Warnings: Angst. Unedited. ESL, please be patient.
Word count: 6k+
Disclaimer: This one is much shorter (I mean, in comparison to the stuff I’ve written before).
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Hours seemed to pass, and the dragon didn’t kill her. An annoyed voice in her mind had yelled at her to shut up, and startled, Ravella obeyed. She couldn’t say if it was because she was hearing voices or that particular voice… and so powerfully rude. Looking back, she saw Vhagar was a small, formless smudge in the distance.
The bronze dragon that rescued her lowered its body to the ground in great arches, and eventually, she understood it was for her benefit. You’re cold, he said.
Throat dry, she tried, K-King Viserys? She wobbled on her feet, bracing herself against the dragon’s black nails.
Yes, a chuckle. You scream very loud, you know that?
I know I scream very loud. Making noise is the purpose of screaming, she scowled up at him, and the damn man remained unfazed. Of course he did, she thought with disgust. He’s Aemond’s father. “Can you hear me if I speak up?”
Yes. How close is Aemond?
“Close enough I can make out Vhagar’s indistinct shape, but not see him.”
Good. We have time to talk. The others are close, but this I needed to do alone.
“Since when are you a skinchanger?”
Not that. I’ll explain later. Looking around, she noticed the spot he’d picked was the same woods Vhagar had, the entrance to the Valyrian peninsula. Was that Saera?
“Yes. Aemond has told her you want her to visit.”
You running from him because of the childbirth vision?
“Yes, I— how do you know about that?” she grimaced.
Vermithor’s wings spread and closed as if Viserys were stretching out. The pregnancy or the vision?
“BOTH!” she shouted.
A chuckle. I can smell Aemond and you bonded in a way that is… stronger. Your smells intertwined to create something else, something that reeks of life. It could only be your child — Vhagar smells it, as well, and so does Vermithor. As for the vision, it’s part of a plot. Let’s say it wasn’t a coincidence you were attracted to the Freehold because of your nightmares.
“So, am I in no danger?” she hated being unable to keep the hope from her voice, but she had to know.
Childbirth is dangerous. You’re in as much danger as any other woman. But you cannot die. Aemond won’t function as needed if you do. The world of men will end with you.
Ominous much? Ravella thought. “I… don’t want this responsibility.”
No one in your place would. Still, it’s yours however badly you reject it. Tell me what you think of Aemond. What made you run from him?
“He wanted me to get an abortion. I had to get away.”
A sharp intake of air. Then it’s started, looked like he was speaking to someone else; her suspicion was confirmed when he said in an urgent tone, You must bring him back. Make him see reason.
“Bring him back from what? Your Grace, I can’t be with Aemond right now — he isn’t himself. The Aemond I know would never want his own child murdered. Right now, I don’t trust him. He’s like a stranger… an evil twin brother I didn’t know he had.” More like the Aemond of her nightmare, a rendition of the night king. Her dead lover, planning to make her dead as well.
That’s their plan. Drive Aemond to madness so he’ll surrender his blood to them. Only you can make break the influence they’re wielding upon him. They attacked your dreams, now they prey on his fears.
She didn’t understand. “You mean that wasn’t Aemond’s idea?”
No, Aemond is being manipulated. It’s something the warlocks who took Aerea do. They’ll exchange your safety for Aemond’s cooperation in their spells.
She shivered. Recalling the hidden account of Aerea’s death by the Grand Maester who’d treated her, she didn’t need be told twice these warlocks’ spells were dangerous. She couldn’t let Aemond fall to them. “How do I do that?”
Vermithor’s enormous head came closer, until she could smell nothing but dragonfire and charred meat. You’re at the center of his soul. It revolves around you. Only you can save him.
She shook her head, frantic. “Your Grace, the moment he’s within touching distance, he’ll drag me back to Volantis and have a surgeon cut the baby out of me!”
So it’s that serious. Another second he seemed to be conferring. Berry says the warlocks will start their offer by healing him of his injuries.
“Injuries? Aemond isn’t injured. I hurled some apples and tomatoes at him, and he evaded all… but for that one which exploded upon contact with his shoulder,” she offered a sheepish grin when he laughed. “And I doubt the Volantene have hurt him. So Aemond hasn’t had a chance to have gotten injured.”
The ones given to him in dreams. The warlocks are manipulating him as well.
Ravella gasped. “He never said anything!”
He didn’t want to worry you. He believes the visions come because of some mental connection he shares with the Others, and since you fear them more than anything, Aemond has tried to find a way of circumventing what he believes is a curse. The nightmare you had about the throne room was the last straw for him. The warlocks need someone like Aemond to correct the flaw in their magic, as well as keep feeding it.
“How do they mean to do that?”
The Valyrian way. She shivered. Blood magic, it was.
“They are here, aren’t they?”
Not here in this spot, but in the heart of Valyria. They need a dragonrider like Aemond… like Aerea was one.
“So I haven’t seen her? I’ve endangered our baby for no reason?”
You have seen her, although nobody was supposed to. Her soul is… withering. She hasn’t passed on to the other side, but after her body was burned, she could no longer be seen, unless it was by someone with great magic. Berry says that a desperate soul like hers can do things ordinary souls can’t, so this must how she was able to reach you. Only the truly sensitive can sense them.
“I don’t have great magic, or any sort of magic. And I wouldn’t call myself truly sensitive, either.”
Of course you do. You are a skinchanger. Aemond does, too, and because of your connection to him… The dragon circled her, a glint in the depths of his yellow-red eyes. Your soul and his in conjunction. It’s a conflagration that would put the Doom, at its peak, in shame. The warlocks must never get their hands on you.
She circled with him, threatening to get dizzy. “What do you mean?”
Your son, Ravella. The offspring of a Targaryen and a First Men descendant… and whatever special blood your Dayne mother carried. The baby has gifts, but since he can’t wield them right now, you’re like a vessel to them.
Her son? She swallowed. Emotion threatened to make her knees buckle, and she couldn’t help but cover her belly, still flat and… lifeless!, with a protective hand. She couldn’t believe she and Aemond had created a life together, from their love. It was a gift, and she’d be damned if she let anyone desecrate it in any way.
She thought of the septon and grand maester’s reports of Aerea’s death, of the torture and agony inflicted upon that poor girl… was that her son’s fate in the hands of those warlocks? To have his skin cooked from the inside out and hideous monsters crawling out of his body?
No!
She wouldn’t let them hurt her son, or her husband, for that matter.
“I’ll do anything to defeat these warlocks and save Aerea, Your Grace, short of killing Aemond.”
I know.
The king’s approval made the dragon seem more powerful. Letting out the air, she said, “He’s here.”
I know. I can smell Vhagar. And Aemond, too.
“Really? What do they smell like?”
Without a pause, he revealed, Vhagar smells of dragon — fire, smoke, charred meat and magic. Aemond smells of a dragon who’s left his cave to fly under lighting and rain, with an undertone of butterfly and silver.
She giggled at the last words. “What do I smell like?”
You smell of butterfly and obsidian. Now that you’re pregnant, your scent and Aemond’s are all over each other, only his now is stronger. I believe that’s the scent my grandson will carry.
“How do you know it’s a boy?”
Berry told me. He said— let’s wait for Aemond, the dragon shook his head.
“What if he refuses to hear me out?” she had to be ready for all possibilities. Aemond was a smart, rational man, but threats to her made him lose his mind.
I’ll snag you away again.
“Good,” she smiled.
Alicent will give him a piece of her mind.
“I was hoping for that,” she smiled. “Is she with you?”
Alicent is in the room with me and Helaena. Have you told Aemond about our conversation? You know which one. Not too long after their return from Castle Black, Ravella had asked Viserys to step down before a civil war broke out over the succession. She nodded. You were right. Decisions must be made. Not the ones I was hoping for, though, he said, voice contemplative.
Throat knotted up, she stepped forward, reaching to touch the dragon’s scales — Vermithor’s uncomfortably hot in comparison to Vhagar’s — as if she were in the room with the king, ready to pat his hand. Viserys had failed the man she loved, but deep down, he wasn’t an evil man. He’d always been kind to her, though he didn’t have to.
“I’m sorry to hear that, Your Grace. I wish things had gone the way you intended. I wouldn’t have said anything if I didn’t think it was for the best,” she said. “I know you trust your Small Council, but Lord Beesbury is the only one I believe is willing to see Princess Rhaenyra succeed you, per your will.”
I know. You’ll be worth it. You’ve always been perceptive, Ravella. Except where Aemond is concerned. You are each other’s blind spots, you know.
Hands on her hips, she asked, “What do you mean?”
You were children when we realized there was much more than enmity behind your arguments. I thought it was just attraction… then I saw you kiss Aemond when he found your dog, Viserys laughed, the sound too loud for her, but it contained such joy, she found herself laughing with him, recalling she had kissed Aemond’s scarred cheek, so great her relief at having her beloved pet back, brought to her by her best worst enemy, no less. I told Alicent she could matchmake if she wanted. Then I saw you with Vhagar, and it became clear that the dragon was trying to show you what was going on in my son’s heart and soul. I don’t think it was a coincidence you spent the entire night alone the day he rescued you. Vhagar was close, standing vigil.
“Aemond said he called and she didn’t answer, so she had to be away.”
The boy is a fool if he believes she’d leave him alone, Viserys said, the dragon scoffing in front of her. I think she was tired of putting up with your slowness and decided to take things into her own hands. Oh, I can feel your baby through Vermithor… My grandson likes orange cake.
“Our slowness?” she crossed her arms, challenging, but the pose didn’t last. Her son liked orange cakes, like his father did. “How is the baby? Does he… know what Aemond tried to do?” If the baby did, she’d never let Aemond know. Guilt would devour and destroy him.
The baby is well. He was aware his mother was in trouble and trying to save them. It’s what made Vermithor find you in the middle of Volantis. He felt something was making the baby distressed, and the baby called to him.
“It’s a boy,” she said, throat tight with emotion. She didn’t pay attention the first time the king disclosed the gender. Somehow, it didn’t seem important… but every man wanted a son, and Aemond wasn’t any different — a son who’d carry his name and… Ravella frowned. They’d discussed it.
Unaware of her thoughts, the king repeated, A boy, the dragon’s head moving as if in a nod. At that moment, she could picture Viserys doing just that. Skinchanged by him, Vermithor looked proud. And don’t worry, the baby doesn’t know you and Aemond were arguing. He’s too little for that. About the size of your nail.
She held out her right hand, looking down. “He’s so small,” she smiled through the tears. Later, she’d speak of this to Aemond. He’d appreciate these details, especially those about the baby’s oblivion. There would be no deterrents to their bonds, no guilt or shame or fear…
Yes. That’s why it took Vermithor so long to locate you. The baby isn’t fully formed, so a lot of the signs he got were false. Like when you think a woman is in labor, but turns out she isn’t, he compared. When your heartbeat sped up, it could be fear, or just the thrill of Vhagar taking flight. The dragon’s face contorted, and she imagined Viserys arching a brow. Alicent asks if you are eating well or feel sick.
“I understand,” she moved her head, wiping at her eyes. “I don’t even feel sick. And yes, I’m eating well… I’ll talk to her when we get back. And— I must inform my family.”
Who will stand Ravella Dayne? Vermithor’s eyes rolled.
“Grandmother will be happy,” she beamed.
Unbearably so. She’ll want to visit. His tone indicated he wasn’t looking forward to it.
“I miss her.”
I know. You’ll see her soon. She’ll be in King’s Landing.
“Really? Can you see the future?”
Not really, but in a way, it’s a future as clear as water. Ravella the Elder will move into the Red Keep to make sure her granddaughter and unborn great-grandson are properly taken care of, and only Lady Dayne of Starfall can see to it. He laughed when she smirked at the statement. You’re the eldest, aren’t you?
“Yes. The baby will be her first great-grandchild.”
Here comes Aemond. Remember what you must do. Save him, then make him beg forgiveness. With that advice, Viserys faded into the background. His presence invaded her mind once more, quick, Just in case, stay closer so I can move if needed.
Yes. She agreed, watching as Aemond jumped on the ground, a small cloud of dust rising up to his booted knees. As he strode toward her, glowering up at the dragon, sword in hand, she noticed he didn’t seem out of control anymore. It didn’t make her rest easier — there was determination still written on his face.
“Are you hurt?” he asked, the sword held up high in the air.
“My heart is broken.”
He exhaled. Hand held out in conciliation, he tried again, “Did Vermithor hurt you?”
“No, he saved me before you could.”
Aemond nodded, not commenting on the second part. He was careful as he cut off the distance between them, pausing occasionally when the dragon behind her rumbled. Curiously, Vhagar did nothing, when normally she’d have moved to protect Aemond. That’s how dragons behaved. Is Vermithor Vhagar’s offspring?
Yes, though dragons don’t care about it as we do. Vhagar wants you to fix what’s wrong with Aemond.
So much responsibility thrown on her lap!
“Are you in pain? Cold?” Aemond held out her coat, then tossed it to her. “Put it on.”
She grabbed it. Throwing it over her shoulders, she asked, “Why are you here?”
He blinked. “Why…? What a stupid question, Ravella! A dragon showed up out of nowhere and took you away. What did you want me to do?”
“I don’t know. You were trying to murder our baby. The dragon was trying to save him. From his own father.”
A part of Aemond was appalled at his behavior, she could see. But another… the determined part, the one tricked by the warlocks — that one wasn’t, and for a second, Ravella worried he’d try to kill the baby. Trick her into drinking moon tea or something worse, like agreeing to give up himself and their son to the warlocks.
Not commenting on that, Aemond crossed his arms over his chest and leaned his lower back against a tree, Vhagar coming close, crawling on the ground like a loyal dog. She made a pitiful sound, and Ravella blew her a kiss. This is the first time I hear of a dragon being seduced. This time next year, Vermithor will be thinking you hatched him, Viserys said in a dry voice.
She pressed her lips into a firm line. “The baby’s a boy,” Aemond said, still looking cross, though his next words explained why, “I’d have preferred a girl who looks like you,” his face softened a little, but she didn’t smile. Then his face hardened. “Although it doesn’t make a difference. People like me shouldn’t be given things to love.”
Helaena has seen a girl in your future, Viserys supplied.
“People like you?” she crossed her arms, stepping back toward Vermithor.
“Yes,” he straightened his back, resting against the tree, the sword forgotten; he still looked annoyed and inhuman. “I’m a possessive man.”
“I know.”
“I can’t lose you.”
“I—”
“As much as it hurts me, I can’t keep you alive. The decision is out of my hands. I can pray. I can try to find a magical solution. I can pretend that red priest didn’t foresee your death. But in the end, I can’t force you to live.” He exhaled. Almost absently, his hands went up, to the back of his head so he could undo the eyepatch.
There was something magical about the gleaming of his sapphire under the setting sun of the old Freehold.
“I love you, Ravella. More than anything.” He swallowed. “I can’t lose you.”
“So the best you came up with was killing the baby you knew I wanted so desperately?”
“In a moment of despair? Yes. People like me hold on to the things and people they love. Dragon,” he pointed to his chest. With dread, she saw his finger change direction, hover right at her chest, “Hoard. If I could, I’d go back in time and never allow you to get pregnant. It isn’t fair to the baby, I know — but I won’t pretend I love our son more than I love you. Still, I understand my actions have hurt you. If I could, I’d exchange my life for yours, but where you’re going to be in nine months is where I can’t follow. I’d gladly switch places with you, so you will have the chance to live the life you’ve always wanted. I feel like I’m killing you for giving you the baby you wanted.”
This is what the warlocks will offer him. Your life in exchange for his.
“You wanted one, too.”
“Because you did. I want what you want. I’d have had children with another woman I took for wife, but that would’ve been an obligation. I never wanted to be a father. But you wanted a baby, and the only thing I want is to make you happy. Instead, I’m making you knock on death’s door.”
“Why do you think the red priest said I’m dying in childbirth?” she asked in lieu of answering.
“You don’t remember,” Aemond shook his head. “He called me Azor Ahai and you Nissa Nissa. Azor Ahai is to the red priests what the last hero is to the First Men.”
“It doesn’t sound so bad. The last hero saved Westeros from the Others,” she pointed out.
Be quiet, Ravella. This will drive him to the edge.
“Azor Ahai murdered his wife to save the world from darkness. He plunged a sword in her breast and her soul went into the blade, making Lightbringer,” Aemond glowered.
“Oh. Soul-giver.”
“Soul-giver,” he gave a hard nod. “Sacrificing my wife isn’t how I’d planned to show my love. I don’t have it in me to claim to love a woman and then murder her in cold blood because the idea of having a hero for a child appeals to me. I’m not my father,” he scowled, voice dripping with derision.
Behind her, the dragon flinched. She reached out to touch it, the King’s voice in her head, He’s right. That’s exactly what I did. Don’t feel bad. Aemond’s opinion of me is deserved.
It must hurt.
It does, sad laughter followed the admission. But it’s the truth, so I must take it. The day you appeared in court together after he rescued you from Ser Philip, Aemond warned me I didn’t know a lot of things about him. I found it funny, because I knew what he thought he was hiding. Even so… he was right. My children and I are strangers to each other.
“I don’t think your father made the decision for the fun of it,” she was driven to say.
So much for not being sensitive, Viserys scoffed. This, Ravella, is what makes you the perfect target for ghosts like Aerea. The pureness of yours calls to theirs.
She didn’t have time to ask more, because Aemond surprised her by saying, “Me neither. Nevertheless, he made the decision of forcing child after child upon Queen Aemma. He must’ve realized she wasn’t getting stronger. One miscarriage and stillbirth after the other means something is wrong, and then he had her cut up like a pig. And he wants everyone to believe he loved her,” he snorted.
She told me that one would be her last attempt. She wasn’t wrong, though she didn’t mean it like that.
“Aemond—”
Ignoring her, he said, “The obsidian ends of the staff were red like the heart of a volcano when I took it up to slay an Other. It had been a flash of light above my head, and I hadn’t paid attention, but I knew. The legend said Azor Ahai had wielded a red sword, given to him by R’hllor, forged with the blood and soul of his wife, Nissa Nissa. I believe the staff is very similar to what Lightbringer was. If Lightbringer was real, which I doubt. And I got it because of you. I’m scared out of my mind over which gifts I’ll continue to receive because of you… at the cost of your life. It isn’t worth it, Ravella. Even if I thought it was, I know it isn’t. There isn’t a world for me if you go.”
“Lord Ryswell said we’d find each other again,” she offered.
“Who cares about that?” Aemond spread his hands, wroth. “When he said it, I got happy because I thought we’d have many years — decades — together. Not months. I thought we’d die of old age or some disease, not because I put a baby in you.”
“Putting a baby in me will hardly kill you.”
Vhagar’s snout touched the back of Aemond’s head, threads of his hair flowing about in the wind of her breathing. “Losing you will.”
She didn’t have a reply for that, because… she couldn’t think of Aemond dying. At the Nightfort, she’d run because he’d manipulated her into believing she might be pregnant, and she felt she owed it to their baby to live. But she’d known Aemond’s death would destroy her. Helaena had said as much.
The corners of his lips lifted in a shadow of a smile when he noticed she was softening. “If you die in childbirth because of that fucking prophecy, I’ll have Vhagar burn your body, then I’ll kill myself.”
“Aemond—”
Sounds reasonable.
There’s nothing reasonable about this!
Of course there is. You’re the reason for his existence. Aemond would never waste time. Every man should make this decision when they lose their reason for living. I should’ve done it… but if I had, you wouldn’t have Aemond.
“What about the baby?” she demanded of Aemond. Children needed parents.
“Baby?” he blinked, unbelieving. “There’s no light in the world for me if you aren’t in it. I won’t care about the baby, not past making it the favor of putting it in mother’s care. Me? I’ll die with you. Taking my last breath will be a mercy to the child and myself.”
Throat tightening, she choked out, “You can’t mean—”
“I mean every word. I’ll die with you,” he rubbed at his right eye, something he did when under great duress. “So you’d better figure out a way of not dying, because your husband… and your son, too—” his lips twitched “—need you.”
“You’re frightening me.”
“I know. I frighten myself — nothing’s ever been so clear.” His hair came undone with the force of his running his fingers over it. “Nissa Nissa let Azor Ahai kill her. She understood it was the price he had to pay to defeat the darkness — because he loved her so much, it was a god’s price to save the world. I love you more than that,” he said, voice intense. “But I love you enough to go mad and destroy the entire world if you’re taken from me.” He stood up straighter, until he was kneeling on the ground at her feet, and though this wasn’t a godswood, but the woods at the entrance to cursed Valyria, Ravella knew he was making an unbreakable vow.
Somehow, Aemond had gotten close enough he could touch her. “I swear, butterfly, if you die… I’ll save the world by razing it to the ground. Fires will burn and, beneath me, blood will boil. That way, the Others won’t be able to turn anyone when they come. I’ll fly until there’s nothing left to burn.”
What should I do? Ravella asked the king.
Not die. It isn’t Aemond’s destiny to destroy the world.
So much for being helpful. She almost scowled. “Aemond, I can’t force myself to live.”
“I know,” he fisted his hands. “It’s out of your hands. I’m just saying in case you came with some absurd request, like—” his voice dropped to a mocking imitation of hers, “—‘Aemond, promise me you’ll take care of the baby. You’ll raise it and find another woman to love and have many children with her.’ It won’t happen. I’ll lose my life, too. And since saving the world comes at the cost of your life, I’ll make everyone lose theirs. I just want to save the world if you’re in it. But if there’s no you…” he shook his head. “It’s over. And that’s not to say the ends I’m willing to go to, to avoid such a fate.”
“Aemond, don’t say that,” she buried her face in her hands. “I love you, too.”
“Do you? Even after I threatened the life of your son?”
She nodded. “Yes. This isn’t you — it’s the warlocks who killed Aerea. They’re playing with us,” she watched as comprehension dawned on him. Caressing his cheek, she said, softly, “I don’t deny your decision to force an abortion upon me hurt me, but I understand why you did. You weren’t thinking clearly. You weren’t mine. But I still loved you then, and knew you’d find your way back to me. And you have a wrong idea of yourself. You won’t do anything to destroy the world.”
“Die and watch from the other side, if you don’t believe me,” he tilted his head. “How long do you think it’ll take?”
“Stop,” she shook her head, denial making her head ache.
He lifted both hands. “It isn’t the time to speak of it. You are pregnant. Saera pointed out getting an abortion can be as dangerous as childbirth, so our hands are tied. We must—”
She knew him, could tell what he was trying to do. “Don’t you fucking dare pull away!” she screamed. “I won’t let you go!” The smile that lit up his face was precious, and allowed her to cross the distance between them, even though she still worried. However, this was where she had to be to cut out the threads woven by the warlocks. In his arms, she confessed, “I’m afraid, too. We’ll find a solution. Besides… this,” she brought his hand to her belly, smiling at the way he held his breath, “isn’t your fault, but mine.”
“I’m pretty sure it’s my fault. I put it there,” he pointed out with an annoyed sigh when she didn’t let him get away.
He’s strained himself to get a baby there, Viserys supplied.
How do you—? I won’t have this conversation with my husband’s father!
Everyone knows. You aren’t discreet. As I said, you scream really loud, and Aemond screams louder. Ravella choked on her spit. With unhidden glee, Viserys announced, At least, you kept it confined to your quarters and empty rooms. Still, Alicent wishes the gods would take her hearing.
“Ravella, what’s wrong?” Aemond asked, his fingers over her reddened cheeks.
“Nothing. I— nothing,” she licked her lips. “Do you think anyone knew? What we did?”
“Is that it?” he straightened when she confirmed. “Of course they knew it. I like making you scream.” Behind her, the dragon rumbled. Aemond offered him a curious look. “And there were all the times you complained about me picking you up and hurrying to our chambers. And the day you dreamed I was dead and fucking you, I was naked when I answered the door.”
“You sleep naked,” she pointed out.
“To better serve my wife, when she has need of my body in the hour of the owl,” he grinned. Then, “Butterfly, I don’t care if people know. You’re the love of my life. I want everyone to know. If I could, I’d take you up on Vhagar and—” he laughed when she screamed. “Now, you were saying the baby is your fault. I disagree, but am curious to hear your reasoning.”
“Remember Lord Ryswell said the old gods heard my prayers and would give me what I wanted?”
“Yes.”
She spread her hands. “Every day, I prayed for a baby. Hence, my fault. I knew it was dangerous to have one before the long night, but… I wanted to have a family with you.”
“I prayed for a baby, too,” he confessed, kissing her brow. “You make me the happiest man in the world. I want everything. The sun, the moon and every star in the sky, held up here,” he showed his palm. “And yet, they hold less value than you do. So I prayed to make you a mother, give you the family you yearned for.”
She let out a breath. “I didn’t know.”
“There was no reason to. I promised I’d do everything I could to make you happy. I’m an arrogant man, but even I admit there are things I can’t make happen. But I know how to reach out for the gods, and am not afraid of doing so. I asked them to grant me the honor of fathering your children, and they have.” His smile disappeared. “Then I tried to take it away because of some warlocks.”
She didn’t want to be in those warlocks’ skin when Aemond got his hands on them. All the magic in the world wouldn’t save them from his fury.
I knew the boy was a lovesick idiot.
Be quiet and stop calling him that!
You’re right. Viserys sighed. Aemond isn’t a boy anymore. This fine young man is a lovesick idiot. Has been for years.
“Aemond,” she held his face between her hands, after throwing an ugly glare at the dragon. Viserys was watching them through Vermithor’s golden eyes, “do you still want me to abortion our son?”
Aemond tilted his head. He closed his eyes, and unable to face her, said, “No. I’ve never truly wanted that. I’d have insisted on it if it were necessary. Between you and the baby, I’ll pick you. You’re everything, butterfly.” There were tears in his eyes, too — tears washed the beautiful purple one… and the sapphire as well. She wondered if the salt of them burned him. “Only, I can’t do anything to hurt you. Or our child. And yet, we need a solution.”
A red priest came to Westeros once. Before Rhaenyra’s birth. My grandfather was called a Warrior of R’hllor, and the red priest said our line had been chosen.
“Are you serious?” Ravella inclined her head, breaking free of Aemond’s embrace. She risked a step toward Vermithor, when her husband’s hand closed around her elbow. “Aemond, the dragon is being skinchanged.”
***
Aemond arched a brow. “The baby is too young for that— You?” he asked when she shook her head.
“Your father.”
His first instinct was to argue, “He isn’t a warg. And let’s not talk about semantics.” Only then, he thought that shouldn’t be a priority, and pulled her behind him, holding her at his back and the sword to his right. “Who is it?” he demanded, brandishing his sword.
The dragon merely watched them, impassive. Then, both bronze eyes rolled in a show of boredom, as the dragon settled on the ground, almost like preparing to sleep.
“Aemond, that’s really him. I can hear his voice in my head. It’s why I didn’t run to you as soon as you landed. This is your father. He said Helaena helped him find an old scroll that allowed them to bind Vermithor to the baby.”
Vermithor’s head gesture looked like a nod, but Aemond didn’t lower his guard. “What else did he say?”
“That ‘the others’ are coming, but he didn’t explain his meaning. It’s getting late. I’m hungry.”
“Vhagar is going to hunt for us.” He wouldn’t risk leaving her alone with Vermithor, even if his father was warging him, nor would he risk return to Volantis… maybe its people would kill him on the spot. He’d take measures to pay for the destruction Ravella caused in the market.
“No. As much as I like fish, I don’t want to eat another without seasoning.”
He grinned, though his voice was serious when he asked the dragon, “How long will you stay there?”
For some reason, he didn’t want to think of his father knowing how badly he thought of him. Must be because, when he heard of the circumstances of Aemma Arryn’s death, he’d despaired for his mother, until Alicent calmed him down, and begged him to not misjudge his father. His mother did that a lot — protect a man who didn’t deserve her loyalty.
But then, so does Ravella, he thought, self-hatred making him want to throw up.
“He says he doesn’t know. His control has improved over the days he spent training with Berry.” She inclined her head. “Your father wants me to tell you what he knows of the red priests. Every time a Targaryen king ascends, one is dispatched to King’s Landing. They want to anoint the king as Azor Ahai reborn. They went to Aegon, Jaehaerys and your father. All three turned them down.”
Of course they do, Aemond thought, sarcastic. The red priests courting his family made sense, and begrudgingly, he felt an ounce of respect for his father — the servants of the Lord of Light would be like plagues upon Westeros, burning every sept and weirwood on their way, using human sacrifice to call out to their god. Having a dragonrider consent to spread their religion would be the greatest validation those zealots would ever reach and—
Ignoring his thoughts, Ravella was saying, “They said Blackfyre was Lightbringer, and with the blessing of a red priest, any Targaryen who wielded it would be able to— Aemond?” Ravella asked when he staggered. He looked ahead, face-to-face with Vermithor. “What? I don’t understand! What does he get? Aemond!” she thought to keep him up, but he fell on all fours.
He swallowed. Red flashing in the sky above him, coloring the world at large until he felt, for a blink, he was staring at pools of lava, the enemy across the room, ready to march forward and wreak as much destruction as it could. Legend said Lightbringer burned red in battle, like… Lightbringer was a sword, not a staff. But… His thoughts were frantic, disordered, and Aemond felt faint.
“Help him!” he heard Ravella scream at Vermithor. “Aemond, stay with me!”
He laughed weakly when the dragon blew hot air at him, as if it might help. “Lightbringer, Ravella,” he caressed her face. “I have Lightbringer. The staff you gave me.” Azor Ahai had forged the blade, tempered it with his wife’s blood, imprisoning her soul… at a god’s behest.
Oh the irony. Had Ravella set her own death in motion? Had he, when he took her to the Isle of Faces, where the children of the forest had changed the weapon so Aemond could kill the Others?
Ashen-faced, Ravella fell against him. “Gods, Aemond… Berry says the Prince that was Promised will come from your line,” she said in a breathy voice.
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Summary: The Dragon Prince returns to the Freehold.
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen & Ravella Whitmore (OC)
Warnings: Fluff. Smut and horror. Unedited. ESL, please be patient.
Word count: 10k+
Disclaimer: I’ve been preparing for this since before they went to the Wall. Apologies for taking so long, but I needed time to make this right (every word I typed, I hated and started from scratch several times). I hope it’s worth the wait.
***
Ravella looked down at herself and smiled in silence — fully dressed, in the blue gown Aemond liked so much, the same one she’d worn the day she was kidnapped, modified to make up for the piece she ripped off to make him a makeshift eyepatch. Getting married made one of those nightmares of being naked in public recurrent. They made love almost every day, and when either was too tired for that, they found relief in snuggling together, skin-to-skin. He’d ripped to shreds enough nightgowns of hers that, one day, Ravella simply decided to cease buying them.
Except for the see-through black silk one she’d found in the city and still had to wear. That would drive Aemond mad, she thought with the pleasure of a woman well-loved.
The Red Keep was oddly silent. She couldn’t find Aemond, Helaena or Alicent anywhere. Rosey had faded from view, probably accosted by another servant. The Small Council chamber was empty, as was the Throne Room, where the Iron Throne, like a single rose in a lifeless garden, commanded attention.
Every hair on her body stood on end, the sight of the throne, envisioned by Aemond’s ancestor and forged by dragon’s breath, disturbing as very few things had been in her life. She turned to leave, but as she tried to walk away, the doors to the room closed with a loud bang.
The candles lighting up the room were snuffed out by a fast, chilly gust of wind, one by one.
The sensation that she had to get away intensified. Reaching out in the dark, squinting against the shadows? that didn’t let her see her hands she held out, she took a step forward— and screeched. The ground was falling beneath her feet.
She jumped back, and the falling seemed to stop. She raised her head, trying to see — nothing. Down below, hundreds of leagues down, ran a river of molten lava, a bright red gash that bubbled and blasted. She could feel its heat, but the toxic vapors couldn’t reach her, so she let out a sigh of relief, clutching harder at the thing between her fingers.
It was pitch-black, so she couldn’t rely on her eyesight, but she knew, without being told, she was holding a weirwood seed on a hand.
And a sharp shard of obsidian on the other.
A gasp escaped her mouth when something exploded with a loud crack above her head. A candle. Then another, and another, until the throne room was, once more, cast in light.
Only there was something wrong about these candles, and moreover, about the lights. The candles weren’t the white beeswax found everywhere, including hers and Aemond’s quarters, but glossy black points that looked a lot like obsidian… or Vhagar’s teeth. She really felt the ceiling would close down on her, as if she were a tasty piece of meat defenseless in a ravenous mouth. And the flames—
“Ravella,” she heard a woman’s voice. It was a sweet voice, and made her want to cry, it was so full of heartbreak.
Someone walked behind her. She whirled around, but found no one.
“Who’s there?” she shouted. Her voice echoed around her. Though nobody answered back, the flames became bluer, the light-gold of them disappearing completely.
She shivered at that, and glanced back down once more. It didn’t take a peek to become more frightened — the lava was equally blue. Only, now it didn’t bubble up and explode, but climbed over the bared stone of the ground, dripping upward. A stream of it reached the soles of her feet, and she jumped away. Her toes would freeze.
Or they would burn, she didn’t know. It was too cold. She hated the cold.
“Ravella, go!”
She quickened her steps, running toward that beloved voice, the river of ice closing in on her heels. Of course he’d be near the throne — her dragon prince took pride in being a dragonrider, and felt right at home wherever dragons had been. The Iron Throne had been forged by a dragon, perhaps it still carried the memory of Balerion’s fire.
Why wasn’t the ice melting?, she thought, hysteric. Aemond was hot, because of the dragon blood running in his veins. “Aemond, I can’t see!” she shouted.
He laughed — the sound echoed around her, mocking and… but his hand shot out of the darkness, and closed around hers, so she couldn’t bear to be irritated by his derision, or frightened anymore. He’d make it better. He’d find the way out and fight all the way back to safety, as he always did.
In her frenzy to hold on to him, she let go of the weirwood seed.
“I can’t—” the sudden brightness made her blink. Her eyes tearing up threatened to blind her; even her tears were cold.
“What— Aemond, what’s happened?” His lips were an unbecoming shade of gray-purple. It remembered her of rancid wine. Old blood.
Death.
She ignored that.
“Aemond?”
He smiled, and the smile looked like a garish cut, but blood didn’t seep out. “Let’s find the way,” he held out a gloved hand when she took a step back. The icy river didn’t bother her anymore. “Come with me, Ravella — it’s just a bad dream.”
Truly, that’s what it was. One of those nightmares that started out as a perfectly pleasant dream and changed directions once the dreamer got comfortable.
This Aemond wasn’t her Aemond, but she took his hand anyway, because Aemond would never hurt her. He’d always protected her from anything that wasn’t the lashes of his tongue — and in that regard, she gave as good as she got. Her nightmare wouldn’t turn him into a monster. Mind made up, she bent and retrieved the weirwood seed, holding it between tense fingers that were also holding the dagger.
Something creaked and broke beneath her foot when they began climbing, Aemond leading the way. From this place, his hair looked almost white. She forced herself to smile up at him when he turned to peer at her, his hand as cold as a block of ice around hers. His eyepatch broke apart due to the cold and fell, and though her heart threatened to stop when the sapphire in the eye socket all but exploded in a cloud of blue dust — could sapphires even do that? —, to be substituted by a bright blue flame, she did nothing. Nightmares about the Wall were a constant in her life since the day she and Aemond had faced the Others.
Aemond had fought. She had fled, like a coward. Now her mind was playing tricks on her.
“Please, stop,” she asked when the skin on his left cheek came undone, flaps of it falling over his shoulders and exposing decomposing flesh. “Aemond?”
“Shh,” he smiled again. The right side of his face remained intact, and the left was a ruin, but it more expressive. She didn’t care for what she could read on his face. His single eye — still purple — spoke more than it usually did, and the words it had to say were terrifying.
“What’s this?” she asked when another large rock broke beneath her foot.
“The path we must walk in my dream,” he spoke, and she realized the smile on his face wasn’t a smile, but a muscle spam that had literally frozen in place.
She arched a brow, looking straight up ahead over his shoulder. The Iron Throne loomed in the distance. Of course it was his dream — the crown, the confirmation of his worthiness. Aemond’s elder sister was the heir to the throne. Then came his older brother. His other sister, if King Viserys’ decree was to be followed. Aemond should come next, but all his siblings had children of their own. He wasn’t the fourth in the line of succession anymore, but the… she scrunched up her face, deep in thought… the thirteenth?
The number made a shiver run down her spine, but she didn’t know why — couldn’t remember why, and didn’t want to.
Not being acknowledged hurt Aemond’s pride. So, naturally in his dreams he had the throne. He had complete dominion over everything.
From this spot, Westeros was at the center of the world. She couldn’t see in details, but its lights shone bright. Every single one was as blue as the one burning on Aemond’s face, or on the candles.
“Where’s everyb—?” She let out a little scream when the rock underneath her sole gave away. Covered in frost, it made her stumble and lose her footing. Air rushed out of her lungs from the surprise.
It turned into a scream when she looked down, staring at Aemond’s mother. Only, instead of the usual dark hazel of Alicent’s gaze, the warm light-gold of her skin, Ravella could only see equally blue flames, blood running down her mother-in-law’s cheeks. “Go away,” the head moved to stare at Ravella, even though it was unattached from the neck.
She was trying to get away, but Aemond dragged her up, and she looked down. Her feet were bloody. She wasn’t stepping on rocks, but on heads. Though they were maimed, she could identify them: Alicent — the voice calling out in the darkness and telling her to go away was Alicent!, her mind screamed —, Helaena, Aegon, Rosey, the King… Everyone. They were all heads, and there were things scrambling in the dark.
“W—?”
“My dream,” the Aemond-who-wasn’t-Aemond said.
“A nightmare,” she tried to get away, and run down the stairs. Ahead, the Iron Throne changed, the dragon-blackened blades that made it the Iron Throne turning into ice. The Others’ swords. “I want no part in this.”
“You do. You love me.”
“Not you!” she yanked at him.
“Me,” he laughed and tossed her around. “It’s cold, Ravella. Warm me.”
His voice made her open her eyes. The man in front of her was the one she loved. His head was tilted to the side in concern for her, though the veins showing through his skin, a sign of his own coldness, gave away Aemond was out of his element. His sapphire was normal, instead of that distressing flame. It wasn’t an Other staring at her, wearing Aemond’s face, but her husband.
She didn’t stop to think. She brought his head down, her fingers clenching at his hair so she could kiss him, willing every shred of her warmth onto him.
The first time, it was Aemond warming her. Now it was her turn to repay the favor. No one and nothing would take Aemond from her, not even the Others in a nightmare.
His lips were almost freezing when they ran down her face, to her neck, but she didn’t care. She was burning. They would generate enough heat between them, she knew — they’d done this before. His hands were equally cold as they undressed her, though she remained strong. It wasn’t his fault. Her own hands ran down his skin, and she smiled in delight at the warmth spreading on his chest and back.
Something moved to her left, and she looked. Two children stared at her — both of them had the same Valyrian looks as Aemond, but the boy had several black tresses that, mixed with the pale-silver, made his hair appear pure silver. And he looked much younger than his companion. Physically, they were about the same age, but the girl, with hair of pure pale-silver, had an aura that made her look more experienced. As if she’d lived — and died — a thousand lifetimes in spite of her young age.
Aemond seemed oblivious to them. He ignored Ravella’s attempts to push him away. They couldn’t make love in front of children. “Aemond, look—” her voice went silent when she saw the blood covering him, steam rising in the air.
Her blood, from a cut on her palm.
“No!”
“Ravella, what’s taking you so long?” the girl asked, a thousand screams in her voice. Suddenly, she was much closer, and Ravella saw the worms wriggling their way out of her pores, falling all over Aemond’s back. Fumbling with his breeches, he didn’t seem to care.
“Stop,” she punched at his shoulders. “Aemond, look! The worms!”
Bastard looked down and smirked.
“Help me,” the girl said close to her ear, bending down from pain. Her skin boiled all over. “You have to save me!”
“I can’t,” Ravella whispered. “I want to. But I can’t.”
She couldn’t save herself. Nor could she save Aemond.
“You must. Please. It hurts,” Aerea Targaryen pleaded, then let out an eardrum-bursting scream before her eyes exploded in her skull.
“You! Help me!” Ravella asked the other child. The one with white-gold-and-black hair, so similar to those of Aemond’s cousin the Princess Rhaenys.
“I can’t. It isn’t time yet. Soon,” the boy said with a sad smile that made his eyes glint. It was when Ravella realized they — both of them — were made of gemstones, like Aemond’s, though the boy could see her. How was that possible if he was essentially eyeless?
Before she could ask, a gust of wind swept over him, taking him away with a whisper of sound.
Her guts in knots, she tried to reach out and hold on to him. Seeing that boy go… it was like losing a limb. Her fingers closed around the mountain of crackling bones that used to be Aerea Targaryen, and clamped shut. On the ground, defenseless against that monstrous version of Aemond, she couldn’t help anyone. She couldn’t even fight when he spread her legs open, his cold fingers all but freezing her flesh.
“Stop,” she said, but lacked the strength to make him pause. “Please, stop.”
“Why?” he lifted his head to peer at her. A heavy crown studded with diamonds perched on his brow, reflecting the glint of the flame in his eye. “Kings need queens,” his hand found the flesh between her legs, and she shouted with revulsion. He was so cold.
“Who are you?” This wasn’t her Aemond. He would never hurt her. This man wearing his face looked like him, but he wasn’t Aemond. Not even the Aemond he’d been before they fell in love.
He smirked. “You know.”
She shook her head, denial making her try to slide out from underneath him. But no matter how hard she fought the words, she knew he was telling the truth — the black leathers he had on, that fucking bloody cursed number… the blue lights shining in his eyes… the crown. “You can’t.”
“Why not?” he tilted his head, the crown remaining in place. With a smirk, he quoted Ravella’s old nursemaid, “He stalked her and found her and loved her. The night king and his corpse bride,” his lips found hers; when they brushed against her mouth, she screamed in pain. “My dream, Ravella.”
“No!”
“Yes,” his cock was erect. Looking down, she realized the hardness wasn’t a result of excitement, but of pooled blood — the shaft black, the rest of his skin a pure white that looked like the Wall under the snowy sky. He pushed into her, and she froze. His smile widened, while she grew more frantic beneath him.
She was giving in to despair, but then she remembered. “I don’t want this.”
“You love me,” he gave her a quizzical glance.
“I love Aemond,” she corrected.
“Aemond is dead. You will see things my way,” he promised with a deep, almost ecstatic smile, bringing a crystal-like shard down, aiming it at her eye.
Before he could twist it home, she raised her own arm, sinking the rest of the obsidian deep into his empty eye socket. His agony-filled scream was still echoing in her ears when she was roused to consciousness.
***
“RAVELLA!” Aemond shouted in a desperate attempt to wake her up. She was screaming loud enough to bring the Red Keep down.
After a particularly forceful shake of their bodies, she opened her eyes. “My love,” he breathed, bringing her closer so he could kiss her brow. “What did you dream of?”
He tried to soothe her, his heart splinting into a million pieces as she sobbed against his chest. Someone knocked on their door. “Don’t leave me,” she asked, desperate.
“I won’t, butterfly. People are worried about you. I’ll just send them away. I’ll be back,” he kissed her brow again, and naked, left their bed. He strode to the door, but didn’t mind about a robe, the eyepatch or the sapphire.
“What’s Ravella screaming about?” his mother demanded as soon as he yanked it open.
He looked around. His family was assembled on the corridor, as were some bystanders. Even his father was there, Berry close, looking like an extra limb as he stood between Viserys and Rhaenyra. The sight of the black hole on his face made more than one person recoil and sneak away.
“Ravella’s had a really bad nightmare,” he forced himself to be calm. “She needs me right now, Mother.”
“Should I send for a cup of sweetsleep—?”
He shook his head. He was grateful his wife and mother loved each other like family, but right now, Ravella needed a tranquility the concoction wouldn’t offer. He’d spend the rest of the night awake to make sure she didn’t have nightmares. “Thank you, but she won’t take it.”
A child cried out loud. Aegon glanced in the way of his children’s room, where his sister-wife Helaena and an army of nannies had to be trying to lull them back to sleep. “They woke up with Ravella’s screams,” he held out a hand, rubbing at his eyes. “I know she didn’t mean it. Tell her to speak to us tomorrow, will you?” With that, his brother walked away, everyone who wasn’t a Targaryen following.
“I’ve convinced her to drink a cup of wine,” Alicent announced, having using his brief conversation with Aegon to slip into the room. Aemond took the robe she handed him, and put it on out of their sight. “If she gets worse, don’t hesitate to call,” she instructed.
“I promise, Mother,” he nodded and, satisfied they were going away — his father helped back to his chambers by the Cargyll twins —, glanced down at Berry. “Was it a nightmare or a vision?”
“Both,” Berry replied with a troubled frown. “Even dreams carry a hint of reality to them, Dragon Prince. Go stay with her.”
Aemond sighed. “Good night, Berry,” he closed the door behind himself and went back to Ravella.
She was wrapped up in three blankets, but still naked beneath them. He could see only her head and a hand, which was clutching at an empty cup. He took it from her. “Tell me,” he asked.
She took a deep breath. “Call me your little butterfly.”
“Little butterfly, you worried me sick,” he kissed her cheek. “Please, tell me what happened in your dream.”
“… you were dead. It was horrible,” her voice was calm, but there were tears running down her face.
Weary, Aemond sat on the bed and reached out for her. He needed the comfort only she could offer, too. Wordless, she sat on his lap, blankets and all, hugging him by the waist.
“I have nightmares about the north, too. Flashes of memories that don’t belong to me,” he was forced to confess. Ravella didn’t know of the moments he was startled out of a restless sleep, hand clutched around the staff… only the lack of the bright-red glow on the obsidian blades made him rest tranquil — that, and the sensation that came from taking her into his arms so she’d be safe.
The wounds given him by the Others were taking a while to fade. Orwyle had said they were healing slow, and once they did, would resemble burns instead of stab wounds. And yet, in his dreams, Aemond sustained more injuries than the ones he had, and they weren’t his — he had to remember the entrails being cut out and steaming in the cold weren’t his, but of a nameless wildling not much older than him; that the head being separated from the neck with a quick, sharp swing of an ice sword couldn’t be his because it would be impossible to look down at his own decapitated head; that it wasn’t him falling to the coldness, smiling weakly as it spread all over him and froze his blood in his veins until his feet and hands turned as black as his and the other crows’ cloaks, because he’d added extra lumber to the fire, for Ravella hated the cold, and men of the Night’s Watch couldn’t take wives.
But then, he shouldn’t get up in the morning and have strange bruises on his body.
Ravella believed the bruises had been made by her hands when they made love, but he knew better. Too bad what he knew defied reason. He tried to find logic in what happened, but when no maester, not even his father’s elderly Archmaester of an uncle could give him answers, he tried to find reason in faith. Another failure, to the point that not even Berry was of much help. All he could tell Aemond was that his ‘third eye had opened’, which always made Aemond smirk — he still had only one eye.
“What’s happening to us?” Ravella asked.
“I don’t know,” he had to be honest. “I was thinking of searching for answers on the library of Dragonstone. Maybe then we’ll be able to—”
“We won’t,” she shook her head. “I’ve been having nightmares since we came back. There’s a girl with silver-gold hair and purple eyes, thin as a corpse, screaming at me to free her. She’s being eaten away by an army of maggots. Their teeth bring forth her blood, and it boils as it runs down her flesh, making her scream in agony. In the beginning, I thought I was just impressed. I thought it’d fade. But as the days have passed, she started to stare at me, asking what was taking me so long. Her tone was that of a person who holds me accountable for her suffering. I’m the only one who can see her, so I’m the only one who can save her. She’s in hell though she did nothing wrong,” she inhaled. “Aemond, I can’t bear to think of that girl trapped in agony for another second. I can’t.”
“What do you want me to do?”
“I want to find the people who hurt her and kill them,” her voice broke, and she covered her face with both hands.
“Me too,” he confessed. Not knowing what to do, Aemond embraced her. He wanted to find Aerea’s killers as well, but that would be a fruitless search. Aerea Targaryen’s had died almost a hundred years ago. The people who’d hurt her had to be dead by now.
And they weren’t the Others. Even if they could give the young princess justice… the Others were still lurking up north.
“And there was a little boy…” Ravella’s body rocked on his lap. “A sweet little boy who smiled when he saw me. He wanted to help me, but couldn’t.”
He took a deep breath. “Maybe… I think we’d benefit from a trip. Some time away could do us good,” he wasn’t entirely sold on the idea, but he couldn’t bear to see Ravella like this. His beautiful butterfly should soar, see the beauty in the world, not the evil of the Others or whatever danger lurked in her nightmares.
Visions, he corrected himself after thinking back on Berry’s words.
“I’ll work out the details, hm?” he kissed her brow. “Vhagar and I should meet our homeland, don’t you agree?”
***
There was a certain rancidity to the air as Vhagar dove in a circle looking for a place to land. The smell didn’t improve when they finally made it down, at the edge of what could generously be described as a forest.
Aemond descended first, sword in hand as he swept his gaze around the dark-green woods. These woods weren’t normal; the trees didn’t have that rich green color due to nature, like the sentinel trees up north, or the luxuriant greenery found in the reach or the kingswood. These trees were wrong.
Twisted, a voice deep in his mind supplied the definition. And not twisted like the Nightfort’s weirwood, which Ravella vowed canalized the magic that had built the Wall. No, everything here was a deformation of nature.
But then, they were on the outskirts of Valyria.
He was an idiot for letting his own fear talk him into bringing his wife here. It was bad enough he’d come, but to bring Ravella? Unforgivable. And yet, leaving Westeros had worked wonders on her disposition. First, they spent two weeks at the Park, which she’d solely missed. Then, upon his father’s request, they flew to Pentos, where they spent three days before setting off for Braavos. It was Aemond’s opinion that the Crown didn’t need to send an envoy to the Iron Bank, however, his disgust was due to having to leave Vhagar behind. Braavosi disliked dragons.
“How far into Valyria is this place?” Ravella asked from his right.
“We’re on a strip of land between Mantarys and Elyria,” he looked at her. “Elyria’s built on an island. This place is part of the Valyrian peninsula, but not part of Valyria itself.” At least, he thought so. The map he’d consulted was very old.
“I imagined as much,” she grinned. “I don’t see monsters.”
He didn’t smile back. “There are rumors of Mantarys being overrun. I wouldn’t give them credit, because the people of Westeros are—” he shrugged. In their countrymen’s minds, everyone who wasn’t from Westeros was a monster; even the wildlings were, if not deformed, then close to it. “That was before, though. We’ve landed because Vhagar needs to hunt. We’ll go to Volantis.”
“Is it too far?”
“Two hours or so. It’s to the west,” he grinned when she groaned. “I want to see the Black Wall.”
“And…?” she wiggled her eyebrows.
“Father wants to know if his aunt Saera lives. She’s one of Jaehaerys and Alysanne’s youngest children, not too older than Father. He wants to welcome her back into the family fold or something.”
“Aemond,” she scowled.
“I’m sorry, I can’t pretend bad ideas are actually good. Saera has spent years away of her own volition. Bringing her back would only muddle the waters further.”
The woman had at least three bastards. What if his gullible Father’s offer of friendship was met with a demand for dragons for her children? Viserys wasn’t strong enough to say no. And if Saera and/or her children had ambitions… things would get bad.
“I liked going to Braavos,” Ravella said instead.
“Me too.”
“I understand the need to leave Vhagar behind, but I missed her. I’m unused to traveling on horseback, and that’s your fault,” she laughed.
He’d let her blame him for every woe that befell the world as long as that smile remained pasted to her lips.
“Vhagar is returning!” she said suddenly, pointing.
Aemond bit back a smile when his dragon landed, dropping a huge shark on the ground between them. With her snout, she pressed at it, then stared at Ravella with intent. “What… Aemond, does this mean?”
His shoulders shook as he wiped at his lips. “Vhagar is feeding you.”
“No!” she covered her mouth with a hand, but there was a look of absolute adoration on her face. “Is she? For real?”
“Yes, for real. She—” he frowned. “Vhagar sends me images of eggs. I don’t understand why, but she wants you to eat. She knows you like fish.”
“My sweet, beautiful, Vhagar…” Ravella said, exchanging Valyrian and the Common Tongue so the old dragon would know her efforts were appreciated. Closing her eyes, Vhagar grumbled, ecstatic. She let out a stream of fire when Aemond directed her to, heating up the meat and cooking it enough for Ravella to eat.
Satisfied to see Aemond’s mate partaking of the offering, his dragon clamped her jaws shut around the shark, all but inhaling it.
“Needs some herbs,” Aemond said, swallowing.
“Yes, but we can’t break Vhagar’s heart,” she agreed, holding up a canteen. “Water?”
He shook his head. “Thank you.” Any more water and he’d have to delve further into the forest. He didn’t trust to leave Ravella for even a second, even under Vhagar’s guard, not in this place. He’d wait until they got to Volantis.
Once Vhagar was done eating, he took the time to watch Ravella play with her. It warmed his heart — dragons knew the souls of their riders, was what his Father had said several years ago. He didn’t remember why, but Alicent had grown calmer, as if assured. Aemond remembered the words because of his mother’s reaction; the queen didn’t like dragons, so she shouldn’t look so pleased.
Because of that soul-bond between him and Vhagar, he knew what he felt for Ravella was reflected on the dragon. Vhagar saw her as his mate — Viserys even insisted she’d picked Ravella for him. Berry agreed in parts — they were mates brought together by the gods. His dragon could feel it and acted accordingly.
Another vision of an egg flashed in his mind, and Aemond looked up. Vhagar was blowing hot air in Ravella’s direction, but her eyes were fixed on him. With a grin, he nodded. Let Ravella connect the dots herself. He’d love to see her face when she realized Vhagar wanted to be a grandmother, perhaps to the point of laying a clutch of eggs herself, something she hadn’t done in decades, since his grandfather, Prince Baelon, lived.
This wasn’t the right time for children. He knew that. Only, there was a yearning deep in his soul… he wanted everything. The sun and the moon. It was selfish to satisfy his desires knowing what waited for them, how dangerous things were. But he wouldn’t lie to himself. And Ravella wanted children as well.
His lips curved as he watched his wife play with his dragon, and he admitted to himself that her wishes mattered more than his misgivings. Ravella ached for a baby, and Aemond had vowed to give her all her heart desired.
***
Vhagar’s arrival caused an uproar amongst the Volantene. Ravella laughed when the dragon perched upon the great Black Wall, a stone-like structure forged from dragon fire, was thicker than the walls guarding Storm’s End. She could picture dragons flying over the city and landing here. Back then, before the Doom, the air must’ve been hotter and drier. Vhagar looked like to be sucking off moisture into herself, but that was fine. Ravella enjoyed the heat.
She took Aemond’s help to dismount. He kept her firmly tucked between himself and the dragon, and she knew, from previous experiences, that Vhagar would attack and then move to protect her if necessary. She hoped it wasn’t. She loved the dragon, but didn’t look forward to getting reacquainted with the hot, slobbery interior of her mouth.
A low warning sound came from the back of Vhagar’s throat when three people approached. The older man’s eyes were wide. He and the woman were of Valyrian descent — they had the common traits, and she couldn’t help but wonder if, like the majority of House Targaryen, the Volantene also committed incest —, but the other, dressed all in red and with several flames tattooed on his face, was a red priest. A shiver ran down her back. Of course the worshippers of R’hllor would come. Dragons were fire made flash, and the red priests worshipped fire.
“Prince Aemond Targaryen,” the light-haired man said, accent thick. “Welcome to Volantis. I’m Tessario Edoryen. This—” his lips curled when he glanced at the red priest, “is Alios, the High Priest of the Red Temple.”
“Well met, good men,” Aemond replied, charming and diplomatic. “This is my wife, Lady Ravella.” The men bowed, and she nodded in acknowledgment. Better to let him do the talking. “We’re on a honeymoon of sorts, and I hoped to be able to meet my great-aunt, Princess Saera?”
At that, the woman laughed, voice full of derision. “What do you want with me, child?”
Ravella blinked. The woman didn’t look older than King Viserys. She didn’t look younger, either. It was like she’d frozen in time in her mid-40s. Well, except for her hair. It was fully white, no hints of that Valyrian silver. There were very thin lines of displeasure around her eyes and mouth while she all but scowled at Aemond, but that aside, Saera Targaryen was a very beautiful woman who didn’t look her age.
Aemond ignored her rudeness. “Princess, I have questions I’m afraid only you can answer,” he said in the Common Tongue.
“Do you, now?” Queen Alysanne’s last living daughter asked with a smile, venom under the sweetness.
“Yes. If you could spare a few hours of your time, of course.”
The princess watched Ravella. Then, seeming to dismiss her, snapped something to the men. Tessario Edoryen nodded and bowed, walking away after saying something in High Valyrian. The red priest did the same, though he didn’t bow — he addressed Aemond, but his gaze was fixed on Ravella.
“Naturally, the religious fanatic liked you,” Saera said with a roll of her eyes. Perfect eyes the color of amethysts. Like the boy’s, Ravella thought, recalling her dream. Picturing the boy again made her heart skip a beat. She watched Saera’s eyes go up, past them. “My mother hated this beast.”
“Whatever Queen Alysanne felt for Vhagar, it didn’t stop Prince Baelon, my grandfather, from claiming her. Silverwing and Vermithor—”
“Do not speak of them to me!” the Princess snarled with a hand imperiously held out.
That was… interesting. Ravella thought of everything she knew about the children of King Jaehaerys and Queen Alysanne. Sadly, there wasn’t much to be known about Saera, since she’d left Westeros before she was twenty and never returned. Everything they knew of her came from gossip made by sailors or foreigner dignitaries.
“As you wish, Princess,” Aemond acquiesced. “Are you going to talk to me?”
“And your wife, is she mute?”
“Not mute, merely not a Targaryen,” Ravella replied.
Saera showed her teeth. “Are you a Stark? A Blackwood?”
“I’m a Whitmore of—”
“I know,” again with the dismissive hand gesture. “I knew you had First Men blood in you. You smell of it, girl.”
Ravella burst out laughing. “Are you trying to offend me, Princess? Because, if you are, at least I don’t get lost while explaining my family tree to anyone. I know exactly where it begins, since it isn’t a circle.”
Beside her, Aemond stiffened — she couldn’t tell if he was offended or enraged at her flippancy.
After a minute of stunned silence, Saera burst out laughing. “To have met you when I was younger!”
“I’m relieved you didn’t,” Aemond mumbled under his breath.
Lips twitching, Saera said, “I might be willing to speak to you, nephew, if I like the answers to some questions. Is your father still a dimwit?”
“As much as I wish to say he’s matured with age, he didn’t. Yes, he’s a dimwit,” Aemond said, ignoring Ravella’s gasp.
Saera nodded. “He was more Alyssa’s than Baelon’s, you know. My brother shared his nature with me. He wouldn’t have fathered a weak-willed, dimwitted child like your father,” she looked up, sounding wistful. Ravella blinked several times. Was that good? Every account about Saera’s nature said she was mean-spirited, downright evil. Her sisters had hated her. Queen Alysanne knew she was false. “He asked our sister Alyssa to fight Vaegon once. He wanted to ‘man him up.’ Alyssa won. Does Vaegon live?”
“As an archmaester of the Citadel,” Aemond supplied.
“The old man’s bones must be rattling in a pile of dust to know Vaegon and I are the only ones left,” she laughed, merrily.
“Queen Alicent said King Jaehaerys called your name in his deathbed,” Ravella cut her off.
Saera sobered. “I know. I received the missive.”
“The… missive?” Aemond asked, inclining his head.
“I still lived in Lys. One day, one of my slaves—” she said the word so casually, Ravella’s hands fisted “—said there was a Targaryen demanding my presence. It was your father’s brother, Daemon. That one is Baelon’s son,” she praised. “He’d been dispatched by the Small Council to fetch me so I could say my farewells. The letter said that bastard had lost his mind and attacked your mother while she read to him. After Ser Clement Crabb was able to pull her free, he reached for her again, in tears, this time, sweet apologies on his lips.” Saera laughed with derision. “I told your uncle to turn away and not bother me anymore. He was furious that I dared deny him.”
“But he left,” Aemond guessed.
“Yes. He didn’t have a choice. The letter was a summons disguised as an invitation, and I reminded him I wasn’t a slave of Jaehaerys’s whims anymore. Years before, after my son’s return from Harrenhal, he’d tried to tell me of Jaehaerys, of the rumors he missed me and would take me back. I threatened to cut his tongue off if he continued that stupidity,” a frown. “Your uncle arrived not too long after we had the last argument about it. In hindsight, I wish I’d gone back. I’d have liked nothing more than to tell him with my own lips that I was as great a whore as he’d called me. Pissing on his corpse would’ve been much better. Does it shock you?” Saera asked, all sweetness, when Ravella gasped.
“My wife considers it desecration,” Aemond supplied.
“It is desecration. Which is exactly why I wish I’d done it,” Saera shook her head. “I had to debase myself to escape that man.”
“I heard Queen Alysanne missed you a great deal,” he said.
“Not enough to fight for me. Or for any of her daughters, either. I was exiled, Alyssa and simple-minded Daella killed in childbirth… Viserra preferred to die rather than marry that disgusting fat oaf… and Gael—”
“There aren’t reports of King Jaehaerys mistreating your younger sister,” Aemond supplied, his voice sympathetic.
“He couldn’t use her, so he forgot all about her,” Saera scowled. “That’s mistreatment, too.”
“You’ll hear no complaints from me, Princess,” Aemond said. Ravella gave him an askance look. Her poor husband!
“Gael’s death destroyed my mother. I begged him to let me go to Dragonstone to be with her, but he wrote back that a whore like me couldn’t be of service to a queen,” her face contorted with hatred. “Then they dared to summon me to King’s Landing because that coward wished to make peace before he died. The Others take him.”
“Don’t say that!” Ravella shrieked.
Circling her shoulders with his arm, Aemond brough her closer. He kissed her temple. “My wife’s a patroness of the Night’s Watch. She really dislikes the Others, especially after our visit to the Wall.”
“She isn’t as stupid as she appears,” Saera smirked.
“I don’t understand. What does it mean?”
“It means nothing,” Saera shrugged one shoulder. “I’ve just heard tales from sailors who’d escaped the Watch while trading with wildlings. They had some colorful stories to tell. Dead things in the water, blue-eyed shadows walking under the snow, screaming caves…” she giggled at each one. “This last one came from my second-born son. My septas would often threaten to send me north, as a sacrifice to the Others, if I didn’t behave. I dared them to do that.”
Ravella wondered what Saera Targaryen would’ve turned out as if she’d had adults better suited to deal with the likes of her.
Probably still spoiled. But she’d have been with her family, instead of living in isolating for the better part of her life.
“Do you have many children?” she forced the words out.
“I had seven. Three boys and four girls. One from each father,” she smiled, but there was no venom in it. It was a normal smile, but then got serious… sad. “It’s because of my youngest that I knew my mother was dying.”
“Why? Did they have dragon dreams?” Ravella asked, leaning forward.
“Dragon dreams like Daenys the Dreamer?” Saera arched her brows. “Gods above, no! They weren’t cursed like that. It wasn’t that. None of my children looked like me. They had my hair, or my eyes… sometimes, my eyes and my hair, but they looked more like their fathers. Had their tempers. We argued a lot because of that,” she conceded. “I knew my youngest would be mine. Then she got sick, when she was seven, and died within a day and a half. I knew then I had to be with my mother.”
Ravella had heard that story before. “Why?”
“My daughter’s name was Alysanne,” Saera closed her eyes. “When I held her in my arms the first time, I was surprised to be holding a copy of my mother, so I decided that, if I couldn’t have my mother back, then I’d have my daughter, and she would be mine. No one would take her away from me. Only the gods, and they did.”
“I’m sorry for your loss, Princess,” Aemond said, solemn. “I know it doesn’t help much, especially because she passed many years before I was born, but I know Queen Alysanne thought of you often.”
“Yes, I know. One of the men she hired to watch over me was Alysanne’s father,” Saera smiled. “He believed she’d wear my father out someday. He never let me second-guess my mother’s love for me.”
There was more depth than Ravella would’ve been led to believe Saera had. The older woman sighed. “After our daughter died, I asked him to sail to Dragonstone and ask my mother if I could visit. I was willing to hide if that’s what it took. I just wanted to see her again. But Jaehaerys was there, visiting. He said she begged on her knees to let me come to her and he said no. Then he threatened to send Anders to the Wall if he returned there again. After the news of my mother’s death reached me in Lys, I decided I had to get farther away.”
“When my mother told me of King Jaehaerys’ last years, I used to think it was a sad story,” Aemond started, “now I’m glad he died in agony.”
Saera smiled a watery smile. “Now, you are Baelon’s grandson. I can see him in you. And Alyssa, too.”
“What about your other children?” Ravella asked. “Are they alive?”
“My eldest disappeared in a foolish attempt to sail the Smoking Sea. His father was a sea captain… from the ship I fled Westeros on. My daughters are well and married, with children of their own, though none live in Volantis. My second son lives here with his family. My third…” she tilted her head. “You must’ve met him. At least I hope so. You said you went to the Wall?” she inquired of Aemond.
“Some months ago,” he confirmed.
“My youngest son travelled to Westeros with his older brother when Harry went there to press his claim. He came back only to tell me he was going to join the Night’s Watch. His name’s Davos.”
Aemond stiffened. He exchanged a glance with Ravella. “Is your son around his mid-forties, with honey-blond hair and blue eyes, and a wine-colored stain on his jaw?”
“Yes. He my mother and daughter’s coloring,” Saera’s eyes lit up, though her brow was furrowed as she shared, “He used to write. His letters made it to Volantis every two or three years. But it’s been five years since I’ve last read a word from him, though the Maester of Castle Black sent word that Davos was alive, but injured after a ranging, when I sent a messenger. Davos must’ve loved seeing your dragon. He was so curious about them.”
Ravella’s heart was beating so fast, she almost didn’t hear Aemond’s reply. “Aunt Saera, we must talk.”
***
Aemond was relieved to be brought into Saera’s house behind the Black Wall — her actual home, not the brothel she owned in the depths of Volantis. The relief was partially because he worried about Ravella’s reputation — the snake-tongued of Westeros would have a lot of fun slandering her if rumors were spread, and then he’d have to burn the Seven Kingdoms to the ground —, partially because she’d have a stroke if she came across a bed slave. Weeks ago, she’d nagged at Aegon for taking Aemond to a brothel when Aemond was thirteen, even though Aemond assured her he’d agreed to be taken to the Street of Silk (he insisted the bad part of the whole thing came from being close to Aegon, not from using the services of a prostitute. She didn’t believe him and challenged him to say he wasn’t lying for her benefit. He merely rolled his eye). Slavery offended Ravella down to her soul, and she’d consider making a slave a prostitute as an even worse violation of that person. He was sure she’d feed his aunt to Vhagar herself then.
“Leave us,” Saera told her slaves in High Valyrian, tone clipped. Platters and platters of food were put on a center table between them. She’d asked for refreshments, but her people brought a feast. He wondered if his father’s aunt had hoped a relative of hers would visit. She must’ve felt lonely.
Alone, she asked, “Tell me about my son, nephew. Is he—?”
“Davos is alive,” Aemond said, preparing a plate for Ravella. Once she had it in her hand, he crossed his legs and said, “Physically, at least. This isn’t easy.”
“Just open your mouth and get the words out,” she growled.
“It isn’t simple,” Ravella intervened. “Aemond had no idea Davos was your son. We spent some weeks at Castle Black and no one said anything, not even him. He avoided us.”
He nodded. “Princess, you must’ve heard my father is sick. He’s getting worse with each passing second, and since he was beyond human healing, we decided to find a magical cure. The Wall is…” he shrugged. “Ravella was very concerned about the Night’s Watch ability to protect the Seven Kingdoms, and about the fact that I was risk to my nephew’s continued existence. Since the little shit had maimed me and all,” he caressed his left cheek with a sardonic smile his aunt would appreciate. “So I took her to the Wall, thinking we could research about magic and renew House Targaryen’s endorsement of the Watch. When we landed in Castle Black’s courtyard, however, we were met with reports of missing rangers. Some had come back, but their companions hadn’t — your son was one of those who made it back. But he wasn’t himself. The Brothers thought he’d lost his mind from a hit to the head or something that made him hallucinate he’d seen the Others. It’s been almost two years.”
Saera swallowed. This was the first time she didn’t have a reply, so Aemond went ahead. “My wife had told me the Others were real. I met a child of the forest on the Isle of Faces. The wildling man who taught my wife about the Others — he’s a Black Brother, too — also insisted they were real. Even if I hadn’t met the child or Thoren, I’d have believed my wife. She had seen them as a child. I had to do something, anything to make her calmer. I tried to speak to your son, but it seemed like he had eyes on the back of his head, because whenever I was able to locate him, he’d disappear in a blink. The only time I did manage to cross paths with him, he shouted an Others had crossed the Wall to kill him,” he shook his head. “If I had known Davos was family, I’d have done more for him. But I had no idea. And having realized I frightened him, I decided to leave him alone.”
“Otherwise, you’d have hopped on your dragon and flown all the way here,” Saera demanded.
“Not immediately, no,” he said. “I had the feeling something strange was happening. I also knew it’d take more than my word to convince the others, so I waited. Eventually, the Others did attack. Your son serves under the master-at-arms, training new recruits when his mind is clear. The Lord Commander has done everything in his power to help him, including not sending him north again.”
“Now he doesn’t send anyone north,” Ravella said and took a sip of wine.
Saera glanced from her to Aemond. He nodded. “So, as you can see, the Others are real. I believe seeing you might be good for your son. And seeing your son might be good for you. My father wanted to invite you to King’s Landing, so you’ll be safe if you decide to take it. The journey is long, but I believe a dragonrider could be sent to Volantis for you.”
“I…” Saera coughed. “I’ll have to consider it,” she reached for her goblet, and Aemond saw that, beneath her bravado, she was trembling. “You said you had questions about House Targaryen. What are they?”
“You didn’t meet Princess Aerea, did you?” Ravella asked.
His aunt’s eyes widened. “Why, no. Aerea died ten years before my birth. We weren’t allowed to speak of her. Jaehaerys got upset, and my mother cried. It was always like that when Aerea’s twin sister visited us. I met my aunt Rhaena once, and she flung herself at me and… sobbed. My hair got all wet and I didn’t know if it was because of her tears, snot or slobber. It was nasty,” a grimace. “But I couldn’t wriggle out of her hold. It felt wrong. After my poor, sweet Alysanne died, I understood exactly how my aunt felt,” she rubbed a hand over her breast.
Ravella held his wrist, touched, and Aemond rubbed her hand. “Where did you meet Queen Rhaena?” he asked.
“Harrenhal, of course. My mother was worried about her sister, and took all of us there, hoping Rhaena would be persuaded to take one or two as ward or cupbearer. Rhaena held me, cried and called me a ghost sent to haunt her, though she wasn’t angry. I hated Harrenhal, and in light of Rhaena’s distress, Mother told Aemon to take me to King’s Landing on Caraxes, with the excuse that Jocelyn needed us.” Saera gave Ravella a droll look. “Jocelyn was Aemon’s wife and our parents’ younger half-sister.”
“Your family tree has branches in the soil, not roots,” Ravella answered.
“True,” his aunt conceded the point. “And if you think yours won’t, you’re mistaken.” At Ravella’s look of surprise, she clarified, posed like a queen, “If you think my nephew isn’t planning to marry your firstborn back into House Targaryen, either to a cousin or a sibling, you haven’t been around the Targaryens long enough. Your husband rides Vhagar, girl. His father won’t let a future dragonrider go. It isn’t how we do things.”
“King Viserys wouldn’t do that. He knows how I feel about incest. Besides,” Ravella put her platter on the table, then leaned back on her own throne-like chair, “Aemond has agreed our children will carry my name, not his.”
“Aemond isn’t the king,” Saera replied, impatient. “I assure you, Viserys is already working out the details. The only thing he needs to spring this trap is knowing what you’re having.”
“It won’t happen for many years yet,” Ravella said with a shake of her head, “and I’d rather give my child away to the Faith,” she gritted out.
“Is that so?” Saera arched a brow. “Because— Gods, you don’t know, do you?” Jaw dropped, she glanced at Aemond, “And you didn’t understand.”
“I have to be honest and say I didn’t,” he agreed.
“Do you know what Aelios said? The red priest?” Saera asked Ravella.
“My High Valyrian isn’t very good. He spoke too fast, and since I’m still learning, I could only identify some words: dragon, fire, entrails. I assume Vhagar’s belly was bright while she threatened to blow at you…” Ravella’s voice weakened with each word she spoke with neither of them answering.
In Aemond’s defense, he was dizzy.
“… But that’s not what he meant, is it? Aemond?” she asked.
He shook his head. Aegon at his drunkest had better use of his wits than Aemond did now.
“Oh this is rich! No, that’s not what Aelios meant. I’ll tell you what he said.” She leaned forward, “‘Welcome to Volantis, Blessed Warrior and Soul-giver. The children of the light have hungered for your return, and you’re here, at last, to defeat the darkness and make the Lord’s will prevail. Azor Ahai, with his mighty arm, and Nissa Nissa, who has a dragon’s fire licking her from the inside out, Lightbringer forged at her entrails.’”
Absently, Aemond felt Ravella’s eyes on him. But he couldn’t… do anything. His temples were hurting. He couldn’t breathe. His throat was dry. His mind reeled. He felt like his entire body was made of cotton.
That explained it.
Vhagar had—
“What does it mean? What’s a soul-giver?” Ravella asked.
“You are,” Saera answered for him. “You truly don’t know, child? How far along are you?”
“I… don’t understand. What do you mean?”
“You’re pregnant,” his aunt said, voice gentle. “That’s what a dragon’s fire licking your insides means. That’s how the people of the Freehold said women expecting Valyria-blooded children were. The dragon’s fire made them bold.”
“I’m not…”
“The red priest must’ve seen it in his fires,” Saera shrugged.
“Just because he’s seen me pregnant doesn’t mean I’m pregnant now. I would—” Ravella covered her mouth with both hands, a shocked gasp piercing through the haze in Aemond’s head. “The boy!” she said when he glanced at her.
He was forced to nod. He remembered. The boy from Ravella’s dream, with his black-and-silver hair. His and Ravella’s son. He would have hair like Princess Rhaenys’, the daughter of Prince Aemon and his wife Jocelyn Baratheon.
It made sense.
Vhagar hadn’t been telling him she wanted to be a grandmother. She wasn’t feeding Ravella just because she loved her. She’d been telling Aemond there were dragon eggs reserved for his children, one of which at least was inside Ravella’s body, and Vhagar considered it her obligation to keep Ravella well-fed. No doubt she’d done the same for Visenya, he thought, dazed.
But… the girl. Was it possible Ravella had seen their daughter? Were the children twins? If so, would their daughter suffer the same fate as Aerea?
No, he shook his head, running a hand over his face. Berry had confirmed the nightmare had been a dream and a vision. Ravella had dreamed about the past. Aemond rubbed at his good eye. He had to—
“Well, I’ve always wanted to be a mother,” Ravella was glowing. She was worried about him, too, because he was in shock, but not for the reason she thought. “I thought it’d take years, but now that I’m pregnant, I shall enjoy it. I—”
“I need her cleansed,” Aemond cut her off. “You must know someone who can perform an abortion,” he told Saera.
“Abortion? Are you out of your ever-loving mind?” Ravella got to her feet.
“No. You can’t be allowed to get pregnant,” he stood up as well. “That was a prophecy, Ravella. The red priest said you’ll die in childbirth.”
***
Aemond’s legs were longer, and usually, he was faster, but right now, Ravella was more scared. There was too much at stake, and even if she identified with his fear — she didn’t want to die; she wanted to be safely delivered of many children and raise them into adulthood —, she wouldn’t let him make that decision. Kill their baby. No, he wouldn’t. No one would harm her child.
“RAVELLA!” he shouted from behind her. Risking a glance, she noticed he was closing in on her. “RAVELLA!”
The crowd parted for them. Funny, he sounded just like the night of her nightmare when he woke her up. As soon as dawn had broken, they went to the godswood. Berry seemed to have been expecting them. Even now, she remembered the severity on his face as he confirmed she’d dreamed of Aerea Targaryen… and the night king. The child of the forest had assured her Aemond wouldn’t be turned into the traitor of legend, though he’d also said it was essential that Aemond lived.
That was why they were here. So they could relax and deal with at least one part of her disturbing dream.
Only to be living a real-life nightmare.
She took a sharp turn to the right, hoping that would take her to the Black Wall. “Thank the gods,” she smiled, sliding to a halt. In the distance, she could see the thing, and Vhagar was close, too. Her roar was different, probably because she could feel Aemond’s distress.
“Ravella! Stop!” he shouted from behind her.
She screamed, her steps hardening. She held her coat on her hands, which she’d retrieved in silence while Aemond and Saera discussed “the proceeding”, debating whether to give her a cup of moontea or call for a surgeon. While they talked, Ravella had slipped out, thinking only of getting to Vhagar. She hoped the dragon would make Aemond see reason.
“Sorry, my love,” she looked down briefly at her belly. “Daddy loves you. But he also thinks Mommy is his world. He doesn’t want you to die, not really. But you must know how he gets when he’s worried. Don’t worry, Mommy will keep us safe.”
“Ravella!” Aemond’s voice sounded closer. “Wait!”
Again, she looked back. There were less than a hundred feet between them. She was lucky people hadn’t sprung upon her to hold her in place for him, and unlucky they hadn’t held him in place, as well.
With a frown, she took askance looks at both sides. Volantis was huge, dozens of times bigger than King’s Landing. Each street was incredibly long, and— she knew those people. She’d seen some of those men in Saera’s mansion. They were surrounding the paths leading to the Wall, intercept her before she could leave.
She shook her head, bile rising to her throat. She released her coat, then, locating a fruit seller, took a handful of apples and threw them at Aemond. He dodged each one, and shoved the angered man to the side when he tried to get on the way.
“Don’t,” her husband warned, a maddened glint in his eye.
“You want to kill our baby.”
“I don’t want that! I don’t want to lose you, that’s all. Please, come back and let’s talk,” he stopped running.
She shook her head. “We’ll talk home.” In Westeros, Alicent and Viserys would keep her safe. She’d be secured in her quarters and then smuggled out of the capital, either to the Park or, better yet, Dorne. After she gave birth, Ravella would return to Aemond, and his father would decree that, anyone who spoke of Aemond’s madness to their child would lose their tongue. It was a perfect plan.
She shrieked when three of Saera’s slaves closed the way. If she ran straight to them, they would hold her for Aemond. But going back wasn’t an option.
The dragon roared again. The Volantene people, no matter how great their fascination at their lapse of royalty, were frightened and fled from the scene. It was just Aemond, Saera’s slaves and Ravella. She looked back when the men behind her shouted, seeing only them throwing themselves at a corner. She smiled, relieved, when Vhagar landed. She could feel her scalding heat permeating the air, making the baby in her belly come awake. It was like her child knew there was a dragon close, and was trying to reach out, until something snapped in place.
This one is your father’s, my little dragon, she thought, placing a hand over her flat stomach.
When she looked back up, Aemond was walking slower, fear distorting his paler-than-usual face. “Please, Ravella. Come here. You’re putting yourself and the baby in danger.”
“Am I? You’re the one who wants to abort the baby,” she couldn’t fight the tears anymore.
“I won’t. I swear I won’t. I’m afraid, but I’d never hurt you or our child. We can find a way out of that prophecy. Please, come here,” he held out a hand. “At least, stop walking. The dragon—”
Her back hit the dragon’s paw then. She could only see Vhagar’s black claws. “Come with me,” she asked, reaching behind her to pat Vhagar.
“Ravella—” if possible, Aemond’s got whiter.
“I’ll tell you this, Aemond: I don’t want to fight with you. But I don’t want to mistrust you. I want your vow you won’t do anything harsh—”
“You have it!” he took three steps forward, almost sprinting toward her, and then the dragon rumbled. He stopped. “I won’t do anything. Just come with me, please. We’ll find a way to keep you and the baby safe. Saera says an abortion is as dangerous as childbirth, so even if I really wanted to try that, I wouldn’t. You’re more important. Ravella, please…”
She believed him. She believed he wanted the baby and didn’t wish to harm it. But she also knew Aemond, and how fiercely protective he was of those he loved.
He loved her best. If the stupid man felt anything, even their child, was a danger… he wouldn’t be reasoned with. Her best hope was reaching Alicent and having his mother persuade him. Not that she really believed Alicent could. Still, it was worth a try. It was much safer than hopping up on Vhagar and hoping the dragon took her away, when no bound dragon accepted another rider but its owner. The day Vhagar saved her from the wights, Ravella hadn’t tried to ride her — and she doubted she’d be able to now.
Maybe she could spend the next nine months in the hot, dark confines of Vhagar’s mouth, she thought, slightly hysterical. When she next saw Aemond, she’d have a baby in her arms, instead of molten snow covering her.
“I have to go, Aemond. You aren’t being yourself,” she said, walking to the left of Vhagar, Aemond coming closer. “Tell Vhagar to take me to the Red Keep and then come for you.”
“I know. I know. Please, Ravella. The dragon—”
“You’re so different you can barely form words. Can’t you see? You aren’t sane right now!”
“I’m losing my mind here,” he agreed. “Ravella, get away from the dragon. It isn’t Vhagar!”
At that, she burst out laughing. “You think I’ll fall for it? Please, Aemond,” she shook her head. “She won’t let you do anything harsh. She wants to be a grandmother, remember?”
“Vhagar does,” he nodded, then pointed at the dragon. “That isn’t Vhagar, however. That is—”
“Can you believe it?” she asked, turned to look at the dragon, laughing. “He says you aren’t—” the words and the laughter died in her mouth, substituted by a gasp, because Aemond was telling the truth.
The dragon wasn’t Vhagar. It wasn’t Dreamfyre or Sunfyre, either.
It took me a while, but I didn’t forget my promise, and hope you guys enjoy it. This is a prequel, if you wish, about the day Aemond’s family decided to play matchmakers. As usual, unedited. No smut, but fluff.
***
It looked like years had passed since the last time King Viserys Targaryen had left his chambers to watch the children in the training yard.
Weeks, was the correct response, but to a man rotting from the inside out, discharge leaking from any cut and puncture, every second felt like a lifetime. His wife, Queen Alicent, tried to cheer him up, and did everything she could to take care of him and make his life easier, though there wasn’t much to be done — he was going to suffer that illness for the rest of his life, Maester Mellos, had warned years ago. Each breath was a source of agony, each day a reminder that he was already dead inside.
Viserys looked much older than his real age, and watching Ser Harrold and Ser Criston train Aegon and Aemond, he wondered if his grandfather, King Jaehaerys, had felt as close to death by the end of his reign as Viserys himself did. He didn’t know why his lungs and heart didn’t stop working; every day he closed his eyes to sleep thinking on whether there would be a tomorrow for him.
He couldn’t say if he was relieved to find there was.
Something caught his attention — a wild curtain of black hair, followed closely by the usually more sedated (and, right now, not less frenetic) silver curls of his youngest daughter, Helaena. The King watched in silence as Ravella interrupted the princes’ training to make frantic questions. His head — crowned by the same silver strands he’d bequeathed all his children — tilted when he saw Aegon, looking mournful, lower his sword to the ground and touch Ravella’s shoulder, saying something that was obviously apologetic.
Viserys hadn’t known his eldest boy had it in him to offer comfort. Every time he blinked, it seemed to him that Aegon was drunk, up to some mischief.
His surprise increased when Aemond came to stand to Ravella’s left, his right arm circling her shoulders — that son of his had a sensitive soul; he was the one more prone to offer comfort… only, he and Ravella spent their days arguing. He said something to her, she nodded, then both he and Aegon took off, disappearing from view. He couldn’t find his sons, though he saw Helaena and Ravella run away, in the direction of the godswood.
From his position, the King followed the girls, hurrying through corridors with the support of a cane. All the servants he crossed paths with bowed in deference, then took off in a hurry, as if the Stranger himself were stalking them — or a dragon, he thought with a dry chuckle.
In silence, he thought of the conversation he had with Alicent some days before, during the banquet to celebrate Helaena and Aegon’s wedding. His wife was adamant Aemond and Ravella carried a torch for each other, and while Viserys wasn’t sure of it, he admitted she knew them better than he did. The quality of his parenting had declined as had his health.
Depending on what happened next, he’d grant Alicent’s request and push his son and ward together. They’d have to be patient, because those two truly enjoyed their bickering. Even now, he could picture them on the dance floor, arguing while they danced, following the music with the same fervor they snapped at each other.
Finally, he reached the verandah that gave him the best view of the godswood. Ravella and Helaena were looking in the bushes, around the trees, under the stone benches and… “Ser Willis,” Alicent was breathless from running upstairs. “Have you seen Ravella’s dog?”
“No, Your Grace,” Ser Willis Fell answered.
“Alicent, calm down. Take a deep breath,” Viserys took her by the hand, led her to a bench. “Be easy, or you’ll have an apoplexy.” She obeyed, taking deep, steadying breaths. “What’s wrong?” he asked when her breathing got easier.
“Ravella’s dog has gone missing. She’s been looking for hours.”
That explained Aegon and Aemond offering her comfort. Viserys knew Ravella had been one of the few people to congratulate Aemond after he claimed Vhagar — the old dragon that had belonged to their ancestress Queen Visenya Targaryen — and commending him on his bravery.
The memory of her, who seldom had pleasant things to say to Aemond, giving Aemond a brooch with Vhagar’s bust on his nameday filled the king with shame. He hadn’t congratulated Aemond, even if he, more than anyone, understood his son’s agony, comprehended fully well what had led Aemond to try his luck with the old beast. To be a Targaryen, and not a dragonrider…
He’d also failed to protect his son. Hours before bonding with Vhagar, Aemond had been whole; a few minutes after coming off her saddle, he was injured and crippled for life. Three years, and he was still training to make up for the loss of his eyesight.
Perhaps of his eye, Viserys thought. There were rumors Aemond had the destroyed globe removed and replaced by a gemstone. The king didn’t have the courage to ask. He was a failure as a father, didn’t believe he was entitled an answer.
His eyes settled on Ravella’s back, and he wished she got her dog back. It was odd the way he’d bonded with the girl. To everyone else, she was Lady Whitmore, his and Alicent’s ward, brought to Court after her father’s passing. But to them… she was a part of their family.
He thought of her dog, the furry black animal, with its shiny coat, following her everywhere. Alicent’s handmaiden had once told them she’d heard Ravella crying, and upon opening the door, finding the dog dutifully licking her tears away and trying to cheer his owner up.
Viserys didn’t want to think of Ravella losing that dog. She loved her pet, the same way Targaryens loved their dragons. The animal, which she often carried in her arms, would give up its life for her.
“Everyone should help find the dog!” he barked suddenly.
Alicent nodded. “They are trying. I’ve been looking as well. Helaena is the only one not looking, and that’s because she’s elected to stay with Ravella. Where could that dog have gone?” she wondered.
“Your Graces, look!” Ser Willis said, bracing himself against the bannister.
Viserys helped Alicent stand so they could join the knight. They watched as Ravella sat under the shade of the weirwood, knees pressed against her chest, body wrecked by sobs while Helaena ran her fingers through her hair. Despite the distance between them, the king knew her hopes of finding the dog were dwindling.
Only, that wasn’t what had caught Ser Willis’ attention — it was Aemond, covered from head to toes with dust, carrying something twice as dirty in his arms, and striding toward Ravella. Helaena heard his approaching steps, glanced up, then patted Ravella on the shoulder. As one, the girls scrambled to their knees, watching, breathless, as Aemond closed the distance between them.
He stayed about a foot away from Ravella, holding his arms out. The dusty thing he held moved… and barked, excited, wiggling its tail. Viserys threw his head back to laugh, the sound of Ravella’s scream of joy piercing the air. Next to him, Alicent was bouncing on her feet, all but prancing; she held him by the waist, resting her head against his upper arm. To his right, Ser Willis had a small smile on his lips.
“Why is Aemond covered in dust and spiderwebs?” Alicent asked, still laughing.
“He must’ve found the dog in the secret passages,” he guessed, heart twisting when he saw Helaena run into Aemond’s arms, as excited as her friend. Aegon, as dirty as Aemond, soon joined them.
Viserys studied the children. Helaena and Aegon were married, a match arranged by Alicent. She’d told him it was Valyrian tradition — one she found disgusting —, though he knew the truth: Alicent didn’t want Helaena to marry Jacaerys, Viserys’ grandson, on account of his illegitimacy. He didn’t argue with her wanting the best for their daughter, but knowing she didn’t consider the future king of the Seven Kingdoms good enough grated him. Besides, he considered Aemond was a much better fit for Helaena; he was calm and composed, wouldn’t press his sister.
But now… Viserys inclined his head, squinting to better see: Ravella, still holding the dog against her chest, took two steps forward and spoke. Then, with a deep smile on her face, one that illuminated the godswood and lit up the entire world, she stood on her tiptoes and gave Aemond a kiss on his cheek.
On his scarred left cheek.
Then, still laughing, she did the same to Aegon, then took Helaena’s hand, both girls walking away while Ravella brushed most of the dust off the dog with her fingers, a gray cloud of dirt rising in the air around them.
The silent adults weren’t the only ones watching them, Viserys noticed. Aemond, spine straight and tense, was also staring at Ravella’s back, a scowl distorting his face. But, when she disappeared inside the Keep, the glower on the young prince’s beet-red face diminished, changed until it turned into a small, discreet grin. Slowly, his spine relaxed, and he touched his fingers to his cheek, where the warmth of Ravella’s kiss still had to be imprinted.
Viserys looked at Alicent. “If it is to Ravella and Aemond’s taste, I won’t argue.”
“Really?” tears welled up in her eyes.
“Really,” he smiled and kissed her forehead. “I want them to be happy. If you think they’ll be happier together, then you must be right. But they must agree to the match, Alicent.”
“It might take a while,” she frowned.
“It doesn’t matter if it takes years. We’ve promised Ravella that she will have the final say on the matter. It’s important Aemond does, too.”
She nodded. “I agree, Viserys. What if someone asks for her hand before Aemond does?”
“Reject the proposal.”
“Don’t you mind?”
“I want my son to have the advantage,” he grinned. The truth was, the more he thought of that match, the more he liked it. It was perfect — Ravella was like a daughter to them, and if she married Aemond, she’d be a part of their family. Alicent adored the girl, and trusted her to make her favorite child happy. Helaena would have a sister of a close age.
All in all, it was much better than perfect.
***
Weeks later, Viserys and Alicent joined the children on a picnic on the beach. Aemond and Aegon were racing in the sky — Sunfyre was winning, because he was younger and lighter than Vhagar — while Dreamfyre merrily soared between the clouds, riding the air currents.
His younger daughter was pregnant with her first child, and Ravella had planned the picnic to commemorate. Not only that, but she’d worked with Aemond to make it happen.
“Won’t you fly?” he asked Helaena.
“My stomach’s too upset for that. I’ll wait a while,” she said, but took the twig Ravella handed her, and threw it as far as possible so Ravella’s dog could fetch it.
It was impossible not to laugh at the sight of the small dog running after the small piece of wood, barking out loud in excitement.
In a blink, the dog was back, offering the stick up to Ravella. She threw it in the opposite direction, and again, the furry animal took off.
When she raised her gaze to them, her smile froze. “Your Graces?”
Viserys said nothing, but Alicent turned ashen-faced. Ravella frowned, looking down… her eyes widened at the sudden darkness. Slowly, she turned around until she was facing Vhagar. Aemond’s dragon had landed in silence behind her. Viserys saw his son on the saddle, adjusting his body to watch.
Ravella gathered her skirts and took a step to the right. Vhagar’s head moved, slowly, and rested on the sand, intercepting her.
She went left, and Vhagar followed, intent.
“She wants a hug,” Viserys called out.
“Viserys!” Alicent said, though her voice was choked.
“She won’t leave you alone,” he said, all but shouting, “Think of her as a really big dog.”
Ravella glanced back and nodded. Then, she raised her hand and laid it on Vhagar’s scales. The dragon let out a loud, huge grumble that echoed in the distance. It grew and grew until it became a delighted hoar. Holding the reins, Aemond watched, transfixed, a silly, albeit confused, smile on his face.
At that moment, Viserys Targaryen knew that, someday, Ravella would conquer Vhagar’s one-eyed, scarred rider as well. Dragons know the souls of their riders, he thought. They had but to wait.
To those of you who’ve been waiting for a new chapter, I have some bad news: my dog passed away two days ago. She was such a sweetheart, and lived a long life (13 years), this was coming. Deep down, I knew it and tried to put some distance between us — I couldn’t. I try to rationalize she was old and hurting, but I miss her so much, the grief I feel is still raw. I can’t write. I’ve tried, but each word frustrated me. Usually, writing is therapeutic, but not now. The pain is too vivid. I’ll take a few days to deal with my new life without the fur baby and unwind. I hope to have something, no matter how short, by next week. I just need a while to mourn.
Disclaimer: This is much shorter than previous installments, but I decided to end it on a cliffhanger. We’re approaching the end of Ravella and Aemond’s story, and I want to do it justice. For now, though, I hope you enjoy this — as usual — unedited piece.
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“If you’re looking for your parents, they’re in the throne room, my prince,” Ser Harrold announced when Aemond and Ravella left their chambers. “My lady.”
“Ser Harrold,” she greeted the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard back.
“In the throne room, you say? Father must’ve improved significantly,” Aemond glanced at her.
“As a matter of fact, he has. He’s also eager to thank Lady Whitmore in person,” the bald knight confirmed.
“That’s not—”
“Where are you going?” Aemond held her by the elbow, laughing. “Let’s go there.”
“I don’t need your father thanking me for anything. I’ve just done my duty. Let me go!”
Her husband shook his head. “I had to stand there while you carved my ugly face on your weirwood. Now you get to stand there while my father thanks you. Come on.”
Ser Harrold and Berry in tow, Aemond carried her to the throne room. Not in his arms — he bent at the waist and put her on his shoulder, as if she were a sack of grain. Before coming into sight of the king, though, he lowered her to the ground. “You’re not funny,” she scowled.
“I wasn’t trying to be,” he winked. Then, “Berry, are you sure you want to do this?”
They’d stopped on the Isle of Faces so Berry could meet with his people. When the child of the forest had announced it was time Children and Men worked together again, Aemond offered to introduce him to his father, the king. They waited while Berry conferred with other children. The reunion was… a breathtaking sight. To Ravella, it sounded like she was surrounded by nature given flesh: Children who resembled trees and talked like the wind and storms. Aemond, feeling she was getting overwhelmed by emotion, circled her waist with his arms in a silent show of support.
It wasn’t mid-morning when they made it to King’s Landing, though their meeting with Viserys was postponed because he was hearing petitions. So, the only thing they could do was rest. Tired as they were, they’d be useless if his family had questions — and, surely, they did.
“Yes,” the child of the forest agreed with a solemn nod. “I’m exactly where I should be.”
“Very well, then.”
“If you do have troubles, don’t hesitate to seek us out,” Ravella instructed.
With Berry’s merry agreement, Aemond nodded at Ser Harrold to announce their arrival. The crowd parted for them, whispers rising in the air as they walked toward the throne, Berry following.
There were some things different, the King aside, she thought. Aemond’s grandfather looked like he’d sucked on a lemon, and the rest of the Small Council didn’t look any happier. She frowned, trying to come up with an explanation for their expressions. On the other hand, Helaena and Rhaenyra were standing together, Aegon with them. The real surprise, though, came from Alicent — the queen wasn’t wearing a green gown, but a cerulean blue one. Her seven-pointed-star pendant was smaller; her auburn hair, instead of held up in an elaborate bun, cascaded down her back, held away from her face by a gold diadem with a single amethyst in its center.
It was like Ravella was looking at a different person. This was the youngest she’d ever seen Alicent appear.
Aemond bowed, and she made a curtsy, while his father watched them, purple eye gleaming, face creased by a beam. “Children,” the king said, “I hear your trip to the Wall was extremely fruitful.”
“It was, indeed, Your Grace,” Aemond agreed.
“Lady Whitmore, you’ve done me a great favor,” Viserys stared at her. “What would you like as a reward? Ask me and you shall receive, even if it’s my throne.”
She shook her head. “Seeing you faring better is more than rewarding, Your Grace.”
“Oh,” the king smiled. “My son, you chose well for yourself.”
“I wish I could say that, Father, but I’m sure Ravella was the gods’ answer to some whispered prayers of mine.”
At those words, Viserys burst out laughing. “I see you haven’t changed. Still bickering,” he shook his head, chuckling in amusement. “Your uncle gave me your gift.”
“Again, I wouldn’t call that a gift,” Aemond replied, “though I could arrange more if you so wish.”
“I’d advise against that,” Ravella mumbled out loud, grimacing.
“We’ll have lunch together, then you can tell me the whole story. I love good stories,” Viserys said, leaning on his left. That must be the comfortable side of the Iron Throne, she thought.
“I’m glad to hear that, Father. If you liked that, I’m sure you’ll like the next offering,” he winked at Ravella before facing the king again, “although, this is more Ravella’s doing than mine.”
“Oh, do tell. My gooddaughter has the best gifts,” the king leaned forward.
“We’ve brought a visitor with us. An ambassador, if you wish.”
“What’s it, brother? A wildling?” Aegon asked, making everyone else laugh.
“Brother, had Ravella and I stayed one more day at Castle Black, we’d be showing you the king-beyond-the-Wall,” though Aemond kept his tone light, his face had hardened. The humans living in the cold waste to the north weren’t the threat. “No, the visitor we’ve brought hails from the riverlands. The Isle of Faces, to be precise. Father, meet Berry,” he and Ravella broke apart, revealing Berry.
The child of the forest wore an inquisitive expression on his face; there was a cute furrowing to his brow, his golden eyes looked twice as large, his mouth slightly parted as he stared up at Aemond’s father. He murmured something, and Ravella understood, “—seer on the throne.”
“Berry isn’t his real name, Your Grace,” she said. “He’s a Child of the Forest, and we couldn’t pronounce his real name, as it’s on the True Tongue. But he’s allowed Aemond and I to call him Berry, and that’s how he shall answer.”
“A child of the forest,” Otto Hightower intervened, contempt dripping from his voice. “Lady Whitmore, you should know better than to speak such infamy. The Children of the Forest are long gone, if they’ve ever existed.”
“Berry introduced himself as a Child of the Forest, grandsire,” Aemond spoke up, not moving. “Ravella believes he’s one, and so do I. Are you calling my wife a liar?”
His hand closed on the pommel of his sword.
Though she touched his hand to make him let go of the sword, she didn’t intervene. Otto Hightower was a danger for the future of the Seven Kingdoms — and for Aemond himself. “Loose lips sink ships” was a common saying between sailors. It could apply to her husband’s grandfather.
“Of course not, my prince,” the Hand took a step back, pale. “I merely meant that it isn’t safe to make assumptions.”
Stone-faced, Aemond glared at his grandfather. “Look at Berry, grandsire — clearly, he isn’t human. He isn’t a wight, either. What else could he be?” When no answer came, he shook his head, disgust evident on his face, and ordered, “You’d better apologize to my wife and remove yourself from this conversation.”
While the Hand stuttered an apology — in which she didn’t believe —, Ravella watched the king. It wasn’t like him to let tensions rise within his hearing. He didn’t take well to arguments. But still, he hadn’t lifted a finger to defend Otto. Strange, she thought.
“It’s fine, ser Otto,” she forced herself to smile. The choice to not address him as Hand was deliberate. “Aemond can’t help but be protective of me. I can’t help but remember that princes can get away with anything, but kinslaying? No one can ever come back from that. And, I suppose, you can’t help but be skeptical. We knew the risk when we decided to introduce Berry. People are so faithless these days,” she shrugged.
Aemond let out a low laugh next to her.
“That’s absolutely true, gooddaughter,” Viserys Targaryen stood up, and made his way to them. His hold on his cane wasn’t as tight anymore. He still needed it, probably due to old injuries. He wasn’t as weak now. “Berry, is that it? You happened upon Lady Whitmore while she ate blueberries, is that it?”
“Strawberries and mulberries as well,” Berry smiled.
“Her favorites,” Viserys looked at her. “Helaena and Aegon have brought some berries for you. It was like they knew you’d welcome them.”
“Aegon is my fourteenth favorite person in the world, Your Grace,” she replied.
“I heard that!” Aegon shouted.
“That idiot,” Aemond rolled his eye. “Father, there’s much Berry wishes to discuss with you. We told him it’s either you or grandfather, but he pointed out the Hand isn’t the King.”
“The Prince that was Promised could be the Hand,” Berry intervened.
“You know of it?” Viserys asked.
“That’s not how we call him, but I’m familiar with your prophecies. He,” the child of the forest pointed at Aemond, “is too hardheaded. And—” his jaw dropped open. “The dreamer,” he whispered.
“Dreamer?” Viserys arched a brow.
“I don’t understand,” Aemond said. “Berry, who are you looking at? Those are my sisters.” He closed his lips, then looked at Ravella. She nodded with a roll of her eyes. In hindsight, it should be obvious. “Helaena, come here.”
His sister obeyed. She struck out a hand and smiled down at Berry, “I’m Helaena. Welcome to King’s Landing.”
***
“Uncle Daemon has taken command of the Gold Cloaks,” Aemond announced.
Ravella stared at him through the mirror. “That explains the sour looks on the Small Council’s faces. Your grandfather must be bursting.”
“Why do you say that?” he hugged her from behind.
“No reason, aside from the fact that he’s spent the past forty years meddling with the succession.”
“Ah, his jab got at you,” he walked away.
“Not as badly as it did you,” she tilted her head. “I thought you were going to kill him.”
“I was going to. There’s a war coming and—”
“And he still meddles with the succession?” she suggested. “Aemond, I don’t hate him, but I see your grandfather exactly for what he is.”
“Rhaenyra is a danger to us.”
“Is she? How many times has she moved against you?”
He couldn’t believe that question. “She wanted me tortured!”
“If anyone called a child of mine a bastard, I’d want them tortured, too.” She held his waist. “Did you know she offered to marry Helaena to Prince Jacaerys?”
“That b—?”
“He’d have made your sister a better husband than Aegon. Say what you want, Helaena deserves better. Since she was denied a choice, at least Prince Jacaerys doesn’t have a bad reputation, because he doesn’t abuse others. Your grandfather spent years cultivating the dislike, first of your uncle, then of your sister, and manipulating your mother into tying her children’s fates to his. I hope you won’t turn out to be so gullible.”
“Why are you saying this?” he sat on the bed, lowering his head between his spread legs.
“Because as you said, there’s a war coming, and your grandfather, out of sheer greed, will ruin everything we’ve managed to accomplish.”
“And what have we accomplished?”
“The Nightfort. A wight. We’ve opened the eyes of a part of the Watch, the Starks and your family. We got your father in a much better state than any of the lickspittles that surround him. And we’ve brought Berry. And that’s not to mention the plans we’ve set into motion.”
While Ravella recovered, Aemond flew to her seat on the border of the reach and the riverlands, to instruct her people to prepare for winter and commission as many weapons and clothes for the Night’s Watch as possible. Then, he went to Dragonstone to order the dragonkeepers to oversee the mining of obsidian, which would also be delivered to the Watch.
It was a lot. All done due to an accident. They hadn’t planned to discover the Others were real and about to swarm Westeros.
“Why are you saying this?” he asked.
“Because of what Helaena said about me. That everyone would die, but I’d be left behind, broken and empty. I can’t bear to think of it. And I’d rather not have to move against your grandfather, though I will have him killed if he isn’t neutralized soon.”
He chuckled. “Ravella, you exaggerate. My grandfather serves the realm.”
“Your grandfather stopped serving the realm the moment he caught a glimpse of what it was like to be king in everything but name,” she got to her feet.
“You’re frightened, my love. I’m too—”
“Tell me,” she shook off his hold, voice harder than ever, “Why do you think no one ever thought of cauterizing your father’s wounds? That’s how the pustules he gets are treated.”
“I don’t know, Ravella. Maybe burning the king—”
“Don’t make it sound like they’d be harming him. Denying him the treatment he needed made him frail and sicker. And who reaped the laurels of it? Your grandfather.”
“My love, you’re frightened. I admit my grandfather isn’t a holy man, but in time, he’ll see reason. He’s an intelligent man.”
“But not uninterested. He isn’t here out of the goodness of his heart,” she took a deep breath. “I hope, for the sake of our marriage, that I won’t have to make a drastic decision. But between your grandfather and our future, I’ll pick our future. And there’s no place for his greediness in it. I’ll see him dead before he puts us, and the Seven Kingdoms, in danger.”
***
“You look worried,” was his mother’s greeting when joined her in her chambers.
The maids with Helaena’s children picked them up and left. “I had an argument with Ravella,” he said once they were alone.
Alicent guided him to the couch, and poured him a glass of herbal wine. “It isn’t one of your banters. What’s wrong?”
“You wouldn’t understand, Mother.”
“I’m closer to fifty than to twenty. I’ve raised five children. I believe I understand a lot, Aemond.”
“Who’s the fifth sibling I haven’t been introduced to?” he snorted, taking a gulp.
“Ravella, of course,” she patted him on the back when he choked. There was a smirk on her lips when she said, “She’s like a daughter, as you know. Now tell me, why did you argue?”
He shook his head. “You’d get angry with her.”
“I doubt that. Say it.”
“She thinks grandsire is a threat to our safety. I told her what he says about Rhaenyra makes sense, but Ravella thinks he’s a coward who can’t face the consequences of meddling with the succession and manipulating all of us into seeing Rhaenyra as an enemy.”
“Ravella’s father swore to her, you know,” Alicent said, serious. “Her parents had come to King’s Landing to meet with her uncle. The Sword of the Morning was going to Braavos, so they came here. I remember her mother. Lady Monica was so lush and exuberant… she was in her late thirties, looked like a maiden freshly flowered and had the energy of a toddler. She was one of those people you don’t expect kindness from. But after Rhaenyra was confirmed as heir, she walked up to me and said, ‘She’ll need a true friend when she comes into power. Men are weak. Good thing she has you.’”
“Truly Ravella’s mother. And Ravella’s daughter,” Aemond smiled. Both Ravellas — his wife and her grandmother — were wonderfully outspoken.
“At the time, I didn’t understand why she was saying that. I asked. She just said, ‘The pretty daughter of the Hand of the King is still unmarried. Not for long, I fear.’” Alicent shook her head. “She looked so sad when she said that… I asked if she wasn’t happy, but she assured me she was. Because she had had a choice, one she believed would be denied me. She said she hoped I could help Rhaenyra free the women of the Seven Kingdoms; when I replied we aren’t slaves needing freedom, she replied, ‘Slavery by any other name is still slavery. In Westeros, it’s called marriage and family.’”
“She scared you.”
His mother shook his head. “No. I knew that. Do you know…? I didn’t have the courage to ask, but I knew, without her saying it, that she knew what had happened a few days after Queen Aemma’s death, shortly after the Small Council got together for the first time,” Alicent glanced at me. “Your grandfather told me to put on one of my mother’s dresses and go to your father’s chambers.”
Aemond held his breath. The urge to kill his grandfather was renewed. “Viserys was grieving the loss of his wife and son, and I was worried about Rhaenyra. She was my best friend. So I tried to talk both into solving their issues, because they still had each other. I ended up becoming his friend. He never—” she trailed off. “Your father’s a good man, Aemond. Too good. His only flaw is being unable to think badly of anyone. Ravella isn’t wrong.”
“You never said anything. How could he do that to you when he knew fully well Father was sick? What if he’d infected you?!”
“That’s exactly what Ravella’s mother said when she returned to King’s Landing for my wedding. She said something to Rhaenyra, and your sister snapped at her. She was… she felt betrayed, and Ravella’s mother noticed it. After your father announced our wedding, she learned of my visits to his quarters. I think she assumed we were having an affair while her mother was dying, that he’d killed her mother to marry me. I don’t know if she really thought that, but we were never able to come back from this, no matter how hard I tried. And when she tried, your grandfather got in the way, to whisper of treason and threats to my children’s lives. I lost my best friend because of him.”
“Mother—”
Alicent shook her head, interrupting him. “As much as it hurts me, I must admit Ravella is right. Your grandfather won’t accept losing the power he’s got. It was something her mother said,” she frowned. “That it was strange that, after spending years accepting Princess Rhaenys as successor, King Jaehaerys suddenly changed his mind.”
“The lords of Westeros would never accept a ruling Queen,” Aemond said.
“Wouldn’t they? Ravella is a lady in her own right. Jeyne Arryn rules the Vale, though there are male Arryns around. Rhea Royce, your uncle’s first wife. Lady Fell. House Lannister descends from a woman and the man who took up her name. The Baratheons are only accepted because of Orys Baratheon’s wedding to Argella Durradon. Visenya and Rhaenys sat the throne more often than Aegon. Jaehaerys was scared of Rhaena pressing her claim. Rhaena’s daughter was the heir to two kings and a usurped prince. ‘A daughter comes before an uncle.’ Alyssa Velaryon and several women have served as regents. Rhaenyra and I have sat on the Small Council. The Florents whine about their claim to Highgarden being better, and they descend from the Gardeners from the female line. Several other ladies in our history. And then, there’s Dorne.” She sighed. “But I’m supposed to believe the lords would never accept a Queen. Please. As if they could choose.”
“Mother, you’ve talked to Ravella too much,” he grinned at her. “She’s said the same.”
“Your wife understands exactly what’s going on here. It’s too late for me and Rhaenyra, and for our children, but it can’t be too late for House Targaryen. You must follow Ravella’s advice.”
“Ravella’s advice was to neutralize your father before he puts us in danger by continuously pitting both sides of the family against each other.”
“Ravella is right,” Alicent said with a sad smile.
***
“Ser Harrold,” Ravella stopped on the doors to Viserys’ chamber, “may I see the king?”
“I’ll announce you, my lady.”
“Thank you.”
A second later, the knight came out. “He’ll receive you.”
“Thank you, ser.” She looked around to see who was with the king. No one but Helaena and Berry. “Thank you for receiving me, Your Grace.”
“Don’t be so formal, child. We’re between family now,” he smiled. “Come closer. What brings you here?”
She studied his companions. Berry smiled at her, discreet. Deciding they could be trusted, she said, “I find myself in need of advice. Though I can’t tell if I should be receiving or giving.”
A chuckle. “Ah, it seems you do have a request.”
“It isn’t about the reward you offered. I don’t want it. I wasn’t thinking of what I could get when I suggested it.”
“Berry and Helaena told me you were adamant I had to be healed. Why is that?”
“They must’ve also told you of my reasons, but if you insist, I’ll tell you. May I speak candidly?”
“Please.”
“To begin with, I want you to live as long as possible because I believe you’re a good man. I want your children to have their father with them,” she sighed. “Since you grew up without a mother, I imagine you understand how I feel.” The king nodded. “They’re much older than we were when we lost our mothers, but I can say it doesn’t matter — being parentless hurts. I don’t want to see them go through this.”
“I wasn’t a good father for my youngest children,” Viserys said.
Ravella had to admit his candor surprised her. “Then you should enjoy this second chance.”
He chuckled, nodding.
“After what happened north, I began thinking of what could happen. To me. To Aemond. To your family… everyone, really. I know you love Princess Rhaenyra, and want to see her follow you not only because you trust her capacity to rule, but also because you feel like you’re atoning yourself in the eyes of your first wife. You can’t bring Queen Aemma back, so you try to compensate by making her only living child thrive. That’s good. My father felt the same way about me. If it ever were necessary, House Whitmore would support Princess Rhaenyra’s claim.”
“What about Aemond?” he inclined his head.
“If Aemond expects me to tarnish my father’s honor when he isn’t here to defend it, then he isn’t the man I thought he was,” she replied, throat tight. “I love him with all my heart, but I need more than love to be happy. I need security and honor. I don’t see how the current succession would bring me either. In fact, I know I’d come out of it lacking all three,” she glanced at Helaena.
Her goodsister gave her an encouraging nod.
“I can’t prove… but I know it happens… I suspect your Small Council plots to usurp your daughter as soon as you die. That will, of course, launch a civil war. One or more of your children will die. Westeros will suffer for it.”
“That’s a very grave accusation,” the king said, serious.
“I know. But I can’t simply walk up to Ser Otto and ask if he’s plotting something. He won’t tell me. He dislikes me since the day I told him I wouldn’t discuss my future with him instead of my guardians.” The king smirked. “In fact, I said he was forgetting himself.”
“He was furious,” Helaena supplied. When they looked at her, she paused her embroidery and said, “I heard him ranting to Mother. He got angrier when she refused to support him.”
“Maybe, if I were willing to pretend to turn Green, he might welcome me into the fold, but I won’t do that even in a dream. Whitmores do keep their words. And even if I were willing to… Aegon isn’t fit for kingship. Helaena has no designs of her own — though I’d die to support her.”
“Aemond, though?”
“I think he’d be a good king. He’s more prepared than Aegon. He’s also impatient, quick to anger, and unable to hold his tongue. Though it’s been a while since I last saw him lose his temper… the thing with Ser Otto in the throne room aside,” she mused.
“You’re a steadying presence.”
She snorted. “Maybe I have some magical powers.”
“Berry says magic loves you. Every time you’ve prayed to the old gods, they’ve answered.”
“That’s only faith, Your Grace. They’ve never failed me — it says more about them than me. I just accept the things that happen to me, instead of questioning them.”
“Sounds wise, if you ask me.” He leaned forward. “Do you remember when you got here the morning after he rescued you?”
She blinked. “I remember some of it, not everything. He told me to let him do the talking, and I let him, because I felt awful.”
“Aemond issued several challenges to anyone who’d dare speak ill of you. He said, ‘Lady Whitmore or me,’ but I knew he was more concerned about you. Then, I said you’d have to choose between marrying him and Ser Philip, and Aemond hurried to say he was going to marry you because he’d ruined you,” another chuckle. “It had been clear for us, for years, that there was something going on between you. Alicent and I agreed to wait until you realized it. She said it was important that the decision to marry each other come from you, not as an order. I thought she knew you both better and agreed. Aemond would do anything you want. Why don’t you ask him to choose you?”
“I’d never ask him to forsake his family for my sake. I grew up yearning for my mother, then my father. I’d never separate him from his family. And if a war were to break out, Aemond would pick a side anyway, out of loyalty. And if he didn’t join the war in defense of his family, he’d hate me.”
Viserys nodded, thoughtful. “You’re certain a war will happen.”
“Yes.”
“There’ll be a war next winter, Father — I saw it in my dreams,” Helaena spoke up. Then, she glanced at Ravella, “Berry is helping me make sense of them. The dragon’s cave is still my favorite, though.”
She smiled. “I’m so glad we’re sisters for good now.”
Oblivious to their emotion, the king asked, thoughtful, “What do you suggest I do? You’ve just said confirming Rhaenyra as my heir isn’t enough.”
“A Regency,” she suggested. “Step down and let the Princess rule in your stead as regent. Make her your regent. Or just give her the crown.”
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Summary: A dragon and a butterfly on the Wall… and they aren’t alone.
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen & Ravella Whitmore (OC)
Warnings: Smut if you squint. Fluff. Horror. ESL, please be patient.
Word count: +15k
Disclaimer: I’d meant to post this earlier, but a lot of things happened. Pt. 5 is scheduled to be posted next Saturday. I hope you enjoy it. Unedited, as usual.
***
The Wall was the most impressive thing in Westeros, he thought. Even more so than the Hightower, or Storm’s End. The rangers standing on it looked like tiny black dots no bigger than ants, but Aemond knew they were looking. For their benefit, he had Vhagar put on a spectacle. The wind and light blizzard muffled the sound of Ravella’s excited screams. He had no doubt Vhagar was showing off to please her, and couldn’t keep a grin off his face.
It disappeared when he tried to make Vhagar make a turn, fly past the giant barrier of ice; she refused. He tried again, but the dragon remained firm. There was a frown on his face when he felt Ravella touch his thigh, so he leaned forward to hear her, “She might disrupt the spells guarding us. Let her be.”
It was said the ice on the Wall served to preserve its real structure: blood and magic. A child’s tale, the maesters agreed, but Aemond wasn’t so sure anymore. Loath of breaking the very thing that stood between the Others and them, he made Vhagar land. As she did, he was able to hear the many shouts of the rangers on the ground, the sound echoing around them.
“Prince Aemond, Lady Whitmore,” a grizzled bear of a man, who he presumed to be the Lord Commander, stepped forward to greet them.
“Lord Commander Rhysling, what a pleasure to see you again,” Ravella said with a wide smile. Then, she turned to Aemond, “My love, this is the Lord Commander I told you about.”
Aemond held out his hand. “The pleasure is all mine, my lord. My wife tells me of the great help the Night’s Watch gave when she was a girl. I’m indebted to you.”
The man’s blue eyes moved between them as he shook Aemond’s hand. “That’s been taken care of, my prince. I suppose you’d like to see Thoren?” he asked Ravella.
As she nodded, Aemond said, “As a matter of fact, we’d also like to take a look at your library.”
“As you wish. I’ll tell maester Duncan to guide you there and give you whatever you need.”
If Rhysling thought the request strange, he didn’t show, acting as if random Targaryen princes showing up on dragonback to read their books was normal. But then, given what Ravella had told him, Helaena’s dreams and the things Cregan said last night… Aemond would welcome dealing with royalty if he were in charge of guarding the world against legendary monsters. That was, if Rhysling knew or accepted the Others were real.
“In the meantime, come inside. Have refreshments brought for the prince and Lady Whitmore,” Rhysling barked to his steward.
Aemond and Ravella followed. Behind them, Vhagar roused from her seconds-long nap, shaking her scales to shrug off the molten snow off her body, and took to the air. He wondered what she’d eat. Hopefully, not some farmer’s livestock.
Once they’d taken the bread and drink offered, placing themselves under the protection of the Watch, Aemond noticed how relaxed the Lord Commander was. The three of them were sitting on a high table in what was called the Shield Hall, a large room adorned by the shields and arms of every fallen ranger who’d sworn his life to the Watch. He looked around, and saw the silver butterfly of House Whitmore represented. In fact, the most notable absence was that of Houses Targaryen and Velaryon; it appeared every House had had a man serve as a Black Brother.
“Little lady!” A man as old as Rhysling strode forward, his laugh of the booming sort. Judging by his appearance, Aemond would’ve considered him a Baratheon, so it was surprising to realize that was the wildling ranger who’d taught Ravella about skinchanging.
“Thoren! How wonderful to see you again!” she stood up, and gave him a hug so tight, she disappeared between the folds of his black furs. As she brought him close to the table, Aemond was able to see the stumps of his nose and right ear. Probably lost to frostbite, he concluded as he stood up. “Meet my husband, Prince Aemond of House Targaryen.”
“I always knew you were a baby princess,” Thoren provoked, bowing to him. “I’m sorry you’ve been saddled with this troublemaker, young prince.”
That was so absolutely not formal. He grinned. “Normally, I’d agree, but now I don’t mind. My wife has grown on me, like mold on bread.”
The man widened his blue eyes… but then let out another burst of booming laughter. “Addam would’ve approved of you. He would,” he told Ravella.
“I know. Ours was a love match forced by complicated circumstances,” she told him.
“Is that so?” he took the chair across from hers, next to his Lord Commander.
“Yes. Let me tell you the tale of our courtship, so we can move on to the reason of our visit,” she suggested with a smile and did just that.
Thoren slapped the table, “You stole her?”
“Actually, I stole her from the man who’d stolen her, if that counts.”
“It does. Wildling marriage tradition works like that. The man steals a woman when he’s interested, he doesn’t court her,” Ravella grimaced. “And, if I recall correctly, the woman who doesn’t want to be stolen kills the man, because she’s a spearwife, as great a warrior as any man.”
Aemond was amazed there were female warriors amongst the wildlings, though, judging by what he knew, he shouldn’t be surprised. Wildlings were the main victims of the Others.
“You didn’t have the chance to kill him, but I think you would, if he’d shown his face. But you didn’t kill me, either, though you had the chance.”
She shrugged. “I dare you to say you wanted me to.” When he shook his head, she finished telling their story.
One hour later, when she finished, he asked, “How many men have you lost in rangings?” Aemond shrugged off his coat and threw it over her shoulders.
“Almost fifty this year. That’s not counting the ones whose heads were returned by the lords,” Rhysling said. “They go out in groups of three. Two are lost in the forest — either to the cold or to the wildlings. The other is lost to desertion.”
“You’re not counting the ones that came back mad,” Thoren said.
“I can hardly ask help for mental breakdowns, man,” the Lord Commander replied, his tone gruff.
Thoren shook his head, grimacing, and said, “They saw the Others.”
“Don’t say that, Thoren,” Rhysling scoffed, shaking his head.
“You’ve grown feeble if you think the little princess didn’t tell him about it, old buffoon,” the ranger replied with a tsk of his tongue, signaling that, in spite of their different backgrounds and views, they were good friends.
“As a matter of fact, I did,” Ravella leaned forward, placing her elbows on the table. “I had to. Aemond wanted to go beyond the Wall and provoke the Others. I had to make him stop.”
“She was quite adamant I didn’t go,” he confirmed.
“Why did you come, then?” Thoren scowled. “That beast you brought could burn all the wights they have.”
“How many are out there?” Aemond asked.
“Hundreds of thousands. Millions,” he shrugged. “Eight thousand years is a long time to build an army. Not that I’ve ever seen it — as a child, I grew up hearing of free folk settlements overrun by wights.”
An army that didn’t need to eat or rest, Aemond thought. “I’ll do whatever I can to bring up the struggles you face straight to the king. My lord father dotes on Ravella, he’ll pay attention, if only to please her.”
“But not you?” Thoren inquired with a suspicious look.
“I’m not half as pretty,” he shot back. “I’ve been accused of plotting murder when I smile in anyone’s direction,” he glanced at Ravella.
“Looks like I’ve stung you, One-Eye,” she hid a grin behind her cup.
Aemond shook his head, facing the men again, “I’d feel better if I could carry proof back home. A wight would be incredibly helpful, even if it’s an animal.”
Rhysling and Thoren exchanged a glance. “He could—”
“He wouldn’t,” the Lord Commander gave a sharp denial. He explained, “One of ours… several, really, but only Davos is sane enough, has seen the Others. Said they cut off one of his companions almost in half, head to guts. The dead one rose and tore off the head of their companion. The only thing Davos was able to do while the wight stood there holding our brother’s head was get the horses and flee.”
Aemond thought of it. “Flee? No,” he shook his head, rejecting the idea for he understood the situation for it was. Before they could ask for clarification, he wanted to know, “Has it happened before?”
“We believe so. Some lords have sent reports of the men they executed grumbling that Davos was right,” Rhysling sighed. “Davos’s been on the Watch for forty years. He’s seen a lot. I was surprised when I heard him rambling about the icy corpses with steam rising off their skin and chilling blue eyes. Killing him would’ve been a mercy, but… mad or not, he’s one of us. His loyalty is to the Watch, so we do our best to keep him alive and stable.”
“When did it happen?”
“Almost a year ago.”
“And after that, you lost fifty men,” he made some calculations. “Seventeen patrols gone wrong,” the men confirmed, eyes wide. Aemond rubbed the bridge of his nose. “Would you mind?” he touched the eyepatch, and they shook their heads, so he took it off. Not a comment about his sapphire, though they looked as Aemond scratched at the inner corner of his eye, his eyelid closing and opening over the gemstone, the inner skin irritated by the dry, cold air. “The Others aren’t just killing your men. They are taunting you.”
“What do you mean?” the men asked together.
“They kill two, but one makes it out alive. The Watch is all that stands between them and us. They should be killing as many rangers as possible. They have the advantage in numbers. Probably they know it.”
“The Others can’t walk past the Wall,” Thoren said, unknowingly echoing Berry’s assurance.
“Maybe. But they don’t have to. The Watch of old would’ve assembled a force and gone north to fight,” Ravella said. “You remember the old stories.”
“You mean they’re letting our men escape? Why?” Rhysling asked, ignoring the two of them.
“To do what Ravella said,” Aemond replied. “‘We’ve killed one of yours. What are you going to do about this?’”
“By the gods,” Thoren groaned. “They’re scary, don’t make them intelligent, too.”
“Mother have mercy,” Rhysling shook his head. “Three groups left last week from here. We aren’t counting the rangers from Eastwatch and the Shadow Tower. They’ve been having issues, too.”
“How long until they come back?”
“A fortnight or so.”
Aemond nodded. “I’d ask you to avoid sending them deep into the forest until I’ve spoken to my father.”
“The Night’s Watch isn’t supposed to sit idly,” Rhysling replied.
“You won’t,” Aemond said. He looked at Ravella.
“There are a lot of trees to be cut. Repairs to be made to the castles, men to be trained to fight. I’ve brought a donation,” she looked as Aemond lifted the heavy bag bursting with coins that she’d insisted on bringing. “This should buy you supplies to last some weeks. We’ll also bring weapons and appropriate clothes, and will continue bringing them, as much as possible.”
Thoren smirked when he looked at her. “She looks like she’s come from the Bay of Seals, doesn’t she?” Rhysling nodded, though he made a better job of disguising his mirth.
“Is this how the women dress up there?” she asked.
“I meant you look like a seal, little princess,” Thoren burst out laughing, and even Aemond lifted the left corner of his mouth, so she wouldn’t see. With all the clothes she had on, Ravella looked enormous.
He’d be lying if he said he didn’t anticipate the moment she’d get rounded and had difficulty walking due to the weight and size of her belly after he’d put a baby in it. Just the idea of her carrying his child warmed him up.
But her dragonriding attire…? He was reminded of the first time she wore it, of the way he’d almost rolled on the floor, laughing.
“I bet the seals don’t get cold,” she replied, taking a bite of her bread.
“Likely they don’t,” Aemond agreed, still stifling laughter. “Back to the subject at hand — can you get me a wight? If the lords saw one, they wouldn’t be able to argue. At least, I could give them enough proof of what’s happening here.”
The two Black Brothers exchanged a glance. “You have contacts,” Rhysling said.
“I’ll see what I can do.”
The Lord Commander took a bite of his bread, pointing at Aemond, “Can’t you just take your dragon and burn those…” he glanced at Ravella and picked another word, “… things?”
“I would, but I don’t know what Valyrian magic would do to the Wall’s. And I’d rather not find out,” he shrugged.
Both men studied him. It was Thoren, the one obviously well-versed in magic, that nodded in agreement. “There are tales of your… great-grandmother coming here. A queen.”
“Yes, Queen Alysanne. She admired the Watch a good deal. I believe it’s time House Targaryen reminds the rest of Westeros of that,” he said, smiling at his wife.
***
“I fucking hate the cold,” Ravella said, embracing herself. Her teeth clattered, the merciless wind cut at her skin, and not even the several layers of clothes and Aemond’s arms wrapped around her made her feel less like a block of ice.
“Let’s go down, little one,” he said, holding her hand. She scowled as he guided her through the long corridor on top of the Wall. As they passed, the Black Brothers standing watch nodded in acknowledgment, enthralled at having met a real prince. The older ones remembered Ravella, and had a lot to say of her late father. “Excuse me, can you tell me from where I can see the Hightower?” he stopped to ask one.
The man jumped at the chance to be of service; he led them several meters to the left. The Brother, who could be anywhere from twenty to sixty, was standing too close to the white edge of the Wall for Ravella’s taste, but she said nothing as he pointed to what she soon realized was the very top of Aemond’s uncle’s seat. From this distance, they couldn’t see much, though the bright red and gold flame burning on its beacon, guiding the ships to the harbor, was there, dancing to the wind.
“Beautiful, isn’t it?”
She was forced to agree with his riveted question. Sometimes, Aemond felt more Hightower than he did Targaryen. She supposed it was due to his mother’s influence. She’d heard Alicent had tried to blend in with Viserys’ family — Rhaenyra and Daemon — in the early years of their marriage, but after Ser Otto was dismissed as Hand, and substituted by Lord Lyonel Strong, she stopped her attempts. The people who told the story were sure she was being rebellious, but Ravella suspected there was more to it.
“Can we see Casterly Rock, too?” she asked, knowing the Lannister’s seat was higher than both the Hightower and the Wall.
Aemond nodded, and pointed at a hill in the same direction. “It looks better when faced from the Sunset Sea. I’ll take you there someday,” he grinned.
“Good. Will you join a tourney and make me your Queen of Love and Beauty, too?” she winked.
“Of course not,” he snorted. “You know I don’t give a shit about tourneys. But if having the title is important to you, I’ll see what I can do. Right now, I crown you the Queen of Air and Darkness,” he said, adjusting the cap over her head and tying it under her chin.
She looked around. To the south, she saw verdant green and several structures rich with color. The north, however, though as white as to blind, had a lingering shadow cast over it. She didn’t care for it one bit.
It’s a fruit of your imagination, she scolded herself in thoughts. To Aemond, she forced a smile and said, “There’s a lot of air around here, to be sure.”
With a tilt of his head, he said, “You don’t understand, little butterfly. Remember Helaena’s dream.”
I dreamed of a dragon alone in a dark and cold cave… his sister told Ravella during their wedding feast. This dream showed Helaena that she and Aemond were meant to be together. It took her years to see the conclusion of that part of the dream, but when she did, Helaena said the butterfly representing Ravella had returned life to the dragon and his cave.
Looking at her husband now, she smiled wide and hurled herself at him, giving him a scorching kiss on the very edge of the world. She could bear the cold and darkness as long as he considered her his lighting beacon.
***
Three weeks later, a raven arrived from the Red Keep. The words, written by Princess Rhaenyra herself, were concerning: Prince Daemon had flown to Volantis and, from there, to Vaes Dothrak. No one in Essos knew of a similar disease to that of King Viserys. Worse, a new wound had appeared on the king’s leg, though its progression seemed to be slower, a small mercy.
“Tell them to burn it,” Ravella said, suddenly.
“What?” Aemond lifted his eye from the message.
“Write back and tell them to cauterize your father’s wound.”
Not asking questions, he did as she asked, and with the message in hand, went in search of the maester. Alone in one of the many halls of Castle Black, Ravella continued her reading. There was something bothering her, though she couldn’t quite put her finger on what. It wasn’t merely the search for tomes on Valyrian magic — none to be found there —, but something else.
“Milady,” a Brother said. He was too young to be called a man, she thought, placing him at two or three years younger than Prince Lucerys. A boy, she realized, appalled. The fate of the Seven Kingdoms rests on the shoulders of children. “Would you like anything? You looked like you were searching for something.”
She grinned. “Actually… where can I find a weirwood?”
There were several trees around, but none were weirwoods. Oaks, ironwoods, pines and sentinel trees, which the Black Brothers who followed the old gods used to pray — moments in which Ravella joined them. But she missed the weirwood. After almost a month, she felt… depleted, almost as if something was being taken from her. A piece of her soul.
It was unnatural to be so close to where the old gods held power, but unable to go there.
The boy blinked. “Well, there aren’t many weirwoods here. The Nightfort has one, but you shouldn’t go there, milady. It’s cursed.”
Ravella knew the stories about the Nightfort. Many horrible things were said to have happened there. To tranquilize the boy, she smiled, patting his head, “Very well. Any others?” She wouldn’t go there until the day of Berry’s arrival, as the child of the forest had promised to meet them there.
“There’s a ring of weirwoods a few days from here. The ones with First Men blood make their vows there.”
“Beyond the Wall?” He nodded. She shook her head. “Aemond would never let me go there.” And she didn’t want to go. Maybe, if Vhagar were there to protect them…
“The forest’s more dangerous than the Nightfort, milady. You shouldn’t go there,” he repeated, expression so earnest, she took pity on him.
“I won’t. I guess the other trees should do for now.”
“I can ask the others, if you want. Thoren has left, but Haggon’s still here.”
“I’d be really thankful if you could do that for me,” she winked at him.
He blushed and took off, almost running one of his sworn brothers over in the haste; the man shouted in anger, shaking a fist in the air. She heard a light chuckle and looked up to meet Aemond’s gaze. “Stop seducing children,” he warned, holding his index up, looking like a disapproving septon.
She leaned back on the chair. “I’m not seducing anyone who isn’t you. Did you dispatch my message?”
“Yes. Maester Duncan said the raven will take a few days to get there, so I don’t know if it’ll help. Maybe they can implement it on new sores.”
She touched his hand. He interrupted his reading to look at her. “Aemond, I… I know you and your father have a difficult relationship. I’m sure he’ll appreciate your efforts to help him find a cure.”
“There’s no cure for that,” he said. Whatever hope he’d had for his father’s illness was long dead.
“I know. But you and the rest of your family are fighting to give him the best life you can. It matters. I do believe he’ll remember what he feels for each one of you,” she rushed to add.
Aemond looked at her, a fire in his eyes that dwindled as he calmed down. “You’re a wonderful woman,” he smiled faintly, caressed her cheek, and leaned down to read.
She frowned, studying him. Here, he didn’t mind about wearing the eyepatch. Several men were missing limbs and body parts, so he didn’t feel bad about it, though it didn’t go lost on her that, in particularly cold days, each one hid their missing limbs from view, possibly due to phantom pain — not two days past, they were unable to read due to a Black Brother screaming his lungs out as the maester fought to cut off two fingers of his right hand. Ravella felt bad for the poor man. The fact was, the north was cold, and the man had been sent off to cut some trees of the haunt forest due to her suggestion.
Maybe if he’d been sent patrolling, this wouldn’t have happened. He might’ve been ambushed and killed by wildlings or Others, she thought, face darkening.
“Can you make an annotation for me?” Aemond asked suddenly, so she took up the quill and a piece of paper. They’d taken to writing down some things they judged important. “It’s a long passage,” he warned, and began reading:
The smallfolk of the Seven Kingdoms say dragonglass is made by dragons. Their belief is shared by the wildlings. Of course, both are wrong — what they call ‘dragonglass’ is nothing but obsidian, a stone found in places with volcanoes, such as Dragonstone and Valyria. As much as they want to believe otherwise, there’s nothing magical about it…
He paused and they both looked at each other, snorting. He grinned and went on:
Similarly, the stories of the Night’s Watch fighting with obsidian are mere legends. Obsidian weapons are notably impractical…
He closed the book at that point and told her the name of the book. Per maester Duncan’s request, they separated it — some tomes were falling to pieces, and Aemond had offered to have new versions copied and returned to the Wall. This was one he meant to take back home with him.
“Why are obsidian weapons impractical?” she asked, still thinking of the screaming Brother and overcome by guilt.
Aemond leaned back in his chair, hands over his belly, enjoying the chance to give her a lesson. One thing about him — he’d make a good maester, as long as he was teaching someone. She arched a brow when he slid the signet ring off his finger and held it out. He ran the curve of it over her fingertip and she hissed, more in startlement than in pain.
He smiled. “It’s sharp, right?”
“Yes,” she shook her hand, then looked down, trying to find blood. “A big enough piece of obsidian could kill someone?”
“Hm-hm,” he nodded, putting back the Whitmore ring on. “It has been used to kill many someones. Mostly before people learned how to work metal. But yes, obsidian is a sharp, cutting thing that can cause a lot of damage. The problem is, if you give it a pointy edge, it breaks. It’s too brittle.”
She tapped the table with her fingers. “So, if you carried an obsidian sword…”
“Odds are, I’d be able to kill some people, as long as I just cut their throats instead of thrusting it into their guts.”
She shook her head. “The Night’s Watch of old used to fight with it. The Children gave them obsidian spearheads. Here,” she read out the passage, written by a maester who’d served at the Wall:
The Children of the Forest used obsidian to hunt and wage war against the giants, long before the First Men crossed the Broken Arm of Dorne. Living alone in the woods with no predators but the giants, they didn’t need to work metal — something that proved a great disadvantage when the First Men came, with their torches and bronze swords. After the Pact was brokered, however, the Children no longer had need of lifting their rocky weapons against Men, who were now their allies.
Thousands of years after the First Men spread all over Westeros, the obsidian became useful once more: following the defeat of the Others after the long night, the Children started to give the Night’s Watch a hundred obsidian spearheads per year. This tradition came to an end as the Age of Heroes ended, and the Children retreated from the world of Men.
Aemond scratched at his jaw, a frown forming. When he nodded, she took it as invitation to reread the passage. “Please, write there that the Others can be killed by obsidian,” he pointed to the paper.
She arched a brow, but did as he said, using a different quill and ink color. Once she was done, he said, “Come on,” and got to his feet; holding her hand, he led her to the maester’s quarters. The man whose fingers had been amputated was sleeping soundly, thanks to milk of the poppy. “Maester, do you have a big piece of obsidian lying around?” Aemond asked.
The man blinked, but walked to a huge chest and took a stone from it. It was enormous, about the size of her fist — only, it was red instead of the usual black. “Are you going to use it for something in particular, my prince?” he asked.
“As a matter of fact, yes. Don’t worry, maester. I’ll have a bigger piece brought over from Dragonstone. Same color?” he tilted his head.
After the maester — who was around Princess Rhaenyra’s age — insisted he didn’t have to replace it, Aemond took her to the training yard, where the Watch’s weapons-master was training some recruits. Maester Duncan ended up following them, and watched as, at Aemond’s request, another Black Brother carved the stone into what was a spearhead and made an arrow from it.
A gasp escaped her when he removed her cap and cut a piece of her hair with the dragonglass. She watched as it dangled in the air, secured by his hand… with a wink, he put it in his pocket.
A Brother was kind enough to fetch them several fluffy pillows stuffed with goose feathers, and nail them to a tree. By the time Aemond was taking aim, everyone had stopped to watch him. He released the arrow from the bow. He didn’t hit the center of the pillow, but came close, and several men applauded his skill, commenting that losing an eye hadn’t made him any less gifted. She smiled at the way he reacted — so proud of himself, he was glowing.
He repeated the feat four other times. The last one, the pillow came apart and the arrow hit the trunk… and shattered upon impact, splinting into a thousand little pieces that looked like blood against the snow.
In front her, Aemond straightened, giving the bow to a man. “That’s what happens to obsidian. Deadly, but frail.”
“I should’ve used that thing to cut your throat for what you did to my hair,” she growled.
“I should’ve cut your tongue instead, Lady Whitmore,” he replied with a glower.
A battle of words began between them, only stopping when Aemond let out a roar and grabbed her by the shoulders to smash her mouth with his.
“That’s perfectly normal between them. I’ve heard Prince Aemond and his wife sting each other with the same ferocity as enemy knights,” Maester Duncan said to someone, making them smile against each other’s lips.
“That would be right, maester,” Aemond said after they broke apart. “Being married to this woman is a daily struggle to avoid drowning her in a pot of smoking hot soup.”
“Stop threatening me with a good time, One-Eye,” she mumbled, arms wrapped around herself.
Aemond shook his head, laughing. “Your messenger has returned,” he pointed out.
“Milady,” the boy stepped forward, noticing their attention upon him, “Haggon said there aren’t close weirwoods but the one at the Nightfort and some two leagues north. He said he can take you there when he goes out. It can be seen from the top of the Wall.”
“Thank you, my dear. What’s your name?”
“Rickard,” he said, blushing furiously.
“Rickard,” she repeated with a smile. “I asked him to find me a weirwood.”
“Two leagues?” Aemond confirmed, giving her an askance look. Rickard nodded. “Do you want to go there?”
“Would you let me?”
“Most days, I might want to lock you up in a really high tower and have Vhagar standing vigil, but yes, I’d let you go. Of course, I’ll go with you.”
“You can take her on your dragon!” Rickard chirped, animated.
“I would, but the cold makes Vhagar grumpy,” Aemond laughed.
The boy looked down, his brow furrowed. “I understand. It’s bad, especially now that the Wall isn’t weeping.”
In warmer days — at least, warm in comparison to the normal days here —, the ice threatened to melt. Small rivulets of water ran down the Wall… in one of their first days here, Aemond happened to raise his head while talking, and a drop fell in his mouth. He told Ravella it tasted of blood.
She didn’t want to consider he wasn’t just teasing her.
“Do you know where we can find this weirwood?” he asked.
“Yes. I’ve ridden past it.”
“Then you’ll escort us there, as well.”
“We’ll pay you back,” Ravella promised, glaring at him. The Watch wasn’t his to order around. “What do you want?”
He looked at Aemond. “Nothing, milady.”
She looked at her husband. Upon seeing the sapphire, she arched her brow. “Anything, Rickard. Just ask for it.”
“I’m happy to serve,” he looked down.
“If that’s how you feel, we won’t insist,” Aemond said. Ravella was going to scold him for his aloofness when he continued, “But you should be rewarded, as should anyone who serves. Would you like to fly a dragon?”
Rickard’s face brightened. He couldn’t contain his excitement fast enough to refuse the offer, so she untied her scarf, took off her gloves and put them on him. “Go, now. He won’t offer again.”
Vhagar had landed several feet away behind Aemond as soon as the offer was made. Ravella blew kisses at the dragon — Vhagar seemed to be answering, though she stayed where she was as Aemond all but dragged a prancing Rickard to her. Again, he repeated the routine of having the dragon take a good sniff of the new rider. Soon enough, they were up in the air, Aemond’s laugh booming in the distance as he held Rickard so he wouldn’t fall off.
When they came back down, Rickard was a bit dizzy and red-faced, but watching as his brothers messed with his hair and he told them all about flying, she guessed it was more like a result of exhilaration than sickness.
“What are you thinking?” Aemond asked, threading his fingers through her hair when she rested her forehead on his chest, her arms circling his waist.
She sighed, smiling as she looked up, her chin pressed between his pecs, “I want a child, Aemond. I want to see you teach our baby everything you know. I know you’ll be a great father, and that’s just the gift I hope to give any we might have.”
When Rickard met them in the yard early next morning, her body was covered in bruises of her husband’s ravenous kisses and bites. As she walked, deliciously tired after a night of intense lovemaking, she was thinking she’d have to make Aemond quit the habit of taking her into his arms and striding away when they were in the company of others. Everyone knew what he was going to do to her.
Nevertheless, when she fell to her knees in front of the weirwood, several men of the Watch next to her, she still prayed for a baby.
***
As the days passed, more news came from King’s Landing. Apparently, Luke and Rhaena had managed to find a part of a spell to create a dragon horn, but that wouldn’t be enough. Aemond explained it as, “Ancient Valyrians used blood magic and horns to control dragons. After Valyria fell, we began to rely on their training, using command words. But the horns could do wonders. There are reports of a single Valyrian general taking dozens of dragons to the sky when they waged war against the Rhoynar. The spell is useless unless the rest of it is found.”
Ravella nodded. “The Free Cities—”
“We can’t go to them. They’d try to use the spell for their own gain, conquer their own dragons. It’d be catastrophic. The Freehold, remade by the slavers of Essos,” he shook his head. “Our quest must be a secret.” He smiled at her, caressing her bottom lip with his thumb. “At least, your suggestion’s worked and father’s injury is better.”
Just then, someone knocked on their door. “Come in,” Aemond said.
“My prince, milady,” Rickard bowed to them, “Lord Commander Rhysling wants you to see something. On the other side,” he added.
Ravella took a great fur coat and put it on. During their stay at Castle Black, they were occupying the King’s Tower, the most lavish rooms in the castle — thusly named after housing King Jaehaerys and Queen Alysanne, King Viserys’ grandparents, during their visit almost a hundred years ago. Rickard guided them to the horses, and twenty minutes later, they joined the fifteen Brothers standing vigil over… two dead men. Fallen rangers, judging by the black clothes and heartbroken looks on the faces of the living ones, he thought.
“The men you were waiting for?” he asked.
“Two of them, yes. But Black Emmett and Garin Sand didn’t leave together.”
Aemond looked down at the men, then at Rhysling. “You said three groups left. Where’s the other?”
“I don’t know. Emmett’s group was supposed to make it to the east, Garin’s to the west. The other would follow center, use that path over there,” he pointed to the cleared line between the trees. He watched the stumps, seeing the progress the Brothers had made — hundreds of trees had fallen to their axes.
And dozens of axes had fallen to the cold, he noticed, making out the dim glinting of sunlight reflecting on the metal shards.
“Has this ever happened before?” he asked, gesturing toward the men.
A shake of Rhysling’s head. “Thoren was standing vigil and saw them emerge from the trees. It wasn’t dawn yet. He sounded the horn, but stopped when the men simply fell on their backs and a pool of blood appeared beneath them.” Said blood was congealed now. “He brought us here.”
“Where is Thoren now?” Ravella asked in a low voice.
“He went investigating. If wildlings did this—”
“When did he leave? I told you not to send anyone into the forest,” Aemond snapped. Shaking his head, he ordered, “Sound the horn so they’ll be back. They aren’t too far gone.”
True enough, in a matter of minutes, Thoren and five other men emerged through the trees.
“Prince Aemond,” Ser Doran Royce bent his knees. “Lady Whitmore.”
“Ser Doran, what a pleasure to see you,” she smiled at Lord Royce’s fourth son. “I wish it were under better circumstances, though.”
He nodded. “Pleasure is all mine, my lady. I heard you’re wed. Congratulations,” he offered a small smile.
“Thank you, ser,” Aemond responded. He knew the Royce brothers had all offered for Ravella — Aegon had told him. “Did you find anything?”
A shake of Doran’s head. “Nothing. It isn’t like the wildlings. I’d say the cold killed them, if it weren’t for the blood.”
“Are you sure they died when you spotted them, Thoren?” Rhysling asked.
“Aye.”
“—black,” Rickard mumbled from his place beside Ravella.
“What, Rickard?” Aemond turned to peer at him. Ravella pushed the boy closer with an encouraging nod. “Say it again.”
“Their hands are black,” Rickard said.
Aemond bent down to lift the heavy black cloaks, and like the boy said, their limbs were black and frozen. He covered them again, realizing now that the men who’d found them didn’t have the time to look at their wounds. “Where were they bleeding from?”
“There were cuts to their bellies, my prince,” Maester Duncan said from his left, wiping at his hands. He glanced at Ravella, and when she nodded at him to continue, went ahead, “Their intestines are frozen. The hounds have refused to get closer.”
“We were going to use them to search for who did this, but they went feral and bit Little Jack,” he nodded at the man, and Aemond saw why the maester had been cleaning his hands. “Now—”
“I had no idea Black Emmett and Garin Sand had blue eyes,” someone said, crouching to take a closer look at the men’s faces.
As one, they dropped their gazes to the men. They were staring up at the sky, their eyes open — bluer and brighter than even his sapphire. Aemond’s arm tightened around Ravella’s waist and he fought against the urge to take a step back and usheath his sword, because he had the feeling the big one’s left eye moved a tiny fraction, boring itself into his.
But that was a trick of the dim dawn light and a passing cloud. Surely.
***
The graveyard in King’s Landing, tended to by the Silent Sisters, was more animated than the great dining hall of Castle Black, he thought hours later. By then, the third member of the third group had been found — his appearance as dramatic as that of his fallen brothers, albeit bloodless. Ser Steffon Connington’s red hair was a stark contrast to his black garments, but the natural blue of his eyes prevented his brothers from affirming there was anything wrong about him. He wasn’t dead, but… looking at him, Aemond didn’t think the man was alive, either.
Tension growing, he’d asked that Steffon be carried to the maester’s chambers. Maester Duncan informed that no visible wounds were on Steffon’s body, and likely he was in a state called coma due to the cold — unlike the other two, his hands and feet weren’t black yet, and though faint, he still breathed and had a heartbeat. The small puncture the maester had made on his finger bled a vivid red, though his veins were purple underneath the pale skin.
It didn’t sit well with Aemond that Connington was the only hope they had of getting answers. Not when the man could die at any moment — and, if he’d been ambushed by Others, his mind might be lost just like the minds of those Brothers who didn’t speak anything useful whenever he and Ravella tried to chat.
As the days went on, those men had taken to avoiding them, hiding in the first empty room they could find. Including Davos, one of those who’d accompanied Thoren to south when she was a child.
That night, after dinnertime, the doors leading to the elevators were bolted. The brothers standing watch would come down once their shift ended, but all the others would stand vigil inside. Aemond had the feeling the three men hadn’t returned as they had on a coincidence, and that hypothesis would be tested tonight. And all nights to come, until something happened, he thought.
“I wish you didn’t have to go,” Ravella said as he put his eyepatch on. The Wall was freeing in the sense that he didn’t have to wear it all the time — neither his wife nor the Brothers cared about his missing eye —, but at the same time, the cold made being there unbearable. It cut deeper than Jace’s dagger, as if it had a mind of its own and were trying to squeeze around his bones to shatter them.
“I’ll be fine, my love,” he kissed her forehead. “Don’t be concerned about me, hm? We’ll be together soon.” He looked left, eye boring into Rickard’s. “Watch her for me, boy.”
“I will, my prince,” the boy nodded.
Aemond walked out, the door bolting shut behind him. Thoren handed him a torch. “Nice cap,” the older man grinned.
His hair was too attention-grabbing, so he’d braided it and hid it under a black cap of Ravella’s. As he’d got ready for the mission, he told her Rickard would stay with her — so the boy, too, would be safe. He didn’t think the boy would be able to defend her if a fight broke out, but at least, she’d be calmer knowing at least her young friend wasn’t out there. Aemond would, too. Letting children join the Night’s Watch was as wrong as letting children visit brothels. And yet, no matter how hard he thought, he couldn’t come up with a way to make either stop. The Night’s Watch wasn’t in a position to turn recruits away — they needed everyone available —, and the brothels… corruption was part of human nature, he thought with a defeated sigh.
The corridors of Castle Black were empty, not a sound to be heard. A crow croaked up, attracting the attention of the men, but in the darkness, they couldn’t see it. Except for a lit fireplace burning bronze, there were no fires. The crow croaked again, and he smiled, “Be quiet, Ravella.”
The crow screeched, but rested, snapping its wings shut. He shook his head, chuckling to himself, “If he barges in, she’ll tear out his eyes,” Thoren muttered beside him.
Aemond nodded, asking, “Which one?”
“Either,” the man shrugged.
Someone coughed when the air became dry, the temperature suddenly dropped. Whoever the Brother, he was able to control his throat. Aemond squinted at something to his right… steam emanated from a body. Its deep blue eyes were looking around. The thing… the wight… let out a screech when Rhysling stepped from the shadows to stand in front of it, and lunged at its former Lord Commander.
Ropes and knots flew at it from all directions. The Brothers scattered around the room were able to capture the wight, even as it batted at the ropes with the ferocity of a trapped animal. As one, the Brothers were able to direct it to the makeshift coffin they had arranged at Aemond’s request, working to tie it up. Aemond finished their work by lighting up the torch in the fireplace burning with Vhagar’s fire. The hinges securing the wooden box all but melted.
“Send the raven as soon as the other one is disposed of,” he told Maester Duncan.
The man was pale, the rich dark gold of his skin looking sick. “Yes, my prince.
They waited, having resumed their positions, but nothing happened. After half an hour, all of them were carrying torches lit up from Vhagar’s fire, in groups of three. To say the rangers were anxious to go hunting was an understatement.
“You coming with me?” he asked the raven when it landed on his shoulder. The bird’s beak met his cheek, as if Ravella were kissing him.
They searched and found nothing. It was like the other wight had disappeared. “Maybe it’s still inside the ice cells. Is there another way out?”
The man he was talking to — the First Builder — shook his head. “No, my prince. Just the door.”
Eventually, every group returned to the main hall. “Stay where you are. If he’s lurking out there, this may be an ambush,” he told the raven.
It was a fair enough assumption, but not too long after that, the door to the elevator opened, a Brother running into view to shout, “Black Emmett has left the castle!”
***
“Be reasonable, Ravella!”
His shout echoed through the hall. An uproar followed on the heels of the Brother’s announcement, with every man available trying to come up with a plan to destroy the wight that was Black Emmett — the gamekeeper to the Watch. Their cock-measuring battle came to an end when Aemond announced he’d find the wight and burn it. He had a dragon, he could go faster.
It was when Ravella came up from behind him and announced she was going, too. He lost his mind. “I’m being reasonable, Aemond Targaryen,” she poked at his chest, furious at his stubbornness. “You aren’t leaving this place without me!”
“You’re both wasting time,” Thoren’s voice broke their argument. The man held both hands up when they glared daggers at him. “Take her if she wants to go, but make her stay with your dragon. Both of you’ll be happy then.”
Aemond sighed. “Is that acceptable?”
“Yes.” He was mad if he thought she’d stay up in the air with Vhagar, but she’d be an idiot to tell him now, or he’d have her locked up.
“The hounds are gone, too,” Rickard reported. There were some shouts coming from outside. “He took the two biggest and turned the others. My brothers are killing them.”
“Tell them to use the torches, but save at least one wight,” Aemond instructed. The boy opened the door to shout the order. “Where are they going to?” It wasn’t only Emmett, but Connington, too. Maester Duncan had returned to his chambers to find the knight up, but when he tried to talk to Connington, the redhead clamped a too cold hand around his neck and squeezed… before releasing him and saying he had to go, an absent expression on his face.
The Lord Commander looked up. “The line of torches the sentinels have lit is close to reaching Deep Lake. Maybe he’s trying to make it to the Shadow Tower. The Bridge of Skulls can be crossed.”
“Maybe,” Aemond agreed. Turning to Ravella, he said, “Be ready. Let’s assume the things we’ve read are true.”
She nodded. “Let’s hope they are, but… Aemond, we don’t have obsidian,” she said in a low voice.
Rhysling, his brow furrowed, extended his hand to Aemond. “May the gods accompany you two.”
Aemond accepted it, then walked out. He and Ravella ran to Vhagar, and he let her climb first. While he took the saddle behind her, she waved at Thoren. Next thing she knew, they were up in the air, and the raven she’d skinchanged wasn’t the only one in the air. Thoren.
As they flew to the left, still on the south, beyond the line of Brothers, she noticed that Vhagar’s fire wasn’t about to die out. She’d have to come up with a solution to keep it going for the Watch, so they had a fighting chance in case the Others decided to attack. Dragon fire had to be better than regular fire, she thought, recalling the tale of how Balerion burned Harrenhal, cooking up everyone inside.
“Stay here,” Aemond ordered when they reached their destination.
She shook her head. “I’m not a fighter, and you know fully well I can’t control Vhagar. I’ll be safer with you.”
He pursed his lips. The disgust on his face was so similar to the one Alicent displayed at times. “You planned it,” he accused.
“Of course. Besides, now I can see for myself how you trained her. Please, don’t send me away.”
He sighed. “Will you let this dragon close his fist around you, butterfly?”
“If that’s what clears your mind for the fight to come, yes,” she smiled back. “Just remember Helaena’s dream, husband: the butterfly healed the dragon when she got close.”
On the ground, they looked up. Ravella saw the weirwood Rickard had told her about, a single white and red tree in a forest of frozen brown ones. Per the boy, it grew where the kitchens of the Nightfort were. She shook her head. Though she couldn’t see it, she knew the Nightfort was the heart of the Wall — its magic radiated from there. She felt it in her blood.
Aemond drew his blade, and took her hand. His jaw muscles were working — he hated being half-blind, she knew. “It needs healing.”
Her whisper made him glance at the weirwood. “The tree is sick?” he arched a brow. Though twisted, it looked healthy enough.
“No, it just needs healing. Keep going,” she hushed him. It was difficult to explain.
The main gates to the Nightfort weren’t spread open; someone, possibly the wight, had barreled through them. The sight of Black Emmett’s shape made Ravella swallow. She was afraid of what would happen. If the stories were true, good, but if they weren’t… she refused to think of it. Her resolve renewed, she tightened her handle around the torch, relishing the way Vhagar’s fire chased the excessive cold away.
“Can you feel it? The magic,” she explained when he turned to look at her. He shook his head. “I can. It sings in my blood. They are here, Aemond,” the last bit was said with admiration. Looking up, she saw Thoren’s raven watching her, and the bird’s head moved. He felt it, too.
The old gods would keep them safe, like they had the last hero.
“Where to, now?” she asked.
“The map doesn’t show a way out,” Aemond said, taking another look at the piece of paper Maester Duncan had given him. “Can you try to find them?” he asked Thoren, and the raven took flight. “What a terrible place,” he said as they waited. “Tell me a nice story.”
She thought of one, her mind scrambling to— “Thousands of years ago, the youngest son of Lord Ryswell and seventy-eight of his companions deserted the Watch. They made it to the Rills, thinking Lord Ryswell would shelter them. Instead of letting the men escape, he had them captured and returned here. The Brothers of the time dug holes onto the Wall, one for each deserter, and buried them inside with weapons and a hunting horn, then sealed the holes shut. Years later, when he felt his own death was near, Lord Ryswell gave up leadership of his House and took the Black, occupying an empty hole next to that of his son.”
“How is that a nice story?” he snorted.
“I find it soothing that a person I couldn’t be with in life stands beside me in death. Don’t you?”
Aemond shook his head, a faint smile on his lips as he kissed her hand. “Being with you would make death bearable, my love,” he said.
Though they were alone — she, Aemond and the raven —, she felt eyes on them. Not the eyes of rats, but… others. The ghosts. The Nightfort was haunted, she’d known even before Rickard said it. It was impossible for a place to be as old, to have seen as much history, and be unscathed. That horrible thing Harrenhal was proof of it. Its past inhabitants were long gone, but their history was still very much alive.
“What are you doing?” Aemond asked, glancing down.
“You’re a knight going to face a foe,” she said, wrapping the piece of silk around his biceps. “Your lady is giving you her favor. Now I can make justice to that crown you gave me — the Queen of Air and Darkness, isn’t it?”
He smiled. Their moment was cut short when Thoren’s raven came back, frantic as it guided them through a maze of empty, rat- and plant-filled corridors.
The first thing she saw when they reached the kitchen was the weirwood. She couldn’t help but say a quick, simple prayer to the withering tree, “Help us,” her blood warming beneath the many layers of clothes. They heard her, she was certain.
But what really deserved attention was Black Emmett. Steffon Connington had entered the well and was disappearing from view, but the wights — the fallen crow and the hounds — were still there. Emmett’s eyes gleamed blue, an inhuman intelligence behind them, watching. Aemond pushed her away, “Connington’s alive. You must try to reach him,” he instructed. “Or kill him.”
Raising his sword up, he took a step forward. Both hounds circled him. The dead animals jumped on him at the same time, and though he cut them, they didn’t register the pain of the wounds, not even when he managed to cut off the muzzle of one and the front left paw of another.
Breath foaming in front of her, Ravella realized Black Emmett was directing the dogs. It was he — or the Other guiding him — making one attack Aemond while he fought the other. “Use the staff!” she screamed, but even before the first word had left her lips, he was doing just that.
The floor was littered by pieces of the hounds. The sudden redness on Aemond’s hair was the only indication he was bleeding.
Desperate, she looked around, kept her back pressed against the wall. Black Emmett’s gaze snapped to her, and her blood froze upon becoming the focus of an Other’s attention… but he went back to watching Aemond, considering him the greatest foe. Her husband roared when a hound clamped its teeth shut on his shoulder, and thrust in a sharp end of the staff on its eye, but the wights kept coming.
With a roar of her own, Ravella picked up his sword, swaying it madly in an arch. Half the dog fell on the ground, its limbs twisting, still animated. Not thinking clearly, she raised it over her head and brought it down over Emmett’s. She squished his skull, pieces of his brain leaking down his head. She swallowed the gorge and flew down the stairs built into the well, leaving his twitching body there. A raven landed on top of her head, while the other flew beside her. To her luck, the steps were stable and dry, so she didn’t lose her footing. Not too long after that, she was standing on the ground again, and once more, the raven took off.
“I have the feeling this isn’t a well,” she whispered to the one she felt was Thoren. The bottom was so cold and windy, the fire died, leaving ember behind. She put it on the ground and thanked the gods for the quickness her eyes adjusted to the dark.
Connington was several feet ahead of her, and she hushed after him. She managed to grip his forearm, trying to stall him. He turned around sharply, and backhanded her. His hands, so cold they might as well as be blocks of ice, stopped a few inches away from her throat, and lucidity flashed in his eyes, before they became distant again. He left her alone on the ground, and continued walking to the end of the corridor, toward a great double door of carved weirwood.
Steffon stopped in front of the old carved face, and it opened its blind white eyes. The face that stared back at her was as detailed as the one she’d carved in King’s Landing. Every hair on her body rose up.
“Who are you?” the face asked.
“I am the sword in the darkness,” he said, voice small. “I am...”
Ravella shook her head. “Connington!” she shouted. The redhead stopped, glancing back at her. His lips were purple, and his face was gray. The man was barely alive, but he had enough lifeforce to continue to recite the vows. “It’s a spell, Connington! Stop! Keep fighting!” she hushed toward the man’s direction.
She was so concentrated on trying to find a weapon, she didn’t notice the wight creeping in behind her.
***
Aemond had spent years training. The blood was humming in his veins, warmer and readier than ever. His brain was signaling this was bigger than anything he might’ve prepared for. He remembered the night he lost his eye vividly; first, Jace threw sand at him, blinding him, and Luke used that moment of confusion and pain to slice at his eye. Once he was healed enough, he had the Kingsguard and the master-at-arms of the Red Keep do the same, until he could adjust to fighting virtually blind.
His eye adapted to the virtual darkness ahead, but if necessary, he could fight with his eye closed, as long as he could save Ravella. Whatever was happening, she was trapped between a wight and a soon-to-be dead man who was doing only gods knew what.
When he reached the bottom of the well, he saw a gate at the end of the corridor, facing north. A bright, wide gate, carved from pure weirwood. There was a strange gleam to it, as if it could illuminate the entire world — the same gleam to be found to the north, past the snow-covered landscape, though it didn’t seem to spread.
He didn’t have time to consider what it meant, because he found Ravella; she was pressed against the wall, Black Emmett’s hands trying to dig a hole on her belly. He means to pull her innards out, he thought, momentarily startled.
“Thoren, bite off Connington’s tongue!” he ordered. The man was past hearing, so enthralled by whatever was being done to him.
The raven took flight, but Aemond knew it was too late. Connington fell down on his face, just as the carved door began to open, revealing… Ravella screamed. He touched Emmett’s shoulder and the wight turned to him; Aemond didn’t give him time to react, just hurled the torch at his face. The wight screeched and fell, the flames licking at his body and leaving nothing but ashes.
“Are you fine?” he asked his wife, helping her up.
“No,” she was pointing ahead. “Aemond!”
He snapped his head to see what had her so frightened. Maybe it was the blood trickling out of him making him lose his mind, but he saw… people. Several, too many to count. “Help,” Ravella pleaded. If to Aemond or Thoren, she couldn’t say, but it was despairing.
Not as much as the small contingent of Others and wights on the other side as the gate fully opened. One of them stepped in, making the place twice as colder, sword in hand.
“Go up,” he ordered.
“I—”
“You could be pregnant with our child, Ravella. Go now!” he barked. “Run!”
Her hand flew to her belly, a choked sob leaving her mouth. She scrambled to her feet, then held his face between her hands, “I love you.”
“I love you, too. Now go,” he tasted the salt of her tears, the iron of her blood, but never had a kiss been as sweet.
He could die. He would die. He couldn’t fight against an Other and win. He couldn’t fight against the other five and the dozens of wights with them, no matter how relentlessly he’d trained. But he could give the woman he loved time to save her own life.
Aemond tilted his head. The Other across from him stayed unmoving, his hold on his sword almost neglectful. It wasn’t made of metal, but of a single sharp piece of ice. Perhaps crystal or glass, but he had the feeling it was ice, as was the Others’ armor.
He rolled his shoulders, and shouted again, “Run, Ravella! Go!”
There had to be a reason the Other hadn’t attacked him. Its blue eyes concentrated on his sword. Its face twisted, and though there was nothing human to it, Aemond could identify pleasure — wrong weapon. Not obsidian, he thought, looking down at himself. Dressed all in black and defending the realms of Men, he looked like a man of the Night’s Watch… at least, that’s what the Other would think of him. He unclasped his cloak — but kept on the light-gray piece of silk that was Ravella’s scarf —, moved his wrist, and took a step forward.
The Other’s accepted the challenge; its sword met his, and a sharp, ear-piercing sound echoed. Aemond broke their contact, ignoring the way his blade frosted over. The Other’s was like a piece of diamond glinting under the sun. In a way, it reminded him of the obsidian, but he doubted it’d break.
It was amazing, the way he and the Other parried, as if they were friends training together. The Other opened its mouth and said something aimed at his companions, his voice making Aemond think of walking over a frozen lake, the ice threatening to break under his weight. It was oddly musical and darkly beautiful, as only a twisting of nature could be.
The Other smirked, and that annoyed him. As he thought of how to wipe that little smirk off— Aemond burst out laughing. The Other watched, curious, as he raised his left hand and yanked the eyepatch off, revealing the sapphire. The Other stood straighter, and Aemond’s heart weighted in his chest, for he wouldn’t have the chance to tell Ravella that Symeon Star-Eyes had fought against the Others.
As their blades met again, his sword shattered, exploding into little pieces, not unlike the obsidian he’d got from Maester Duncan. He roared and threw it away. He’d fight with his bare hands if needed, but as the Other spoke again — his voice was coarser now, like an iceberg breaking the underside of a ship —, he remembered the staff and retrieved it from the sheath built on his back. As he adjusted his grip, a sudden light flashed around him, coloring the sky beyond in a strange way and making him blink.
The Other took a step forward, but halted. His skin creaked when he frowned, staring down at the staff, his mouth parted in surprise. Aemond couldn’t help it — he followed the Other’s gaze, and laughed again. Both blades were different; instead of the metal, they were two light pieces of obsidian. The old gods’ gift, he concluded, remembering the Isle of Faces.
The other five stepped in, swords in hands. Breathing became agony, but he persevered. There was a chance he might die, and be turned, but… “The ring,” he thought. That small distraction allowed the one he was fighting to cut him, but it didn’t matter. He let the Other come closer, press him against the Wall. To his right, several wights scrambled past, chasing after Ravella. It was despair, and not the sharp pain that came from his glove freezing and falling to pieces, that made him scream.
It wasn’t anger, but fear for his wife’s life, for the idea of her smile no longer lighting up the world, that made Aemond raise his right hand, and backhand the Other — crack! —, before he thrust the staff into his side.
The Other stopped when he laughed, head lowering to see what had Aemond in such a state. Blue blood trickled down its side, hissing and steaming. A small wound formed on its cheek, though the bleeding was contained by the ring, which was coming loose little by little. The thing frowned and registered only then that Aemond had somehow wounded it. He lifted its arm to deliver a killing blow Aemond would’ve welcomed, but his sword was melting, as if Vhagar herself had unleashed fire upon it.
Aemond screamed again when he gripped his staff; it was so cold, as if the Others’ very blood ran inside it. A second Other advanced, his friend having become a steaming puddle on the ground, the ring floating over it. Aemond didn’t try to retrieve it. Instead, he waited. The Other tried to circle him, but Aemond wouldn’t let himself be trapped; the other four would stab at him, knowing he wouldn’t be able to see or avoid their blows.
So, he waited.
But it took too long. He shook his head, realizing the Other meant to kill him with the cold — breathing was already difficult, and his limbs were weakening, dormant, though pain shot up his right hand, which was covered with dripping blue blood. The gold band around his finger was intact, but the skin the Other’s blood touched, burned and peeled off.
A hand touched his shoulder. He focused his gaze to find a white-haired, dark-eyed man, obviously from the Night’s Watch, standing in front of him, shielding him with his own body, while other Brothers fought the wights and Others. His Brothers were dying, but the older man touching him didn’t seem to mind, as he ordered, “Go, dragon prince.”
“My wife—”
“She called us, and we’ve come. Your part here is done.”
Aemond nodded. “The wights—”
“My brothers shall take care of them. Go now,” he ordered again, his voice firm, and Aemond obeyed, running after… dozens of Black Brothers, if his eye wasn’t deceiving him.
***
“Run, Ravella!” Aemond shouted in the darkness, from the bottom of the well. “Go!”
It took all her strength, but she was able to stand and run. Tears blinded her, and she was angry at herself for giving in so easily. But Aemond was right. She’d prayed for a child, and she felt the old gods and… she’d left the man she loved behind, swarmed by wights and Others — the tall, gaunt, strangely graceful creatures had to be them.
She hoped Vhagar was close, and that the dragon remembered the bond she’d shared with Aemond. That she realized there was something wrong about the things scurrying upstairs after Ravella. Aemond would’ve liked her to.
The two ravens accompanied her, but when the wights got too close, they left to slow them down. She ran, though everything in her protested against it. It was cowardly, she thought. She hurt. She wanted to die with Aemond, there was no way her husband had survived that.
At the same time, she owed it to him to make his sacrifice worthy. First, because she might be carrying his child. Secondly, because he clearly valued her life above his own. Trying to survive was the best way to repay him. And she had to make it back to Castle Black, then warn his family and the Seven Kingdoms of what she’d learned.
Steps sounded behind her, and she glanced back, to find a wight closing in on her. There were empty holes on his face where his eyes had been, but he didn’t seem to care — the twin blue flames still burned in their depths, and the ravens literally devouring him didn’t seem to hurt. At least, he’d slowed down.
It was then that she looked down and saw it — the white hair, gleaming in the depths of the well. At least one Other had broken through Aemond’s defense, and was coming up after them, guiding the screeching wights.
She quickened her step. She didn’t care about dying. A life without Aemond was meaningless. But she wouldn’t be turned into a wight. Somehow, she’d find a way to have Vhagar burn her to death like she had burned Laena Velaryon. She wouldn’t be a shambling husk of herself, one who killed instead of trying to protect. No power on this world would make her a monster, she thought, finding the strength to go on.
The dragon was waiting just outside the castle. Ravella ran straight to her, not registering the presence of several Black Brothers, including Thoren himself and the Lord Commander. Her last reasonable thought as she looked back and saw the wight in hot pursuit was the relief of knowing that Vhagar wouldn’t mind killing her with Aemond gone.
It would be fast. With luck, Vhagar would burn the wights, too.
She wasn’t expecting the dragon to lower her head suddenly, and close her jaws around her. Her scream echoed in the dark, hot depths of Vhagar’s mouth.
***
The first thing he saw upon leaving the Nightfort was Vhagar swallowing Ravella and a good chunk of snow beneath her feet, before lifting up a foot over the wight running after Ravella. Aemond laughed, shouting in High Valyrian, “Well done, Vhagar!”
He shouldn’t be laughing, not with the Black Brothers and wights fighting around him, but he couldn’t help it — his wife was safe and that was all that mattered. “Prince Aemond!” Rhysling’s voice.
He dropped to the ground and felt the fiery spears cut the air above him. He looked back, saw some wights emerging from the Nightfort burning. He stood up, and wiped at the snow. Approaching Vhagar, he ordered her to open her mouth, and grinned madly when he saw Ravella sitting on her tongue, dripping wet.
“Come, my love,” he took a step forward, arms spread.
She was crying. As he held her, he realized the water dripping from her wasn’t from the melted snow, but Vhagar’s drool. “I thought you were dead,” she held his face, and made him bend so she could kiss him.
He kissed her back, not minding Vhagar’s slobber, or even Vhagar poking at them with her snout and hissing at the cold stench of wight. “I killed two Others before the seventy-nine sentinels appeared. They won, but the wights were on top of me. We must go back and see if the gate’s shut. Come. What’s wrong?”
“Steffon slapped me and Black Emmett tossed me around. I think I have a broken rib.”
Thoren approached, Rickard in tow. “We can carry her,” they had a litter with them, but Aemond shook his head.
“If she has a broken bone, she needs immediate care. Can you climb Vhagar?”
“I ran up the stairs. I can do anything,” she gritted out.
“Can you wait a second? We must go back.”
Lord Commander Rhysling shook his head. “Leave it to us. That’s our duty, my prince. You’ve done more than what was expected. Take care of your lady.”
Aemond nodded. Leaving the men alone now wasn’t right, but Ravella came first. The gate was shut and the Others and wights disposed of, so there was nothing he could do. In the end, he had Vhagar hold still so Ravella could walk up her muzzle. It was easier than climbing.
There were tears running down her cheeks as she got to the ground in Castle Black’s yard, also walking down Vhagar’s muzzle. The dragon stayed dutifully quiet, even letting two Black Brothers get close enough to hold Ravella’s forearms to steady her while Aemond used the ropes. He patted the dragon’s side and allowed her to lift off, to hunt, but the only thing she did was stay there, head resting on her front paws, eyes fixed on Ravella.
“You’re wounded,” the man, the same one who’d told him the Hightower’s location, stared at them. Aemond nodded, but glanced at Ravella. He didn’t want to startle her.
Maester Duncan was waiting for them in the King’s Tower. He took a look at Ravella’s ribs and bandaged them, determining they weren’t broken, but still advising Aemond to keep her on bedrest for at least two days. It was proof of how much pain she was in that she didn’t argue with the maester’s suggestion or the cup of sweetsleep-enhanced wine he offered.
Then came his turn to be examined, and he held her hand while she sobbed, taking in the damage. He had a bite on his shoulder, several scratches on his back, the cut from the Other’s blade — halfway healed, to their astonishment —, and a burn on the base of the finger he’d worn the ring, but the maester deemed him lucky. He didn’t need stitches, and the wounds were cleaned and bandaged up as well. The maester had some water boiled on Vhagar’s fire, and had Aemond wrap a towel around his hand, which was dormant from the Other’s cold. He was also prescribed rest, so he took the man up on his word and asked that they be roused as soon as the men were back.
***
Two days later, Ravella was able to walk. The pain was fading. She could only hope Maester Duncan was right and she had nothing broken, despite the ugly purplish-green bruise on her side, or the cut over her right eyelid, courtesy of poor Ser Steffon.
Prince Daemon arrived before the Lord Commander’s party, but it didn’t matter. Aemond’s uncle inclined his head to look at her. “Reading doesn’t do this,” he said.
“No, but fighting does. Come on, uncle,” Aemond said, his voice husky, taking his uncle to the training yard. “Ravella and I found nothing of use for Father—”
“The suggestion to burn him helped. He’s feeling better,” the Rogue Prince said. “Didn’t it come from a book?”
“A book called Ravella,” Aemond replied.
“That’s very good to hear,” she pressed her side with a grimace.
“Why are we here?” Daemon looked around, frowning when he saw Cregan Stark. The Lord of Winterfell had arrived yesterday, in response to the raven Aemond had had sent.
“Unsheathe Dark Sister and Ice,” she heard Aemond say, drawing his own sword and assuming a fighting position. He stood between his uncle and Cregan. Both men glanced at him, and unsheathed their blades, assuming the same stance. He nodded at the Brothers across the field, and they let go of the ropes they held.
The wight that was Garin Sand broke through the casket, running toward them. “Is that—?” Cregan asked.
“A wight, yes.” Aemond confirmed.
She leaned forward to tell Daemon, “That’s what almost killed me. Well, not that one, but something similar. And these things are coming for us.”
Daemon blinked at her.
“We’re hoping you could take it back to King’s Landing, since I’ll stay here until Ravella’s healed,” Aemond crossed his arms.
“What do you suggest I do with it?” his uncle snapped.
“Show it to my father, of course. I’ve written a rather long letter explaining everything, and as soon as I can return, I’ll answer any questions he has. To the best of my abilities, I mean.” He turned to Cregan, “And you, I wanted you to know there’s a reason the Night’s Watch has had some deserters. Your people would be the first to suffer if the Wall… you know.”
The Lord of Winterfell nodded. “I must tell them to burn our dead.” Winterfell’s crypts were brimming with dead Starks. She didn’t envy Cregan.
“That’s a good idea,” Aemond agreed, glancing at his uncle. “You should urge Father to do the same. In fact, you should have him show this thing to everyone. People shouldn’t be allowed to forget what’s coming. There’s one for you, as well, Lord Stark, though it’s a dog.”
The Rogue Prince stood stupefied, watching as the rangers forced the wight into another casket.
Both men stayed until the Lord Commander returned. She stood leaning against the wall of the great hall while they made sense of their story: after she and Aemond left, Maester Duncan — as pragmatic as any maester — assembled the books they had been reading and found their annotations. He read them, and upon finding the part, which she’d written in red ink, about the Watch of old fighting with obsidian, and hearing the Lord Commander relay Ravella’s comment about not having any, assembled as many pieces as they could find. Leo Rhysling reunited a group — which included a skinchanging Thoren —, and they set out to follow not too long after, using the fastest horses at their disposal. Unsure of what to do, and delayed by a blizzard, they took the sudden red clearing of the sky to mean they should go on, and rode towards the Nightfort, arriving just as Ravella was running out.
As for Aemond, he’d ripped the hounds to shreds, though their limbs continued to move on the ground around him. Poor Ser Steffon was dead, his eyes and tongue destroyed by the ravens under Ravella’s orders, though Maester Duncan assured her he was already dead when she gave the order. Aemond, now fully rested, had explained a contingent of rangers, possibly from the Shadow Tower, saved him from the wights and Others, though the Lord Commander was skeptical, as there had been no way to inform them of it, and no man left behind when he and his men went down the well.
The seventy-nine sentinels, they agreed, were an assumption brought on by blood loss and heat of battle. That made her sad — she wanted them to be real. The Others and the Children were. Symeon had been. Why not the sentinels?
“I’m sorry about your father’s ring, butterfly,” Aemond said.
“It saved your life, and that’s all that matters. We can get a new one,” she said, brushing their lips together. Now that she was also rested, she couldn’t bring herself to be angry at his lie — in light of everything happening, she’d forgotten she couldn’t be pregnant, being in the first days of her menses.
“My wetnurse used to say the Wall was more than ice and stone,” Cregan mumbled, deep in thought, “She was right. Rhysling, I’ll have men dispatched here. Either to seal that gate shut forever or to watch it.”
“That gate must be how the Watch used to travel north. Before there was a Wall,” Ravella suggested, sitting on Aemond’s lap. “You can’t shut it forever, Lord Stark. Might be there’ll be need of it. The Nightfort must be preserved.”
Daemon agreed, “It’s too early to make a decision. Have the castle patrolled. Warn your people of it. I’ll do the same down south, although my brother will want your opinion on it,” he looked at Aemond, then took his leave, the box with the wight secured on Caraxes’ talons.
Ravella didn’t want to think where Daemon would display the wight. She could just picture poor Alicent.
“Prince Daemon is right,” Cregan acknowledged. “And to think we had no idea of it. You and Lady Whitmore have avoided a catastrophe. We can’t thank you enough, my prince.”
Aemond shook his head. “We’re glad to be of help, my lord. We’re in this together,” he offered Lord Stark a hand, which Cregan shook.
She smiled, paying attention to the way the Brothers watched him. Even if protecting the gate was the duty of anyone who didn’t want to be turned into a wight, Aemond fighting them was honorable and brave. She hoped he’d see it that way, too. She knew what she’d tell everyone when they got back.
***
“Can you take me to the Nightfort again? I’d like to take a look at the weirwood,” she asked, and he agreed.
This time, they needn’t fear what was inside. They went straight to the kitchen. Ravella rested her hand on the white bark, pressing her forehead against it, “I thought you were withering. I was half right — protecting the world is too great a weight, isn’t it?” she said out loud, caressing the trunk and its worn-out carving.
“Yes. Made much easier with help,” an old voice said. They turned around to look at the white-haired man coming up the well.
“Lord Ryswell,” Aemond said, seemingly recognizing the man.
“Excuse me?” Ravella asked.
“You called us, and we came,” Lord Ryswell answered.
“I… did?”
“When you saw the tree, and then when the wight was choking you,” he reminded her. “You looked at the gate and asked it to help. You aren’t a man of the Watch, my lady, but you were a warrior protecting the realms of Men then. That was enough. The gods woke us up.”
“I did, didn’t I?” she smiled, glancing at Aemond. There was a faint smirk on his face. “The seventy-nine sentinels are real,” she said, as if that weren’t obvious. “What happens to you now?”
“We resume our duty. That’s what we do. The others are down there, waiting for me.”
“I didn’t mean to disturb your rest.”
“Our rest?” Lord Ryswell tilted his head, and his white hair covered his dark eyes from view. “No, you did not. We do not rest. We stand vigil, trapped in the ice. You released us. We lived for a moment thanks to you.”
“Does it mean you fell?” Aemond asked.
“Some of us did. But rose again. They died when they were dug into the Wall. It was necessary.”
“How come you’re here now?” he inquired.
“You and the lady had questions, and the old gods allowed me to answer some of them. The trees know, Lady Whitmore. Dragon Prince. They saw you, a butterfly and a dragon locked in battle. The dragon could burn the world to the ground, but it was the fluttering of the butterfly’s wings that could decide its fate.”
“My sister’s dream,” Aemond guessed.
“And much more than that. I’m not at liberty to tell you everything. Humans have a way of harming themselves when they know their futures.”
She wanted to ask… but she couldn’t. Instead, she said, “We’ve come here to find a cure for King Viserys. Is there one?”
“No. Diseases have cures, but your king isn’t sick.”
“My father is rotting alive,” Aemond crossed his arms.
“So is he. People like him are uncommonly frail and sickly — you can ameliorate his symptoms, if that helps, but you can’t stop their progress. Everything that happens under the sun has a good reason, as your wife can tell. The magic loves her.”
“Why? Magic isn’t safe,” that much she knew.
“Because you tamed a dragon. The one you married and the one he rides. How many people can say that?” the old man inhaled, taking in her expression. His brown eyes were warm as he said, “He went into the tree thinking of you, child.”
“Did he?” she asked in a thin voice. So much for not asking.
“Of course he did. Your father loved you,” Aemond said, pinching her chin. “He’d be proud of you.”
“I know,” she thought of Onyx, of how familiar he felt even though her father had faded, his second life expired years ago. Then, she faced Lord Ryswell again, “What’s left of him… my mother?” she forced the words out, unable to complete the thought.
“The fallen star’s light dimmed, but it burns bright in her offspring. Your mother comes from a long line of heroes. Her traditions were different from ours, but her soul shall live on. Your prayers will be answered.”
“They always are,” she let out in a shaky breath. “I just… don’t want to wait.”
She saw Aemond glancing from one to the other, though he didn’t ask his questions.
“We never do,” the dead sentinel smiled. “But there was a reason she had to wait. The gods bestow gifts upon the favorites, and you’d need each other,” he spread his hands to encompass both her and Aemond. “You’re one another’s gift. But your dragon wasn’t about to hatch, and his butterfly couldn’t emerge out of her chrysalis alone.”
“It isn’t just a symbol,” she wiped at her tears, a weight lifted off her heart.
“No. The gods don’t often reveal themselves in ways we can understand, but you and your prince are a butterfly and a dragon.”
“I understand I’m ferocious, but what is she?” Aemond grinned, throwing his arm around her.
“Transformation. Change. Incomparable beauty. Nature,” Lord Ryswell made a gesture. “You were right when you told the Brothers that she grew on you — butterflies do just that. This one isn’t any different. It just took you a while to see and act on it.”
“Act on it?” Ravella asked.
“The weirwood stump in the kingswood,” Aemond guessed.
Lord Ryswell nodded, solemn. “You wanted someone to love and build a family with,” he told her, “and you,” he addressed Aemond, “wanted to be someone’s hero, so the gods put you together. Your love has brought some extended safety to the world. Not many people can say that.”
“An eyeless hero,” he shook his head.
“Symeon was fully blind and half-turned when he fought the Others. That brother of mine was luckier than the one your butterfly killed. You sacrificed an eye to get your dragon, however, if you hadn’t, you wouldn’t have had her,” he gestured at Ravella.
“I’d gladly sacrifice the other, too,” he smiled.
“Good,” Lord Ryswell said with a smile. “It won’t come down to this, though. You’ve earned your happiness. Enjoy it.”
“But you said… you’re going to stand vigil. For how long?” she asked.
“For as long as it takes, until the Others are defeated once and for all.”
“But—” she glanced at Aemond.
Her husband’s hand closed around her chin, “He’s cursed, my love. He can’t rest.”
“No man’s as accursed as the kinslayer,” Lord Ryswell quoted the old adage.
“But you didn’t—”
“Oh, child, I did,” he shook his head, guilt etched on his face. “If you think hard on it, you’ll realize the truth. I could’ve let my son and his friends flee. I returned them to the Watch, there was no difference between that or digging up his grave myself. He died by my hand all the same. At least I can keep him company in death. That’s more than what I did in life. Your father knows that, too,” he told Aemond.
She held his hand. “I wish I could help him, Aemond.”
“I know,” he sighed, shaking his head. “When does it stop?”
“Ask your sister. She’ll be better able to tell you.”
“Well, since we can’t help the king… can we help Vhagar?”
The dead lord smirked. “Your dragon doesn’t think she needs help. In this, I can’t help — your family’s magic is much different from what I know. Everything your House has was bought at a very dear cost.”
“Blood magic,” Aemond said. Glancing down at her, “We can’t pay this price. It isn’t worth it.”
Lord Ryswell agreed, seemingly approving his conclusion, “No. Blood magic usually isn’t. Remember my mistake and don’t make it. I think that should suffice.”
Aemond nodded. Clearly, he understood exactly what Lord Ryswell meant, though Ravella didn’t.
“Will we see you again?” she asked.
“If the Others breach the Wall while you still live, we will fight side by side. If not, I don’t think so.”
“Do you know what comes next?” she looked at Aemond. “I don’t want to be separated from him by death.”
“I don’t. I haven’t crossed that line. But if it helps, I believe he’ll find his way back to you. He did it once, he can do it again,” he grinned. “Your parents are together. A moth attracted by the flame of a star, trying to reach it,” his gaze became lost, a sigh made it past his lips. “Yes, they are together. There’s no reason you shouldn’t be, unless you want to.”
“We don’t,” they answered together.
“That’s settled then.” The crow said. “Anything else?”
“Yes — only obsidian kills the Others?” Aemond asked.
“Only obsidian. You can use a lot of things to kill wights. They’re the result of necromancy, so those Valyrian steel blades you covet should do the trick and release them from the Others’ spell. But you shouldn’t make new ones, because blood magic.”
A nod. “We must mine Dragonstone then.”
Ravella wouldn’t argue. “What about the king? Since I can’t heal him, how can I help him?”
“Tell me — why is it so important to help him? He neglected the man you love.”
Ravella glanced at Aemond, before facing Lord Ryswell again. “I don’t think King Viserys is evil. I think… he doesn’t realize how badly he’s hurt his children, but he isn’t a bad person. In fact, I believe he’d change if he knew how his children feel. Moreover, Aemond and his siblings should have the time to enjoy their father’s company. And… I can’t shake off the feeling that his death would be tragic in a lot of different ways, because he’s the only thing holding Aemond’s family together and… well, your grandfather is power-hungry. I’m sorry.”
He nodded, grim.
“Ah, that,” the dead lord nodded. “Yes, good reasons to help. Your husband knows what to do. I hope he follows through, at least for your sake. In the meantime, you can make his father better with obsidian. That’s what their people used to make wounds better. The dragon blood flowing in their veins and all that.”
“I thought that was just a boast,” Ravella told Aemond.
“So did I,” he shrugged.
“It is a boast, but not only that,” Lord Ryswell said. “There’s a reason you didn’t lose your hand, though you touched both the Other’s sword and his blood. You do have dragon blood, and dragons like volcanoes. They feel right at home. So, obsidian kept them strong. It’d help your father, too, boy, but I can’t say how much. He’s fading.”
“I understand. It’s fine,” he told Ravella.
“Before I forget,” Lord Ryswell said, reaching into his pocket. He held something out to Aemond. “You’ll have to fix it, but one of my brothers savaged it.”
Ravella’s eyes teared up when she saw the signet ring. The black gold foundation was gone, but the obsidian was perfect. Aemond held it, saying, “Thank you, my lord.”
Lord Ryswell bowed. “The gods have deemed it fitting. A hero should have a reminder of their deeds, and this ring has more importance than all the world’s riches.”
Aemond smiled, glancing at her. “You know, it was given to me by the greatest treasure in my hoard. You’re absolutely right.”
The dead ranger laughed. “And you worry you’ll be apart,” he told Ravella with a shake of his head, before disappearing back down the well.
“Do you see now?” Berry asked, coming from behind the weirwood.
“A little. Not enough,” Aemond admitted. “What do you want from us, Berry?”
“The dreamer and the greenseer,” the child of the forest answered. Aemond groaned, making Ravella laugh.
Summary: The beginning of a life-changing adventure.
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen & Ravella Whitmore (OC)
Warnings: Smut. Fluff. ESL, please be patient. Unedited.
Word count: +12k
Disclaimer: I’d meant to post this earlier, but life’s been crazy; at least, I’ll be able to post pt. 4 soon. I love Ravella and Aemond. I’m actually thinking of writing this as a shorter serialized stuff, because I do have plans, so any feedback is appreciated. I hope you enjoy it.
***
Aemond looked at his reflection in the mirror. This time, his eye didn’t drift to the background, where Ravella, back half-covered by that glorious curtain of glossy black hair, slept on her side, still enjoying the leftover heat of his body. No, now he was staring at himself.
The scar was hideous. Hence the eyepatch dangling off his fingers — a measure of protection. Only… he didn’t want to wear it anymore.
He’d never wanted to, really. It had been necessary, however, so he wouldn’t offend the ladies, many of whom got faint whenever they saw the maimed prince coming. That always filled Aemond with shame, and no matter what his mother and sister said about any woman being lucky to have his love, he didn’t believe them, finding peace at the idea of an arranged marriage. Naturally, his wife would’ve despised his looks, but with an arrangement of that sort, he wouldn’t have to fight for her. Wouldn’t be haunted by the prospect of her rejection. Fulfilling their duties to their Houses would’ve had to suffice.
The thing was, after getting the sapphire, he shouldn’t have worn the patch. Ravella had called him Symeon Star-Eyes, and asked that he not hide behind the eyepatch. At the time, he didn’t have words to explain his choice to wear it wasn’t to hide, but to avoid causing discomfort to others. How could he say that when the woman he loved accepted him as he were, and didn’t consider him lesser than for being eyeless? When she’d compared him to a hero of old, and went so far as getting him a dual-bladed staff, the same weapon legends said Symeon used to fight?
Three months had passed since they were wed in the godswood, in the eyes of the old gods and the new. Three months since Ravella scolded him for belittling himself over the loss of his eye.
Three months since his wife stated her ownership of him.
His lips curved at the memory. Helaena had told him he was the dragon jealously hoarding a butterfly, but his sister omitted — likely because she didn’t see it — the fact that it was the butterfly the one who wielded real power; she could make the dragon bend to his knees for her, fly to the confines of the world to get her heart’s desire. A command, and the dragon was her willing slave.
That she wanted nothing but his love, and to build a family with him, humbled him in a way nothing else could. There were days he had to pinch himself to admit his life was true, and Ravella — the former bane of his existence — did love him. Not too long ago, they’d have probably considered their love a nightmare.
“You’re so handsome when thoughtful…” she drawled in a voice husky by sleep.
Aemond strode back to their bed, sitting beside her. “Per you, I’m the most handsome man in the world.”
“You are,” she pinched his cheek, eyes roaming over his naked body. “Are you going to the training yard?”
“Yes. I need to train today, if I ever hope to wield your gift in battle,” he grinned. “However, I’m going to the Pit first, unless you want me to stay with you in the godswood?”
“No, you wouldn’t appreciate my art,” she pinched his cheek again. “Although you’d make me feel good about it.”
Aemond had asked his father, King Viserys, to allow Ravella to carve up the weirwood tree, and Viserys granted it. Only, it took Ravella several weeks to decide what to carve, as she exchanged messages with several Houses that still worshipped the old gods of the forest instead of the Seven. While she refused to divulge what she was going to carve, she was very open about her suspicions — that the tree had been carved so long ago, though its continued growth deformed the carvings and made them look like bumps in the bark. At least, that was the theory she’d come up with after talking to a Blackwood.
Now, over a hundred years after the Conquest, the weirwood was finally “adult” enough to sustain the carving she meant to make, and carry it on through the years.
She was grateful he was able to secure his father’s permission for her to carve up the weirwood, as that would allow the old gods to be strong in the south once more. Just yesterday, Lord Blackwood had approached Ravella to chat with her about the upcoming carving, and Aemond had a feeling it’d be a spectacle.
“Are you going to the Pit to continue teaching Vhagar how to protect me?” He nodded, and she rolled her eyes in false impatience. “You know it makes me mad that you’ll say you’re training her, but not how.”
He smirked. “You might find out soon enough. What are you going to carve up?”
“A face,” she wiggled her eyebrows, pointing to a bag containing a collection of chisels and sharp blades, unable to mask her animation. He scowled in answer, unimpressed by her secrecy, but the grimace only sent her into a fit of giggles, the sweet sound titillating against his eardrums. That’s what true satisfaction sounded like, he thought, bending down to give her a kiss.
She pulled him closer, until he was lying on top of her. His right hand found her breast, the pad of his thumb drawing circles around her hardened nipple, his mouth swallowing her moan. His left delved between her legs, and his breath caught— “You’re so wet,” he mumbled against her ear. It shouldn’t surprise him; there were some days she became a ravenous, frantic beast. Aemond couldn’t tell if it was only the lust she felt for him, or if it was her way of forcing a pregnancy. Ravella was eager for a child, after all.
Last night, she made him leave his family’s company before dinner was over. He got worried about the way she was rubbing her temples and forehead, and asked his parents to excuse them. Ravella refused seeing a maester, insisting she needed a good night’s sleep, so Aemond took her to their quarters — instead of carrying her. When the door bolted shut behind him, he turned around to find her hurling her body against his, kissing him and trying to undress both of them.
He didn’t scowl. He didn’t like being lied to, but he could forgive her for that transgression — at least, that was the idea until she told him she was unwell. She laughed against his lips, saying he could cure her headache. And then she forced him to lie down flat on his back, and rode him with an intensity that had them both groaning out loud and banging the bed against the wall.
“Aemond,” her hands closed around his shoulders, “stop.” He did, and knelt down on the bed. She followed him, sitting up. “Shit,” she shook her head, looking at his blood-stained fingers.
“I don’t mind,” he tried to kiss her again.
“I do.”
He sighed. It was his turn to shake his head. The erection he was sporting wasn’t going anywhere. “Fine. Are you in pain? Can I get you anything?”
She laughed. “No, my love. In fact…” she said after thinking better. “Come here.”
He crawled his usual side of the bed where she was patting the mattress, and lied down. Maybe she needed to not look, he thought, and the feeling got stronger as she cleaned his fingers on her forsaken nightgown. “I don’t mind, Ravella. Really.”
“I know. But the bed would be a mess. Let me,” she insisted when he tried to reach for her.
He settled. She smiled, then lowered her head, closing her lips around his nipple and taking a deep suck. His cock, already rock-hard, became a diamond. If that’s what she felt when he sucked on her nipples, then he’d make sure to do that all the time…
He recalled that was how he’d given her first orgasm, in the cold, rainy darkness of the kingswood. He teased her breasts with his hands and lips until she came, screaming and trembling. Then he went on to claim more climaxes from her overworked body by worshipping the sweet flesh between her thighs.
By getting addicted to her.
“Does this feel good?” she asked after taking a lick of his hipbone.
“Better than good,” he mumbled, opening his eye to see her beam. “Ravella—”
“It isn’t fair that you leave my bed unsatisfied, husband,” she said, voice severe, fingers working his shaft. Back then, he’d wondered what his cock would look like between her hands. A month later, with their wedding, he knew, just as he knew what it looked like coming in and out of her, thanks to the mirror he’d placed across the bed so she could watch as he fucked her.
“Please…” he wasn’t above begging.
“What do you want?” she arched a brow, squeezing the cockhead. He was too thick for her to close her hand around.
“Your mouth.”
“You pervert,” she said, but laughed and did as he asked… kind of. She didn’t part her lips to take him, but did as she was wont to — covered the shaft with soft, close-lipped kisses, using his juices to rub her mouth against his skin, pressing her tongue against the throbbing veins.
That first night, Aemond was resented she was using him — the conclusion of what they must do to retain and generate heat came from him, but it was Ravella’s decision to explore his body so she’d learn how to pleasure her future husband. He couldn’t describe what he felt at the idea of her with another. Now, though, he was grateful of the lesson she learned, because it made her pretty much uninhibited in his arms. She was comfortable voicing her wants and needs and making demands, and encouraged him to do the same; she didn’t consider anything shameful, for “lovemaking’s a physical way to love each other,” as she’d put it.
Moreover, Ravella ached to be a mother. And she’d figured out that Aemond was equally stimulated by the idea, to the point that she used the imagery of his breeding her to make him mindless with lust.
His hips shot up when her lips closed around the head. She couldn’t go past the first four inches of his cock, no matter how hard she tried; even so, he was at peace with not knowing what it’d be like to be fully inside her, massaged by the tight muscles of her throat. He forced himself to hold still while she worked her mouth around him, unwilling to put more strains on her; the first time she’d tried to suck him, he feared her lips would split.
“Ravella…” he moaned a few minutes later, while she sucked on the head as if she were nursing. He said her name again, because she liked the sound of it on his lips, coating with both yearning and agony.
A deep rumble formed in the back of his throat when she intensified her movements without taking him off her mouth, which she always did when she noticed his orgasm was about to happen. His hand found her hair, and though he tried to force her to stay quiet so he could pull out, she refused. Her eyes, a perfect mix of violet and blue, were nearly black as they pled in silence that he let her finish, so he relaxed his grip… somewhat. He kept holding the strands, massaging her scalp with the tips of his fingers, but stopped fighting her.
“I’m going to—” he warned, breathless.
She beat on his lower belly, opening her mouth more. As she did, Aemond growled, his eye rolling back as he shouted his release to the sky.
She swallowed each spurt of his come, and cleaned up the rest running down his shaft with her tongue. When she licked at her lips and pressed them together, as if she were applying a balm she’d bought to keep them moisturized, Aemond lost it — he brought her closer and claimed her lips. “You’re still wet,” he could feel it against his skin.
“My blood—”
“Ride me anyway.”
“Your cock’s limp,” she pressed their foreheads together, staring into his eye.
“And whose fault is that?” she laughed, weak. “Ride my thigh. Friction that sweet cunt against me until you come.”
It was clear the suggestion shocked as much as it aroused her. She did as he said, straddling his left thigh. In no time, she was moaning his name, her body undulating, clit constrained between their bodies, her wetness coating him. His nails dug into her hips as he held them to help her grind harder. He watched her flushed face, a violent possession spreading through him. That was how she was supposed to look.
“Aemond, my breasts feel so heavy… they’re so sensitive—”
“I can’t touch them now. Do it yourself,” he ordered darkly, and she obeyed. He licked his lips as he watched. He wanted to take each nipple in his mouth and tug, but didn’t. Ravella pleasuring herself was so much better, he was loathe of ruining the moment. His gaze closed on the bruises his passion drew on her skin last night. He loved watching them. Her.
The wave came crashing upon her when he tightened the muscle of his thigh, making it contract against her clit. She screamed his name, her spine arching at the lower back. She fell on his chest, heaving against his skin, the puddle of her juices squishing as she moved, allowing them to run down to the linen. He kissed her forehead.
***
One hour and several kisses later, she took his hand into hers as they left their quarters to have breakfast with the rest of his family, after which Aemond kissed her knuckles and joined Aegon, leaving Ser Arryk behind to guard her. The idea of needing a Kingsguard in the godswood was ridiculous, but Ravella knew her husband wouldn’t change his mind; as a prince, he was used to getting his way, and she supposed it’d cost her nothing to oblige him.
She was, per his own admission, his greatest treasure.
“Lady Ravella,” Lord Corlys Velaryon greeted her. His wife, Princess Rhaenys, was beside him, her hand tucked between his. It never failed to amaze her how those two behaved like their love was still new and green, and she wished for the same happening to her and Aemond.
“Lord Corlys, Princess Rhaenys.”
“Are you going to the godswood?”
“Yes,” she smiled. “Are you going there, as well?”
“Yes. Would you mind if we walked with you?” the princess asked.
“‘Course not. I could do with the company.”
In a matter of seconds, she began questioning her acceptance of their company, for a few seconds later, their grandchildren fell into step behind them. Ravella didn’t mind the princes and ladies, but Aemond would, if he were there. The four were directly involved in his blinding, with the younger boy having cut his eye. She wanted to hate Prince Lucerys — Aemond’s nephew — with the same fervor Aemond did, but as an outsider, she considered it a waste of time. The children were shaped by the adults raising them. In her mind, there was no doubt their relationship wouldn’t have turned out so strained if the rest of House Targaryen had taken measures to create a safe family life for the children.
They hadn’t, and Aemond ended up hurt.
Thankfully, she was able to shake off her uneasiness and make small talk with them, even if she could feel the slight mockery in the princes’ voices whenever they mentioned she was their aunt — something they took great joy in repeating, until they realized she wasn’t upset.
“Lord Blackwood!” she opened up a smile, and the man, a few years older than Aemond, approached them, paying due note to Aemond’s family. “Have you come to watch?”
“I’d be lying if I said I’m not curious, my lady,” he smiled, his dark-gray eyes sparkling.
“Maybe you’d like to help?” she offered.
He held up both hands. “Oh no, I couldn’t. That’s your right. I’m just going to watch. I wrote to Alysanne. A mistake, of course. Now she wants to come to King’s Landing.”
“I’d love to see your sister again. And your son, I imagine he’s all grown, isn’t he?”
Lord Samwell agreed with her policy of strengthening the ties between the followers of the old gods, so they made it a point of keeping correspondence with each other, as well with Houses from the north. Not only that, but she suspected that, if Lord Blackwood hadn’t been married at 12, and she hadn’t married Aemond, he’d have proposed to her, and she’d have accepted. It wouldn’t have been a love match, but as she’d told Aemond’s parents, she’d settle for a good man who kept her faith, and Lord Blackwood had a good reputation.
(That was assuming she were informed of Lord Blackwood’s offer, since his parents had rejected some over the years behind her back, hoping she’d end up marrying Aemond. She tried, but failed to see what had led them to believe they’d be a good match, when they spent the entire time bickering.)
Engaging Lord Samwell in conversation made it easier to avoid the Velaryons and Targaryens. Not to the point of rudeness, though; she tried to include them in their conversation, but mostly, Aemond’s nephews and cousins just stood listening.
“Did you bring a sketch?” Samwell laughed.
“Yes, of course. I don’t want to offend the gods.”
He shook his head. “They’ll finally have eyes here. I’m sure they won’t be offended.”
“Yes, but their eyes won’t change. Pleasing them is important. I shudder just imagining how accomplished a carver I’ll turn out to be,” she said, and raised the hand holding the smallest chisel.
She took a while to arrange her skirts to allow herself freedom of movement when she knelt, and voiced a quick prayer to make the carving justice. She knew there was a big difference between what she envisioned and what she might accomplish, and truly didn’t want to harm the tree. Like Aemond, the bark would be forever marked.
Onyx, her raven, landed on a branch, black wings spread, his curious, intense black eyes watching her with undivided attention. Other ravens joined him, but she didn’t pay them mind, saying, “I’ve tried to discover how they made the first carvings, where to begin from, but couldn’t find anything. So, I’m just going to start by the eyebrows.”
Forty minutes later, she took the handkerchief Lord Blackwood held out and wiped at the sweat at the roots of her hair. Her methodical work was paying off — she’d carved the contour of one eyebrow and eye, as well as some discreet laugh lines at the corner of the eye and above, at the “forehead”. Her fingers were stained red with the sap running off, and her smile was strained as she returned the handkerchief to Lord Blackwood. Still, she’d anticipated the sap running in heavy rivulets down the white bark, and planned to carve a smiling mouth, so the tree would appear to be laughing so hard, it cried.
“Shouldn’t you carve a serious face? I heard most faces are solemn,” Lady Baela asked.
“They are. The Blackwoods’ have a serious, but not unkind face,” she grinned up at Lord Blackwood, then glanced at Aemond’s cousin. “But for me, the godswood is a place meant to do one’s soul good. It’s where I feel at peace. If I’m sad, I come here to get cheered up. This is what I’m trying to convey.”
“Like the Mother’s statues are always benevolent,” Princess Rhaenys spoke up, and although she was serious, something about her bone structure made it look like she had a permanent smirk on her face.
“Precisely like that,” Ravella confirmed.
“So, you’re carving a female face?” Prince Lucerys asked.
“No, she’s carving Aemond’s,” the king’s hoarse voice made them all pause and look at him. Ravella tried to stand up and curtsy as everyone else, but Aemond’s father didn’t let her. “Keep on, child. Does he know?”
“It’s a surprise, Your Grace. He has no idea.”
Viserys chuckled. “I understand. That’s why he isn’t here, trying to stop you.”
“Why?” Prince Jacaerys asked, sneering. “Shouldn’t it be wrong to carve his face? Besides, he’s only got one eye…”
“This face will have one eye, too, when I’m finished,” Ravella gave him an ugly onceover. “As for it being wrong, I was going to carve up my father’s face, but then settled on Aemond’s.” Not because her father’s face wasn’t as vivid in her memory anymore, but because he hadn’t been haunted by a scar and painful memories that made him doubt his self-worth. “When I’m done, no one will have a choice but to see what I see when I look at my husband.”
Her response obviously angered the younger prince, but Ravella didn’t care. She was smiling to herself, her father-in-law’s smirk, so similar to Aemond’s, lost on her as she worked.
It didn’t take long for Lord Blackwood’s handkerchief to drip red, useless, so she started to wipe off the sap on her own gown, for she was risking slipping her hold on the chisels and cutting her fingers off — and Aemond would be furious, she thought to herself with a silent giggle.
The left eye was carved deep, the shape of an eyepatch surrounding it, a scar just like Aemond’s cutting through it. Then she looked around, and finding what she wanted, let out a little scream and held up the weirwood seed, meaning for it to represent Aemond’s sapphire eye, and used the chisel’s handle to secure it inside the eye after deepening a portion of the hole. The red sap made it appear like the improvised eyeball was bleeding, and while it wasn’t what she’d meant, she took great delight in the way Aemond’s family flinched.
She’d have to tell him about this, once they were alone in their room.
***
Aemond had no doubts where Ravella was, and the crowd around the heart tree confirmed his suspicions. He tried to keep his arrival a surprise, but her stupid raven, perched up in a branch, spread his wings and croaked in a shrill voice, “Toothleeesssss!”
He gritted his teeth. One day, he’d shoot an arrow between that little bastard’s tiny eyes and cook him into a stew. His anger inflamed when he saw Ravella’s shoulders shaking, though she did nothing to acknowledge his presence. She was the reason the cleverly evil animal called him that.
At least, no one seemed to catch up. He much preferred the raven calling him One-Eye. That was scarier than Toothless. The latter made Aemond suspect he’d lose fear and respect, as if his bite had no… well, bite. A toothless dragon, as his wife had put it.
“Aemond, come here,” Viserys said, so Aemond went to stand beside him, a little apart from the crowd. He scowled when the king mouthed silently, “Toothless?” and laughed when Aemond nodded, glaring a hole into Ravella’s head.
Please, gods, don’t let milk of the poppy make Father tell anyone about this, he prayed in thoughts. Aemond wouldn’t survive if Aegon were to find out. His elder brother could be mean when he wanted to — and he always wanted to.
“What do you think?” his father pointed to the tree.
“I—” he paused, doing a double take, frowning slightly before a foolish smile curved his lips and his heart skipped a beat when he realized what it was. “The woman’s infatuated,” he said, loud enough for her to hear.
Ravella laughed, not denying his words. “Just you wait until I start on the lips,” she said, her voice melodic.
“Ravella, don’t,” he crossed his arms, unwilling to blush. It wasn’t uncommon for Ravella to rub the pads of her fingers on his lips and comment on how much they were ‘begging for a sweet kiss’. If she did that to the tree, he’d be lost.
“Ravella, do,” she winked at him, laughing.
He sighed, shaking his head. His wife was impossible — it was why he loved her so.
As the hours passed, the crowd dwindled. Many left to have lunch, including his father, although the king returned not long after, accompanied by Aemond’s mother. Only Lord Blackwood, and the men sworn to him, remained throughout it.
“Is she supposed to do that?” Alicent asked, brow furrowed, and Aemond stopped watching his wife to look at her carving. It was his face, carved in gigantic proportions — his eyes alone were each the size of Ravella’s fist. But once she finished the face, she began carving a winged creature… not a dragon, but the ravens, especially the one looking over his shoulder, had a distinctive reptilian look about them, and he could also make out the faint shape of a butterfly’s fluttering wings.
“I don’t know,” he shook his head, glancing at Lord Blackwood. “My lord?”
“Prince! Prince! Prince!” The raven next to Onyx croaked.
Samwell’s dark-gray eyes were covered in a milky-white curtain, but acquired some focus as he blinked to stare at Aemond, though they remained slightly vacant. It was pretty much the same way Ravella’s looked when she was warging. “My prince?”
“Is that supposed to happen?” Aemond nodded at the tree.
“I’ve never seen anything like it before,” the man replied, but he didn’t sound worried. “It isn’t uncommon that the gods use us as tools to enforce their wills. I wouldn’t be concerned—”
The shrill scream that escaped Viserys’ mouth interrupted him.
***
“Ravella? Little butterfly, wake up,” the beloved voice came from a long distance.
“What?” she opened her eyes, and found herself staring at the reddened weirwood, a chisel two inches away on the ground, its broken end aimed at her eye. “Aemond?”
“My love,” her husband clutched her limp form to his chest, kissing her temple, and holding her tight. “You passed out. The maester is coming—”
“No,” she tried to stand up, and he helped her sit. “I don’t need a maester,” she held on to his wrist, though that was a lost battle. Aemond wouldn’t accept her rejecting an examination. “Everything I’m feeling is related to my moon’s blood.”
He nodded, but the concern didn’t leave his face. “I’d feel better if you saw him anyway. You fainted. Father had a seizure. We were rushing to his side when you simply dropped to the ground. I was so scared.”
While he carried her to their chambers, he told her about the incident — of how she and Lord Blackwood’s minds seemed to vanish, as if they were warging, and then the king screamed and passed out as well. Even her comment about his father’s frail health didn’t dissuade his resolve, so she accepted to see the maester, if only to tranquilize him before she explained that what had happened was magical in nature.
Grand Maester Orwyle said she was fine, so Ravella expected to be let go, but Aemond insisted she rest. “It’s late,” he pointed out, “you can’t finish the carving. You also need to eat.”
After studying him for a while, and disliking being the reason of his worry, she nodded. She didn’t like being bedridden, but as Rosey scolded her for being careless — spending so long under the sun, without eating, in her condition (as if Ravella were sick), when she knew fully well there were months her menses were terrible —, she didn’t put up a fight. But she insisted on seeing the king.
Surprisingly, Aemond didn’t argue. He took her hand and put it on his elbow for support, and let her determine the pace of their walk as they went to the king’s quarters. His mother met them by the door, her eyes rimmed red… a common occurrence as King Viserys got worse day after day. “How is he?” Aemond asked.
“Resting. The seizure didn’t cause any damage. However, the fall produced a new wound and—” the queen hid her face from view.
Aemond hugged his mother, and Ravella looked away. She couldn’t bear that forlorn look on his face. For all the complications in his relationship with his father, Aemond didn’t hate him. His current despair was directed as much at the disease eating at the king, making his flesh decay as if he were a corpse, as it was at his inability to shield his mother, because that’s what he judged his lot in life: to protect the people he loved.
“Can we go in?” he asked.
“Of course,” she wiped at her tears. “Everyone’s come to see him. Rhaenyra left a few minutes ago. I believe she means to fly to Essos, discover if anyone has developed a similar disease.”
Search parties had been sent in the past, Ravella knew. But it seemed like King Viserys’ disease was unique. Maybe a dragonrider could go farther; the envoys the Crown had sent went as far as Norvos.
Ravella stayed close to the queen, assuring her she was fine, and attributing her fainting to her menses and lack of eating. As Alicent reprehended her, fretting with motherly concern like Rosey, she watched Aemond approach his father’s bed, as if afraid of what he might find. She averted her gaze, ashamed and jealous both, that Aemond had parents to worry about and for, while she didn’t. She had a family — her mother’s family in Dorne, as well as Aemond’s relatives —, but they weren’t her parents. She had two mother figures, but neither her grandmother nor Alicent were her mother, the same way Uncle Arthur wasn’t her father, though she loved them with all her heart.
It was unfair that her mother was taken from the side of the husband she’d given up so much for, and the child they’d spent so long yearning for, that her father didn’t get to live long enough to see his only daughter grow up and marry a man he’d have approved of. Deep down, Ravella was terrified of the same happening to herself.
“Excuse me, Your Grace, Lady Ravella,” she greeted Ser Steffon Darklyn without paying attention, “Princess Rhaenyra requests your presence.”
Alicent answered, “Please, ser, tell her we’ll join her shortly.”
The man nodded and walked away, leaving them with Ser Criston Cole, Alicent’s sworn shield. “Don’t worry about him, Your Grace. If there’s anything to be done to help the king, we’ll find a way,” Ravella said, smiling at the older woman.
“He’s unconscious,” Aemond said, having ended his visit.
“That’s because of the sweetsleep. He was in a lot of pain. Would you join Rhaenyra and the others now?”
Ravella could tell he didn’t like the idea, but he wasn’t about to deny his mother, so the three of them went to the chamber where the Princess of Dragonstone waited with the rest of the family. Aemond was the first one to go in, a scowl on his face after Ravella pointed out she and Alicent weren’t Targaryen enough to.
Soon enough, the adult and teenaged dragonriders were in a heated discussion about the king’s health, so Alicent, as his caretaker, cleared her throat and stated the facts, “Viserys isn’t getting better. No matter what we do, the most we’ve accomplished is delaying the inevitable.”
“Is he—?” Prince Daemon asked. Ravella felt sorry for the king’s younger brother. They were close, and hearing that the person one admired the most was dying had to hurt.
“I believe so,” the queen’s face was sympathetic. “Grandmaester Orwyle has said he can help with the pain, but the wounds… won’t be stopped. They come and take on a strange shape. You’ve seen it, Prince Daemon.”
“I’ll fly to Essos. Someone must know what’s happening to him,” the Rogue Prince began pacing. “A reward should be offered for information—”
“You wouldn’t be able to tell if the information you get is real,” Ravella interrupted. For some reason, the older prince paid attention to her. She leaned forward, “I don’t know what you mean to do, but payment isn’t enough. And even if the information makes him feel better, I don’t know if it’s enough to restore his health. Doesn’t mean you can’t try, though.”
“What do you suggest?” Aemond’s uncle asked.
She looked around, and noticed everyone was holding their breath. Even Aemond. She rubbed her lips together, and said, “If I were a dragonrider, I’d search in Essos, flying past Qarth, to Volatis. I’d go to Pentos and Braavos and Asshai. I’d even go to Ibben, talk to the Jogos Nhai, the Dothraki… I’d also send someone to the Citadel, and to the Wall, to search the records there. I mean, I’ve never heard of anyone suffering from the same condition as the king. Doesn’t mean anything, really. But I wonder if this isn’t something he caught after flying somewhere he shouldn’t with Balerion.”
“You mean like Princess Aerea?” Aemond asked.
Ravella nodded. “Exactly like her.” Aerea Targaryen held the distinctive honor of having been the heir to the Iron Throne under two different kings; however, what truly mattered was her mysterious disappearance and death two years after claiming her dragon, Balerion — the same one Viserys claimed decades later. Something had happened to the Black Dread, which returned with a huge wound on his flank, while Princess Aerea boiled from the inside out from a fever.
At least, that was the official story. Reality was far more sinister, and Ravella only knew of it because Aemond had told her — the long-deceased Septon Barth and Grand Maester Benifer were the only two people who’d had access to the dying princess, and agreed to never speak of her death to anyone, even her family. Still, the memories of her last hours were so haunting, both men had written detailed accounts of it, and hid their diaries, which Aemond somehow uncovered some years ago while researching something about his House’s history.
“You should tell them,” Ravella said, touching his hand, when his relatives merely stared at them.
Aemond took a deep breath. “I’d better read it,” he said. When he came back, it was with a scroll — he’d copied the writings of both septon and maester because the diaries were too old, falling apart. “From Grand Maester Benifer,” he started after clearing his throat.
I joined the Citadel thinking I’d achieve as much success as a boy born in my conditions could. I did — the son of a stonemason and a kitchen girl became the Grand Maester for King Jaehaerys Targaryen. Serving the king, I’ve had the opportunity to continue learning and teaching, cultivating the clarity of thought that my mentors stimulated in order to clear one’s mind from worldly preoccupations so we could unlock the secrets of the world. That came in handy for a man like me, who isn’t of blind faith like Septon Barth, even if I’m willing to admit there are times when all hope seems lost… until it isn’t. There is something out there, even when my eyes can’t see, but most times, I don’t know if that something is the gods, or not. I used to be at peace with this uncertainty, for it brought me relief and a sense of security. My easiness died the day Princess Aerea turned out to be my greatest lesson.
The moon turned twice since her return to King’s Landing and death. Something that should’ve filled us with joy turned out to be a nightmare — not that anyone but Septon Barth and I known it, naturally. Perhaps Ser Lucamore suspects, as he was the one person who had contact with the poor girl.
Barth and I agreed to never speak of it, but I can’t avoid thinking about everything that happened since Ser Lucamore placed her on my table. So I write it down, in the hopes the parchment will absorb my horror with the same diligence it does the ink. That the sand I pour once I’m finished covers the weight in my heart. It’s hopeless, I know. But if the Seven are good, they’ll grant me the gift of forgetfulness as I grow older… if only I were sure what’s out there is the Seven, and not something else.
When I saw the princess, I thought she’d been tortured — she was skinny, just a bag of rattling bones with some strange cyst-like swellings underneath her skin. But when I touched her brow, I noticed she had a fever. I drew her many cold baths, and brewed so many teas, it looked like I was seasoning a piece of meat. Perhaps the comparison is unfortunate, because that’s what was happening to the poor princess. Nothing I did helped, and she got worse. No disease, not even greyscale, had ever made me feel so incompetent before. Everything I did turned out to be insufficient, and even milk of the poppy failed to give the young princess any relief.
When, after hours, it became clear to me that my efforts to lower her fever only seemed to make her worse, I heaved a sigh of defeat and called for Barth, while doing my best to keep the King and the Queen out of my lab. By the time the septon got here, the princess’s dried skin was bright red, as if she were losing buckets of blood and had red-hot lava burning in her veins.
The worst part was her talking. Something had gotten to the princess, but she never said what. Only apologies and assurances of her non-ill intentions were muttered through cracked and bloody lips. Her pleas for death would’ve shattered even the foulest man’s heart, I’m sure.
And yet, inspired by something — Barth’s unwavering faith, I think —, I found new strength to carry on the efforts to save that child’s life. I failed. But what happened while Aerea Targaryen’s body failed was much worse. When the fever reached such a degree that her eyes cracked like eggs and exploded inside her skull… I thought it was over, for no one could survive that. But then, as Barth and I lowered her into the last, coldest bath I could draw, feeling the cysts press up against our hands, her skin broke, letting out things that squirmed and wiggled in the water, letting out chilling, low little screams of their own, as if they were being tortured.
I’ve never seen an end so painful or agonizing as that of Princess Aerea Targaryen. I often wake up in the middle of the night, from a nightmare. I wonder if the child knew she was dying, if she had conscience of it. If, even with all the milk of the poppy I gave her, she was still lucid, trapped in the horror of her own body, a part of her mind watching as if it were happening to someone else. And I can’t tell if it’s worse that she was or not. Other times, I dream of her accusing violet eyes, weeping blood while she, from the depths of her ravaged throat, demands to know why I didn’t save her, or why I didn’t let her die sooner.
I wonder if Barth thinks there was a reason why a child so young had to through something so terrible. To me, a man not well-versed in the will of the gods, what happened to Aerea Targaryen looks like a deliberately, exceedingly cruel punishment for some perceived slight. That is, if what happened to her was brought on by the gods instead of some other, evil force.
Barth’s certain the Princess attracted the attention of something in the ruins of Valyria; it’d explain the injury on Balerion’s side, the one that isn’t healing. However, I can’t help but go a step further: Aerea was infected with something. Not knowing how she got those human-faced maggots into her body, I can’t help but wonder if she wasn’t held captive and experimented on, like the animals kept at the Citadel for vivisections. And if the people who put those things in her didn’t release her with the intention that those maggots break out and spread. And now I’m afraid of thinking more of it, because the ones who hurt her are still out there somewhere.
I wish I could forget what I saw, but it’s branded on my brain — even if I were to give in to the urge of gouging out my eyes, the last hours of Princess Aerea Targaryen on this earth would be my last sight. The horrifying image of her emaciated, burning body, and the things that burst through her skin could drive even a wildling from beyond the Wall mad. I’d welcome the sweetness of losing my mind, but I fear this is a nightmare I’ll never wake up from.
He looked around the table, saying, “Septon Barth’s more detailed. Pay attention,” and went on to read the septon’s recounting.
Having Aemond tell her of the princess’s death was one thing, but hearing the accounts of two witnesses made it real, especially because Aemond hadn’t described the poor girl’s death with so many stomach-churning details. Ravella’s heart broke for the princess, whose only wish in life was to have a home.
She frowned, biting down on her lips, fisting her hands so tight, she almost drew blood. She wanted to find whatever did that to a child and kill them. Punish them. But there was nothing she could do, so she prayed that, whatever happened to a Targaryen after death, Aerea was in a better place now, where nothing and no one could hurt her, that she was back together with her beloved twin sister and both of them finally had a bond with their mother, Princess Rhaena, who spent months flying the skies in search of her daughter, but couldn’t make it back to King’s Landing to see her one last time.
Aemond’s soft touch startled her, so she whipped her head to stare at him. After giving her hand a squeeze, he put the papers on the table, and said, “Balerion was the first dragon to live in the Pit. I wonder if the injury he suffered was so great that it made him more susceptible to death.”
“Forty years doesn’t seem so short, cousin,” Princess Rhaenys said.
“For us, maybe. But dragons can live centuries,” he looked at his uncle. “Do you know if anything happened to Father?”
“What do you mean?”
“A wound or injury or illness… Anything that could explain what’s happening to him,” he pressed.
Daemon thought about it. “He tried to fly Balerion to Dragonstone the day he claimed him, but Balerion wouldn’t go. A year later, he was dead.”
“And he never tried to claim another dragon?” Alicent asked.
The king’s brother shook his head. “No dragonrider has ever had two mounts.”
“Doesn’t mean it’s impossible,” Aegon spoke up. “Maybe he could try now. Vermithor and Silverwing are riderless and know him. He could try.”
“Dragons make a rider stronger. That’s why I was able to recover so fast,” Aemond whispered to her while his family debated Aegon’s suggestion.
“What no one is taking into account,” Rhaenyra spoke up, “is that Father has never tried to claim another dragon. I wish he would, brother,” she locked gazes with Aegon, “but he told me once that we’ve fooled ourselves into believing we control dragons.”
“We wouldn’t have made that mistake if every living Targaryen knew of Princess Aerea,” Aemond retorted, his voice dry.
His half-sister nodded, gracefully conceding the point. “I imagine there was a reason behind King Jaehaerys’ decision to keep her death a secret. He should’ve shared it with his children,” she glanced at Rhaenys, “Did your father never say anything?”
The Lady of Driftmark shook her head. “That was so long before my father’s birth… the only thing he said was that he believed Princess Aerea contracted a mysterious fever in Valyria.”
“How did he explain the Doctrine of Exceptionalism?” Alicent asked. Everyone looked at her. “You know what it is.”
“Targaryen superiority,” Daemon surmised.
“Yes. What I mean is, if Targaryens are so superior, how did a princess bonded to a dragon — the greatest living dragon, no less — die from a fever?” the queen stared at each one. “Someone should’ve suspected there was something wrong.”
“True,” Daemon crossed his arms. “They blamed it on Valyria, though. Barth believes that’s where Balerion took her. You disagree?” he inquired of Aemond, who was shaking his head.
“The Conqueror went to Volantis before he came to Westeros. He flew over Valyria and didn’t see anyone but stone men; same with older ancestors. I think if anyone lived there, they’d have tried to capture the dragons and riders they saw, right?” he sighed. “I’m not saying Balerion didn’t take her there, only—”
“What happened to the princess was magical, not a disease of the body,” Ravella said, covering his hand with hers. “Like greyscale is said to be a curse of a Rhoynish prince against Valyria.”
“Don’t stop now,” Princess Rhaenyra asked. Ravella was sorry the other woman was so anguished about the king that she was willing to consider what most would call ramblings.
Aemond’s encouraging squeeze gave her some strength. She grinned at him before saying, carefully, “I’m a skinchanger. I can… transpose my conscience to that of a raven if I so choose. It isn’t something that’s perfected like dragon binding, but my family has been gifted with this ability, which I inherited from my father. House Targaryen, more than dragonriding, can see the future,” she glanced at Helaena briefly. “That’s why you were able to escape the Doom. Only… I read in a book that ancient Valyrians used blood magic to create and tame dragons, so I wonder if it could also be used to twist the dragon-rider bond.”
“Meaning…?” Princess Rhaenyra leaned forward.
“If you found the right spell, you could bind King Viserys to a dragon, even if he didn’t want it — the objective isn’t making him ride the dragon, but to keep him alive. I also wonder if there’s another spell to break the bond, make the dragon turn on its previous rider.”
“You think that’s what happened to Aerea,” Aegon guessed, suddenly sharp. It was a wonder he wasn’t yet drunk.
“To a small extent, yes,” she glanced at Aemond. “What happens when a rider gets hurt?”
He didn’t consider her question strange, though his family did. “The day I lost my eye, Vhagar rose to the sky, roaring.”
A silence fell upon them, broken by Helaena, “Dreamfyre went feral while I was giving birth.”
“I had to go to the Pit and take control of her,” Aegon confirmed.
“I had to do the same while Laena gave birth,” Daemon said, refusing to meet Rhaenys and his daughters’ eyes.
“Syrax has always been protective of me,” Rhaenyra said. After her words, they all looked down, pondering on the implications of that.
“Vhagar’s been crazy of late. She’s irritable, like an annoyed old person,” Aemond revealed, and although his thumb was tracing circles over Ravella’s palm beneath the table, his eye was locked on Prince Lucerys. “I doubt I’d be able to control her if we met with Lucerys and Arrax up in the sky.”
“Doesn’t she obey you anymore?” Daemon demanded.
“It isn’t that. She obeys me just fine. But she registers Arrax’s presence in the Pit, and becomes a hound sniffing blood. She doesn’t let me walk away from her. I can tell it’s Arrax because she changes completely. Even when I mount her, she gets different. It’s difficult to explain.”
“In that case, we must keep Vhagar away from Prince Lucerys and his dragon,” Ravella said.
“I agree,” Rhaenyra said, glancing at her middle son with a warning glare. “However, I must ask what you mean by Vhagar doesn’t let you walk away, brother.”
Aemond spread his hands. “When I try, she uses her snout, her paws or her tail to shove me behind her. Some weeks ago, she held me between her talons and flew to the kingswood. I felt like a squirrel caught by a hawk. It’s worse if I am with my left to the Pit, like she considers it her duty to guard me because she knows I can’t see.”
“She’s only started to do that now?” Daemon asked.
“She’s always done that. Not to the point of shoving me, though. At most, she’d look left and growl. Now she seems to consider it useless.”
“Any theories?” Rhaenys asked.
Aemond glared at his cousin. “As a matter of fact, yes. Everyone was so amazed that your daughter chose to die valiantly, like a dragonrider,” sarcasm dripped off his words, “that nobody stopped to think what Laena ordering Vhagar to kill her did to Vhagar. Dragons are bred to protect their riders, but Laena refused to take up a dagger or something else and had her own dragon burn her to death. Vhagar had to obey the very thing dragons are trained to avoid.”
“And you claimed her a few days after that…” the older princess said, eyes widening at the implications of it.
A hard nod. “I was a child at the time, so I lacked the maturity to think of it, but now, I believe Vhagar would kill Lucerys even if I specifically ordered her not to. She’d consider it acceptable disobedience to fulfill her duty.”
“She’d see it as protecting you from yourself,” Daemon spoke up, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Seven hells.”
“I also vouch for keeping Prince Lucerys away from my son and his dragon,” Alicent spoke up, thoughtful. “Given the circumstances, it might be for the best.”
“Yes, well, Vhagar is the most fearsome war dragon of our time. We must find that spell Lady Whitmore mentioned, if only to fix whatever broke in her with Laena’s death,” Daemon said.
“How do we do that?” Alicent asked.
“Searching the best records in our possessions,” Aemond said, looking around. “We must fly to the Wall, Dragonstone and Oldtown. Their archives are enormous, and one of us will find something about magic. That is, of course, assuming there’s such a spell.”
***
“Are you really going to take me to the Wall?” Ravella asked when they were alone in their chambers.
“Yes, unless you don’t want to go…” he inclined his head. “Why do you always get nervous when we talk of it, butterfly?”
She sighed, and Aemond got worried at the tears welling up in her eyes. “There are many horror stories about the Wall.”
He nodded. “True, but that’s to be expected. The Wall is a formidable structure defended by one of the oldest military organizations in the world. But there’s no need to fear, my love. We’ll be together at all times. I’ll keep you safe.”
“I know,” she smiled, looking down, at the entwined hands. Her next question, though, made the worry return to his heart. “Have you ever felt like Vhagar is too much for you to handle?”
“The day I claimed her, I thought she was going to burn me,” when she arched a brow, he said, “I tried to touch the ropes so I could climb, but she kept snapping her gaze to me, her mouth open, a ball of fire at the back of her throat. I was scared.”
“But have you never felt like she could be your doom, as well?”
“Being burned to death by a dragon I was trying to claim sounds like doom.”
“I mean, something worse than that? Worse than losing your eye,” she hurried to add.
Aemond frowned, then looked ahead, his gaze losing itself in the fireplace. Inside his chest, his heart was beating frantically to shake off the cold spreading through him. There was a hidden meaning to her question, and though he didn’t know what, he disliked it already. “The only thing worse I can think of is losing you. I’d give up my other eye for you.”
There was something wrong with the way she exhaled — it was too shaky, almost as if her ribs were rattling.
“I made a mistake—” she started. “It was an accident, but… have I ever told you it’s possible for a skinchanger to lose themselves to the animal?”
He peered at her. “What do you mean?”
“If a skinchanger spends too long inside the animal, they’ll be trapped there, in the animal’s body.”
“Has it happened to you?”
“No. Not that. But…” startled, he realized her hands were cold, and a blue tint painted the contours of her lips purple. She followed him to the settee in front of the fireplace, and didn’t complain when he covered her with a duvet. That only worried him more. Ravella wasn’t cold, he knew, because she was a vocal complainer — the physical reactions were a result of fear, and her conforming meant she needed what few comforts he could offer.
He poured her a cup of wine, too. It’d help.
“I visited the north when I was eight, after my father was invited to a tourney held in Winterfell.” She licked her lower lip, where a drop of wine was threatening to fall off. “In hindsight, I believe Lord Stark was going to propose a marriage alliance between me and his son, but Father was determined to keep me as heir, which would be impossible if I married a Lord Paramount’s.”
“I like your father,” Aemond drawled, fighting against the urge of getting upon Vhagar and melting every snowflake in the north, especially the ones that landed upon Cregan Stark. It wasn’t the man’s fault that his father had that unfortunate idea of stealing Ravella away — but he’d have benefited from it, and that was enough.
His wife kissed his cheek, saying, “You dislike Onyx, though.” Not explaining that comment, she grew serious again. “The day we left Winterfell, Father took me to the Wall. He wanted to see it after hearing a wandering crow speak of it. When we got there, as guests in Castle Black, I saw a raven perching on a tree in the forest, and skinchanged it. I didn’t know what I was doing, but at the time, it felt like an adventure. A group of rangers was riding into the forest, and we followed them. But the raven was faster, and we soon outflew them, going deep into the haunted forest. There was this stone ringwall on the top of a hill, which I later discovered was the Fist of the First Men. We flew past that, until the raven found a tree where other ravens were, overlooking another group of rangers. I could see there was something coming, but no matter how loud I screamed, they didn’t pay attention to us, even after the other ravens joined me. That was when one ran away, and the others… one climbed up a tree, the last one drew his sword when he saw this… white thing with steam… fog? I don’t know, there was just smoke coming off its body, emerge from the snow-covered trees. One, two, three… six of them. The Others. I screeched and screeched, but the ranger didn’t care. He challenged the Other and died. When his friend climbed down, also ignoring my screeching, the dead ranger rose and killed him… and looked up. And while his eyes had been black in life, in death they gleamed blue. Bluer than your sapphire. He knew we were there, and that’s when I left the raven,” her lips shook as she finished. “I woke up in the Lord Commander’s chambers, to a Black Brother scolding my father for not teaching me how to skinchange properly.”
“What happened after?” he asked.
“Father offered to make a very generous donation to the Night’s Watch if the Lord Commander allowed that man to accompany us to the Park, where he’d teach me more about skinchanging. My father knew something of it, but his knowledge was rudimentary, whereas Thoren grew up knowing as much about it as possible. He was born as one of the free folk — that’s how the wildlings call themselves —, and taken in by the Watch after his family’s death. Anyway, the Lord Commander accepted my father’s offer, and Thoren fulfilled his end of the bargain. He was so disgusted when he realized skinchanging was instinctive south of the Wall,” she shook her head, drinking her wine.
“Didn’t they do anything about the Others?” Aemond asked.
“They can’t. The Watch is dwindling, and even if not, there aren’t many people who believe the Others are real. It’s terrible. That’s why I got nervous on the isle and asked you to sing. I’ve always known the Others would return, I just never thought I might witness it.”
He sighed. His poor little butterfly. “You stay here. I’ll get Vhagar and fly beyond the Wall—”
She lunged to her feet, and next thing he knew, she was gripping his hands, knelling on the floor between his legs, frantic and choking on her own breathing. “Don’t! Please, don’t do this! Promise me you won’t!”
He didn’t care for histrionics, being too rational to withstand those. But Ravella’s agitation made him pause. He pulled her close, and not breaking their gaze, vowed, “I won’t. Be calm, my love. I’ll need your help, though — I must find this Thoren, so I can make the threat coming our way known. Will you help me?”
“Yes,” she said, fisting her hand through his hair, forcing his neck to move so she could press their lips together. He felt the salt of her tears. “Just don’t endanger yourself. Please—”
He promised again that he wouldn’t, his voice sweet and soft. It took a while, but eventually, her terror faded, so he carried her back to their bed, where they made love until clarity returned to her, and she realized she needn’t fear for his wellbeing. If there were monsters coming their way, Aemond would do exactly what the dragon in Helaena’s dream did — wrap her under the veil of his protection, and keep her safe.
***
Ravella was able to finish her carving the following afternoon. By then, Helaena and Aegon had traveled to Oldtown, under the excuse of visiting their younger brother, Daeron, and Princess Rhaenyra’s sons and stepdaughters were back on Dragonstone. She and Aemond would go north, straight to Castle Black, though he’d tried to convince her to stay as Lord Umber’s guest.
The little spitfire was determined to not let him out of her sight, though.
While they waited for Vhagar to land on the rocky cliffs beneath the Keep, Aemond turned to his mother. “What’s wrong with her?”
It didn’t surprise him that Alicent noticed his wife’s distress, but he refused to add to her worry. Her entire married life, she spent believing Rhaenyra would kill her children; he didn’t want to contemplate how she’d react if he told her all the horror stories they heard as children were real. At least, until he had proof. “She’s worried about Father. And about Vhagar killing Luke,” he grinned.
“You never said anything—” his mother started.
“I didn’t know, Mother,” he stared at her. He was a man grown, but if she were to pull him into her arms and give him one of those fierce hugs, he wouldn’t mind. He wasn’t too grown up to reject her affection. “I haven’t seen Luke since that night. Now that I know how Vhagar feels, I’ll be careful, I promise.”
“Thank you,” she smiled at him. The smile was a bright one when she looked at Ravella again. “Vhagar loves her.”
He fully turned so he could watch as his wife placed the center of Vhagar’s snout with kisses and whispered some low words that made the enormous beast rumble. Around her, the dragon was as docile as one of the kittens Lady Stokeworth carried around. That was a result of Vhagar understanding the depth of Ravella’s bond to Aemond, the intensity of his love for her… and his training to protect Ravella in case of need. But mostly, it was about Ravella. Vhagar could sense her distress and was being extra careful with her; their bond was pulling at him, as if there was a question the dragon was dying to ask, but couldn’t, so he kept pushing back at it, signaling they had to be careful with her, because she was hurting.
“Vhagar has incredible taste,” he smiled. “We’ll be back soon. Maybe one of the rangers will have reports of a disease similar to Father’s, and a cure,” he kissed her hand. “I’ll write to you.”
“May the gods bless you so, my son,” she hugged him.
He stepped away, and nodded at Cole. He didn’t instruct his mentor to guard the queen, because he knew the man would — with his life. Instead, he walked away, only looking at his mother and waving before climbing onto Vhagar’s back, Ravella tucked safely between his thighs.
“Time to spread your wings, little butterfly,” he kissed her cheek, laughed when sand flew everywhere as Vhagar lifted her paws and took off.
“Can we make a detour to the Isle before we go?” Ravella asked.
“Anything you want, my love,” he confirmed. Finding a cure for his father’s ailment was important, but nothing mattered more than Ravella. She’d find sanctuary on the Isle, revel in the knowledge the Others were kept at bay, at least for now.
He didn’t bother to land close to Harrenhal this time, taking Vhagar straight to the isle in the middle of the lake. The dragon’s wings beat up while Aemond, holding Ravella, climbed down the ropes until dropping to the ground. While she removed the cap and shook her shoulders, he watched as Vhagar landed on the other side of the Trident and curled around herself to wait for them.
He took her hand again, a bag of corn and a light meal on his other hand, and together, they made the path to the center of the isle. It seemed to him the path was easier to follow… cleaner, though the sun would set in a few hours. “Prince! Prince! Prince!” some ravens shrieked.
“Grain!” another begged.
Ravella laughed, and Aemond shook his head, pleased at the sound. If the little beasts could make her easier, he’d give her a hundred ravens and let them call him names.
“To the table,” he mumbled, and the animals followed.
By the time they made it there, the trees’ branches were heavy with birds. He opened the bag with his dagger and threw all the corn on its top, letting the animals feast. Then, he took out the meal prepared for them and arranged it between them, to the right of the ravens.
Ravella grinned when he showed her the piece of obsidian he’d found, so he placed the long, tooth-shaped black piece on her hand with utmost care. The first time they came here, there was one on the same spot, almost as if someone had forgotten it. Now, Aemond believed whoever had left this one — and he liked thinking it was a child of the forest —, had intended for it to be found.
“Tell me about your childhood. A happy memory,” he asked.
She looked at a tree, and sighed. “In the first days following my father’s death, it looked like there was a raven following me. Not Onyx. He’d come and perch at any available space and watch me. If I were crying, he’d fly close and rub his head on my cheeks to dry my tears. One day, I asked if there was someone inside, and he just… tilted his head. So, I took a deep breath and skinchanged him. The first thing I knew was that my father was there, saying it’d taken me long enough.”
“Your father?” he repeated, brow furrowed.
“My father,” she nodded, a blinding smile on her face. “It isn’t uncommon that skinchangers pick an animal to live on after their bodies die. My father wasn’t ready to leave me alone. When I came to King’s Landing, he went into a dog.”
He remembered the furry animal that had followed her everywhere and slept on her bed, accordingly to Helaena. “And you could talk to him,” he guessed.
“If I skinchanged, I knew he was there, and he offered some comfort… not a conversation. It’s just that I knew him, and could tell his mood. However, his soul faded as the years passed, and now there isn’t much of him left. Onyx is a reminder. There isn’t a lot of him there anymore,” she reached out for his hand. “I wish there were, if only so he could see for himself that he could rest, as I finally had found the same thing he had with my mother. He’d have adored you.”
Her words made his throat tight. “And I’d have adored him as if he were my own father,” he kissed her hand. “He—” something behind her caught his attention. Carefully, Aemond picked up the shard of obsidian and held it up, “We’re guests here! Come share a meal with us and get your weapon back!” he called out.
Ravella grinned, her tension momentarily forgotten. She inclined her body, resting a forearm on the top of the table, and waited. After a long time, the bushes shuffled again, to reveal a nut-brown, bright-eyed, skittish… being.
A child of the forest, he thought, putting the obsidian shard to his right, and moving the platter of fruits close to it. He and Ravella held still as the child approached, weary; Aemond didn’t repeat his offer, though a smile opened up as the child selected a berry and took it to its mouth, before reattaching the obsidian to the end of what he realized was a spear. The maesters said they hunted and warred with obsidian.
“You came on the dragon,” the child said, and his voice didn’t look like that of a child’s. Despite his size — he reached Aemond’s hips —, he sounded like an adult, burdened by an ancient knowledge. He sounded like Vhagar would if she could talk, Aemond decided.
He nodded in confirmation. “Vhagar is her name. She’s bonded to me. I’m—”
“Prince Aemond, the One-Eyed Dragon.”
He arched his brows. “You know me?”
“Of course. The gods watch, though they’re eyeless.” A jerky twitch of large ears that looked like a cat’s. “You’re a Whitmore from Whitmore Park,” he addressed Ravella.
“Yes,” she beamed. “Is it that obvious?”
“We’ve watched you, too. I saw you as a baby in your cradle, before I returned home. We always visit those who keep the faith.”
“Do you have a name?”
“Not one you can pronounce,” he told Aemond, “though she might learn.”
“She’s perfect,” he agreed.
The child frowned. “You mean it,” he turned to Ravella, looking puzzled, “It isn’t a lie.”
While she was nodding, Aemond said, “Of course not. I love her. How do we call you?”
“How do you want to call me?”
“This one’s a bit too frustrating for me,” he told Ravella with a sigh.
She laughed. “Is Berry alright?”
The child looked at the fruit he held in his four-fingered hand. “I’m eating a berry,” he pointed out, and smiled. “Yes, it’s alright.”
“How do you speak the Common Tongue?” Ravella asked.
“One of my kin left the isle when young and explored the world. When she came back, she taught us all she had learned. Now it’s my turn to share the stories, but I want to meet the dreamer and the greenseer,” Berry answered.
“Excuse me?” A glance at Ravella revealed she didn’t understand it, either.
“The dreamer and the greenseer. They are close to you.”
“Are they?” Aemond exchanged a look with Ravella. She shrugged, indicating she didn’t know what Berry meant.
“Yes. I have to open the greenseer’s third eye.”
“Why?”
“It’ll be necessary, for when they come.”
“Who?” Aemond was feeling slightly stupid.
“The Others.”
Ravella choked on her drink and stood up, back stiff, saying she had to pray. While she did, Aemond turned to Berry, “What do you mean?”
“You know what I mean. The greenseer—”
“Berry, please,” he pinched the bridge of his nose. “I don’t know the greenseer you’re looking for. The only thing I know is legends.”
“The Song of Ice and Fire,” the child supplied.
Aemond frowned. He was the family’s scholar; he’d found some scrolls about it. Coming across a copy of Daenys Targaryen’s Signs and Portents had made him research everything he could about what it could be about. He’d concluded it was the long night, and although he knew he wasn’t the Prince that was Promised — the hero who’d defeat the darkness that spread over the world —, he’d hoped. At eight, he was determined to make his ancestor, Aegon the Conqueror, proud.
And he was convinced it was the only way to make his father see him. Not only Rhaenyra.
Now? He understood his father had groomed Rhaenyra to birth the Prince, because he didn’t consider any of his own sons worthy. And after he’d lost his eyesight, even Aemond agreed. The hero couldn’t be a cripple, a drunkard or a child. Daeron had potential, but if Berry was telling the truth, the Prince had to be an adult, fully matured and capable of leading as well as fighting.
“Why not the Starks?” he asked. “They’ve been here since the long night. Bran the Builder was the last hero, wasn’t he?”
“The Starks will be important, too. But the Prince that was Promised comes from the line of Aegon the Dragon. He’s the ruler of Westeros.”
“Then we’re lost,” Aemond shook his head. “The ruler of Westeros is anything but a warrior.”
“The ruler of Westeros will be,” Berry corrected.
Aemond thought of it. “When?” he asked.
“Soon.”
“Be a little specific, please.”
“Within your lifetime, Dragon Prince,” the child sounded irritated. “You’ll see for yourself.”
“My sister—”
“Have a role to play, as does everyone. They aren’t the Prince. The Prince that was Promised must be born of ice and fire, that’s the only way to claim the Song. Your sisters aren’t. Neither are their children.”
“You mean both of them,” he shook his head. “What can you tell us?”
“You must go to the Wall.”
Aemond nodded. “We are going. We stopped here because Ravella needed—”
“She’s a woman of faith. And good taste, too,” the child said, watching Aemond’s staff. Though the request remained unspoken, Aemond retrieved it, laying it on top of the table for Berry’s perusal. “You shall use it in battle soon. When you lift it over your head, it shall cast light over the world.”
“Please, no prophecies,” Aemond said.
Berry laughed, sounding just like his father. “You wanted me to tell the future. I can’t tell you much but what you already understand deep in your heart: the world’s going to unravel, and if you hope to set it right, you must fight twice as hard.”
“Stop making me curious,” he groaned.
Another chuckle. “Very well, Aemond Targaryen, I won’t burden you with your future, but I’ll extend the gift of the old gods over you if you’d allow me to.”
“I would, if you told me why,” he straightened his back, serious. “I’m not belittling your offer, Berry, but I don’t follow the old gods. I’ll consider their favor a great honor, because of my wife—” he trailed off. Berry looked straight ahead. Aemond turned to follow the direction of his gaze. Ravella still had her back to them, and it seemed, for a fleeting second, that the tree she was kneeling in front of, was weeping. “She deserves the honor of being gifted by the old gods. I don’t.”
The child tilted his head, his big golden eyes slightly narrowed. “Would you like to bear it for her?”
Aemond swallowed. The tree she was in front of was one of the few ones with a beam carved on its bark. “For Ravella, then,” he got to his feet, obeying Berry’s order to go away.
***
The sky was painted in shades of pink, orange and gold, some parts already the purple that came before the velvet black of night. Some lonely stars shone up in the distance. They sighted Winterfell at the same time, and Aemond made the decision of stopping there for a while, landing on the winter town outside the double walls. People pointed and whispered, bending their knees when they saw him — with a dragon, there was no doubt he had to be a Targaryen. It was a blessing, really, to be identified due to Vhagar and not the eyepatch, he thought as the gates to the keep opened, and when they went in, it was to find an army of people kneeling. “Lord Stark, please. We’re but guests here,” he said, uncomfortable.
“Welcome to Winterfell, my prince,” Cregan Stark said, standing. When he smiled at Ravella, Aemond made conscious effort to avoid breaking all his teeth. “Lady Whitmore.”
“Thank you, my lord,” they said together.
“Allow me to introduce my lady wife, Lady Arra,” he said, motioning to the petite woman with ash-blonde hair beside him. Her overcoat opened to reveal her swollen belly. Aemond wasn’t calmer by knowing she was pregnant. In fact, wondering how that woman was able to walk without falling face first only added to his pessimism.
“A pleasure, my lady,” he bowed and kissed her hand. He didn’t hide his surprise when Ravella simply took a step forward and exchanged hugs and kisses with Lady Stark.
Not only that, but Arra Norrey threw etiquette to the wind and clutched Ravella to her. Laughing, they walked into the castle at a sedate pace, so Lady Arra didn’t tumble.
“I’m afraid our wives became good friends as children,” Cregan smirked. “She was heartbroken she couldn’t attend your wedding.”
Aemond followed Lord Stark inside. Like Samwell Blackwood, Cregan was a few years older than himself. “If I had known Lady Stark and Ravella were such good friends, I’d have flown her to King’s Landing, like I did the Daynes.”
“That’s very thoughtful, my prince, though I’m afraid we wouldn’t have been able to accept it. Arra’s pregnancy has been hard on her. The maester says two babies drain her strength.”
“Two?” he widened his eye, but ended up smiling. “Congratulations, my lord.”
“Thank you.”
“Although, now that I’ve heard of Lady Arra’s struggles, I’m ashamed of coming here unannounced. In my defense, flying by without acknowledging House Stark felt incredibly rude.”
“If you want to make up for it, you can send reinforcements to the Watch, Prince Aemond.”
Startled at the man’s audacity, Aemond stared at him. Then, he burst out laughing. “I like your daring, my lord. Tell me how I can help, I’ll take this issue to the King in person.”
As Cregan Stark spoke, he decided stopping at Winterfell wasn’t his best decision. Throughout the night, the young lord painted an ugly picture of rangers lost beyond the Wall, and deserters executed in the south. Aemond knew he had to approach the subject with utmost care when he returned to King’s Landing. But, he thought hours later, laying under the furs next to Ravella, how could he ask men to die in the cold waste up north and act as if their lives had no valor, when the threat was against everyone, including himself?
Hey @aemonds-war-crime! I’ve just now seen you can’t… couldn’t… sleep and thought to write it. I hope you enjoy — and have (had) a nice, well-deserved rest. Sadly, I saw this too late, having spent the past days offline.
Of course, I hope anyone who’s had a bad day (or several) finds some solace in this.
Unedited, ESL as always. No smut. To those following The Dragon’s Hoard, this isn’t the same pairing.
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“How do you make it go away?” Aemond demanded as soon as she opened the door, barging into her chambers before she could answer.
It wasn’t just the knowledge that every candle in her room was lit that made him decide to seek her out, but despair, she realized.
“Aemond!” she turned to look at him, bolting the door behind her. “How long—?”
She swallowed the shocked gasp trying to escape. The man in front of her was a shadow of his former self. Those who didn’t know him well might ignore the signs, be unable to look past the straight, almost molten, silver strands and purple eye that denounced him as a pure-blooded Valyrian, a god living among humans. There was nothing different about his smooth pale skin, either. His pout — the one that made his lips look oh-so-kissable! was still there as well.
It was his eyes. His right eye, she corrected herself, and the black holes underneath them.
In other men, she’d have assumed the circles were a result of two well-delivered punches. But in Aemond?
No, she could still recall the way shouts echoed from the throne room as he informed his brother, King Aegon, their mother, Queen Alicent, and the Small Council, of the results of his visit to Storm’s End… including the death of his nephew, Prince Lucerys, son to Princess Rhaenyra, the rival claimant to the Iron Throne.
In a land where “no man is as accursed as the kinslayer,” royalty and need for revenge weren’t suitable excuses for killing one’s nephew.
“Aemond?” she insisted, touching his forearm.
“Four days,” he replied, his body on the edge of her bed, legs spread, head and hands hanging between his knees.
“Gods,” she said.
“Is that it, then? Their curse — I won’t ever be able to sleep again?” he laughed, bitter. “How do you do it?”
Under the guise of pouring him a cup of tea — chamomile with a drop of sweetsleep —, she took her sweet time responding. How could she tell him that she didn’t? That she couldn’t sleep more than one or two hours per night without being plagued by horrible nightmares, that the only time she felt safe enough was near dawn, but by then, it was almost time to get up.
“It was an accident,” she replied, handing him the glass. He eyed it, but ended up drinking everything in a single gulp. She sat next to him. If it were another man… but this was Aemond, and when she was at her worst, he saw her wearing nothing but a nightshift covered in blood, the fabric sticking to her skin. She didn’t care. “The fact that you can’t sleep means—”
“I’m tired and in an incredible bad mood,” he completed.
She smirked. “Means you have a conscience.”
“They’re calling me kinslayer.”
“You are one. It doesn’t matter if it was an accident. You did kill your nephew. I’m sorry, Aemond, but you can’t change your past. I can’t change mine, either.”
“How do you—?”
“What makes you think I do? I have nightmares every day. Some days are worse than others. It got better, thanks to you.”
The prince burst out laughing. “I did nothing.”
“You didn’t judge me nor tell anyone. It helped.”
They broke their gaze at the same time, each one lost to their own thoughts. Not three months ago, she’d had enough of her stepfather’s “loving” attention and killed him with his own dagger while— she inhaled sharply, unwilling to think any more about that. What mattered was, while she tried to drag his body away, with her handmaiden’s help, Aemond happened upon them, freshly returned from spending hours searching for Aegon in the brothels of the Street of Silk. He took one look at them, and without saying a word, lifted the older man’s lifeless form into his arms and made it disappear.
He didn’t tell her if he’d fed the man to Vhagar, his dragon, and she didn’t ask.
Nor did he ask why she’d killed him, though she tried to thank him and explain. While she’s stuttered the words, he held a hand up and said, “If you killed him, then he needed killing. That’s all, my lady.” And they never spoke of it again.
Though it was always there, between them.
“He raped me,” she said, putting the balls of her feet on the mattress so she could circle her legs with her arms, resting her chin on her knees.
“I know,” he eyed her with a scowl. She should’ve known he’d have guessed. The moon tea being delivered every day to her room for a fortnight wasn’t a coincidence.
“It wasn’t the first time.”
“I suspected as much.”
“My mother knew.” Silence, but the way he moved his head to stare at her, it was like the sharp swing of a sword. She sighed. “I was ten the first time he creeped into my room. I didn’t know what to call it, so I described how he’d hurt me. My mother was crying and vowing to make it right until I told her who’d done it. Then she slapped me and called me a liar.”
“Must be something mothers do when their children disappoint them,” he guessed. Queen Alicent slapped him, too, after he announced Prince Lucerys’ death. That was before she started sobbing, coming out of her chambers after two days.
“Yes, it must.”
“Did you slap her, too?”
“I— what?” she barked out some disbelieving laughter.
“Your mother disappointed you far more than you did her. Did you slap her?” he inclined his head. In the question, there was a hint of his old self. Cynical and slightly vindictive. “Only a fool would think being the victim of a crime is worse than allowing the crime to happen in the first place. And you were a child,” he all but roared.
She could agree with that. For all of Aemond’s flaws, gratuitous hatred wasn’t one of them; he was reactive, only. If people didn’t provoke him, he’d let them be.
“I killed her husband.”
“And let her worry about his well-being,” he grinned.
“That wasn’t my intention when I did. I just… wanted to make it stop.”
“And it hasn’t.”
“I don’t expect a few months to wipe away almost a decade of history. I spent half my life terrified of him. I expect to take twice as long to believe myself free of the nightmares. And if I have to be honest? I don’t regret it,” she shrugged. “I’m a kinslayer, too, and I don’t feel a hint of guilt or regret. You shouldn’t, either.”
“You’re a Black.”
“Yes,” she admitted. Her House supported Princess Rhaenyra. It was most unfortunate she and her mother were caught in King’s Landing when King Viserys died. Since they didn’t have the right to swear their swords to Aegon, they were mere hostages — though she knew Aemond’s mother was trying to arrange a wedding between her and a Green supporter, either to convince her brother to abandon Rhaenyra’s cause or to make the Blacks suspect his loyalty.
But she didn’t consider herself a Black. She was sympathetic to Rhaenyra, of course, but she wasn’t enough of an idiot to believe her support or derision made a difference or was of particular concern to those vying for power — like Aemond himself.
She continued, “Your nephew maimed you. He never apologized. And you spent your entire life being poisoned against your sister’s children by your mother and grandfather.”
“You have a lot of courage to—”
“Call it like I see it?” she shrugged. “I remember you and Prince Jacaerys together. You were best friends. And, a few months apart later, the first thing you tell him is that he’s a bastard.”
“Actually, it was that he and his brother would burn like their father. Only after Luke started crying that I told him they were bastards.”
She shook her head. “If I told you exactly what I’m thinking, you’d throttle me.”
“Take the chance,” he demanded.
“Because it isn’t your neck.”
“If do you think it might help, go for it. You’re the only one who hasn’t called me a kinslayer yet,” he held her gaze. “Offensively, I mean.”
She smiled. “You miss them. And yes, you were angry with your nephew — anyone would be. You’re like a stupid boy given a too sharp sword and ended up cutting off your own hand. Only, the sword is a war dragon and the hand was your nephew’s entire body. But what drove you to chase your nephew wasn’t just about your eye. It was a succession of perceived slights and wrongs committed against you and your family. Your father’s preference for your half-sister and her dead mother, his treating your mother like a prized Silent Sister instead of a beloved wife, his carelessness about your wellbeing. It’s true Prince Lucerys blinded you, but I don’t believe you wouldn’t have attacked his brothers or his mother if you’d found them instead of him. Eye or no eye, you felt you had a lot of reasons and not as many opportunities to behave as you did. So you took the chance. And now you can’t sleep, because you’re realizing there’s no way out of this, either because you can’t change the past or you miscalculated, which hurts your pride, for you’re an arrogant man. The fact that, in spite of everything, your nephews remained your closest friends, much more than your brother, only angered you more.”
Aemond exhaled. “I hate you, you know?”
“I only bring facts,” she laughed.
“You’re right, of course.”
“I know,” she blew on her fingers.
Aemond got to his feet, pacing the space in front of her. “Jace said exactly that, you know. After the dinner. We crossed paths in the yard, and I thought… I wanted him to punch me, and provoked him some more. But he didn’t. He just said the same things you did. I told him he and his brother had bullied me, and he said, ‘As if you wouldn’t have done the same with us. As if you don’t,’” he shook his head.
“I’m sorry, Aemond. I don’t know how I can help you. The words I have to say merely reflect the truth, and I can’t take the weight off you, no matter how much I wish I could,” she said, truthfully.
“I need sleep. It isn’t a matter of want — I need it,” he repeated. He returned suddenly to the bed, crouching on the floor between her feet. This close, she saw his eyes were bloodshot. “I blink, and it’s like there’s sand in my eyes. I look at my bed and can swear it’s calling out for me. But when I drag myself to it, I snap. The sleep goes away. I get up in the morning feeling sluggish and sore, and with a temper. My niece and nephew annoy me. I love them. But I can’t be with them without shouting at them to shut up. And if I do sleep… it lasts a few seconds, and I wake up more tired than before. Still, those seconds are enough for me to see Luke disappear inside Vhagar’s mouth and what’s left of his dragon flutter to the ground. I don’t know what to do. Please, tell me what you do. Just this once. You must sleep sometime, so you do something. You aren’t the sort to kill and not feel it.”
She sighed, then nodded. Many would recriminate her — Aemond broke one of their greatest taboos. His family got away with incest, but kinslaying was where most of Westeros drew the line. He crossed it… accidentally, yes, but still. Even so, what worried her more was the fact that he was an unmarried man alone with her in her quarters.
“I can try to help you relax your body. My handmaiden does it for me at times, and it helps. I can almost get into a dreamless sleep—”
“That’s what I need. How do we do it?” he jumped to his feet.
“Well, we start with a bath…” she glanced at the tub in front of the fireplace. He followed the direction. “The water must be hot still.”
“Do you mind?” he pointed to the tub with his thumb.
“Not at all.”
She tried not to look, but… Aemond Targaryen was the object of her desire. She didn’t stare, but she did her best to catch glimpses, through askance looks, of his naked form. His slender body was covered in muscles, no fat to be seen. His legs were long. His hair, gloriously unbound, reached the middle of his back. His skin seemed soft and firm all over.
She heard the sound of the water swallowing his body, and the sigh that escaped his lips almost made her moan. Decided to be of help, she got off the bed and assembled everything she’d need. It was the least she could do.
“Has the heat seeped into your bones?” she asked.
“Are you serious?” he grinned when she glared daggers at him. “Yes. The water’s great.”
“Perfect. Dry off and wrap this around your hips,” she instructed, tossing him a sheet. “Remove the eyepatch.”
He stilled his movements, but once the sheet was wrapped around his hips, he took off the patch. “Next?”
“Bed,” she instructed. At her direction, he lay in the middle of it, holding his head up while she fluffed three pillows for him. “You don’t use pillows and your mattress sounds like a wood board. Of course you can’t sleep,” she shook her head.
“Yours is like a cloud.”
“Meaning, my bed is perfect,” she smiled while he scowled. “Do you like lavender?”
“I’m indifferent to it. Why?”
“I want you to close your eyes and take a deep breath.” She hushed to hold out both hands spread in front of him when he closed them. “Again. Good. Again,” she ordered.
The scent of lavender invaded her nostrils, the heat emanating from the fireplace pressing at her back. “Keep your eyes closed, alright?” she whispered. “Don’t be startled.”
That said, she brushed her thumbs over his temples, increasing the pressure as she went. She didn’t want to press too much and cause pain to his scarred side, so she did her best to keep the massage not too deep. But, as her fingers traveled down, to his jaw and chin, then to his neck, she began pressing and trying to find knots.
The muscles on his shoulders were so locked, it was a wonder he could raise his arms. She dripped more oil onto her palms and rubbed them together to heat it up before moving further down. By the time she reached his wrists, her knuckles were aching, but Aemond was much more relaxed. It was a small price to pay after the help he’d offered.
“Does it hurt?” she asked softly, interrupting the story she was telling.
“It’s perfect,” he grumbled, his chest rising as her hands touched his pecs.
“And this?” she asked when her palms brushed over his hardened nipples, the brown circles, surrounded by thin silver threads, tickling her skin. His heart beat steadily under her hand.
“Hm, no, great,” he said, voice husky with sleep.
She resumed her story, grateful that he wasn’t so tense there — gods only knew how it’d affect his breathing and blood flow —, and moved down to his belly. It was hard and firm, instead of the softness she’d come to associate with her stepfather’s midsection. Aemond’s didn’t look a big, empty bag with nothing but air. No, his was… solid, muscled, with a thin trail of coarse silver hair leading down to his groin.
She avoided that part, going straight to his thighs. They were tense, as if they carried his weight and that of Vhagar — his dragon stopped growing not too long ago, and was massive; there were reports of her pulling whales out of the sea and eating them midair, but those must be exaggerations, she thought, massaging first the left, then the right, using a hand, then two hands, giving light punches, and light slaps, from the knee up to the middle of it, then back down to the knee… putting force, then just grazing her fingertips, until she couldn’t feel a single knot.
By the time she reached his feet, Aemond was breathing deep, humming absent-minded affirmatives to her most absurd questions — “Do dragons fart clouds?” —, so she didn’t doubt he’d fall asleep soon. He was drowsy already.
Making her way up his body until she reached his face, she dripped more lavender oil onto her palms and ordered him to inhale, which he did — after opening his eyes and grunting in complaint. “I need you to turn around, please. Down on your belly.”
For that part, she’d have to straddle him. At least, she thought, the sheet would remain secure around his hips. She poured the oil over his back, and attacked the knots with fury. As she did, Aemond groaned, sighing when she paid attention to the spots that bothered him the most. She used her hands and the heels of her wrists to make his tension go away, then went back to up to his head. The back of his head was hard, and she feared that, if he tried to move his neck, he’d break it. But she loosened him again, until he was sighing and the pressure she applied didn’t hurt her fingers anymore.
There weren’t words to describe how wonderful his hair was. Like thin threads of silver melting down her hands, the tips brushing against her skin and causing goose bumps to erupt everywhere all at once. Common sense demanded that she go for his scalp, but she couldn’t; she took her sweet time with his hair, watching as the oil made it shinier and wavy. She’d kill for that hair.
Aemond groaned deep when she settled over him, putting her weight over his backside. She didn’t need her hands or eyes to tell it was magnificent. The muscles adjusted to her, and she was glad she still had her smallclothes on.
“Are you hurt?” she asked. He merely hummed in answer, and tried to cross his arms under his head, but she didn’t let him. With a shake of her head, she worked more on his shoulders, and only after he was fully relaxed again, she moved to his scalp.
Soft sights and deep groans left his mouth as she worked, digging her fingers between the trends, pressing the tense skin there, unwilling to let a single follicle alone. Noticing the way his back was moving, she glanced down, and saw he was asleep.
It was her chance, so she leaned down and took a good sniff of his hair, straightening with a disappointed pout when she realized the lavender oil had made his natural scent disappear. A pity, she thought, getting off his back and sitting on the floor. Though Aemond slept, she wasn’t ready to depart with his hair. She wanted to keep touching it until the sensation of the thin strands gliding over her hands became permanent.
So she did.
And, as the hours passed, and he seemed on the verge of waking up, she resumed her massage of him, soothing touches and sweet whispers.
The finger that traced the contours of his face was more for her enjoyment than his benefit.
***
His upper body was getting off the mattress and a deep sigh leaving his lips before he registered that he was awakening. So many days passed without him knowing what a good night’s sleep was like, he didn’t think—
But no, this was the best night of his entire life, he thought, opening his eye.
Aemond’s gaze found her sitting to his left, back against the bed board, a book on her lap and her left hand absently stroking his calf. He coughed to get her attention, and her eyes snapped to his face. “Thank you,” he said.
She smiled. He blinked; he didn’t deserve this. First, the wonderful massage, then the sweet sleep that followed, and now a ray of sunshine to his face that didn’t make him blind. He was accursed, he shouldn’t feel so peaceful.
“You’re welcome,” she replied, still smiling. He watched as she reached for a bookmark and closed the tome. She put it away and came closer, sitting too close to his nose; he could make out the lavender and the… other flowers in her scent, though he couldn’t tell if they were part of her soap or a lotion she applied to her body.
A jolt ran down his back as a strand of her hair fell on his arm. He wanted to reach out and cover himself in more of it, but didn’t have the strength to do so — his body was weightless, so relaxed, he had to check if he hadn’t spurted wings sometime last night. In this state, he wouldn’t need Vhagar to fly. He might do it on his own. “What time is it?” he asked, voice groggy.
“Almost dawn.”
“I slept all this time?” she nodded, smirking. “I should go,” he said. If only he could move. If only staying here didn’t sound so much better.
“Yes, you should. But you must come back. I’ll do it again,” she promised.
He nodded, thanked her once more, and got to his feet. His muscles didn’t stretch out loud as they did — more like, they slid into place. He watched her not watch him as he put on his clothes. When he left, it was through a secret passage that led to the bowels of the Red Keep, instead of her front door.
The same he used a few hours later, to smuggle in a platter of her favorite sweets, which they’d share after he stood vigil while she slept.
Summary: You have often wondered how it feels to pleasure a man, so you take it up with Aemond.
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x fem!reader
Warnings: NSFW. Inexperienced reader. Friends to lovers (if you squint). Handjob. Masturbation.
Word count: 2k
Part II
“You’re doing it again.”
Aemond’s velvety voice snapped you from your intrusive thoughts state at once.
Inwardly scolding yourself, you shifted your attention back to the embroidery in your hands.
You weren’t being exceptionally subtle when it came to staring at him.
And Aemond’s observational skills were far too perfected for your own good.
“I apologise,” you said quietly.
Even from the corner of your eye you could see an intriguing smile on his lips as he lifted his eye from the book. “As you wish, my lady.”
You felt a rush of heat pool in your face. Even after years of growing up with Prince Aemond and tearing down any walls that were built from the unavoidable hierarchical imbalance, he would always know how to get under your skin.
The two of you would spend long hours in the fireplace room after supper, enjoying the calmness and silence. You’d be entertained with your embroideries while Aemond took his time diving into history and philosophy books.
A very intriguing young man he was.
In fact, he was just as intriguing as he was perceptive, which was why it didn’t surprise you that he had caught on to you occasionally glaring at him.
Not just him.
His body.
Quite frankly, the burning curiosity inside you begged you to just ask. It could be considered improper, but your mind kept wondering how.
How did he do it?
How did it feel like?
What was the worst that could happen should you ask these questions?
The matter of intimacy was all but known to both of you. He’d often invade your dreams with kisses and moans, but you didn’t dare reveal any of that to him. Sometimes, when about to doze off, you’d wonder whether it was reciprocal.
Not that it mattered. Your father would one day marry you off to some lord in some decaying castle never to cross paths with Aemond Targaryen ever again.
So you might as well ask and it was apparent that your body language betrayed your forced calm demeanour as it was enough to get his attention.
“Why are you so tense?”
You jolted in your seat, nearly jabbing the needle in your finger. “I am not tense at all,” you offered a smile.
“Lying is very unbecoming of you,” he said, flipping through a couple of pages. “Whatever is on your mind, you can share with me.”
You straightened in your seat, lowering your faze to the flowers you were carefully threading with your needle. Given the current circumstances, embroidery seemed far more inviting in comparison with having to deal with a suspicious Aemond.
“Take your time,” he said, not tearing his eye from the book and drumming his fingers on the padded armrest.
“I… it is nothing, Aemond.”
If you thought that was enough to shake him off, you were dead wrong. Instead, Aemond heaved a deep sigh and closed the book on his lap, staring intensely at you.
You tried your best to ignore his penetrating glare, but all to no avail.
“Do you take me for a fool?” he asked, but there no hint of annoyance in his voice.
If anything, he seemed deeply amused.
“What do you—”
Aemond interrupted you at once. “I’ve noticed the way you’ve been staring at me as of late.”
You looked at him wide-eyed. “Staring?”
“Subtlety isn’t your strongest suit.”
His eye was studying your every move and you had to be the inside of your cheek in frustration. More at yourself than at him, if you were being honest. You knew he wasn’t who was easily fooled, but you had also not expected that all the glaring had become that noticeable.
“It is nothing,” you said, feeling droplets of sweat coating the pads of your fingers, staining the coloured thread.
“You keep staring at my hands. Why?”
He had beautiful hands, indeed.
“For no reason.”
“Lie to me one more time and I will not have you riding Vhagar with me again.”
You narrowed your eyes at him. “You wouldn’t dare.”
He clicked his tongue. “Do not try me.”
Your heart clenched as your felt trapped. “It’s nothing much,” you lowered your voice and glanced around to make sure no unwanted visitors were present. I was just wondering how it feels when you... uh... when you... do it.”
Aemond’s eyebrow arched. “Do... what?”
You weren’t sure if he was genuinely unaware of the implication, or if he was just pretending in order to get you riled up. However, were willing to bet on the latter.
“Hmm... you know...” you said, feeling your face burn hot from embarrassment. “How does it feel when you… hmm… pleasure yourself,” you finally managed to get the words out but quickly added, “Just curious… because… hmmm… just curious and—”
You cut yourself off, realising you were now rambling.
Tense moments ticked by and you noticed Aemond Targaryen was visibly amused. “Is this your subtle way of asking me to touch myself in front of you?”
Panic immediately hit you hard. “Of course not! Why would I want to see that? How — how is that—what? — I was merely wondering.”
He placed the heavy book on the table by his side, as his lips curled into a smile. “I wouldn’t mind it.”
You shot him a death glare. “If you don’t want to tell me just say that.”
“I do not indulge in such depravities.”
“Lies,” you threw at him in disbelief. “I do not believe you.”
“Lies? Well, it does take one to know one, I reckon.”
You bit the inside of your cheek once at the remark regarding your earlier failed attempt at deception.
“There is no need to get tense,” Aemond said, standing up to take a seat in the nearby velvet-padded settee.
“I’m really not.”
“We all have urges, I suppose,” he then shrugged, staring at his own hands. “I have never done this with someone else. It could be… interesting.”
“You could simply tell me how it feels or how you do it,” you said, mouth turning dry. “Besides, we would not be doing anything here.”
“Why tell you when I can show you?”
He could not be serious…
“The doors are closed,” he said, extending one hand to you. “No one comes here this late at nigh. Come here.”
Your feet brought you to him before you could even process what was happening. “I was having a serious conversation and you’re now talking about your… your…” you pointed at his crotch as you say by his side.
This time he arched an eyebrow at you. “I’m afraid I don’t follow. Weren’t you the one who wanted to know how it feels like?”
Point taken. “Yes, but—”
“So what do you want me to talk about?” Aemond asked, lips turning into a devious grin.
“You are being vulgar.”
“You started this conversation, my lady,” he pointed out. “You’re the one who’s being vulgar.”
There was no way around it. You were definitely making things worse for yourself. This had started off innocently enough, but he was easily bending the conversation to his will.
You decided to ignore his remark and had your eyes on the lit fireplace in front of you, determined to enjoy the way the flames danced around and burned through the wood.
But Aemond was relentless.
“I can show you.”
Your heart skipped a beat. You awaited for him to quickly take that back as a joke, but that moment never came.
He was dead serious.
“No, thank you,” you breathed, still not daring to look at him.
In all honesty, you wouldn’t mind taking a peak, but you couldn’t just admit to that. What if it made things awkward between you? What if you had crossed a line you weren’t sure you could go back from?
You kept your eyes firmly locked on cackling fire, but you could feel him shift beside you. It was probably a bad idea to dart your eyes to the side to watch as his legs lazily sprawled out from the settee, with and one hand resting on his belt.
You jolted when you saw him extend his hand to you. “You may touch it.”
This was definitely not what you had in mind. “Uh...”
He chuckled briefly. “It is my hand, not my cock.”
Your chin nearly dropped at his crass words and you frowned. “It’s simply genuine curiosity.”
He chuckled. “And I’m here willing to satisfy that curiosity. We have shared a friendship for many years,” he said, voiced coated in tones of warm honey. “If you are to learn about such things, I’d rather be the one enlightening you.”
It was such an unexpected and truthful statement, you felt your heart soar.
But as satisfying as it was to hear such words from him, you still had a shred of dignity left. “What if someone comes in?” you hissed in a low voice, eyes roaming across the room.
“We can be discreet,” he said. “Have you forgotten the many times we hid under beds after raiding the kitchen? No one would ever find us and those apples tasted ten times better.”
The memories of your shared youth tugged gently at your heartstrings.
“But we’re not hiding.”
Aemond brought a finger to trace the back of your hand. “We don’t have to. Not anymore.”
You swallowed hard hand watched as he offered you his hand at first. Without failt, your heartbeat sped up instantly, but you did your best to ignore it as you inspected his hand. His palm was turned upwards, giving you access to his warm skin.
“Can I...?”
Aemond had his head on the backrest, half-hooded eye still on you. “Yes.”
Holding the back of his hand in yours, you let your index finger slowly drag across it.
You could have sworn you heard the faintest sound come from him.
His skin felt really warm to the touch, nearly
“Is this alright?” you asked, halting briefly and studying his face.
“Carry on.”
But then something else in your field of vision caught your attention.
The hand he had resting on his belt drew you to look a bit further down and—
“Aemond?” your sudden gasp had him staring at you. “How are you...”
He bent his neck to stare down at the bulge in his pants. “I have no control over it.”
You wanted to be outraged, but this made you feel empowered and did wonders to your ego. You wanted to let go of his hand and be done with... whatever this was.
But you didn’t dare break contact with him.
If anything, the grip on his hand only intensified.
“Keep going… I can get harder than this.”
Gods. His hoarse voice immediately caused your thumb to resume the soft strokes along the palm of his hand.
The tension in the room was palpable, and you were no longer bothered in concealing how much your body craved more of him.
And just like Aemond had promised, you were able to see his cock growing harder and even twitching slightly each time you applied a certain amount of pressure on his skin.
Your breath was coming out in shallow pants.
You wanted more.
No.
You needed more.
Apparently, the feeling was mutual as he had his fingers on the buckle of his belt, tugging on it. The sight had your mouth watering. The not so subtle bulge was clearly making him uncomfortable in a way and in eye you detected undeniable lust.
You couldn’t help but shift closer to him, and the motion triggered him into undoing his belt. Once he got it out of the way, he unbuttoned his pants.
He heaved a deep sigh of relief at sudden relief of tension.
“Maybe we should stop?”
“Do you want to?” he asked, gently fiddling with the waistband of his pants.
No. “It’s just... what if someone—”
“You keep sabotaging yourself,” he groaned in exasperation.
“But... if someone comes in...”
He growled. “I will behead them.”
Your eyes widened in sudden horror.
“I am not being serious,” he finally added, offering you a grin. “Just enjoy this.”
In one switft motion, he pulled the fabric down, freeing his hard cock.
“Oh...”
You had never seen one before. It looked intimidating and you tried to do something other than just glare, but you couldn’t quite believe in what was happening just yet.
“Such a pretty mouth...” he observed as his eye dropped to your lips and wrapping his fingers around himself.
Your clit was pulsing as your walls clenched and pushed out more and more wetness to coat your folds.
Aemond started pumping his cock in a lazy rhythm, eye fully locked with yours. You saw a few beads of a clear liquid pooling around the tip.
“Keep touching me…”
“I... I...” you sounded like a fish out of water.
He tightened the grip on his cock, forcing more of the liquid to come out. That’s when it started sliding down and onto his knuckles.
“Keep going…”
It was clear he was getting impatient and the strain in his voice hit your brain, causing you to straighten before bringing the palm of his hand to your lips.
You made sure he kept his eye on you when you started pressing soft kisses to each finger.
“Good...” he praised and encouraged, bringing the palm of his other hand to rub on the tip of his cock.
He had his wetness smeared across his skin and you kept on kissing him until he dragged his hand down to pump his cock once again.
“Let me feel you,” he panted, squeezing himself tighter. “I want to feel you.”
You presse one last kiss to the palm of his hand. “What?”
It was his turn to grip your hand. “Let me fuck your hand.”
Oh… Gods…
You felt a load of wetness leak from you it’d be a miracle if you managed to somehow finish this without having your own dress completely soaked.
He guided you down to his crotch, letting go of his cock only to have your own hand wrapping around him, drawing a beautiful hiss from him.
The sudden urge to kiss him took over your senses, and just as the thought flooded your mind your body promptly acted in it, and you crashed your lips onto his.
He was definitely caught by surprised, but had no problem reciprocating the same hunger and lust you felt for him by having his tongue against yours.
You allowed him to guide your hand up and down his cock with his own, feeling his grip increase. He set up a very slow rhythm as if making the most out of this moment.
“Tighter...” he moaned in between a sloppy kiss.
Your fingers promptly squeezed around him. He had been leaking so much that it didn’t take long before your own hand was drenched in his wetness.
It was hard to focus on his cock when he was completely robbing you of air, refusing to break the kiss.
When he finally let go of your lips, you saw him staring down at his cock fucking your hand. You could feel his breath come out in pants when he started lifting his hips to set a new tempo.
“Is… is this how you do it?” you said innocently.
Aemond’s eye closed shut and that was the best reply he could have given you.
You absentmindedly brought your free hand to roam under your dress and to your undergarments. Your wetness was sipping through the fabric, your pussy clenching at the thought of one day having him take your maidenhead.
You didn’t even notice that he had undone his coat and lifted his shirt, exposing his abdomen as it flexed with each snap of his hips, a sheer coat of sweat forming as he sped up.
“Are you tighter than this?” he groaned.
How could someone be this… alluring?
He kissed you again, his hand gripping yours tighter once again.
But you needed more of him.
You pushed him away for a moment so you could swing one leg over his waist, effectively sitting on his crotch. Lifting your dress, you revealed your soaked undergarments. Aemond was shamelessly glaring at the stain that was spreading across the fabric.
“Be quiet,” you told him, squeezing his cock as a warning.
“I said nothing,” he said with a knowing smile.
You needed the friction on your clit and this new position would grant you that. With each thrust from him, your clit was being pressed gently, and you couldn’t help the deep moan that slipled through your mouth.
Aemond finally let go of his grip in you and brought both hands to frame your face, once again draining your lungs from air as he pulled you into a scorching kiss.
You never thought you’d be this close to release, but that was the least of your concerns. You wanted to watch that beautiful man unravel before your eyes.
He kept on thrusting into your hand, and when he pulled away you knew he was close. You took some time to admire how his beautiful face twisted in pleasure, mouth parted into laboured gasps.
“Faster...” he urged you and you were more to glad to oblige.
You were now familiar with what made him groan deeper, gasp louder, and roll his hips higher. It took him only a few more moments before his thrusts started faltering, and he had to bite the back of his hand to keep himself from groaning out loud as hot spurts of cum started shooting against your undergarments. You shuddered as the head of his cock pressed into your clit and his warm released sipped into the fabric.
You tumbled forward to rest your head against his shoulder, not even concerned about the mess.
“That was…” he let out, chest heaving rapidly.
“Can we do this again?”
You felt his chest rumble into yours. “Give me some time to recover… you just emptied me…”
My darling, I read all the stories you write about me.. They are quite racy and yet; you seem to know me so well.. But when does our story begin? I want us to have a happy ending, despite what is fated to happen to your Prince. My Hawke, you do a great disservice to me by writing so many ah, .. kinky.. fics based on me doing deeds with other women, when I am only yours. I will not be betrothed to other women, especially this"y/n". Do not disappoint me..
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Hi! The enemies-to-lovers anon again. This one is going to be a long one, because Tumblr sucks. I was thinking of a scenario in which Aemond is sort of an asshole. Since you look like you're a fellow romance reader, I hope you're familiar with Lord of Scoundrels. Let's say a misunderstanding happens and Aemond is caught with a lady. Her family demands he marries her. He refuses, because he's done nothing. OTOH, she feels like she's got the short end of the stick 1/3
Am I doing a part 2 of this fic, yes. Yes I am. Hope you don't mind if I tweaked this ask just a little
Yes Aemond is a bit of an ass, yes his walls begin to crack, and yes feelings are felt by both of them
Aemond x reader | enemies to lovers | reluctant to admit feelings but BOY WHEN THEY DO | a duel
"If you think I am marrying that arrogant, puffed up-"
"I would advise you not to finish that sentence, Y/N."
You clamped your mouth tight shut, nostrils flaring, your fingernails digging into the flesh of your palms in your anger.
"You and prince Aemond were...caught together in a compromising position." Otto Hightower continued, Queen Alicent watching you out of the corner of her eye from over his shoulder.
"There was nothing compromising about it!" You protested for the umpteenth time that evening.
"You were seen together." Otto interrupted you, slamming his hand on the table. "In quite a suggestive position."
It was true, to an outsider's perspective. Aemond had had you pinned, momentarily, atop the bed. His hands had been on your personage in what could be interpreted as an intimate manner. Your legs had been wrapped around his torso, because you were getting ready to throw him off you...after you finished enjoying the feeling of his warm body pressed against your-
"Your family sent this." Your thoughts were interrupted as Otto threw an unsealed missive upon the desk. "They have demanded you now wed Aemond since your honor is in question 'because of him'."
Alicent snorted derisively, shooting you a chilling glare. "Aemond has refused, as is his right. We would never conscience a marriage to someone so staunchly in support of our enemies."
You fought the urge to roll your eyes, maintaining an impassive expression. "I'm crushed."
"For all your facades of sarcastic indifference, you will be crushed." Otto looked down his nose at you. "At least your reputation will be. Count yourself fortunate we are allowing you to return home, unscathed."
You shot him a withering glare before turning wordlessly on your heel and stomping from the room. Your blood was boiling. This was all his fault.
Aemond had caught you, yet again, leaving King's Landing after attending a very informative court festival. He had detained you, this had nothing to do with you wanting to be caught by him. Nothing to do with the thrill sparring with words and swords brought you.
You entered the elevated outdoor hallway surrounding the training courtyard and there he was. Silver hair flowing around his lean shoulders, his tunic hugging that trim waist of his almost too tightly.
He was alone, spinning and striking at a training dummy, the gravel beneath his boots crunching with each calculated step.
Good.
You wanted a word with him.
Descending the stone steps fluidly you grabbed a blunted training sword from the rack, hefting it in your hands before rushing the prince. You had the element of surprise and that still wasn't enough. Aemond whirled at the last moment and blocked your attack, the dull ring of metal-on-metal echoing off the stone walls surrounding you.
"I expected better of you than attacking from behind." Aemond chided, a mischievous twinkle in his eye.
He moved his sword against yours in a circular motion, almost disarming you.
You snarled at him.
"Eloquent."
"Give me my real weapons back and I would exact a such a vengeance upon you." You snapped, stepping to the side as Aemond began circling you slowly.
"Vengeance for what, exactly? You're the one who came into my home to spy on my family." He twirled his sword, measuring your response.
"You ruined my reputation!" You spat. "I am being sent back home in shame for something I didn't do."
"What didn't you do?"
"You! Everyone, including my family, thinks...thinks..."
Aemond arched a brow at you, his smirk growing. "Yes?"
"Thinks we were intimate before wedlock." You hated how much your face was burning, wanting to smack the austere expression of his perfect face. "And you said nothing to defend my honor."
"How very typical." Aemond stopped moving around you, leaning on the hilt of his sword as he observed you. "Missing the obvious and taking no responsibility." He shook his silver head patronizingly. "Why do you think you're leaving this city alive, hmm?"
You were silent, looking at him with murderous intent through your lashes.
"Keep looking at me like that and I might get the wrong idea." Aemond looked you over dubiously, his smirk faltering despite himself.
"I propose a compromise." You tried to bite back the bitterness in your voice.
"You're hardly in the position to bargain, Y/N." Aemond cocked his head, his silver hair spilling over his shoulder distractingly. "Yet, I'm listening."
"My prospects for a suitable marriage are now ruined, thanks to you and your...sparring tactics earlier." Your icy glare made Aemond purse his lips as he listened. "I propose a duel to measure the will of the gods. If I lose, I will return home and feed my family and the Blacks lies about your family's movements and plans. If I win, you marry me and put to bed-" You winced "put to rest the rumors about me and save my future."
Aemond considered you, his expression unreadable.
"You don't have to bear the consequences of any of this." You continued. "As the woman, I do."
"I thought you despised me."
"Aemond." You pinched the bridge of your nose. "I've kissed you on more than one occasion now, I would've thought it rather obvious how I feel."
He looked at you dubiously. "That was simply a means to escape."
"Doesn't mean I didn't enjoy it." You eyed him up. "And I dare say you did as well."
His jaw tightened but he didn't object, instead he gave you a terse nod, sending a surprised flutter to your chest.
"If you win...we will be wed, and your family would be allied with mine." He repeated slowly, tasting the words. "But if I win...you spread misinformation to the Blacks." Aemond's expression became borderline smug. "What a fascinating proposal, Y/N."
"Are you in or are you out?" You heaved a sigh, waiting for an answer as Aemond mulled it over.
"I'm in."
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"You're not even trying, Aemond." You hissed at the prince, your swords locked together in a statemate.
Your faces were so close, your breath stirred the strands of hair caught on his angular face as he used your interlocked hilts to pull you closer. "With this proposal, I win either way. Forgive me for taking my time." He shoved you away, almost sending you sprawling.
Luckily you caught yourself, regaining your footing in time to block his next attack. You ducked under his outstretched arm and lunged at his exposed back. Aemond spun around, crouching and bringing his sword across his body just in time to parry the blow.
"You've gotten better!" He observed, his violet eye alight with enjoyment. "Or is it just your desperation to wed me?"
"You'll be lucky to survive the first night in my bed." You snarled, swinging at him again and again, foiled each time by how agile he was.
"I expected you to be fierce." Aemond panted, a sheen of sweat showing on his brow now. "But not duplicitous, Y/N. It is your honor you duel for after all."
You feinted for his right side before striking at his left flank, landing a successful blow to his body despite his efforts to twist away.
The authority called a point in your favor, the small crowd of witnesses applauded reluctantly. You rolled your shoulders as the two of you prepared for another round. The final round.
It was obvious Aemond was pulling his strikes. What was his game?
"Do you enjoy the prospect of humiliating me?" You ground out through your teeth, careful to speak low enough so as not to be overheard. "Getting me overconfident enough to send me sprawling in the dirt."
Aemond was silent several moments, his focus intent on blocking your flurry of blows. "No." He spoke tersely, his eye finding yours with sudden heat. "That's not at all what I enjoy." His sword arced down at your head, forcing you to jump out of the way, rolling on the ground before regaining your feet. Aemond smirked. "Besides, you sprawling in the dirt seems to need no assistance from me."
"Is it too late to change the terms of our agreement?" You struck at his left shoulder then his right leg, almost making impact. "I'd like to just kill you instead of marrying you."
Aemond had the audacity to laugh at you. "You'll have to get in line, my dear."
You gave an enraged cry and lashed out at his abdomen. Aemond blocked too slowly, the tip of your blunted sword grazing his belly enough for all to see the clear winner.
Aemond dropped his own sword to the dusty earth, taking a kneeling position before you.
The presiding authority announced you the winner of the duel, to the satisfaction of the witnesses and the gods.
Aemond rose back to his feet, extending his hand to you. You hesitated only a moment, the heat of the duel beginning to cool, before taking it. Your heart fluttered, anger momentarily forgotten as Aemond placed a kiss to your knuckles. "Well fought, my flame."
"You let me win."
Aemond appraised you out of the corner of his eye a moment. "I actually didn't. Though I am not...displeased at the course of events."
"You're not?" Your hand flexed within his grasp.
Aemond sighed, watched the people privy to your duel file out of the courtyard. You saw his mother lingering in the shadows of the hallway, watching the two of you.
"I would have accepted your proposal of marriage without a duel, Y/N."
"But you refused when my family asked you to marry me."
"'Asked' is a generous way of saying it. They rather demanded it of me." Aemond shook his head, turning fully to you now. "I don't take kindly to demands." His thumb traced circles on the back of your hand. "And I wanted any sentiment of our union to come from you."
He regarded you a moment, the steely glint in his eye softening as it roved your features. "Is this truly what you desire, Y/N?"
"I wouldn't have suggested this duel if it wasn't." Your mouth had gone dry, your eyes flitting down to Aemond's parted lips. "I'm drawn to you like a moth to a flame. Time and again, and I am tired of being burned." You stepped into him, closing what remaining distance separated your bodies. "I wanted to be consumed by you."
"If this is another trick..." Aemond warned, his hand gripping hard at your waist as you traced his sharp jaw with your fingers.
"Well." You breathed, your lips brushing against his with each word. "We now have plenty of time and excuses to show how we really feel for each other."
Aemond kissed you, lingering moments as he savored your taste. He kept the embrace short and chaste, however, still aware of his mother's keen gaze. "You are a bold one, Y/N. As brazen and brash as you are beautiful."
"You can thank me later." You smiled up at him, watching the mask begin to falter just as your own walls were starting to break.
Aemond's hand caressed up and down your side. "I look forward to it."
“You’ve gotten better!” He observed, his violet eye alight with enjoyment. “Or is it just your desperation to wed me?”
Someone hold me back right now because if I sit on this man, no one but he will get me off!
Hi, Hawke! Let me pester you again (it's the last time... for now, I think LOL). Do you think Aemond has an extensive comprehension of anatomy? I can totally see him first-aiding his lady if she falls and breaks something, is bitten by a snake... or if their naughty, anxious baby decides to be born earlier than expected... I imagine Aemond acts as her midwife/doula, cuts the cord and stuff like that, to keep both mother and child safe until they can get a maester (who won't take as good care of them, to be honest). Have a nice weekend!
Oh hi! You are never pestering me!! I am just hoarding your enemies to lovers idea like a squirrel until I have time to write it ;)
I think mostly Aemond studied history and philosophy, his main goal initially being to make up for the incompetency of Aegon. When he meets his love, however, things change a little. He begins to study books that he deems relevant especially when she is pregnant better believe he's the dad who has that infamous Pregnancy Book. He's for sure the dad who is like "it should be the size of a grapefruit now" lmao
imagine the first time you and aemond have sex after the birth of your first child, the breeding kink still going strong as ever, and him telling you how much he misses seeing your belly swell with his child, how much he wants to see that sight again and just a very long long long ( and productive) night 😮💨
Summary: Aemond fucks you a little too hard… and it doesn’t go unnoticed.
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x fem!reader
Warnings: Comic relief. Aemond being Aemond. Aegon being Aegon and having a deathwish.
Word count: 1k
“We ought to be on our way.”
You glanced lovingly at your husband who had been fixing his hair and attire, expertly getting rid of every and any proof of his earlier endeavour with you.
“Must we go?”
He arched an eyebrow at you. “We must.”
Ever dutiful.
Sighing heavily, you threw your legs over the edge of the bed, suddenly feeling a faint sting in your inner thigh as cramps spread throughout your legs.
You took a mental note to never let Aemond fuck you ever again before a royal feast.
He came to stand before you, extending his hand with a devious smile tugging at his lips. “Shall we, lady wife?”
The discomfort only increased as you reading yourself to stand on your feet.
“Aemond…”
He eyed you intensely, taking a hold of your arm as you slumped against the mattress. “Are you well?”
“I think I’ve strained something…”
You rubbed at your inner thigh before realising the pain extended to your groin as well.
Aemond crouched at your feet, his eye widening slightly. “Was it my doing?”
Ah. The male ego.
“I suppose,” you nearly chuckled. “You might have overdone it this time, lord husband.”
He placed both hands on your thighs. “I would usually apologise, but considering the circumstances, I’ll take it as a compliment.”
You huffed in forced annoyance as he planted a kiss atop your knee through your dress.
“Should I kiss it better?”
Tempting, but time was of the essence.
“Help me up,” you said, brushing a stray strand of silver hair behind his ear.
Aemond rose to his feet and grabbed both your arms. With little to no effort, he brought you up to stand in front of him.
A jab of soreness dug into your muscles and you couldn’t hold back a hiss.
Your husband planted a soft kiss to your forehead.
“Should I carry you?”
You glanced back at him only to find a playful smile on his face. “Aemond Targaryen, you will do no such thing. Just help me get to the dining hall.”
Aemond wrapped one arm around your waist. “Are you certain?”
You offered him a weak smile. “I’m sure it will pass.”
It did not pass.
In fact, you could feel the throb intensifying with each step along the loomy halls of the Red Keep. Aemond made sure you were close enough so he could check on you periodically. Your sudden ailment turned the heads of many Kingsguard that would occasionally offer help.
Aemond would have none of it, of course. He’d sooner have you use him as clutch.
Which was precisely what you were doing.
“We will never try that position ever again,” you hissed through gritted teeth, clasping his arm with increased strength.
He patted your hand softly. “If memory serves me right, you were the one who suggested it.”
Infuriating.
“Be it as it may…”
Your voice died in your throat as the two of you approached the large dining hall, the sound of cheerful music and indistinguishable voices filling your ears.
Even though you struggled down the stairs, you put on a wide smile in the hopes it would be enough to hide the discomfort.
“You are going to scare someone off,” Aemond whispered in your ear teasingly.
Your smile promptly dropped and you cleared your throat. “This is all your fault.”
He didn’t contest your accusation.
“If I stand here without moving, no one will notice.”
“Yes, I am sure that will not raise suspicions when the time comes to sit at the table, lady wife,” he said, sarcasm laced with amusement dripping from his voice.
A servant came before you, holding a platter with several cups of wine. “May I tempt you, my prince? My lady?”
You immediately snatched one in your hand, knowing that alcohol might ease the throbbing in your inner thigh.
Desperate for some relief, you downed most of the liquid, earning a surprised look from Aemond. “You’d do well to go easy on that. We do not need a second Aegon amongst us.”
You blinked at him. “This is all your fault.”
“I heard you the first time,” he nodded, lips curling upwards.
People from all over the Seven Kingdoms swarmed the large hall, making it nearly impossible to walk through without bumping into a few guests.
Your limping might have gone unnoticed by those around you, but the sudden wave of relief was cut short when you spotted Aegon heading your way.
“Brother!”
He had definitely emptied a fair share of cups of wine already. You gathered it from all over-the-top excitement and overjoy from spotting his younger brother.
“Why are you walking like that?” he then nudged you in the side playfully.
“Sword practice yesterday,” Aemond said immediately.
“I tripped on my way here,” you blurted out simultaneously, earning a stare from Aegon.
His eyes hopped from you to Aemond in silence and you then saw a knowing smile appear on his lips.
“I see,” Aegon lifted his cup, drinking the liquid inside all at once. “Didn’t know you had it in you, little brother.”
Aemond shot him a death glare. “Whatever that means.”
Aegon rolled his eyes and chuckled, his breath reeking of wine. “Please… sword practice…” he said as he wiggled his eyebrows at you.
You felt Aemond tense under your touch. “Must you be so vulgar?”
“I am sure my sister-in-law agrees with me,” he said with a shrug, before stealing another cup from a passing servant. “How’s my brother’s sword?”
You choked on your own saliva and Aegon quickly passed you his own cup of wine.
“Aegon,” Aemond said as a warning, taking a few steps towards him.
After a few hasty gulps, you were able to breathe once more. “Let’s go, Aemond…”
Your husband took the cup from your hand and shoved it into his brother’s chest until he grabbed it.
Their relationship was rocky to say the least. Aemond extended the bare minimum amount of respect as he possibly could to Aegon.
Aegon frowned. “You’re so frigid, little brother.”
His voice faded away as Aemond walked you through a few guests, greeting the ones you knew and smiling at the ones you didn’t.
Soon after, you walked right into Queen Alicent “Oh, dear… why are you limping?” her voice was filled with worry as her features twisted in concern as she took you in her arms, her warmth filling your entire body.
“Sword practice yesterday,” you said with a forced smile.
“She tripped on her way here,” Aemond said.
She looked taken aback for a moment. “What?”
Great.
You were about to change the topic when you felt a heavy hand on your shoulder.
Aegon.
“Seems like Aemond went too hard on her with his sword, mother.”
You watched as Aemond’s lips pursed into a thin line. If looks could kill, you were dead sure Aegon Targaryen would get buried several feet beneath the Red Keep in an instant.
“Aemond!” Alicent gasped, cluthing her pearl necklace. “I warned you not to do so.”
A pang of cold sweat ran through you as your heart dropped to your stomach. Had she caught on to Aegon’s innuendo?
Alicent wrapped one arm around you protectively. “You are a seasoned swordsman, but she isn’t. You must not be so demanding.”
“Of course, mother.”
Your heart soared once again with relief and you sank into Alicent’s embrace.
“I reckon she is getting the hang of it,” Aegon grinned, taking another sip from his cup. “Wouldn’t you agree, brother?”
“I reckon you should keep your mouth shut, brother,” Aemond said abruptly.
“Honestly, Aegon, do tear yourself from that cup of wine,” she scolded in a low voice before turning to you. “Should I fetch a maester?”
“Oh! No, no,” you quickly said, forcing yet another smile. “I’m already feeling much better, thank you, your grace.”
You were wholeheartedly grateful for Alicent’s caring and nurturing nature and, truth be told, you did feel some of the throbbing pain ease.
Aemond came to join your side once again, pushing Aegon’s hand off your shoulder.
Otto Hightower appeared out of nowhere, jolting you as he towered over you. He offered a curt smile and nod before bending to whisper something in his daughter’s ear.
Alicent’s face deepened with worry once again. “Should I go and be by his side?”
Otto shook his head. “No need. He just needs some rest.”
The effect those words had on the two siblings was immediate: Aegon’s face dropped into a faint frown as he exchanged glances with Aemond.
Her body was suddenly tense against yours, but she merely nodded. The king’s health had been declining rapidly, causing him to miss out of most of the events he’d once took joy in organising.
“Are you well, my dear?” Otto was back to his usual pleasing demeanour as he looked at you.
You nodded sweetly, but Aegon was apparently bent on antagonising you. “Aemond hurt her with his sword.”
The older man arched an eyebrow at your husband. How come?”
You could tell Aemond was close to lunging at his brother and mustered all of his will-power to prevent that from happening.
“It’s nothing. It happens,” you chuckled through the tension that had settled.
“We should get her a maester,” Alicent said, her eyes roaming across the vast hall.
“Lighten up, brother,” Aegon cheered with another sip as Aemond’s face twisted into a menacing scowl. “We are merely concerned for your wife.”
Otto brought his hands up into a series of small claps of approval. “Good, good. Family stands together.”
You wished you could vanish into a hole in the ground and disappear, but before you could entertain that idea, Grand Maester Maester was spotted in the crowd and Aegon rushed to summon him.
By the time the old man managed to join your side, you immediately regretted ever joining your husband in this feast.
“Please… there is no need for this,” you said as you began to panic.
“Aemond hurt her with his sword…” Aegon feigned concern before wiggling his eyebrows.
Maester Mellos was perceptive enough to gather the implication in his words, promptly clearing his throat.
Alicent came to that same realisation next as she sighed heavily, glaring disapprovingly at Aegon. “Oh… you imbecile…”
You felt heat take over your body from the embarrassed.
And in no time, Aemond was on Aegon, gripping the back of his neck with bone-cracking force and hissing at him. “I’ve had enough of you.”
“Let go of me!” he tried to jerk away, but Aemond’s grip didn’t ease.
“Stop it. Both of you,” came Otto’s authoritarian voice, effectively tearing both siblings away from each other.
Maester Mellos seemed suddenly out of place as he approached you. “If there is anything I can do to help, let me know, my lady. I have some oils that… are quite effective… in…” he fell silent, avoiding Queen Alicent and Otto’s inquisitive stare.
Aemond took you in his arm once more as you growled at him absolutely mortified. “This is all your fault.”
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Warnings: Explicit sex and the reader is described as small { also praise kink and size kink oof }
Synopsis: You decide to try something new with your husband and attempt to take control in the bedroom.
Author’s note: I have nothing to say about this other than I’m not sorry for being so horny lol all I want is to be Aemond’s perfect little wife,,, also I’m posting this from my phone since I don’t have access to my laptop rn so I’m not using my taglist, I’ll do a taglist reblog tomorrow or something
Aemond Masterlist
You were a good wife. You did your best to please your husband and he enjoyed teaching you pleasures you never knew were possible.
Aemond’s large hands gripped your hips as he flipped you over onto your stomach after already pulling one release from you.
“Wait,” you gasped out.
“Hm?”
You looked over your shoulder at him.
“I- I wanted to try something… different,” you said timidly.
“Oh? Does my sweet little wife desire me differently? Tell me, my love,” he said as he leaned over your body and pressed a kiss to your lips.
These several months you’d been married to Aemond had been bliss.
But though your husband had given you toe curling, screaming his name orgasms, you were still timid when it came to expressing your needs. It was a mixture of embarrassment and inexperience but you were determined to overcome those feelings and be as open as your kind husband was with you.
You always let him take you, rather than take any sort of charge in the situation. You knew he liked it that way, and truthfully you did too, but you wondered if something different could be just as enjoyable.
“Um, yes. Could you… could you lay down on your back?” you asked.
He smirked and nodded as he released you and did as you bid.
He looked like an angel like this, his white hair splayed out around his head like a halo, you thought as you climbed atop him and straddled him.
Your heart pounded as you leaned down and kissed him.
He started to sit up and kiss you back with that casual control of the situation that always made you wet but you shook your head and pulled back.
You pushed down on his shoulders to make him lay down once again.
He pressed his lips together, though amusement was evident on his face.
“J-just lay there,” you said.
He let out a deep breath and nodded.
“Whatever you wish,” he said as he snatched your hand and pressed a kiss to your palm.
You ground yourself down on him and he let out a soft groan that stoked the fire already burning within you.
You reached down and gripped his hard length before you lined him up and sunk down until he was fully inside you.
“Oh my gods,” you choked out and he smirked.
Your husband was well endowed, that you already knew, but you’d never taken him like this before and you felt so full of him you forgot how to breathe for a second.
He ran his hands up your thighs and to your waist.
You leaned down once more to press a kiss to his perfect lips before you sat up and began to rock your hips back and forth slowly.
Aemond sighed in pleasure as his eye fluttered closed.
He began to roll his hips with you and you moaned.
His hands wandered to cup your breasts as you gripped his shoulders.
He began to thrust up into you and you felt a wave of pleasure and submission start to overcome you but you shook your head and looked at him sternly.
“No.” you said as you stopped your movement.
He raised his eyebrow at you in question, defiance in his eye. Your husband was not someone who easily submitted and you were not someone who easily took charge.
“Lay still,” you ordered as you gripped his chin and kissed him again and licked into his mouth.
When you pulled back he had a smirk on his lips once more.
“Yes, my lady,” he murmured.
You began your movement once again and you both moaned in pleasure.
“You are doing so well, little wife,” he groaned.
“Oh,” you gasped as you reached for the headboard behind him to give you leverage.
You began to bounce up and down his length and you both moaned once again at the change in tempo.
He gripped your ass and groaned.
“You feel so good,” you gasped and he grunted in agreement.
Your pace started to falter as you heaved breaths and he bit his lip as he stared at you in lust.
“Do you need some help, pretty girl?” he asked and his voice dripped with condescension.
It shouldn’t make your head rush with desire for him, but it does.
You whimpered.
“Tell me what you need,” he ordered and you stopped long enough to kiss your lips to his messily.
“You,” you gasped and he smirked.
He gripped your waist again and used his strength to lift you up and down and bounce you on his cock.
“You take me so well, sweetheart,” he said and the praises that fell from his lips made you gush with another wave of arousal.
“Aemond,” you moaned.
He began to thrust up into you as well and all you could do was grip the muscles of his arms and hold on.
“Perfect,” he grunted.
You moaned as you felt the heat within you tighten and threaten to snap as you clenched down on him.
“You did so good, little wife. Let go, come for me,” he crooned and your body obeyed immediately.
You gasped his name and he pulled your face down to his with a hand on the back of your neck and devoured your sounds with a kiss that took your breath away.
“My perfect, sweet girl,” he murmured against your lips before he suddenly flipped you over onto your back and slid himself back inside you with a groan.
He practically folded you in half as he pressed his weight down on you and pounded in and out of you as he took his own pleasure.
You entwined your fingers in his hair and kissed every part of his skin that you could reach.
“You’re so big,” you gasped and he groaned.
“I am going to fill you, my gorgeous little wife, is that what you want?”
“Yes, please,” you whimpered.
He groaned as he reached his release and filled you to the brim as he promised.
You smiled at him as you both caught your breath.
You stretched your legs out, but he did not pull out of you, he merely rested himself on top of you.
You wheezed a laugh.
“Can’t breathe,” you gasped.
He chuckled and rolled his weight off you before he tugged you into his side.
“Kiss me, my love?” you asked as you lifted your face.
“Of course,” he murmured as he kissed you sweetly and softly.
“Perhaps we could try that again sometime,” you suggested.
“We can try whatever you like,” he said with a kiss to your temple.
“But, it was good for you too, right?” you asked nervously.
He huffed a laugh. “Yes. You did well, little love,” he said and pulled you fully on top of him.
“Perhaps with practice you could ride me without assistance,” he purred as he kissed your jaw.
“Aemond,” you protested as you hid your face in his neck with embarrassment.
He chuckled, “I am only teasing. You were perfect and I enjoyed helping you,” he reassured as he rubbed your back.
“I love you,” you mumbled.
“And I love you,” he said sweetly as he led your lips to his with a finger underneath your chin.