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An attempt at cod price, don't know if I like the coloring but posting anyway cause I'm lazy.
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Can we please get a look into her realizing how much money he throws at aspects of his life? The gear and clothing they wear in the games is so expensive (like $400 for a pair of pants expensive) and it would be funny to see reader's reaction to this information
PLEASE because I am always blown away at how expensive military gear is. Genuinely. What do you mean a mag pouch starts at twenty dollars???
I feel like after years of being military, Graves is so casual about it. Very much a firm believer of "Buy once, cry once" when it comes to good gear.
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You are trying to be helpful.
That is the important thing.
Phillip has been gone for three days, and when he gets back, he drops his gear in the laundry room like a man who has never once considered the emotional burden of whoever has to wash tactical clothing. Which is to say, he leaves a pile of black fabric, mud, dust, sweat, and whatever else you are choosing not to identify sitting beside the washer with a casual, โDonโt worry about that, baby, Iโll get it later.โ
Later, with Phillip, can mean anything from after dinner to next fiscal quarter.
So you do it.
Because you love him. Because you are nice. Because you are apparently the kind of woman who has married into the military-industrial laundry complex.
The shirt is easy enough. The gloves go to the side because they look expensive and vaguely hostile. The socks are disgusting, but manageable. The pants, however, are a whole separate operation.
Mostly because Phillip Graves has never emptied a pocket in his life.
You swear the man treats his tactical pants like a mobile filing cabinet. Every pocket has something in it. Pens. A half-used notebook with a bent cover. Loose change. A lighter. Two receipts so faded they look archaeological. A handful of zip ties. A wrapper. A tiny screwdriver. Some little red plastic thing you are not even going to ask about. One single cough drop covered in lint.
You stand there at the washer, pulling object after object out of his pockets, getting more offended by the second.
โEvery time,โ you mutter. โEvery damn time.โ
You check one thigh pocket and find another pen.
Of course.
You check the back pocket and find a folded sticky note with coordinates on it.
Sure. Normal husband things.
By the time you finally get the pants empty, you are irritated enough that you are no longer handling them with the tender respect they apparently require.
That is probably where things go wrong.
There is bleach on the counter because you had been dealing with towels earlier, and when you shift the pants to toss them into the wash, the bottle tips just enough.
Not a lot.
Just enough.
We know Phillip likes to be in control of himself, his actions, be aware of everything. So I doubt he'd get drunk enough to be loose and wild. Buuuuuuut what about a dental procedure that's much needed (he took a beating on an OP) and results in him being... A little woozy. Much woozy. Or if there's any other scenario you might prefer? Or just being drunk? lmao I just want to see him act like a goof once and we get to take care of him and listen to him babble
Immediately this sparked so many ideas in my head. I will definitely be circluing around to writing a "Phillip gets drunk at a friend's bachelor party and you need to come pick his country ass up before he gets kicked from the club" but for now here's this...
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The call comes just after midnight. The name โOsmond Ryanโ flashes, making you squint at the bright light as it burns into your eyes.
You know it is bad before you answer. Nobody from Shadow Company calls you after midnight with good news.
โMrs. Graves?โ
You are already sitting up.
โOz?โ
โPhillipโs alive,โ he says first.
would u say graves has a high or low sex drive? Tbh he comes across to me as someone with a high sex drive since hes always away
Ooooh, I actually do think Graves has a high sex drive, yes.
But not in a reckless, immature, canโt-keep-it-in-his-pants kind of way. That is not really how I picture him. Graves is too controlled for that. Too disciplined. Too aware of himself. He is not walking around acting desperate or letting every pretty woman with a smile derail his entire brain.
But I do think he is a very physical man.
Like, very.
He likes touch. He likes closeness. He likes tension. He likes the slow build of it before anything even happens. I think he likes the game of it.
The eye contact across a room, the hand at your lower back, the way he can lean in just enough for you to feel his voice against your ear, the private little comments that sound innocent to everyone else but absolutely are not.
I think Graves enjoys wanting. He enjoys being wanted. He enjoys knowing he can make someone nervous with barely any effort. And I think, when he is actually attached to someone, that physical hunger becomes a lot more intense because it is not just about sex anymore. It is about you.
That is where the emotional part comes in for me.
Because Graves is gone a lot. He is not a normal boyfriend with a normal schedule and a normal job where he can come home every night at six and talk about his day. He disappears. He goes quiet. He has things he cannot explain, places he cannot bring you, calls he cannot answer, nights where you are lying there alone wondering if he is safe and he is somewhere across the world forcing himself not to think too hard about how badly he wants to be home.
And I do think he handles it on his own when he has to.
Like, he is not above that at all. He is a grown man with a high sex drive and a woman at home he misses badly. There are plenty of times when he is far from home, just aching to feel something soft to relieve some of the stress. I actually think that is very in character for him. He is disciplined, not dead. There are only so many nights he can spend alone in some hotel room, safehouse, base, or wherever the hell this contract has him, thinking about your voice and your skin and the way you looked at him before he left. How warm the bed is when you kiss him, soft and needy before he gently tugs you on top of him, pushing his sweatpants down.
So yeah, I think he takes care of it when he needs to. Quietly. Privately. Practically, even. But I donโt think that fully fixes the ache of it, because it is not just release he wants when he is attached to someone. It is closeness. It is your body. Your warmth. Your little sounds. Your hands on him. The feeling of being wanted by the person he actually wants back.
That is the difference.
He can handle the physical side on his own.
He cannot recreate you.
So when he finally is home, I do not think it is casual.
I think it hits him.
He walks through the door and suddenly all that restraint he has been living on starts to crack. The smell of the house. The sound of your voice. The way you look at him when you realize he is really there. The fact that he can finally touch you without imagining it. He can finally put his hands on something soft. Something warm. Something that belongs to him in the most intimate, chosen way.
And I donโt mean โbelongs to himโ in a weird ownership way. I mean in the way that you are his person. His home. The one thing he does not have to command, buy, strategize, or survive. The one place where he can stop being a weapon for a second and just be a man who missed his woman.
So yes, I think being away makes it worse.
A lot worse.
Because Graves can compartmentalize. He is good at it. He can lock hunger away when he has to. He can go without. He can focus on the mission, the money, the contracts, the danger, the logistics. He can be professional. He can be composed. He can sit in a room full of people and look completely unaffected.
But that does not mean he is not thinking about you.
That does not mean there are not moments where it slips in. Some quiet moment in a hotel room. The middle of the night when the adrenaline has finally worn off. Sitting in the back of a car, staring out the window, remembering the way you looked at him the morning he left. The shirt you wore. The way your mouth felt. The way you said his name when you were half-asleep and didnโt want him to go.
I think he carries that with him. He just does not let it show.
So when he gets back, all of that control has somewhere to go.
And I think that is what makes his sex drive feel so intense to me. It is not frantic. It is not boyish. It is not him acting like he has no self-control.
It is the opposite.
It is a man who has had too much self-control for too long.
A man who has been away, busy, dangerous, untouchable, unreadable.
And then he comes home to you, shuts the door behind him, and suddenly he does not want to be controlled anymore. He wants to touch. He wants to kiss. He wants to hear you. He wants to be reminded that he is alive and wanted and home.
I think he would be very patient when he wants to be, too. That is part of the appeal. He is not rushing because he does not know what he is doing. He knows exactly what he is doing. He knows how to take his time. He knows how to make the anticipation worse. He knows how to make you feel like he has been thinking about this for days, because he probably has.
There is something very Graves to me about him coming home and acting calm for maybe five minutes. Setting his bag down. Asking how youโve been. Letting you fuss over him a little. Letting you pretend you are not staring at him like you missed him so badly it made you mad.
And then he gets close enough that the whole room changes.
That is the vibe.
Not โI need sex constantly or Iโll die.โ
More like, โI have been thinking about getting my hands on you since the second I left, and I was polite enough not to say that before dinner.โ
So yes, high sex drive. Definitely.
But controlled. Adult. Focused. Emotional under the surface.
He can wait.
He can behave.
He can go without when he has to.
He can handle it himself when distance makes him desperate enough.
But when he is home, when he has missed you, when the door is locked and the rest of the world finally cannot get to him?
Yeah.
I do not think that man is casual about wanting you.
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a question- do u think graves has a strong type/preference in women? like a certain look obsession? or is he more chill than that, what do u think?
i heard southern dudes kinda collectively have a thing for pamela anderson and her lookalikes, not sure how true that is, how do you picture graves in that regard? im not asking a strong 'blonde or a brunette' thing, but u know, some fixation he has in his head?
i hope its not a weird question ^^
Not weird at all!! I actually think this is a really fun question, especially because the way I picture Graves, Shadow Company isnโt just some secret military operation. Itโs a company. A serious company. Heโs the CEO, heโs rich-rich, heโs powerful, he knows how to work a room, and I do think thereโs a public-facing side of him that people forget about sometimes.
So with that in mind, I absolutely think Graves has dated beautiful women. Like, model beautiful. Women who end up photographed near him outside of restaurants or clubs, women with perfect hair and designer dresses and a glass of champagne in their hand. I can see him having a little bit of a reputation for that, honestly. Not necessarily in a messy tabloid way, but in that โwho is the woman leaving with Phillip Graves?โ kind of way.
And I do think some of those women were probably known-known. Models, socialites, actresses, influencers, the kind of women where you Google him out of curiosity and suddenly youโre staring at some old photo of him outside a private club with his hand on the lower back of a Victoriaโs Secret angel and you have to sit there likeโฆ okay. Cool. Normal. Fine. Totally not spiraling.
Which, honestly, I could see being a whole conversation between him and reader.
Like she finds one of those pictures and tries to be normal about it, and heโs so casual because to him it was years ago and barely registers as a real relationship. Heโs just like, โOh, yeah. That was back when I was seeing Becky.โ
And sheโs like, โSeeing Becky. Right. Becky the supermodel?โ
And heโs just looking at her like she has lost her mind because, to him, it was a fling. Fun, pretty, temporary, not that deep.
I think thatโs the important part for me. I do not picture him as a man who was out there having grand, soul-shattering romances with every beautiful woman he was photographed with. I think a lot of it was casual. He likes women. He likes sex. He likes flirting. He likes chemistry. He likes having a beautiful woman on his arm and a good night that doesnโt need to become a whole emotional ordeal.
And honestly, casual probably worked for him for a long time. Graves does not exactly have an easy life to date around. He disappears. He keeps secrets. He cannot always say where he is, what he is doing, when he will be back, or if he is coming back in one piece. That does not make him easy boyfriend material. So I think for a long time, he kept things light because light was manageable.
A fling does not need to know everything. A fling does not need to be folded into all the ugly, complicated parts of his life. A fling can be fun, beautiful, intense, and over before it starts asking too much of him.
But I donโt think that means he has one strict physical type.
To me, Graves is too grown and too experienced for that. I donโt picture him as a man who is only into blondes, or only into brunettes, or only into one specific body type. I think he has absolutely been around enough beautiful women to know that beauty by itself is not rare in his world. He can find pretty anywhere. He can pay for access to pretty. He can walk into a room and have beautiful women notice him.
If anything, I think that kind of lifestyle would make physical beauty less defining for him, not more. When you have been around enough gorgeous women, gorgeous becomes less shocking. It is still nice, obviously. He still notices. He still appreciates a bombshell. I can absolutely see him understanding the appeal of that sun-kissed, glamorous, Pamela Anderson type of beauty, especially with the Southern man of it all.
But I donโt think that is his fixation. I donโt think he sees a woman who does not fit that mold and suddenly loses interest.
I think what actually gets under his skin is presence.
He likes a woman who can hold his attention after the first impression. Someone who does not just look good on his arm, but can sit across from him and make him want to keep talking. Someone with warmth, confidence, humor, and a little bit of bite. Someone who is feminine without being helpless, soft without being weak, and not so easily impressed by him that he gets bored.
Because the thing is, I think a lot of people are impressed by Graves. The money, the confidence, the reputation, the voice, the authority, the way he carries himself. He is used to people responding to that. He is used to people wanting the fantasy of him.
So the woman who really gets to him is not necessarily the one who fits some perfect visual mold. It is the one who sees all of that and still treats him like a man. Not a bank account, not a title, not a fantasy, not a war story. Just Phillip.
That, to me, would be the difference between someone he has fun with and someone he cannot shake.
So yes, I think he has preferences. I think he likes beauty, polish, femininity, confidence, and a woman who knows how to carry herself. I think he has probably had his share of glamorous flings and pretty women photographed beside him. But I donโt think Graves is sitting there with a checklist of hair color, body type, or exact features.
I think his real โtypeโ is a woman who makes him feel like he has met his match in a softer, more intimate way. Someone he wants to protect, but not because she is incapable. Someone he wants to spoil, but not because she needs to be bought. Someone who can be sweet with him and still call him on his shit.
He can have fun with beauty.
But he falls for presence.
And he remembers the woman who lingers in his head after she leaves.
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whats the first day back from the hospital with the baby like.. ๐ฅน
Oh, this one hurts in the softest way. Because I think the first day home is quiet.
Exhausted. Tender. A little surreal in that newborn way where the whole world looks exactly the same, except there is suddenly a three-day-old baby running the entire house.
And Phillip?
Phillip is trying so hard to look like he has it handled.
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The hospital part is a blur to him.
Discharge takes forever. Or maybe it takes no time at all. He genuinely cannot remember.
He remembers papers. Instructions. A nurse explaining feeding times and diapers and temperature and safe sleep with the patience of a woman who has clearly seen terrified first-time fathers before.
He remembers asking too many questions.
He remembers you sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, moving slowly and carefully, still sore, still exhausted, still somehow more beautiful than he knew what to do with.
He remembers the baby sleeping through nearly all of it, rude and perfect, bundled in his little blanket with his hat slipping down his forehead.
His son.
That thought still catches in him.
His son.
missing him like a mf,, graves ily
i need to draw him more. sighhhh,,, but quick doodle for now :]
yes graves sketches instead of doing work
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Oh this is such PEAK SAUCEEEEEE!!! ๐ฃ
Drawing him feels like home.
my reaction to the mw4 trailer.......
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I better see them in mwiv
Fem Phillip Graves cause im a gooner
I need more COD friends. Maybe.
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