hi all!! my follower count almost tripled overnight so i figured i owe you all a little intro post (it ended up being a little long, sorry)! šš
iām laura, a 21yo ffa/feeder. iāve been into feedism for a while, and i really like writing stories and such! i do write mostly about men, but iām bi! :) i love girls too šāāļøš (pls message me fat girls ily)
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because this is a kink blog, please be 18+ to interact! if youāre under 18 and you interact with my stuff or try to message me, i will block you.
tags
laur.writing -- longer pieces of my own writing
laur.shorts -- for shorter pieces, mostly teasing/encouragement
laur.rb -- reblogs, might be further tagged with #art or #writing
laur.answers -- asks!
laur.thoughts -- thoughts and other miscellaneous posts (unused so far)
more on the topic of messaging:
i like messages! i like asks, i like comments telling me iāve inspired you to stuff your fat face, i love all of it. feel free to message me and send asks!! i like hearing from you, even if iām not able to respond.
some things to keep in mind if weāre chatting please
iām a student, and i get busy! please dont expect me to respond to you right away.
i will not send photos of myself, nor will i move to any other apps or make plans to meet in person, so please donāt ask.
i like to praise, tease, and encourage, but i am not looking to be someoneās dedicated feeder right now, or to provide for anyone financially.
i do feel a little awkward putting down all these rules, but i really enjoy this kink and i want to continue being comfortable here š if you have questions, send me an ask!
p.s.: iāve been working on a little story, so expect updates on that pretty soon šāāļø. it will be a little different than what iāve posted so far, but iām having a lot of fun with it and i hope you guys like it too (here for more info on that)
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I think boys should be kept well fed it is vital that they never go hungry and their bellies are always full and that they get plenty of rubs and kisses and extra snacks whenever they start to feel peckish again even though they are so so full and sleepy and they whine with each time they swallow and and and
and when they start noticing that their pants fit tighter and that their shirts hug their belly sooo well now and that they went up a belt notch or two and their questions get drowned by another treat in their mouth and instead of protesting they just mindlessly take it because owhy of course, they want to be good for you, and you want nothing more for them than to be fed and happy, and
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Feedee who's outgrown what was supposed to be their weight limit but won't lose any weight because they can't bear the thought of eating less food.
Nervously watching their belly hang lower and lower as they spend each day gorging on mountains of food they've conditioned themself to need to feel satisfied
recently i just looove the idea of somebody getting spoiled by their s/o and they just laze around plump up from all the attention they're given
to be pampered with gentle forehead kisses and fed rich desserts until moving comfortably isn't an option anymore, your s/o rubbing deep circles into your belly to make space for more. cooking you large breakfasts in bed and taking you out to lunch and encouraging extra helpings at dinner, making sure your growing belly is filled with snacks between meals, hand feeding you rich heavy desserts when you're too full and sleepy to eat anymore.
thinking your tummy is only rounded out from being kept so full all the time but you gradually become softer around the edges, your thighs a little chunkier, your stomach starting to soften and fill out until all your tshirts are a little too tight against the soft curve of your chub and your jeans barely hold together when you sit down
indulging in belly rubs at all times - after being fed large meals, when you're sleepy, when we're cuddling, when we're kissing - your s/o kneading and massaging and rubbing your plump belly, fingers sinking into the new plushness, hands squeezing your softened hips.
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youāve done it again: eaten yourself into a panting, moaning mess.
āyou really overdid it tonight, piggy. those are looking pretty tight.ā i watch you with hungry eyes. the way your overstuffed gut rises and falls with every shallow breath, dark red stretch marks peeking out from underneath your jeans.
those jeans, barely fitting even before you ate, now press tight into your middle, digging into your soft fat. youāre practically bursting out of themāiām a little surprised theyāre still buttoned.
āthey are⦠so tight.ā you whine, squirming in place.
āyou can take them off, you know. weāre not in public anymore.ā not that that stopped you before. you had undone your fly at some point during our dinner, and only that poor button still stands between your strained gut and the promise of freedom.
you whine and start fumbling at it, but the waistband is stretched so tight that your fat fingers arenāt quite able to unhook it.
i watch as you get more and more desperate to free yourself, breath growing more ragged as you grow more frantic.
āaww. poor piggy. youāre so helpless. look at you.ā you whimper in response, fat face twisted in concentration and helplessness. āi canāt believe you did this to yourself again. how often do you end up like this? more than weekly now.ā you try to suck in, give yourself more space to undo it, but youāve packed on so much fat that it doesnāt do much. āso pathetic.ā
when you finally free yourself your gut spills forward, fat spreading across your lap as you heave a sigh of relief. chubby fingers immediately find it, sinking in and playing with the soft fat, readjusting your bulk like itās muscle memory.
āgood piggy,ā i purr, reaching out a hand towards you, playing with your softness. you tilt your head back and let out a soft moan at my touch. āthose pants arenāt getting any looser, are they?ā i run a finger along the seam straining against your thick thigh. āpoor thing. you just canāt help yourself, huh?ā no reponse. just your pathetic, panted breathing. āmight be time to size up.ā with another pitying look and a kiss on the cheek, i stand up. āiāll be right back. then iāll help you with those pants. sound good?ā
you really pushed yourself tonight, and hard work like that needs to be rewarded. a couple hundred, couple thousand extra calories coaxed down your eager throat to wrap up the night, and a little less space in those jeans tomorrow.
i make a mental note to place an order for a new pair of jeans in the morning.
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inspired by a video of @thabigmiller ā i wrote this well over a month ago, just never got around to posting it until now :p
I'm such a sucker for limited mobility like the thought of having to waddle as your belly sways in font of you, the fact that u are now sooo slow because of your fat thighs, all movements limited by your fat, eating untill u can't stand for 2 long so u have to take little rests as you make your way around and if u leave the house to go shopping well no doubt about it u will be using a mobility scooter fuck it's all just so HOT~
girl whoās naturally an emotional eater going through a breakup and gaining 40 - 50 pounds, and her best friend whoās beside her the whole time.
helping her take care of herself in the beginning; making sure she eats turns into bringing her takeout daily to cheer her up. she stays by her side, encouraging her to get out of her apartment (which always involves food), and constantly telling her how beautiful she looks.
they donāt discuss her weight gain. they also kissed once, several years ago, but they donāt discuss that either. thereās no reason to; they never ended up pursuing anything, just stayed close friends. but the girlās best friend has always had feelings for her. not that she would ever admit it; she shows her love (platonic and romantic) in other ways, like bringing her thousands of calories of food just because she loves how happy she looks when sheās eating.
the two get closer than theyāve ever been in the months following the breakup, but the girl is oblivious to any feelings her best friend has for her (sheās also a bit oblivious to just how big sheās getting). she just has the best best friend in the world, always hyping her up and making her feel better, always down to grab ice cream or have a wine night. she even bought her lingerie in a size that fits, just so they could have a sexy little photoshoot.
i mean, who needs a man when you have a friend like that?
Itās his first day going in to the office for his new job. Itās a big promotion: heās got an office just for himself waiting at corporate headquarters, a small team reporting to him, and a hefty raise. It's a big deal for both him and his partner.
He finishes buttoning his company-issued shirt, not loving how he has to let his belly hang over his waistband into the shirt-created hammock, but heās a bigger guy and this is just how it fits. He loops his belt and tightens it under his belly, pleased enough with his appearance to start the big day.
Out of the bedroom and down the hallway, his lovely girlfriend is anticipating his arrival in the kitchen. The smell of sizzling sausages greets him even before she can.
āOh you,ā he grins, coming up behind her and using his extra height to rest his chin on her head, his belly at her back. āI told you thereās cafeterias there and I can get a discounted breakfast.ā
āAnd lunch,ā he adds, noticing his lunchbox, which is waiting for him on the counter and seems to be packed quite full.
āWell itās just your first day, Mr. Big Shot,ā she says. āWanted to make sure you arenāt going in hungry, just in case youāre too busy to sneak away.ā Sausages tumble from the skillet, landing next to the fried eggs and buttered toast. āAnd itās just a couple snacks,ā she adds, nodding to his lunchbox.
He knows better that to argue once the food is on his plate, and he is hungry, after all. He takes big bites to finish the breakfast off quickly and moves to get himself to work. Thanking her again with a kiss, work bag and lunchbox in hand, he makes his way down the six steps from their front door, turning to wave back at her partway down the driveway, then settles into the car for his commute, knowing sheās off to work shortly after.
The headquarters building is huge, but with a couple friendly directions he finds his office without much trouble. There wonāt be any difficulty finding the cafeteria either, he thinks, noticing the unmistakable smell of bacon wafting in from nearby. His is the last office on the corridor before it opens into the large dining room, lines of people queued up for a company-subsidized meal, and this is just one of several that open at all hours of the day. He muses briefly whether itās a coincidence that a bigger guy got the office closest to all this food, or if itās some karmic strain placed on his diet in particular.
The first day is always slow, he tells himself, not worrying too much when heās back on his feet ambling out of his office towards the breakfast line less than an hour later. He knows heās already eaten, but figures trying the food is necessary before committing to eating here every morning. After a short line heās got a hefty breakfast burrito with bacon, a large cinnamon roll oozing icing, and coffee in-hand as he returns to his office.
The food is excellent, and though he plans to stop himself before eating an entire second breakfast, the idle bites he takes while scrolling his inbox manage to entirely clear his plate before he realizes how much heās eaten. His belt feels a little snug around his middle as he sits up to check his phone. His girlfriend is checking on him, sweet and thoughtful as ever. He replies:
Easy start, just had a second breakfast here, canāt make a habit of that!
Sheāll be glad heās not going hungry, and he really doesnāt have any chance of regaining his appetite before his new team comes by at 11:00 and suggests they get an early lunch together. Heās certainly not very hungry after two breakfasts, but in the interest of camaraderie he joins them. A cheeseburger, ample side of fries, chocolate cookie, and large soda later, heās back at his desk having eaten three complete meals before noon.
Settling into his chair, heās ready to be a productive employee for the afternoon, avoid eating any more that he already has, and finish out the day.
Except he canāt help that the lovingly-packed lunchbox sitting on his desk is drawing his attention. Pretty soon thereās a lull in his work and a hunger in his belly. He opens it up and finds a lovely, tempting assortment of treats. A bag of chips that he canāt help but tear open to have just a few, then munch away on the whole thing. Then thereās some chocolates. A bagel. Some cookies.
Before he realizes, the lunchbox is empty and his belly is uncomfortably full. He pulls at his belt a little, trying to adjust his bulk beneath the bloat. He decides to take a walk from his desk since heās reached a good stopping point. Ease his digestion a bit.
But the walk from his office leads him right past the cafeteria where he talks himself into picking up a rather large blueberry muffin that heās finished off before even making it back to his office. Brushing crumbs from his front as he reaches his chair, plopping down a little more heavily than he means to and wincing at the groan it makes beneath him.
Heās too full to manage any more excursions for the afternoon, more than content to stay stationary in his office for the remaining work hours. Itās an easy drive home, he changes into his joggers and a t-shirt, noticing his still-bloated belly is peeking out from below the latter despite his attempts to tug it back down.
When his girlfriend arrives home, her eyes dart towards his middle and he just knows his belly must be spilling out again.
āGood first day?ā she asks.
āYeah, not very busy. Iāve gotta eat way less or else youāre gonna have to roll me to the office in a few months,ā he says with a half-hearted chuckle, some small part of him genuinely worrying heāll put on a bunch of extra weight with this job if he doesn't manage to keep himself in check more than he did on this first day.
She smiles warmly and starts getting their dinner ready in the kitchen, her mind swimming with thoughts about how heād look and feel with more than a few extra pounds softening him up.
Dinner is sauced pasta. Itās heavy and filling and though he doesnāt want to ask, heās very appreciative when she takes his bowl and refills it for him. Garlic bread, the plate resting between them in the couch, disappears between bites of sauce. Heās rolled onto his side by the end of the meal, his belly oozing out in a thick slab onto the couch cushion as he stifles a belch and complains how much heās overeaten already that day.
But when she brings a package of cookies over for dessert, those complaints seem to melt away and his hand is drifting between his mouth and the next sugary bite. She watches on, marveling at the visible size of his stuffed belly and how he. Just. Keeps. Eating.
She offers him a hand to heave him off the couch, patting his swollen belly affectionately as he grumbles something about not making a habit of eating like this.
Except the habits are already forming.
He winds up ravenously hungry upon arriving at the office if he doesnāt eat something before leaving home. And he usually takes himself for a mid-morning cafeteria meal, telling himself heāll eat less at lunch if heās not starving at midday. But he always manages to eat a full lunch anyways. Then heās grabbing extra snacks or diving into the lunchbox when heās bored or between tasks, which happens quite often. His dinner portions get bigger, too, and heās never been one to resist sweets after dinner. All while spending most of his day planted at his desk or on the couch, hardly moving beyond his steps to and from the car and cafeteria.
Inevitably, he starts putting on a few pounds.
He can feel the extra effort it takes to fasten the buttons on his shirt. She can see the extra fullness on his belly and sides and chest. After a few weeks, he moves to the next hole on his belt. A couple weeks after that she suggests he gets a couple new pairs of work pants with some of the extra money coming in and it's unspoken between them that they'll need to be a size up. He sheepishly puts in a request for company-issued shirts in the next size, thinking they look huge until he puts them on and finds they fit rather well.
Every extra bit of space his clothes allow for, his body slowly grows to fill. Within a couple of months, she sees the red indentation lines from the tight squeeze of his pants starting to reappear on his hips when he changes after work. He's too stubborn to admit his home clothes need upsizing too, but his shirts are undoubtedly riding higher and higher up his rounding belly and his joggers are struggling to stretch over his thighs while straining against his ass.
The buttons on his work shirts are pulled taut against his middle, even at the start of the day. He's approaching the last hole of his belt. He's adjusted the seat in his car back further to accommodate the extra space his belly needs.
The inescapable evidence that he's slowly ballooning does get to him sometimes. He'll try to cut back for a day, managing to limit himself to only four meals, but his appetite returns with a vengeance shortly after and he eats himself out of anything approaching a calorie deficit. He feels his office chair slowly sinking lower each week and finds it harder to heave himself back to his feet at the end of the day, but hasn't bothered to find out if the gas lift can manage to hold him any higher with his extra weight.
His next concession to his growing corpulence is his belt. There aren't any holes left that can make it larger. He can squeeze it on at the beginning of the day, but it's pinching him under his belly by his mid-morning meal. When he sits down after lunch, it's uncomfortably tight. When he finally gives in and fumbles under his shirt-clad belly to undo his belt at his desk after lunch the first time, it's a relief to feel the pressure subside as his bulk rolls forward, unrestrained into his lap. Snacking that afternoon comes even more easily, and though he's tempted to just fully undo the button of his pants, he doesn't bother.
Within a couple weeks, he genuinely needs to undo that button when he sits to avoid his pants bursting open entirely. His belly sits firmly in his lap anyways, even if someone comes in to meet with him they won't be able to tell. And he hardly moves from his chair after lunch, so he rationalizes to himself that he can just unbutton until he's digested lunch, then refasten everything into place before he commutes home.
It all works fine until the first time he really can't seem to get them buttoned up again, even with a bit more effort than his usual struggle entails. Then he ends up more flustered than usual when it takes a couple tries to even heave himself out of his office chair, which has sunk to the lowest height and fails to hold up any higher for more than a few minutes if heās sitting in it. Fortunately his pants are tight enough on his hips that he makes it to his car without them slipping down.
Arriving home, he's ready to curse out pants entirely when he can't seem to get his joggers up over his thighs. He foregoes pants and makes his way to the kitchen in just an ill-fitting shirt and his underwear, rummaging around the cabinets for his pre-dinner snacks, reaching up so his belly is firmly resting as a stack of rolls on the counter. He goes for the chocolate cookies that he's tried to keep from himself on the top shelf, knowing he'll devour the whole package.
His girlfriend comes in and gets a fresh view of him: the stretch marks dappling his sides and middle, the width of his back, the heft of his thighs. Every inch of him full and heavy; all before she's gotten a chance to make her growing guy his dinner. He's snacking right before a meal, but that's become a normal part of the routine over these few months as he's gotten a bit bigger.
A bit bigger, she admits, might be underselling it.
She pretty sure he's buying at least a few extra meals every day at work to have gotten so much heavier so quickly; it's been six months since he got promoted and he's easily put on fifty pounds, which added to his already-bigger frame has made him rather huge. She knows he works hard, she wants him to be happy eating as he pleases, and she certainly doesn't mind how the extra weight looks on him (or feels when he's on her). She allows herself to take in the dimpled hang of his belly, the fullness of his face, the way his chest and sides pull against his shirt to complement his every pound.
She walks up and gives him a peck on his cheek, her hand resting naturally against the side of his belly.
"Long day?" she asks.
"Mmmm, you could say that," he says. He gobbles up another cookie. "Couldn't quite get my pants buttoned after lunch," he admits, his face flushing as if his climbing weight wouldn't have been evident enough without this latest event. "It's been a real workout to button them at all actually. I've gotten too fat for them, I thinkā¦"
"We should just get you some new pants, I've been telling you it's silly to try and fight with your clothes like this," she says, leaning on the counter next to him, knowing his uncertainty about his size deserves to be handled with caution and care. "Let's get some dinner in you, then we can order some."
He pops another cookie in his mouth, shrugging. "At this rate, between your cooking and my job, I'm going to end up weighing a thousand pounds," he says, chuckling, as he heads for the couch with his snacks in-hand. They both know if he gets bigger pants, heās nearly guaranteed to end up filling them out in no time.
She makes him a lovely dinner and he eats a little too much of it. He once again can't help himself at dessert and gratefully accepts her hands on his middle to soothe his aching belly after the meal, groaning as she affectionately feels up every pound that his new job has added to him; her fingers affectionately working across the rolls that his raise has gone into growing.
Soon enough his new pants arrive and she punctures an additional hole in his belt. He knows heās bigger than ever, but for the first time in weeks nothing he's wearing feels too tight.
And the extra space only seems to give him more of an appetite. He doubles up on cafeteria breakfast, taking the overfilled tray back to his office and pushing his chair in close enough that his belly is pressed against the edge of his desk while he leans in and eats.
The double portion doesnāt even feel like that much when itās gone, but his chair creaks beneath him like it knows how much he's eaten. He can feel the edges of his butt sagging over the sides of the seat, the arms of the chair more snug against his waist, but heās not one to worry until something actually becomes a problem.
Eating double helpings, however, seems to bring the next problem on twice as fast. Heās having an impromptu with one of his team members one morning the following week, leaning back and eyeing the clock and deciding if 10:30 is too early for his first lunch, when the usual creak from his chair beneath him rings out as more of a strained groanā¦
The person across from him doesnāt say anything, but theyāve watched their boss balloon since getting this job so itās no surprise heās straining the limits of his office furniture.
āDid you notice if they had the cinnamon rolls out when you walked by?ā he asks, trying not to notice the way his team memberās eyes drifted towards his belly before saying they werenāt certain. Itās when he goes to stand up and find that the chair doesnāt let go of his sides that he knows heās in trouble. He makes it only an inch off the seat, his hips hitching on the arms, before landing back down, hard, his body wobbling within the .
The tearing of a seam comes first, as he feels his bottommost shirt button give way just below his bellybutton. Then thereās a sharp crack as the impact of his weight proves too much for the chair and heās sent tumbling backwards, landing on his back, still wedged in the seat thatās come completely detached from the base of the chair. He's stunned for a moment, still feeling himself wobbling from the impact of his landing.
The crash is loud enough that others come running in to help, and it does take a couple extra set of hands to get him freed from the clutches of his seat and back onto his feet. He does his best to tuck his belly back in, but thatās mostly a lost cause with the missing button.
Heās treated very apologetically by the people in management who show up next, and heās assured that a more study, suitable chair for him has been ordered. In the meantime, itās suggested he works from home for the next couple of weeks until it arrives.
All things considered, heās quite pleased at the idea of working from home for a bit. He heads to pick up some lunch, having a laugh with a couple coworkers about his bit of furniture drama that morning. After eating his fill (and allowing himself a couple extra sides in light of recent events) he returns to his office to gather his things and sends a picture of the destroyed chair to his girlfriend:
Looks like Iām working from home for a couple weeks. Any chance you put in with your boss for some remote days to join me?
Her response is swift and affirmative, her mind swirling with relief that heās not hurt and something like pride that heās managed to outgrow something so sturdy as an office chair.
She can hardly wait to have whole days to spoil him and watch his appetite in action. She's spent months wondering how much eating he gets up to during the day, but now she'll get to spend extra time with him and see first-hand how much he can really put away when he's got hours uninterrupted to indulge.
She canāt help herself from wondering what he might outgrow next if this trend with his weight continuesā¦
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This is heavily inspired by @evermore-xxlās fantasy about her partner gaining (substantial) weight after getting an office job, the many snacks she actually packed her partner for work that did, in fact, leave him straining his clothes, and that very same (fat, non-feedist) partner @cryptidmothmen who recently joined tumblr! Give 'em both a follow if you haven't already!
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I just wanna watch a fat boy eat and eat, see how happy he is filling his oversized body with more and more food, watch his second chin struggling against his neck every time he opens his mouth to cram more food in, knowing that everything he's eating right now is excess that will make its way straight onto his soft, lavish body. I want to hear his moans of pleasure and delight at how good everything tastes. I want to sit back and drink up his exercise in hedonism, all whilst admiring his corpulent, growing frame. And I want to know that he'll never be able to stop, he'll just keep eating more and more, giving in to his gluttony and hedonism every day, growing fatter and softer for me to admire every day
Me reclining back on the couch with a vibrator between my legs while a feeder pours melted ice cream down my throat. I get to be fattened while I lazily cum and they get to watch every inch of me jiggle knowing that they are making me worse