For when you don't know how it's going to end. Trigger warnings for hinted/implied suicidality/loss of life/self injury

"Are you going to come back?"

"Make me a promise. That's all I ask."

"I know that you're scared, and that's fine, but... there's more than one way out."

"I need you to stay. Even if that's selfish."

"I've never been so scared in my life, and it's because of you."

"I don't know what I'd do without you."

"Can you let me see? I... please?"

"This isn't right. That you feel like this."

"I want to make this better and I don't know how."

"That hollow feeling inside you isn't meant to be there."

"I'm not saying therapy would fix this but it wouldn't hurt."

"Don't make me say goodbye. I'm not ready."

"There are better choices. Bigger choices."

"Your mind is lying to you. I wish you could believe me."

"It's not that I want to leave, I'm just... tired."

"You don't understand what it's like in my head."

"Everything is just... so fuckin' much. All the time."

"Everyone's worrying about nothing."

"I just don't know why I'm not trusted to make my own decisions."

"I hope to God you never feel the way I feel."

"I know how this all ends."

"It was always going to end this way, that's okay."

"I want to be at peace."

"Everyone acts like it's so fucking easy, but it's not."

"Would you just, uh... sit with me? For a bit?"

"I'm not saying goodbye, okay?"

"You look at me like I'm a dead man walking."

"My heart is racing and I don't know how to calm it."

"Is this it? Is this all there is?"

❝ you occupy my thoughts. day and night, even in dreams you're there. i want you to never stop haunting me. ❞

❝ i am eternally yours. until the stars go out. and maybe, even after that. ❞

❝ my heart bleeds the color of your soul. i would cut it out and put it in your palms if i could. ❞

❝ it's like you have knit yourself around my ribs. i could no more cut you out than i could remove my own lungs. ❞

❝ you are woven into my soul and i dare not cut a single thread. ❞

❝ i am yours, body and soul, to do with as you wish. ❞

❝ i don't require you to love me back, or to care for me as i do you. only let me be here, let me devote myself to you. that would be enough. ❞

❝ i want to trap your smile in a bottle and take it out when no one else can see. ❞

❝ you belong to me and i to you. ❞

❝ do not look away from me. i cannot bear it when i do not occupy your vision. ❞

❝ i will follow you. to the ends of the earth, to the very gates of hades and whatever might lay beyond. ❞

❝ i will always be here. no matter how far you go you can always come home to me. ❞

❝ tell me all the places you have been hurt, every rejection, every scar. let me love you in all the places where you have burned. ❞

❝ i will not ever let you go. ❞

❝ you cannot escape this. you cannot run away from the love we share. ❞

❝ what we have is deeper than words could capture. ❞

❝ i will be anything you desire. i pluck out the parts of me you find distasteful and stuff your love in the craters left behind. ❞

❝ tell me what you wish of me and i will do it. ❞

❝ i could spend all day merely watching the air in your lung. i would count every blink. i would cherish every sigh from your lips. i could watch you merely exist for the rest of my life. ❞

❝ don't let go of me. i think if you lost me i would die. ❞

❝ i will cut out the tongues of every man who has wronged you. ❞

❝ i wish i could crawl inside you and make a home out of the hollows of your bones. ❞

ACTIONS:

WATCH: for sender to watch receiver sleep.

WATCHED: for sender to wake up and find receiver watching over them.

DISCOVER: for sender to find a journal full of sketches receiver made of them and sender finds them looking at it.

DISCOVERED: for receiver to find a journal full of sketches receiver made of them.

FOLLOW: for sender to stalk receiver, claiming they're doing it to protect them.

FOLLOWED: for receiver to stalk sender and claim they're protecting them.

GOING: for sender to take receiver to a secluded cabin for a romantic getaway.

GONE: for receiver to take sender to a secluded cabin for a romantic getaway.

SACRIFICE: for sender to kill someone who wronged receiver as a grand gesture.

SACRIFICED: for receiver to kill someone who wrong sender as a grand gesture.

CAUGHT: for sender to catch receiver staring at them.

CATCHING: for receiver to catch sender staring at them.

REVEAL: for sender to slowly undress themselves while receiver watches, but doesn't touch.

REVEALED: for receiver to slowly undress themselves while sender watches, but doesn't touch.

BATHE: for sender to bathe receiver, meticulously and tenderly as if serving them.

‘  and  i ,   as  they  say ,   think  you’re  full  of  crap .  ’

‘  and  i’m  just  saying :   shut  up .  ’

‘  and  thanks  for  the  shag  too ,   that  was  great .  ’

‘  are  we  really  this  damaged ?  ’

‘  can  we  have  a  little  bit  more  of  some  nonverbal  communication ?  ’

‘  deep  down ,   i  am  death .  ’

‘  don’t  look  so  surprised .   i  haven’t  been  gone  that  long .  ’

‘  fine ,   but  when  i  mourn ,   i  drink .  ’

‘  get  him  some  water  and  maybe  his  fidget  spinner .  ’

‘  here’s  to  being  two  regular  people  on  a  completely  normal  first  date .  ’

‘  hey ,   it’s  okay .   let’s  talk  this  one  through .  ’

‘  how  are  you ?   how’s  your  butt ?  ’

‘  i  died .   i’m  still  picking  up  those  pieces .  ’

‘  i  don’t  deserve  forgiveness .  ’

‘  i  just  like  the  taste  of  scotch .  ’

‘  i  know  one  thing …   i’m  home .  ’

‘  i  like  men ,   and  i  like  women .  ’

‘  i  only  know  how  to  stab ,   punch ,   or  skewer  things .  ’

‘  i  spent  six  years  in  the  darkness  and  i  looked  into  the  eyes  of  the  devil  and  i  gave  him  my  soul .  ’

‘  if  this  really  is  the  end  of  the  world  then  i  choose  surround  myself  with  you  guys .  ’

‘  it’s  not  useless ,   i  know  ten  different  ways  to  kill  somebody  with  this .  ’

‘  i’ll  take  a  nightmare  that’s  real  over  a  dream  that’s  a  lie .  ’

‘  i’m  admitting  something  that  could  save  us  both …   i  love  you .  ’

‘  i’m  damaged .  ’

‘  i’m  good ,   a  little  hungover ,   but  i’ll  survive .  ’

‘  i’m  just  tired  of  always  being  the  bad  cop ,   you  know ?  ’

‘  i’m  not  protecting  him ,   i’m  protecting  you .  ’

‘  i’m  not  that  easy  to  kill .  ’

‘  i’m  sick  and  tired  of  playing  mom .  ’

‘  i’m  surrounded  by  my  exes .   this  is  hell .  ’

‘  i’m  the  kind  of  girl  you  take  to  an  exorcism .  ’

‘  kicking  ass  is  how  we  heal .  ’

‘  killing  is  never  easy ,   especially  for  a  good  man .  ’

‘  mama’s  got  a  headache .  ’

‘  maybe  he  died  of  boredom .  ’

‘  mercy  killing  is  not  my  style .   even  if  it  was ,   you  don’t  deserve  my  mercy .  ’

‘  no  to  a  life  without  pain  or  regret .  ’

‘  no  woman  should  ever  suffer  at  the  hands  of  men .  ’

‘  no ,   you  deserve  someone  better .   but  i’m  not  that  person  and  i  never  will  be .  ’

‘  nope .   after  that  party  you  are  grounded .  ’

‘  now  lets  go  kick  some  ass .  ’

‘  oh  please ,   i  was  seducing  you .  ’

‘  our  friends  and  family …   they  don’t  make  us  weaker ,   they  make  us  stronger .  ’

‘  put  on  your  sunday  best  because  we’re  going  to  church .  ’

‘  shoot  now ,   explain  later .  ’

‘  so ,   about  that  ultimatum …  ’

‘  sometimes  we  screw  things  up  for  the  better .  ’

‘  that’s  just  the  thing .   i  can’t  decide .   i  love  them  both .  ’

‘  the  hardest  thing  i  ever  had  to  do  in  my  life  was  let  them  live .  ’

‘  the  only  thing  we  know  about  each  other  is  what  we  look  like  with  clothes  off .  ’

‘  there’s  no  magical  cure  for  what’s  wrong  with  me .  ’

‘  there’s  too  much  darkness  inside  of  me .   i  can’t  control  it .  ’

‘  today  is  the  day  that  we  prove  that  we’re  not  losers .  ’

‘  we  all  have  regrets .   but  we  can’t  undo  the  things  that  we’ve  done .  ’

‘  we  don’t  have  the  luxury  of  running  away  and  hiding .   not  with  the  fight  we  have  ahead  of  us .  ’

‘  well ,   everyone  is  being  uncharacteristically  pleasant .  ’

‘  well ,   i  think  what  we  could  both  use  is  a  glass  of  wine .  ’

‘  well ,   this  isn’t  exactly  how  i  imagined  meeting  your  parents .   not  that  i  imagined  meeting  your  parents .   i  just …  ’

‘  we’re  from  the  future …   and  spoiler  alert :   you  don’t  age  well .  ’

‘  we’re  kind  of  all - stars  of  bad  first  impressions ,   so  i  think  you’ll  fit  in  great .  ’

‘  what  in  the  disney  hell  is  that ?  ’

‘  what ,   you  guys  weren’t  going  to  save  me  any  pie ?  ’

‘  when  you  put  it  that  way ,   it  does  sound  kind  of  petty .  ’

‘  you  are  wonderful  and  i …   and  i’ve  never  been  this  happy  in  my  life .  ’

‘  you  deserve  better ,   you  deserve  so  much  better .  ’

‘  you  don’t  have  to  give  into  the  darkness .   you  can  fight  it .  i  know  because  i  fight  it  every  day .  ’

‘  you  should  really  see  your  face  right  now .  ’

i’ve made emotional ones before but also, angst?? bon appetit!

“ i can’t do this alone… “

“ i can’t do this without you. “

“ nothing is worth losing you. “

“ i can’t lose you! not again! “

“ i don’t wanna lose you! “

“ i love you… “

“ i never should’ve dragged you into this. “

“ you’re not alone, [NAME]… you never were. “

“ if something happened to you… that would be because of me. and i can’t have that. “

“ …did you know about this? “ “ this is all my fault… “

“ i/we/you lost… “

“ you won’t win. “ “ this path you’re on… it’s gonna get you killed. you know that, though; don’t you? “

“ i can’t stop. “

“ you would tell me if something was wrong. wouldn’t you? “

“ it’s like you’re not really here; even when you are. “

“ don’t you get it?! if anything happens to you, i… i don’t know what i’d do! “

“ you have no idea how important you are to me, and i’m tired of waiting for you to figure it out, and i sure as hell won’t wait to announce it over your reckless ass’ grave! “

“ no! i’m not leaving without you! “

“ i can’t do this anymore… “

“ you don’t even know me. “

“ what have you done?! “

“ you’re shaking… “

“ i’ve… made some mistakes. “

“ you are nothing to me. “

“ you were never nothing to me… “

“ stop it. enough of this self-sacrificing bullshit! stop acting like you have nobody who loves you! you have me! so no! you don’t get to be a martyr. not today! we can figure out a different plan… “

“ i would’ve done anything for you… “

“ i’d risk everything and anything for you. “

“ i’m not a good person. “

“ please don’t look at me like that… “

“ i believed in you! “

“ we can’t lose… “

“ what?! what am i supposed to do?! please! tell me, what the hell am i supposed to do?! “

“ please, just go… i’m not the kind of person anyone needs to be around right now. “

“ what happened to you? huh? what happened to you to make you this way? “

“ they’re coming for you. right? that’s why you’re pushing me away like an idiot? because you don’t want me getting hurt? “

“ nothing’s going to be as good as it was before. “

“ you lied to me! “

“ i didn’t mean for any of this to happen! “

“ i can’t trust you anymore… “

“ i know it’s selfish. god knows, ever since we met, i’ve been the reason behind every threat and danger that’s come your way. but… i honestly can’t say that i’d change a second of it. “

“ it’s been an honour knowing you. “

“ there’s nobody else i can turn to. only you. “

“ i don’t trust anybody else. not the way i trust you. “

“ we have no choice… “

“ why?! why are you helping me?! “

“ it’s too late. there’s nothing more we can do… “

“ please don’t go… don’t leave me. “

“ you are everything to me. okay? EVERYTHING. i can’t lose you… “

“ you deserve better than this… better than me… “

not requested but there's something about a text thread, isn't there? anyway, these are a mixed bucket, i'll deffo post more of these, but for now, here you go, bon appetit, and if you wanna make them texts to a wrong number?? all the better! just make it clear for the person receiving it!

( sms ) : hey! is this [WRONG NAME] from the club last night?

( sms ) : wait right there, i'm on my way

( sms ) : sorry, who is this?

( sms ) : so... last night was fun.

( sms ) : can i come over?

( sms ) : did i leave my underwear at your place last night?

( sms ) : i am having the WORST / BEST day!!

( sms ) : we need to talk.

( sms ) : i'm in. whatever it is you're planning, i'm in.

( sms ) : you awake?

( sms ) : i miss you.

( sms ) : i'm sorry.

( sms ) : wanna hang out later?

( sms ) : it's honestly insane how much i love you.

( sms ) : i'm worried about you.

( sms ) : please don't say i told you so...

( sms ) : you know how you totally adore me?

( sms ) : got any plans tonight?

( sms ) : i know it's three am but i got donuts and i'm outside.

( sms ) : i'm outside. come on. we're going out.

( sms ) : i'm boooooooooored.

( sms ) : i can't sleep.

( sms ) : i know it's late, but... would you like to go for a walk with me?

( sms ) : where are you?

( sms ) : i love you.

( sms ) : are you really okay?

( sms ) : please don't shut me out. i can tell when something's bothering you.

( sms ) : can you come pick me up please?

( sms ) : this date is a total disaster. can you call me with a fake emergency?

( sms ) : why have you been acting so weird lately?

( sms ) : you know you can tell me anything, right?

( sms ) : not to sound like a tv trope, but i need a plus one for a wedding this weekend. you in?

( sms ) : wanna do fake proposals at fancy restaurants for free food?

( sms ) : wanna go on vacation together?

( sms ) : i got arrested and it's a hilarious story but i really need you to come bail me out first.

( sms ) : what the hell happened last night?

( sms ) : i don't wanna be alone tonight. can i stay at your place?

( sms ) : i got a code red situation.

( sms ) : what's shakin, bacon?

( sms ) : what should i have for dinner tonight?

( sms ) : it's so boring when you're not around.

( sms ) : so... the drunk voicemails i left you last night... you totally listened to them, didn't you.

( sms ) : i love you but if you ever eat my bagel bites again...

DANVIERS.    indie  &  selective  alex danvers  from the CW  /  CBS  supergirl,  with verses for the boys & stargirl.     established 02.21. a study in the protective big sister;   weight of the world responsibility;  a hero without a cape;  growing into one’s authentic self.