"Lord Leif, you needn't go through such troubles for me." Finn gave a wary look towards the rodents. He had been avoiding them for most of the night, though why he wasn't sure himself. Habit, perhaps, to avoid anything to do with capture. "To be so reckless in trying their food, I-"
Then his stomach growled. Perhaps not for the first time that night, but Finn rarely noticed when it happened. Leif's request brought attention to it, however, and it certainly caught the attention of a passing server, who offered a platter full of pastries to the pair.Ā
Finn looked between Leif and the rat, before graciously accepting the proffered food. As the server scurried away, Finn tried his best not to sigh. When he met the prince's warm eyes though, his stoic demeanor softened.
"Of course I will eat this, since you've asked it of me. But if I may be so selfish, my lordā¦" he offered one of the baked goods to Leif. "What I regret most of those times is not going hungry, but that we could not break bread together. If you'd indulge me, we may rectify that." [ š“ ]
Ā Ā Ā Ā He knew it! Finn was hungry! Or, rather, he didn't know that at all, but it confirmed Leif's desire to see the man fed nevertheless knowing that Finn couldĀ grow hungry. If this was how it was now, how bad was it back in those days of his early childhood when there was a much greater, more dire need for it?
The timing of the server is fortuitous, and Leif watches expectantly, silently urging Finn further. It is only when Finn takes the platter that Leif is glad, though...
ā I wanted that too, ā Ā Leif replies to Finn's wish head-on. He takes the pastry, taking a big bite out of it as a showing of his statement. Confectioner's sugar gets all over his face in the process, but he doesn't pay it any mind as he continues to speak.
ā I didn't really care about eating. Not until we got to Fiana, ā Ā he begins to weave his tapestry of memories between bites of fluffy, warm dessert. Ā ā Everyone there ate together with their families and friends. I hadn't seen anything like it. āĀ
Loud, rambunctious times come to the forefront of his mind. It is like he can hear Osian's and Tanya's spats even now... The tender way Eyvel looked after Mareeta... How everyone invited Leif into their fold, no matter his surly demeanor.
Summers in Thracia could get warm, but nothing felt warmer than the atmosphere at those times when neighbors would come together and share what food they were able to scrounge up. It was far from a splendid banquet, but the mere act of sharing even a single orange between several hands felt fulfilling.
ā We should eat together with Nanna sometime. All of us. ā
Splitting food like this, would it make the three of them feel more like a real family? Would it bring a smile to Finn's face, one that had spent so long after Leonster's Fall without even being able to cry?
ā You got that, Finn? ā