sweet night.

I do so be as clingy as you want with me. We'll definitely be fine and I look forward to what yo and the rest of the members will release. I'll be cheering you on just like you do with me. We'll have the best relationship even if we're both busy. I know and I always appreciate it. Please, you could talk my ear off and I wouldn't mind at all. Ooo! That would be a ton of fun honestly and our cake would look cool. Either would be fun honestly. Yes, purple would be perfect and I get why you love the color.

I'd be lying if I said that we weren't nervous to release new music since it's been a while. We're scared that it won't be what people want to hear, but I think that's just us overthinking. Thank you. You know I appreciate you being my number one support system. I can agree with that. We already have a pretty strong relationship, I don't think work will get in the way of it. If anything, it'll only make me more clingy when we do get to see each other. Be careful with what you say, babe, I will definitely take the opportunity to keep on yapping. I'm sure we can find a cake that will look cool and suit both of our needs. But I'm also willing to compromise with stuff. I don't mind doing something different if you want us to.

Oh? Honestly the more you learn, I feel it would be fun for us to talk together in Chinese. Learning different languages is pretty fun. I've been trying to do the same especially since I wanna always say things to the fans in their native languages. It makes it more fun and people get so honored when you learn their language. I do love that honestly. Makes it so neither of you have to remember two different birthdays. It really is and it brought you both together. It's great and I love how much your fans adore you. It has been and you know all of Seventeen looks forward to new music from you guys.

I'm learning slowly. I know basic words and how to introduce myself, stuff like that. I recently just bought a work book to learn the symbols better. Not gonna lie, it's a children's work book but it'll help me just the same since I'm literally starting from scratch. It too my quite some time to learn Japanese too, but Japanese isn't as hard to remember, not sure why. I definitely believe that he and I being together is fate. It took us a bit to get out of the 'friendzone' with one another but I'm glad that we did. I adore our fans just as much, if not more. Me too. I can't wait to release new music, and I desperately want to be able to do those dance crossovers on Tik Tok with other artists when we do release new stuff. Getting to collab with you guys for a few videos would be fun, wouldn't it?

as i put together our new home alone i have learned that i am possibly in love with Val Kilmer. sorry Karls but you have some competition right now. i got his memoir on audio book and man oh man what an amazing guy he was. did i also rent most of his movies to watch? yes i did. i can't be the only person that randomly falls in love with random actor/artist and needs to consume all their work. please tell me i'm not alone here. @hfrpstarters

I don't blame you at all. I have a long list of people that I admire like that, honestly. For me, I'm more of an old soul kinda guy. I like older jazz music and art, like painting and sculptures, things like that. So there's a bunch of people that I find truly amazing and that I look up to when it comes down to it. I had an obsession with Frank Sinatra's music and Billie Holiday -- listening to their music is what inspired me to watch to learn how to play the saxophone. To this day, I still play it. It loo ka while for me to learn when I first started but I'm definitely glad that I never gave up.

I actually like it when you are. It's fine and you are always welcome to cling to me whenever. I get that and definitely appreciate it a ton when the emotions get too much. It makes everything better and I appreciate any doubts either of us have being pushed away. I know and we all love that you do so. Makes better in my eyes plus I enjoy hearing how excited you are about a release we do. I get that and you know I love when you show your love for me. You'd never sound like a broken record to me, promise. Hmm, we could go with so many themes. Maybe we can base it on a show or something we both enjoy. We could even do a split theme for it that wouldn't clash too much.

You do? I'll keep that in mind. Me too. I was a little nervous that with me starting work up again slowly, that it would get a little in the way of our time but we're managing it well, so I have lots of faith that we can do this all happily and healthily together. There will never be a time that I don't show any love for you or what you do. I'm glad to hear you say that because I can go on and on until you get tired of hearing me speak. That's true, we could do that. I think it would be cool to do one of those cakes where each side is a different theme. Maybe videos games we like or a color theme? You know I love the color purple.

I think the contractor noticed, but he played it so cool that I started second guessing myself. Which somehow made it worse? Like, sir, blink twice if you're silently judging me. But you’re right, it’s already kind of funny looking back on it. Mostly. Sort of. Oh nooo, you called your teacher mom? That’s such a classic, painfully relatable, but still brutal. And yeah, now that you mention it, I wonder how teachers react to that internally. Do they pretend it didn’t happen? Laugh? Secretly love it? Either way, you’re definitely not alone.

He was probably trying to play it cool in fear of making things weird? But then again, it would be weirder asking for it back after ignoring the fact all day long. He could be shy abut it as well and ended up not saying anything. I'd definitely heard of people doing that before. Yes, I am guilty of calling my teacher 'mom'. I think how they react all depends on comfort levels and if they also have kids. Most of the teachers that have kids of their own manage to get past it, they will continue with what they were doing but some teachers get flustered by it cause they don't expect to be called that. I'm convinced almost everyone has called their teacher mom or dad, or at least most almost have.

I was just minding my own business in my dressing room recently after a matinee show. Just relaxing on the couch. I say relaxing, as much as you can in spandex and platforms. But I had only moments ago came off stage. Anyway, I was just resting there when I notice something out the corner of my eye. Looking at the wall by the couch, there was a huge spider. Maybe not huge but bigger than I would like. I don't think you would have seen someone in platforms run so fast out of that room. I surprised myself. Has there been a time when you have surprised yourself.

I think it's a natural reaction for most people to get up and run when they see something that they don't like or if it scares them. I've definitely had my fair shares of things like that happen. I think that last time I surprised myself was when I jumped up really high to get to something. I had no idea my legs could carry me that high with a small bit of determination. Was it hard to run in the platforms at all? I had to wear high heels to dance once and it wasn't the most comfortable thing.

I'd be all for it. I mean I get that. I'm the same way especially when we first started. I know I was more comfortable speaking with Jun in Chinese than speaking Korean before I got used to it. I'm glad that he makes you happy too. I am as well. Seeing you both happy together is great honestly. I'm glad. I know everyone is happy to see you all together again after so long. At least you get to relax before having a comeback as a group.

I understand basic Chinese but I'm working on learning more. Lately, I have found interest in studying different languages. Mainly because I like to communicate with people, even if they're from a different part of the world. It's nice to be able to connect. We're also overjoyed about the fact that we can just combine our birthdays now. Kind of funny how fate works, huh? Right? I was pretty happy to see the reaction from people. I'm so excited to get back to work and make music. It's been way too long.

Okay so, I’ve been doing some renovations at home, and the contractor’s been in and out constantly. A few days ago, I spotted a random hoodie in my kitchen and just assumed it was my brother’s. I was in a rush, so I threw it on, ran errands, lived my life. Cut to four days later, I’ve been living in this hoodie, and my brother stops by. I hand it to him like, “Here, you can have it back,” and he just goes, “That’s not mine.” Long story short, I’ve been confidently rocking my contractor’s hoodie in front of him all week. I want the ground to eat me. So now I have to ask, what’s the last thing you did that made you want to disappear into the floor for a second? Let’s normalize the awkward. / @hfrpstarters

Even though that's embarrassing, it will probably be funny to look back on when you tell others the story. Did the contractor even notice? if he did, he just decided not to say anything. I think we've all had some moments like that -- where we want the ground to swallow us up when we get embarrassed. I have had many different embarrassing moments in my life but I think the one I haven't lived down, even after all these years, is calling my teacher 'mom'. Though I know that has happened to quite a lot of people. It's super embarrassing to have happen, but I wonder if it's also embarrassing for the teacher, too.

I feel I haven't had the chance to talk to you more even though I've been seeing your face a lot more around us. I appreciate how happy you make Joshua and it's been nice getting to see you. You eager to be off hiatus later on next month? @kvcnte

I'm always willing to yap your ear off. I tend to talk a lot when I'm comfortable enough, and it's safe to say that I'm pretty comfortable with all of you now. He makes me just as happy, if not more, honestly. I'm really happy that things worked out the way that they did. I'm so excited for hiatus to end! I've been missing work so much. This is the longest I've been away from it.

We really are and I'm glad for it. I wouldn't either. I like getting to be right there beside you even while working. I love it as well. I mean, I don't mind you being a little clingy at all. I enjoy it. I'm happy you do since we're always eager to put out new music for the fans. You do! I always love when you are cheering us on. It lets us both know much we love one another without words. It makes sense cause I feel the same way. I don't wanna voice it and it comes off as if I didn't mean it. I would love that. Let's make an amazing double party for our birthday this year.

I'm glad that you don't mind me being clingy. I try not to over do it and respect your space at the same time but I know that I usually get the most clingy if one of us are feeling too many emotions. I like getting to reassure you when I need to, and I always appreciate when you do the same for me. Hey, I'm always willing to be the one to cheer you guys on. I just say it once in a while because I always want it to mean something. I know I show my love through actions all the time but when I say it, I always want it to feel like I mean it, I'm nervous to sound like a broken record. Yay! Do you have a theme in mind for a double party?

I was pretty reluctant to accept advice from friends and family when I was pregnant, in part because I'm incredibly stubborn and in part because I have an amazing wife who's done it all. I mean, kind of done it all: she hadn't done the twin thing yet. Now we're doing the twin thing, together, and I find myself wanting to ask every and anyone for what they know about getting not one but two tiny babies to go to sleep and stay asleep. And not wake the other up. Joanne and Juliet are in every way perfect, but good god, I don't think I've seen the inside of my eyelids for longer than an hour in two weeks. So, you know, if you happen to have twins or you're just insightful feel free to share your tips. Or share your stories of sleep deprivation with/without children so that I can feel less alone about how badly I miss unconsciousness. @hfrpstarters

I've never had kids of my own but I did grab bits ad pieces of advice from my grandparents when they were raising me and my younger siblings. My little sister was always fussy so they would give her warmed chamomile tea to settle her, and it would often send her for a good nap. Have you tried that with them? it's not harmful to them and could be a saving grace for you and your wife. My grandmother would also use the pressure points in the arches of our feet. That's an older hack to get babies and toddlers to hill out, but again, it's effortless and doesn't harm them in any way, so it's nice to keep it in mind. How old are your babies?

I already look forward to it. I'll make sure I can be with you wherever you go. I'll love every little date we have. I know and I appreciate it. You have been and it's amazing having your support. Hope you are looking forward to our next comeback this month. I'm so ready to see how Carats will react. I do love showing my love for you with actions though it is nice saying it once in awhile. I mean, I don't mind you being touchy at all. Just makes it better and we don't have to worry about remembering different birthdays which is nice. I do love celebrating it with you.

We're pretty much attached at the hip now, aren't we? but don't get me wrong, I wouldn't have that any other way. I love being able to be with you almost constantly. Plus, I can admit to being a little clingy. I'm always looking forward to the things you guys do! Now I have a big reason to be a cheerleader especially. I'm the same. I like showing affection more than voicing it. I want it to be meaningful when I do voice it, does that make sense? Me too. We should try and do a double birthday party this year. What do you think?

Honestly, if I could, I would adopt all the animals in the world, but unfortunately I can only have a few… Tell me, do you prefer dogs or cats and why? And if I do adopt one, what name do you think I should give to my future cat or dog? I need ideas. @hfrpstarters

You and me both. If I wasn't a musician, I think I would be dedicating my work to animals. My dog who recently passed, I adopted him at a young age and he was with me through a lot, even though he had some health conditions. Hm.. I think that depends on what kind of names you go for. Cute? Unique? Cool?

i've been getting myself ready for football training and with about three months until i have to get back into the gym and field, i need some things to do. i see everyone is going on tour and i need to go see a few folks. what are your summer plans? @hfrpstarters

I've recently been getting into Football, actually. I don't know if I have a favourite team yet, but I'm still learning the rules. It might be a smart choice for me to wait and see what my favourite is. My summer plans are probably going to include getting back to work. I've been on hiatus for quite a long time now, my body and mind are rested and ready to get back to work.

well, it looks like the show i've become quite known for heartstopper isn't getting it's fourth season after all. quite sad news but, we're going to do a movie instead! i think that's a good compromise right? we're going to end it in a much bigger way and i can speak for myself and the rest of the cast easily and say how excited we are about it. it's always like the best and worst to have something you worked on for a bit come to and end, isn't it? so, if you have any ways to cope, do share. i'll need them. || @hfrpstarters

Aw, I'm sorry about it not getting another season, but a movie is always really cool to be able to shoot! It's kind of bittersweet, no? But it is a pretty good compromise, yes. You definitely have a right to be excited about it. I would be, too. Being able to film anything for a movie or series is always fun. I filmed a drama once, and it was the most fun I've had, honestly. Being able to play a character and be someone you're not for a little bit can be such a stress reliever. At least, it was for me. My coping mechanism is probably not the best, but I tend to rewatch the show and reminisce quite a lot. Do you think it could give you closure doing the same thing?

I'm glad it does and I like getting to have you there. I'd love to come along. I know I'll get less busy as more of the members take their two year hiatuses. Unless Pledis wants me, Hao, and Coups to do something together while Jun is acting. I look forward to it all with you. I'm glad it does. I'll probably say it to you more to you or just show it. Depends on how I feel, haha. I'm glad. Forever happy that we got together.

That's true. I will take you everywhere with me when I can. Plus, I like doing little dates in each place we go to. Even if you have to do other things, you know you will have my complete support. I love getting to be your personal cheerleader, if I must admit. I mean, I've never once doubted that you love me, safe to say. Even if you don't say it in words. You say it with your actions, and I still appreciate it. I know I can be pretty touchy, but that's often how I express how I feel. Me too. I'm super glad we got together, and it's only a bonus that we have the same birthday. We can always celebrate together.