saudade

In the end. we all just want someone that chooses us. Over everyone else. Under any circumstances.

Who fears the wolf should never enter the forest.

How long is forever? Sometimes, just one second.

The world is a mess and I want to laugh because all I can think is how horrible and beautiful it is.

#james being riduculously curious about these featherless quills #and finally swallowing his pride to ask her #what the hell they are #lily finding it amusing that he #the great james potter #has no idea what a muggle pen is #and james finally realising he doesn’t have to be a dick #to get her attention #sirius teasing him for it later but also secretly curious #about these pens #both of them going to remus #who is in muggle studies #to learn more about the muggle world

Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise.

There’s also the fact that in the books, Snape learned that Harry had been horribly abused by the Dursleys. And rather than being like “wow, here I’ve been treating this kid like he grew up being spoiled, but now I have evidence he was treated just as badly as I was treated as a kid”,  he thought it was HILARIOUS “omg your family had an angry dog literally chase you up a tree whose dog specifically was it lol”. And had zero sympathy over the fact, y’know, Harry witnessed someone being murdered, and told him he was weak for basically suffering symptoms of PTSD.

How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.