mckenna grace lyrics, all songs edition
โ ย what did you do with the photo strip you used to use as a book mark? did you throw it away? or do you keep it safe in a drawer with your socks and my broken heart?ย โ
โ i tried to read the signs but you left me in the dark. โ
โ i told you i'm not a casual kisser. โ
โ i guess you're a casual quitter. โ
โ you said you would love me until the bitter end and you didn't lie. the end was bitter. โ
โ i fell for your lines, i fell for your charm. i hate to think that you were just playing a part. โ
โ even at my best, i'm a constant mess. โ
โ i can't sleep at night, nothing i do is ever right. โ
โ the voices in my brain on a megaphone saying 'you're so mediocre, you're a loser, you're a joker. who are you trying to kid?' โ
โ i'm so mediocre, i don't measure up to no one. โ
โ i'm not perfect, i'm a screw up. who could love me like this? โ
โ so much potential. was it accidental? god hid it somewhere in me that i can't reach. โ
โ i'm such an ugly crier. โ
โ wait, where are we? โ
โ you always order like a ten year old the sweetest thing they sell. โ
โ you're such a liar. โ
โ liar, liar. words on fire. โ
โ you say you miss me but i don't believe it. if you did, you'd be reaching out. โ
โ i don't want to hear it, i don't want to see it. โ
โ i don't want to hear you, i don't want to see you. only thing you're good for is disappearing on me. โ
โ chew me up then spit me out then leave me lying on the ground. that's a low blow, even for you. โ
โ you're in my head and you're in my blood and when i'm dead, you'll probably dig my grave up too. โ
โ my stupid heart was in your hands. โ
โ i should have known better, that you're a backstabber but how could i have known? โ
โ your words are made of daggers and cherry lip smacker. โ
โ i'm just gonna hold my breath 'cause all you do is make me sick. you even ruined air for me. โ
โ i swear you exist just to spite me. โ
โ i'm your cigarette so gaslight me. โ
โ are you happy now that i'm so miserable? โ
โ sadly, your love was conditional. you liked to pick me apart like daisies. โ
โ [you/they] left me crying in the bathroom on my birthday. โ
โ i wish i never even met [you/them] in the first place. โ
โ it's almost impressive how much you still stress me out. โ
โ it's honestly depressing how much [you/they] can bring me down. โ
โ you almost had me with your shallow flattery. โ
โ do i look fondly through our texts? do i still have your picture on my desk? would i do it all again? no, i hate you and i never want to see your face again. โ
โ i deleted all our photos and i love it cause it's like we never met. โ
โ i don't know why i try to be honest in a room full of sharks and piranhas. โ
โ all these people i don't know and i don't even smoke. i should just go. โ
โ how can i be myself? i don't know who i am. โ
โ i just can't do parties. โ
โ i'm crying in a taxi. โ
โ my phone is dying. i just need someone to take me home. โ
โ i just get this sick in my stomach. i need to go outside 'cause i'm nauseous. โ
โ are you human or just programmed to deceive? โ
โ i'm trying to see if you ever did care about me. โ
โ i say i don't but i really do miss what we almost could've had. โ
โ i was lost in the black hole that's your heart. โ
โ am i even human or just programmed to believe? โ
โ that sweet little cupid doesn't have it out for me. โ
โ part of my fucked up recovery is the monster that i paint you out to be. โ
โ [they/you] say that i'm too young to think about love but without it i feel incomplete. โ
โ i'm all out of tears. โ
โ my childhood's wasted and i'm scared to fix it. โ
โ i'm halfway to halfway to a mid life crisis. โ
โ my mind makes up stories but they sure don't help 'cause the me in my head is just worse than myself. โ
โ they say beauty's just subjective. guess i never got the message. call it instagram depression. โ
โ self dysmorphia, a constant reminder i was made wrong. โ
โ i got a full me-phobia. this party'd be better with me gone. โ
โ i'm just typecast as the friend. i'll make you laught but not the prettiest. โ
โ i keep trying to work on me but you can't photograph a personality. โ
โ but nothing's ever what it seems. โ
โ you're so full of shit. everything you do, i'm so over it. โ
โ i don't ever think about you but the worst thing that you ever did. you ruined [everything] and i can't forgive you for that. โ
โ break my heart. tear me apart. run me over with your car. but don't fuck with my favorite songs. โ
โ i feel like i talk too much or i don't say enough. โ
โ sometimes i feel like i'm crazy, like all my friends hate me. โ
โ my anxiety tells me you'd be better without me. โ
โ i'd give it to you hundred times over til you screwed me over just like the last time. โ
โ after what happened, thinking i really loved you. maybe i still do but i think you're honestly something i needed to lose. โ
โ i know it's not healthy, it doesn't help me but i do it anyways. โ
โ when somebody says your name, i'm almost glad i miss it 'cause it's better than not feeling a single thing. โ
โ a ghost never leaves a haunted house. โ
โ even after all the times you weren't there when i needed you to be, i'm hoping you're right where you wanna be. even if it's not with me. โ
โ the silence used to be so loud. โ
โ keep us good in all our memories so i don't have to throw them out. โ
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