Abbybabby..♥︎♥︎

ღnsfw, freakjo, nerdjo, longer-fic, lowk identity crisis for reader

ღcredits to @/ozuh for the art above!

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who would've thought the quiet, nerdy, anti-social boy in your class was an absolute freak? you thought your constant teasing was harmless. you're a typical popular girl; dressed in skirts that are so small they could be belts, shirts with the lowest cut possible, and if your shoe didn't have a slight heel on them, something was wrong.

you had no idea your comments were borderline bullying; you would walk up to him and say, "we're best friends, right?" or "you're so cute, Satoru." always in the same, annoying, high-pitched voice.

every time he would walk in the classroom, you would purposefully laugh and whisper to your friends. you truly thought it was harmless since he never said anything. but you were wrong. so, so wrong.

the final straw for Satoru came when you walked into class with the tiniest black skirt, paired with a cute babydoll top. this was one of your tamer outfits.

Satoru paid you no mind until you deliberately snatched his glasses off his face and plopped them on yours. he looked up at you with disgust. the only thing on his mind was, "how bored can someone be?".

oblivious, lonely reader who’s used to doing things alone x downbad!sukuna. jealous!sukuna. gn!reader. reader wears glasses. sukuna calls reader angel. he’s so down bad bro. ooc sukuna as usual. mentions of nsfw contents.

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1. movie nights.

you had a specific, detailed, high maintenance routine for watching movies. you had slowly perfected the process— a mental to do list popping up every time a new movie dropped that you needed to watch.

first, you needed to be in your designated ‘movie night pajamas’, the most comfortable you owned. your favorite blanket had to be there, along with your favorite pillow for support. you liked watching in your home more than cinemas, because you disliked the idea of not being able to pause the movie for whatever reason. who decided to make bathroom breaks that short, anyways?

for snacks, chips poured into your favorite bowl, your favorite niche flavor. a chocolate bar sat beside it just incase the movie got intense enough for you to crave it. your favorite drink was set beside them in a thermal cup, allowing you to drink it as slow as possible without it melting too quickly.

your phone had to be on dnd, blocking out every notification. the room had to be cold, and you avoided any distractions because pausing the movie on piracy websites meant three minutes of closing ads to turn it back on.

tonight, everything was perfect.

you were perfectly wrapped in your blanket, eyes wide as it watched the screen perfectly, chips tasting perfect, drink perfected, everything absolutely perfect—

bzzz.

you immediately groaned. who could possibly be showing up? you hadn’t ordered food. no one was invited over. it was late. what could possibly be urgent enough to prompt someone to ruin your little routine?

you paused the movie (which took three minutes of pressing ‘x’ on ads urging you to ‘text hot, single ladies in your area’, and ‘ai bots who can make you cum in three minutes!’), pushed the blanket off, and pulled the door open with a soft pout you didn’t even register, just to pause when you saw sukuna standing there, eyebrows furrowed, frowning.

you and sukuna weren’t that close, really. you were in the same friend group, but you always felt nervous around him. he was intimidating, scary, too cool for you. he always stared at you blankly, and you decided he was judging you for… everything. you were awkward, nervous, a little odd.

so, him showing up to your home at midnight was a little… nerve-wracking. his red eyes slowly scanned your comfortable, worn out pajamas, messy hair, tiny pout that faded as your eyes widened, before he blinked blankly. “sorry for showing up unannounced.”

he didn’t sound apologetic. at all. his tone was monotonous, almost unamused.

“can i come in?”

you slowly blinked, before realizing how dumb you must look. you grimaced internally, stepping aside, letting him in. immediately, his eyes landed on your little set up, and he arched an eyebrow. “movie night, huh? watching part two of your little movie series?”

“how did you know?” you mumbled, genuinely confused. much to your surprise, his lips twitched up in something that looked like admiration, amused, and it was the closest you ever got to see him smile.

holy fuck, he was so gorgeous it felt unfair. now that you were actually focusing on the man towering over you, dressed in a black shirt and gray sweatpants, tanned skin peaking from under his clothes, muscles on view—

“it’s your favorite series, and it just dropped. i can recognize the sketchy ass website because you hate netflix. you have your little movie night routine, pajamas, chips, and drink.” he murmured casually, nonchalantly, as if it was normal that the guy you thought disliked you knew this much about you. “i listen, you know.”

your jaw was slack, eyes wide. he only snorted, arching an eyebrow. “don’t tell me fucking gojo was right and you really think i hate you.”

you paused. “well…”

“are you serious?” sukuna scoffed. “you’re my fucking favorite in the group, dumbass.”

“what?” you mumbled back, more confused. “you always glare at me. you never talk to me. i was starting to think you didn’t even know my last name.”

he stared at you, almost as if you were insane, then sighed. “you really are oblivious, huh?”

“hey—“

he shook his head, still looking mildly amused. “here’s the notes suguru said he would drop by to give you and forgot. i know you like studying early.”

“oh. you didn’t have to—“

“i wanted to.” he immediately stated, face serious. “‘ll leave you to it, can’t have someone ruining your perfect night. goodnight.”

with that, he was out, leaving you even more flabbergasted.

what. the. fuck.

2. hangouts.

you were still getting used to the idea that sukuna told you that not only did he not hate you, but that you were his favorite in the group. to you, the idea was unbelievable. flabbergasting. maybe even a little more scarier than being hated by him for some reason, but you managed pretty well.

at least you were more comfortable hanging out with your group now.

however, you had a tiny little habit. you hated the coffee at the place your friends loved, so often, you just walked away to the place next to it to buy your own coffee. it provided you a break, making the little pit of your stomach that grows when having to be around people, even your best friends, for too long reset, and you just get a chance to catch your breath.

today wasn’t different. in the middle of the hangout, you grabbed your wallet and slipped out, enjoying the tiny walk in fresh air before you stepped into your favorite cafe.

the familiar barista immediately lit up at the sight of you, boredom fading from his face. he was your age, friendly with a cute grin that grew whenever you two chatted— something that made you feel at ease when ordering.

“my favorite customer,” he immediately greeted, grinning. the bell at the door chimed, and you both didn’t pay any mind to it. “i wonder what you will order this time.”

you snorted. you both knew you ordered the exact same thing every single time. “yeah, i wonder too.”

he chuckled, eyes flickering to the screen. you could feel a figure stopping behind you. “well, you know your total.”

you hummed, about to pay, when the familiar scent of sukuna’s signature perfume finally registered in your mind as he moved to step beside you, eyes narrowed, jaw slowly twitching. “make it two.”

you slowly glanced up. the barista looked up in surprise, before he nodded calmly. “of course.”

before you could register it, sukuna’s card was pressing against the machine, paying for you both. your jaw went slack for the second time this week, flabbergasted once more, but sukuna was already pulling you out of line so that the people behind you could pay.

and, more unfazed that he should be by his own actions, he casually held out the receipt. “here. you take the code and collect points on their app, right?”

“…how the fuck do you even know that?” you mumbled, utterly confused. “why are you here? how did you find me— did you even know what you ordered—“

“easy there, angel.” he murmured, calm. “you always carry the receipt and i see you type something from it on your phone often. ‘m here because the coffee in the other shop is ass. you always come here, so i figured i would try my coffee with you. i know what i ordered because i know your order.”

you openly gaped at him. he only reached over, grabbing both drinks, arching an eyebrow. “are you gonna gape at me forever or drink this sweet shit?”

“…did you just call me angel?”

his amusement immediately faded, ears turning red as he shoved your drink your way, looking away. “absolutely not. hallucinations. let’s go.”

that was what he chooses to deny? not that he knew your movie night in details? that he knew your exact drink? that he knew you secretly collected points from your favorite coffee shop?

you let out a tiny chuckle, amused, following behind him. that somehow managed to make his ears even more red, a scowl pulling on his pretty lips.

fuck. he was gorgeous, and adorable.

how horrible for you.

3. aquarium.

you laid face-down on shoko’s bed, face showed between the pillows, eyes shut in pure horror. “‘m so screwed.”

she sighed for the nth time from where she sat on the ground, studying. “you quite literally could not be more not screwed.”

“i have a crush on him, shoko. i never have crushes. and now i have one, on fucking sukuna. the guy once punched a guy for breathing ‘his’ air. he fucking hates people. i am so utterly fucked. he will kill me.”

she glanced up, as if she knew something you didn’t. “he won’t kill you. kiss you? maybe.”

“stop being delusional.” you mumbled, voice muffled as you buried your face into the sand further. “‘m so fucked.”

she sighed. “you’re delusional too if you don’t realize what’s happening. anyways, isn’t it the twenty seventh? your monthly aquarium night?”

you jumped up, gasping. “it is! fuck!” you quickly grabbed your phone to check the time, before opening the aquarium’s instagram page just in case there were any updates.

and, unfortunately, right there on their instagram story, posted twelve hours ago, was a simple statement.

‘couples only day!’

“oh, fuck my fucking life.” you mumbled, eyes on the story, shoulders drooping. “shoko, be my aquarium date.”

“couples only, huh? if only these weren’t the conditions,” she mused, almost flirty, before tilting her head.

“yes.”

“ask sukuna to go with you.”

you blinked once, twice, before pulling up your phone, nodding, serious. “good idea. ‘m asking gojo or geto.”

“that is quite literally not what i said.”

“you’re a genius.”

you sent off a quick text to geto and gojo, jumping off her bed to head to your own apartment to get ready. after dressing up all cute for the sake of your loved marine animals, you glanced down at your phone, where a vague text from gojo said he couldn’t, followed by maybe three million crying emojis (which was maybe because he had begged before to accompany you said no. aquariums were a single, you-only trip), and geto sent back a simple ‘he’s almost there’, and a thumbs up.

what kind of reply was that? you frowned, sending five questions marks, about to ask who the fuck ‘he’ was, when your doorbell rings.

you pulled the door open, and freeze when your eyes landed on the one and only sukuna. he glanced at you, eyes blank, and nodded once. “let’s go.”

“…where?”

he raised an eyebrow. “the aquarium. date night. let’s go.”

“…are you sure?” you immediately mumbled, voice uncharacteristically low. “‘m, uh, kind of enthusiastic about this. nerdy. geeky. um, annoying.”

his lips twitched up into an endeared smile that he immediately pushed back. “i know what ‘m getting into. let’s go.”

you grabbed your jacket, eyebrows furrowing. “suguru could have just said he couldn’t come. i’m sorry he sent you instead.”

“oh, he could come.” sukuna stated blankly, stepping into the elevator behind you. you glanced up at him, confused, and he stared back blankly, as if waiting for you to collect dots you didn’t even see. he only sighed after a few minutes, shaking his head. “this is both cute and infuriating. so, which stupid creature is your favorite?”

you expected a night with sukuna to be awkward. tense. uncomfortable. a night where you had to hold back so you don’t become labeled as talkative, or annoying, or too much.

you didn’t expect for him to be a good listener. nodding at whatever you said, asking questions at first to keep you talking until you were comfortable rambling. you didn’t expect him to hold your things so you could comfortably get closer to the glass, or stay longer at your favorite animals, or ask you about ones that seemed interesting, his eyes soft and lips twitching upwards just the slightest. you didn’t expect him to disappear at one point and come back with a few limited-edition items from the small gift shop either, dumping them in your arms wordlessly as you two were walking out.

“thank you for being my fake date for the night, kuna.” you mumbled as he was dropping you off, sleepy, eyes soft and voice slurred. he paused at your words, lips twitching into a frown before he eyed how sleepy you were and only sighed.

“of course, angel.” he muttered, reaching over and nonchalantly pressing a kiss to your forehead before he turned around, walking away. “…sleep well, goodnight.”

gaping at him seeming like a new routine, except this time, your sleepy eyes were set on his back as he left, almost getting distracted by his muscles showing through the fabric. oh, you were so, utterly fucked.

4. the beach.

you sat quietly on the sand, wrapped tightly in a towel, eyes ahead as you watched gojo, geto and shoko shoving each other in the water. choso was on a towel beside you, deeply asleep and snoring. toji was playing around with megumi and nobara and yuji, who was yapping about how his uncle dropped him off and disappeared. everyone was enjoying themselves.

you were freezing.

you had gotten there earlier, having known they would all show up too late. you liked swimming alone with no eyes on you, so with too much sunscreen, you stayed in the water under the sun in what you knew was the perfect time for you. by the time everyone else arrived, you were already drying in the shade.

oh, how you wished you had a dry towel—

a dry towel dropped into your lap before the thought even finished. you froze, glancing up at the sky, before immediately closing your eyes again and wishing for a million dollars just in case.

“don’t stare at the fucking sun.”

ah. your genie.

you peaked through your lashes at sukuna, who glared at you, a hand going to shade your eyes from the sun. he was dry, holding a small bag which you assumed was for his wallet and phone and car keys and towel, the sun kissing every spot on his perfect body, as if purposely teasing you.

fuck. how could someone be so pretty?

he sighed, pulling a cap out of the bag. he pushed it on top of your damp hair, shading your face, and slumped beside you. “switch towels. mine is dry.”

“hi.” you mumbled dumbly, blinking a few times to snap yourself from the daze seeing his beautiful red eyes in the sun put you through. his lips twitched, face softening, and he only pulled the cap down further. you finally remembered how to think. “don’t you need your towel dry?”

“‘m not going into the water this late.” he stated. his eyes flickered to choso asleep, and he rolled his eyes, standing back up. you watched shamelessly as he effortlessly pulled the heavy umbrella so it was covering the sun kissed stoner, sighing, voice lower. “that dumbass.”

“i spray him with sunscreen every two hours. flipped him once.” you mused, taking the chance of sukuna being distracted to switch towels, sighing in relief once the warm, dry, soft towel wrapped around you. “thank you, kuna.”

“don’t mention it.” he grunted, then frowned once he registered your words, “you rub sunscreen on him?”

“oh, no, it’s a spray.” you hummed, pulling it out. “isn’t it cool?”

he glanced at the spray bottle, shoulders slowly relaxing. “mhm. it is. can you spray me?”

you nodded, moving to stand up, immediately stumbling in the towel. firm fingers immediately steadied you, and you deeply hoped he couldn’t feel the warmth radiating off you from being flustered as he slowly let go.

you slowly sprayed him, the sunscreen leaving a shiny coat that made him look even more beautiful. after making sure every part of him was covered, you slowly sat back down. “try to rub it to make sure it’s even.”

he hummed, eyes shut, slowly spreading it out, spreading it out on his tan skin.

what a fucking sight, really. he was so, unbelievably gorgeous. you were so fucked.

“…you went early, huh?”

“…yeah.” you mumbled, eyes still on him, hoping he keeps his eyes closed.

“tell me next time. ‘ll go with you.” he sighed. “these idiots always come when it’s already too cold.”

you nodded slowly as he finally finished, slumping next to you on the little beach mat gojo had gotten, so close that his thigh was pretty to your covered figure. he frowned. “your lips are pale. still cold?”

you grimaced. “‘ll be okay. thank you for the towel—“

he sighed, an arm wrapping around your shoulder before he was pulling you towards him. you missed the way his body relaxed, lips twitching into a repressed grin, the face of a man finally achieving one of his long lost goals.

holy fuck. you were pressed to his side, his body oozing warmth. he smelled great, and you could feel his muscles every time he shifted. as you stared ahead, trying to pretend like you weren’t malfunctioning, your eyes landed on shoko, gojo and geto staring back at you guys from the water, jaws slack.

well. at least it wasn’t you this time.

5. studying.

as much as it seemed otherwise, studying with gojo actually helped you. you both kept each other in check— you stopped him whenever he started yapping, and he distracted you whenever you were spiraling. you both were a team when studying— having been one since the first semester, when you both met.

during breaks, however, was when you really liked studying with gojo. you both sat with thirteen expensive pastries in front of you, gojo’s treat, and he grinned excitedly. “oh, this will be so good. you go first.”

“you don’t have to tell me twice.” you mumbled, picking one up. you immediately moaned in delight, holding the rest to gojo, who reached over and took the rest from between your fingers. “fuck. this is so good.”

gojo let out an even louder moan. you both ignored the disgusted glares from the people around you, happily chewing. “oh, these are fucking godsent. thank you for being my taste buddy.”

“thank you,” you mumbled, grabbing another one. “you’re the one spoiling me with these. you’re, like, my dream man right now.”

gojo let out a loud laugh, before pausing, shivering in horror at whatever he imagined. “do not let sukuna hear you saying that. he’ll have my head.”

“why would he have your head for that?” you mumbled, mouthful, and distracted by the heavenly taste of these. you weren’t even a fan of pasteries, but these were on another level. you tried another, and immediately groaned. “fuck. try this one.”

you immediately extended your hand out to gojo. he, as usual, ate half of it off your fingers instead, and dramatically melted in his seat. “ten out of ten. perfect. stunning. i will marry whoever made these.” he swallowed, and quickly ate the rest off your fingers to. “and he will because he’s, like, in love with you.”

“you flipping liar.” you mumbled, unamused with the obvious fake news. “he doesn’t. he’s just a good friend.”

“he’s not a good friend,” gojo snorted. “he almost shoved my head into the toilet bowl yesterday because he was bored. he likes you.”

you did not believe him the slightest. “uh-huh. wanna try the red one?”

“yes, please.”

later that night, you were curled up in bed— going over everything you had studied earlier to lock the information into your mind. the groupchat was blowing up after choso was caught kissing someone (you already knew the news. choso blurted about his ‘secret’ crush to you before when he was high, and forgot.) and you just shot back a sticker laughing, said you were studying and you needed more caffeine to deal with this, and shut your phone off completely.

you really needed caffeine.

everytime you shut your eyes, all you can see is a cold, cup of your favorite coffee from your favorite shop. the condensation running down, the inviting taste, everything—

fuck. you needed one so bad. you frowned, turning your phone on to glance at the time, and paused when a notification stood out from between the ones on the groupchat.

sukuna: pick u up for coffee in five?

you stared at the message, then slowly glanced down at the sweatpants and oversized hoodie you were in, your hair messy, broken glasses on because you were too lazy to get these specific ones fixed and you lost the other, before sighing. you needed caffeine too bad to worry about how you looked in front of him right now.

you: please :c

a car honked downstairs a few minutes. you quickly grabbed your wallet and your half-dead phone, rushing downstairs, grabbing an oversized jacket on the way so you could tug it on top of your thick hoodie, grimacing at how much of a mess you looked. you slid into the passenger seat, and sukuna only stared at you, eyes slowly taking in your appearance, lips softly pulling up.

“don’t say anything.” you immediately mumbled. his smirk widened, but he didn’t speak, immediately resuming to drive, eyes ahead. “‘m so sleepy.”

“uh-huh. let’s get some caffeine in you.” he murmured, turning more serious. “don’t overwork yourself tonight. did you have dinner?”

you nodded, ignoring how your heart felt like it was twirling in your chest. “i did. ate and drank and slept well.”

he hummed. “good.”

in the coffee shop, he got the same as you, paying despite your complaints. once the drinks were out, he grabbed both, wrapping yours in tissues to keep your fingers from being cold before handing it over, humming.

you were looking over notes in your phone, too tired to register his actions. you only quietly took the cup, immediately sipping, shoulders slowly rolling down, tense muscles relaxing. “thank you, kuna.”

he clicked his tongue. “don’t mention it.”

in the car, you focused on sipping the coffee, and he cleared his throat. “gojo said you two were on a study date this morning. pastries and shit. said you called him your dream man.”

you snorted. sukuna glanced over, utterly unamused, almost pouting. “i love gojo.”

his lips immediately formed a scowl. “you love him?”

“not like that,” you snorted. “he’s just… he was the first person who was nice to me in university, you know. the first person who made sure i never felt like a burden. he means a lot to me, platonically.”

he was silent for a while, then nodded, pulling up in front of your building. “good. you deserve to never feel like a burden. you… mean a lot to me.”

was he trying to kill you? you immediately shuffled out, heart beating like it was trying to escape your chest, cheeks burning. “you mean a lot to me too, kuna. um, goodnight. thank you for picking me up.”

“don’t mention it, angel.”

+1.

against your will, you were dragged to a party.

you would have been enthusiastic, really, if finals hadn’t just ended— leaving you too sleep deprived that you couldn’t even walk straight. gojo had came over to force you out and picked your outfit out for you, keeping in mind your pleads for it to be something warm, and you ended up in the passenger seat of his car, asleep soundly, vaguely aware of his whining about you needing to be awake as he drove you there.

you could only remember little snippets between your tiny naps, really.

gojo having his arm around you as he dragged you in.

you slumping down beside choso, immediately falling asleep on his shoulder.

sukuna crouching down in front of you, concerned, eyes worried.

sukuna covering you with a blanket.

sukuna sitting beside you, pulling your head into his shoulder instead.

geto replacing choso. you shifting, head falling into his shoulder because he was warmer.

sukuna immediately pulling you back towards him, an arm falling around your waist to keep you close, bickering with geto.

after that, you drifted into deep sleep— the kind that only came after a week straight of pulling all nighters. and, when you woke up again, you were wrapped in a blanket, on the roof, on a tiny couch with your head on sukuna’s lap and a cigarette between his lips.

the second he registered you awake, he pushed the cigarette into the ashtray, eyes soft, fingers on your shoulders to help you sit up. “you okay, angel?”

“mhm. sleepy.” you mumbled, blinking slowly, still half asleep. you yawned, rubbing your eyes. “thank you for watching over me, kuna. you’re, like, my angel.”

“…don’t mention it.” he whispered— although, it sounded more like a pained whimper. “i… yeah. don’t mention it.”

it was silent for a few minutes. you both stared up at the sky, lost in thought, before sukuna cleared his throat.

“…the stars are pretty.”

“mhm.”

he paused, before speaking again. his voice was low, soft, but it was laced with quiet frustration that you could tell wasn’t pointed at you. “we’re, uh, done with the semester.”

“…mhm.”

he clicked his tongue, and sat up, like he’s restarting. “…we’re good friends.”

“we are.” you mumbled, still dazed from your delicious, needed nap. he let out a small groan, face buried into his palm.

“fuck.”

“…kuna?” you murmured, voice soft, sleepy. his eyes finally flickered up, frustrated and almost disappointed in himself, and you only gave him a small, sleepy smile. “i like you too.”

and finally, it was his turn for his jaw to go slack, eyes widening, before he turned to you quickly. “you’re not fucking with me, right? you like me?”

you nodded, sleepy, but focused. “i like you.”

he didn’t hesitate before dropping to his knees in front of you, eyes soft and almost pathetic. “say that again. please.”

“i like you, kuna.” you repeated, quieter, softer, more serious.

he let his head drop, face pressed against the blanket covering your thighs briefly, voice muffled when he spoke. “…you have no idea how many years i have been dying to hear this, angel. fuck.” when he lifted his head back up, his red eyes were almost glossy. “‘m marrying the fuck out of you one day.”

that managed a sleepy laugh out of you. “take me on a date first, at least. we haven’t even kissed yet.”

his eyes lit up at the mere thought— before you watched him visibly holding himself back, trying to appear more relaxed, probably to not scare you off, despite his reddening ears at the idea. “right. dates. i will date you so fucking good, i promise, you will never think of anyone but me again. not even that stupid barista who clearly wants you so bad. only me.” he nodded, serious, scowling, before his eyes softened again. “best dates of your life. where do you want to go? dinner? coffee? aquarium? your little movie night routine at my place? do you want me to make it a surprise? i will be the best boyfriend— wait, fuck, not that yet—“

you reached over, softly pressing your lips to his,

he froze, eyes probably wide, then immediately melted the second your fingers gently cupped his face to pull him closer, letting out a soft, little sound into the kiss that had his face flushing further.

once you pulled away, your eyes met his dazed ones, and he slowly sucked in a deep breath. “….fuck.”

“dinner sounds good.” you whispered back, thumb brushing over his bottom lip, and he shut his eyes, as if it took visible effort not to groan. “next week?”

“you think ‘ll make it to next week?” he let out a sharp laugh. “you have me fucking kneeling for you, angel. tomorrow. 8. please.”

“okay.” you murmured, voice soft. “now, come back up, i will want to continue napping on you.”

masterlist

part 10

you stared down at yourself, you were in your pjs, crumbs all over the place, your hair was messy, and you looked sleep deprived even though you’d just slept 12 hours, you were mess. megumi was going to be at your house and you looked like you’d just got run over by a truck. what was your luck?

you jumped out of bed and tried to look presentable, then the doorbell rang. you froze. no. you just stood there for a second. then you heard a knock that snapped you out of your trance. he was here. you moved to your door slowly, hoping that it wasn’t who you knew it was.

you opened the door and were met with megumi. he looked great, as usual. you smiled sheepishly. “hey…”

he was quiet for a moment, it felt like the longest minute of your life. then he leaned closer slowly. for a second you thought he was going to kiss you.

he removed something from your hair, probably a chip. “you had something.”

you blushed. “u-um come in!”

then you looked around, it was such a mess. you kicked your clothes under the couch hoping he didn’t see. “sorry it’s kinda messy i didn’t expect you to get here so early!”

you were so nervous, why wasn’t he saying anything? did he hate it? does he hate you? does he wanna cancel the date? is this even a date? it’s not. does he wanna leave? he should leave.

“it’s fine, get dressed. i— i’m looking forward to going out with you, alone i mean.”

you smiled, that put your mind at ease. “me too!”

-

it took you a while (as usual) but you were finally ready. when you walked out you saw your house completely clean and megumi sitting on the couch looking bored as hell.

“hey!” he said, then he looked at you and sat up straighter.

“did you do all this?”

“you look… oh, yeah i did, sorry i know i should’ve asked but you seemed so nervous, so i—” you smiled, he was blushing.

“oh my gosh! that’s so sweet of you fushiguro!” he turned red.

“it’s nothing…” he said and walked over to you, grabbing your bag.

“it’s fine!” you giggled, then he looked at you, so you stopped and just gave him the bag.

“my car’s parked outside, are you ready to go?”

“yeah!”

he put on a hat and mask and walked out, you followed him.

-

the car ride was nice. you talked about anything and everything, but he listened patiently. occasionally replying with a hum or a “that’s nice”.

when you reached the cinema, which had to be the fanciest cinema you’d ever stepped foot in, megumi whispered something to the security guard and he took both of you to the vip area.

“woah…” you looked around, your jaw was hanging open. it was completely empty. the guard left after taking you to your seats.

you sat down and looked around in awe. then you turned to megumi.

“fushiguro!”

“y/n!” he mimicked you, smiling slightly.

“fushiguro!”

“yes?”

“this is…”

“yeah?” he took off his mask and stared at you. you blushed. he was ridiculously good looking.

“nevermind.” you turned around to hide your blush. he giggled. you gasped. “did you just…? oh my goodness i’m the best! i made you laugh! ha! i’m literally her! i’m so so much better than yuji! i’m gonna flex this to him!” you grabbed your phone to try and take a picture of him, he grabbed your phone quickly, you leaned back so he wouldn’t be able to get it, he grabbed your arm and pulled you closer. you two were so close.

then the tv started making noises. he pulled away and looked at the screen. you did the same.

-

the movie went by quickly, you noticed how megumi stiffened up every time there was a jumpscare and made a mental note to tease him about it later.

“so how’d you like it?”

“never suggest a movie again, what the fuck.”

“what! why?”

“anyway to answer your question i think the villain was obviously the guy.”

“right! you have permission date me now!”

“do i?” he said, smirking.

“um let’s go now!”

he giggled.

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megumi drove you home. “stop here.”

“i know, i was here a couple hours ago.”

“okay sassypants i’m just letting you know.” you rolled your eyes. “thanks for dropping me off.”

“no problem.”

you got out of the car and walked into your house. megumi watched you go. he lingered for a while before driving away.

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you tapped your pen against the front desk, scanning memberships as the usual morning crowd filtered in. the gym was quiet this early, just the hum of treadmills and clinking weights in the background. then the automatic doors slid open and in he came in like clockwork.

satoru gojo. tall, messy white hair, blindfold pushed up like a headband today so those insane blue eyes could shine under the fluorescent lights. he wore a black compression shirt that should be illegal.

“morning, sweetheart,” he drawled, leaning his forearms on the counter like he owned the place. “did you dream about me again? be honest.”

you snorted, sliding his card back without looking. “yeah, in my nightmares. you were late on dues and i had to chase you out with a clipboard.”

he gasped, clutching his chest dramatically. “ouch. that hurts, baby. right here.” he pointed at his heart, then leaned in closer with a smirk. “but we both know you’d miss me if i stopped showing up. who else is gonna bring you these?”

he slid a strawberry mochi across the desk like he was handing over treasure. you tried to look unimpressed but took it anyway. “bribing the front desk now? bold strategy, gojo.”

“is it working?” he wiggled his eyebrows. “c’mon, give me a little credit. i even remembered your favorite flavor this time. last week you said the mango ones were mid.”

you popped a piece in your mouth, trying not to smile too big. “okay, fine. you’re slightly less annoying than usual today.”

“slightly? i’m wounded.” he clutched the counter like he might faint. “i come in here every day looking this good and all i get is ‘slightly’? cruel woman. i might have to start doing my sets right here so you can appreciate the view.”

“please don’t. you’ll scare the retirees away,” you laughed, waving him toward the gym floor. “go sweat somewhere else, pretty boy.”

gojo didn’t move. instead he rested his chin on his hand, staring at you with that stupidly soft grin that made your stomach flip.

“pretty boy, huh? keep calling me that and i really won’t leave this desk. might just camp out here until you agree to get coffee with me after your shift.” you raised an eyebrow, heart fluttering. “coffee? that’s the best line you got?”

“nah, i’ve got better ones, but i’m saving them for when you finally admit you like me too.” he winked, finally pushing off the counter but walking backwards so he could keep teasing. “four o’clock, right? don’t make me wait, desk princess. i get whiny when i’m hungry… and when the cutest girl in the building leaves me hanging.”

you rolled your eyes but couldn’t hide your smile. “go lift something heavy before your ego gets too big for the door, satoru.”

he blew you a kiss over his shoulder as he finally headed in. every day he came in he stayed longer at the desk, and every day the banter got a little sweeter. gojo was hooked, and he wasn’t even trying to hide it anymore.

Warnings: loss of virginity, insecurity, size kink, protected sex, biting, fingering, choso being choso, pathetic whimpering choso but also top choso, thanks to whoever requested this

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Being with Choso has been a dream, your sweet romance blossoming. He's a perfect gentleman, completely doting, and a touch clingy in all the best ways.

There is only one problem in your perfect relationship. Choso is completely averse to having sex. A steamy makeout is totally chill but as soon as your hand slips down to his crotch he jolts away. Of course, you respect his wishes, but you can't help but feel undesired. Your own boyfriend doesn't want to have sex with you.

One such incident has just occurred. Last night you had an everything shower, you smell like a bakery and you even put on your cutest lingerie. But still, Choso backed away as soon as the kiss was about to go too far.

So now you are sat there awkwardly on his bed. Looking sad and dejected while Choso tries to cheer you up.

"We could watch a movie? Make cookies?"

"I don't want to do that, Choso, I'm tired."

"Tired? But it's only eight."

"Not that kind of tired. I'm tired of feeling unwanted, Choso."

You look down at your hands.

"But… I do want you. You're so clever. And funny. And pretty. You always manage to make me smile, or calm me down when I'm stressed. I want you in my life. And all of your friends and family feel the same."

"Again. Not that kind of want. Choso?"

"Yes."

"Do you find me attractive?"

"Yes! You are the most beautiful woman in all the world. When I go outside, or on the internet, there's always lots of pretty ladies, but I have never seen one as gorgeous as you. I can't think of a single thing about you I don't adore."

"So why don't you want to have sex with me? If there's nothing wrong with me."

"And there isn't anything wrong with you! It's all me! I promise."

"Yeah. So what is it?"

"Well. I… I don't think I would be very good at it."

"Why? Have you had a bad experience before me?"

"No. Uh…no experience before you."

Your shoulders slump, relaxed. Gently, you grab his hand, moving closer to him. Warmth radiates between the two of you. Something sweet and tender. 

"You don't have to be good at anything. I want you. We can learn together, that sound good?"

"Together?"

"Together."

He brings your hand up to his lips, pressing a kiss to your knuckle. Dark eyes look up at you.

"I just don't want to disappoint you."

"You won't, no need to worry."

Moving to the flat plane between your thumb and forefinger, then your palm, then the inside of your wrist, he kisses each spot. Reverent and slow.

"Is now a good time to tell you I'm still really hard." He bats his eyelashes innocently, a nervous pout resting on his face.

"The perfect time." 

That sensual makeout from earlier, abruptly stopped, begins again. A push and pull rhythm between you, buttons fumbled with, zippers getting caught, clothes sliding off. Letting them fall onto the floor.

Him in his boxers. You entirely nude, wet heat pressing against his throbbing crotch. He lets out a high-pitched whimper. Needy.

Carefully, you pull his boxers down, causing his cock to slap up against his stomach. Your eyes widen in shock.

"Woah."

It beads with precome, blushing bashfully, searing red at the tip. Thick and crowned with a smattering of dark hair.

"Sorry. It probably isn't very-"

"Is that even gonna fit? Gonna stretch me out either way. It's huge."

"What? But I thought."

"You've been packing some serious heat and you didn't even realise. You're always so humble. It's adorable."

"So it's big enough for you?"

"More than big enough."

He closes his eyes, head tipped back in an embarrassed flush. Pulling him back into a passionate kiss, you start to grind against him, rubbing a pool of wetness between you.

"Please."

"This feel good?"

"Mh-fuck."

Wide hands grip onto your waist, flipping you over so Choso is on top of you. Staring down at you, he is in complete awe.

"This is happening."

"Yeah. You ready? Put a condom on."

And that he does. He lines himself up, tip brushing clumsily against your clit causing both of you to jolt. A loud whine escapes his throat as he slips in, lubricated by your shared fluids. Once he is fully inside, he stops moving, neck exposed as he looks up.

"You okay?"

"Just…taking it in."

He begins to build a rhythm, hips gently thrusting into yours. Acting like you're fragile, something worth protecting. 

"Faster, Cho-"

"You sure. Won't it hurt?"

"No. It'll feel good. Trust me."

His head falls into the crook of your shoulder as he increases the pace. Slutty moans muffled by your skin. Whimpering and biting down on your neck to quiet himself. A trail of wet spit smears across your neck where his mouth presses sloppy kisses and soft bites.

He ruts with reckless abandon, pathetically chasing deeper, caressing parts of you which you didn't even know existed. You are completely stretched over his length, a hot suctioning noise ringing out at every thrust.

Every thrust grows messier and less careful as he builds to his climax.

"Fuck-"

It happens fast, mindless snapping of hips slowing. Your pussy envelops his cock fully as it throbs inside of you, then going soft.

"Oh, I haven't made you come yet."

"Choso. That's fine. Today isn't about me."

"No. I wanna."

He pulls out with a satisfying pop. Tentatively, he pushes his fingers into your entrance, still slightly open from his cock. Those long fingers curl up inside of you, pumping in and out in a circular motion. His thumb comes up to touch your clit.

You let out a soft whine at the pressure, hips squirming away from his hand.

"Is that okay?"

"So fuckin' good. I'm close."

Brown eyes widen at your admission, a burning flush dusting his cheeks. He keeps going, thumb circling your clit, until you clench down on his fingers.

Legs shake as you both collapse onto the bed, bodies sinking into each other. Spent and exhausted. In each other's arms.

"Woah. You're amazing. I think you were worried for nothing." you say, still breathing heavily from all the exertion.

"Really? I think the same about you. Now I'm sad though. Missed out on so much."

"I guess we have a lot of fucking to do to make up for it."

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you and jj have known each other since yall were kids but yall have always felt like there was something more to yall relationship than just friends so now yall are dating but no one knows and no one can know ESPECIALLY your twin brother john b jj is his best frie since kindergarten he’s the only reason you even ever talk to each other. you and jj are at the beach laying in the sand cuddling after surfing his hand is on your thigh just resting there “jj?” you say not looking up “yeah what’s up” he replied “i kinda tell my brother about us…” he freezes. “w-why would you want to do that?” he kinda laughs a little when you say “because i don’t like keeping secrets and i feel weird keeping it from him…” you look up at him “y/n if he found out he would literally kill me!” he said “maybe he won’t?” he laughed “i like your confidence but he definitely will” he kissed the top of your head “maybe we can tell him one day but not any time soon” then yall hear foot steps and yall quickly detach from each other and it was john b “guys we’ve been looking for yall all day!” he look and jj then looks at you then back a jj “im watching you maybank…”

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