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i have a solution. GIVE ME A COACH THAT ISNT A FUCKING MAN.

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"azzi fudd, one of the best shooters in UConn history"
Raven Johnson having reposts about SC and then her only other repost being the one of the girls talking about Azzi is really sweet to me. It shows the level of respect and support these competitors have for each other but itās still fuck SC and go bruins!!š«Ŗš
This is actually wild. No wonder Geno pissed af

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thank you for 2 great seasons together you will be missed
WOKE UP TO SEE THAT MY GOAT IS GONNA HAVE A ROOKIE SZNšš
azzi fc we are so up
Thunderstruck- Chapter 3
A/N: Saturday chapter as promised. This one has lots of sweet moments but also gets a bit serious in the middle. Tried to lighten it up towards the end. Please read content warnings before (!!) and sorry for the lowkey cliffhangerā¦Ā
WC: 12.6K
Content Warning: sexual themes 18+, language, discussions surrounding body image/dysmorphiaĀ
can you fix a broken heart
Synopsis: Azzi wins a game, loses a game, and completely loses the plot over Paige Bueckers wearing nothing but her jersey.
warnings: smut, so much smut, shower sex, truck bed sex, phone sex, sexting, down bad azzi, down bad paige, p?wp?
a/n: yes, the smut IS necessary to advance the plot. also, yes, i am aware i am going to hell for this. enjoy you heathens.
wc: 10k
chapter 11:
Azzi stood in the bathroom with the door shut, the mirror already fogging from the water warming in the shower behind her. She was wrapped in nothing but a towel, the thick cotton cinched at her chest, her hair loose and skin slicked with sweat after a grueling practice.Ā
her hitting the griddy at the end is so funnyšsheās so cute š„¹

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aweeee
Sweet girl smiling through it all š„ŗ
Repeat Rewind: Chapter 11
A/N:Ā i promise this next chapter will be out so much sooner & i'm sooooo sorry i left you guys hanging for so long. classes just started back up again so that's been hectic but i already have part of chapter 12 written so it'll be out pretty soon! thanks for sticking around <3
Content Warning: language, smoking (marijuana), sexual content (18+, minors DNI)
Word Count: 7.6k
Paigeās POV
āPaige, whatās it like to be back home in Minnesota?ā
Paige stood at the sideline with a hand on her hip and her jersey already clinging to her shoulders as the reporter angled the mic toward her face. The jumbotron loomed overhead, her own image staring back at her.
Trippy, she thought.
She brought her gaze back down to the reporter and exhaled through her nose, a half-breath that steadied her after the rush of the first quarter of the game.Ā
āItās special,ā she replied with a smile. āI grew up coming to Lynx games, and my familyās here supporting me. Itās always good energy.ā
Her eyes drifted upward as the reporter began asking his next question, scanning the stands and squinting slightly against the lights. She found them almost instantlyāher grandparents sitting side by side, an aunt waving a little too enthusiastically a few rows down, cousins clustered together with their phones out as they recorded her interview.
Her jaw tightened as she hid a smile. Home.
Paige answered the rest of the questions reflexively, gave a polite nod once the camera had shifted away from her face, and jogged back to the bench where she squeezed in between Maddy and Azzi.
āYou ready to keep watching me cook?ā she asked, her voice low enough that only Azzi could hear it.
Azzi didnāt turn to face her, but her face broke into a small smile. āIf by ācookā, you mean youāre gonna keep passing to me, then hell yeah.ā
āSomeoneās cocky,ā Paige noted with a smirk.
Azzi leaned forward, squinting to get a better look at the play an assistant coach had been drawing up. āJust saying. Wouldnāt want you to choke up in front of your people.ā
Paige rolled her eyes. āYouāre a comedian today.ā
āAm I any good?ā Azzi asked, brows lifted hopefully. āIāve been thinking about quitting my day job.ā
āMmm, you know,ā Paige replied pensively with her lips pursed and her head tilted, āmaybe sleep on it for a night or two.ā
Azzi chuckled and shook her head, resting a palm on her hip as her focus returned to the coachesā instruction. Her arm brushed against Paigeās as she extended it, just a gentle accidental graze, but Paige caught a tiny smile as Azzi shifted her elbow away.
Moments like that reminded Paige that it was worth it, like small incentives reminding her that if they kept careful, if they followed the rules, if they flowed with the current no matter how long it would take to get to where theyād land, they could share something real one day. It let little sneak peeks of what might lie ahead slip throughāhands held in public, a closeness that everyone around them could recognize for what it was. Something private being made known, even in the center of the spotlight.
āIām already starving, bro,ā Aziaha groaned, running a hand over her face. āImma need a nice, fat burger after this. And a shake. Cookies ānā cream, specifically.ā
Arike nodded toward Paige. āMaybe the local can show us a good spot around here.ā
Paige scrunched her lips together, then shook her head. āIām going over to my grandparentsā for dinner after this. Most of the familyās in town.ā
āOh, nooo,ā someone replied sarcastically from across the group.Ā
Paige didnāt let her gaze follow the voice. She didnāt have to.
The hidden insinuation landed deep in her gut like a punch she hadn't seen coming, and conveniently, she happened to be surrounded by cameras and fans and teammates that werenāt in on all the drama a select few of them had been through over the past few weeks. She couldnāt defend herself the way she wanted to.
āLove you, too, Nai,ā she called out instead as her cheeks flushed a muted ruby red.
It did satisfy something in her to watch Azzi and NaLyssa scold DiJonai with stern, disapproving glances. Solidarity counted for something, even when DiJonaiās favor waxed and waned.
DiJonai scoffed. āYāall take everything so seriously. You know itās all love, P.ā
āReign it in for thirty seconds, guys. Please,ā Coach pleaded quickly before turning back to the whiteboard he was holding up.
Paige straightened her shoulders and focused on the movement of his pen along the board, her attention fixing on circles and arrows.
āIām sorry sheās so hard on you,ā Azzi said softly after a moment. āShe loves you, she justā¦ā
āLoves you more,ā Paige finished. āDonāt be sorry. Youāre, like, the only innocent party in this whole thing.ā
Azzi tensed, but she didnāt protest. That, more than anything, made it clear to Paige that DiJonai was a loose end she couldnāt afford to leave frayed. Trust didnāt hold weight if it was only given when it was convenientāit had to be steady in the quiet moments, too. Paige didnāt know how long it would take to earn it fully, but she did know that there was no path to Azzi that didnāt pass straight through DiJonai.
The game resumed quicklyāenergy surging like electricity, bodies settling into rhythm, sneakers squeaking against the hardwood as the crowd rose and fell with every spark of momentum.
Paige brought the ball up with her head high, reading the floor like a language embedded into her bones. She felt Azziās presence before she saw it, a subtle shift in the air in the exact fragment of space she needed to be in.
From the wing, Azzi caught her eye and gave the smallest nod. Iām here.
Paige dribbled once, then twice, and then she pulled her defender just a half of a step too far and whipped the ball across the court. Azzi caught it clean. No pause. No doubt.Ā
She rose, smooth and balanced, her release effortless. The arena exploded as a textbook-perfect three slipped through the net.
The rest of the game came in bursts that blurred into one another. The crowd stayed planted on their feet, the endless rush of cheers nearly as deafening as it was invigorating. By the fourth quarter, the score was tight but it tilted toward Dallas. Paige slowed the pace this time, dribbling deliberately with her defender crouched low in front of her as the clock ticked down.
She glanced to her right. Azzi was openājust for a second, but that was all Paige needed. The pass snapped across the court. Azzi let it fly.
Swish.
Paige exhaled hard, fists clenched at her sides as the buzzer blared. Teammates surged around them in a collision of arms and bodies and laughter as the win settled in.
For a flicker of a moment, in the middle of the chaos, Paige met Azziās eyes again.Ā
And everything else fell quiet.
āāā-
The backyard was still in that familiar, suburban wayānot silent, and not loud, but as quiet as it would ever get. Crickets chirped sporadically, traffic hummed from the main road a block away, music from a comically tiny bluetooth speaker began to spill out into the night. Paige sat in a deep adirondack between her cousins with her knees pulled up and a hoodie draped loosely over her shoulders.
Jackson flicked the lighter and shielded the flame with his palm. He inhaled, exhaled slowly, then passed the blunt to Paige.Ā
āSo, anyway,ā he said as she took her first drag. āI take her to this sushi spot in the city after⦠like, three weeks of just hooking up. All goes well. We have a great time. And then boomāIām ghosted by Monday.ā
Paige let the smoke billow out of her mouth in a long exhale. āDefine āwellā. She wouldnāt just ghost you for no reason.ā
āProbably blabbed her ear off,ā Katelyn chimed in. āWhat was it, the Vikings? Maroon 5? Your little moon landing conspiracy?ā
Jackson opened his mouth to argue, but nothing came out for a second or two. āI mean, she was kinda quiet. I donāt think I talked that much, though.ā
Hannah snorted as she reached for the blunt from Paigeās hand. āWell, all youād done together until that point was hunch. Sounds like she didnāt know she was messing with a yapaholic.ā
āCanāt blame her,ā Katelyn agreed.
Paige chuckled and scrolled through her Spotify library as Jackson tried to defend himself. It was always a given that sheād have aux privileges, but with the honor of having a widely-respected music taste came a slight pressure to curate the perfect soundtrack for the moment. She paused as she passed every track, swiping right to add only the best to the queue.
Destin Conrad got tacked onto the list, and then Don Toliver, then a few Drake songs. She wasnāt feeling Ella Mai, but Emotional Oranges seemed like the right vibe. Paige added her favoritesāāBuilt that Wayā, āGood to Meā, āPersonalā, āYour Best Friend is a Haterā.Ā
Ironic, she thought to herself. That last one got sent to Azzi.
Open in Spotify: Your Best Friend is a Hater - Emotional Oranges
She kept scrollingāFeid, FKA Twigs, FLO, Frank Ocean, then into the Gs. Another song sent straight to Azzi.
Open in Spotify: None of Ur Friends Business - Ginuwine
A reply rolled in by the time the blunt made its way back to her.
Azzi Fudd: youāre funny
Azzi Fudd: iāll talk to her
Azzi Fudd: she needs to chill
Paigeās throat bobbed as she brought the blunt to her lips. The offer was sweet, but they needed to be careful.
donāt worry about it
wyd how was dinner
āItās not that youāre a bad guy,ā Hannah said with a wave of her hand as Paige passed her the blunt again, still scrolling slowly as she tuned back into the conversation. āYouāre very sweet. Youāre good-looking. You work out. Got a good job and a nice house. Every box is ticked off.ā
Jackson ran a hand through his hair. āSo then what?ā
āYouāre justā¦ā Hannah paused as her lips closed around the blunt. āYouāre not great at seeing women.ā
āYes, I am,ā Jackson argued. āI think Iām very empathetic.ā
Paige shook her head. āNot the same thing. Thereās basic respect and reciprocation, and then thereāsā¦ā
Her voice trailed off as her phone buzzed in her hand.
Azzi Fudd: otw back to the hotel
Azzi Fudd: dinner was pretty good lol we fucked those burgers uppp
Azzi Fudd: we missed you though
Paige tugged her inner cheek between her teeth to keep her lips from curling, but she was hopeless. Her heart backflipped every time her eyes brushed over that last line.
It felt against the rulesātechnically, any type of progression was supposed to be on hold at least until Brianna was long goneābut Paige couldnāt deny herself that tiny pleasure. Azzi felt her absence.
āWho got you cheesinā like that?ā Katelyn asked, brows lifted high on her forehead as she sat up in her chair to get a better look at Paige.
āWait, no way,ā Hannah said with a grin. āOh, my God, sheās blushing. This is gold.ā
Paige shrugged, a smile still hidden behind her lips as her shoulders rose and fell. āDonāt worry about it.ā
āIt is literally our job to worry about you,ā Jackson replied, eyes wide with anticipation. āTell us!ā
Paige scanned the intrigue and excitement in her cousinsā faces, then gulped. She trusted them, sure, but this wasnāt the same as some random fling. It was sensitive, more fragile.
She stared out at the dark yard, at the faint outline of the fence she used to climb as a kid. āItās not serious yet, but thereās⦠someone. Azzi.ā
āUmmm,ā Hannah said slowly. She paused, squinting like she was piecing something together. āYour teammate Azzi? The one with a whole wife?ā
Katelyn and Jackson just stared, jaws slack and eyes bulging. Paige ran a hand over her face.
āYeah, they, uh⦠they split a couple months ago.ā
The others went quiet. Not dramatically, just⦠still. Katelyn took another hit, let the smoke drift out of her mouth, gaze fixed somewhere past the yard. Paige shifted, suddenly aware of the weight of the words hanging between the four of them.
āHow long ago?ā Jackson asked.
āNot that long,ā Paige admitted. āIāve liked her for a while, and things got⦠out of control, so I told her, and now weāreāā She stopped herself. āWeāre just taking it really, really slow.ā
Katelyn nodded once, then again. No one said anything for a minute. Paige waited, anxiety creeping up her spine.
Finally, Hannah shook her head. āBad idea.ā
Paige laughed reflexively. āGeez. Thanks.ā
āNo, seriously,ā Katelyn said quietly, turning toward her. āSheās healing.ā
āI know,ā Paige replied quickly. āAnd Iām not pushing. At all. Weāre okay.ā
Jackson studied her face, as if to try to read between invisible lines. āHow long were they together?ā
Paige hesitated. āLike⦠eight years.ā
Jackson leaned back, eyes squeezed together. āSo sheās never really been alone, has she?ā
Paigeās chest tightened. āI meanāā
āJesus, P,ā Hannah muttered with another shake of her head. āYouāre a rebound.ā
The words landed harder than Paige expected. She scoffed lightly, trying to brush it off, but it hurt like it was true. Maybe it was.
Jackson sighed, softer now. āI mean, weāve established that maybe Iām not the most qualified to be giving dating advice. But from what this looks like⦠you need to watch out before you become part of her healing, not her future.ā
The words sunk in slowly, like a weight settling in her stomach. Somehow, the thought of being nothing more than a stepping stone in Azziās development stung harder now than it did before, back when it was only a āwhat-ifā. To have her, to know her, to love herābut only temporarilyāsounded like Paigeās personal hell.
āThatās not fair,ā she said quietly.
āItās not,ā Hannah agreed. āBut heās right.ā
Paige stared at her hands, fingers laced together. āSo, what, I just give her more space? At that point, what are we even doing?ā
āNot necessarily,ā Jackson replied. āYou donāt have to punish her, or yourself, or push her away or anything. Just protect yourself.ā
āYou gotta let her actually establish feelings for you,ā Katelyn added, fingers combing loosely through her long, dark hair. āIt kinda looks like she just lost someone and jumped at the next girl that came her way. Just be careful.ā
āSheās not using me,ā Paige said with less certainty than sheād planned to.
Jackson shrugged. āWeāre just saying she might not even know what sheās doing yet, and honestly it doesnāt really matter either way. Youāll still get hurt if things go wrong.ā
Paige hated how much sense they were making, hated that the implication of Azzi being disingenuous or truly blinded by her pain wasnāt too far of a reach. She yearned to reject it, to shut it all down, but truthfully, it was hard to be certain about what exactly had been going through Azziās head since the start of whatever this was.
She exhaled slowly, head still buzzing even with Jackson hogging the blunt. āI just donāt wanna lose her,ā she said softly.
Hannah let her frown soften. āLetting her actually like you is how you donāt.ā
Paige stared out at the yard again, memories layered over the lawnāchildhood, family, safety. She thought about space. About distance. About how hard it was to want something and not reach for it immediately.
She leaned her head back, eyes closing for just a second. Something shiftedānot resolve, not certainty, but more like awareness that they were right. That knowing that didnāt make it easier, it just made it real.
She tapped her phone screen twice and let herself stare at that message again, let herself really contemplate what it meant or didnāt mean. The we stuck out most of all. Had someone else reminded her that Paige was missing? Something? Maybe just a random realization that the moment wasnāt whole? Or did Azzi actually feel something when they were together that left her hungry when they separated?
who missed me? she texted back.
They sat there for a minute, just existing and puffing and passing in the not-so-silent yard. Paige leaned back on her hands, head tilted toward the sky. It felt restorative to be away from the noise and the expectations, just her and three people whoād known her since she was a kid tripping over her own feet in the same overgrown grass.
Her phone vibrated again.
Azzi Fudd: i did
Azzi Fudd: do*
That was more like it.
well in that case, i missed you too, Paige typed.
miss*
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Azziās POV
Seattle hadnāt quite gone as planned.
It wasnāt clear what specifically went wrong this time. The last matchup had been an easy win, and Azziās statline was almost identical in both games, but the teamās energy was off again. DiJonai fouled out in the third quarter. Arikeās shots stopped falling again. A win slipped out of reach early on and never returned to their grasp.
Azzi left the court with a heaviness on her shoulders that clung to her like a magnet. She knew better than to write a single loss off as an off-night or a one-time thing, but it was getting exhausting to carry the weight of the teamās revival on her back time and time again. No one had burdened her with it, but no one else could carry it, either. This was her team. When people saw Dallas, they saw Azzi.Ā
She slid into the conference room, flashing coach a tight smile as she passed behind him into the next seat.
āMaddy?ā he asked.
Azzi shrugged. āI havenāt seen her in a minute.ā
Coach sighed, flipping his wrist over to check his watch. āWho can be here in the next two minutes?ā
āUmmm,ā Azzi hummed. āHaley, Paige, Lyss, Zazaā¦ā
āPaigeāll do,ā Coach replied as he took a look at the stat sheet. āShoot her a text for me, please.ā
Azzi nodded, a small wave of ease coming over her as she found Paigeās name at the top of her messages. Sheād stared at that last text for way too long last night and her heart still fluttered at the sight of it. It added a softer glow to their interactions today, tooānot fluffy enough to turn heads or raise brows, but gentler in a way that only they understood. Deeper.
coach wants you for media, Azzi texted.
A minute later, Paige jogged through the doorway and around the table to take a seat on the other side of Azzi.
āThanks, P,ā Coach said with a nod before turning to the reporters. āWeāre good to get started. Thanks for your patience.ā
āNo problem,ā a woman in the front replied. āGia Porter, ESPN. Azzi and Paige, can you both tell me a little about what this fourth loss feels like as we move towards wrapping the season up?ā
Paige nodded slowly. āYeah, um⦠itās not ideal, obviously. Weāve pretty much been a powerhouse all summer, so itās definitely discouraging even if this setback isnāt huge in the grand scheme of things, but weāre all taking note of how we can learn and improve as these mistakes build up.ā
āThank you,ā Gia replied. āAzzi?ā
Azzi let the question settle in for a moment longer. āItās definitely more nerve wracking as playoffs get closer and closer,ā she began, her eyes fixed on the sheet in front of her. āWe havenāt been the best on defense lately and thatās not something we can ever afford to slack in, but especially not once September rolls around. Weāve all got our things that weāre working on, though, and all that matters is that we keep ourselves accountable and work hard from this point on.ā
Gia nodded and stepped aside.
āHi,ā said the tall, dark-haired man next to her. āRhett Stevens. Iām with Fox Sports. Azzi, we know youāve been working your way back up after a brief leave of absence earlier this season and you had an incredible game tonight with 24 points. What was that process like and how does it feel to have bounced back?ā
Azzi pursed her lips. āI think itās just been a matter of time, really. I honestly havenāt been as intentional as I normally try to be when it comes to training and preparing outside of practice, just because thereās⦠a lot going on in my personal life.ā
Her voice shrunk as she reached the end of her sentence. She squinted at something in the distance, trying to appear as though she was thinking hard about what came next, but really she just needed a second to recalibrate. The question had been simple, but it did mark the start of something Azzi knew she wasnāt ready to take on. She wouldnāt be able to keep work and home separate for too much longer.
A hand grazed her thigh then. It startled her a bit, but Azzi didnāt jump. She kept her face steady, her breathing level, let herself melt under the warm touch on her skin and the support she hadnāt known sheād needed.
Paige rested her palm flat against Azziās leg, then squeezed gently. Her touch spoke when her words couldnāt. I got you.
Azzi sucked in a short breath through her nose. āItās just taken a lot of patience, honestly. Itās been a pretty gradual incline to get back to feeling my best on the court, but it definitely feels good to be back.ā
āGreat. Thank you,ā Rhett said as he turned the floor over to the next reporter.
āGood evening,ā she began as she stepped up to the mic. āLina Gardner, CBS. Paige, you came in at six assists tonight, five of which were to Azzi. Weāve seen your chemistry together really take off over the past few weeks, and you two are such a fun, electric duo to watch. Whatās that been like on your end?ā
Azzi didnāt move, or turn, but she felt itāthe soft pressure of Paigeās hand on her thigh again, a quiet reassurance under the table. Another squeeze, warm and firm. Another buzz along her leg.
āI mean, it doesnāt get much better than Azzi Fudd,ā Paige responded. āMy job is just to find her. Sheās the one that makes the magic happen when I do.ā
āThanks, Paige,ā Lina replied with a chuckle before her eyes flicked to Azzi. āAzzi? Anything you wanted to add?ā
āYes, actually,ā Azzi replied before she could second-guess herself. āShe gives me way too much credit.ā
She could feel Paige glancing at her now, but she didnāt look. Her gaze stayed forward, steady.
āPaige is amazing,ā she continued, and this time her voice dropped just slightly. āAnd sheās been super helpful these past few weeks, but sheās also just incredible on her own. Like, when it comes to setting the right tempo for us to play to, thatās all her. Sheās calm, sheās smart, and itās insane how well she reads the floor and sets us up to be great.ā
Azzi took a breath. She hadnāt meant to say that much, but the words kept coming. A pause followed, brief but charged, before Lina gave a polite nod and stepped aside. The next question came, then the next, but Azziās focus had already shifted. Her words still echoed faintly in her ears, and she wasnāt sure what landed heavier: the truth of them, or what it meant that her chemistry with Paige had been building in more ways than one. That others could already see it.
Chairs scraped back once the session ended, people whose names Azzi already couldnāt remember filtering out through the narrow doorway. Coach left first, pausing by the door to talk to someone he recognized, then Azzi, and then Paige followed her out.
They walked side by side down the hallway, the echo of postgame chatter trickling from the locker room ahead. Azzi kept her gaze forward but she felt Paige close beside her, arms brushing briefly every now and then as they walked in sync.Ā
āYou okay?ā Paige asked softly. āThat one question kinda came outta nowhere.ā
Azzi went quiet for a moment. Her thoughts were still tangled from earlierāthe game, the question, the subtle touch under the table. The weight of being the face of the team. And Paigeāalways Paigeālike a constant rhythm beating underneath it all.
āYeah,ā she said eventually, her tone quieter than usual. āJust caught me off guard. But Iām fine.ā
It wasnāt a lie, but it did feel a bit oversimplified. Paige nodded, hands tucked into her pockets, eyes scanning Azziās face, but she didnāt push.
They reached the locker room just as a burst of laughter exploded from inside. The music had gotten louder, some bass-heavy rap song thumping through the walls as NaLyssa belted the lyrics outāoff-key, as usualāand someone groaned in response.
Haley was mid-rant when Paige pushed the door open, sitting in a chair with her hands in the air as she retold the story of the screen that had launched her into orbit earlier. āI swear to God, I levitated. Ask Nai. I was airborne for, like, three whole seconds.ā
āNo, like, she was literally horizontal,ā DiJonai confirmed from across the room as she pulled a t-shirt over her head. āLike a fucking Looney Tune.ā
Azzi stepped inside behind Paige and the door swung shut with a soft click, sealing them back into the world that belonged only to the team. A part of her still felt the press of Paigeās palm on her thigh, though, and it stayed there long after the room swallowed them up.
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Azzi reached straight for her phone when she stepped through her front door later that night. She didnāt bother to drag her suitcase down the hall or even pull off her shoes. She hit Paigeās name before the door had even clicked shut behind her.
āHey,ā Paige answered on the third ring, her voice warm and a little tired. āYou okay?ā
Azzi exhaled through her nose, still leaned against the front door, and closed her eyes. āWhat, I canāt just call you?ā she teased.
āYou can,ā Paige replied, voice low and casual. āJust making sure. You at home?ā
Azzi let her bag slide off her shoulder and onto the floor before heading into the kitchen. She flicked on the overhead light, setting her phone to speaker and leaving it on the counter while she opened the fridge.
āMm-hmm,ā she hummed, peering in and quickly closing it again when nothing looked edible. āJust walked in.ā
āMe, too,ā Paige said, a keychain rustling faintly on her end. āWhat are you doing tomorrow?ā
Azzi leaned her elbows on the counter and rubbed a hand down her face. āIām gonna go look at some cars, I think,ā she answered through a yawn. āBri moves out pretty soon and Iām really not tryna be stranded here.ā
There was a short pause, and then Paige laughed. The sound tugged something loose in Azziās chest.
āGood call. What have you been looking at?ā
Azzi moved toward the couch, the phone back in her hand, and curled into the corner. āIām gonna shop around a little, but I kinda want a Volvo. I like the XC40.ā
āVolvos are good,ā Paige replied. āSafe.ā
Azzi smiled to herself, staring out of the dark window across the room. āYeah, I canāt take any chances given my, uh⦠history,ā she saidāhalf-joking, but her voice softened near the end. She sank deeper into the couch, tucking her knees up to her chest as her thumb brushed along the edge of her phone. āWhat about you? You got any plans?ā
āNot really.ā Azzi could hear her shifting in the background, maybe flopping down onto her own couch or stretching out on her bed. āIāll probably work out in the morning and then just chill at home.ā
Azzi scoffed gently. āYouāre better than me. First day off after back-to-back games? Iām sleeping in.ā
Paige laughed. āNah, my body doesnāt let me sleep past eight.ā
Azzi could picture it perfectlyāPaige wide awake at some ungodly hour of the morning, already halfway through a book, sipping black coffee or a green smoothie on her way to the gym. āYouāre ridiculous,ā she said fondly.
āBut,ā Paige added, her voice sliding into something a little bit lighter, ālet me know when youāre free tomorrow. We can grab dinner or something.ā
Azzi raised an eyebrow. āAre you asking me or telling me?ā
āIām telling you,ā Paige said, no hesitation at all. āIām taking you out.ā
That earned a sharp laugh from Azzi, but it wasnāt sarcastic. It was warm, caught off guard. āYouāre moving like we didnāt agree to keep it slow two days ago.ā
āNothing fast about two friends going out to eat,ā Paige argued. Azzi could practically hear the smirk behind her words. āYou just let me know. Iāll pick you up.ā
Azzi bit the inside of her cheek. Her heart felt lighter nowāless weighed down by the game, the presser, the season, the pressure. It wasnāt gone, but Paige had a way of quieting it.
āIf you say sāā
Azzi slid her phone from her ear as a series of quick beeps interrupted the line. She squinted down at the screen, confused for a beat before the caller ID lit up.
Incoming Call: Brianna Carrasco <3
Her stomach gave a subtle, reflexive flip. Not in the old way, but her body still stiffened like she needed an extra second to process.
āUmā¦ā she said, her voice hitching as her eyes stayed fixed on the glow of the screen. āLet me put you on hold for, like, two minutes. Briās calling me.ā
There was a pause on the other end.
āYeah,ā Paige said eventually, her tone even but noticeably⦠different. āYeah, of course. You should take care of that.ā
Azzi exhaled, her fingers already hovering over the screen. āThank you. Two minutes.ā
āTwo minutes,ā Paige echoed, quieter now.
Azzi tapped the screen to switch lines, her phone warming in her hand. āHello?ā
āOh, thank God,ā Briannaās voice burst through. āIām so sorry. Iām at an event for work and Marissa gave me a ride, but her sitter had a family emergency so she had to leave and I told her Iād get an Uber but the service here sucks and no one else was picking up andāā
āItās fine,ā Azzi interrupted. āIāll come get you. Where are you at?ā
āThe Hyatt Regency,ā Brianna said, still a bit frazzled. āIām sorry, I know itās late.ā
Azzi was already typing the hotel name into her GPS, her thumb flying over the keyboard. āItās fine,ā she repeated. āIāll be there in twenty.ā
There was a beat of silence on the other end, and then a relieved, apologetic sigh. āThanks,ā Brianna murmured.
āYup,ā Azzi replied, her tone sharp but not unkind.
Her eyes flicked to the screen again, to the āOn Holdā banner at the top. Paige was still there, still waiting. Azzi ended the call with Brianna, the line clicking softly as it switched back.
āHey,ā she said, reaching for the keys from the hook by the entryway. āSheās okay. She just needs a ride back from a work thing.ā
āMmm,ā Paige hummed. The sound was neutral, but not completely effortless. āYouāre picking her up?ā
āYeah,ā Azzi replied as she stepped out and walked toward the elevator. āIām leaving now.ā
Another pause on the line. A real one, this timeānot just a beat, but a space that hung there long enough that Azzi felt its weight.
āOkay,ā Paige said finally. āBe careful. Itās late.ā
āI will,ā Azzi assured her.
The elevator doors slid open with a soft ding and Azzi stepped inside. She leaned her shoulder against the mirrored wall, the phone still pressed between her ear and her shoulder and her keys jingling softly in her hand.
Silence stretched between them again, but Azzi didnāt move to fill it. She wanted to, but something in her told her to wait.
āIām gonna go to sleep,ā Paige said suddenly. āGood night.ā
Azzi blinked, thrown by how fast it came. Something about the way Paige said it felt incomplete. Not cold, or deliberately harsh, but quick. Like she wanted to end the call to keep something else from slipping through.
Azzi frowned, a crease forming between her brows.
āGood night,ā she said back, but her voice was uncertain. āEverything okay?ā
āYeah,ā Paige replied dryly. āJust tired.ā
Azzi almost asked again. It sat on the tip of her tongue, so close to slipping out that she could almost hear it. But Paige didnāt give her the space. Her tone had flattened in that way that didnāt leave enough space for a closed door to reopen.
So Azzi let it go.
āOkay,ā she said instead, softer now. āIāll see you tomorrow, then.ā
āSee you.ā
The line went quiet, just a quick click, and then⦠silence.
Azzi stared at her phone for a second longer, the dark screen reflecting a distorted version of her face, before turning it over and tucking it into her pocket. Her movements were slow and reluctant, like she was leaving something unfinished behind.
She stepped out into the parking garage as the doors shut behind her. The air was cool and damp, thick with the scent of wet concrete and motor oil and car exhaust. Her footsteps echoed off the ceiling, the only sound aside from the distant hum of a fan somewhere overhead until she reached her car and slid into the driverās seat.Ā
Azzi didnāt start the engine immediately. She sat there in the stillness, hands resting at ten and two like she was bracing for something.
Just tired, Paige had said in that unusual, expressionless tone.
Something about it didnāt sit right. The suddenness of her exit, the shift in her voice after Briannaās name came up. It dropped like a cold breeze in the middle of a warm room.
Azzi let out a slow breath through her nose and finally turned the key. The engine rumbled to life, headlights drawing out long streaks across the concrete walls before she pulled out of the garage. She turned into the muted darkness of the city in silence.Ā
Her mind kept circling back for the next twenty minutes, looping Paigeās voice over and over in her memoryāthe hesitation, the pause, the way her tone had lowered not in exhaustion, but in withdrawal. If she was upset, or jealous, or uncomfortable, clearly she hadnāt wanted Azzi to know. And that was scary. Azzi knew better than to invent problems where there werenāt any, but she also knew how to read between the lines. And something in Paigeās goodbye wasnāt⦠right.Ā
Azzi pulled into the circular drive at the front of the hotel, headlights streaking across the wide glass entrance and the potted plants near the revolving door. The lobby inside glowed a soft, warm goldātoo bright, too sterile to feel welcoming at that hour. A valet stood near the front desk, half-asleep against his podium, but no one else lingered outside.
She eased the car into a spot just off to the side of the loading zone and shifted the car into park, her fingers already reaching for her phone.
iām here, she typed. She paused for a second, watching the cursor flicker in the message field before hitting send.
The light from the dashboard light washed her face in a dull blue as she leaned back against the seat and glanced toward the front doors. No sign of Brianna yet.
Azzi let her phone fall into her lap and drummed her fingers lightly against the wheel, the murmur of a late-night radio ad playing so softly that she hadnāt even registered it until then. She leaned her head back against the seat and her eyes drifted toward the hotelās entrance again. The lobby doors slid open with a soft whoosh, and two women stepped out into the night with their heels clicking softly against the pavement as they made their way to a bench.
āHeās around the corner,ā Azzi heard one of them say to the other through an open window. āTwo minutes, it says.ā
She half-listened, not expecting to care, but out of the corner of her eye, something about the womanās profile pulled at her attention. She turned, squinting under the exterior lights. The womanās face did look familiarāsomething about her dark skin, and her soft eyes, and the way her head tilted when she laughed.
But Azzi couldnāt place it. A teammateās friend, maybe? A superfan? Someone she knew from college? Whatever it was, it didnāt stick.Ā
She shrugged it off and turned her attention back to her phone. She tapped the screen. Still no reply from Brianna.Ā
Worse, actually. Her message hadnāt even delivered.
Azzi frowned and checked her service, toggling the internet on and off, but nothing changed. She hit the phone icon at the top of the thread and raised the phone to her ear, only to hear the silence of a failed connection before it cut to voicemail.
With a tired sigh, she dropped the phone back onto her lap and sat back again. She wasnāt about to go chasing Brianna through a hotel at almost midnight unless she absolutely had to. She could give it a few more minutes.
āWhich one is that again?ā one of the women on the bench asked, catching Azziās attention out of boredom and not interest.
āThe one from Hinge,ā the familiar one replied, exasperation in her voice. āI asked if she wanted to hang out and she said she wanted to go bowling. Who even goes bowling anymore?ā
āThereās no way,ā the other woman laughed. āWhatever happened to Miss Tall, Hot, and Blonde?ā
That question made something in Azzi sharpen. She kept her head facing forward, eyes on the lobby doors, but her ears caught every word.
āWho, the basketball player?ā a voice replied.
Azzi blinked. Her posture straightened a bit, but her attention snapped fully to the conversation. She didnāt dare turn her head, didnāt want to make it obvious she was listening, but now she was intrigued.
āLong gone,ā the woman went on. āIncredible in bed, but she couldnāt commit for shit.ā
The other woman laughed loudly, the sound echoing in the stillness of the night. āSounds about right,ā she said as an SUV turned the corner.
They both rose from the bench at once, their laughter fading as they stepped toward the curb. āIām too old to keep playing games with people who arenāt gonna stick around,ā said the woman Azzi recognized. āIām trying to find my wife, you know? I donāt know if Anaya Bueckers really flows like that.ā
The other girl made a soft sound of agreement, her exact words inaudible as she slid into the car.
And then, before the door slammed shut with a dull thunk, āI wouldnāt be mad at a relapse, though. That strap was⦠an out of body experience.ā
The color drained from Azziās face, pieces clicking together as she watched the car pull out of the loop. Now that her brain was catching up, she did recognize the girl. The dark hair, the laugh⦠that was Anaya. The one Paige had been kinda sorta with for weeks until Azzi gave her the green light.
Azzi slumped back in her seat, eyes pressed shut, fingers slowly curling around the steering wheel again. She let out a slow, stunned breath as her mind began to spin so much it hurt. Anayaās words had lodged themselves deepāthe comment about Paige not being able to commit, especially, since that was her fault. She was on Paigeās mind.
She also hadnāt really thought about Paige like that before, but she couldnāt unhear Anayaās graphic retelling of Paige in the bedroom and now the mental image was unavoidable. The kind of image that made her shift in her seat without meaning to, legs pressing together subconsciously. Suddenly, she had a million more questions than she did five minutes agoāabout Paige, about what it would be like if the distance theyād agreed to keep between them were to ever close.Ā
āAzzi.ā
Azzi whipped her head to the right. Brianna offered a quick smile, her hand gripping the handle of the locked car.
āHey,ā Azzi said as she reached for the controls on her door. āSorry.ā
Brianna pulled the door open, setting her clutch down in the center console as she stepped inside carefully. āNo, itās okay. Thank you again. I didnāt mean to drag you out this late.ā
She looked⦠good. Too good. The sequined blue dress she was wearing caught the light from every angle, hugging her in places that used to feel familiar. Azziās eyes snagged on the sight before she could stop herself, tracing lines and curves sheād once known by heart. It was automatic. Habitual. Thoughtless.
She caught herself and forced her gaze up to the dashboard, clearing her throat as Brianna leaned her head back against the headrest.
āSo,ā Azzi said casually as she pulled away from the curb, āwhat was the event for?ā
āOh,ā Brianna replied, settling back with a sigh. āUm, it was this benefit gala thing for the peds unit and pediatric cancer research. They invited the whole team, plus some of the researchers who are getting grants from the funds raised.ā
Azzi nodded, eyes on the road. āNice.ā
āYeah. Long speeches, tiny little desserts that all tasted the same, bad champagne,ā Brianna added with a quick laugh. āYou didnāt miss much.ā
Azzi realized she couldnāt even remember what Anaya did for work, if sheād ever been told at all. Something medical-adjacent? Maybe she was there as a plus-one? The gala explanation brushed up against that thought and then quickly slid past it, unimportant compared to the way jealousy had begun to bloom in her chest.
It surprised her with its sharpness. It didnāt have the same possessive, territorial edge sheād learned to recognize and manage when Brianna was done-up and in the gaze of every greasy man in a five-mile radius, but it was something quieter, more invasive. Like curiosity threaded with insecurity. It made her stomach tighten to imagine Paige with someone else, and she immediately hated herself for imagining it in such detail.
She wasnāt jealous of Anaya, exactly. She didnāt necessarily hate Paigeās past, didnāt resent that it existed. But the ease Anaya had spoken about Paige withālike she was still an option, still an experience worth revisitingāstuck under Azziās skin.
It wasnāt abstract. It was real, and tangible. Someone else had known Paige in ways Azzi hadnāt yet. Someone else had touched her, and impressed her, and laughed with her, and slept with her.
Azzi told herself it didnāt matter, that what Paige chose now mattered more than what sheād walked away from. But jealousy didnāt give a shit about logic. It just sat there, low and persistent and unreachable, buzzing under her ribs and asking questions she wasnāt sure she was ready to answer. At least not quite yet.
By the time sheād made it back home and crawled into bed in the clothes sheād been too tired to change out of, the information Anaya had left her with wasnāt any further from the very front of Azziās mind. She couldnāt let her thoughts settle on anything but Paigeāher sudden good-bye, her hesitance and withdrawal with Anaya, details about her past that Azzi definitely wasnāt supposed to know.Ā
That last part stuck with her more than she wouldāve liked. She replayed moments sheād never actually seen before, the main characters constant while little details shifted with every loop. Her curiosity felt wrong, but she couldnāt turn it off.
Deep down, she knew the truth. She didnāt want to.
She wondered what Anaya had felt that first nightātheir first conversations, her first moments as the object of Paigeās attention. Azzi pictured Paige eyeing Anaya down, wanting her, taking her home, touching her, fucking her, making her feel things that she still craved.Ā
Azziās thighs clenched again. She imagined herself lying on her back in a bed she didnāt recognizeāat least not yetāwith blond hair hanging in front of her face as warm silicone thrust in and out of her. She imagined strong hands holding her steady, warm breath whispering sweet nothings into her ear, blue eyes looking down at her with lust and need and adoration that belonged to no one else.
Her hand slipped below her waistband before she could hold herself back. She slid a finger under the hem of her boxers, let it graze the sensitive nub tucked between the top of her folds. Her touch wasnāt met with friction. Too much wetness had collected there.
Azzi reached down lower after a moment, to the opening just an inch south. She eased her middle finger in, then her ring finger, and worked up to a slow, even motion. She squeezed her eyes shut, imagining herself clenching around Paige instead of herself. Her breaths grew ragged quickly, her heart thumping faster at the fantasy she continued to buildāPaigeās body, Paigeās hands, Paigeās eyes, Paigeās mouth, Paigeās dick.
She curled her fingers enough to feel the pressure of the ridged walls around them closing in tighter and tighter, her arousal sending muffled squelches through the room. A groan made it past her lips, low and uncontrollable, at the buildup of pleasure already cascading through her bloodstream. Her lips parted, her face twisting into a desperate pout as she drifted towards her climax.
āOh, my God. Oh, my God,ā she moaned quietly as she came, in both awe and disgust of the dark, dangerous place her imagination had taken her. āPaige.ā
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Thunderstruck- Chapter 2
A/N: Well y'all... I lied. Cranked this out between UCONN and USWNT games. Definitely on the short side but hope the smut makes up for it. Now I for real will be taking a mini break from posting updates for both Thunder and HU because I have to do midterm projects. And I'm fucking terrified for NFC Championship tomorrow. FML.Ā Ā
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Content Warning: Language, sexual content 18+

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