whatever.

i dont know how to love without it consuming me

the thought of not being the only thing on your mind makes me feel nauseous, love me more than you love anything.

spam me even if i’m not around. i’ll read everything like a book.

warning: once i’m attached i do not let go. you’re stuck with me forever.

arousal! repulsion! arousal! repulsion! arousal! repulsion! arousal! repulsion!

being self aware suuuucks like yeah this thought pattern/behavior is stupid and pointless and a symptom. i know this. [does it anyways

don't fall in love with me cuz i'll treat you right & you'll get bored & cheat on me

I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety

Being depressed is really weird because you want someone to care enough to check on you but you don’t want someone to care enough to worry about you

in a shocking turn of events repressing your emotions doesn't make them disappear

people say “don’t get obsessed” like it’s a switch i can flip. like i wouldn’t choose to feel less if i could. but if you matter to me, you matter. it’s all or nothing, and i’ve never been good at nothing.

Forever traumatized by realizing that no amount of love can change someone who finds losing you easier than facing their own behavior.

mindlessly staring at my screen, waiting for your notification. it's the only notification i look forward to.