You said you were going to Jazzs open mic, and come back early, you say that I don't have to come, I heard you call some girl. Then you stay out there until the next day in the afternoon. Then, you call???

NEW BOUNDARIES!!!

If you feel like you're about to hang or vibe with another bitch, DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME.

Because every time we mess around and you go off to chill with another chick, it irritates me, cuz why do you get your cake and eat it too???

Cuz when I was feeling Julian you got pissed and stayed in your feelings for 2-3months, yelled at me for not wanting you back.

Maybe we should stop messing around, until we're ready for each other.

I wonder if this was the karma I was looking for🤔

Idk, cuz deep down I wanna help

But I also feel like I should mind my business.

And I think I will

I'm sober but I feel the sad type of drunk.

Last year was a bit better, this year everyone moved on from me.

I went to the dentist and that was it.

No one got me anything or did anything for me.

I actually feel more alone then I usually am

I'm just tired and over it, all of it

I've been single for a very long damn time and I never wanted this. I wanted a loving relationship that I could be proud of and show off. I never got that, and I'm 27 my 16 year old self would be disappointed at me

I've wanted to be in a relationship for a long time and I can't believe that never happened. I've been played, violated, unwanted, even a placeholder. Like what is wrong with me???

I no longer have any options or a roster and I feel lonely, bored, and in the way. I'm gonna be 30 soon and im still chasing love.

At this point I just want a dog, everyone keeps saying that I'll find that special person, but I honestly don't believe in that. I've been searching for years and I'm still alone.

My dentist appointment is on Valentines day, they asked me to move it and I told them no need. I'm not doing anything on that day, it doesn't matter how pretty I am. I don't have a date or anyone.

I have a best friend, but he has his own plans.

I keep waking up and forgetting but i always end up feeling it and getting a glimpse of the images I remember. I wonder what my self conscious is trying to tell me.

It's that kind of stickiness that doesn't go away if you don't use soap to wash your hands.

I'm sitting here like, "You know I'm not letting you back in right?"

I'm done doing this back and forth shit with you. Have a nice life with me not caring about you. There's no window or open door for you to walk back in. You lost that privilege. You can watch all you want, tbh.