D.L.H.2

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Same for me too. I don’t know the last time I’ve said more than a few words about how I felt. so I guess I’d probably get nervous if I tried now. I prefer to stay quiet and grumpy looking lol, plus I just write a lot so I have my outlet, I’m sad that someone isn’t taking care of you like that tho. You deserve to be heard, your okay right? Even if it’s a bad idea to talk but I can’t help but still want to know at least that

Nah I’m too tough to vanish. I understand tho, feel free to Hmu if yu need tonvent or just ask more questions🖤

fuck..I mean every day I probably look like a mess I’ve lost too much weight and my beard is crazy but I’m grown or changed or whatever at least a lil. I had a few ego deaths and thanks to shrooms and meditation and astral projection I’ve found my self and realized how consumed I was by my own ego and pain. I’d been wanting a time machine to fix everything but I can’t. So I mostly just don’t sleep or over sleep, program and protest, I’ve been looking for redemption because even tho it’s been years it hasn’t felt like a single day has passed for me. I just want to give back what I’ve taken from the world. I’ve been helping the mentally ill and volunteering but it’s not enough. It’ll never be. Anyways I’m not sure who this is. But I have a few people in mind. Text me? I’ve been on my own for awhile and yeah I take care of myself when I remember to so I am making it out of here just not the way I knew it should’ve gone thanks to my old self. Nothing is how I wanted it to be. I feel like I fucked up so I bad I got thrown into an alternate dimension to where everything is going to go south and it’s my fault and I’d kinda deserve that tho so idk. I hope you got out of here and found a whole better situation, I already wish that for you or at least I hope your not a mess. I’m at work rn so sorry I had to type this quickly