i don't know if it's over yet.

you are not unloveable just because people have treated you poorly

detachment is crazy because you'll still care. you'll still remember their birthday. you'll still hope they're okay. you just stop showing it and that's okay.

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

can you pat my head and run your hands through my pretty hair and tell me it’s gonna be ok

I either get attached too fast like a stray thats given food for the first time or I take ages to be comfortable around someone like an abused dog that doesn’t trust humans anymore

You have two wolves inside of you: "I should block everyone and isolate myself for half a year." and "If anyone I'm friends with stops talking to me I'm gonna slit my wrists." and both wolves are actually pathetic shaking puppies

you ever feel like you’re more work than you’re worth? oh yeah no me neither

i think that other people have access to an Energy source that i don’t but that’s okay i’m happy for them i do wish that was me though

The devil couldn't get me so he made me clingy AND self-conscious

*me, literally sick with want* whatever

how do u ever get rid of these weird feelings in your chest

sorry i cant talk rn im busy thinking about how i should have done everything differently