『 Kurov 』

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This isn't going to be a properly formatted hc writing, just my brain spilling out i guess. You can read the original dating hcs for her here.

Anyways! This is going to be different from the characterization I showed in the hcs, this is gonna be more lore-based I suppose? Like how I think she would realistically act.

Given her lore, I don't think that Obsidia would approach love with a "softened" version of herself. Her core worldview is still built around dominance, survival, and absolute control over her domain. So even in love, she wouldn’t suddenly become gentle or emotionally expressive in a conventional way. It would feel more like two powerful forces existing in uneasy balance rather than a traditionally warm romance.

At first, she would likely struggle to even frame what she feels as affection. Obsidia is someone who associates closeness with hierarchy and possession: she protects what is hers, and “hers” is something she has decided is worth sparing. So a person who earns her attention wouldn’t be treated delicately at first, but rather observed intensely. They'll be tested, measured, and evaluated for strength and whether they can exist beside Obsidia without being consumed or discarded like everything else in the Abyss.

If she does accept someone as a partner, her affection would show up in extremely controlled, almost intimidating ways. She wouldn’t be verbally tender, no, instead, she’d express attachment through her protection. The kind of “love” she understands is something closer to: "no one else is allowed to harm you but me". It seems unsettling from the outside, but in her logic, it’s a form of exclusivity and care.

Emotionally, though, there’s a fracture beneath that control. Obsidia has already experienced betrayal by gods, collapse of her kingdom, and the erosion of her own autonomy. That makes vulnerability something she would resist almost instinctively. A partner might occasionally see brief moments when that outer shell softens, moments where she seems distant, not from lack of feeling, but from the difficulty of processing anything that isn’t survival or power.

Jealousy and possessiveness would likely exist, but not in a petty or insecure way. More like territorial instinct. Not “I fear losing you,” but “nothing that exists in my domain should be taken without my permission or consequences.” That said, someone who consistently proves they are not trying to control or replace her autonomy could slowly become one of the only beings she does not instinctively classify as a threat or a pawn.

Overtime, if the relationship stabilizes, Obsidia might show a different side of her. A fierce sort of loyalty. Obsidia is consistent once she decides that something is part of her world. She does not easily abandon what she has claimed as meaningful. So her version of love would likely feel heavy and absolute. Less about affection in the soft sense, and more of a cold promise of guaranteed survival.

To be honest, I'm extremely afraid to write requests, but I still plucked up the courage, haha. 🥲

Obsidia x f!reader dating hcs

writer's note: i'm glad that you requested me. i have a lot of fun reading up on new characters, and obsidia certainly is an interesting one! and yes i do write wlw, though if i have to be honest i would categorize my dating hcs to be gender neutral if anything. i'll try my best to make it more fem leaning i suppose? again, thank you for the request!

masterlist introduction

Oh boy how did you ever manage to become close to someone as untouchable as Obsidia? This is the woman that stood at the top of the Abyss itself, who fought gods and ruled through strength alone, so naturally she isn't exactly the type to let other people wander into her life so easily. Somehow though, whether through persistence, circumstance, or sheer stubbornness, you ended up slipping through the cracks in that impenetrable exterior.

Obsidia has spent most of her life losing people. Subjects, companions, allies - everyone has either died or betrayed her. So when she first met you, she would've expected you to be temporary as well. Meaning that she was always watching for signs that you would leave. Not because she distrusts you specifically, but that's just how her life is.

Dating Obsidia would not start with a confession. In fact, if you're expecting a confession from her you're going to be waiting for a very long time. She would never announce anything, because, in her mind, there simply isn't anything to announce. Human rituals of carefully asking feelings and putting labels on relationships would probably seem strangely unnecessary to her. One day she would just start to exist by your side, standing near you, walking with you, accompanying you, and eventually you'd have to sit there and wonder at what point did you accidentally become the girlfriend of the Sovereign of the Abyss.

If someone were foolish enough to ask what exactly you are to her, Obsidia would probably stare at them for several moments as though they had asked the most ridiculous question imaginable. Because isn't it obvious that you're her partner? Her chosen one? Is the mere fact that she keeps you by her side not enough?

You know the whole "silent and intimidating" thing she has going on? Yeah that's still there. It's not a facade or anything it's genuinely just a part of her. Obsidia isn't going to magically transform into this overly affectionate sweet lover overnight, even if you ask her to. It's just... not her.

She's not very verbally affectionate. That's putting it mildly because Obsidia is, frankly, terrible at compliments and validation. You could spend an hour telling her how much she means to you, and the best you're probably going to get from her is a simple "I know". It's not like she's ungrateful or doesn't love you... more of she just expects you to know through sheer fact that she hasn't killed you? You might need to teach her... a lot.

But she can be incredibly oblivious at times. Again, she's not one for human culture, so sometimes the things she says casually comes across as unintentionally romantic or absurdly intense. Things like "I just dislike being separated from you" or "I spent centuries believing that there was nothing in this world mattered besides me. I no longer think that". Goddamnit Obsidia give your poor partner's heart a break and stop dropping these lines out of nowhere!

The bones of wrath would probably show more affection than Obsidia herself does. Usually they are terrifying weapons, extensions of death itself, yet they'll shift around you carefully, move things out of your way, wrap around you and guard you like overprotective dogs. It's not like Obsidia minds, but it does get a tad bit annoying when she sees you stroking them with more tenderness than you do her.

She would absolutely develop the habit of keeping you nearby, not in a possessive sense but in a safety sense. Obsidia has spent far too long losing people, and once she values something, she naturally wants it within reach. She'd simply gesture for you to sit beside her during meetings or pull you closer while resting, if only to reassure herself that you are safe within her reach.

She would also be absurdly protective, although not in an overbearing way. Obsidia respects strength too much to smother you or decide things on your behalf, but if someone genuinely tries to hurt you? Oh, that's unfortunate for them. She would just decide that they no longer deserve the privilege of continuing their day peacefully.

Obsidia struggles with receiving care. Giving it? Fine. Receiving it? Absolutely horrible how dare you even bring up that idea in front of her. It's simply strange to her that someone would willingly take care of her when she's weak, because it goes against the very ideals that she embodies. Strong eats weak, dog eats dog. It takes a while before she gets used to it, but the first couple of times you've attempted to offer treatment / comfort she probably thought you've finally decided to assassinate her.

She would be extremely physically comfortable once she accepts you as part of her life. Not shy about it either. If she wants you closer, she'll pull you into her lap. If she wants to rest against you, she'll do it. If she notices you're cold, you're wrapped against her side without having to ask. There is no awkward hesitation behind any of it because Obsidia has never cared much for pretending she doesn't want something.

I think the ultimate show of trust from Obsidia is how she's able to be quiet around you. Not queen Obsidia, not ruler of the abyss Obsidia, not the woman carrying centuries of conflict and bloodshed on her shoulders. Just Obsidia. Someone who can sit beside you in silence, eyes half-closed and dozing off without feeling the need to remain guarded.

end note: i'm ngl i made this a lot more fluffy than i originally planned... if we're going by canon i don't think that obsidia would act like this per se, i think her version of "love" would be less of the traditional love we commonly see and more of a,,, uneasy partnership? she doesn't exactly seem human so affection and tenderness probably wouldn't come naturally to her. so i apologize if that was the sort of writing you wanted! i might actually make a separate post talking about how obsidia would realistically act in a relationship i'm ngl... she's too interesting not to. i'm also really sorry if the hcs seem disconnected.. i was lowk struggling w/ her

can you do a date..? With a bit of headcanons...? But the thing is, His darling is a picky eater who also struggles with sensory-based food aversions? I guess it won't be much a problem for him because he is rich🤷‍♀️

A bit of self indulgence... I struggle w it too💔💔 id rather starve than eat those disgusting mushy texture...

Marcel x picky eater!reader dating hcs!

writer's note: that might've been my fault... i totally forgot to enable anon submissions my bad! i've enabled it now :3 also, my apologies but i do not do writings anymore, only hcs >.< didn't know if you wanted yandere!marcel since you did mention the term darling so i just went w/ normal marcel!

masterlist introduction

Marcel notices your food habits before you say anything. He notices the way you push certain textures around on your plate, how you hesitate before trying unfamiliar foods, the little expressions you make when something just feels wrong. He's an artist after all, and to him, observation is as easy as breathing.

On that note, Marcel probably has a mental catalogue of the foods you are comfortable with and the foods you avoid. It's probably more accurate than yours too, being able to identify the sort of foods you would probably love and hate.

Since he has money and resources (damn you Paxley wealth), Marcel's very much a "we can go somewhere else" person. If the restaurant isn't working out? Okay, let's leave. The texture is weird? Order something else. There's no guilt needed, and nothing is more important than your enjoyment.

He'd absolutely check menus of places you're both visiting beforehand. Marcel isn't making a spreadsheet or anything, but he's definitely making sure there's at least several of your safe food options on there. It's not like the action is something special either, to him it's just natural to treat his partner this way.

If you're nervous before a date because you don't want to seem "difficult," Marcel gives you this confused look.

"You're acting like you just committed a crime." "I just don't like to eat certain foods." "... and?"

He never does the whole "just try one bite!" thing with you. Never. If you say you don't want it, then you don't want it. End of discussion.

If you do wish to try something new, he lets it be entirely on your own terms. Unless you explicitly state that you want him to praise/congratulate you when you try something new, Marcel's just gonna act as if it's another normal day.

When you end up feeling bad that you can't eat much, he tends to redirect your attention elsewhere, because Marcel doesn't know how to comfort you. He doesn't really understand sensory aversions, but he does understand discomfort. So for now, this is all he can do.

If someone makes comments like "you're so picky!" or "you haven't grown out of it?" Marcel gets irritated fast. He doesn't bother with them, much preferring to get you out of such toxic situations before plotting on their downfall, but if they're particularly obnoxious you can probably expect to hear some sharp retorts being thrown back at them before leaving.

He never makes you feel childish for struggling with food. Watching you force yourself to eat something you hate just to avoid bothering others would upset Marcel way more. It reminds him too much of how he had his "bad habits" bullied out of his younger self, and he would much rather you not have to undergo such an experience.

Oh absolutely. Clemar acts like it despises reader with every fibre of its being, which in turn encourages the little shit of a reader we have to continue. Meanwhile Marcel is standing nearby trying to maintain his composure while secretly finding the whole thing amusing.

It'll probably be something like:

"Hey clem, do you know where surfers go for an education?"

"Oh my god Y/N if you make one more-"

"A boarding school. Heh. Get it? Like- like surf board- and boarding school-"

".... KILL YOURSE-"

Clemar wouldn't actually say the last part but I really wanted to include that. Anyways.

I just know that Marcel would sometimes join in with the puns just to piss off Clemar even more. And even if he doesn't, covering his mouth with his glove really isn't fooling anyone.

Kalea x fem!Reader dating hcs!

i've never written for Kalea before, so i had to do a lot of research for it! (the drought is real). Unfortunately, i only do hcs writing, i hope you're okay w that :<

masterlist introduction

Kalea acts like everything is a competition. Not because she wants to beat you, per se, but because she wants to show off just how worthy she is. After all, "why would you date someone weak? Huh? No, of course that doesn't apply to you! You- you're perfectly okay the way you are!! Don't change a thing!!"

Compliments absolutely destroy her. Even something as offhand as a "you're pretty" makes Kalea incredibly flustered. Watch out for her tail, she can't really control it's waving when she's desperately trying to hide her red face! She's more used to bragging and inflating her own ego, not having others do it for her. Go easy, kay?

The villagers 100% notices that Kalea likes you before she herself does. The elders just chuckle and sigh, shaking their head fondly at "young love" while the children are practically vibrating with excitement and mischief!

Kalea trying to flirt is an absolute trainwreck. She flirts the only way she knows how - show off! Constantly going on about how "you should be honored to spend so much time with the descendant of the Great Serpent!", meanwhile she literally plans her training sessions around the areas you're most prone to be in, meeting by coincidence by ass.

Kalea's super expressive physically without realizing it. Tail naturally curling around your ankle when you talk to others, subtly staking her claim. Resting her chin on your shoulder while looking at something you're reading, arms and legs naturally wrapping around your body. Literally leaning her entire body on yours after training, because she trusts you enough to relax.

She hates being vulnerable, because in Kalea's mind she equates that to being "weak". If she gets hurt, she'll probably brush it off even if she's bleeding, going off to find a isolated corner to tend to her wounds. But if you insist to fuss over her wounds in private... well, nobody needs to know how she melts at that, do they?

Kalea is very much a acts of service gal, but in the way that she always has to pretend that it's not for you. As in, "I caught this fish because I wanted to eat it, not because it's your favorite!" or "You were cleaning your weapon wrong, so I did it instead!" or even "You walk way too slowly! Here lemme just-" *picks you up*

If you laugh at her for getting hit by a coconut or slipping up, Kalea would act offended for HOURS. All pouty and hmphing, not until you apologize and pepper little kisses all over her face as an apology! (She secretly loves being able to make you laugh, though at the expanse of her dignity? Steep price.)

Kalea's serious side would show up when you're genuinely in danger, her protective instincts are no joke. If someone or something threatens you, the atmosphere immediately changes. Her tail lashes across the ground, waves begin reacting to her emotions, and her expression clouds over, stormy yet burning hot.

Kalea's favorite kind of intimacy would probably be shared activities instead of overt romance. Swimming together, training together, exploring tide pools, sitting on the docks while talking about anything in the world. There's just something about how casual yet affectionate each moment can feel, it makes her heart swell when she sees you enjoying the things she enjoys as well.

Going back to the compliments section, Kalea's favorite kinds are definitely those that praises her efforts rather than her strength. Things like "you've trained so hard", "you protected everyone", and "you are so incredibly kind, kinder than you ever realize", leaves her absolutely melting. It makes her feel like you actually see her, not just the tough front of the descendant of the Great Serpent she puts up, but also the amount of effort she put to train and grow as a person.

Kalea treasures Badang, she truly does, but she can't help but get jealous when you compliment his strength! Mentioning him even casually is enough to make her narrow her eyes and immediately challenge him to another sparring match. Afterwards, she'll come back pretending to be all unbothered, while very obviously fishing for praise with unintentional puppy eyes, "Did you see that punch? Yeah? Pretty impressive right??" Please reassure her that she's the only one you'll love.

She's fascinated with tiny human habits. You could show Kalea something as mundane as braiding hair, or baking, or knitting, and she would act as if you've just taught her the forbidden arts. The first time she managed to braid your hair without accidentally tugging too hard, she looked genuinely triumphant.

Because she spent so long feeling resentful of her human traits, Kalea secretly adores it when you show love for those exact things. Kissing her knuckles before parting, tracing the freckles or scars on her limbs, the little things build up quickly.

Says she hates cuddling. She is a grade F liar. Her body literally naturally gravitates towards yours when taking a nap, wrapping around you like an actual serpent. Even when Kalea wakes, it's not like she immediately detangles herself, way too comfortable and warm to even think of doing so.

Where MLBB men like to kiss you! pt.1? Featuring Marcel, Aamon, Gusion

Absolutely NOT beta read I kinda just wanna get this out so my brain can rest and not yell at me 5 times a day going "you said you were gonna write more! what about yandere ex-husband marcel?!? what about university au marcel?! traitor!! public execution for thee!!"

Marcel;

Lips. Despite your lips being his favorite place to kiss, it's rare that Marcel ever does so. He's not exactly shy, but there is a hesitation to him whenever he leans in, as if he's carefully toeing a line he isn't sure he's allowed to cross. Most of the time it's quick and fleeting, barely more than a soft peck, and always in private. Not really the kind of behavior you would've expected from the seemingly suave and charming Paxley. It is wonderfully adorable how you can catch his ears burning faintly afterwards though.

But it's a different story if you were to push him. There's only so much teasing Marcel can take before he snaps, dragging you away to a corner away from the public eye. While his movements may be somewhat hurried, you can rest assured that his touch would always stay soft and adoring.

Aamon;

Collarbones. Similar to Marcel, Aamon rarely indulges in overt affection, but if there's one place he's undeniably drawn to, it's here. There's just something about the exposed line of your collarbones that drives him slightly insane, like a subtle tease, a glimpse of skin that hints at more without fully revealing it.

And perhaps that's why he likes it so much.

You can see it in the way his gaze lingers before he leans in, the deliberate drag of his fingertips along your skin, the way he always lets out a warm breath onto the most sensitive spots there just to watch you shiver, teasing you. Aamon's kisses there are slow, lingering enough to leave heat behind long after he pulls away. Sometimes, almost absentmindedly, he'll stay there for just a bit longer than necessary - not enough to bruise, but enough to leave the faintest of marks for the next few hours.

Gusion;

The corner of your lips. Gusion has never been particularly good or interested in restraint, especially when it comes to you. Affection comes easily to him, somewhat careless in the way only someone naturally confident can be.

He likes staying close, likes the little reactions he can pull from you with barely any effort at all. A quick kiss at the corner of your mouth, another just along your jaw, always accompanied by that smug little look because he knows that he's teasing you that little shit.

Unlike the more composed Aamon and Marcel, Gusion treats this like a game that he fully intends to win. Teasing comes naturally to him, and he enjoys dragging things out just to watch your ever-changing expressions. Still, beneath all that light-hardheartedness, there's something strangely genuine about it too. When Gusion wants someone (you), he loves loudly, and it shows.

end notes: i took 2 days to write marcel's part why is his one the shortest what. also i apologise for any mischaracterization on aamon's and gusion's part, i was kinda just vibing while writing them lol

Yandere!Marcel x fem implied yandere!reader headcanons, part 2

WARNING: obsessive + unhealthy religious themes, stalking, i repeat, UNHEALTHY RELIGIOUS THEMES, MARCEL IS DEVOTEE AND READER IS LIKE GOD WITH EGO ISSUES

starting notes: yayyayayayy finally headcanons!!! love love love so much loveeee

small note: in this, Marcel has already kind of established himself in reader's social circle, so they're close friends / people who talk often (just as an fyi to anybody wondering since it's a skip from part 1)

.✦ ݁˖ Marcel calls you his "muse", though even that term feels insufficient. Far too mortal, far too limiting for someone like you. Everybody and everyone just looks so dull and lifeless in comparison to you... can you really blame him getting obsessed? Besides, it's not as if he's that obvious about it, it might leave a stain on your reputation if somebody notices that another was (for lack of better term) stalking you!

.✦ ݁˖ Marcel still practices photography of course, it's still important to him. However, after your first refusal, he's had to get a bit... creative. Your word is law after all, if you don't want to be a model who is he to refuse your wishes? Ah, but you didn't say that he couldn't photograph spaces you were previously in, or items you'd touch right?

.✦ ݁˖ He does not display these photographs. Others would never see the beauty you had shown Marcel before. No, they would reduce the photos down to things like lighting, composition, technique, strip it of its meaning entirely. That is unacceptable. These sacred photos, they remain private. Carefully stored, meticulously organized, preserved.

.✦ ݁˖ Marcel has long since memorized your habits. Not intentionally of course, it simply... happens. Things like the events you are likely to attend, the routines upon routines upon routines based on differing factors, all this information is gathered so naturally in his head before he even realized. It allows him to be present when needed, always out of sheer "coincidence", always with an excuse of why he was there. Marcel would never impose himself at places he is not welcome. But if circumstances were to place him at your side... well, he'd be a fool not to take advantage of such fortune.

.✦ ݁˖ Marcel finds himself being much more careful with his words around you, picking each expression with deliberate, precise care. It's not done out of fear, but something resembling more like revere. One does not speak carelessly in the presence of an angel, after all. Ah, but is it not worth it? When you finally give him your full, undivided attention because he had finally perfected how to speak around you?

.✦ ݁˖ Others start to become more of an inconvenience to him. Marcel does not act on it, of course. He is not so lacking in composure. But he cannot help the faint dissatisfaction that arises when others take up your time. It's not jealousy, he tells himself. Jealousy would suggest entitlement, as if you were his. No, it's more of... a resentment that others does not see you as they should. As such, he has taken to redirecting your conversations elsewhere. Marcel could never isolate you, what a crude thing it would be to do such, all he wants to do is ensure that your time is spent appropriately. With people who can appreciate it.

.✦ ݁˖ Your proximity is not something he takes for granted. Marcel is not someone who would approach you on his own, how could he ever dare to initiate touch with his beloved muse? That being said, he would be lying if he said he did not savor the way you leaned into him with zero hesitation, the ease in which you reach for him, as if you already saw him as "yours".

ending notes: ngl i have thought about making their dynamic more of like possessive kidnapper who takes care of reader x spoiled reader who believes only marcel can pamper her the way she wants, so its like,, yk that one post about a cat grooming a bunny, and the caption is something like the cat thinks their asserting dominance over the bunny by grooming it, while the bunny thinks their asserting dominance over the cat by making it groom itself? its that sorta thing. marcel believes that reader can't physically survive without him because there's no one that would be as devoted to taking care of her, while reader believes marcel can't emotionally survive without her because nobody could ever love somebody as fucked up as him except for her. but in the end, i decided to stick to a fanatical devotee x ego issues god-like reader~