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i want hydro, i just want an oxy, just something. I want to feel normal. I want to feel that warmth

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nyctosaurid

i cant talk shit on dr who as if i didnt get my ass handed to me by that vincent van gogh thing 9 years ago

joyceanfartboner-deactivated202

imagine how sweet it would be if like fuckin cnn or somethin cut to england and like people were devouring the royal family live on camera

joyceanfartboner-deactivated202

even the baby one i dont give a fuck

twofingerswhiskey

are you seriously advocating for eating a toddler or am i fuckin illiterate

joyceanfartboner-deactivated202

actually when i made this post it was a baby

I think

Im gonna do it

Idk I thought I’d be ok

But I’m fucked up forever

Nothing exists

Im just putting myself through constant pain

Im not real

I don’t exist

Im nothing

Im only a shell and nothing around me is real

So why should I stay alive

Im fucked up, Im fucking weak, i do nothing of value

Im just making sure my body will be destroyed when I kill myself

I fixed it.

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De veras i am absolutely conked constantly. no puedo ver nada sin estar triggered por ello y i can’t do anything. Im constantly on edge even though I’m safe. I feel disgusting and anxious and I fucking feel them. I feel them trying to touch me. I can fucking feel them. They’re trying to grab me. I don’t know if this is real or them trying to touch me or talk to me or anything. Les veo por todos lados y me da ansiedad como si fueran allá de verdad. I don’t know where I am. I don’t know where I am. I can’t focus on anything because I am nowhere. I am constantly detached and I can’t tell if that’s some stupid mental illness thing or if I’m actually in a fantasy. I think I’m making this up. I’m not here. I’m in a horrible place and this is what I’m making up to survive it. I’m so scared of what’s happening. I’ve never hallucinated before, that’s why I think I’m not here. If this was real woild i be seeing them and feeling them and constantly switching between worlds. I’m gonna wake up and cry. I don’t want to wake up. I’m finally happy and there’s no way I am. This is so fucking fake. I pour boiling water on myself and I don’t feel it. I walk and I don’t get tired. I don’t eat and I don’t get hungry. I go in the cold and I do not feel cold. This is a dream. I don’t want it to be a dream. I’m fucking delirious. I don’t tjem to take me back. I don’t want to see them. I want to stay here and be safe.

Pero no puedo sentirme segura pq nunca estoy segura d q estoy aquí. Nunca estoy segura de estoy segura. Cachai????????????

Pq yo no

lamuertepermanece

si no tengo tetas antes de un año de hoy, voy a suicidarme

*set reminder*

lamuertepermanece

ya las tengo :)

rcktpwr

im gonna go shower and become wet like a crocodile my favorite beast

rcktpwr

please for the love of GOD stay safe

hotvampireadjacent

did you just tell yourself to stay safe

longnuts

Self care

silence-in-my-life-blog

“Estaba sencillamente muriéndome, no le interesaba a nadie, ni siquiera a mi.”

—

arrdeearr

blairellisorwhatever-blog

this never gets old

therothwoman

I met the creator of this a month ago and he said he got a lot of hate mail from dudebros who thought that he was a woman complaining about these problems.

smitethestate

Gold.

Bolding mine.

commandtower-solring-go-deactiv

Watch the real thing. Its perfectly creepy

margbarcis

this is also the guy who made “night in the woods” btw

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fucking relapsed today fuckers

I don’t really see a point in being alive

Im definitely killing myself at some point soon

I don’t think I was meant to be alive for very long

lamuertepermanece

Chair

I sit at a table

Soon to lose a chair

I am not welcome

That much is clear

I do not know my place

Just that it is not here

I am the freak

I am the sinner

I am the disappointment

Maybe I can make do

Create my own table

Fill it with a chosen few

Ones who are lonely too

But it seems I may be unable

Others have places to go

Their own table to sit at

So perhaps I should sit alone

lamuertepermanece

Silla

I sit at a table

Que de pronto perderá una silla

I am not welcome

Es muy claro

I don’t know my place

Solo que no puedo quedarme aquí

I am the freak

Soy la pecadora

Les defraudaré

Maybe I can make do

Crear mi propia mesa

Fill it with a chosen few

Otros que también son solos

But it seems que no puedo

Others have places to go

Sus propia mesas para sentarse

entonces quizá I should sit alone

lamuertepermanece

Silly

Me siento en una mesa

Que de pronto me botará

Mi familia me odiarán

Parece puta obvia

¿Dónde coño voy?

I am disgusting

I am a fucking freak

Son los que piensan

mi familia que defraudo

¿Tal vez lo pudiera arreglar?

¿Pudiera ser mejor?

¿Ir a iglesia?

¿Reparar mi mente de pecadora?

¿¡Leer la Biblia!?

POR QUÉ SOY ASÍ?!!?

No puedo crear una mesa porque soy asquerosa

Nadie me querrá

Ojalá me muera

lamuertepermanece

Chair

They hate me

They fucking hate me

Nací

Querían un niño

Les daba una niña

They hate that

Preferirían que me suicidara

Es lo mismo a ellos

Coño coño coño

No puedo crear una mesa

No quiero crear una mesa

Yo les reunira.

¿Entonces que pasaría?

Les defraudaré también.

Estoy de acuerdo con mi familia

lamuertepermanece

Chair

La silla no se perderá.

Soy yo quien se perderá.

#poesia #poetry #hate #transfobia #transgenero #transphobia #family #religion #bilingüe #bilingual

lamuertepermanece

Chair

I sit at a table

Soon to lose a chair

I am not welcome

That much is clear

I do not know my place

Just that it is not here

I am the freak

I am the sinner

I am the disappointment

Maybe I can make do

Create my own table

Fill it with a chosen few

Ones who are lonely too

But it seems I may be unable

Others have places to go

Their own table to sit at

So perhaps I should sit alone

lamuertepermanece

Silla

I sit at a table

Que de pronto perderá una silla

I am not welcome

Es muy claro

I don’t know my place

Solo que no puedo quedarme aquí

I am the freak

Soy la pecadora

Les defraudaré

Maybe I can make do

Crear mi propia mesa

Fill it with a chosen few

Otros que también son solos

But it seems que no puedo

Others have places to go

Sus propia mesas para sentarse

entonces quizá I should sit alone

lamuertepermanece

Silly

Me siento en una mesa

Que de pronto me botará

Mi familia me odiarán

Parece puta obvia

¿Dónde coño voy?

I am disgusting

I am a fucking freak

Son los que piensan

mi familia que defraudo

¿Tal vez lo pudiera arreglar?

¿Pudiera ser mejor?

¿Ir a iglesia?

¿Reparar mi mente de pecadora?

¿¡Leer la Biblia!?

POR QUÉ SOY ASÍ?!!?

No puedo crear una mesa porque soy asquerosa

Nadie me querrá

Ojalá me muera

lamuertepermanece

Chair

They hate me

They fucking hate me

Nací

Querían un niño

Les daba una niña

They hate that

Preferirían que me suicidara

Es lo mismo a ellos

Coño coño coño

No puedo crear una mesa

No quiero crear una mesa

Yo les reunira.

¿Entonces que pasaría?

Les defraudaré también.

Estoy de acuerdo con mi familia

lamuertepermanece

Chair

I sit at a table

Soon to lose a chair

I am not welcome

That much is clear

I do not know my place

Just that it is not here

I am the freak

I am the sinner

I am the disappointment

Maybe I can make do

Create my own table

Fill it with a chosen few

Ones who are lonely too

But it seems I may be unable

Others have places to go

Their own table to sit at

So perhaps I should sit alone

lamuertepermanece

Silla

I sit at a table

Que de pronto perderá una silla

I am not welcome

Es muy claro

I don’t know my place

Solo que no puedo quedarme aquí

I am the freak

Soy la pecadora

Les defraudaré

Maybe I can make do

Crear mi propia mesa

Fill it with a chosen few

Otros que también son solos

But it seems que no puedo

Others have places to go

Sus propia mesas para sentarse

entonces quizá I should sit alone

lamuertepermanece

Silly

Me siento en una mesa

Que de pronto me botará

Mi familia me odiarán

Parece puta obvia

¿Dónde coño voy?

I am disgusting

I am a fucking freak

Son los que piensan

mi familia que defraudo

¿Tal vez lo pudiera arreglar?

¿Pudiera ser mejor?

¿Ir a iglesia?

¿Reparar mi mente de pecadora?

¿¡Leer la Biblia!?

POR QUÉ SOY ASÍ?!!?

No puedo crear una mesa porque soy asquerosa

Nadie me querrá

Ojalá me muera

lamuertepermanece

Chair

I sit at a table

Soon to lose a chair

I am not welcome

That much is clear

I do not know my place

Just that it is not here

I am the freak

I am the sinner

I am the disappointment

Maybe I can make do

Create my own table

Fill it with a chosen few

Ones who are lonely too

But it seems I may be unable

Others have places to go

Their own table to sit at

So perhaps I should sit alone

lamuertepermanece

Silla

I sit at a table

Que de pronto perderá una silla

I am not welcome

Es muy claro

I don’t know my place

Solo que no puedo quedarme aquí

I am the freak

Soy la pecadora

Les defraudaré

Maybe I can make do

Crear mi propia mesa

Fill it with a chosen few

Otros que también son solos

But it seems que no puedo

Others have places to go

Sus propias mesas para sentarse

entonces quizá I should sit alone

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Chair

I sit at a table

Soon to lose a chair

I am not welcome

That much is clear

I do not know my place

Just that it is not here

I am the freak

I am the sinner

I am the disappointment

Maybe I can make do

Create my own table

Fill it with a chosen few

Ones who are lonely too

But it seems I may be unable

Others have places to go

Their own table to sit at

So perhaps I should sit alone

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I was trying to put my feelings into a comic for emotional relief but my sketch came out like this and I just fucking lost it I’m not even sad anymore

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