bologn4 look at how we look when we realized how great that sounded lmao

I thought you were going to stay a bit longer. We made plans to redo that night we slept together to see if three years later wed still have those feelings we from had three years back. I thought maybe you did because there you were, on the phone, telling me all the little things you remembered about me and your favorite things about me, like the way i crinkle my nose when i laugh. Gosh, hearing you tell me all that made me so eager to see you. Your voice just sounded so damn soothing that i fell asleep in the middle of your story lol you thought i was ignoring you which was very funny because you should know now that id never ignore you. I usually cant sleep at night and just listening to you, without understanding your words and just focusing on your tone and depth of your voice, made it easy. It felt good. I grew even more excited to have that second sleepover so i could hold you and watch how you breathe when youre not focused on breathing, so i can kiss you, so i can hear you snore whithout gou being ashamed of me hearing it, so i can see you at peace with your brain and dreaming, so i can see the only person ive slept with sleeping with me again, so i can tell you how much ive missed you without having to say a thing, but maybe ill whisper it to you as if you were listening. Ive never looked forward to anything or gotten excited in a long time and i looked forward to that night more than anything, but you did it. You did it again. You stopped replying to me by 4 so you could go out without even telling me you would and youd text back the next day at 1 p.m. The day of the night we were supposed to see eachother i told you "good morning" and you didnt reply. You still havent, but for once, i hope you never do. I hope you never talk to me ever again. If you try to, i wont reply, i will block you on every social media i have and through your number. I wont ever give you another chance no matter how bad i want to because i know i shouldnt. I wont do that to myself. I hope i dont run into you in person either, but if i do, ill smile even if my heart hurts. I dont want you to think you win lol because you could have had something great and you lost that.

...youre back