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i set out with the intention to capture the feeling from the girl in speak that Kristen stewart movie. i watched it when i was 15 and i felt like i was watching a mirror. i alway felt unheard as a kid and when looking back at my childhood now there’s a lot of static. it’s not something i have fond memories of, it’s just lonely. i went through a similar experience as the protagonist and those feelings crippled me during high school.

with this playlist i wanted to encapsulate the feeling not of loneliness but of like being so in between u don’t know who u are and u can’t feel anything anymore. there’s a lot of whatever dad, mojave 3, florist, vashti bunyan, and more

i hope you like it and kind of get the vibe i was going for<3

what is your aspiration in life?

…..oh well, my aspiration in life would be,