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Summary: How is Cedric meant to ask you out on a date when he keeps getting interrupted by your tornado of siblings?
A/N: This was way longer than I expected it to be
Growing up a Weasley meant you always had someone looking out for you.
It also meant you always had to look out for your family.
When you were very little, you didnโt remember being spoiled the way your brothers claimed you had been. That must have happened when you were still a babyโwhen your mother finally held her long-awaited daughter in her arms after three boys.
But only a year later, she was blessed again with twins. And suddenly, there were two more mouths to feed, two more babies to soothe, two more crying voices in a house that already never seemed to quiet down.
It wasnโt surprising that somewhere in all that chaos, you slipped through the cracks.
Not completely. Never completely.
Your parents loved youโof course they did. You never doubted that. But love, you would come to learn, didnโt always mean attention. And attention was something that had to be divided carefully in a family as large as yours.
But you didnโt grow up alone.
Not really.
Because where your parents were stretched thin, your brothers filled in the gaps.
Bill.
Charlie.
Percy.
But especially Charlie.
Charlie had been the one to carry you around the Burrow as if you weighed nothing, settling you on his hip while he did chores, letting you tug at his hair as he laughed and pretended to complain. He was the one who taught you how to climb trees, who patched up your scraped knees, who tied your shoelaces, who read to you when your mother was too tired to finish the story herself.
He liked to joke that you were more his child than your parentsโ, considering how much he had done to raise you.
So when Charlie first left for Hogwarts, leaving you home with Percy as the only older sibling, you cried.
And cried.
And cried.
For weeks.
Both Charlie and Bill had to send you letters almost every day just to soothe you, but even then you still missed them terribly.
And then the day came when you were old enough to join them.
The platform was loud in the way only Platform Nine and Three-Quarters could be, full of overlapping voices and rushing footsteps and the sharp whistle of the train cutting through it all. Trunks rattled over uneven stone, owls hooted impatiently from their cages, and somewhere behind you, your mother was still fussing over whether you had packed enough socks.
It was overwhelming, but not in a bad wayโnot yet. Not when you were surrounded on all sides by your family, by the familiar press of bodies and voices that had always meant safety. You stayed close to your brothers, close enough that your sleeve brushed Charlieโs every few steps, just in case.
โAlright,โ Bill said at last, sliding open the door to an empty compartment with an ease that made it seem like heโd done it a hundred times before, โIn you go.โ
Before you could protest, Percy was already lifting your trunk onto the rack with careful precision, muttering something under his breath about proper placement and weight distribution, while Bill adjusted your smaller bags so they sat neatly in the corner.
Charlie nudged your shoulder gently, guiding you inside, but you lingered near the doorway for a moment instead of sitting, suddenly unsure of what to do with yourself now that everything had become real.
You watched as Bill brushed his hands together in satisfaction and Percy gave a small, approving nod, as though everything was exactly as it should be.
You hovered in the doorway instead.
โโฆCanโt I just come with you?โ You asked, quieter than you meant to, your fingers tightening slightly around the edge of the compartment door.
Bill glanced at Percy, then back at you, and something in his expression softened immediately. He reached out without hesitation, ruffling your hair in a way that was more fond than teasing, even if it left a few strands sticking up at odd angles.
โIf you stick with us like that,โ He said gently, โyouโll never make your own friends.โ
You frowned faintly, not quite convinced, your gaze dropping for a second before flicking back up.
โItโs only for the ride,โ Percy added, adjusting his sleeves as he straightened, already half-turned toward the corridor, โWe'll meet you back at the castle.โ
They lingered only a moment longer before stepping back into the corridor, already being pulled away by the movement of students and the rising noise as departure drew closer. You moved to follow them instinctively, your body shifting forward before you caught yourself at the doorway, fingers curling slightly against the frame as their voices faded into the general hum.
Charlie hadnโt left.
He stood just outside the compartment, watching you in that quiet, knowing way of his, like he could see straight through the brave face you were trying to hold together. For a moment, neither of you spoke, and then something in his expression shiftedโsomething softer, more certainโas he stepped back inside and slid the door shut behind him, shutting out the corridor noise just enough to make the space feel smaller, steadier.
โIโll be right down the train,โ He said, nodding toward the direction Bill and Percy had gone, โThird compartment on the left, I think.โ
โIf you get lonely,โ He continued, crouching slightly so he was closer to your eye level, his voice lowering just enough to feel like it was meant only for you, โor if anything happensโanything at allโyou come find me. Yeah?โ
You nodded, the tight feeling in your chest easing just a little.
โAlright.โ You murmured.
Charlie smiled then, softer than before, and leaned forward to press a quick kiss to the top of your head. It was such a familiar gesture that it grounded you instantly, made everything feel just a little less uncertain, a little less overwhelming.
โSee you in a bit.โ He said.
And then he was gone too.
The door slid shut behind him with a soft click, and just like that, the noise of the corridor dulled into something distant, muffled by the glass and wood of the compartment. For a moment, you just stood there, staring at the empty seat across from you, listening to the low rumble of the train as it finally began to move.
It felt strange, suddenly.
Too quiet.
You sat down slowly, smoothing your hands over your skirt more out of habit than anything else, your gaze drifting toward the window as the platform began to slip away. Families waved from outside, figures blurring together as the train picked up speed, and for a brief second, you caught sight of your motherโs bright hair among the crowd before it disappeared entirely.
Students passed by in groups, laughing and talking, already settled into friendships you hadnโt had the chance to form yet, their voices carrying faintly through the compartment door. Every now and then, someone would glance in, hesitate, and then move on.
For a moment, you considered getting up.
Going after Charlie.
He said you could.
But Billโs words lingered, stubborn and unshakable.
Youโll never make your own friends.
You were still turning that thought over in your mind when the compartment door slid open.
You looked up quickly, your attention snapping toward the sound as a boy about your age stood in the doorway, one hand still resting on the handle as he glanced around the compartment.
โIs this seat taken?โ He asked.
You shook your head almost immediately. โNoโno, itโs not.โ
โGood,โ He said with a small, easy smile, stepping inside and sliding the door shut behind him before taking the seat across from you, โEvery other compartment seems to be full already.โ
You nodded, your fingers curling slightly in your lap as you tried to think of something else to say, aware of that familiar flicker of uncertainty beginning to creep in at the edges. For a moment, the silence stretched just a little too longโ
Then he leaned forward slightly, resting his arms against his knees, closing the distance just enough to make it feel less awkward instead of more.
โIโm Cedric." He offered.
You gave your name in return, a little quieter at first, but steadier than you expected, and something in his expression brightened slightly, like he was pleased youโd said it.
โFirst year?โ He asked.
You nodded, a small smile tugging at your lips, โYou too?โ
โYeah.โ He glanced out the window briefly before looking back at you, โDo you know what house you want to be in?โ
You hesitated, then shrugged lightly. โMy brothers are all in Gryffindor,โ You said, as if that explained anything at all, โSoโฆ maybe that one.โ
Cedric huffed a quiet laugh at that, not unkind, just amused. โMy dad was in Hufflepuff,โ He said, โSo I think Iโll probably end up there. Thoughโโ his mouth tilted slightly as he glanced at you again, โโGryffindor doesnโt sound too bad now.โ
Whether he meant anything by it or not didnโt really matter.
You felt warmth creep up your face anyway.
The conversation came easier after that, settling into something simple and steady. You talked about classes you thought might be interestingโTransfiguration, maybe, or Charmsโand the ones you were a little nervous about.
He admitted he wasnโt sure how he felt about Potions, and you told him you thought it sounded exciting, though your brothers had warned you about the professor being a troll. You werenโt entirely sure if they meant that literally or not, and the way Cedric laughed at thatโgenuine and a little surprisedโmade something in your chest loosen.
At some point, he excused himself briefly, returning a few minutes later with snacks in hand, setting a Chocolate Frog carefully on the seat between you like it was the most natural thing in the world.
โFor you.โ He said simply.
You blinked at it, a little startled, โYou donโt have toโโ
โI know,โ He replied with a small shrug, โI wanted to.โ
There wasnโt anything grand about it, no expectation behind the gesture, and somehow that made it easier to accept.
โThank you.โ You said, a small smile forming as you picked it up.
You opened the box carefully, peeling back the flap and catching the chocolate frog just before it could leap free, your attention shifting to the card tucked inside. Cedric leaned forward slightly, curiosity lighting his expression.
โWhoโd you get?โ He asked.
You glanced down at it, then back up at him, โMerlin.โ
You looked back at the card, then held it out toward him without much thought, โDo you want it?โ
He blinked, clearly caught off guard, โWhat? Noโare you sure? You should keep it.โ
You shrugged lightly, a small, easy motion, โYou seem way more interested in it than I am.โ
For a moment, he just stared at you, like he wasnโt quite sure what to make of that, before slowly reaching out and taking the card, something softer settling into his expression.
โThanks.โ He said, quieter this time.
By the time the train finally slowed, the sky had already begun to darken, the last traces of daylight fading into something softer, quieter, as students poured out onto the platform in a rush of movement and chatter. You stayed close to Cedric as you stepped down, not quite thinking about it, just following the steady presence beside you as a large voice called out for first years to gather.
The boat ride felt like something out of a story.
Lantern light flickered against the dark surface of the lake, reflecting in ripples as the small boats carried you across the water, the castle rising ahead of you in a way that made your breath catch without meaning to. It was enormousโfar bigger than anything your brothers had ever managed to describe properlyโand for a moment, everything else fell away.
You barely noticed how close you and Cedric were sitting until your shoulder brushed his again, the same way it had with Charlie earlier, only this time it didnโt feel like something you needed for reassurance.
Neither of you said much, but you didnโt really need to.
By the time you reached the castle, the noise returned all at onceโfootsteps echoing through stone corridors, voices bouncing off high ceilings, the shuffle of robes and the occasional nervous laugh breaking through the tension. You followed the line of students into the Great Hall, your gaze lifting almost immediately to the enchanted ceiling above, stars scattered across it like something impossibly real.
It was beautiful.
And overwhelming.
You barely had time to take it all in before the sorting began.
Names were called one by one, each student stepping forward to sit on the stool as the hat decided their place, the hall erupting into cheers with every announcement.
You stood among them, hands clasped tightly together, your attention flickering between the sorting stool and the tables, searching instinctively for familiar faces. It didnโt take long to find themโBill sitting tall and relaxed, Percy already watching with keen focus, and Charlie leaning forward slightly, his attention fixed on you, giving you a little wave and a thumbs up when you caught his gaze.
You found yourself watching more than listening, your attention drifting untilโ
"Cedric Diggory."
Cedric stepped forward, looking just a little more serious than he had on the train, though there was still something steady about him, something calm as he sat on the stool and the hat was placed on his head. For a brief second, the hall went quiet.
Thenโ
โHufflepuff!โ
The table to your right erupted into applause, loud and warm, and you felt yourself smiling without thinking, clapping along as Cedric pulled the hat off and stood. He glanced toward the crowd as he stepped down, scanning faces quicklyโ
And then he found you.
He smiled, bright and easy, lifting his hand in a small wave in your direction, like it was the most natural thing in the world to look for you in a room full of people.
You smiled back, returning the gesture without hesitation, something light settling in your chest.
Then he turned, heading toward his table, swallowed up by the group that welcomed him in.
The ceremony continued.
Untilโ
Your name.
It rang out across the hall, louder than you expected, and for a second, everything inside you seemed to go very, very still.
The walk to the stool felt longer than it should have, your footsteps echoing faintly in your ears as you climbed up and sat down, your hands curling slightly into the fabric of your robes. The hat was placed over your head, slipping down just enough to shadow your vision, and for a second, there was nothing but darkness and the sound of your own heartbeat.
It didnโt take long.
โGryffindor!โ
The word echoed, followed immediately by a burst of cheers from the table to your left, loud and familiar and impossible to mistake.
Relief hit you first.
Then something warmer.
You barely had time to take the hat off before you were being pulled forward, laughter and voices overlapping as you reached the table.
โThere she is!โ
โAbout time!โ
โAnother one for Gryffindorโbrilliant!โ
Percy clapped for you as you joined the table, patting your shoulder with pride, Bill ruffled your hair before pressing a quick peck to the top of your head and Charlie enveloped you into a tight hug. You laughed, a little breathless, the sound spilling out of you before you could stop it as they crowded around you, hands on your shoulders, your back, your hairโsolid, familiar, overwhelming in the best way.
You settled into your seat, still adjusting to the new rhythm of the hall. Plates of food appeared with little fanfare, but everything seemed bigger, brighter, and somehow both familiar and completely new at the same time.
You barely noticed when a familiar blond head turned toward the Gryffindor table againโCedric, scanning for a glimpse of you before diving into his own group. You caught his eye just long enough to exchange a quick, almost shy smile.
You were just leaving the Great Hall on your way to class when you heard your name.
You slowed slightly, glancing over your shoulder just as someone stepped out of the stream of students moving past you.
Cedric Diggory.
You recognized him immediately, of course. You always did. Not because you sought him out, but because he was noticeable. There was hardly a girl in Hogwarts that didn't know of the Golden Boy Cedric Diggory.
You knew him, in the way that came from shared moments rather than shared timeโtrain rides years ago, the occasional passing conversation, a familiarity that never quite developed into friendship but lingered comfortably in between.
He offered you a small, polite smile when you stopped.
โHi.โ He said when he reached you, slowing his pace to match yours as the two of you fell into step almost without thinking.
โHi,โ You returned, a small flicker of curiosity settling in as you glanced at him, โEverything alright?โ
โYeahโyeah, I justโฆโ He huffed a quiet breath, one hand lifting briefly to the back of his neck in a gesture that almost looked like nerves, though it didnโt quite fit him.
โI was wondering if youโdโwell, if you needed a partner for Herbology. Professor Sprout mentioned weโd be pairing up for the next assignment, and I thoughtโฆโ He trailed off slightly, then smiled, a little more certain this time, โI thought Iโd ask before it got chaotic.โ
For a second, you just looked at him.
Not because the question was strangeโit wasnโtโbut because it caught you slightly off guard. You werenโt usually the person people sought out first, not for things like that, and there was something about the way he askedโstraightforward, but carefulโthat made it difficult to respond immediately.
โIโum,โ You started, the beginning of an answer formingโ
And then you heard it.
Your name.
Again.
This time, it was not calm or measured or easy to miss.
It was strained, uneven, pulled tight with something dangerously close to panic.
You turned instinctively, your attention snapping toward the sound just in time to see Ron pushing his way through the corridor toward you, his face red, eyes glassy, shoulders tense like he was barely holding himself together.
He didnโt even slow down when he reached youโdidnโt say anything at all, reallyโjust collided into you with enough force to make you take a half-step back as his arms wrapped around you, his face burying itself into your shoulder.
And then he broke.
Not quietly, not subtlyโfull, shaking sobs that made his grip tighten as if letting go wasnโt an option.
Any trace of hesitation vanished instantly.
Your entire focus shifted without a second thought, your arms coming up around him automatically as you steadied him, one hand moving to the back of his head in a familiar, grounding gesture.
โHeyโhey, whatโs wrong?โ You asked softly, your voice dropping into something calmer, gentler, the kind of tone youโd used a hundred times before without even realizing it.
He tried to answer.
โIโsheโshe sentโโ He tried, his voice thick and uneven.
Your brow furrowed slightly, โSlow down, I canโt understand you.โ
โAโHowlerโโ He finally managed, the word coming out in a miserable wail.
And then it clicked.
Of course.
Despite yourself, you glanced up briefly, meeting Cedricโs gaze for just a second, and there was something shared thereโunderstanding, a flicker of quiet amusement that neither of you voiced but both clearly felt.
You looked back down at Ron, your expression softening again as you reached up to wipe at his cheeks, brushing away tears that didnโt seem to stop coming.
โWell,โ You said gently, not unkindly, โyou did steal and then wreck our car. I donโt think you couldโve expected to get off with only a warning.โ
That did not help.
If anything, it made him cling tighter, his voice muffled as he groaned into your shoulder, mortified all over again.
โShe didnโt have to do it in front of everyone,โ He mumbled, the words thick and miserable, โIt was so humiliatingโeveryone was looking at meโโ
โI know,โ You murmured, softer this time, shifting slightly so you could look at him properly, your hands steady as you wiped the rest of his tears away with your thumbs. โI know. That part wasnโt very nice.โ
He sniffed, shoulders still trembling, but the worst of it seemed to be passing now, the sharp edge of it dulling into something more manageable under the familiarity of your voice, your presence.
You hesitated for half a second, then smiled just a little.
โCome on,โ You said, tilting your head toward the corridor, โLetโs go to the kitchens. I think you deserve something after that.โ
He pulled back just enough to look at you, still blotchy and miserable, but already softening at the suggestion.
โOkay.โ He muttered, nodding slightly.
You gave his shoulder a small squeeze before straightening, your hand lingering briefly at the back of his arm. Then, as you turned to leave with him, you glanced back at Cedric, your expression apologetic as you mouthed a silent sorry.
He just shook his head, the corner of his mouth lifting in quiet amusement, like he had expected something along these lines from the moment your brother appeared.
โItโs fine,โ He said lightly, though you were already half-turned away, โWeโll figure it out later.โ
Professor Sprout, in the end, did assign partners.
Efficiently, without hesitation, and with absolutely no regard for any quiet arrangements that might have been attempted beforehand. By the time you arrived for the lesson, names were already being called, pairs already being formed, and whatever Cedric had been hoping for dissolved into something unspoken and irrelevant before either of you had the chance to bring it up again.
You ended up with someone from your houseโpleasant enough, focused, not particularly talkativeโand the lesson passed without incident.
Still, you noticed.
Not in any obvious way, not in a way that lingered too long, but just enough to register the brief glance Cedric gave you from across the greenhouse when the pairings were announced, the small, almost amused exhale that followed before he turned his attention back to his own partner.
It wasnโt disappointment, exactly.
Just something that could have been something else.
And then it passed.
Or at least, it should have.
A few days later, you found yourself alone againโor as alone as one could be in a castle like Hogwartsโstanding just outside one of the quieter corridors near the courtyard, adjusting the strap of your bag as you mentally sorted through the next part of your day.
The air was cooler there, the noise of passing students softened by distance, and for a moment, it felt like a pause between everything else.
โHey.โ
Cedric stood a few steps away, hands tucked loosely into his pockets, his expression easy but just slightly more deliberate than usual, like he had made the decision to be there rather than simply ending up there by chance.
โHi.โ You said, a hint of recognition slipping into your tone now, something warmer than before.
He stepped a little closer, glancing briefly down the corridor before looking back at you. โI was going to askโโ He started, then paused, as if reconsidering his wording, โDid you understand the last bit of the Transfiguration homework? The part about switching incantations mid-cast. I was looking over it earlier andโโ
It was a better excuse this time.
Though you were questioning why Golden Boy was asking you instead of literally anyone else. It wasn't like he had a shortage of people who were willing to give an arm and a leg to help him.
You opened your mouth to answer, already shifting into the conversationโ
And thenโ
"(Y/N)!"
The voice was sharp, urgent, and far too familiar.
You turned immediately, your attention snapping toward the sound just as Ginny appeared at the end of the corridor, her steps quick and uneven, her expression caught somewhere between panic and embarrassment in a way that made your stomach drop before she even reached you.
With her bright red hair half-falling loose from its tie, her Gryffindor robes swaying around her, and the deep flush spreading across her face, she lookedโrather unhelpfullyโlike a blur of red rushing straight toward you.
She didnโt slow down.
โCan I talk to you?โ She blurted the second she was close enough, her voice lowered but no less frantic for it, her hands hovering awkwardly at her sides like she didnโt know what to do with them.
You didnโt even think about it.
โOf course,โ You said instantly, your tone shifting the same way it always did, steady and grounding as you stepped toward her, your focus narrowing completely, โWhatโs wrong?โ
Ginny glanced briefly past youโjust enough to notice Cedric standing thereโbefore leaning in closer, her voice dropping to a whisper that still carried urgency, "In private."
Your eyes racked over her body before they landed on the jacket that she had tied around her waist.
โOh.โ You said softly, not startled, not alarmedโjust calm. Understanding. Immediate.
Ginnyโs hands clenched slightly at the fabric of her sleeves. โI didnโt knowโit justโI donโt know what to do.โ She rushed out, her words tumbling over each other now that sheโd started, the embarrassment catching up with her all at once.
โItโs okay,โ You said quickly, reaching out to steady her, your voice lowering just enough to keep it between the two of you, โItโs alright, Gin. It happens.โ
She shook her head, mortified, "A boy from Ravenclaw sawโI'm so embarrassed."
โIโve got you,โ You interrupted gently, already guiding her to turn slightly, positioning yourself just enough to shield her from the open corridor without making it obvious, โDonโt worry about it, okay? Weโll fix it.โ
Behind you, Cedric hadnโt moved.
Hadnโt interrupted.
But you were aware of him in that distant way you became aware of anything you had to leave unfinished, the conversation that had barely begun already slipping out of reach.
You glanced back at him briefly, just enough to catch his eye, your expression apologetic in a way that felt almost familiar now.
He didnโt even look surprised.
If anything, there was something faintly amused in the way he exhaled, the smallest shake of his head following like heโd already accepted how this was going to go.
โGo,โ He said lightly, one corner of his mouth lifting, โI think this might be more important than Transfiguration.โ
You let out a quiet breath that might have been a laugh under different circumstances, nodding once in thanks before turning your attention fully back to Ginny, your hand settling at her arm in a reassuring squeeze.
โCome on,โ you murmured, already guiding her down the corridor, your voice soft but certain. โWeโll go to the dormitories first, alright? Iโll help you.โ
She nodded quickly, still flustered but clearly relieved, her steps falling into place beside yours as you led her away.
You gave one last glance to Cedric, "I can ask Percy to share some of his notes with you?"
He nodded, a smile on his face.
He didn't really have the heart to tell you that the homework was already complete.
By the time the castle began to settle again, you didnโt feel like celebrating.
Everyone else did.
The relief had come quickly, spreading through the corridors like wildfire the moment the truth was outโGinny was safe, Ron was safe, the attacks were over, and whatever had been lurking in the shadows of Hogwarts had finally been dealt with.
There was laughter again, louder than before, conversations filled with retellings and exaggerations and a kind of excitement that only came from surviving something no one had fully understood in the first place.
You couldnโt quite bring yourself to join in.
Because every time someone said her nameโevery time someone mentioned what had happened, what she had gone through, what she had almostโ
All you could think was:
You hadnโt known.
Not once.
Not when she was quieter than usual, not when she seemed distracted, not when something in her feltโฆ off. You had been there. Right there. Watching, talking, helping with everything that didnโt matterโ
And somehow you missed the one thing that did.
So instead of staying in the common room, instead of letting yourself be pulled into the relief of it all, you slipped away.
Down familiar corridors, past the places you knew wouldnโt be crowded, until you reached the kitchens. It wasnโt long before you found yourself sitting at the long wooden table with a mug of hot chocolate cradled between your hands, the warmth of it seeping into your skin in a way that should have been comforting.
It wasnโt.
You stared down into it instead, watching the faint swirl of steam rise and disappear, your grip tightening slightly around the ceramic as everything youโd been holding back finally began to surface.
It was stupid, really.
Your siblings were safe.
That was all that should have mattered.
And it didโof course it didโbut it didnโt erase the rest of it, didnโt quiet the heavy, twisting feeling sitting in your chest, the one that kept circling back to the same thought over and over again.
You should've noticed. You should've known.
Your vision blurred before you realized you were crying, the first tear slipping down before you had the chance to stop it, followed by another, and then another until it became harder to pretend you were in control of it.
You ducked your head slightly, one hand coming up to press against your eyes as if that might be enough to hold it back.
You were her older sister.
That was supposed to mean something.
It was supposed to mean you noticed when things were wrong.
It was supposed to mean she came to you.
Like how you would go to your older brothers.
The sound of the door opening barely registered at first, slipping into the background of everything else, until the faint shift in the roomโthe subtle change in movement, in presenceโpulled your attention up just enough to break through your thoughts.
You didnโt look up immediately.
Not until they stopped near your table.
โHey.โ
The voice was familiar.
You blinked, the world coming back into focus in slow pieces as you lifted your head, your eyes landing on Cedric where he stood a few steps away, his expression softer than youโd ever seen it, something careful in the way he looked at you like he already knew heโd found you at a bad moment.
For a second, neither of you said anything.
Then you let out a quiet breath that didnโt quite steady, your gaze dropping back down to your mug as your fingers tightened slightly around it.
โHi.โ You managed, your voice quieter than usual, roughened at the edges in a way you didnโt bother trying to hide.
He didnโt ask to sit.
He just did, pulling out the chair across from you with a quiet scrape and lowering himself into it like he intended to stay this time, like he wasnโt going to be interrupted or pulled away or left with half a conversation again.
โI didnโt see you at dinner.โ He said after a moment, not accusing, not even questioningโjust stating it gently, like an opening rather than a demand.
You huffed a soft, humorless breath at that, your lips pressing together briefly as you shook your head.
โI wasnโt hungry.โ You said, which wasnโt entirely untrue.
Silence settled again, but it wasnโt uncomfortable.
Cedric didnโt rush to fill it, didnโt push, didnโt try to steer you anywhere you werenโt ready to go. He just sat there, patient in a way that made it easier to exist in the quiet rather than feel like you had to escape it.
And somehow, that made it harder to hold everything in.
โI justโโ you started, then stopped, your grip tightening slightly around the mug as your gaze fixed somewhere just past it. โI feel like such a bad older sister.โ
The words came out quieter than you expected, but once they were there, they didnโt stop.
โI had no idea,โ You continued, your voice wavering just enough to give you away, โI didnโt know she was struggling like that, I didnโt know she wasnโt talking to anyone, I didnโtโโ
You swallowed, blinking quickly as the pressure behind your eyes built again, โShe had to turn to some stupid, sentient journal with the conscience of the bloody dark lord to talk about things. About feelings. About boys.โ
"Your her sister. Not a mind reader. Ginny knows how much you love her. No one expects you to know what's going on with your siblings all the time."
You didnโt respond right away.
Your gaze dropped again, your thoughts shifting, not goneโnot fixedโbut nudged, just slightly, out of the spiral theyโd been stuck in.
After a moment, your shoulders sank just a fraction, some of the tension easing in a way you hadnโt realized youโd been holding.
โI still shouldโve been better.โ You murmured.
โSheโs okay now,โ He added after a moment, "That's all that matters."
The hospital wing smelled faintly of disinfectant and something sweet, probably from Madam Pomfreyโs constant efforts to make it more welcoming. The low hum of worry and whispered conversation filled the air, punctuated by the occasional clatter of a tray or the soft footfalls of nurses.
Harry lay in bed, pale and bruised, one arm still in a sling and a bandage running along the back of his head. His eyes were closed when you entered with Ron and Hermione, though you could see the tightness around his jaw even from a distance, the way his body refused to fully relax.
Cedric was already there, standing near the foot of the bed, hands loosely clasped in front of him. His expression was a mixture of concern and that quiet, composed kindness that seemed to follow him everywhere. The rest of the Quidditch team lingered nearby, some leaning against walls, others sitting on chairs, their chatter subdued in the presence of the hospital wingโs calm authority.
You made your way forward, letting your eyes meet Cedricโs briefly. There was an unspoken acknowledgment there, a quiet thread of familiarity that had been building for yearsโthe kind that didnโt need words. He smiled softly, and you returned it with one of your own, both of you sharing a moment of warmth amidst the tension.
โIโuhโhow are you feeling?โ Cedric asked, stepping slightly closer to Harryโs bedside. His voice was gentle, careful, like he was trying to tread without adding any more worry.
Harry groaned softly, opening one eye, but his voice came out a little hoarse, โI fell off my broom. I think that says it all.โ
Cedricโs expression tightened just a little, a flicker of guilt crossing his features, though he quickly masked it with his usual calm demeanor. He glanced at Oliver, who was hovering nearby, arms crossed, and then back at Harry.
"The dementors clearly interfered with the game, Hufflepuff has agreed to a rematch."
โNo,โ Oliver said flatly, โHufflepuff won fair and square, we refuse.โ
Cedricโs shoulders slumped fractionally, but he kept his gaze on Harry. When his eyes flicked toward you, though, there was a quiet softness there, a flicker of amusement and admiration all at once. You smiled at him, a small, fond curve of your lips. He looked so earnest, so sweet, offering a rematch even though heโd been the one to win.
โDonโt worry about it.โ You murmured under your breath, letting the warmth in your smile reach him.
Then, inevitably, the calm shattered.
Fred and George, never ones to miss an opportunity, had clearly been lingering nearby, and their grins were impossible to miss even from across the room. โOi, Harry,โ George called softly, leaning against the wall, โyou saw the Grim in Divination, didnโt you? Thatโs never goodโฆโ
โYeah!โ George added, elbowing him lightly, โBetter start making friends in the afterlife! Any last words, mate?โ
Hermione groaned, burying her face in her hands. Ronโs jaw tightened, though he didnโt speak. Harryโs eyes were already narrowing, more in irritation than fear, though there was a small twitch in his shoulder that betrayed his nerves.
You didnโt even pause. โForge!โ You snapped, your voice cutting through the murmurs like a whip. Both twins froze mid-smirk, turning toward you, and for a moment, the entire room seemed to hold its breath.
Fred and George exchanged a glance, then slowly sank back, their amusement dampened under your gaze. They muttered under their breath but said nothing more, clearly smart enough to know the game was upโfor now.
Cedric blinked at you, clearly caught off guard, and then tilted his head slightly, one brow raised in curiosity.
โForge?โ He asked quietly, amusement lacing his tone.
โWith the amount of trouble these two get into,โ You sighed, โitโs easier just to call them by one name.โ
The courtyard was quieter than usual.
Not emptyโHogwarts was never truly emptyโbut quieter in the way it always was toward the end of the year. Most students were either shut away in their common rooms or the library, scrambling to finish the assignments they had put off for far too long, or sprawled outside, taking advantage of the rare stretch of warm sunlight.
Students lingered in smaller groups, scattered across benches and steps, their voices softer, their conversations unhurried. The air had finally warmed, sunlight spilling over the stone and settling into something almost comfortable.
You sat on the low wall near the fountain, one leg tucked slightly beneath you, your bag resting at your side as you absently traced your finger along the edge of your sleeve.
Cedric stood nearby at first, lingering just long enough to make it seem unintentional beforeโafter a momentโs hesitationโhe sat beside you, close enough that your shoulders almost brushed.
โDone with everything?โ He asked, glancing over at you.
โMostly,โ You said, exhaling softly, โI think Iโve got one more essay left for Transfiguration, but Iโm pretending it doesnโt exist for now.โ
He huffed a quiet laugh at that, his head dipping slightly, โThatโs probably for the best.โ
A small silence followed and you tilted your head slightly, glancing at him, โWhat about you?โ
โFinished.โ He said, though there was a faint hesitation behind it, like his attention wasnโt fully on the answer. His fingers tapped lightly against his knee, once, twiceโrestless in a way you didnโt usually see from him.
โโฆEverything alright?โ You asked, softer now, your gaze lingering on him just a second longer.
Cedric let out a breath, something shifting in his expressionโsomething more uncertain than you were used to. He glanced at you, then away again, like he was trying to find the right words.
โYeah, I justโโ He started, then stopped, his hand lifting briefly to the back of his neck.
โI was wondering if youโโ He tried again, his voice quieter now, more deliberate, โif you might want toโโ
โMiss Weasley.โ
The voice cut cleanly through the moment.
You both turned immediately.
Professor McGonagall stood a few steps away, her posture as straight as ever, her expression composedโbut there was something in her eyes, something that made your stomach drop before she even spoke again.
You were already on your feet before you realized it.
โYes, Professor?โ
โOne of your brothers has been taken to the hospital wing.โ
The words landed all at once.
Your breath caught. โWhatโ?โ You took a step forward instinctively, your mind already racing ahead of you, โWhich one?โ
โRonald.โ
You stared at her for half a second.
Thenโdespite everything, despite the concern already tightening in your chestโyour shoulders dropped just slightly, disbelief slipping in around the edges.
โโฆAgain?โ You said, the word coming out before you could stop it.
McGonagallโs lips pressed together, though whether she was suppressing a sigh or a comment, you couldnโt quite tell.
You ran a hand over your face briefly, already turning on your heel.
โWhy is it always those three?โ You muttered under your breath, more to yourself than anyone else, exasperation bleeding into the worry, โHonestly, I leave them alone for five minutes...โ
Cedric immediately fell into step beside you, his usual composure giving way to concern, though his hands stayed in his pockets, tight against himself as if holding on to some semblance of control.
โYouโdo you need me to come with you?โ He asked quietly, looking at you with that soft, careful gaze he always reserved for moments like this.
You shook your head. โNoโฆ no, Iโve got this.โ But your pace quickened, Cedric matching you effortlessly.
As you hurried down the familiar corridors, the casual moment that had been buildingโthe one where Cedric was clearly about to ask you to Hogsmeadeโslipped just out of reach. Instead, the urgency of the hospital wing, the thought of Ron writhing in pain, took over.
โYou were going to ask me something...โ You said quietly, almost to yourself, stealing a glance at Cedric. His lips twitched, a small, embarrassed smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
โYeahโฆโ He murmured, the words trailing off as his gaze flicked toward you, โWeโll have toโฆ save that for another day.โ
The doors to the Hospital Wing swung open with more force than strictly necessary, your steps quick and purposeful as your eyes immediately scanned the room.
It didnโt take long to find him.
Ron was propped up in one of the beds, his leg elevated and wrapped, hair a mess, freckles standing out starkly against skin that was just a little too paleโbut he was awake. Talking. Complaining, probably.
Alive.
Your shoulders dropped slightly, relief hitting first, sharp and immediate.
And thenโ
โRonald Bilius Weasley!โ
Ron startled so hard he nearly knocked his own pillow over. His eyes went wide the second he saw you, pure instinct kicking in before anything else.
โIt wasnโt my fault!โ He blurted immediately, sitting up straighter despite the clear pain it caused, โScabbers was Peter Pettigrew and he framed Sirius Black!โ
You stopped mid-step.
โโฆwhat?โ
The path had long since stopped resembling anything civilized.
What had started as something that could vaguely pass as a trail had quickly dissolved into uneven ground, overgrown roots, and branches that seemed determined to catch on your sleeves at every opportunity.
You stepped over yet another fallen log with a quiet huff, brushing leaves from your skirt as you glanced ahead.
โDad,โ Ron called from somewhere behind you, already sounding tired, โwhere exactly are we going?โ
โSomewhere in this direction.โ Your father replied cheerfully, not slowing in the slightest.
โThatโs not very reassuring.โ Hermione muttered.
Fred snorted, โHe hasnโt the faintest clue, has he?โ
โI heard that,โ Your father said mildly, โAnd Iโd like to remind you that I am leading us to the Quidditch World Cup.โ
โEventually.โ George added.
You huffed a quiet laugh, adjusting the strap of your bag as you stepped over a particularly stubborn root, your shoulder brushing lightly against Ginnyโs.
โDo you actually know where the portkey is?โ You asked, glancing at your father.
โHavenโt the foggiest!โ He admitted, cheerfully.
A chorus of groans followed immediately.
Fred and George exchanged a look, Ron muttered something under his breath about typical, and Ginny let out a dramatic sigh as she trudged forward.
Harry and Hermione, walking just behind you, shared a glance that was somewhere between amusement and mild concern.
The group pressed on, the forest thick around you, the sound of footsteps and rustling leaves filling the space between conversations. Just as you were beginning to think your earlier comment might actually be correctโ
โAh! There we are!โ
Your fatherโs voice lit up with sudden triumph, and you looked up just in time to see him veering slightly off the path toward a large tree.
A man stood beneath it, broad and sturdy, holding onto several bags that looked far too heavy to be carried comfortably.
โAmos!โ Your father greeted warmly, striding forward, โGood to see you!โ
โArthur!โ The manโAmosโreturned just as enthusiastically, shifting the bags in his grip as the two men shook hands.
The rest of you filtered in behind, and introductions began almost immediately.
โThis is my family!โ
Names were exchanged, greetings offered, and you stepped forward when it was your turn, offering a polite smile.
You offered a polite smile, โItโs nice to meet you.โ
โAnd you, my dear.โ He said warmly.
Your gaze flicked briefly to the bags near his feet, and before you could think twice about it, you stepped forward slightly.
โCan I help you with any of those?โ You asked.
Amos blinked at you, clearly charmed. โArenโt you sweet, love? No, noโitโs quite alright.โ He waved a hand dismissively before adding, with a touch of amused exasperation, โMy son should be carrying them anyway.โ
There was a beat.
Thenโ
A sudden rustle overhead.
Before you could even react, something dropped from the tree above with a solid thud, landing just a few feet away.
You startled sharply, stepping back on instinct, your heart jumping into your throatโ
Only to be met with a very familiar face.
Cedric Diggory straightened from where heโd landed, brushing a bit of dirt from his sleeves like this was a completely normal entrance.
โSorry.โ He said, not sounding sorry at all.
Your father lit up immediately, โAnd this strapping young lad must be Cedric!โ
Cedric smiled, polite and composed as ever, โYes, sir.โ
But then his eyes flicked to you. There was a glint of amusement there, a teasing curve to his mouth as he clearly clocked the way youโd jumped.
You told yourself the increase heartrate was because of the fright.
The world snapped back into place all at once.
Your feet hit solid ground, though not gracefully, and for a moment everything spunโwind in your ears, the taste of dust in your mouth, your grip still locked tight around the portkey like letting go might send you flying again.
And thenโ
Stillness.
Grass beneath your boots. Voices. The distant roar of something massive in the distance.
You let go.
Around you, everyone else was doing the sameโstumbling, coughing, untangling themselves from one another in various states of disarray.
โUghโโ Ron groaned somewhere to your left.
โI hate portkeys.โ Hermione muttered, pushing her hair out of her face.
Harry, however, was glaring at you.
โYou didnโt have to push my face into the manky old boot.โ He whined, wiping at his cheek.
You turned your head, already narrowing your eyes as he pushed himself up from the ground, brushing at his glasses in mild offense.
โI told you to grab the boot,โ You shot back without missing a beat, โTwice.โ
โI was going to grab it!โ
โYou werenโt.โ You said flatly.
โI wasโ!โ
โWould you rather weโd just left you there?โ
He opened his mouth, then paused, โโฆokay, but you still didnโt have to shove me.โ
Behind you, Cedric chuckled, falling into step with you quite easily as your joint families began the trek towards the tents.
โNever a day off, huh?โ He said lightly, amusement warm in his voice.
You blinked at him for a second, slightly puzzled by the comment, like you hadnโt quite realized what youโd just done.
โWhat?โ You asked.
He gestured vaguely between you and Harry, his smile widening just a fraction. โYou,โ He said simply, โAnd your tornado of siblings.โ
You huffed a quiet breath, glancing away for a second as your fatherโs voice called out ahead, already moving everyone along toward the tents, "They're a circus."
Cedric laughed softly under his breath, falling into step beside you as the group began moving forward, the field stretching out ahead, dotted with tents that grew more and more elaborate the further you walked.
For a moment, things settledโjust walking, the distant buzz of the World Cup crowd building in the background, the aftermath of the portkey fading into something almost normal.
Cedric glanced at you again. โSoโโ He started, clearly picking up a conversation heโd been trying to have earlier, โaboutโโ
โโCharlie! Bill!โ
You didnโt even realize youโd cut him off until it was too late.
The second you spotted themโtwo familiar figures standing just outside one of the tentsโyou were already moving.
Charlie barely had time to react before you collided into him, your arms wrapping tightly around him as he laughed, catching you easily and lifting you slightly off the ground.
โThere she is!โ He said, his voice full of warmth.
โHi!โ You breathed, grinning as you pulled back just enough to look at him properly before immediately leaning into Bill next, who didnโt hesitate to wrap an arm around you, pressing a quick kiss to the top of your head.
โMissed us that much?โ Bill teased.
โNot at all.โ You shot back, though your smile gave you away.
โWell, well, well,โ Fred began, spinning around to step in front of you, hands on his hips like the self-appointed announcer of the world, โlook at this! Some would think you donโt like the rest of your siblings at all!โ
โI donโt.โ You said, perfectly deadpan.
Behind you, the rest of your family caught up quickly, voices overlapping, greetings loud and chaotic as always.
Cedric slowed a few steps back, watching the scene unfold with a small smile on his face.
The tents were set, your parents occupied somewhere deeper in the campsite, and your siblings had already scatteredโsome exploring, some arguing, some undoubtedly causing problems.
You were just stepping out from your familyโs tent when you spotted him again.
Cedric.
He was making his way over, hands tucked loosely into his pockets, posture relaxed but purposefulโlike he knew exactly where he was going.
Your stomach did that annoying little flip it had started doing around him lately.
You ignored it.
โWell then,โ Bill said, straightening slightly as Cedric came to a stop beside you. His tone was light, but there was something amused behind it, โWhoโs this?โ
You opened your mouth to answerโ
But of course, he wasnโt finished.
โWeโve got a lot of siblings,โ Bill continued thoughtfully, glancing Cedric up and down as if assessing him, โbut I think Iโd remember if Mum had another one.โ
You rolled your eyes immediately, โOh, shut up.โ
Charlie snorted beside him, arms loosely crossed, watching the interaction with easy curiosity.
You gestured between them. โCedric, this is Bill,โ You nodded toward your older brother, โAnd thatโs Charlie.โ
Cedric straightened slightly, recognition settling in almost instantly.
โYou need no introduction,โ He said, a small, genuine smile forming, โYouโre a legend. Best Seeker Gryffindorโs had in years.โ
Charlie blinked onceโ
Then broke into a grin.
โOh, I like you,โ He said immediately, stepping forward and clapping Cedric firmly on the shoulder, jostling him slightly, โDiggory, right?โ
Cedric laughed under his breath, steadying himself, โYeah.โ
โKnew I did,โ Charlie nodded, as if this confirmed everything, โBloke with a good head on his shoulders.โ
You sighed, already knowing where this was going, โFlattery will get you everywhere with him.โ
Cedricโs laugh softened as he glanced at you briefly, something warm flickering there before he looked back at Charlie, โIโve heard a lot about you.โ
โOnly the good things, I hope.โ Charlie grinned.
โDebatable.โ You cut in dryly.
Bill let out a low chuckle at that, clearly enjoying himself as the four of you fell into easy conversation. It wasnโt anything particularly seriousโjust small talk, Quidditch, the World Cup. There was laughter and teasing, but nothing too seriousโjust the kind of light, easy back-and-forth that made Cedricโs presence feel completely natural, like heโd always belonged in these small moments with your family.
And every now and then, you caught him glancing at you.
Thenโ
โ(Y/N)!โ
Ginnyโs voice rang out across the campsite.
You closed your eyes briefly.
"Can you braid my hair?! I want Dutch braids!"
You let out a long, suffering sigh, already pushing yourself to your feet, โDuty calls.โ
Charlie laughed immediately, loud and unhelpful.
โLaugh it up,โ You said over your shoulder, glancing back at him, โItโll be you next.โ
He scoffed, completely unbothered, โPlease. I already did my time with you.โ
Cedric, who had been watching the exchange with quiet amusement, tilted his head slightly, โDid you?โ
That was all it took.
โOh, yes,โ Charlie said eagerly, clearly delighted to have the chance to embarrass you in front of someone else for once, โYou have no ideaโshe used to cling to me all the time when she was little. Every time I tried to go out with the lads, there sheโd be, bawling her eyes out on the doorstep because she didnโt want me to go.โ
You winced, covering your face for a moment, but Charlie wasnโt done.
โAnd there was this rule,โ He continued, voice full of mock seriousness, โif I wanted to play Quidditch, I had to put her down for a nap first. Otherwise she would cry the entire game, thinking Iโd get hurt on my broom. Every. Single. Time.โ
Cedric laughed, genuinely this time, leaning slightly forward like he was savoring every embarrassing detail, โThatโs actually kind of adorable.โ
You blinked, heat rushing to your cheeks. โWell excuse me,โ You said sharply, โfor loving my older brother! I shall never do such an unsavory thing again.โ
With that, you stormed off toward Ginny, leaving Charlie and Bill doubled over in laughter behind you.
The Great Hall was far more somber than usual. The tables had been cleared, and the usual magical sky that lit up the room with sparkling stars was gone, leaving the Goblet of Fire in the center of the hall as the sole source of light, bathing everything in a delicate, almost eerie blue glow.
You inwardly wished you had gotten to the hall before your brothers had downed the aging potionโif you had, you would have smacked them so hard they might think twice before attempting something so dimwitted.
Unfortunately, it seemed you had arrived just a few minutes too late. Fred and George had ignored Hermioneโs warnings entirely and were now rolling on the floor, bickering like childrenโor rather, old men, considering they looked every bit their great-grandfathers, complete with wrinkles, grey hair, and a beard to match.
You pinched the bridge of your nose and let out a long sigh, stepping forward, โForge! Seriously?!โ
They barely noticed, bickering and rolling against each other as if you werenโt even there. You crouched quickly, yanking their ears in opposite directions to separate them.
โOw! Hey!โ Fred yelped, squirming.
โOi! Thatโs cheating!โ George shouted, flailing.
โI donโt care!โ You snapped, straightening and glaring at them both, โStop it. Right now.โ
They froze, glancing up at you with sheepish grins, like they might actually apologize. But, of course, it didnโt last.
โYou could sign up,โ Fred said casually, tilting his head with a mischievous glint in his eye, โsince youโre seventeen. You couldโโ
โAbsolutely not.โ You interrupted firmly. โI am not going to do something as moronic as sign up for a death wish.โ
โHarsh.โ Came the teasing voice beside you.
You turned, and there he was: Cedric Diggory, hands tucked casually into his pockets, looking absolutely soaked to the bone like he had just gotten caught in the rain.
โYou wound me, Weasley.โ He said, voice light but carrying that teasing edge youโd learned to expect from him.
You frowned, concern quickly replacing your irritation, โYouโd better hope your name doesnโt get pulled, Cedric. The tasks are dangerous. This whole thing is imbecilic.โ
โIf Iโm not mistaken,โ He said softly, voice dropping just enough to make your stomach flip, โIโd say you were worried about me.โ
โWorried the Yule Ball is going to get canceled on account of a funeral, more like it.โ You muttered, rolling your eyes.
โSuch little faith,โ He said, voice lowering in a way that made your pulse skip, โButโuh, speaking of the Yule BallโI was wonderingโฆ maybe youโd like toโโ
Before he could finish, the doors of the Great Hall burst open with a dramatic crash, drawing every eye in the room. The tallest, broadest figure youโd ever seen strode in: Viktor Krum.
All conversation ceased instantly. Every student froze, eyes widening, as the Bulgarian Quidditch star made his way confidently to the center of the hall, robes sweeping the floor with every step.
He passed the line, reached the Goblet of Fire, and placed his name inside, sparing only a brief glance at Hermione as he did. You tilted your head, watching the interaction between them with quiet curiosity.
He withdrew his hand, and the hall erupted into cheers, the excitement and tension washing over the room. Just like that, Cedricโs questionโand the small, promising moment between youโwas swept away.
The stands were packed.
The noise was overwhelmingโcheering, shouting, the low hum of anticipation vibrating through the airโbut it all felt distant to you, muffled behind the rapid thud of your own heartbeat.
Because down belowโ
Cedric was stepping into the arena.
You didnโt realize your hands had clenched until your nails bit into your palms, your breath catching as the gates opened and the dragon came into view.
It was massive.
Far bigger than youโd imagined, scales glinting in the light, smoke curling from its nostrils as it shifted, wings twitching with barely-contained power. You brought your hands up almost immediately, fingers splaying just enough so you could barely see through them.
โIโm not watching,โ You said, even as your eyes stayed fixed between the gaps, โIโm not watchingโโ
The dragon roared.
You flinched.
โโIโm watching.โ
Around you, people were shouting, gasping, reacting to every movementโbut you were locked in on him. Every dodge, every spell, every second he got just a little too closeโ
Your stomach dropped.
โCedricโโ You whispered under your breath, like he could somehow hear you.
And thenโ
It was over.
The egg was in his hands.
The stands erupted.
You didnโt even realize you were moving until you were already pushing through the crowd, down the steps, heart still racing as the adrenaline hadnโt quite faded yet. By the time you reached him, he was being ushered toward the edge of the arena, healers already moving in.
You waited until he was back in the privacy of his tent to approach, lest that cow Skeeter see you and decide to write some longwinded lie about how Cedric was madly in love with you.
Cedric blinked, slightly breathless, a little flushed from the heat and effortโbut when he saw you, something in his expression softened instantly.
โWell, hello to you too.โ He said, voice light despite the situation.
โYouโre burned,โ You said panicked, ignoring him completely as your fingers brushed carefully along his jaw, already assessing the damage, the skin under your touch began to get remarkably redder and you felt your heart clench, "I told you this was a horrible idea, Cedric."
He huffed a quiet laugh but didnโt stop you as you continued to check him over. The burn wasnโt terribleโbut it was enough. Enough to make your chest tighten just looking at it.
โYou couldโve been seriously hurt.โ You muttered, quieter now, more to yourself than him.
Cedricโs gaze flickered over your face, something softer settling there.
โBut I wasnโt.โ He said gently.
You didnโt respond right away, finishing what you were doing before stepping back slightly, your shoulders relaxing just a fraction now that he wasโrelativelyโfine.
โโฆYou did well." You said finally, meeting his eyes.
A small smile tugged at his lips, โYeah?โ
โYeah,โ You nodded, โI mean, it was still a completely idiotic thing to sign up forโbut you did well.โ
He laughed softly, โIโll take that as high praise, coming from you.โ
There was a beat.
The noise of the crowd carried on around you, distant again, like the two of you had been momentarily carved out of it.
Cedric shifted slightly, like he was working up to something again.
"Soโabout the ballโ" He started, a little more confident this time, a little more certain now that he had your full attention.
But before he actually got the words outโ
A roar of cheers erupted behind you.
Louder than before.
You turned instinctively, just in time to see Harry enter the arena.
โOhโโ
Your attention snapped away immediately, your head turning fully now, your focus shifting as the crowd surged with excitement again.
โHarry!โ You called, already stepping forward slightly, completely pulled into the moment.
Cedric blinked.
Then looked between you and the arena.
Then back at you.
And laughed.
โWell,โ He said, shaking his head slightly, a grin pulling at his lips, โway to make a guy feel jealous.โ
You glanced back at him, only half-processing what heโd said, still caught up in the adrenaline of it all, โWhat?โ
But he just smiled, stepping back slightly, giving you space as your attention stayed fixed on Harry now.
โNothing,โ He said easily, โGo on.โ
The noise from the arena hadnโt quite faded yet.
Students were still talking over each other, replaying every moment of the task like theyโd all personally been down there facing dragons instead of watching safely from the stands. The air felt charged, buzzing with adrenaline that hadnโt settled, and even as you stepped away from it all, your heart still hadnโt quite slowed.
You barely made it past the outer edge of the enclosure before a familiar voice cut through the chaosโ
โWell, that was something, wasnโt it?โ
You froze.
Your head snapped up so fast it almost hurt.
Noโ
There was no wayโ
But there he was.
Leaning casually against one of the wooden barriers, arms crossed, looking far too pleased with himself.
โCharlie?โ
The word left you half in disbelief, half in something brighterโsomething immediate.
His grin widened.
And that was all it took.
You didnโt thinkโyou just moved.
โCharlie!โ
You practically launched yourself at him, arms wrapping tightly around his middle as he laughed, already bracing for the impact, catching you easily like he always did.
โYou didnโt tell me you were coming!โ You said, pulling back just enough to look at him properly, hands still gripping his sleeves like he might disappear if you let go, โI canโt believe youโre here.โ
"I couldn't tell you because I'm here for work, love. Someoneโs got to handle the dragons.โ
You blinked.
โโฆYou brought them?โ
Charlie grinned, clearly proud of that, โCourse I did.โ
"Couldn't you have brought slightly friendlier ones?"
He laughed, "These are the friendlier ones."
The corridors between classes were always busy, but there was a different kind of chaos that came with a castle full of students anticipating something like the Yule Ball.
Voices echoed off the stone walls, laughter bouncing between groups, whispers slipping through in quick burstsโwho was going with who, who had already been asked, who was still waiting. Last you heard, Harry was going with Cho, Fred had somehow managed to land Angelina without even properly asking her, and Ron had spectacularly failed every attempt heโd made, growing more miserable by the hour.
You were halfway to your next class, books tucked under your arm, your mind only half on where you were going, when you felt itโthat familiar presence falling into step beside you.
You didnโt need to look.
โYou really shouldnโt be all alone in these halls,โ Cedricโs voice came, light and easy, threaded with amusement, โWho knows what kind of danger could be lurking?โ
You glanced over anyway, already fighting the small smile tugging at your lips. โYouโre right,โ You said, nodding thoughtfully, โWho knows when Professor Moody will jump out and turn me into a ferret. I was hoping someone would come rescue me.โ
โLucky day, then.โ He said, matching your pace effortlessly, his shoulder brushing yours just slightly as the two of you navigated the crowd.
For a moment, it was easyโjust walking, just talking, the noise of the corridor fading into something distant.
Cedric cleared his throat quietly.
โSoโabout the Yule Ball.โ He started, and there was something different this time. Something less certain, less practiced.
You raised a brow, glancing at him, โWhat about it?โ
โWell, I was thinkingโโ He began, and for once, Cedric Diggory actually sounded unsure of himself. His hand lifted slightly, like he meant to gesture, then dropped again, โI was wondering if maybe youโdโโ
โ(Y/N)!โ
Ginnyโs voice cut through everything like a blade.
You barely had time to react before she came rushing toward you, slightly out of breath, clutching a bundle of fabric in her arms like it had personally offended her.
โLook at this,โ She said urgently, shoving the material up between you and Cedric without warning, โLook at it!โ
You blinked, instinctively taking a step back as she held up what could only be described asโฆ a dress.
A very old dress.
โGinnyโโ
โItโs ghastly!โ She insisted, shaking it for emphasis, lace and sleeves flopping dramatically, โHow am I supposed to wear something that looks like it came from the 1700s and not die of embarrassment?โ
Cedric, who had been mid-sentence only seconds ago, pausedโbut to his credit, he recovered quickly.
He leaned in slightly, examining the dress with surprising seriousness, like this was now his responsibility. โItโsโฆ not too bad.โ He offered carefully.
Ginny stared at him like heโd just committed a personal betrayal.
โTheyโre ghastly!โ She repeated, louder this time, as if volume alone would prove her point.
You let out a soft laugh despite yourself, reaching out to steady the fabric before she accidentally smacked someone with it. โAlright, alright,โ You said, amused, โWhat exactly do you want me to do about it?โ
Ginny lowered the dress slightly, her expression changing from panic to pleading, โRon told me youโre altering his dress robes,โ She said quickly, โCan you do mine too?โ
You hesitated, glancing down at the dress, already mentally deconstructing itโtoo much fabric, outdated cut, sleeves that needed saving or removing entirely. โI meanโฆ Iโm not a professional,โ You admitted, โBut Iโve gotten pretty good over the years.โ
Ginny perked up instantly, โReally?โ
You nodded, shifting your books slightly under your arm. โMum used to buy me these ridiculously long skirts,โ You said, rolling your eyes faintly, โThe kind that made me look like a complete prude. So I started hemming them myselfโjust a bit shorter, just enough to make themโฆ wearable.โ
As you spoke, you gestured to your own skirt, showing the subtle difference.
Cedric noticed.
Of course he did.
โThey are quite lovely.โ He said, almost absentmindedlyโbut his gaze lingered on your legs just a fraction too long, something warmer slipping into his tone.
You blinked.
And then immediately felt the heat rise to your cheeks, your composure slipping just slightly as you let out a small, flustered laugh. โRightโwellโI can try.โ You said, suddenly very aware of him standing so close, โIโm still altering my own dress to fit properly though.โ
Ginny, blissfully oblivious to all of it, grabbed your sleeve and looked up at you with wide, hopeful eyes, โBut youโll do it?โ
You exhaled, already giving in. โCome on, then,โ You said, turning, โIโll need your measurements.โ
Ginny beamed, instantly tugging you along with her.
Cedric opened his mouthโagain.
โWaitโโ
But you were already moving, Ginny pulling you down the corridor, dress in hand, talking a mile a minute about sleeves, lace, colors, and everything she hated about it.
And just like that, you were gone againโdragged up the stairs toward your dorm, already mentally mapping out every alteration youโd need to make to salvage the disaster in her hands.
Behind you, Cedric slowed to a stop in the middle of the corridor.
His hand, which had lifted slightly to stop you, fell back to his side.
For a second, he just stood there, watching the space where youโd disappeared, the noise of the corridor rushing back in around him.
Then he let out a quiet breath, shaking his head, a soft laugh slipping out despite himself.
โUnbelievable.โ He muttered under his breath, though there was no real frustration in itโjust something fond.
The Gryffindor common room had never looked like this before.
It wasnโt its usual warm, slightly chaotic mess of scattered books and half-finished homeworkโtonight, it was alive in a completely different way. Gold and candlelight flickered against polished shoes and pressed robes, laughter spilling from every corner as people adjusted ties, smoothed hair, and whispered last-minute nerves about the night ahead.
And at the center of it allโ
You.
Because somehow, despite not even being ready yourself until ten minutes ago, you had managed to get everyone else sorted first.
Ginny had been first. Sheโd started knocking on your door in tears, having made a complete mess of the little makeup sheโd attempted and having no idea what to do with her hair. You sat her down, ignoring the dramatics, and got to work.
Now, she was practically glowingโher dress, which you had managed to salvage into something far more wearable than its original state, actually suited her. You styled her hair neatly and applied a modest amount of makeup, firmly refusing when she tried to convince you to add more.
Then came Hermione. Sheโd only meant to ask your opinion on her dress and hair, but the moment you noticed how uncomfortable she was with all the bobby pins, you sat her down without a second thought.
Swapping them out for sticking charmsโa solution she hadnโt even consideredโyou adjusted everything with careful precision, touching up her makeup just enough to settle it perfectly into place.
โYou look beautiful.โ You told her simply.
And you meant it.
Then came Ron.
Which, quite frankly, had been your last nerve.
You forcibly sat him down, ignoring his loud complaintsโreally, anyone would think you were attempting to torture him rather than make him look even remotely presentable. You fixed his hair, adjusted his robes as much as they could be saved, and sent him off with a firm warning to behave like a human being for once in his life.
Last was Harryโquiet, slightly overwhelmed, but cooperative enough as you smoothed his hair into something vaguely acceptable.
And only thenโfinallyโdid you get yourself ready.
By the time you were done, the common room was already beginning to empty, students drifting toward the Great Hall in clusters of excitement and nerves.
You barely spared yourself more than a glance before grabbing your things and heading for the door.
You were late.
Of course you were. At this rate, youโd be lucky to arrive in time to see the championsโ dance.
You pushed through the last cluster of students, adjusting your sleeve as you moved quickly toward the exit when you saw him.
Cedric.
He stood just off to the side, like heโd been waitingโhands flexing slightly at his sides, posture just a little too stiff to be casual. Like heโd been working himself up to something.
Your steps faltered.
Just slightly.
Your stomach flipped.
Again.
He looked up the second he noticed youโand for a moment, just a moment, he forgot whatever heโd been about to say.
Because he was staring.
And for once, Cedric Diggoryโconfident, composed, effortlessly charmingโlooked completely, utterly thrown.
You blinked, suddenly very aware of yourself under that look.
โYou look beautiful, (Y/N).โ
Heat rushed to your face almost instantly. You lowered your gaze, half to hide it, reaching out instinctively to smooth the lapels of his dress robes, the fine material warm beneath your fingers.
โYou look quite beautiful yourself.โ You murmured, the words slipping out before you could stop them.
A small smile tugged at his lips.
โIโuhโโ
But before he could get another word outโ
Ron passed behind you, grumbling loudly, โI canโt believe Hermione is going with the enemy.โ
Your expression dropped immediately.
โOh, absolutely not.โ
Cedric blinked, โWhatโ?โ
โI need to fix that.โ You muttered, already turning, fully prepared to march over and set your brother straight.
Because no oneโno oneโwas going to talk about Hermione like that. Not tonight. Not when she finally looked at herself and saw what everyone else already did. And certainly not your little brother.
You barely made it two stepsโ
Beforeโ
โOh, Helgaโ(Y/N) Weasley!โ
The room went quiet.
Completely quiet.
You froze mid-step.
Slowlyโvery slowlyโyou turned back.
Cedric was standing where youโd left him.
Except now he lookedโฆ different.
Still nervous, still unsureโbut there was something steadier beneath it now. Like heโd finally decided he wasnโt letting the moment slip away again.
Every eye in the room was on him.
On you.
And he didnโt look away.
โWill you,โ He said, voice carrying across the roomโfirm, but softened at the edges by something unmistakably earnest, โbe my date to the Yule Ball?โ
For a secondโ
You didnโt move.
Then your brain caught up.
Heat rushed to your face so quickly it was almost embarrassing, a smile breaking through before you could stop itโbright, relieved, a little breathless.
โOf course.โ You said, like it had always been obvious.
Your head tilted slightly, eyes narrowing just a fraction in playful disbelief.
โI was wondering when you were going to ask me.โ You added, a soft laugh slipping through.
โWhat took you so long?โ
You really hated the hospital wing.
In the last four years, you had been there more times than you could count, and not once had it actually been for you. That was the unfortunate reality of having younger siblings who seemed determined to land themselves in trouble in increasingly creative ways, and you had grown used to itโthe scolding, the hovering, the quiet irritation that came with it all.
But this time felt different.
The worry sitting in your chest wasnโt familiar. It didnโt feel like the usual exasperated concern you carried for your brothersโit was heavier, sharper, lingering in a way that made it hard to breathe properly. It crawled up your throat and stayed there, refusing to settle, and no matter how many times you tried to reason with yourself, it didnโt go away.
You didnโt really understand it.
Or maybe you did.
There was a difference between platonic worry and something else. Something deeper. Something that made your hands feel restless and your chest feel too tight all at once.
And the stakes had never been this high before.
When Harry had reappeared from the maze, Cedricโs body unmoving beside him as he spoke of Lord Voldemort, something inside you had dropped so suddenly it left you standing there, unable to think, unable to move, unable to do anything but stare.
Like the ground had given out beneath your feet.
You and Cedric hadnโt even been together that long.
After the Yule Ballโafter he had finally managed to ask youโyou had slipped into something easy, something familiar, something that hadnโt quite had the time to settle into anything fully real yet. Which was exactly why you hadnโt run to him on the grounds like youโd wanted to.
You had stayed back, forcing yourself to let the professors handle it, to let his father reach him first, telling yourself that it wasnโt your placeโthat whatever this was between you, it wasnโt enough to justify pushing through that kind of moment.
But then the hours had turned into days, and the waiting had become unbearable. Days of not knowing, days of hearing fragments and whispers but nothing certain, days of that quiet, suffocating fear settling deeper into your chest with nowhere to go.
So the moment you heard he was awakeโthat he had asked for youโyou didnโt hesitate.
You ran.
The heavy doors of the hospital wing swung open under your hands, and you stepped inside quickly, your eyes scanning the room before immediately landing on him.
It was easy enough, considering he was the only one in here that began grinning like a fool at the sight of you.
Relief hit you so suddenly it almost made your knees give out.
You forced yourself forward, one step at a time, until you reached his bed, stopping just close enough to touch but not quite letting yourself yet.
โHi.โ
The word came out softer than you intended.
Cedricโs smile shifted, something warmer settling into it, โWell, hello to you too.โ
Your eyes moved over him instinctively, taking in the bandaged burns along his arm, the healing cut near his brow, the faint exhaustion he wasnโt quite hiding as well as he thought he was.
โAre you alright?โ
โRight as rain now that Iโve seen you.โ
A quiet breath of laughter slipped from you, your head shaking faintly, โOnly you would say that after facing bloody Voldemort.โ
He didnโt argue.
Instead, he reached for you.
His hand found yours easily, fingers wrapping around it before gently tugging you closer, closing the distance you had been holding onto without even realizing it. You let yourself be pulled in, sitting carefully on the edge of the bed beside him, your heart already beginning to beat a little too fast.
Cedric was looking at youโproperly lookingโbut every time you tried to meet his gaze, yours betrayed you, flickering instead to the marks on his skin, the evidence of just how wrong everything could have gone.
Your frown deepened.
โIโm alright." He said gently.
You scoffed, though there was no real bite to it, โYouโre in the hospital wing.โ
โWhich is better than the alternative.โ
Your breath caught slightly at that, the words settling heavier than he seemed to intend.
โCedricโโ
โIโm okay.โ He repeated, more firmly this time, his gaze steady enough to pull yours back to his.
And then it softened.
His eyes dropped briefly to your hand, still held between both of his, his thumb brushing slowly along your knuckles as though grounding himself in the simple contact. The movement was absentminded, almost, but there was something careful in it tooโsomething that made your chest tighten unexpectedly.
Before you could think too much about it, he lifted your hand slightly and pressed his lips gently against your knuckles.
Your breath hitched.
Your heart stumbled, uneven and sudden, and when his eyes met yours again, something in them had changedโquieter now, a little uncertain, like he wasnโt entirely sure how far he was allowed to go.
โCan Iโโ He started, his voice catching just slightly.
Your eyes flicked to his lips before you could stop yourself, the movement quick but impossible to hide.
You didnโt trust your voice.
So you nodded.
That was all he needed.
He leaned in slowly, carefully, like this moment might slip through his fingers if he moved too quickly. His hand tightened slightly around yours, the other hovering for a second before resting lightly against your arm, hesitant but certain enough to stay.
And then his lips brushed yours, capturing your upper lip between both of his.
Soft. Barely there.
It was so light it almost didnโt feel real at first, the kind of touch that made your head spin simply because it was happening at all. He lingered there, gentle and tentative, like he was waitingโlike he was making sure you wanted this just as much as he did.
For a moment, you let it stay like that, suspended in something fragile and quiet.
Until it wasnโt enough.
You leaned in slightly, closing the space between you properly, and that small shift was all it took.
The kiss deepenedโnot rushed, not overwhelming, but certain. Your hand tightened in his, your other lifting instinctively to rest against the back of his neck, fingers brushing lightly against his hair as you held him there. He inhaled sharply, tilting his head as he deepened the kiss, devouring youโ
โWHAT THE BLOODY HELL IS GOING ON HERE?!โ
You and Cedric sprang apart like youโd been hit with a Stunning Spell.
Your heart leapt into your throat as you whipped aroundโ
Charlie.
Standing in the doorway.
Arms crossed.
Oh Good Godric.
โCharlieโโ
โNo,โ He cut in immediately, pointing a finger at you like you were five again and had just been caught stealing biscuits from the kitchen, โNoโdonโt you โCharlieโ me.โ
You blinked at him, โWhat are you even doing here?โ
โI came to check on you and golden boy,โ He snapped, before gesturing wildly between you and Cedric, โAnd I find this?!โ
Cedric, to his credit, had the decency to look at least slightly guilty. Only slightly.
You, however, frowned, โItโs just a kissโโ
โJUST aโ?!โ Charlie looked personally offended. Then, without missing a beat: โYouโre grounded.โ
You stared at him.
โIโm what?โ
โGrounded for,โ He repeated firmly. Then, after a brief pause, as if deciding to make it worse: โUntil you graduate.โ
Your jaw dropped.
โFor-Until I graduate?!โ
โYes!โ
โWhy?!โ
He looked at you like it was the most obvious thing in the world, โFor kissing that git!โ
You turned, incredulous, gesturing toward Cedric, โYouโre the one who said he was a nice boy! That he had a good head on his shoulders!โ
โI take it back!โ Charlie shot back immediately, โHeโs a bloody cradle-robber!โ
Your eyes widened, โWeโre the same age!โ
Charlie was already moving, grabbing your arm and hauling you off the bed before you could argue further.
โCharlieโCharlie, let goโ!โ
โNope. Absolutely not. Youโre coming with me.โ
โThis is ridiculousโ!โ
Behind you, Cedric shifted slightly on the bed, looking far too amused for someone who had just been publicly accused of being a menace to society.
And thenโbecause he clearly had no sense of self-preservationโ
โBye, love.โ
"I'm not your love." Charlie replied haughtily, tightening his grip on your arm as he started dragging you toward the door again, โYouโre never leaving the house again. Ever.โ
โCharlie!โ
And just like that, you were being dragged out of the hospital wing, your protests echoing down the corridor.
And Cedric was left sitting alone on the bed, an amused smile on his face, "We have such poor timing."
bonus:
The morning had been quiet.
Suspiciously quiet, really.
Sunlight filtered lazily through the curtains, casting soft gold across the bed, the room still wrapped in that slow, peaceful warmth that only came with days off and nowhere to be. No rushing, no responsibilities pressing inโjust stillness.
And Cedric.
You were half-curled into him, head resting against his chest, his arm draped loosely around you, fingers absentmindedly tracing slow patterns along your arm. It was the kind of quiet you didnโt get often anymoreโthe kind you had learned to appreciate in small, fleeting moments.
For once, there were no interruptions.
No chaos.
Cedric let out a quiet breath above you, something content settling into it as his hand stilled briefly against your arm.
โIโm so glad,โ He murmured, voice still rough with sleep, โto have you all to myself.โ
You smiled faintly, tilting your head just enough to glance up at him, "Truly, we haven't had a quiet moment like this sinceโโ
โMum!โ
โDad!โ
Cedric froze.
You didnโt even try to hide your laugh.
There was a brief, heavy silence as the distant shouts echoed through the house, followed by the unmistakable sound of somethingโprobably several thingsโbeing knocked over.
Cedric exhaled slowly.
Then dropped his head back against the pillows with a long-suffering sigh.
โThese bloody Weasleys,โ He muttered, dragging a hand down his face, โAnd their innate ability to know exactly when Iโm trying to have a moment alone with my wife.โ
You laughed properly at that, shifting slightly so you could look at him more fully, your hand coming up to rest lightly against his chest.
โWell,โ You said sweetly, โtheyโre half Diggory.โ
โSo their complete lack of sense and tact probably comes from you.โ
Cedric blinked.
Then let out a short, disbelieving laugh.
โExcuse me?โ
Before you could respondโ
A loud crash echoed from somewhere down the hall.
Followed byโ
โThat wasnโt me!โ
โYes it was!โ
Right outside the door this time.
You laughed, leaning up just enough to press a quick kiss to his lips before pulling back.
He sighed, finally getting up, "Alright! What have we said about messing about in the kitchen without mum or dad?!"
A beat of silence.
"That we're not supposed to."
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You squeeze your eyes shut before opening them again, letting out a sigh of frustration.
It's late into another sleepless night or, rather, far too early in the morning. You've lost track of time at this point.
You're no stranger to nights like these. In fact, they've become normal to you. Perhaps your usual short temper could be attributed to your lack of sleep.
Although you're usually able to sleep in five seconds flat when Mattheo is with you, it's not working tonight for some reason.
You sit up, huffing in frustration. You've long since tossed and turned your way out of Mattheo's grip.
You look down at your side, watching as Mattheo sleeps all too peacefully. The way his eyelashes kiss where his eye bags should be or whatever is so not fair. Beauty like his isnโt fair, you decide.
You gently lift your finger to his face, tracing from his eyebrows to his cheekbones. You take the rare opportunity that he isn't alert and awake to admire him, no worry of inflating his massive ego.
Mattheo lets out a sigh and your hands still and hover over his face, you relax when you realise he's still asleep.
Your heart swells as you listen to the sound of him breathing and you frown. You love him a lot, you think. You lean down and press a soft kiss on his shoulder before leaving the most featherlight of kisses on his throat.
You'd usually never be caught dead being this soft with your affection but, you're tired and, it's not like he's awake to tease you.
You lay down again with your body half on top of him, trying to settle into his arms; you hope it'll settle your mind as well.
You feel a headache coming on and you wince, you're exhausted but your body won't let you sleep. That alone makes you want to cry or yell at someone.
You sit up decidedly, looking down at him again.
You do feel guilty about waking him but he's your only hope of getting any rest.
You poke his bicep with the tip of your nails, slowly scratching down.
Your brows furrow when his eyes stay shut, you sigh and roll your eyes again.
You shove him hard.
Clearly, you don't feel that guilty waking him...
He doesnโt budge.
โWhat the fuck." You hiss under your breath, shoving him again.
โMattheo, wake up!โ You whisper-yell, shaking his body back and forth. He groans but his eyes still donโt open.
โYou'd better be dead.โ You hiss, glaring at his sleeping form. You're about to retreat and give up when you hear him chuckle.
โCareful, princess, that might end up being true and youโll be very sad.โ He mutters, still half asleep.
โYouโre awake?โ You say, eyes squinting.
His eyes slowly open. โYeah, somewhere between you shaking me and wishing me death, I had time to regain consciousness.โ
He grins at you and you roll your eyes. He sits up slowly to be face to face with you. You donโt meet his eye, suddenly bashful and embarrassed that you woke him up over something so silly. You're not used to needing people and you hate yourself for needing him so much โ it's unlike you, you're not one to feel apologetic or even self conscious.
He wraps an arm around you, tugging you so that you're sitting up in between his legs with your back pressed against his chest.
โWhy arenโt you asleep, baby, hmm?โ He murmurs low in your ear, trailing his hands down your bare arms, leaving goosebumps in his wake.
Mattheoโs looking at you softly, like he was created just to sit here with you, patiently waiting for you to open up. Gone is the lopsided, lovesick, almost obnoxious grin he usually has on around you and in its place โ a patient understanding.
His eyes drag over your face, as he tries to study you, and you turn your head away.
You donโt like being perceived when youโre not wearing your makeup and your jewellery and your bling. You feel bare in front of him โ not put together โ and you hate it.
You huff again, crossing your arms over your butter yellow tank top.
โTalk to me.โ He says, with a small lilt of amusement.
Your lower lips juts out, petulantly. โI canโt sleep.โ
"Tell me what you need." He murmurs against the skin of the back of your neck, he nips softly at all your sweet spots. Your eyes flutter close and you tilt your head back.
Mattheo disconnects his lips from your neck, using his finger to gently tilt your chin in his direction. Now that you're less resistant and more willing to talk, he waits for you to do so. He raises his eyebrows expectantly, ready to give you whatever it is you need, as long as you ask him for it.
"I need you." You say quietly, his mouth begins to quirk in a lazy smirk at the connotations of the sentence and very different circumstances you'd say that phrase, when he see's your eyes glaze over with tears of frustration.
"Stop it, Mattheo, I just want to sleep." Your voice sounds more like a whine as tears spill out of your eyes. "I'm so tired."
His smile drops instantly and he's instantly tightening his hands around you, doing anything to soothe you.
"You've got me, baby, I'm here." He says, using the back of his hands to wipe your tears away, shushing you.
He brushes your hair with his hands as he slowly shifts with you still in his embrace, until the both of you are lying down in his bed again.
He continues to rake his fingers through your hair.
"Close your eyes, baby." He orders gently.
โThis isnโt going to work.โ You say stubbornly, though your shoulders relax in his embrace. โI'm not a cat.โ
โSโthat so?โ He murmurs, tone light. โYou sure act like one.โ
Youโre about to bite back with a catty insult (that would most definitely prove his point), but his touch feels too good to move away from.
Before long, you feel your eyelids droop.
โYouโre a bitch.โ You say, with no real bite to it. You donโt mean it โ and you hate that it's your fight of flight response โ but you canโt stand to be so vulnerable for too long.
He chuckles, ever so kind to you.
โYouโre an angel."
You almost scoff, you're really not. But heโs whispering sweet nothings in your ear and heโs brushing your hair like you are one.
The way he worships the ground you walk on and the venom you spit, you might as well be one.
Maybe you could be soft, just for him, like a real angel.
Your breathing evens out and your eyes stay closed, you slump against his chest a little more.
"Thank you, Matty." You murmur, so quiet he would've missed it had his dorm room not been so quiet.
He smiles and presses the softest of kisses to the top of your head when he's sure you're asleep.
"I love you." He whispers against your hair, before tucking his chin against your head and sleeping in tow with you.
You're really not one to sleep smiling like a loser.
But if you do that night, no one can see it but Mattheo anyway โ which you can live with.
You don't mind Mattheo seeing you.
rare glimpse of her being vulnerable lol i hope you like this one <3 mattheo (& bitchy!reader honestly) are supersuper soft in this one !!! #need me a mattheo
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ooo, this is exciting !
my top 5 fics iโve written would definitely beโฆ
1. where the forbidden fruit resides - rick grimes x gn!greene!reader
2. the lakes - an ongoing rick grimes x gn!reader series
3. i knew you were trouble - an ongoing frank langdon x fem!robinavitch!reader smau series
4. donโt you know youโll be my ruin? - daryl dixon x fem!greene!reader
5. jigsaws falling into place - declan oโhara x gn!reader
Iโm so so so against the military and war and everything that it stands for (I spent like 5 years learning about ts), but iโd be lying if I said a man in uniform doesnโt turn me the FUCK on. Like, look at them?!?!
I fear iโm falling straight into the propaganda.