Growing pains.
So, I'm basically 22 doing things a like a 30 year old would be doing but without any freedom. It's such a paradox for me. Well in my mind anyways... Speaking to people doesn't seem to work, because well everyone has become so desensitized to emotions you say you're sad and people react with a face and people just don't care about how you're really feeling. But I mean hey... Who am I? I'm a 22 year old photographer that works in an HR office day in and day out, I'm a 22 year old woman whose just found out that I have osteoporosis and people's reactions are "oh I'm sorry, but there's exercises that you can do and you'll be okay".. Well actually this is a whole life thing, and you know what it's been painful, not only is it rare for someone to have osteoporosis at the age of 22, but it causes my jaw to dislocate because I don't have any cartilage in between my skull and my jaw... So yeah let that sink in... On top of that I have to wear a bite plate for the rest of my life otherwise I'll be in constant pain. So yeah, if you say you're my friend.. And you actually care.. I shouldn't have to be the one to just be like oh yeah and this has happened to me...
