First time with nervousBF!Choso
Warnings: loss of virginity, insecurity, size kink, protected sex, biting, fingering, choso being choso, pathetic whimpering choso but also top choso, thanks to whoever requested this
Being with Choso has been a dream, your sweet romance blossoming. He's a perfect gentleman, completely doting, and a touch clingy in all the best ways.
There is only one problem in your perfect relationship. Choso is completely averse to having sex. A steamy makeout is totally chill but as soon as your hand slips down to his crotch he jolts away. Of course, you respect his wishes, but you can't help but feel undesired. Your own boyfriend doesn't want to have sex with you.
One such incident has just occurred. Last night you had an everything shower, you smell like a bakery and you even put on your cutest lingerie. But still, Choso backed away as soon as the kiss was about to go too far.
So now you are sat there awkwardly on his bed. Looking sad and dejected while Choso tries to cheer you up.
"We could watch a movie? Make cookies?"
"I don't want to do that, Choso, I'm tired."
"Tired? But it's only eight."
"Not that kind of tired. I'm tired of feeling unwanted, Choso."
You look down at your hands.
"But… I do want you. You're so clever. And funny. And pretty. You always manage to make me smile, or calm me down when I'm stressed. I want you in my life. And all of your friends and family feel the same."
"Again. Not that kind of want. Choso?"
"Do you find me attractive?"
"Yes! You are the most beautiful woman in all the world. When I go outside, or on the internet, there's always lots of pretty ladies, but I have never seen one as gorgeous as you. I can't think of a single thing about you I don't adore."
"So why don't you want to have sex with me? If there's nothing wrong with me."
"And there isn't anything wrong with you! It's all me! I promise."
"Well. I… I don't think I would be very good at it."
"Why? Have you had a bad experience before me?"
"No. Uh…no experience before you."
Your shoulders slump, relaxed. Gently, you grab his hand, moving closer to him. Warmth radiates between the two of you. Something sweet and tender.
"You don't have to be good at anything. I want you. We can learn together, that sound good?"
He brings your hand up to his lips, pressing a kiss to your knuckle. Dark eyes look up at you.
"I just don't want to disappoint you."
"You won't, no need to worry."
Moving to the flat plane between your thumb and forefinger, then your palm, then the inside of your wrist, he kisses each spot. Reverent and slow.
"Is now a good time to tell you I'm still really hard." He bats his eyelashes innocently, a nervous pout resting on his face.
That sensual makeout from earlier, abruptly stopped, begins again. A push and pull rhythm between you, buttons fumbled with, zippers getting caught, clothes sliding off. Letting them fall onto the floor.
Him in his boxers. You entirely nude, wet heat pressing against his throbbing crotch. He lets out a high-pitched whimper. Needy.
Carefully, you pull his boxers down, causing his cock to slap up against his stomach. Your eyes widen in shock.
It beads with precome, blushing bashfully, searing red at the tip. Thick and crowned with a smattering of dark hair.
"Sorry. It probably isn't very-"
"Is that even gonna fit? Gonna stretch me out either way. It's huge."
"You've been packing some serious heat and you didn't even realise. You're always so humble. It's adorable."
"So it's big enough for you?"
He closes his eyes, head tipped back in an embarrassed flush. Pulling him back into a passionate kiss, you start to grind against him, rubbing a pool of wetness between you.
Wide hands grip onto your waist, flipping you over so Choso is on top of you. Staring down at you, he is in complete awe.
"Yeah. You ready? Put a condom on."
And that he does. He lines himself up, tip brushing clumsily against your clit causing both of you to jolt. A loud whine escapes his throat as he slips in, lubricated by your shared fluids. Once he is fully inside, he stops moving, neck exposed as he looks up.
He begins to build a rhythm, hips gently thrusting into yours. Acting like you're fragile, something worth protecting.
"You sure. Won't it hurt?"
"No. It'll feel good. Trust me."
His head falls into the crook of your shoulder as he increases the pace. Slutty moans muffled by your skin. Whimpering and biting down on your neck to quiet himself. A trail of wet spit smears across your neck where his mouth presses sloppy kisses and soft bites.
He ruts with reckless abandon, pathetically chasing deeper, caressing parts of you which you didn't even know existed. You are completely stretched over his length, a hot suctioning noise ringing out at every thrust.
Every thrust grows messier and less careful as he builds to his climax.
It happens fast, mindless snapping of hips slowing. Your pussy envelops his cock fully as it throbs inside of you, then going soft.
"Oh, I haven't made you come yet."
"Choso. That's fine. Today isn't about me."
He pulls out with a satisfying pop. Tentatively, he pushes his fingers into your entrance, still slightly open from his cock. Those long fingers curl up inside of you, pumping in and out in a circular motion. His thumb comes up to touch your clit.
You let out a soft whine at the pressure, hips squirming away from his hand.
"So fuckin' good. I'm close."
Brown eyes widen at your admission, a burning flush dusting his cheeks. He keeps going, thumb circling your clit, until you clench down on his fingers.
Legs shake as you both collapse onto the bed, bodies sinking into each other. Spent and exhausted. In each other's arms.
"Woah. You're amazing. I think you were worried for nothing." you say, still breathing heavily from all the exertion.
"Really? I think the same about you. Now I'm sad though. Missed out on so much."
"I guess we have a lot of fucking to do to make up for it."
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