my better self

then dreamt of traveling...was at an airport going to mexico...and decided to take a roller coaster type of ride/mode of transportation down many many stories from a great height...it was terrifying...my companion was assuring me i’d be okay, helping me make sure i was properly strapped in. then we were at the airport again...and he was helping me again. and he had brought me a dozen roses (only one of which was a real rose)...and the person working the mode of transportation/ride helped properly strap me in using a marriage license. everyone thought we were getting married. 

Not sure how old this is...but thank you for the love, Anon. <3 

I dreamt that I was explaining the tv show The Affair to my parents...how much of it was so close to real life.

Dreamt I was on vacation in California...then my friend (a girl I’ve known since I was 14) and I took a special mode of transportation (almost like an elevator) over to a place in Idaho...it was full of fountains and lakes and the most beautiful pools...so much water. then Cbus showed up...spilled some wine...and he and I had sex in a tiny but super cute bathroom at a party we were attending...

Also dreamt of baking cakes...decorating desserts. 

i also dreamt of being led into a basement...by a serial killer...and not realizing what he was and where he was leading me and why...

Tuesday:  dreamt of Cindy and working at B&N again...I was working at the register and had so many lines, so many returns. also dreamt of having dinner with Cindy...and I was back with my ex-husband...and he was there with me. 

I also dreamt of birds hiding in the shower. Above the shower head, there was a hole in the wall...and a bird was living there...taking care of her little baby birds. And I was helping...ensuring that no water got in. That she and her babies were okay. 

Also dreamt that Cbus and I were at a party...and I was handed a goblet and it started to crack...and I was doing my best to hold it together. Cbus came over and helped me hold it together, so that it still retained its shape...and we walked slowly...together. Holding the goblet together in the shape of a goblet...even though it was technically a million pieces.