A is for Attitude

Dude I literally bought you a goddamn PS5 for your birthday, that shit was $510 and I got you your stupid favorite poster for Christmas and that bitch was $70, I’m literally going broke for your dumbass and you’re going to sit there and tell me that I’m not doing enough for you to want to be around me.

Maybe it’s you, not me. I’m still trying to interact with you and you don’t care to interact with me, ever even when I’m not upset.

You’re just playing the victim card. I’m here trying to juggle school and a job and these bills while not getting paid enough to even keep up with them. You’re comfortable getting paid enough, have a lot of friends to interact with and everything.

You choose to not want to be around me, that’s your choice. It’s you who don’t know how to be my friend.

I don’t think it’s fair. Now I don’t care to be around you at all because I’m “a lot” and if I’m too much go be friends with less

There’s a lot of things you do that I don’t appreciate but I let it go because I thought our friendship was more than that.

Fuck you, dude

I hate working with kids

I hate working with these kids

I want to be an artist, NOT a teacher

This job feels like a punishment

I’m the only one not getting paid enough

This sucks

I don’t even have real friends here

I thought working here would be great, I was wrong

I want to be an artist

Dude you’re almost 30 and you still can’t clean after your self

Your room is disgusting all the time, you are too grown for this shit

You always have dishes in your room, idk why it’s hard for you to just walk to the kitchen and clean them.

You use the same dumb excuse, “I’m always on the go” no you’re not.

Idk why guys make me wait on them.

I might just stop answering him.

I might just go back home in NY and forget about you.

1.

I didn’t hold a grudge with Wayne when he talked about having intimacy with someone else

2.

Wayne said he couldn’t give me a ride on time and I didn’t disrespect him with my tone and attitude

3.

I initiated a hangout with Glenn and Evan, separately of course

4.

I'm sorry about nagging on you about hanging out, I get that life can be a whole drag, cuz it is, but I didn't have the right to take it out on you. Sometimes I can be alot 😐🤷🏽‍♀"

Jordan: "It's all good, sorry about how I reacted. I still wanna do that photo shoot sometime! Things are getting better"

Me:

Its like 2:30 in the ass crack of dawn, I wanna be left the fuck alone and play app games until I fall asleep..... You're trying too damn hard and you know damn well that I'm not into you like that 🙄 I keep telling you the truth, idk why you keep messing up.