my whole family got together for a bbq including my sister but im trapped at home because of what she did to me. we found a home for the kitten but she cant get him yet. im so fucking hurt that they all get to go and have fun and they dont even care. nobody is mad at her and shes not helping. she has not done a single thing to help. she dumped a massive responsibility on me to try to absolve herself from hurting me and ive had to spend every conscious second paying the price. i was woken up multiple times last night. i feel so heartbroken that nobody in my family is even angry on her behalf. its not like theyve even forgiven her, because they were never mad in the first place. its all just some big joke to them








