal footing, so as he listened, his jaw clenched, but his bawled up hand loosened, letting go the fabric of her collar.
A sharp breath left him.
âYa damn right,â he muttered.
Had she been someone easy to hate, he might have just killed her right then and there. Except, she was no Loly. That woman drove him up a wall, but Pe was different. A weakling all the same, but different. On the other hand, when Grimmjow didnât want to let go, he persisted in other ways.
âYa know so much about what Aizen wants, so why the hellâs he lettinâ certain people in?â The way he asked was casual, still carrying some sense of aggressionââthe kind anyone needed to be cautious about. One wrong word and he be set off once again, but he contained himself.
âI thinkâŚâ Mode thought back. She had been dozing off after being fed, her head on his lap to be pet. What did Aizen say? âIt had something to do with map charting. If anything was happening anywhere in Hueco Mundo, he wanted to know about it. Thatâs why heâs sending people out - to explore.â Pe assumed this wasnât a secret if she knew about it. Mode figured the strongest would get it done the quickest & best so it was obvious to send them.
In reality, this is what she has been told by her master. Although it was a lie, she had no reason to question it. What he was really doing was far detached from her knowledge.
âThatâs all I know. He told me to stand watch right here and not let anyone in, except those 3.â
It was yet another ruse. Aizen had just wanted some time to himself so he had sent Mode away.
Grimjow's lips twitched. Eyes narrowed. He took in her answer. Aizen was always up to something, that much Grimmjow knew to be true. However, Hueco Mundo was a vast land with what felt like no beginning and no end. He knew their ruler was assured of that. This wasteland had already been mapped far before the construction of the palace. It was the antecedent of the Arrancar army's establishment.
She was clueless. Not a liar. At least that much Grimmjow surmised. The door behind the woman invited him to burst through, but for what it was worth Aizen would turn him submissive if he triedâif Pe somehow had power to force his hand before he'd get anywhere.
His jaw jutted from one side to the other. "You're naive if you think he'd tell you shit," he scoffed.
Back then, when Aizen had just defected from the Shinigami, and had a humble army going, Grimmjow recalled missions based on recruiting power. In the present tense, this had to be one of those moments. Right? Not like there were more fish to catch in Hueco Mundo anyways. Hell, Grimmjow had already tried to find worthy opponents. He'd have known if there was anymore "talent" for their Lord.
Something in his expression changed. A spark glittered in his eye. Taunting perhaps?
"Why's he really got you out here, huh?" He wasn't necessarily asking her. If anything, he was getting her to question their ruler as much as he had.
He moved to brush past her, making it toward the door once more.
She flinched. âHeâs never lied to me beforeâŚâ Pe mumbled, but she had no reason to doubt her Master. Why would he lie to her? And would he? Possible doubt made her squirm internally.
Mode discarded the uncomfortable thought.
But then she panicked, grabbing his arm. âPlease donât.â The arrancar shook her head. The woman was scared, not wanting to have to try to stop him. Her heart began to race.
Her touch stiffened him. Just what the hell did she think she was doing? Grabbing him like that. Like she had permission. Grimmjow spun around, freeing his arm from her grasp, his force pushing against her. His fire burning in her direction.
"Yer askin' for a fight," he said, his voice brash, coarse. A total threat.
His fury spiked his spiritual pressure, a subconscious imposition on the female. If he fought her here and now, would Aizen stop him? That thought kept him as docile as you could get a feral beast to be. He was a bomb without a precise timer.
After taking a few steps back, she got down on her knees & bowed as low as possible. âPlease forgive me! I have to follow Master Aizenâs orders. I have to! Please donât go in that room!!â
To her, Aizenâs words were everything. She couldnât even fathom what would happen if she didnât guard the door, as instructed.
Pe couldnât cope with the possibility of rejection from her Master.
Grimmjow softened. It wasnât pity that coaxed him to stray from battle. Her cries puzzled himâfrom an outsiderâs perspective, itâd seem as though concern possessed him. Such an emotion was foreign to him, so this was in some ways resignation.
He wasnât going to fight someone with no notion of self defense. As her panicked words struck a faulty nerve, Grimmjowâs temper flicked off.
âEnough!â His voice boomed. âQuit yer cryinâ or Iâll blow you to bits!â
He couldnât stand to bear witness to weakness. The resolve he laced himself withâthe one he wore as though it were grandiosity, was reduced to some egregious submission. He stuffed his hands in his pockets, using the clothed sanctuary as a means to keep him from exercising physical violence.
âAizen doesnât give a ratsâ ass about ya or anyone. Getting worked up like that is only going to get ya killed,â he lectured.